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 No.211324

Does anyone else waste their time in the most inane way possible? Like watching reviews for things you even afford? Reading threads discussing a video game you never played? At this point when I manage to watch a movie or play a singleplayer video game it feels like an accomplishment even though for others that's what they consider wasting time. I have no topics to talk about with anyone. Obviously can't talk about any social experiences with normal people but also can't even talk to geeks because I rarely consume any new media and I also can't talk to intellectuals because I don't read books or visit any cultural events.

 No.211328

Wasted a decade doing it. Just an empty vessel.

 No.211350

I could write literary the same post about myself, wizbro.

 No.211352

well then start reading books,it's gonna be hard at the beginning to enjoy but once you keep doing it you'll find a really big pleasure

 No.211353

I used to like videogames as a kid. Nowadays I can't play a game more than 20 minutes without being bored of it. I might try playing 2 or 3. I still waste some time reading about new videogames or their companies shenanigans.

 No.212422

i relate to that A LOOOT

 No.212795

>>211324
Lurk imageboards on different chans but never post anything.

 No.212800

I feel the same as you, OP. I've never had any hobbies in my life, all of the few things I've done were at casual-level, so I've also no topics in common to talk about, even with nerds. I'm an empty husk as well.

 No.212801

>>211324
Since this year been logging with a simple timer on the phone what I do every 15 minutes.
Happy to know so far my only true timewaste is lurking chans, but I'm well aware last year I read books, watched movies and so on and still felt like time wasted. I'm a bit paranoid about how to properly consume media now.

 No.212915

yeah for a while i lurked a bunch of hunting and long range shooting websites to the point i get frustrated watching the posters make poor rifle/bullet/scope recommendations to others or talk about things they clearly have only a surface level understanding of. meanwhile ive never shot a gun.

 No.212949

>>211324
I had the Direct for the newest Pokemon content on in the background as I was reading this post. I haven't played a Pokemon game in years and the most recent game looked like shovelware garbage and yet I decided to watch the 30-minute video anyway.

It's extremely rare for me to get eight hours of productive time let alone two or three out of a given day.

 No.213009

The biggest waste of time is reading the same posts over and over again while browsing slow imageboards like this one. I probably read the OP in this thread like 5 times already.

 No.213334

I pretend to be wasting time by refreshing youtube and the chans. I lock and unlock my phone several times to feel like I'm busy with my phone. It feels like my life's gamedev forgot to create further levels

 No.213335

i am waiting to die

 No.213410

>>213335
Same. I just waste time as a failure in life and keep myself numb to try and minimize the pain.

 No.213567

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Is anyone else experiencing a pseudo-amnesia?

Already the first month of the year is almost over and I don't know what I did all this time. I bought some video games but somehow haven't even touched them yet even though I had over 2 weeks of time. There are so many things I would have liked to try and I had many years of a lot of free time to do it but somehow I wasted it all and I don't quite know how I did it.

I have interesting books here lying around with receipts from 2 years ago that I haven't even opened.

Having so much free time is a real privilege and I wasted it all. I guess it's another evidence that I am a NEET not out of laziness but because I just don't have the drive and attention span to do anything?

Sitting down and reading maybe just 10 pages of a book seems like a real simple task I could easily fit into my empty schedule and yet it seems almost impossible to do. Same with setting up the game console and playing a video game. But somehow all of it seems so difficult to me. Like some kind of autist all I can do is browse the net and watch stupid videos or video game streams. I have reached peak ineptness.

 No.213607

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>>211324
I do exactly this and in isolation I couldn't care less, but now that I am no longer a NEET I feel obligated to actually do shit with my free time.
I was told this would come naturally after finding a job since my free time would be more valuable to me and so I wouldn't waste it. Instead I just have less free time to waste but I still waste it non the less.
It's really sad that in my life actually sitting down and watching a single movie is a fulfilling day for me. Not an evening, an entire day. It takes all of my effort to pick a movie that I just don't bother and guzzle 3-5 minute YouTube videos or watch Twitch streams constantly instead.
Writing this all out makes me feel even worse about it because it's all 100% self inflicted. I could do anything with my time and instead I do absolutely nothing. Fucking pathetic. Kill me.



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