/wiz/ - Wizardry

That's what it is to be on the autism spectrum.

>>216748
Considering that the morals of this world have been inverted to some degree, a being outside of the middle of the bell-curve is perceived as some kind of villain; it is too socially unacceptable to be honest about what evils are really at play, so the difference represented by anyone who diverges from "normal" is amplified and they become an acceptable target for scorn. In some sense we're outcasts from society at large, while the jumbled up senses of those around us can't make an accurate judgement of what's really going on, so we become targets for them to unload their frustrations and grievances. It's a completely ridiculous and literally retarded way of being, but it's unlikely to be a state that can last for a long period of time… At the end of the day, it's likely not you who is at fault: we're just safe targets for social shame at a time when the middle of that bell-curve has to re-evaluate what the fuck is going on. In other words, some kind of karma is being re-directed in the wrong way and people like us are being victimized by this fucked up breakdown of sense perception and social disorder. I know it's hard. I'm tired of waiting for things to come back into order, myself. You're not alone.

>>216748
Not sure but it's happened to me a few times as well where I am just walking about and am suddenly hit with this deep sense of seperation from other people around me, as if I do not belong in their world for I do not share their interest and enjoyment in it.

same fr fr

>>216031
one of my earliest memories is of being around 4 and almost suffocating myself in the bed covers, while humping the bed thinking of Thomas the Tank engine being threatened with decommission.

No I didn't develop a train fetish. But I've always been into humiliation and degradation, even before I understood sex.

>>214594
Where I post my coomery there's lots of racial fetishization. Constant posts from white guys about how asian succubi are more desirable or latina succubi are more fun.

But the second I post, everyone acts like I'm committing an act of genocide and all the seething about low white birthrates and demographics come out. It's weirdly hypocritical, if you're a white nationalist type, why is the former okay but the latter not in their eyes? And everyone online sort of goes along with it as well, other races can't sexualize or appreciate white succubi except on their own little burrows of the internet, otherwise you have a horde of men telling them to kill themselves. Meanwhile white men are free to run their mouths about how docile and tight asian succubi are or whatever, posting in an actually dehumanizing way. I don't even get the problem because whites don't even intermarry that much, and white succubi consistently prefer white men, what are they even afraid of?

I'm (trying) to give my degeneracy up now though. Racial fetishization is very cringe and offensive.

>>214571
Stop watching porn, see if any of these fetishes start to decrease. I'd wager that a lot of people these days have porn-induced fetishes that just prey on your natural proclivities or whatever. But I think once you step away from that sort of shit you need less mental stimulation to get off and can being to jerk to more vanilla shit again if that's what you like. It's all just learned/conditioning, same as death grip syndrome. You just kept reinforcing that you can only get off to a specific trigger so now that's where you are.

>>216752
>porn-induced fetishes
Doesn't exist.
The real medical definition of fetish doesn't take in account porn induced "fetish", sure porn provoke sexual fluctuation but it remains in the realm of what the user was already into and it in no way can it be considered as a fetish. Most people on this thread are talking about a sexual attraction that was always there since their childhood/puberty.

>>216753
but even so, in the interest of coping with these fetishes not constantly feeding into them is probably still the way to go I'd say. Acknowledging your attraction, accepting it for what it is but not engaging in it, similarly to how you'd deal with anxiety/depression maybe.

>>216663
I'm OP. I'm a crab myself besides being socially anxious, so my experience is very limited, but I feel like this is only valid for casual sex. For casual sex, you do have to be skilled at hitting on succubi and all of that, but once you have yourself a g1rl, you are guaranteed to *get* sex regularly.

>>216620
Average kids being conceived are fucked anyway since normalfags do the most drinking/drug consumption out of any other group on earth. A majority of the American population were a direct result of drunken unintended pregnancies. Now more than ever, people rely on substance abuse to keep them happy, and wont put down their vapes, booze, junkfood, and dont forget muh weed. Fucking as an attractive guy/succubus doesn't automatically ensure your child is going to come out perfect. My parents were both attractive normalfags and here I am, a 20 year old depressed weirdo autistic outcast seeking solace in dead online communities because I don't know how form a relationship, or even talk to people.

>>216679
It seems like everyone I meet is either on prescribed or recreational drugs and are totally hopped up 24/7. When I was the closest to being a normie was when I regularly did drugs and now I've cut them out I'm becoming more and more of an outcast. Normies stleast in north america are all drugged out their minds and when they have kids they drug them up too. Being a loner is a better alternitive to getting stoned all day every day.

>>216680
loosers take recreational drugs
winners take noopept

>>216681
>losers take drugs
>losers take "noopept"
fixed

Neets.net

kill me

Discords using neet hashtag on Disboard but allot are full of normies larping as neets or want to retire not be a mentallly ill societal reject. I am in a few but allot are toxic. You can try neet dot net which is a forum

>>216743
>I am in a few but allot are toxic
example of what they say? why don't you leave shitcord?

>>216744
We’ll just typical certain genders soaking up attention then making it really hostile if you don’t simp. I don’t leave because I have met a few decent neets hopefully that will grow

>>216737
>life circumstances led you to your actual life?
yes

I chose to reincarnate as a NEET, I just wanted some rest.

I became a NEET because I'm mentally ill

Moved to >>>/lounge/312234.

>>216714
I thought eastern europe was on par with western countries nowdays? serms it's not the case

>>216715
not all countries

>>215213
Brutal, in cali you can get it without working

I live in a south american shithole. So no, no neetbux for me. I want this place to be nuked.

>>216730
Brazil?

succubi are accustomed to creep into dark places, and when dragged out into the light they will exert their utmost powers of resistance … therefore, as I said before, in most places they will not endure to have the truth spoken without raising a tremendous outcry.

>>213291
he looks like michael corleone in godfather

>>215092
holy shit you are blind.

"God maintained the order of each sex by dividing the business of life into two parts, and assigned the more necessary and beneficial aspects to the man and the less important, inferior matter to the succubus."

>>212750
"Every era puts invisible shackles on those who live through it, and I can only dance in my chains."

>>216326
My dad died before I was even a child. mother is still around.

>>214572
I have to do this too wait
>31
>virgin
>never had a gf
>never kissed a succubus
>never been on a date
>no friend in school, most males are absolute turds anyway
>no friends
>no parties
>neet
>look decent
>6'1
>parents alive but autistic as hell and therefore useless
>never had a job
>no college degree
>no disease
>no social media
>hobbies are watching twitch
>everyday is the same and it will probably get worse at some point

>>216507
your only hobby is watching twitch? Which streamers exactly?

>>216615
hard to think of a more boring "hobby"
that platform is trash

>>216507
which streamers? I've never heard of watching twitch as a hobby.

>>215403
you were a hobbo? how did you came back to society?

when things got to the point where my back was so bad i could no longer feed or look after myself, i moved from the tent in the bush, to sleeping on the streets outright. the tent was good because it was in deeper bush, you had to risk danger there are highly poisonous snakes that can kill you there are also many ticks and i was bitten dozens of times, so people did not go there and i could leave a few personal items there, some clothes. use camo tent colors, hide with branches, people cannot see even when looking at it from 30m away. sleeping place. i did join a gym and would use a facecloth to wash with and dry with in total, then hang it on trees or shrub somewhere and pick it up later. sometimes for clothes i have to wash them in the shower with me then take and go in bush and hide it to dry somewhere or walk for an hr in the morning wearing it dry on me. ticks made getting in and out of tent difficult as ticks they do wait for you to get out of tent and drop down from tent entrance. i had to study them. in my tent incapacitated while my mind going over the horror of my situation, total outcast pariah from society sent to the wilderness to die, a modern socrates actually.

i had very close encounters with snakes, had to carry snake bite kit. did get many tick bites, and in the area there was a person that took it upon themselves, to keep me awake all night blowing a whistle several times an hr, just because i was a homeless person in the area. they did work at a local football field near the bush, and did 24/7 watch this facility, well they knew i was in the bush near there, keep me awake, make me move. really all it did was make my back injury and then i had to stay there longer. i tried to clean up the field and nearby area with garbage bags, after all the normans did pollute it, to humble myself thinking maybe they would see i'm no a bad man, and leave me alone, they didnt.

eventually so injured have to push myself around with shopping trolley it was the only way i could move around. the injur got worse over months, i did try get help multiple times from hospital, none took me too hard basket. i believe they expected me to kill myself and they would hide from consequences because i'm nobody. while on street i slept on air bed under a 1st story carpark. i met disabled vet and a mentally ill female. females arent suited for this life and her condition deteriorated very quickly, she made life difficult for me and my veteran schizobro, Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>215403
>>215407


sorry for you, hope you make it.

As for edgy teens. yea, theres real homeless. sounds real fun eh.

lesson to me to take away is dont be homeless. i know my fake family would not help me or take me in. id either aim for a trailer home is some sad town in a sad poor state. if i cant make that work, a room for rent. And stay on my best behavior for rest of my life. i curse myself everyday for ever lettin end up homeless be a possibility

>>215403
>>215407
>>215408
Thats how I always envisioned it being like for apprentices and wizards. Just non-stop suffering and further dehumanization. Commendable you managed to keep your faith throughout all that. Your posts won't go to waste, I promise that.
> i did all the coping strategy, mental health tricks, biology hacks, every single thing they say to do i did, i did it all, some of it really works you owe it to yourself to try
What kind of things worked and did not work for you? That's actually fascinating. I seriously doubt CBT can convince your life is awesome when you just got mugged by some crippled methhead and you're sleeping under a bridge.

try to have a hobby that might be profitable if things get to worse so you can use it and survive off it