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 No.229281[View All]

The last suicide general has hit the bump limit. Previous thread >>226293
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 No.232448

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>>232440
A wiz bought a black powder pistol in a previous thread IIRC. Just don't buy one made in the north. Don't give those bluebellies the pleasure!

 No.232449

>>232440
Assuming you are not a troll, why don't you just do a partial hanging??

 No.232480

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Any guides about how to make exit bag properly? I failed once and puked myself like dog. Dont wanna make same mistake again.

 No.232483

>>232480
>Any guides about how to make exit bag properly?
Five Last Acts – The Exit Path (2015 edition): The arts and science of rational suicide in the face of unbearable, unrelievable suffering

 No.232485

>>232480
What gas did you use? Did you use an inert gas like helium, nitrogen, argon, etc., or did you use something else?

 No.232494

How should I pull a Nitrite without access to metoclopramide or tagamet? My country is very strict when it comes to drugs (you can't even buy a morning after pill without prescription, I shit you not). I may have to consider doing it without any anti-vomit drugs if push comes to shove. No friendly doctors either.

 No.232498

>>232497
Why would it be on etsy? isn't that for arts and crafts shit?

 No.232499

>>232498
i can't find it now, it says unavailable but they were selling it a month ago when i checked the webpage.

 No.232502

>>229856
Why do you consider leaping from large heights to be slow? What if I jump from an 8 or more stories and make sure there's no trees in the way and a solid hard floor at the end?

Also, if anyone can link to a partial suspension hanging in depth guide that'll be great simce I can't seem to find one.

 No.232507

>>232449
because it doesn't work

 No.232561

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>>229281
What's the maximum barrel length a shotgun can have while being able to put it in your mouth and still be able to pull the trigger with your fingers? I'd rather not have to deal with the trouble of pulling the trigger with my toes, sawing down the barrel, or using a stick or something to pull the trigger. Would a 26 inch shotgun work or should I go shorter?

 No.232562

>>232561
Can't you measure your arm?

 No.232563

>>232562
My arm is a bit over 23 inches

 No.232565

>>232561
a string. you can just tie a string around the trigger.

 No.232568

>>232561
You can always do it the Hemmingway and pull the trigger with your toes.

 No.232574

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Today is the fiftieth anniversary of Mishima's suicide.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yukio_Mishima

 No.232584

>Too Young to Die: These Young People See Euthanasia as Their Only Option

>In Too Young To Die, VICE investigates how the Netherlands and Belgium deal with psychologically suffering young people who desire a self-chosen death.


>In 2017, host Gwen Pol followed several patients, their relatives and care providers for a year. She meets 27-year-old Nadia - who is in the final phase of her euthanasia process - and Maud's next of kin. Maud's euthanasia request was rejected, but at the age of 20 she took her own life. We also spoke to emeritus professor Frank Koerselman, who strongly opposes euthanasia on the grounds of psychological suffering.


Enable captions, and it seems they blocked the youtube in my country so I uploaded it to mega. You need to download for embedded subtitles.

http://mega.nz/file/Oj4ygSiQ#9yoKhiXQp_pNFnJ5Gn-lbkgK-ZUnSKBHDJCNsFtfSxs

 No.232585

>>232584
I think people like me should be able to kill themselves but letting those people suicide is just irresponsible and inhumane.

 No.232591

>>232565
If you use a string, you would have to wrap it around the handle of the gun so that it would be able to pull the trigger. If the gun is facing towards you, you are pushing the trigger instead of pulling it.

 No.232653

>>232585
What's the diffrenece between you and them? Why do you think you should be granted to ultimate freedom while they continue to suffer mental torture?
I for one would love to sign up for a euthanasia program instead of thinking of painful and unsure ways to die (I don't have access to guns in my country, and even with a shotgun things can go wrong).

 No.232655

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After getting very depressed and starting thinking about suicide seriously, things got worse. So despite things never improving, I found my mental state was far better when not thinking about suicide, or thinking at all, i.e., be distracted.
So ~2-4y later, I have some savings and wondered if can't get a gun or a ton of coke safely, with certain death as a goal. I have a contact who's had dealings with weeds, but he's unlikely to be able to get me any goods. Kinda sad, really.

 No.232680

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>>229281
I'm nervous as fuck to go to the gun store and buy my first gun. How the fuck do I make myself less nervous?

 No.232689

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If you were given one million dollars, right now, would you still want to suicide?

For me, the desire would be totally gone. I could accomplish anything with that money and fix most if not all of my problems with ease.

 No.232691

>>232689
Nope. I'd be a life affirming dipshit instantly.

 No.232692

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>>229281
How effective are .410 bore shotguns for suicides? Are they much more effective than high caliber handguns, like 45 Colt/ACP?

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>>232689
>If you were given one million dollars, right now, would you still want to suicide?
Yes.

 No.232695

>>232692
A standard/high velocity .410 bird, buck, or slug round out of a 12" barrel will produce enough expanding gas to pop your skull open like a watermelon, and enough lead to scramble your brain. Aimed at the brainstem through the mouth would likely completely sever your nerve center and render you dead and painless

 No.232698

>>232695
How does that compare to a .45?

 No.232708

>>232585
>is just irresponsible and inhumane.
Because?
You sound like some concerned "think of the children" type succubus or their male version.

 No.232711

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 No.232713

>>232689
Money removes some anxiety about living and provides some material comforts, but most people here are suicidal because they just despise themselves.

 No.232714

>>232698
The only advantage a .45 pistol round will have over the .410 slug is accuracy, debatable if the slug is rifled or is fired through a rifled barrel. The .45 can still kill, but the gases produced will be fewer and if you're firing from a handgun the muzzle velocity will take a toll.

Pistol cartrige suicides are definately easier to 'salvage', as in life cultists have an easier time making a vegetable husk of a human out of your corpse if the hole in the head is clean and the bullet still in one piece. Not so easy when a bunch of little pellets entered at a higher velocity through a hole that can't be plugged with just a finger. Of course, when left alone, a pistol shot to the brain will kill, but you have to make sure nobody is around to throw your meat in the freezer before it spoils.

 No.232716

>>232713
But with enough money, you could rectify self-hatred, you could get:
>therapy
>meds
>a gym to get fit
>good and healthy foods
>a nice place to live
>spoil your parents after years of living as a neet
The list honestly goes on.

 No.232718

>>232716
>therapy
>meds
>a gym to get fit
>good and healthy foods

All of these things are pretty affordable and I doubt that gym membership fee is what's stopping all these wizzies from being fit.

>a nice place to live


Like with all material comforts, after the initial high wears off, you get used to it. The thing about a big house is that it also amplifies loneliness and maintenance responsibilities.

>spoil your parents after years of living as a neet


This one will probably work, at least for a little while. If it will help with guilt about being a burden to others, but if you have a terrible relationship with your parents, you'll quickly realize they only care about your money.

Money doesn't magically make things better. If your daily anxieties and low mood are financially related then yeah, a million bucks is going to put a smile on your face. But a lot of reasons for why people suffer is because of unfixable character defects, past trauma and terrible or simply non-existent relationships, things that don't really get better by throwing money at it.

 No.232722

>>232721
Write a will. I'm pretty sure it's like any other asset that you own, assuming the money's legal.

 No.232732

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>>232714
What if the .45 is a hollow point?

 No.232733

>>232714
what do you think about .44 black powder guns ?

 No.232746

how can I buy hemp rope in home depot (or any other store) without looking suspicious?

 No.232747

>>232732
I guess that would help to mulch you up a bit more, but be weary some hollow point is sold with a lower velocity charge to maintain accurate trajectory.
>>232733
I can't say I'm familiar with the ballistics of black powder ball ammo, but if you have the ability to obtain and reload black power firearms, you probably have easy access to black or smokeless power, of which an exit helmet or good old IED would be easy to make and use against yourself. Black powder produces a lower velocity, and revolvers, especially those of antiquated design, tend to waste much of the gas out of the cylinder gap. They can kill for sure, but there are better options out there.

Not going to lie, I've never actually shot myself in the head before, but just know that something able to kill a human or medium game from a shot to the chest at a distance will also be able to kill a human with a direct .0 shot to the brain stem. The important thing for all calibers is that you take the shot in a place where nobody can come to your rescue. There are several videos of big guys taking their life with a 9mm to the head. They shoot, bleed for a few seconds, and then their heart stops while their blood pressure drops to irrecoverable levels. There are even more videos of guys lightly holding a 12 gauge up to their head, and then, well, their head goes away. A video exists where a young guy shoots himself in the chest with a 9mm at a range and despite immediate response from trained personnel, he died.

If you're truly committed to death by gunshot, a hyperdose of blood thinners (such as headache medicine) and muscle relaxants could go a long way to easing your passing. Alcohol also helps, but they say you're not supposed to operate firearms while under the influence as you could hurt yourself.


>>232746
Does it need to be hemp exactly?

Buy a $3 wood hole boring drill bit in the diameter as the rope you're using. If they ask say you're making a rope ladder for your hunting blind / tree fort / boat out of reclaimed wood. Toss the bit in to some boomer's driveway on the way home, give him something to tell his family about at dinner.

 No.232748

>>232689
I'd hire a hitman to shoot me dead and make it clean then make sure the paramedics find me first before my parents. I'd give the hitman 300,000 and my parents the rest.

 No.232749

>>232748
yeah nice plan

>Hitman is an undercover cop

>he arrests you
>you're fined $2,000,000
>parents sell their house to pay the rest
>placed into suicide watch
>solitary straightjacket for 20 years
>virginity stolen everyday by doctors and other inmates
>Finally get out
>Medical science has advanced in 20 years
>Any death can be recovered from now
>try to kill self but get revived
>medical bills through the roof
>go to prison if you can't pay
>live forever as a sex toy for inmates

 No.232750

>>232749
Better than your plan of becoming a succubus.

 No.232754

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>>232747
>of which an exit helmet or good old IED would be easy to make and use against yourself
An exit helmet like pic related? Tell me more about how to make an exit helmet.

 No.232755

>>232746
Just order rope off Amazon. No human interaction required.

 No.232761

>>232754
If you're going the shotgun shell route, the best place to start would be obtaining steel tubing to house the shells. There are a few 3D printed shotgun designs on Youtube and elsewhere that include details about what type of standardized tubing is feasible. If obtaining steel isn't convenient, you could go the route like in your picture where you place the shells in little holes drilled in the helmet and then build up epoxy around them. Resin used in laying fiberglass also works well with cotton instead of the fiberglass material itself, so you could build up a strong structure quickly out of old rags or t-shirts. You'll want a helmet with a chin strap for sure, but nothing designed to crack under pressure such as a bicycle or motorcycle helmet. a hard hat with a cotton belt weaved through the inner frame should do. The shells should be mounted at least 1/4" away from the surface of your head, ideally about 1" to allow enough headspace for the wadding to bounce out of the way so the pellets can do their thing. The electrical side is beyond me. I'll try to draw something up later

If you're just using black or smokeless power, no helmet is actually necessary. An unpressurized 1lb canister of either, when ignited, will burn quick and hot enough to blow a body to pieces. You could tape a can or two to your skull and drop a match in to either one. Even better if you do contain the blast somewhat in say an emptied propane cylinder

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>>232749
>Any death can be recovered from now
Good morning, wizzie, looks like you accidentally jumped off a bridge again. But don't you worry, I promise we'll have you patched up in time to work your next shift!

 No.232777

>>232747
I've checked many options. Exit helmet seems unavailable and i've looked for quite some time. IED is really not an option, way too complicated and hazardous. While i have easy access to black powder replicas (they are legal here), guns aren't an option in my country.

Finding a place is easy for me. I'm just wondering if i would just end up agonizing for minutes or even hours, or if i'll be out quickly. It'll be a Pietta Cal .44 handgun. And explaining my ownership of such a handgun is quite easy in my case (way more than an exit helmet lol).

But again, those were used in war so i suppose that shooting it from a direct shot is pretty successful. Do you have any advice to aim the brain step properly?

 No.232786

>>232761
The suicide helmet in the pic above had a backup mechanism that used a slingshot-like mechanism that caused a nail to strike the primer. Maybe you could make something similar for detonating a shotgun shell in steel tubing.

 No.232806

>>232777
I think singleshot would be better choice

 No.232853

>>232806
very hard to procure


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