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How do you cope with the crippling loneliness?
I've been a NEET now since 2008 and my number of friends, online and offline, have dwindled to zero. While I do speak to my parents from time to time, it only reminds me of just how lonely I am. It's certainly not all bad - I have learned to truly appreciate long periods of isolation for the concentration, self-reflection and absence of any kind of commitments of time and energy. But these periods do not last for more than a few weeks before I experience this cyclical, crushing loneliness once more.
I drink alone frequently, but in moderate quantities which I have found helps a little with my general mood. It seems to separate up the day into sections somehow which I found smoking did to a far greater extreme.
Do you deal with something similar? If so, how do you deal with it?
I've been a NEET now since 2008 and my number of friends, online and offline, have dwindled to zero. While I do speak to my parents from time to time, it only reminds me of just how lonely I am. It's certainly not all bad - I have learned to truly appreciate long periods of isolation for the concentration, self-reflection and absence of any kind of commitments of time and energy. But these periods do not last for more than a few weeks before I experience this cyclical, crushing loneliness once more.
I drink alone frequently, but in moderate quantities which I have found helps a little with my general mood. It seems to separate up the day into sections somehow which I found smoking did to a far greater extreme.
Do you deal with something similar? If so, how do you deal with it?
Go onto multiplayer games on voice chat and tell them you're lonely and depressed.
Ask them if they want to be friends because you have no friends.
Ask them if they want to be friends because you have no friends.
>loneliness
I realize I'm bored, I'm truly lonely only when I feel like I don't fit in, which is 99% of the times I have company or browse the internet.
I realize I'm bored, I'm truly lonely only when I feel like I don't fit in, which is 99% of the times I have company or browse the internet.
I fantasize about going on crazy adventures with anime boys in magical fantasy worlds that I make up, the only friends I got are in my head
>>194187
Are there any particular games that this would work with? I have a litany of issues with this in that I am 1. Bad at video games, 2. Don't particularly enjoy them and 3. I don't have any spare money for games or consoles. I could feasibly scrape together some money for a PC game.
Are there any particular games that this would work with? I have a litany of issues with this in that I am 1. Bad at video games, 2. Don't particularly enjoy them and 3. I don't have any spare money for games or consoles. I could feasibly scrape together some money for a PC game.
Do you have a hobby?
If so then go to gatherings, clubs, events, forums, etc. related to that hobby.
If so then go to gatherings, clubs, events, forums, etc. related to that hobby.
>>194186 blessed are you, for you have a freedom that most people can never enjoy once they get dragged into other peoples bullshit.
i am currently sitting in a very high class cafe' in calistan, the noise, the stink, the stupidity, lay thick on everything like a huge load of fresh pigshit.
the human race is unworthy of the life it has been given, mindless bleating sheep, screaming like 500 baboons on crack fighting over a single cockroach.
Learn to love your loneliness, it is a rare and wonderful thing that allows you to see how truly cursed humanity is.
i am currently sitting in a very high class cafe' in calistan, the noise, the stink, the stupidity, lay thick on everything like a huge load of fresh pigshit.
the human race is unworthy of the life it has been given, mindless bleating sheep, screaming like 500 baboons on crack fighting over a single cockroach.
Learn to love your loneliness, it is a rare and wonderful thing that allows you to see how truly cursed humanity is.
If you want online friends you can try to find games or chats where you can find people that might be friendly with you. I have a chat that I go to almost every day to talk to some peculiar wizards that I consider my friends. Before that I didn't have anyone to talk to outside imageboards.
There are people like Christopher Thomas Knight and other hermits who have lived in total isolation so humans are capable of that, you just have to git gud. Alternatively, beside online forums, you can use entertainment media like video games and tv shows to enact a parasocial relationship with the characters. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parasocial_interaction
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>>194186
Well I drown myself in various hobbies really.
-I collect retro games
-When I can be bothered I work on my ever expanding Hyperspin emulator MAME and other systems setup
-I interact with my fellow Wiznogs here when the post content is more suited to my liking which fluctuates
-I lose myself in books and television series old and new like Anne Rice's vampire chronicles books, Star Trek TNG, The Walking Dead before Scott Gimple fucking ruined it by killing off Carl and whatever old or good new movies my suit my fancy albeit most new movies are boring bullshit millenial queers (and SJW queers) seem to enjoy more than normal people or rapidly aging Wizards for that matter
-I buy a lot of crap online of a tech/gadget nature, mostly elaborate game controllers from various providers. 8bitdo is alright, while the ibuffalo brand is god tier for SNES PC emulation gaming and I must recommend highly to every Wiznog who still plays the original NES or Hi Def NES or either of the FPGA based NES's the retro AVS or the Analog NT (or mini variety) that the retroNES controller with micro switches is also a god tier item, though it takes some getting used to as button presses are harder than on the original rubber membrane controller ie it seems to take some breaking in or regular use to get used to it.
-Lastly sleeping away much of the day helps.
Well I drown myself in various hobbies really.
-I collect retro games
-When I can be bothered I work on my ever expanding Hyperspin emulator MAME and other systems setup
-I interact with my fellow Wiznogs here when the post content is more suited to my liking which fluctuates
-I lose myself in books and television series old and new like Anne Rice's vampire chronicles books, Star Trek TNG, The Walking Dead before Scott Gimple fucking ruined it by killing off Carl and whatever old or good new movies my suit my fancy albeit most new movies are boring bullshit millenial queers (and SJW queers) seem to enjoy more than normal people or rapidly aging Wizards for that matter
-I buy a lot of crap online of a tech/gadget nature, mostly elaborate game controllers from various providers. 8bitdo is alright, while the ibuffalo brand is god tier for SNES PC emulation gaming and I must recommend highly to every Wiznog who still plays the original NES or Hi Def NES or either of the FPGA based NES's the retro AVS or the Analog NT (or mini variety) that the retroNES controller with micro switches is also a god tier item, though it takes some getting used to as button presses are harder than on the original rubber membrane controller ie it seems to take some breaking in or regular use to get used to it.
-Lastly sleeping away much of the day helps.
Oh yeah almost forgot…
Youtube is my primary online hangout.
Though that place has been ruined by its new Jew owners over the years getting ever and ever more shitty and censor happy.
They recently removed a retarded moron named Mumkey Jones for no real reason.
Apparently simply reading late Wizard Elliot Rodger's life story is now considered "hate speech" by the kikes.
Blech.
Youtube is my primary online hangout.
Though that place has been ruined by its new Jew owners over the years getting ever and ever more shitty and censor happy.
They recently removed a retarded moron named Mumkey Jones for no real reason.
Apparently simply reading late Wizard Elliot Rodger's life story is now considered "hate speech" by the kikes.
Blech.
>>194199
I feel like you have to have a base level of normalness to fit in an active group chat environment, if you stray too far from the group-think you’ll be singled out and pushed away (on purpose or not), then you end up feeling even worse and even more alone than before. I never chat seriously with anyone unless it’s one-on-one conversation, it’s the only way you can avoid being sheeped on, and how you can chat and keep friends with more than one person is crazy to me, I always find that I prefer to just focus all my energy on one guy at a time, then when he gets bored of me I can move on to a new guy.
I feel like you have to have a base level of normalness to fit in an active group chat environment, if you stray too far from the group-think you’ll be singled out and pushed away (on purpose or not), then you end up feeling even worse and even more alone than before. I never chat seriously with anyone unless it’s one-on-one conversation, it’s the only way you can avoid being sheeped on, and how you can chat and keep friends with more than one person is crazy to me, I always find that I prefer to just focus all my energy on one guy at a time, then when he gets bored of me I can move on to a new guy.
>>194210
My experience is that you're not pushed away then but expected to function as the alpha geek, which can be a problem when you have the same smarts as others and abhor hierarchies no matter the position and don't really care about it all.
My experience is that you're not pushed away then but expected to function as the alpha geek, which can be a problem when you have the same smarts as others and abhor hierarchies no matter the position and don't really care about it all.
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>>194200
If you want to join a real time environment meant for wizards, you're welcome in the Wizcord server:
https://discord.gg/ysEjv5P
Keep in mind that the same rules as on Wizchan apply, and also some extra ones to prevent issues that come with using avatars and such. Rules are strictly enforced, so better not post ironic or outsider memes. Other than that, the small community of wizards and apprentices is welcoming to anyone who belongs. No cliques. No voice chat. Just a cozy chat group.
If you want to join a real time environment meant for wizards, you're welcome in the Wizcord server:
https://discord.gg/ysEjv5P
Keep in mind that the same rules as on Wizchan apply, and also some extra ones to prevent issues that come with using avatars and such. Rules are strictly enforced, so better not post ironic or outsider memes. Other than that, the small community of wizards and apprentices is welcoming to anyone who belongs. No cliques. No voice chat. Just a cozy chat group.
I've learned that loneliness is more like boredom. Find something to do and it evaporates.
>>194225
you can't ban or track normals from discord so they congregate there en masse, also normals love to be non-anonymous so that they can display every aspect of their personality to everyone, encourages larp and other crap
>>194226
more like you're too busy off-site to own any space here
>>194227
also this, no fun = tryhard larp, can't be bothered with that crap
you can't ban or track normals from discord so they congregate there en masse, also normals love to be non-anonymous so that they can display every aspect of their personality to everyone, encourages larp and other crap
>>194226
more like you're too busy off-site to own any space here
>>194227
also this, no fun = tryhard larp, can't be bothered with that crap
>>194200
It's a small group that formed back from the cytube days.
https://wizardly.fun/
There's only one room there and you need to register to talk (that's to avoid the assholes). It's usually only active towards the end of the day which is when people show up. It's pretty lighthearted and if you're too serious you'll probably not like it. It's always the same few people, which I like because I get to know everyone and I wouldn't be able to remember if it were dozens of people.
It's a small group that formed back from the cytube days.
https://wizardly.fun/
There's only one room there and you need to register to talk (that's to avoid the assholes). It's usually only active towards the end of the day which is when people show up. It's pretty lighthearted and if you're too serious you'll probably not like it. It's always the same few people, which I like because I get to know everyone and I wouldn't be able to remember if it were dozens of people.
>>194192
If you do end up buying vidya make sure to use an indian account to gift it to your real account so the games will always be half off (you can't do with russian/brazilian accounts since the keys are region locked).
If you do end up buying vidya make sure to use an indian account to gift it to your real account so the games will always be half off (you can't do with russian/brazilian accounts since the keys are region locked).
>>194225
You're right, I didn't even notice in which thread I was, I only got triggered by that post.
Well… the thread is even worse.
You're right, I didn't even notice in which thread I was, I only got triggered by that post.
Well… the thread is even worse.
>>194234
had a room here once about a month ago, got sort of uninvited after a day
it was chill, we watched videos but seems like we werent wanted there
had a room here once about a month ago, got sort of uninvited after a day
it was chill, we watched videos but seems like we werent wanted there
You have to be likeable to eliminate loneliness. Simply being what you are now probably isn't enough to the standards of others.
>>194186
Doesn't cripple me, but I figure just living with my parents and seeing them once a day and talking to them once a month fills my social needs.
Doesn't cripple me, but I figure just living with my parents and seeing them once a day and talking to them once a month fills my social needs.
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>>194280
there is no official discord for wizchan, the one posted is just the one that has the most "wizards" and so it is through loopular logic the most popular
there is no official discord for wizchan, the one posted is just the one that has the most "wizards" and so it is through loopular logic the most popular
used alcohol quite a bit, often while playing video games then just alcohol and weed, then just weed. now i do weed and kratom. of course porn during all this but everything is just a temporary salve because at any point, especially during a gap between 'medications' or other distraction ill relapse into lonliness but feeling alone will even pervade my inebriations alot of times. ive grown tired of all of it, even the feeling of lonliness. the only real relief lately has been the thought of kms soon, which lets me know i wont have to feel like crap anymore.
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>>194280
I miss wizardchan. felt somehow more wizardry
I miss wizardchan. felt somehow more wizardry
>>194286
Old wizardchan had an official IRC channel though and even an official audio chat one at one point. Lots of drama back on those days.
Old wizardchan had an official IRC channel though and even an official audio chat one at one point. Lots of drama back on those days.
>>194280
Seriously though, there is absolutely nothing wrong with the current Wizcord channel unless you have beef with Discord itself as a platform (in which case it's pretty irrational considering that channels are virtually isolated there).
Seriously though, there is absolutely nothing wrong with the current Wizcord channel unless you have beef with Discord itself as a platform (in which case it's pretty irrational considering that channels are virtually isolated there).
>>194256
The site wasn't made with other rooms in mind so that's probably why. You can try asking their admin though.
The site wasn't made with other rooms in mind so that's probably why. You can try asking their admin though.
>>194303
That's literally the name of the channel, I wasn't trying to imply that discord itself is somehow wizardly.
That's literally the name of the channel, I wasn't trying to imply that discord itself is somehow wizardly.
>>194186
this is one of the main reasons i dont miss being a NEET, it was lonely. It is the shadow of retirement. And, unlike retirement, you generally dont have the money to do what you want, or other retirees to hang out with. You are the odd man out, who will gradually be isolated into nothingness.
Prior to my leaving NEETworld i was down to about 2 online friends. 1 who vanished without a trace as i went back to work world.
this is one of the main reasons i dont miss being a NEET, it was lonely. It is the shadow of retirement. And, unlike retirement, you generally dont have the money to do what you want, or other retirees to hang out with. You are the odd man out, who will gradually be isolated into nothingness.
Prior to my leaving NEETworld i was down to about 2 online friends. 1 who vanished without a trace as i went back to work world.
>>194338
>one of the main reasons i dont miss being a NEET, it was lonely
>i was down to about 2 online friends
How is that related to being a neet? I never had more than one friend on my steam even when I was in high school
>one of the main reasons i dont miss being a NEET, it was lonely
>i was down to about 2 online friends
How is that related to being a neet? I never had more than one friend on my steam even when I was in high school
id suggest stop drinking and try kratom. also take up hiking or camping. it makes you really enjoy being alone, for me it does anyway.
>>194338
I've been NEET for 6 years, and I was far more lonely as a wagecuck.
With work, preparation and commute taking all but 3 or so hours a day, and weekends taken up by chores like laundry and grocery shopping, there was literally no time to socialize.
I've been NEET for 6 years, and I was far more lonely as a wagecuck.
With work, preparation and commute taking all but 3 or so hours a day, and weekends taken up by chores like laundry and grocery shopping, there was literally no time to socialize.
>>194186
For me, alcohol and singing my lungs out is the only way to make it briefly go away. I really wish I could do weed since it does way less damage to your body, but it's so illegal here I'd never be able to get my hands on it without getting shanked in an alley.
For me, alcohol and singing my lungs out is the only way to make it briefly go away. I really wish I could do weed since it does way less damage to your body, but it's so illegal here I'd never be able to get my hands on it without getting shanked in an alley.
I understand.
It's why I like Wizchan. Even if I'm not having a conversation with someone on here, merely reading the posts (like yours) makes me feel less lonely because it's proof I'm not alone. There's someone else out there who thinks like me, who can possibly begin to understand me. Even if I don't have contact with anyone here, I know at least I'm not really alone.
So, I deal with it by visiting here.
It's why I like Wizchan. Even if I'm not having a conversation with someone on here, merely reading the posts (like yours) makes me feel less lonely because it's proof I'm not alone. There's someone else out there who thinks like me, who can possibly begin to understand me. Even if I don't have contact with anyone here, I know at least I'm not really alone.
So, I deal with it by visiting here.
>>194191
>the only friends I got are in my head
Same. I've been doing this since childhood. I just put on music and make up different scenarios in my head
>the only friends I got are in my head
Same. I've been doing this since childhood. I just put on music and make up different scenarios in my head
>>194350
I can certainly relate to sharing in the lonely experience, but I haven't found any comfort in knowing that I'm not alone with being alone… indeed, I'm still alone.
It's not even that I crave company, it's merely the movement you experience with dialogue - being introduced to some concept or perspective and discussing it in some capacity. Assuming the person isn't talking about normieland or their normie feelings, it doesn't really matter the topic. Actual 'live' conversation strikes me as a kind of mental chewing gum; albeit with a lot of terrible flavours out there.
I can certainly relate to sharing in the lonely experience, but I haven't found any comfort in knowing that I'm not alone with being alone… indeed, I'm still alone.
It's not even that I crave company, it's merely the movement you experience with dialogue - being introduced to some concept or perspective and discussing it in some capacity. Assuming the person isn't talking about normieland or their normie feelings, it doesn't really matter the topic. Actual 'live' conversation strikes me as a kind of mental chewing gum; albeit with a lot of terrible flavours out there.
>>194343
Kratom is illegal here. I don't like the idea of camping at all, but I used to enjoy walking outside years back. The problem is that it is very cold and wet, and I am now overweight and find walking more tiring than I used to.
Kratom is illegal here. I don't like the idea of camping at all, but I used to enjoy walking outside years back. The problem is that it is very cold and wet, and I am now overweight and find walking more tiring than I used to.
>>194186 Why are you lonely ?
Once you realize that the infinite majority of hominids are clueless scum-monkeys with no perception of reality beyond what they are spoon-fed on their screens; you begin to value your solitude more than any interaction.
Free yourself from the delusion that you need people.
(protein: YOU DON'T)
Knowledge is your friend, the more you learn the more content you are.
Once you realize that the infinite majority of hominids are clueless scum-monkeys with no perception of reality beyond what they are spoon-fed on their screens; you begin to value your solitude more than any interaction.
Free yourself from the delusion that you need people.
(protein: YOU DON'T)
Knowledge is your friend, the more you learn the more content you are.
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I don't know if it was always like this but lately I started to notice how rarely people talk to each other online. At best someone will give you one short reply and that's it. And often the "discussions" are just posters flinging shit at each other. Added to this all these new meme language I don't really understand and topics I find inane that others are passionate about I feel like imageboards are populated by bots and madmen. In the past the internet was a substitute for social interaction but now it makes me feel more lonely because no one really seems to listen to you. Every time I get excited to talk about something I feel like a fool because every time I get ignored.
>>194567
I see this type of post from time to time. Well you see, this thread has dozens of posts. Have you replied to any? Nope, you went your own way. That's because like yourself, people often don't have an interesting thing to say about your misery either.
In the old days of wizardchan I had an ongoing thread on hob for 2 years where I posted a lot and in all that time I got maybe 20 or so responses longer than a single sentence, so less than a response per month. That's actually a lot, go to any blog, vlog or whatever on yt and you'll see thousands of people putting a lot of effort in making something interesting and they get half a dozen views and one reply every 10 videos.
Nobody gives a shit about anybody.
I see this type of post from time to time. Well you see, this thread has dozens of posts. Have you replied to any? Nope, you went your own way. That's because like yourself, people often don't have an interesting thing to say about your misery either.
In the old days of wizardchan I had an ongoing thread on hob for 2 years where I posted a lot and in all that time I got maybe 20 or so responses longer than a single sentence, so less than a response per month. That's actually a lot, go to any blog, vlog or whatever on yt and you'll see thousands of people putting a lot of effort in making something interesting and they get half a dozen views and one reply every 10 videos.
Nobody gives a shit about anybody.
>>194558
Smart auto correct. A pro tip is like the essence of a message, its protein, while the rest is the RNA that you need to decode to get it.
Smart auto correct. A pro tip is like the essence of a message, its protein, while the rest is the RNA that you need to decode to get it.
>>194567
What's wrong with calling this guy a Loneliness is the most unwizardly emotion as it craves companionships
What's wrong with calling this guy a Loneliness is the most unwizardly emotion as it craves companionships
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>>194568
Here i'll help you out.
Step 1: Write out your post
Step 2: Attach picture of cute anime succubi
Step 3: ????
Step 4: Responses
Here i'll help you out.
Step 1: Write out your post
Step 2: Attach picture of cute anime succubi
Step 3: ????
Step 4: Responses
>>194567 child, i have been ignored online for nigh on 20 years now.
People do not want truth, they want approval, accolades, validation, and accommodation.
If you are passionate about something that does not meet their 'mental' needs they will vilify you just for the LOL'z.
The net is becoming a very cruel and dark place, there is less hope for enlightened discourse with every passing day.
I am sorry that things are dispiriting for you.
I cannot fix it.
People do not want truth, they want approval, accolades, validation, and accommodation.
If you are passionate about something that does not meet their 'mental' needs they will vilify you just for the LOL'z.
The net is becoming a very cruel and dark place, there is less hope for enlightened discourse with every passing day.
I am sorry that things are dispiriting for you.
I cannot fix it.
>>194607
Thanks elder. Ironically I feel approval because of your post but it also has truth in it. I hope you will have better things coming to you.
Thanks elder. Ironically I feel approval because of your post but it also has truth in it. I hope you will have better things coming to you.
>>194609 The one thing we have never been able to fix is stupidity, it overwhelms all things like a black hole swallows a galaxy.
Go forward for as long as you have life, if you lose it you have lost nothing.
I hope for better things for all of you. AOD
Go forward for as long as you have life, if you lose it you have lost nothing.
I hope for better things for all of you. AOD
>>194614 No, i was referring to the stupidity of the world at large, it is the cause of more problems than any thing else.
People are cruel, there is no getting around it.
just spent another sleepless night because of a violent psychotic (and his friends) that was allowed to move into our complex.
Sorry for the misunderstanding.
AOD.
People are cruel, there is no getting around it.
just spent another sleepless night because of a violent psychotic (and his friends) that was allowed to move into our complex.
Sorry for the misunderstanding.
AOD.
>>194568
>Have you replied to any? Nope, you went your own way.
I am not saying that people have to reply to _all the posts_. Also with so many people ignoring you I lost motivation.
Also I am not just talking about _my_ posts or _this_ imageboard or the topic of venting about your life. I observe this on a lot of different forums and it still hurts to see it done to someone else when they put effort into their post.
>Have you replied to any? Nope, you went your own way.
I am not saying that people have to reply to _all the posts_. Also with so many people ignoring you I lost motivation.
Also I am not just talking about _my_ posts or _this_ imageboard or the topic of venting about your life. I observe this on a lot of different forums and it still hurts to see it done to someone else when they put effort into their post.
>>194220
2 months have passed and the wizcord invitation is still up.
Fuck mods and fuck everyone on "wiz"cord.
2 months have passed and the wizcord invitation is still up.
Fuck mods and fuck everyone on "wiz"cord.
>>197413
>go to imageboards for conversations
Imageboards are not for conversations by design. Such things as bump limit, threads getting wiped is the evidence of that.
>I don't get what pleasure people get from all this shitposting. What's the point of all those posts where you possibly couldn't expect any reply? What's the point of brief blogposts like "I just ate a burger" from some anonymous person?
Some people have a lower need for social interaction than others. Some people, like you, need full-blown hour-long conversations/discussions to sate their needs. Some people, like them, need only to shitpost once a day and be content with that.
if you need social interaction that much, maybe the wizard life isn't for you
>go to imageboards for conversations
Imageboards are not for conversations by design. Such things as bump limit, threads getting wiped is the evidence of that.
>I don't get what pleasure people get from all this shitposting. What's the point of all those posts where you possibly couldn't expect any reply? What's the point of brief blogposts like "I just ate a burger" from some anonymous person?
Some people have a lower need for social interaction than others. Some people, like you, need full-blown hour-long conversations/discussions to sate their needs. Some people, like them, need only to shitpost once a day and be content with that.
if you need social interaction that much, maybe the wizard life isn't for you
>>197417
>I just want to read coherent posts and some back and forth.
Yeah, wizchan suffers a bit in that department. The only posts that get replies are either dumb or bait. And the """replies""" are more often than not are just shitty one-liners with a smug "wiz"-picture. Rarely have I seen people actually deconstructing a post with logical arguments.
>I am even fine with someone blogposting about what they ate as long as they describe the experience in more detail and answer some questions so you know it's a person at the other end of the computer and not potentially some bot made to boost the site activity.
Eh, I differ with you about this. I get more enjoyment from putting my thoughts on paper than having a conversation with someone. I guess you could say that I shitpost for the sake of shitposting.
>I just want to read coherent posts and some back and forth.
Yeah, wizchan suffers a bit in that department. The only posts that get replies are either dumb or bait. And the """replies""" are more often than not are just shitty one-liners with a smug "wiz"-picture. Rarely have I seen people actually deconstructing a post with logical arguments.
>I am even fine with someone blogposting about what they ate as long as they describe the experience in more detail and answer some questions so you know it's a person at the other end of the computer and not potentially some bot made to boost the site activity.
Eh, I differ with you about this. I get more enjoyment from putting my thoughts on paper than having a conversation with someone. I guess you could say that I shitpost for the sake of shitposting.
>>197413
It's simply a matter of keeping at it. Yes, a lot of times you will not get replies or just low effort ones, but occasionally you will get something more fulfilling and that's what you keep trying for. The other choice is to simply not try at all, and that achieves nothing.
Also sometimes people just need more time to reply and you have to keep checking back, especially here.
To reiterate, you say
>Talking online is so pointless because there is no guarantee you will get a reply
then isn't not talking online more pointless because there is a guarantee you won't get any replies?
Well, this is assuming you're one of the many here who don't consider physical social interaction even an option.
>What's the point of all those posts where you possibly couldn't expect any reply?
A lot of people feel good when they put their opinion out there or leave a mark, think of all those people who like to scribble their name in black spray paint on the sides of buildings and such.
Thank you for your time and I hope you can enjoy this small "back and forth".
>>197419
>Yeah, wizchan suffers a bit in that department.
Though less so than compared to nearly any other imageboard I might say? Because the bond we share here is stronger than most any other imageboard.
It's simply a matter of keeping at it. Yes, a lot of times you will not get replies or just low effort ones, but occasionally you will get something more fulfilling and that's what you keep trying for. The other choice is to simply not try at all, and that achieves nothing.
Also sometimes people just need more time to reply and you have to keep checking back, especially here.
To reiterate, you say
>Talking online is so pointless because there is no guarantee you will get a reply
then isn't not talking online more pointless because there is a guarantee you won't get any replies?
Well, this is assuming you're one of the many here who don't consider physical social interaction even an option.
>What's the point of all those posts where you possibly couldn't expect any reply?
A lot of people feel good when they put their opinion out there or leave a mark, think of all those people who like to scribble their name in black spray paint on the sides of buildings and such.
Thank you for your time and I hope you can enjoy this small "back and forth".
>>197419
>Yeah, wizchan suffers a bit in that department.
Though less so than compared to nearly any other imageboard I might say? Because the bond we share here is stronger than most any other imageboard.
>>197413
>desperately I go on imageboards
You should go on classic message boards.
If you don't like classic message boards, then you don't actually want company.
>desperately I go on imageboards
You should go on classic message boards.
If you don't like classic message boards, then you don't actually want company.
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>>197424
I wasn't suggesting you do, but simply being here, you share a bond with us that normal people don't understand, be it our virginity, misanthropy, depression, anxiety, loneliness etc. it's these things that provide a certain sense of kinship that makes the userbase here stronger than most other places, because people best come together over pain and hardship
I wasn't suggesting you do, but simply being here, you share a bond with us that normal people don't understand, be it our virginity, misanthropy, depression, anxiety, loneliness etc. it's these things that provide a certain sense of kinship that makes the userbase here stronger than most other places, because people best come together over pain and hardship
>>197426
>. it's these things that provide a certain sense of kinship that makes the userbase here stronger than most other places, because people best come together over pain and hardship
Deluded wizkid.
>. it's these things that provide a certain sense of kinship that makes the userbase here stronger than most other places, because people best come together over pain and hardship
Deluded wizkid.
>>197426
>that picture
>because people best come together over pain and hardship
>be it our virginity, misanthropy,
You're mixing up crab and wizard.
>that picture
>because people best come together over pain and hardship
>be it our virginity, misanthropy,
You're mixing up crab and wizard.
>>197429
if you aren't going to sage (like the other posters kindly did) please try and make a worthwhile post that explains yourself
>>197433
you realise you have to be a virgin to post here, right?
and that most people here have general feelings of disdain towards the general populace? you don't get that feeling? these are our traits, that of an outcast, and like minded people join together (as we have done here) with the more emotionally painful things creating stronger bonds. It's what makes us better than most other imageboards out there.
>>197435
I knew people would take umbrage with this image and I understand your sentiment towards it, but it is more there to illustrate this idea that we share a lot of things on common; one anon was able to create it in isolation and yet it resonates to a scary degree of accuracy with a lot of people on some level. It might be somewhat hyperbolic but people understand it.
if you aren't going to sage (like the other posters kindly did) please try and make a worthwhile post that explains yourself
>>197433
you realise you have to be a virgin to post here, right?
and that most people here have general feelings of disdain towards the general populace? you don't get that feeling? these are our traits, that of an outcast, and like minded people join together (as we have done here) with the more emotionally painful things creating stronger bonds. It's what makes us better than most other imageboards out there.
>>197435
I knew people would take umbrage with this image and I understand your sentiment towards it, but it is more there to illustrate this idea that we share a lot of things on common; one anon was able to create it in isolation and yet it resonates to a scary degree of accuracy with a lot of people on some level. It might be somewhat hyperbolic but people understand it.
>>197437
>you realise you have to be a virgin to post here, right?
I was referring to the fact that you insinuated that virginity, misanthropy and loneliness is "pain" and "hardship". I accused you of being a crab because only crabs think that virginity is "pain and hardship".
>and that most people here have general feelings of disdain towards the general populace? you don't get that feeling? these are our traits, that of an outcast, and like minded people join together (as we have done here)
Dunno about you man, but I always thought of wizards as asocial types of outcast, not antisocial. That's why our role model is Christopher Knight, not Elliot Rodger.
>you realise you have to be a virgin to post here, right?
I was referring to the fact that you insinuated that virginity, misanthropy and loneliness is "pain" and "hardship". I accused you of being a crab because only crabs think that virginity is "pain and hardship".
>and that most people here have general feelings of disdain towards the general populace? you don't get that feeling? these are our traits, that of an outcast, and like minded people join together (as we have done here)
Dunno about you man, but I always thought of wizards as asocial types of outcast, not antisocial. That's why our role model is Christopher Knight, not Elliot Rodger.
>>197440
OK, good points. You're right, I could probably have chosen different words to describe those features, I guess then what I mean is that a wizard will still recognize those traits as undesirable to and incompatible with the outside world, so will move towards others who are accepting of them in the same fashion.
You're right, a "TRUE" wizard is probably perfectly at peace with such things, though we exist on a spectrum and many still struggle with such things, even if intellectually they know they should be comfortable in their virginity, loneliness etc. we're all at different stages on the path.
OK, good points. You're right, I could probably have chosen different words to describe those features, I guess then what I mean is that a wizard will still recognize those traits as undesirable to and incompatible with the outside world, so will move towards others who are accepting of them in the same fashion.
You're right, a "TRUE" wizard is probably perfectly at peace with such things, though we exist on a spectrum and many still struggle with such things, even if intellectually they know they should be comfortable in their virginity, loneliness etc. we're all at different stages on the path.
>>194186
I've given up on trying to get that spark back that made me enjoy my hobbies because I realise it's not working. These days I just do a lot of sleeping, quiet drinking and daydreaming/escapism. Drinking especially makes it easy to not give a shit so I tend to default to that. I'd try drugs if I knew where to get my hands on them, so if you can then you might as well.
I've given up on trying to get that spark back that made me enjoy my hobbies because I realise it's not working. These days I just do a lot of sleeping, quiet drinking and daydreaming/escapism. Drinking especially makes it easy to not give a shit so I tend to default to that. I'd try drugs if I knew where to get my hands on them, so if you can then you might as well.
>>198026
>These days I just do a lot of sleeping, quiet drinking and daydreaming/escapism.
Literally living the dream. Not kidding.
>These days I just do a lot of sleeping, quiet drinking and daydreaming/escapism.
Literally living the dream. Not kidding.
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I used to game a lot. It helped - I could waste days on single maps in gmod. Eventually I kind of burnt myself out - it stopped being fun and started being a chore, digging through steam or facepunch to find new stuff. I stopped playing.
I play guitar occasionally, but as my life has gone downhill so had my motivation. I can barely play because I lack a solid work ethic when it comes to practicing. Probably that will never change.
I watched anime obsessively. It kind of helped to self insert into a fantasy world where things work out in the end. I was into moeblob CGDCT and sappy sugary romance for a while. It was basically the equivalent of using opioids.
Eventually I stopped doing anything. I don't really enjoy doing anything anymore. Actually, I don't feel much of anything - sadness, happiness, loneliness, whatever. I'm functioning on autopilot. I wake up, go to work, come home, and do my best to make time pass until it gets dark out and then I go to sleep. I feel nothing. Rarely I feel like telling someone about my issues or how I feel, but it passes soon enough and I go back to being a soulless robot.
I play guitar occasionally, but as my life has gone downhill so had my motivation. I can barely play because I lack a solid work ethic when it comes to practicing. Probably that will never change.
I watched anime obsessively. It kind of helped to self insert into a fantasy world where things work out in the end. I was into moeblob CGDCT and sappy sugary romance for a while. It was basically the equivalent of using opioids.
Eventually I stopped doing anything. I don't really enjoy doing anything anymore. Actually, I don't feel much of anything - sadness, happiness, loneliness, whatever. I'm functioning on autopilot. I wake up, go to work, come home, and do my best to make time pass until it gets dark out and then I go to sleep. I feel nothing. Rarely I feel like telling someone about my issues or how I feel, but it passes soon enough and I go back to being a soulless robot.
>>194186
>How do you cope with the crippling loneliness?
Life turned me into an alcoholic and drug addicts. Alcohol, a strong benzo, a weak opiate and high quality weed/oil extracts are my favorite cocktail. Strongest shit I used to do was cocaine, more than a gram a day, but I've quit stimulants for almost more than a year, cocaine and ritalin for almost 2 years, so I just basically take downers and psychedelics (acid).
>How do you cope with the crippling loneliness?
Life turned me into an alcoholic and drug addicts. Alcohol, a strong benzo, a weak opiate and high quality weed/oil extracts are my favorite cocktail. Strongest shit I used to do was cocaine, more than a gram a day, but I've quit stimulants for almost more than a year, cocaine and ritalin for almost 2 years, so I just basically take downers and psychedelics (acid).
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>>198054
Also heroin is impossible to get where I live, otherwise I'd be doing heroin.
Also heroin is impossible to get where I live, otherwise I'd be doing heroin.
I used to post on other wizard boards, but they've been fully coopted by feminists, cuckolds, and idiot normies larping as one of us to make fun of us from inside.
Sometimes it's better to be alone. What are most friends going to be, anyways? A bunch of cringe-inducing mundanes who want to babble "Wooooow dude!~ New Marvel 17!!! So cool!" "Wakanda forever!!" Meme spewing shitlords with no capacity for introspection or independent thought.
I roleplay on World of Warcraft and practically live as my character. I've never felt lonely when I've been roleplaying, because my character himself is not alone. I'm currently spending some time actually making a new character, and I've yet to introduce him to roleplay. Should anyone want to RP with me then please hit up the /games/ thread on WoW and find me there. Hywel, Argent Dawn EU on retail.
Repost from the textboard:
Is there a wizard IRC? I'd love to dispel my loneliness with instant chat, but other means such as Discord and video game lobbies would only make me more sad and lonely, as it's difficult to empathize with the characters there. I'd appreciate it if anyone could point me to a wizardly IRC. It doesn't even have to be an IRC, it can be anything, even a Discord server as long as it's ran by and ran for specifically wizards.
Is there a wizard IRC? I'd love to dispel my loneliness with instant chat, but other means such as Discord and video game lobbies would only make me more sad and lonely, as it's difficult to empathize with the characters there. I'd appreciate it if anyone could point me to a wizardly IRC. It doesn't even have to be an IRC, it can be anything, even a Discord server as long as it's ran by and ran for specifically wizards.
>>198115
Yes, we have Wizcord. By Wizards and for Wizards. Join our chill, friendly, laid back community and chat :)
Yes, we have Wizcord. By Wizards and for Wizards. Join our chill, friendly, laid back community and chat :)
I don't know what's worse, living days where I'm around people who like me and care about me and are the closest things to friends that I will ever have but who only form part of my long dreams making them all false, or having to be determined to accept and live the truth of my life where I'm destined to be a lonely good for nothing loser.
Today I had lots of fun in a dream with a guy I know anything of, someone from my infancy. It's really intriguig how my mind made such a good teenager of this guy I only knew as a kid and made us both best pals. We were best pals as kids, but he changed schools.
I don't like being alone but there's no other option so I just come here and read you, shitpost like crazy on /b/ or let my mind dwell on my horrible friendless and uninteresting reality.
Today I had lots of fun in a dream with a guy I know anything of, someone from my infancy. It's really intriguig how my mind made such a good teenager of this guy I only knew as a kid and made us both best pals. We were best pals as kids, but he changed schools.
I don't like being alone but there's no other option so I just come here and read you, shitpost like crazy on /b/ or let my mind dwell on my horrible friendless and uninteresting reality.
>>198146
Oh, right. Forgot that people are sarcastic when they write despite not giving any queues of their sarcasm. Guess people are just spiteful.
Oh, right. Forgot that people are sarcastic when they write despite not giving any queues of their sarcasm. Guess people are just spiteful.
>>198290
I think I was the one who posted that post but accidentally hid it.
You can find me at my throwaway.
cheeryolchum@gmail.com
I think I was the one who posted that post but accidentally hid it.
You can find me at my throwaway.
cheeryolchum@gmail.com
>>198332
also made a discord thing. deadman#7155. i refuse to voice comm, but i made this for instant chats.
also made a discord thing. deadman#7155. i refuse to voice comm, but i made this for instant chats.
https://discord.gg/EVrTXD
wizchan discord i logged into seems to be dead but if anyone wants to chat ill be around for a bit
wizchan discord i logged into seems to be dead but if anyone wants to chat ill be around for a bit
How do you cope with having to socialize with people? I'm a wageslave and everyday I have to talk with my co-workers to get work done and it's destroying my soul. When I should be relaxing since it's the weekend, my eyes feel like they've dried from crying (but I never cried), and I feel a sort of emotional stirring in my chest because talking to these normals take so much energy from me. Being alone without having to see anyone for years is my only hope to cure my pain.
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Anyone else been isolated emotionally since a very early age? by that I mean having no one to trust or confide in, and as a result being fearful of almost everything and everyone, always doubting their intentions. And through that anxiety having your brain summon up images and scenarios of others harming, bullying or betraying you?
i dont see a way out of this, i dont feel human, hell i dont act like one. ive been so withdrawn that things like physical and emotional pain barely make me react(i say that while beeing a shut-in for 10 years). there's also the lack of social skills that come from this since I always chose to be away from others, avoiding any situation that might have a negative outcome.
i dont see a way out of this, i dont feel human, hell i dont act like one. ive been so withdrawn that things like physical and emotional pain barely make me react(i say that while beeing a shut-in for 10 years). there's also the lack of social skills that come from this since I always chose to be away from others, avoiding any situation that might have a negative outcome.
>>199055
Other than the part about lack of reaction to pain since I'm the other way around and actually react to it pretty strongly, I can relate 100%. In my case a combination of being a complete shut-in since the age of like 10 or 11 and very unpleasant experiences with humans along with abusive parents did that. It's not very fun. Anytime anyone is even remotely nice to me in any way I instantly try to figure out how they want to fuck me over.
Other than the part about lack of reaction to pain since I'm the other way around and actually react to it pretty strongly, I can relate 100%. In my case a combination of being a complete shut-in since the age of like 10 or 11 and very unpleasant experiences with humans along with abusive parents did that. It's not very fun. Anytime anyone is even remotely nice to me in any way I instantly try to figure out how they want to fuck me over.
>>199056
>being a complete shut-in since the age of like 10 or 11
thats hardcore. so no classclown into depression into hiki phase for you? do you have any contact with anyone, expect maybe your parents?
>being a complete shut-in since the age of like 10 or 11
thats hardcore. so no classclown into depression into hiki phase for you? do you have any contact with anyone, expect maybe your parents?
>>199057
Well I guess I exaggerate slightly, technically I was still going to school until I was 18 but I had like 20-30% yearly attendance rates, so effectively about 9-10 months out of 12 I was at home and I didn't really make any friends at school or otherwise. Had some online acquaintances but I stopped talking to almost everyone 5-ish? years ago. I talk with my parents a bit, sometimes with my grandma and I still have two online acquaintances that I sometimes play videogames, that's pretty much it. 99% of my conversations are with myself at this point.
Well I guess I exaggerate slightly, technically I was still going to school until I was 18 but I had like 20-30% yearly attendance rates, so effectively about 9-10 months out of 12 I was at home and I didn't really make any friends at school or otherwise. Had some online acquaintances but I stopped talking to almost everyone 5-ish? years ago. I talk with my parents a bit, sometimes with my grandma and I still have two online acquaintances that I sometimes play videogames, that's pretty much it. 99% of my conversations are with myself at this point.
>>199059
you are not a shut in if you go outside
also with that attendance rate in most of the world the government would take the custody away from your parents so I'm calling this fake
you are not a shut in if you go outside
also with that attendance rate in most of the world the government would take the custody away from your parents so I'm calling this fake
>>194186
When it gets unbearable the loneliness what I'll do is chat with people online. Posting on chans helps a little bit but not really. I mostly lurk nowadays. I try to chat with people but eventually I'll ghost them because the lonely feeling passes and it's not a problem anymore. I try to talk with someone then after a short conversation or two it hits me like a ton of bricks…. I hate people! And I don't give a damn about being alone! As long as I have family in my life I don't give a damn
When it gets unbearable the loneliness what I'll do is chat with people online. Posting on chans helps a little bit but not really. I mostly lurk nowadays. I try to chat with people but eventually I'll ghost them because the lonely feeling passes and it's not a problem anymore. I try to talk with someone then after a short conversation or two it hits me like a ton of bricks…. I hate people! And I don't give a damn about being alone! As long as I have family in my life I don't give a damn
>>199072
A shut in is someone who frequently and purposefully stays in doors rather than goes outside. It doesn't mean that you don't ever go outside. Human beings can only survive for a few weeks without food.
A shut in is someone who frequently and purposefully stays in doors rather than goes outside. It doesn't mean that you don't ever go outside. Human beings can only survive for a few weeks without food.
>>199072
You can still be shut in and never leave your house and go into the general public it's not full blown hikki level shut in but still reclusive behavior nonetheless.
You can still be shut in and never leave your house and go into the general public it's not full blown hikki level shut in but still reclusive behavior nonetheless.
I consider myself a failed normie
I always tried to be good to everyone but always get betrayed or disappointed
I never had a comrade or someone of confidence I have always been alone
I was always a simple person what I always wanted in the world was to have a stable job, an wife and children
But I think destiny wanted something else for me i guess
I always tried to be good to everyone but always get betrayed or disappointed
I never had a comrade or someone of confidence I have always been alone
I was always a simple person what I always wanted in the world was to have a stable job, an wife and children
But I think destiny wanted something else for me i guess
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bux came in this midnight
and extra bux tomorrow
shops arent open yet eating onion sandwiches waiting for the sun to come up
gonna go buy my brain back from the pawn store, wish me luck
and extra bux tomorrow
shops arent open yet eating onion sandwiches waiting for the sun to come up
gonna go buy my brain back from the pawn store, wish me luck
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>>199254
wat
wat
>>199252
Aren’t we all like that…
I too have had the same experience - when I am good to others I get used and screwed in the end.
What could destiny have in store for people like us? I am depressed af and just don’t see the end of it. Nothing to live for…
Aren’t we all like that…
I too have had the same experience - when I am good to others I get used and screwed in the end.
What could destiny have in store for people like us? I am depressed af and just don’t see the end of it. Nothing to live for…
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>>194186
People might not always be there for you, but pets will.
People might not always be there for you, but pets will.
>>199264
Pets are driven by instincts and not by the higher intellect and mind of a human being (humans are actually more intelligent than any animal, depsite what butthurt vegans claim) that's why they are so loyal to their owners, they don't really have to like your personality or intellect, not even the decisions you make, they just need food, some care and playing games in order to be satisfied by you. Pets will never be a replacement for human contact because they are animals and animals just lack the understanding to see who you are like humans do.
Pets are driven by instincts and not by the higher intellect and mind of a human being (humans are actually more intelligent than any animal, depsite what butthurt vegans claim) that's why they are so loyal to their owners, they don't really have to like your personality or intellect, not even the decisions you make, they just need food, some care and playing games in order to be satisfied by you. Pets will never be a replacement for human contact because they are animals and animals just lack the understanding to see who you are like humans do.
>>199278
It's true that pets aren't a perfect replacement for actual human contact, but they do help with some of the pain of self-imposed isolation. They don't have the mental capacities that humans have, but they are capable of forming some kind of bond with their owners, given they take care of them properly, even if it's not as deep or profound as it would be if it were a person. There's a reason humans have kept pets for hundreds of years beyond just needing them as sheep herders or mice catchers or something. All I know for sure is my life is much better now than it was before I had this dork. It's not a magic cure for depression or anything, but nothing is. It also gives you practice to have some sort of work ethic by taking care of them everyday.
It's true that pets aren't a perfect replacement for actual human contact, but they do help with some of the pain of self-imposed isolation. They don't have the mental capacities that humans have, but they are capable of forming some kind of bond with their owners, given they take care of them properly, even if it's not as deep or profound as it would be if it were a person. There's a reason humans have kept pets for hundreds of years beyond just needing them as sheep herders or mice catchers or something. All I know for sure is my life is much better now than it was before I had this dork. It's not a magic cure for depression or anything, but nothing is. It also gives you practice to have some sort of work ethic by taking care of them everyday.
>>199278
>they don't really have to like your personality or intellect, not even the decisions you make, they just need food, some care and playing games in order to be satisfied
And how is typical human interaction any different? Where is that high intellect and mind you're talking about?
>they don't really have to like your personality or intellect, not even the decisions you make, they just need food, some care and playing games in order to be satisfied
And how is typical human interaction any different? Where is that high intellect and mind you're talking about?
Please refrain from plugging any more discord invites in this thread. It's a touchy subject on its own, but nowhere did OP inquire about any chatrooms. There are threads which are more suitable for such discussion.
>>199257
>when I am good to others I get used and screwed in the end
That hits home pretty hard. I realised far too late that it just makes you the obvious target in a den of wolves.
Part of me is glad to see others shared the same kind of experiences as me, but I am more sad that you had to endure it too. Maybe you can get some kind of ease from knowing you aren't on your own as well.
>when I am good to others I get used and screwed in the end
That hits home pretty hard. I realised far too late that it just makes you the obvious target in a den of wolves.
Part of me is glad to see others shared the same kind of experiences as me, but I am more sad that you had to endure it too. Maybe you can get some kind of ease from knowing you aren't on your own as well.
The problem is that you are always comparing yourself to others, or to some ideal fantasy of being 'wit people' whatever that means, and this results in seeing everything with a depressive glass-half-empty point of view.
The easy cure is to genuinely be all alone, accepting this as your default state of being, not seeking to change anything, and to genuinely enjoy being alone. Loneliness is not the same as being alone, it's relative and subjective.
The easy cure is to genuinely be all alone, accepting this as your default state of being, not seeking to change anything, and to genuinely enjoy being alone. Loneliness is not the same as being alone, it's relative and subjective.
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I doubt anyone will read this but I just want to vent. I had an online friend for many years but gradually he became more and more distant. He met a succubus online and moved across the country to live with her. He had a lot of relationship issues and would only ever talk to me to tell me about the problems he was having. I truly loved and respected him as a friend and wished him the best, I tried to be supportive but also offer my honest opinion, which I think was the right thing to do as a friend, be truthful, not just say what I think he wants to hear. He listed several ways she disrespected him or mistreated him, I even talked to him on the phone which I am severely anxious about. To be honest I was surprised when i spoke with him, he was so confident sounding and talkative, wheras I was mostly just completely silent because I was not used to speaking. Anyways, he asked me my opinion and I said I wouldn’t stay in a relationship with someone who mistreated me or made me feel bad.
He agreed with me but then of course stayed with her anyways. I feel like ever since then he secretly resents me for what I said. He basically completely stopped messaging me, and when he does it’s only forwarded messages from stuff he sent to other people. It seems to me like he is still active online but he talks to other friends while ignoring or avoiding me.
I wouldn’t even mind it if he just came out and said it, that he doesn’t like me, that he doesn’t want to be friends with me, that he hates my guts. Hell i’d even be okay with him just outright blocking me and that being the end of it.
Instead though, it’s like dangling a carrot in front of my face. He will send me a single message and even if I reply within less than a minute, he will immediately stop replying. He’ll leave my messages on “seen” for multiple days before leaving some half-assed response, and then go right back to ignoring me. It been like this for a while now, and while I told myself it would be dishonorable and disloyal for me to just give up on him, I am starting to wonder if maybe I should just give up. I’ve known him for many many years and I hate to throw away a real friendship just because of a rough patch, but on the other hand I feel used. Like he only ever messages me as a last resort when no one else is there for him, and just uses me as an emotional sponge to talk at when he’s going through a crisis in his relationship, then goes right back to ignoring me.
It’s causing me so much emotional suffering and makes me feel like shit. I suppose it’s my fault for thinking things would be different online, for ever thinking anyone would want anything to do with me.
He agreed with me but then of course stayed with her anyways. I feel like ever since then he secretly resents me for what I said. He basically completely stopped messaging me, and when he does it’s only forwarded messages from stuff he sent to other people. It seems to me like he is still active online but he talks to other friends while ignoring or avoiding me.
I wouldn’t even mind it if he just came out and said it, that he doesn’t like me, that he doesn’t want to be friends with me, that he hates my guts. Hell i’d even be okay with him just outright blocking me and that being the end of it.
Instead though, it’s like dangling a carrot in front of my face. He will send me a single message and even if I reply within less than a minute, he will immediately stop replying. He’ll leave my messages on “seen” for multiple days before leaving some half-assed response, and then go right back to ignoring me. It been like this for a while now, and while I told myself it would be dishonorable and disloyal for me to just give up on him, I am starting to wonder if maybe I should just give up. I’ve known him for many many years and I hate to throw away a real friendship just because of a rough patch, but on the other hand I feel used. Like he only ever messages me as a last resort when no one else is there for him, and just uses me as an emotional sponge to talk at when he’s going through a crisis in his relationship, then goes right back to ignoring me.
It’s causing me so much emotional suffering and makes me feel like shit. I suppose it’s my fault for thinking things would be different online, for ever thinking anyone would want anything to do with me.
>>199650
>I’ve known him for many many years and I hate to throw away a real friendship just because of a rough patch, but on the other hand I feel used. Like he only ever messages me as a last resort when no one else is there for him, and just uses me as an emotional sponge to talk at when he’s going through a crisis in his relationship, then goes right back to ignoring me.
Call me cynical, but I think you have accurately diagnosed the situation right there.
>I’ve known him for many many years and I hate to throw away a real friendship just because of a rough patch, but on the other hand I feel used. Like he only ever messages me as a last resort when no one else is there for him, and just uses me as an emotional sponge to talk at when he’s going through a crisis in his relationship, then goes right back to ignoring me.
Call me cynical, but I think you have accurately diagnosed the situation right there.
>>199652
thanks anon. you’re right. its something i’ve done my entire life, i am perfectly lucid and aware of the reality of things, but the truth is so depressing that I refuse to accept my analysis. I force myself to doubt my own judgement because the alternative is acknowledging how dismal the facts are. Denial, literally.
thanks anon. you’re right. its something i’ve done my entire life, i am perfectly lucid and aware of the reality of things, but the truth is so depressing that I refuse to accept my analysis. I force myself to doubt my own judgement because the alternative is acknowledging how dismal the facts are. Denial, literally.
I wish my onaholes didn't take so much effort to clean. This is really the only time I physically understand longing for a gf: that the hole I stick my penis into for pleasure warms and cleans itself.
I'm probably one of the few users here who isn't lonely at all. In fact, I'm content being on my lonesome. I have no desire for friendship or romance. Not to sound pretentious, but I think the majority of people aren't worth keeping as company. Are there any wizards out there who feel the same way?
>>199650
If I was him and knew in advance you'd be a massive hypocrite about your own advice, I'd treat you the same. I can't understand how you made that post without at least acknowledging it. What do you want to be told?
If I was him and knew in advance you'd be a massive hypocrite about your own advice, I'd treat you the same. I can't understand how you made that post without at least acknowledging it. What do you want to be told?
>>199650
Friends are shit wizzie, every “friend” I’ve ever had has ended up making me cry and feel bad, real friends are a fantasy that you daydream about just for fun, as with anything that doesn’t really exist. It’s a lonely world.
Friends are shit wizzie, every “friend” I’ve ever had has ended up making me cry and feel bad, real friends are a fantasy that you daydream about just for fun, as with anything that doesn’t really exist. It’s a lonely world.
>>199657
It amazes me that anyone doesn't feel that way.
A lot of people in this thread do not belong here.
It amazes me that anyone doesn't feel that way.
A lot of people in this thread do not belong here.
>>199657
I would say there is a biological urge to be social. This leads to inner conflict because other people suck.
I would say there is a biological urge to be social. This leads to inner conflict because other people suck.
To not be lonely I go on discord with fellow wizzies, we voice chat and play games together. Everyone who is lonely should join it's a great place for happiness.
>>201229
Man you know that there are plenty of longposts here so why are you seething over one lonelyfag its not like he's destroying your conversation. Besides that some variety of smalltalks and tiny posts are the tradition and culture of chans and worth more than fucking apopeias.
Man you know that there are plenty of longposts here so why are you seething over one lonelyfag its not like he's destroying your conversation. Besides that some variety of smalltalks and tiny posts are the tradition and culture of chans and worth more than fucking apopeias.
I embraced them. All those wishes to fit along with anyone were thrown by the wc. Anguishes are not to be consolated but defied.
After that, I found peace. Just being busy making myself an aware wizard, as if I were to find some opportune copy of myself someday.
Your anguish is fueled by following false wishes.
After that, I found peace. Just being busy making myself an aware wizard, as if I were to find some opportune copy of myself someday.
Your anguish is fueled by following false wishes.
I wish there was a community of wizards who were wizards but also as socially capable as normies.
I often dislike other wizards/wizkids cause they are so weird.
I often dislike other wizards/wizkids cause they are so weird.
>>201711
yeah… was in a chat with previous wizardchan users though and they never really accepted me even though they never admitted it, so I had to leave.
yeah… was in a chat with previous wizardchan users though and they never really accepted me even though they never admitted it, so I had to leave.
>>201710
I'm the polar opposite. I wish there were less adjusted people, because to me, those are just quirky normies. I come to this website to meet other wrecks.
I'm the polar opposite. I wish there were less adjusted people, because to me, those are just quirky normies. I come to this website to meet other wrecks.
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