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 No.201553[View All]

The last suicide thread has hit the bump limit.
Previous thread:
>>195730
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 No.207738

>>207736
>Doesnt snorting it means it gets to the brain alot slower so its less effective than injecting?
Yes

>>207737
Too hard to get in the UK

 No.207739

>>207738
Always hear about people ODing on fentanyl in the uk though. especially scotland

 No.207740

>>207739
Well I have no idea how they get it. I'm a social recluse with no connections.

 No.207741

>>207740
You should jist inject anon

 No.207820

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I'm sorry he had to deal with all this. At least there's a possible silver lining in that the UK government now might hesitate to take autismbux away from other people.
An autistic Milton Keynes man who lay dead in his flat for nine months took his own life after benefit cuts left him unable to afford to eat, the Citizen can reveal.
He wrote: “My only income has been employment and support allowance benefits as I am unfit for work. On August 15 2018 the Department for Work and Pensions decided to terminate those benefits. This means I am no longer able to pay rent or afford food.
“I decided that I would not bother fighting this, and will exit instead. I have written this page to explain my decision to friends and to answer anticipated questions.”
Ayman had been receiving care from social services but it is understood he refused contact with them in the period leading up to his death.
His notes reveal he made three separate attempts to hang himself between 2016 and 2018.
“Each time I failed with panic,” he wrote.
https://www.miltonkeynes.co.uk/news/people/autistic-milton-keynes-man-left-suicide-note-on-computer-explaining-tragic-reasons-he-took-his-own-life-1-9072786

 No.207845

>>201553
If you want to kill yourself yet you're too stupid to get to get fenatnyl or do it in a sure and painless method. The easiest method with little to no pain is terminal dehydration. Hospices and doctors reccomend it to elderly and terminally patients all the time.

I reccomend only drinking water for 2 weeks. Then abandoning water. from abandoning water death should come around 10 days in

 No.207856

Anyone else regret ever posting on Sanctioned Suicide,it's garbage in terms of of reasons why people kill themselves, I feel like no males even post there, just cunts and trannies

 No.207887

>>207856

I posted there for a little while last year when it first came into existence and it served as a bit of a break & change of pace from this website for a brief amount of time. After a few months though, I just got tired of how repetitive & boring it was, plus the usual cliques & cults of personality that center around the high likes/high post count users, which are usually female anyway, as you already mentioned. Not to mention that someone like myself, who's too much of a weak willed faggot to ever seriously consider committing suicide, really has no business even being in a suicide related thread, let alone website. In my case, I hadn't really frequented Wizchan much staring from near the beginning of 2017 to early this year, so that played a large role in why I even bothered going there in the first place. I don't even know why I still come to Wizchan, frankly, since it's equally as tiresome & repetitive in its own way and is part of why I didn't bother frequenting here for so long. Boredom & pure desperation seem to always bring me back to this place. There's just nowhere else to go.

>>207820

Hmm, it's always funny hearing about people like. Autistic dole bludgers just like me. We're even the same age as well. The fact that he could still go outside to pose for photos, interact with strangers on his own, live on his own, handle his affairs on his own, and had friends, makes him equally alien to me, however. A shame what happened to him, I suppose. I honestly admire his conviction when it comes to suicide, however. He looked at his situation & acted rationally, while explaining his reasoning clearly & coherently (doubt I could even do that). Saving himself from experiencing inordinate amounts of future pain & misery. If I ever find myself in the same position, I know I'll be too weak & afraid to do the only sensible & ideal thing I could do in that situation & neck myself, just like he did.

 No.207961

What are some reasons to live?

 No.207963

>>207961
Having a laugh.
Yummy food.
Interesting video games.
Funny shows and movies.
Be comfy, anon. Pick your values and stick to them.

 No.207973

>>207963
Thanks anon, that really does help

 No.208024

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>>207023
nice choice.

in case anyone is wondering, you can order black powder pistols straight to your door in the US. no paperwork, they arent even technically considered firearms by the atf. You can buy them with free shipping from sites that sell hunting gear. Its just as expensive as driving to a pawn shop and buying a modern gun, but you dont even have to leave the house.

 No.208025

>>208024
I remember reading years ago that an American journalist killed herself that way.
>At some point in the night, Chang got into her white 1999 Oldsmobile, taking with her a six-round pistol that she had bought from an antique weapons dealer to defend herself from attackers. She drove to a country road, loaded the pistol with black powder and lead balls, aimed it at her head and fired. She was found a few hours later, along with a farewell note to her family.
http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/f-news/1371257/posts

 No.208029

>>208025
Im interested in what kind of gun it was. I wouldnt expect a succubus to choose a blackpowder pistol to kill herself. You have to select the correct diameter lead ball, there are actually different sizes for the same caliber gun that might not fit. It was probably some copy of .454 revolver used by the army.

 No.208131

Any of you motherfuckers kow how to get seco/pento barbital illeglaly or can hook a nigga up through the black market

 No.208132

>>208131
I can get you amitriptyline and flubromazolam for 150$

mstraders.nagpur@protonmail.com

Peaceful way to go

For Pento it’s alejandrovasquez@protonmail.com

 No.208133

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 No.208155

>>205278
soc grandises the best lives tries to act ewith and even their deaths but shun mock the lowest quality trash human slop its like they have an unfair bias and favoritism to the social and genetic winners sometimes i think its all survivors guilt competitive programs turnb people into machines and warps the psyche its a trap for any that get in the high risk high reward and one scandal can ruin a career of years obsessed with being above averageand status

 No.208159

>>208133
Imagine wanting a Nintendo Wii so much you kill yourself.

 No.208169

Somebody is usually going to tell you to commit suicide when you do so it was probably just a murder they wouldn't commit. Usually they do it for fun or because they got bored of you being their dildo.

 No.208219


 No.208221

>>207845
how the fuck is that easy to sit around for 10 days waiting to die of thirst? even if you had the willpower, someone will eventually find you and call 911. thats so stupid.

 No.208258

>>207856
>>207887
8chan suicide board was great though I think most anons already died before the shut down.


>>207963
>>207973
Hedonism and escapism can only get you so far.

 No.208302

>>201753
Jump in the snow without a jacket.
IDK hanging?

 No.208504

>>207717
>>207725
Unless you are extremely brave do not attempt this under any circumstances. If you can handle mushroom poisoning you can handle everything 3D life throws at you.

 No.208510

i can easily cut open some part of my body (like arm or chest) with a regular razor blade without experiencing any real pain, does it mean that i can do the same with my carotid artery?

 No.208512

>>208510
veins are really tough and when I touch mine with a knife I feel like a really sharp pain that makes me jerk away

 No.208541

>>207963
You need to be a wageslave to get them, they have downsides too and will fade away eventually.

I can't have a laugh when the rest of my life is shit. I can only pretend to.
Yummy food is what made me fat and gave me health problems.
Video games and tv shows stopped being entertaining years ago.

You can't stick to them when they're just mere distractions.

 No.208685

>>204309
at point blank range the pellets wont have time to seperate so youll essentially be being struck by a single large projectile, doesnt matter the ammo load

 No.208732

Anyone else wanna kill themselves because they are bad people and are beyond change or redemption because there is something inherently wrong with you that makes you hurt everyone around you (such as mental illness, lack of empathy, personality disorders)?

 No.208739

>>208732
If you want to kill yourself because you consider yourself a bad person you aren't really evil. Truly horrible persons don't care whether they hurt others or not.

 No.208745

>>208739
It's arguably more evil to care about hurting people and still do it

 No.208777

>>201714
What would you even protest? Politics seems like the domain of someone who honestly thinks that people's lives can be good, or at least better.

 No.208802

I have 40,000 in credit card debt from a spending addiction and I am losing my mind from benzo and alcohol withdrawal and I am trapped in my job and on disability right now I can barely sleep

I can’t eat

I’ve had depression and bipolar and alcoholism for years and I have some good months and then just FUCK EVERYTHING AND TURN IT INTO SHIT

How do I secure a belt in a door jamb like robin williams

Live in Texas, might buy a shotgun

 No.208901

>>204309
Use 00 buck for maximum damage. Birdshot and target load are not lethal on humans ( although putting the barrel in your mouth will probably kill you, just use double aught buck or a slug to be sure)

 No.208906

>>208802
I wouldn't hang myself if I had a shotgun. Shotgun to the head is substantially faster and as close to 100% reliable as you can get.
Although if you do end up hanging yourself you ought to use something sturdier than a belt stuck into a door. Unconscious hanged bodies thrash about pretty viciously, you don't want to entertain the possibility that you fall off after a few minutes and wake up retarded.

>>208901
I've read that it's marginally more effective to use a slug than buckshot, but given how lethal buckshot already is it's probably not a critical difference.

 No.208920

Anyone else suicidal for no reason?
I want to kill myself but there's nothing rational behind it. I'm obviously a KHV loser but my life isn't so bad that I should want to die, I think.
Thinking about suicide feels comforting. It feels like wrapping my loneliness and brain problems around myself like a blanket and falling asleep. That makes no sense but it's convincing to me.
Maybe I should stop overdosing on caffeine every day.

 No.208947

where can i find an in depth step by step guide for the exit bag method

 No.208948

>>201557
I'm glad for him if true finally he is free from the nightmare

 No.209069

I wish I was never sired/conceived. I wish my laughing-stock butt-of-jokes disgusting inferior country never existed. Consider yourselves luckier you never received concussions, & never need to buy/use insulin, & never need to buy/drink psychiatric medicines.
t. concussed obese insomniac type-1-diabetic mentally-ill person

 No.209071

>>209069
Burgerland

 No.209082

Going to take the Sodium Nitrite route boys, ordered 1kg off the clearnet, going to take 20 grams orally. Oddly enough I feel at peace, like it was meant to be; Going to be listening to Nujabes and Atmosphere when I do it. If you fags are going to do it orally remember to take anti-puke medication 30 mins before. I really hope I don't threash too much while seizing and my mom breaks my door.

 No.209102

I think of suicide incessantly, it's always on mind and never fails to resufface, even if i'm able to distract myself for 30 mins to an hour. Everything just seemscompletely void of any real true meaning, and I cant help but feel even if I had all the very best life one could achieve, I'd still be in this defeatist mindset due to me not being able to maintain the illusion of purpose.

Ive been thinking of hanging by extended partial asphyxiation, but would rather not fail and have to deal with possibilities that it would bring in making my situation entirely worse.


I don't have a gun or any idea what medications would do best. I wish I could just get something from a doctor to make me go to sleep and not wake up.

I suffer from bipolar 1 disorder, schizo effective, major depression, agoraphobia, social anxiety, and pstd.
I'm on disability and am 31 years old, my life has been completely broken since an early age and ive never been able to function or maintain my mental health beyond just existing.

I'd rather not be a drain on society nor suffer the long term effects that come with the life style my condition keeps me in. I'm no better than a bed ridden person suffering from a terminal illness.

Soon I will probably make an serious attempt. I can feel it.

You Feel it too, don't you?

 No.209105

>>209102
>I'd rather not be a drain on society

Fuck society. They're the ones who have been a burden on you, not vice versa. Why do you think your life has been so shitty thus far?

I don't, I explained why here
>>209103

 No.209106

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>>209105
Resources are limited

 No.209111

I wish I was never sired/conceived. I wish my kakistocrat kleptocrat idiocrat public-transport-accident-prone underage-baby-factory country never existed. Consider yourselves luckier you never received concussions, & never need to buy/use insulin, & never need to buy/drink psychiatric medicines.
t. concussed obese insomniac type-1-diabetic mentally-ill person

 No.209136

So the first part of my plan went as planned. I got the SSRI, now to wait for them to come into effect, this to make suicide a lot easier.

 No.209142

Does anyone here have any experience buying a gun? I want to just get one tomorrow and end it. I've done a bit of research, I know shotguns are better, but I'd rather a handgun. I can get a 9mm Glock for ~$500. The issue is the normies who run the store, I tried to do this a number of years ago and was simply turned away because I didn't know much about guns. I figure I may just try multiple stores until I succeed. Things are just too terrible for me right now, I need to get out now. I'll end up driving my car into a ravine if I fail to get a gun.

 No.209144

>>209142
You might be able to get one locally from somebody else online. Lots of states don't have any restrictions on private sales like that.

 No.211175

>>202685
I can't find a building over 5 storeys in my immediate area. 8+ storeys is almost always lethal I heard.


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