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 No.283944[Reply]

In this thread, we shall discuss everything SSRi-related.

I've tried the following:

Fluvoxamine, Sertraline, and Fluoxteine are SSRIs.

SNRI's:

Desvenlafaxine Venlafaxine

I'm going to talk about each of them and how I feel about them.

Fluvoxamine:

The first two weeks on Fluvoxamine are complete torture; I'm anxious, tired, and have terrible focus due to anxiety and panic episodes.

Sertraline:

When I first started on Sertraline, I had no side effects, it was OK till it pooped out, but it truly works but it can screw with your motivation, plus the weight loss is fantastic on this medicine, I was 78 before taking it, and three months later I was 69-70.

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 No.290659

>>290648
Not taking pills became political and always had an element of ego/personal identity
It’s like everything else in the world now, tedious

 No.290668

>>290648
>>290648
This is a jew who is actively attempting to sterilise wizards. This is false testimony. moneatur sapiens.

For anyone even thinking about taking SSRI poison first read this :

https://www.reddit.com/r/PSSD/

 No.290670

>>290668
But isn't it rare? Like less than 1% type territory.

 No.290671

>>290670
I maintain that it is not. I think the claimed rarity of the disorder is a marketing tactic to disarm the doubtful. Also the embarrassing nature of the problem discourages many from speaking out openly. These drugs were used to chemically lobotomise sex criminals before they were offered to the public. Please visit PSSD fora to see for yourself.

 No.290672

>>290671
But I've visited other antidepressant forums and PSSD is like one small thread, while there are thousands other threads with people who don't have it. People would've noticed. Like literal millions people use these drugs, it's not like it's a niche thing, every other normie uses that.



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 No.289040[Reply]

By Jack London. Picture taken by Miron Zownir in Moscow in 1995 (Radical Eye).
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 No.290655

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>>289420
>people love to think they're responsible for their own successes

 No.290656

>>290655
what book is that?

 No.290663

Damn, I ignored this thread for over a month but who knew it was actually the one thread filled with good content all this time…

 No.290667

>>290656
Suicide by Henry Romilly Fedden
Written because suicide became a greater concern in his time. The loss of supports which made way for it doesn't seem to have been properly accounted for yet.
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 No.290006[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here when you don't have enough to say for a topic and it's too depressing for the general crawl thread.
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 No.290641

>>290622
>Actually when you live like this all of society just seems like one big store and if you're not participating in it you basically don't exist and there's nowhere for you to go or do anything outside.

accurate. People don't have friends anymore because they don't need friends, they don't actually do things with their friends. Everything that is done is done by some corporation somewhere in exchange for money. How much money you have determines how free you are and what you can and can't do. It determines whether you are the slave or the master in a situation. The market is just one big machine and we are nothing more than fleshy cogs in that machine. If you don't go do your little coggy role, some other flesh cog will do it because everyone needs to be a part of the machine if they want to have some dibs on the collective output of the machine. What ends up getting you the most money though is just absurd and has almost nothing to do with the worth you provide. You want to go to buy a house but you can't afford it so you need a loan. You go to the bank and some guy clicks a thing on the computer and some numbers move from one column to the next. For that "service" they require basically as much in interest as the house costs. You spend literally 15 years just working to pay interest for that banker who clicked the button. Some succubus who happened to be born very symmetrical can sell her bath water in jars and end up making millions of times more than the wage slave who collects your trash or keeps the water running. It is tyranny of the smart and beautiful and well connected over everyone else. Those who win the most are those who can leverage every situation and every person they meet for the most personal gain. The greediest sleaziest bastards are rewarded the most.

 No.290646

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It's been a month short of 3 years now, but I'm beginning to think…
Eh, nvm..

 No.290658

Only need the light when it's burnin' low
Only need the road when you're missing home.

Only feel sleepy when you know a nightmare might be around the corner.. –

 No.290660

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A change of speed, a change of style
A change of scene, with no regrets
A chance to watch, admire the distance
Still occupied, though you forget
Different colors, different shades
Over each mistakes were made
I took the blame
Directionless, so plain to see
A loaded gun won't set you free
So you say

 No.290666

>>290660
Mother, I tried, please believe me
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm ashamed of the things I've been put through
I'm ashamed of the person I am


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 No.290650[Reply]

hello wizneets, anyone been kicked out before? im leaving today. gonna just stay in a hostel on neetbux and drink alcohol or something

 No.290651

If you have bux then you should buy a car. Save up if you have to by camping outside. Try and get a minivan or something with some space.

 No.290653

>>290651
Tips on where to camp? Don't you have to pay for a spot? I tried looking at it didn't seam much cheaper

 No.290664

>>290653
no dude, if you're homeless you just find a spot somewhere. Worst that can happen is they tell you to leave. Once they do, leave. It becomes trespassing at that point if you stay. You can build a little cardboard box shelter and line it with emergency blankets or aluminum foil and cover it with a tarp. You want to be somewhere in an urban area with access to dumpsters and public transport and gyms for showering. Buy the cheapest gym membership you can get for showers. A car is good because you need places to keep your clothes and stuff and you can keep food and cooking supplies and it's good shelter for sleeping. Finding places to park and being able to afford gas money is a whole nother thing but it beats sleeping in cardboard boxes. Going to a hostel or somewhere you need to pay is unsustainable unless you plant to be a wage slave. If that is your long term plan then go ahead and do it but you better get started applying to jobs fast. If you want to avoid slavery you need to just be homeless for a while until your parents let you move back in. Unless they are some sort of psychos they will do it after you've been homeless for a while.

 No.290665

>>290650
my condolences
How old are you? Do you live only with your mom?



 No.290374[Reply]

Just curious if you are or aren't. If you are, what are you doing? How is it working? If you're not, why not?

 No.290389

Who said I have issues?

 No.290390

I have problems but they're benign (according to me)

 No.290642

Can't say I expected that the only response I would get from the depression board is that no one here has any issues.

 No.290643

>>290642
Make a less generic thread next time. Talk about what's troubling you and others might relate and reciprocate with their own stories. It's about give and take :)

 No.290662

>>290374
i tried way too hard and way too long to do something about them. now i ruined my life in every possible way, forever stuck in agonizing pain and dying without a way out. so the only way i'll get over my issues is when i'm dead.



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 No.290560[Reply]

clingy tacky
I have a shit personnality. I am clingy and tacky. people I talk to are fed up because I take their time with stupid questions or comments I make. I'm a real shit
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 No.290647

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I'm not meant to have friends

 No.290649

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If it makes you feel better you are not alone.

I even made a thread about "good personality privilege" that went nowhere because no one can relate to my ramblings.

My personality feels literally designed to fail. Grandiose desires while below average IQ and willpower means I am in a state of constant dissatisfaction with my life with no clear actionable steps to improve it because my dreams are out of reach.

A desire to be special while being below-average just makes me constantly feel dissatisfied with myself.

I look for excuses why I can't do something instead of solutions. When an opportunity comes up I make up reasons for why I have to let it pass.

I can't be among successful people because it get envious.

I focus too much on my own problems when everyone is going through something.

I just feel this sense of entitlement. Main character syndrome when I am just an extra. Like how no one replies to my post depresses me when most people just accept that they are screaming into the void.

Many more things I forgot right now.

I thought of flipping a switch and just doing the opposite of what I feel but it's so exhausting having to constantly supervise my thoughts and unable to just be myself.

 No.290652

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>>290649
thank you for sharing. I wish I was cool but I'm just a loser. succubi can sense that and men will tell their other friends you're weird, weirdo…
I don't know…would we have made good friends if we knew eachother?

 No.290654

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I'm indecent and a pervert, I can't help myself but think about sex whenever I see one

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I'm immature



 No.289045[Reply]

Why are there female apologists here, on the only website dedicated to wizardly endeavors, the only place on the internet that defends and respects male celibacy of all places?

Females are the origin of all our suffering and all the suffering of the collective human race, proven by the irrefutable fact of their unique role as stinky fuck holes that shit out children for their personal selfish enjoyment, desire, status and primal urge.

To them in their self serving justification, children should be grateful, but in reality females have to carefully conceal their sadistic, uncaring and casual indifference in their role of throwing a baby into this evil society to be logs of worthless shit, helplessly abused, used up and treated like disposable trash to be thrown away once they no longer have value.

Females are the bane of all wizardly existence, the origin of all wizardly suffering, the origin and the beginning of unquenchable wizardly desires, the dawning existence of the humble unsuspecting wizkids with aspirations of deserving their fair share of basic wizlet happiness.

Wizkids are naturally pure, innocent, busy with wizardly endeavors, wand enjoyers who love to conjure magic in their rooms, some evolving into wizardly figures recognized as a lively house ornament with unending loyalty and as a silent background figure always providing company for the house occupants to stave off their feelings of loneliness, some wizzies composting and blossoming into wise loyal hermit oracles, some a cared for sheltered recluse that has invaluable wizardly virtues. Some having to partake in the dog eat dog normalfag world of cliqued up social hierarchies all orbiting around female gynocentric pussy worship. The wizkid is a rare treasure in the modern world and must be protected.

The wizkid serves as a naturally innocent benevolent force of objective moral good, the entire existence of the wizkid stands in complete contrast to the naturally wicked existence of the human female, creatures that are unashamed in their sadistic self serving primitive impulses, unashamed in their vile intentions to scheme, lie, cheat, manipulate and swindle, but are instinctually smart enough to keep it hidden deep within, but eventually the infectious bio-waste that fills their souls leaks out in subtle almost unnoticeable slip ups that stupefies you into disbelief witnessing their casual cruel intentions. Once you finally learn how to notice thPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.290627

>>290626
I just realized that there are femoid apologistz and possibly actual females larping in this thread.

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 No.290630

>>290627
>femoid piss of with your volcel lingo, the correct wizcel term is succubus

 No.290638

I didn't read all that shit but it's fucking retarded to pretend all succubi are the same. Absolutely retarded to pretend they're all evil or something. People who do this I look at like some sort of monkey that somehow gained use of human speech.

 No.290640

>>290638
Nice sage butthurt
>to pretend all succubi are the same is fucking retarded!!
> Absolutely retarded to pretend they're all evil or something
Wizchan 2024



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 No.289727[Reply]

getting angry, getting frustrated edition

previous >>285492
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 No.290631

Can anyone\someone explain Drop Shipping to me? i read about it online, googled it, but can't quit understand what it means or why normogroids hate it.
if normies say drop shippers are leeches, then drop shipping must be a GOOD thing to do

 No.290634

>>290631
people place orders with you and you then place the order to some other seller at a cheaper price and keep the difference as profit minus shipping costs. it's an easy hustle unless there's some issues and they have to refund it, i guess.

 No.290635

>>290634
oh i just thought it meant you the seller dont store the physical goods yourself

 No.290639

>>290624
What a fucking prick, i'll never in my life be a taxi driver, no one is grateful for anything anymore.



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 No.290614[Reply]

This evening (or rather very early in the morning) I had a very (perhaps instructive, it remains to be seen) particular contrasting experience. I was as usual due, to unstability of the mind, fail to accomplish what I set upon myself earlier: that is to simply slept early rather than late. Instead, I once again fell into the same destructive behavior of putting whatever url or search terms despite not actually interested in the subject, for the unfathomable instinct to not sleep but rather do "something".

This cost me sleep time, and when I finally told myself to went to bed, I was unable to drift to the dreamworld despite thinking nothing for the better part of the half-hour. So I woke up, and then I masturbate, something clicked then, but nothing decisive. My mind continue on its chaotic state and I was still unable to sleep. Then I masturbated again an hour later. Everything is calm then, and even so until now.

Suddenly I found myself able to do things that for the last two years I can only dreamt of doing. I can sit with great calm, even my extremites aren't compelled to fidget or vibrate for the sake of movement. Its as if I'm detached from the physical body, and yet silmutaneously, for the first time in months I am in full control of my body and spirit. I can read long passages and paragraphs without feeling nauseatic. I can commit to a task such as writing this thread without diverting my focus elsewhere, nor does my mind have any compelling to do so.

There are few minutes however, when I could feel it in my head and mind that I'm slipping to my previous destructive-unfocused self. That I'm at the verge of losing control. It is terrifying, dreadful. Because I know that at the end, I will slip to that evil state that destroys me so much. This is not the first time that I had this sort of experience, everytime I managed to retain control for perhaps a few hours or even a full day. But something always broke that most graceful state, either interraction with other people or the mere impetus of the physical body, evident by the sudden nausea I that appeared when I was reading the long paragraph I a few moment prior was just comfortable with. Ultimately, the act of drifting to sleep seems to reset this control to the old cursed status quo.

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 No.290628

you could write a book with your writing skills

 No.290632

sounds like a touch of mania caused by the sleep deprivation. It will only last if you're actually bipolar, and if that happens, well you've got bigger problems to worry about.

 No.290633

imagine writing all this shite instead of just powering through your stupid chores like every other person on the planet that doesn't feel like it.

 No.290636

>>290633
imagine replying with butthurt because you see someone write at length about his thoughts. Talk about being a mongoloid.

 No.290637

>>290636
There always seems to be some post on wizchan attacking people and insulting them no matter how innocuous the post is. I like to pretend in my head that it's all just one really pissed off guy. I call him Mr. Sourpuss. Just ignore Mr Sourpuss, he posts here a lot.



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 No.283805[Reply]

>get back from mental hospital after about 2 years
>excited to tell my NEET loser online friends about it
>they're all normied up. One has even become a gay furry living with Tyrone
>they keep giving me improvebrah advice and telling me I'm too negative
>itsover.jpg
The only people I can relate to now are you motherfuckers. I wonder how many Wizards have done this and left the site. Both these guys were old 28, and 35 respectively.
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 No.289167

>>289156
If you're poor, the internet is the cheapest way to stay entertained and not be consumed by your horrible life 24/7.

If you don't count a few normie boards, almost all other imageboards are filled with the downtrodden, the autistic, the poor and all kinds of bullied or discriminated people because it's the only social outlet available for them.

Without the internet a considerable amount of people would kill themselves because otherwise you get zero social contact and input. If you try to obtain it in real life, people just shun you which makes the situation even worse through negative reinforcement.

 No.289172

>>289161
Being of healthy and comfortable body and enjoying nature are not traits reserved for normalfags.

 No.289175

>>289172
Not what the other anon said.

 No.289212

>>289156
>>289161
>going outside and exercise fixed all their problems

Who said that here?

 No.290619

I like this website a lot less upon realising how many Indians post here.



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