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 No.229281[Last 50 Posts]

The last suicide general has hit the bump limit. Previous thread >>226293

 No.229295


 No.229320

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Ok, my choice is attempt to cross river at night it's simple and at last moment of your life you truly want to die cos you tired of swimming and it's high fatality not lame "I hope weather don't change and I will actually freeze". The only minus is to find your corpse can be a problem, I guess.
>>229295
This book is annoying there's no cool simple solutions like I just invented.

 No.229332

>>229320
There is no ""simple"" way like the one you came up with
You either tie your rope, get the gun, cut your artery, order your fentanyl, or whatever the fuck or you don't
There is no stupid trick to killing yourself, you're either ready to die or you aren't

 No.229334

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>>229332
Don't embarrass yourself by saying such magical thinking nonsense. Absolutely normal guy can willingly kill himself in situation of severe sleep deprivation for example.

 No.229335

>>229332
Killing yourself is quite simple actually. The main problem isn't finding a lethal method, but being in the psychological state of actually going through with it. That's why people come up with these whacky ways of trying to trick themselves into suicide. Like, maybe if I make it really painless that'll help, or maybe if it doesn't really look like suicide and just comes out of nowhere so I don't have to think about it etc.

Here's the simple truth: if you can't go through with it, your life and your psychological state are just not bad enough to be a sufficient motivator. To actually go through with it, you have to have absolutely zero hope, or even negative hope, so much that suicide actually seems worthwhile, like salvation from hell.

For 99% of you, shitposting here and making plans is enough to give you relief and then you go and watch anime and fantasize about your waifu or whatever the fuck you still enjoy in life.

 No.229336

>>229320
>The only minus is to find your corpse can be a problem, I guess.
That and the fact that drowning is ridiculously painful

 No.229337

>>229334
could you please delete this picture of my wife?

 No.229338

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>>229335
>Killing yourself is quite simple actually
How could you possibly know, did you devise suicide plan?
>not bad enough to be a sufficient motivator
You need not only motivator but energy also, if you are just depressed beyond salvation you can't do a thing, even to plan suicide.
>>229336
You will lose consciousness from exhaust.

 No.229339

>>229335
Yes
Most suicides are caused by people overreacting emotionally to something negative happening suddenly
Ironically this puts a barrier in place for wizard minded isolated people who barely feel any emotion anymore to cope

I guess the only true way to do it is to isolate yourself from everything and to meditate on it for a while or something

 No.229340

>>229337
No I can't, and you know it, I'm not moderator, and this succubus isn't your wife.

 No.229341

>>229338
>How could you possibly know, did you devise suicide plan?

There's 12-year-olds that manage to do it. It's not at all complicated.
If you're able to just stagnate and do nothing, then you're likely more comfortable than you think. People that are in pain will do anything to alleviate it and that pain will easily overshadow the relatively small pain or discomfort from a suicide method. Think about how much you're really suffering if you can't manage to cut your wrists or hang yourself or pick up some heroin from the street. It ain't worth it for you because collecting and posting anime pictures feels really good, eh?

 No.229342

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>>229341
I didn't say I'm in pain, by preventing discussion of suicide methods you act like prolifer this is an embarrassing fact.

 No.229343

>>229338
Put your finger on your wrist and find your artery
You can feel it beating, move it around and it feels a bit funny when you squeeze it
It's your life in your hands, a good cut and it's very likely over

Easier than going out swimming at night or some shit lol

You should either seek help or meditate on it and then seek help depending on your decision, don't do anything reckless and stupid

 No.229344

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>>229342
Your method sounds stupid, you might aswell go ontop a hill during a thunderstorm and hold up a metal rod waiting for lightning to hit you
THat would be a much spectacular way to go too

 No.229345

>>229342
I'm not preventing anything. Just discussing /suicide/ and what's needed beyond methodology.

Also, stop posting cute images, you're DECREASING people's desire to die.

 No.229346

>>229343
I live with my parents in small apartments, so I must go to the forest anyway.
>>229344
Drowning is much more reliable that wrist cutting, and you don't even need special pills because of exhausting.
>>229345
>DECREASING people's desire to die
No i don't, sex is heavily connected with death

 No.229349

Is there any good way to commit suicide with a knife? I’m not able to get a gun and my car is broken so I can’t get to a bridge, but I have a large knife. Is slitting wrists just going to fail?

 No.229351

>>229349
It's rather effective if you do it right, but probably not 100%…
But on the other hand it's not the kind of thing that leaves you crippled if you mess up

 No.229352

>>229349
>Is slitting wrists just going to fail?

Only if you get discovered. Cut along your arms, rather than across, and take a hot bath which will increase the blood flow.

 No.229353

>>229352
alcohol and aspirin are also blood thinners.

 No.229354

>>229353
Forget about the aspirins and get rivaroxaban, a very potent blood thinner.

 No.229355

>>229349
>my car is broken so I can’t get to a bridge
Why not just walk or take an Uber?

 No.229357

>>229355
I live in a rural area

 No.229359

>>229354
Where am I supposed to get prescription blood thinners?

 No.229360

>>229357
Then take a Greyhound

 No.229361

>>229359
You could steal some from your grandparents if they're still alive

 No.229378

>>229281
Life has gone on too long, and I cannot keep going. I smile without feeling joy, laugh without humor, I eat without feeling hungry, and read, watch or study purely by routine. Nothing I do anymore is genuine, I'm an artificial person and the few rare times that I come into contact with something that feels like "myself" it is a brief and truly miserable experience.

I want to die, and I've finally decided on what I'm going to do. In short, I'm going to cut off contact with my family, get rid of my phone, intentionally get evicted, and then get beheaded by a train.
I have heard of people surviving getting hit by a train even when they place their abdomen on one of the track contacts because they get deflected enough by the front end to sustain only severe permanent injuries. In order to ensure that I die properly I will tie my neck to the tracks to ensure that I do not get deflected, and my head is severed from my body or at least crushed. Next, I will obtain a large amount of liquor and whatever pills I can, even benadryl. The combination of these things will ensure that I do not become discouraged by the idea of surviving with severe injuries. I want to guarantee death, and getting brain damage or losing limbs is the last thing I want. With the combination of alcohol, pills, and the rope keeping my head in place, I could hopefully even be asleep when I am beheaded.
I will not leave a note, and I will not fail.

I'm going to keep living my artificial life for a while longer until everything comes into place. Soon I will become a planeswalker. See you in the next dimension, wizards.

 No.229379

https://www.change.org/p/american-foundation-for-suicide-prevention-shut-down-sanctioned-suicide-website-stop-the-encouragement-of-suicide-that-they-give


I really hate these people, I can't explain this hatred but it get's on my fucking nerves. These stupid dogs dont care about what the person (in the SS websites) go through, they dont care if they're going to become homeless, or are inferior to others and were never meant to be alive, they just want them to be alive. These dogs caused SS to become worse as well. I fucking hate pro-lifers, anti-suiciders and anti-eugenicists, they cause suffering for the average person, only blaming suicide on "depwession" as if thats the only reason since they're so fucking privileged they never comprehend people not wanting to be poor, etc. I fucking hope they're all killed and raped, I fucking hate them and I hate God too, god fucking dammit

 No.229380

>>229378
>benadryl
Benadryl is a deliriant that will make you go insane and hallucinate during your last moments. It might also give you horrible anxiety and paranoia. I recommend taking benzos like xanax or etizolam instead.

 No.229384

>>229379
It's like they blame sites like that for causing suicide of their family members instead of themselves and or just general life circumstances

 No.229412

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>Young trader dies by suicide after thinking he racked up big losses on Robinhood
Alexander E. Kearns was tragically struck and killed by a train on Saturday, June 13th. Kearns, 20, was hit at the railroad crossing near 111th Street and Cedar Road at about noon. Sadly, Kearns was pronounced dead at the scene. The Canadian National Railway Police are investigating the crash.
https://www.cnbc.com/2020/06/18/young-trader-dies-by-suicide-after-thinking-he-racked-up-big-losses-on-robinhood.html

 No.229426

would putting your head/head+neck on a train track and have a train run you over be painful or not?

 No.229441

>>229426
Depends on how fast the train goes and how hard is the impact, I guess? train is the only viable method for me but It's still extremely scary. I envy gun owners…

 No.229454

>>229412
Seeing trains actually makes me think less about suicide anon

I think trains are beautiful and I feel happy for a minute watching them. I used to watch them when I was a kid and I really enjoyed it….

Its comfy and nostalgic for me, if a bit noisy…

 No.229701

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Don't kill yourself, kill others.

 No.229702

>>229701
time will take care of that

 No.229703


 No.229768

>>229378
Same poster here.
My mother expects my phone to be cut off soon, and it will be easy to stop contacting her because of that. I went on a very short walk outside, which is the first time I've even gone outside for any reason other than for a doctors appointment for almost a year. (And before that it was just to buy stuff)
As for the mechanics, I have a rope prepared. It's just a curtain draw, but it's as thick as a rope and certainly good enough to work for my purposes.
Finally, I've got someone who will procure alcohol for me, because I don't even have an ID despite being 21. All that remains is getting evicted.
>>229380
Yeah, I know that about benadryl. I haven't got any way to obtain xanax or etizolam, the only pills I have access to are OTC and my prescription anti-depressants. Neither one would work.
>>229412
There was also a suicide just this September at the same train I'm going to go to. I consider it a good omen.

 No.229769

>>229768
>I haven't got any way to obtain xanax or etizolam, the only pills I have access to are OTC and my prescription anti-depressants.

https://rarechems.com/

Not anymore

 No.229772

>>229769
Glow - ing - very - bright

 No.229824


 No.229825

>>229824
actors suicide makes no sense everytime, they had the easiest job and couldn't do it

 No.229827

>>229825
Many such as wizzies have suicided stocking shelves.

 No.229828

>>229827
should've been optimists '>)
i bet they didn't even know they had free will

 No.229829

My thumb, index, and pinky fingers are twitching constantly now while at rest or even when I'm using them. This started something like a year ago and now it is a daily occurrence. If this is ALS or beginning of Parkinson's, I will get my affairs in order and try to be dead before my next birthday. Charcoal method seems nice, I just need to practice the drive to the location I need to go to.

 No.229853

>>229824
>Netizens speculate Oh In Hye sent a hidden dying message in her last YouTube video
After the tragic news of Oh In Hye's death spread, many fans and netizens have revisited her last YouTube video. After seeing the video, many are speculating that she sent a hidden dying message in the video.

The reason many netizens think this could be the case is because of Oh In Hye's video has a strange buffering part at the beginning.
On September 12, the final video posted on her YouTube channel was the 46th episode of 'In Hye's daily life'. However, instead of numbering her episode as 46, Oh In Hye uploaded the video as episode 48.

Many wondered why she has done this. However, at exactly 48 seconds into the video, there is a strange buffering that takes place. This buffering doesn't take place for just a few seconds but for a full minute and stops at 1:48. The length of the buffering seems too long to be a mistake or a coincidence.

What was more frightening about the clip is that the actress is seen hitting her neck with a comb, over and over again, during that period of the buffering.

When Oh In Hye posted the video, some of her fans have notified her that there is a buffering in which Oh In Hye pressed the like button on their comments. She later titled the video "Inae's Night Routine Skin Care (Please skip over the buffering part)" showing that she was aware of the buffer.

Therefore many fans are speculating that this video is the last dying message from the actress. Many netizens are revisiting the video as they comment "This is so scary", "The video buffering starts from 48 seconds and she titled it episode 48. Seems like she did it on purpose", and "This can't be a mistake, the buffering is one minute long…And she does the editing herself so there's no way she did it by mistake."
https://www.allkpop.com/article/2020/09/netizens-speculate-oh-in-hye-sent-a-hidden-dying-message-in-her-last-youtube-video

 No.229856

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>>229426
>>229441
There would be no pain. A train is incomprehensibly fast and powerful compared to the muscle and skin on your neck. Your brain would shut down before you could even register it. Like flicking a light switch times 100. The main issue would be the horn sounding while you laid there– it would require a lot of willpower to not falter at the last second. It would also be very loud and very scary, but you would certainly not wake up as a vegetable or suffer. If you aren't completely 100% sure about your suicide then you're far better off with a firearm (done correctly) or asphyxiation.

My personal advice? Don't bother with slow methods like leaping from large heights, cutting yourself or hypothermia (for some reason, the last one has been romanticized in this general for years). No, it's not going to be peaceful or cinematic. You're left alone, panicking and left in anguish to consider what you just did wrong as you die slowly. Please go find a psychiatrist, shotgun or be sad in silence instead of being the 400th person asking if you can just starve yourself or walk into a snowy forest or a cold river and die. Every time I look at this general it's the same melodramatic teenager shit.

If you truly want to kill yourself then here's an easy method: get a length of nylon rope from any store and tie it around your neck. Not so much that you can't breathe and not even tied into a noose, but tight enough your head won't slip out of it. Go secure it to a (sturdy) support beam, hook or anything else hanging out of your ceiling or wall. A doorknob would work unless you're really obese. Test your full weight on it before the act of course, if it bends at all or breaks then it won't work. Tie it around your neck and the supporting object, then slowly bend your knees over a few minutes while listening to music or whatever it is you want your final act to be. You'll gradually pass out from oxygen deprivation and when you pass out the rest of your dead weight will fully cut off the oxygen to your brain. You will die. Don't do this if there is any chance of being found within an hour or two– longer than that and you should be fine (or dead, rather). Don't call anyone beforehand or give anybody any indication of what you're doing or you might end up found and shitting into a diaper while blinking one for "yes" for 50 years. If you've got family then do it while they're asleep.

There's the golden answer: no pain, no frills and no large sum of money needed.

 No.229857

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>>229856
Is anyone else worried about the possibility that quantum immortality is true, and that by hanging yourself you will just end up in a timeline where you become a quadriplegic?

 No.229859

>>229857
The universe is a cruel joke played on us. The more I search, the more it seems not only probable but certain.

 No.229860

>>229856
>Please go find a psychiatrist,
cringed hard
>partial suspension
Yes this is a good one. I don't have any money at all to afford rope or anything that won't break under the weight. I have an HDMI cable and something else but they both don't work. Risking permanent injury is too much, and even worse would be ending up in psychiatrics again. So as you said, a shotgun is a lot better.
>>229857
I seriously doubt quantum immortality. It also seems to be a misreading of quantum phenomena; that is, it assumes there's anything special about the observation of a human. Fore example some meme phenomenon like the Xeno effect is just completely misunderstood by most people- human observation isn't necessary for the effect(statistically significant increase in decay of radioactive particles) to occur.

 No.229861

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>>229859
>>229860
On the off chance quantum immortality is true, a shotgun to the mouth might be the best way to die. Even if your soul moves to a timeline where you stay alive as a vegetable, your limbic system will be destroyed first, which will destroy your ability to feel emotions and suffer.

 No.229862

>>229861
How much of the brain can be destroyed before the observer is no longer capable of observing?

 No.229863

>>229861
>>229860
>>229857
if QI is true you'll be the oldest man in your own reality,maybe that's comfy,being an eternal boomer and picking on everyone younger than you

 No.229864

>>229860
>>Please go find a psychiatrist,
>cringed hard
I don't personally believe in therapy (normalfag coping mechanism) but the point I was trying to make was that those people would be better off with that waste of time than empty suicide ""plans"" to make themselves feel better.
>So as you said, a shotgun is a lot better
Shotguns can still fail if you're doing it incorrectly. Think about where the bullet(s) are going– putting the barrel under your chin might blow off your face and frontal lobe at best. Put the barrel in your fucking mouth and aim it slightly upwards towards the brain stem for the least risk. Funnily enough, shotguns are by far the easiest firearm to get in terms of restrictions and permits. In most states you can walk into a store with a valid ID and walk out with a shotgun.

>>229861
>>229862
>>229863
Quantum immortality is a thought experiment and practically fiction. Don't let it hold you back from suicide. When your brain shuts down it is objectively incapable of further thought no matter how abstract– if you do not believe in an afterlife then you will experience nothing. All the bits of your brain that held memory and experience and made you a person are dead tissue and it's over.

 No.229865

>>229856
>>229860
>>229864
How should I get a shotgun if I still live with my parents? The last thing I want is for them to ask where I was if I take one of their cars, or ask what's in the package I have. I might get a short folding break-action shotgun that can fit in a backpack, but I still need a good cover story for what I was doing when I'm at the gun store picking up my gun.

 No.229866

>>229865
It's hard for anyone to suggest any viable excuse when we don't know anything about your parents.

What do you usually take their car to do? What hobbies do you have that might benefit from something sold in a firearm sized box? Is there any time of day where you can go out and not be questioned?

Consider going out under the excuse that you have to renew a license/ID, replace a PC part, or something else that requires immediate doing. Get the gun, buy some groceries or clothes or something, hide the gun somewhere outside and walk in with the other things you bought and show them. They wouldn't think you were sneaking around if you also did common errands. Hop outside in the AM for the gun.

Most break actions have takedown pins or levers specifically for backpacking. If you normally leave and return with a backpack you should be able to sneak it in.

 No.229867

I didn't do anything to plan for my death today, dissapointed in myself.

 No.229871

>>229866
Currently I don't have a job, don't really have any hobbies, and rarely leave the house. I pretty much only leave the house to take walks in the woods. I might try to get a job, and say I'm at work when I'm getting the gun. Alternatively, I could try renting a car and driving to the gun store that way.

 No.229890

>>229295
Why stay alive if you have a terminal illness?

 No.229900

>>229861
Perhaps there are different sets of rules for these timelines.

 No.229929

Why do people discuss something other than suicide, especially "spiritual" people should just kill themselves, religious people too and those who looking for job and girlfriend and artists and scientists, why just don't die or at least talk constantly about killing themselves.
t. banned

 No.229931

>>229929
Syntax error at line: 1

 No.229932

New hypothermia death in the news.
https://dailyprogress.com/news/local/crime-and-courts/scottsville-succubus-to-serve-16-years-in-prison-for-death-of-daughter/article_e5bd882c-ba56-51ae-bbce-621c8fd254c0.html
According to Mirsky’s 17-year-old son, on the night Kayla died, their mother had forced the 19-year-old, who was autistic, to stand in the corner for hours. This was a common punishment, he said — so common that Kayla had learned to sleep standing up.

However, on this particular night, when Kayla started to fall asleep, she was unable to continue standing and Mirsky forced the teen to stand outside in the cold to “wake her up.”

“It was the kind of cold that as soon as you were outside, your first instinct was to go inside,” the 17-year-old said. “It was very, very cold.”

The next morning, he said he was awoken by Mirsky, who had found Kayla unresponsive by the door outside. After he and Mirsky attempted to revive Kayla with blankets and warm water, he said Mirsky asked him and his sisters to clean the dog cages before she called the authorities.

Mirsky’s 14-year-old daughter also testified, pointing to the physical abuse her mother inflicted on her and her siblings. Their mother would hit them, burn them with a stun gun and step on their stomachs so they could not breathe, the daughter said.

Though all the children were physically abused, the worst abuse was directed at Kayla, the 14-year-old testified.

 No.229937


 No.229946

>>229932
wtf, why did this link work even though I forgot to edit the link to remove the word filter?

 No.229947


 No.230162

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>>229281
When I go to the gun store to get the gun, what excuse should I use if the people at the gun store ask me why I want to buy a gun?

 No.230169

>>230162
Your old man just got a farm outside town and you're looking to shoot some clays. say you're looking for maybe a boxlock side by side or with two triggers and you don't need a 3" chamber, like an old Stevens. if they try to sell you on a pump refuse anything with a short barrel that's readily concealable, but if they offer something with a smaller tube magazine below a long barrel then take that because it will likely be easy to saw down to a backpack length if you want to die innawoods. ask for some low velocity target or waterfoul loads for ammo. if you live in a state where hunting requires you to pass a course to acquire a license, ask if they're still doing them during the virus and if so where the nearest testing center is

don't go in their drunk, they can smell the alcohol on your breath

 No.230175

>>229853
I tried searching around with Google translate to see if anyone had figured out the hidden messages she included, but I didn't find anything worth mentioning. Of course, maybe's there's nothing really to figure out.

 No.230180

>>229824
Fuck Rich people.

 No.230262

I have ordered Sodium Nitrite, i will do it in the next weeks. Who believes in karma here ? I have lost 3 jobs in the last 5 years, workless since sep. 2019 right now, cant even imagine working again, i have like 3000 euro dept, 1000 still to pay was 2500 iniatially for driving with weed and dont taking the test for drugs. (man yeah thinking back to 2017 i had a fucking car man feels so distant right now, cant even imagine driving right now) and probably like 2000 euros for my apartment that i pretty much destroyed in drunk rages, holes in the walls holes in the doors, the kitchen is destroyed, everything looks like shit. This shit is stressing me, because it looks like i have to get on disability pension because i am so depressed, there i will get like 700 euros my apartment costs 400, dept and shit how to live like that ? next i have no friends since 2014 i just started there to isolate myself from everyone just felt like that, looking at some old friends facebook is giving me almost heart attacks because i am so fucking jealous of there lives, i am here sitting in my shitty hole i call home with no job, no money, no future nothing. Copes ? I get drunk like 1-2 times in the week like black out drunk, a bottle of vodka or 12 beers, when i have a good time, still not that good, i can enjoy a game last days it was gta 4, had some good fun but still have to think aboout my shitty life, now i am back to refreshing youtube and doing nothing, seldom i find something that interests me. funny thing to say but i think the best time in my life was 2015 where i had a nice job and played through Witcher 3 2 times in a row it was a magical time, thank you cd projekt red. I am shallow i am not interesting, i have a hunchback, i am mentally retarted, i cant talk to people (back when i had friends we just talked about getting drunk and shit, when i think back i was just a dumb arrogant guy talking shit about other persons because i had nothing else to say.), walking to the store is exhausting, having appointments with doctors is exhausting, i have my parents i dont feel much for my mother cant even tell why, i dont feel much for anyone, i cant tell because i am to dumb but i am probably narcissitic with psychopaty traits but how can i tell i am retarted i feel like a potato full of jealousy and hate for humanity, my father i love ? i try to i think its what people call love i cant really tell, lets say i care about him but cant really talk with him about anything because the one time in the week i am at his place i sit there for some hours and look in to the nothingness because suicide is on my mind all the time, still i enjoy his company, but have nothing to say to him. Man there are days you just walk to the store buying some beers its dark and there is a little breeze of coldness and you think if i had a job and some friends and where somehow normal man it could be a nice life. I feel like i just have to do it, what else ? About the karma thing at the start i mean with that, because i am such a narcissit and bad person, never gave love or something to other people i thinkg karma is just pushing me to kill myself. I hope this ends my karmic cycle and i will be at a nice place after death or reincarnate as some normal guy who knows, maybe i will rot in hell, but thats what i am already doing.

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 No.230269

>>230267
thanks anonymage for your superior intellect i will work on my english skills before i kill myself

 No.230271

>>230262
I wish I had something positive to say. I want to be an optimist, but life kicks me in the solar plexus over and over until I relent and admit everything is trash and has always been horrifying. The best you can hope for is moments of enjoyment when hopped up on drugs. That's all you get. A couple of good moments while high

 No.230272

>>230271
>>230271
>>230271
You sound like me you belive in those fucking chakras because you talk about solar plexus? The only time right now i feel good is when i drink, i drink right now and dont feel good, so maybe i am wrong and i never feel good. What drugs do you take, i had many months in my life where i was smoking 24/7 but i worked and had the money for it, now i have nothing and everytime i get drunk i have 10 euros less to eat for the month.

 No.230273

>>230272
Drugs i've taken in the past, at the same time or individually

Adderall
4 different SSRIs
Caffeine Pills
Xanax
Alcohol
Nicotine
Marijuana


I don't believe in chakras. Drugs can really make you feel good but it's always just taking out a loan from your brain that you have to pay back with interest. You get withdrawal, and addiction and you have to buy them again on small budget. I just want to be happy and not anxious all the time.

 No.230275

>>230273
I had times with speed every weekend, some mushrooms, weed is funny with me i start to smoke it and it gets outa controll one toke and i am back to 20g a month for some months then i leave it be mostly because i lose my job most of the time then i am sober and then comes alcohol again, right now i dont even want to be happy anymore alcohol doesnt help. nothing helps i know what you are saying but even after 10 beers i cant leave my shitty life thoughts be, 2 years ago i was drunk and felt always good but now i am depressed cant cope. When i drink it gets worse i dont feel strong anymore when i drink like back then when i had a job i just get more depressed and ready for suicide but thats ok i embrace it i want to die, nicotine man i roll my own cigarettes i smoke like 4 cigs a beer i am a chain smoker when i drink

 No.230276

>>230273
One thing i dont want to take benzos or xanxax and shit like that because i am scared i dont care anymore and wont kill myself and just rot, i want to die, dont want to live like a zombie but maybe i am wrong about them

 No.230280

>>230276
Try anti-depressants rather than anti-psychotics or anti-anxiety meds. They can give you the energy you need to finally commit suicide.

 No.230301

>>230169
>if they try to sell you on a pump refuse anything with a short barrel that's readily concealable
Why?

 No.230302

>>230301

The guy who was asking was likely not looking to raise eyebrows by coming off as wanting something for self defense or offense during a time when gun violence and protection with guns is being questioned by the US populace. Denying something on the tactical side of design reinforces the lie that he's just looking to shoot clays. Additionally, a shorter barrel and furniture is likely to be a newer model than something with a conventional profile and therefor more expensive. Specifying any sort of preference for one common facet of design over another gives off the impression that the wizard is at least somewhat knowledgeable about guns and knows what he wants, reducing the chance of the clerk giving him the antagonizing attitude and hustling which pro shop salesmen are known for. Additionally, by reducing the amount of influence he lets the clerk have over his decision, the wizard is reducing the potential guilt the clerk may feel if he hears that the wizard who he sold the gun to killed himself with it. "He killed himself with the gun I suggested he buy" is a much more pitiful thing to admit than "He killed himself with the gun he picked out from our shelf".

 No.230321

>>230162
Ignore what that other retard said. Just go in, if you’ve done your research and know exactly what gun you want just go in and ask for it, if you don’t know just figure out what type you want (my recommendation is 12 gauge shotgun with slugs or buckshot, but any high caliber pistol like .357 or a rifle chambered in .223, 7.62 or .308 or whatever will do as long as you know where to aim) and ask what they have for that. An example if you were getting a shotgun might be “Hey I’m looking for a 12 Gauge I can use to hunt deer or maybe even for home defense, but I’m on a budget so nothing too expensive” and from there you’ll probably get recommended a mossberg or a Remington, doesn’t really matter what you pick pretty much any piece of shit shotgun is gonna work for what you need

 No.230323

>>230302
>Denying something on the tactical side of design reinforces the lie that he's just looking to shoot clays.
This seems ridiculously paranoid. If the gun store owners get suspicious of you for getting a certain type of gun, why would they even try to sell them to you in the first place? Imagine the conversation going something like this:

>Gun store clerk: Would you like to buy this [easily concealable shotgun]?

>You: Ok
>Gun store clerk: HA! I WAS ONLY TESTING YOU! I just KNOW you're a murderer in the making! Cops arrest this guy!

Do you actually think this is an even remotely realistic scenario? How could gun stores that play these sorts of games with their clientele even afford to stay in business? Potential customers would likely be paranoid of them and go to different gun stores. Even Shuaiby, who was barely 18 and lived in California of all places, managed to successfully buy a Kel-Tec KSG. I also want to be able to hide the gun from my parents, so I will likely need something more concealable.

 No.230324

>>230169
>if you want to die innawoods
I'm planning on locking myself in a bathroom and blowing my brains out in the shower. Do you think dying innawoods would be better?

 No.230325

>>230324
If you live with other people doing it in home would be a bad idea in general because you might traumatize them.

 No.230330

>>230325
But what if I want to traumatize them?

 No.230348

I'm taking so many SSRIs that I'm basically sleeping 14 hours a day.

 No.230349

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Anyone else here considering "last heroic effort" before going on full suicide ideation mode?
I feel there are some experiences,challenges and life items id like to attempt before I go.Maybe im less afraid of death now?

For exmple a 30 minutes cold shower.it seems absurd,but id really treasure the feat of having done it.

 No.230350

>>230349
Go out in public and make an epic speech and ask people to vote Anonymage for governor.

 No.230351

>>230350
I dont live in USA.
It would be fun to convince people to not-vote tho

 No.230352

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Serious advice needed here;I have the choice to either tell a lie to my shrink/mental health doctor and say "Im OK, i no longer need any meds"(he promised to gradually take away meds if i was ok)
however i am NOT ok;should i risk actual suicide if i come off meds? Will living on meds really be worth it?
pic unrelated,I just like enumarations.

 No.230354

>>230349
I don’t really have any goals that could be completed through short term effort, no matter how powerful. If I did I probably wouldn’t have so many suicidal thoughts.

 No.230364

>>230352
no don't I've been off antidepressants for a while now and I regret it

 No.230481

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I have decided on going out by starvation/fasting,i think it has benefits
>if i chicken out I can easily still save my life
>huge natural high/hallucinations
>It might even cure my depression to begin with

 No.230489

>>230481
Another day another stavationposter

 No.230490

>>230489
There's a special place in Hell just for them, where they starve for eternity but never die

 No.230491

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>>230481
Its not as harmless as one might think, your hair might start falling out, eyesight and memory would deteriorate faster, also the resulting apathy could make you even more depressed. I don't suggest it unless you're a fatso, but even then you risk becoming anorexic if you take it too far. I actually tried it many years ago, because i thought that it would make it more easy for me to die from the resulting trauma i was planing to inflict upon myself. Starving didn't help me with my depression, but oddly enough my depression receded once i sliced my veins open, as the fountain of blood painter my batroom's walls red, my lizard brain kicked in and i realized that even though life is shit, i want to live. These days it doesn't really matter to me when i'll die, why bother, life isn't that long.

 No.230558

>>230491
>life isn't that long

How old are you?

 No.230662

>>229856
I have some questions.

"he main issue would be the horn sounding while you laid there– it would require a lot of willpower to not falter at the last second. I"
What if you take sleeping pills or something that knocks you unconscious for some time (like the drugs people use for robbing or assaulting someone), that would remove that fear since I wouldnt be aware. Also if I just put a bin bag on my head and take the sleeping stuff, would that kill me or would I unconsciously rip the bag out.

Also I am not going to do dumb shit like cutting myself or hypothermia (wtf?), I'm a man, not a "depressed" white succubus.

Also with the noose, I heard when you do it, you will lose breathe and want to breath (kind of like holding your noise), you also forgot to mention where you put the rope, which is above your adams apple (upper part of the neck, more closer to your head than torso)

 No.230862

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Twenty-eight-year-old Italian succubus jumps onto subway tracks to commit suicide. The train passes over her, leaving her unscathed!
https://www.ilmessaggero.it/roma/news/metro_san_giovanni_roma_donna_suicidio_treno_passa_sopras-5541651.html

 No.230864

>>230862
Not all trains are like that.

 No.230876

>>230862
Why are succubi so incompetent at killing themselves?

 No.230877

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I came across a succubus livestreaming about mental health. I clicked on it and saw I was the only one watching. She was crying and going on about death and the void. She then asks me, her one viewer, to talk to her. I got freaked out and left the livestream. I feel bad, but I'm a hikki and have pretty much only talked to store clerks for years. I hope she's ok.

 No.230878

>>230877
I have a sort of similar story in a way to that except in real life. Note that non of this was voluntary social contact.

I used to walk in this pathway near my house nearly every night having a smoke, sometimes I would see someone sitting there next to a fence muttering to themselves. Usually I would just turn around and/or ignore this creepy person. During this period of my life some succubus who lived across the street noticed me on the bus during the morning commute, which surprised me, but not wanting to be an asshole I accepted her greeting and all that. She explained how she was going to work and had seen me a few times, to be honest it was pretty fucking annoying since I just wanted to listen to music before my hellish wageslavery. At that point I was getting bored and really didn't want to speak with this random succubus at all anyways, so I just slowly made the conversation end by doing that normalfag technique where you add nothing to a conversation till it dies. From then on I would see her on the bus from time to time, and I made sure that she wouldn't think I wanted another conversation by ignoring her and pretending not to see her; I think she tried once more but then stopped after I killed that conversation as well.

Anyways so one night after all that I was out in my /nightwalk/ pathway having a smoke, and I see that same strange person sitting next to the fence; except now I'm forced to walk past this person to get home. As I got closer I heard crying, regardless of that I had no intention of dealing with someone else, and I just wanted to get home anyways, so I planned to just walk quickly to get past. Then as I was walking directly in front of this person, they looked up at me, and it was that same succubus from before who desperately wanted to talk with me on the bus. I didn't really know what to do just I just awkwardly continued walking past and pretended I didn't care. As soon as I got home I realized I was going to have to still see her again on the bus and thought how awful that is going to be. To my happy surprise I didn't see her again for months, I thought she must have changed jobs or something. Except that wasn't the case at all, like a year later I overheard my neighbors talking about how that succubus actually killed herself right around the same time I stopped seeing her on the bus. I'm pretty sure I might have helped her go off the edge by ignoring her for so long and on that one night like I did.

 No.230879

>>230876
Because succubi are inferior.

 No.230880

>>230878
How did your neighbors know she killed herself and that it wasn't an accidental overdose or something? I don't think I've ever overheard any conversation about other tenants in my apartment complex tbh. Just due to me being avoidant, I guess. Was she ugly?

 No.230881

>>230878
You must now spend the remaining years of your life to atone. You made a mistake and you will not be forgiven until your error is rectified.

 No.230883

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 No.230884

>>230880
I have no idea how they knew, I'm assuming they were told by the succubus's parents since she lived at home with them, which I myself only know that because she told me so on the bus ride. The father is actually a nice old boomer who always smiled and waved at me in the morning. Mother is an annoying cunt who whined at me for smoking in the path, I told her to get fucked and I didn't give a shit what she wanted. Old dad boomer still smiled and waved at me even after that. Feel bad for that old boomer honestly, stuck with a nagging cunt for 30+ years I imagine; he should have been a wizard. Anyways I live in a single suite basement in a cul-de-sac so the normalfag neighbors are always outside chatting and gossiping with each other, usually I overhear them leaving to and coming back from wageslavery.
>Was she ugly?
Pretty average if I'm going to be honest. She did have a kind of defeated aura around her, so maybe she could have been good looking if she wasn't a mess.

>>230881
>rectified
How would I rectify her killing herself? It been and gone, there is no fixing a dead person.

 No.230885

The only reason why I'm still alive is because of my bird, no one will take care of him and love him like I do if I die before he does. My family doesn't care for me, so once he's gone I'll have no reason keep living.

 No.230889

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>>230864
>Not all trains are like that.
Exactly, wiz. You've just got to keep looking until you find the train that's right for you.

>Sheriff's Office: Man struck by train committed suicide

Detective Joseph Miller interviewed family members and a friend about 40-year-old Eric Truesdell after his body was found on railroad tracks the night of Oct. 19. Family members told Miller they had minimal contact with the Ocala man and had not seen him in years. They said Truesdell battled alcohol and drugs.

A family member told the detective that Truesdell had mental health issues, including depression.
https://www.ocala.com/story/news/2020/10/25/sheriffs-office-man-struck-train-committed-suicide/3740633001/

 No.230891

>>230876
Because they know they can get pitty points from normans.

 No.230914


 No.230942

I know how horrible this is gonna sound but part of me wishes my parents died(painlessly)not neccesarily died,but move away to an old folks house,dissapear because of an UFO,anything.
I want freedom,a house just for me,my dream is to ravel a lot by plane and hotels.
But no,i have to wait decades for that,and maybe i cant bear decades living like this

 No.230959

>>230942
If your parents are rich, just ask your parents for a loan to start a business and then just embezzle all the money they give you while pretending you're becoming an independent big boy. You can say you're doing business trips and just go places and hang out. You just have to keep up the illusion you're a shitty businessman who keeps needing loans until they die.

 No.230962

>>230884
>How would I rectify her killing herself? It been and gone, there is no fixing a dead person.
Your inaction can be rectified, it's called penance.

 No.230965

>>230962
>Your inaction can be rectified
How could one fix what is already happened? Penance does no such thing, you are a fool.

 No.230966

>>230965
It isn't magical time reversal you tard it's just "rectifying" by doing something good to make up for a (bad) past inaction.

 No.230967

>>230966
Then you are incorrectly using the word rectifying. Either way it is impossible to "make up" for a """bad""" past action, the past is what no longer exist.

 No.230968

>>230885
Get another bird after he dies and keep doing that. There are plenty of animals who would enjoy life far more if they had a caring owner.

 No.230969

>>230967
Yeah whatever pedantic pseudo-philosopher.

 No.230994

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How much pain would one feel if they hypothetically injected bleach, or even just air, into their bloodstream?

 No.230995

>>230969
Yeah whatever retard whom doesnt understand the words he uses nor understand what it is he means to say when he speaks.

 No.230996

>>230995
Oh I'm triggered! I've been insulted on an imageboard!

 No.230997

>>230994
bleach would hit you kidneys and liver very hard, for sure
i'm no doctor, but it might be toxic enough to cause sepsis or muscle burn when it gets into the heart
i'd estimate bleach being VERY PAINFUL

air will cause an embolism, which might become a major clot, which will lead to all sorts of cool things
if it gets to the brain it might cause a stroke, which will be very painful
i'd estimate air to be less immediately deadly in small quantities and probably less painful, but definitely not a fun experience either


t. not a medical professional

 No.230998

>>230996
Pathetic display.

 No.230999

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>>230998
I'm gonna humor your bait because tsundere character~
For other wizzies,
>Penance
>3. (transitive) To remedy or fix (an undesirable state of affairs, situation etc.). [from 15th c.]
>5. (transitive) To correct or amend (a mistake, defect etc.). [from 16th c.]
You cannot unmake a mistake but you can amend it. For example, milk can not be unspilled, but it can be cleaned up, apologized for, and bought anew. His mistake was inaction at a critical moment, and he can rectify his inaction by acting on that event in a positive way now. It doesn't un-suicide the succubus, but it makes right his failure to act. This "making right(or in other words rectifying)" a past wrong is also called penance. How can he act on an event that has already passed? As this anon said,
>Either way it is impossible to "make up" for a """bad""" past action, the past is what no longer exist
Well, it's simple. In some cases you can apologize. If you've stolen(for example), you can return what you stole. Only the original poster can figure out for himself what he can do to right his wrong, although some people ask a priest.
Alright Asukawiz, I've taken your bait~~

 No.231001

>>230999
>Penance
>3. (transitive) To remedy or fix (an undesirable state of affairs, situation etc.). [from 15th c.]
>5. (transitive) To correct or amend (a mistake, defect etc.). [from 16th c.]
penance is supposed to be rectify there

 No.231002

>>230999
>equates dead people with spilled milk
Gold star for effort.
> it can be cleaned up, apologized for, and bought anew.
So I should dig the rotting body of the dead, clean it, apologize to this dead person for doing nothing, and then buy this dead person a new body? Your example is wrong because the owner of the milk still exists, unlike this dead succubus.
> It doesn't un-suicide the succubus, but it makes right his failure to act.
You have failed to show how it "makes it right".
>you can return what you stole
Sorry anon I cannot return life to the dead, if I could I would be doing that instead of posting here. The past is the past, in other words what no longer exists.

>Asukawiz

Dumb schizowiz thinks everyone who disagrees with him is the same person.

 No.231006

>>230994
>Train
>Jump
>Hanging
>Gun
>Poison
Thats how you kill yourself, anything else is nonsense. Stop shitting up this thread with these outlandish ideas that popped in your immature head.

 No.231010

>>231006
Forgot about exit bags, faggot?

 No.231011

>>231010
Thats an old meme.

 No.231061

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Maisa Tsuno, a member of popular Japanese rock band Akaiko-en, has died, the group's agency said Monday, with police suspecting suicide.

The 29-year-old guitarist and songwriter for the four-member female band was taken to a hospital on Sunday morning, where she was later pronounced dead. A person who went to see her in Tokyo made an emergency call, people close to her said.

Tsuno's death follows other recent cases of Japanese celebrities committing suicide or apparently doing so, including actress Yuko Takeuchi.
https://english.kyodonews.net/news/2020/10/ca26a1bf8874-member-of-japanese-rock-band-akaiko-en-dies-in-apparent-suicide.html

 No.231095

Acute pain is the driver of suicide. It doesn't matter if it is emotional or physical, acute pain is what inevitably drives a person to suicide. I experience chronic pain, and although it makes my life thoroughly intolerable, this chronic feeling is something that I have grown accustomed to. It does not make my life any more livable than if I were to be experiencing a serious acute pain; Chronic pain is different from the acute not in extremity but in the feelings they impart. When one experiences acute pain, the mind is told then to escape— by any means necessary. When one touches a flame, the acute pain and its reaction are simultaneous. Even if there were no easily identifiable cause the acute feeling by its definition forces a person to escape. I contrast this acuteness with the chronic.

Chronic pain can be extreme in its own way, but what it tells a person to do is very different. Chronic pain is inescapable. It fosters hopelessness, a desire to give up. There is no reason to fight a thing which has such an arcane and unknowable cause. It can be extreme to the same degree that an acute pain is, but the signal to the mind to escape is not there. In this way, a person can experience this persistence of pain but lack the feeling necessary to attempt an escape.

The immediate thought is that there can be no pain worse than the acute, as if anyone could in their mind imagine a continuous and inescapable acute pain such as burning it would be obvious that the depressive feeling of utter hopelessness would be much the wiser choice. This is in fact correct, but only because of the definitions by which acute is prescribed— that is, acute pain gives a person the desire to escape by any means necessary. One can become accustomed to chronic pain because they do not by feeling it have a need to make an immediate escape, thus the choice between an acute pain and a chronic one is simple; you choose the one that you can become accustomed to.

In writing these things, I do not mean to imply that a person cannot or will not attempt to escape chronic pain. A person will always attempt to either escape, or experience some pain to avoid a presumably worse future pain. The chronic does not in itself cause a person to experience the immediate need to escape as with the acute. However, chronic pain can give rise to acute pain.
Imagine (in the case of a physical example) a man with persistent back-aches— while he may be used to it, there may come a time when the persistence of his affliction cannot any longer be borne. The throbs of an aching back can become to him an acute pain which must then be escaped, or even the dread of a future ache can itself be something which must be escaped.

The transfer of the chronic to acute is what leads a chronically-pained person to act. In the case of a chronically depressed person, the change of his chronic feelings of pain and hopelessness can suddenly become an acute pain which drives him to make the only sensible choice; Having found no particular cause, solution, or location for his pain, he commits suicide. Suicide becomes the only answer for a person who experiences the immediate urge to escape from some pain but lacks any understanding of a cause or solution. Acute pain causes a person to escape by any means necessary.

For a while now I have been avoiding posting anything too depressing or suicidal. I have been playing games, watching anime, studying, and reading— all to no use. The persistent thoughts and feelings that possess me do not go away when uncultivated, they thrive in darkness and in light. No action or inaction slows or impedes their growth.
I have known for quite a few years now that when I inevitably die it will be because of suicide. I do not mean to say now "I'm going to commit suicide!" as some gesture. I am merely saying that at some point in time, perhaps days, or weeks, or years, or decade, I will kill myself. Who knows, I have at least three times in the past made attempts through which I had the utmost conviction that I would not survive, and yet I remain. Perhaps I may really die to disease or another person before I die to myself.
I suppose the only reason I still live now is the avoidance of acute pain. If I were to fail and severely injure myself I would have solved nothing and exponentially worsened things. Saying this, I know that pain cannot be the only reason. There is more to it. Fear? Uncertainty? I do not know.
I hope that the time I finally die is soon.

 No.231101

>>231095
Yeah, this explains why these celebrities can do it without hesitation while we're stuck rotting even though there's no way thing will improve for us. It always gets dismaying when some actress/pop star/etc. can do it like it's nothing but people who have nothing going for them just stagnate.

 No.231103

>>231101
>celebrities can do it without hesitation
A lot of them dealt with suicidal ideation for years before finally killing themselves, just like the wizzies in this thread. E.g., that wealthy fashion designer Kate Spade, IIRC, obsessed about suicide and often read and discussed about the suicides of others.

 No.231104

>>231095
So long and so wrong.
>>231101
>these celebrities can do it without hesitation
How tf do you even know? You don't often know about their life long suicidal tendencies until it's already completed.
You remind me of those "fans" listening to depressing music and act innocently surprised "wow I didn't know he was depressed" when their favorite singer suicide.

 No.231130

>>231006
What about drowning?

 No.231141

>>231104
I'm talking about cases where it's a sudden reaction to some sort of incident where they get a lot of shit for something. They just do it in response to the stress. It's possible they had considered it before but there are a lot of actresses/singers/etc. in South Korea who just do it based on something tipping them over the edge. There was a Japanese female wrestler who did it suddenly after she got social media heat for a reality show.

I didn't mean they were never depressed or considering it before. It's just usually not a super meticulously planned thing.

 No.231149

>>231011
it's possible but helium doesnt work, cuck balloon companies added 20% O2 because "muh ethics" crap they pretend to care about.

You need Nitrogen to do it but unfortunately it's pretty hard getting a big enough Nitrogen tank, you also need gas regulators and make sure the bag isnt air tight, etc

It's not impossible but way harder than how people make it out to be

 No.231150

>>230994
so painful you'd think you're in hell

 No.231190

Hopefully in a few years they broaden the scope to include mental illness and developmental disorders.
>The New Zealand End of Life Choice referendum was a binding referendum[1] held on 17 October 2020, with early voting taking place from 3 October, in conjunction with the 2020 general election and cannabis referendum, on the question of whether the End of Life Choice Act 2019 should come into force.[2] The Act would legalise voluntary euthanasia for those with a terminal illness and less than six months left to live, if confirmed to be eligible by two doctors.[1][3] New Zealand is the first country to put euthanasia legalisation to a referendum.[1]

>If the majority of voters support the legislation, it will come into force 12 months after the final vote count is announced.[4] Preliminary results for the referendum were released by the Electoral Commission on 30 October 2020, while official results are expected to be released on 6 November 2020. In the preliminary results, 65.9% of people supported the End of Life Choice Act while 34.1% were opposed.[5]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2020_New_Zealand_euthanasia_referendum

 No.231216

>>229335
Or maybe it has to do with going against fundamental instincts bred in you by millions of years of evolution. Objectively, it's very hard to justify why a state of being is better than the opposite, especially if your life is that of a typical wizard. In practice, nobody has an easy time going through the transition. Don't be so eager to pass judgment.

 No.231217

>>230662
I read some studies about people dying by trains. Most (like 60+%) had alcohol in their system. Apparently fatality rate is not 100% because some people just stand in front of the train and can be pushed off (minus some of their limbs). Many trains have some sorts of bumpers in front to help with that. The least psychologically stressful is probably to sit on the tracks facing away from the incoming train, but has the problem mentioned above especially if it's going slow. If your neck or torso or any significant limb has unimpeded access to a wheel, then for sure the speed won't even matter. Consider that for your limb not to be severed, you'd have to stop the whole train in its track. That's not happening.

For your other point, partial suspension works not be restricting air flow. You can still breath fine, but the blood doesn't make it to your brain. It takes less than 10 seconds for loss of consciousness if the artery is correctly blocked. It still produces very jerky movement, especially when you start getting brain damage. Anyone curious enough can find videos online. They exist.

 No.231218

>>231217
Hey, don't say something unlucky like that. And of course intoxication is nigh-necessary for a death that imposes itself so visually and certainly.

 No.231223

>>231217
I think what you described is a problem with slow moving trains. I really cant imagine getting "pushed off" by a train and not dying, 200 tons hitting you at 100, even 50km/h should plob you like a balloon. The body is 70% water, the shockwave alone running through your abdomen, your head should kill you instantly.
That said I am still worried, I am also scarred the decapitation wont succeed and I will remain a vegetable or cripple.
Everyday norps die in freak accidents just walking down the road, but a depressed wizard just has to keep going of course. This planet is a joke.

 No.231225

>>231217
>>231223
Can you post the studies you read?

 No.231234

>>231190
I hate normgroids with a passion, I hate them so much and their retarded laws you can't even begin to understand. First thing, the requirements for assisted suicide are silly, it should apply to people who have a life of misery ahead of them first and those who have 6 months to live second. Sure, it's great for the latter and it can save them a lot of unnecessary pain, but what about the others? No luck for them fuck them, oh you have severe depression, you went blind in New Shitland and 99% of the other shithole countries in the world, are you crippled? Too bad your life will be misery and we'll make suicide harder for you for no fucking reason to make sure your death is as frightening and painful as possible. And if you try to get drugs like opiates to ease your pain and maybe OD we'll send you to prison for it to get butt fucked.
And now the second point which is mind baffling, this law applies only to terminally ill people, they have absolutely NO chance of recovery all they have left is a few months of constant suffering or being vegetables pumped with morphine. Why, why in the absolute fucking hell would 34% of the people oppose this? What goes through their minds? Nooo, I'm not terminally ill and chances are I'll never be, but I won't allow you to pass away painlessly, not under my watch, I'll make sure you suffer and shit your pants for months in a hospital bed until you croak, you don't get an easy way out of this, bucko!
Absolutely pointless suffering, mind blowingly stupid.

 No.231239

Does just standing in front of a train work? I'm too scared to lay on the tracks and feel the noise of it approaching. Talking about freight trains there's no high speed rail here.

 No.231249

>>231223
>>231239
Just stop with the stupid train method, it's unreliable, extremely violent, requires massive balls to pull off and if it fsils to kill you instantly it's also extremely painful.
You people don't actually plan to kill yourselves do you? Just order some SN or nitrogen or light up a grill inside a closed space for god's sake.

 No.231266

>>231249
Unreliable, yet you suggest two other methods that are known for unreliability?
>extremely violent
At the point when someone considers a train they've either exhausted all methods that are less violent or have no other means of.
>requires massive balls
Not if you're unconscious with drugs and/or lots of alcohol.
I have no idea what your point is here. Wizards are either going to kill themselves or their not, your recommendations or discussion won't change that.

 No.231288

>>231249
If carbon monoxide was as easy as grilling in a closed space most people wouldnt be talking here.

I do remember some family accidentally killing their daughter as they put their portable BBQ in their tent and turned it on (I also heard you have to heat the BBQ outside until the charcoal is a whiteish colour then you put it inside the closed space and turn it on)

 No.231289

>>231266
Unreliable? SN and exit bag are known for unreliability? The peaceful pill suggests otherwise, got any evidence to support that? While I see how you can mess up the exit bag method if you are a complete dumbass I don't see how the SN method can fail unless you deliberately take a small dose which you shouldn't because if you can buy SN it usually comes in quantities that are more than enough to be lethal.

 No.231291

>>231288
Yes it's that easy. The thing is wizzies here don't actually want to die just indulge in escapism with suicidal ideation.

>some family accidentally killing their daughter

Yes and I don't understand why you put this example to contradict yourself.

 No.231292

>>231289
I'm a NEET with no identification of any kind, 63 cents in my backpack, and I know nobody to get anything from. Trains are a lot cheaper, as in free, and they're not unreliable as long as your torso rests where the wheels go.

 No.231293

>>231292
Cool, so how are you going to make sure you stay on the tracks when the train is approaching, the tracks are vibrating and the horn is honking?
You gonna buy 63 cents worth of alcohol to incapacitate yourself? Maybe tie yourself down, but there's really nothing to tie yourself to on the tracks maybe tie a big rock to yourself and carry it there.
Or you actually believe you're gonna power your way through this?

 No.231296

>>231249
>light up a grill
An alarm or a neighbor will call the fire department and you will be put on suicide watch with permanent brain damage from oxygen depletion.

>nitrogen

literary a meme, howany people kill themselves like that? How many die on the tracks? Exactly.

Suicide is inherently violent and not a pleasant way to die, if you cant lay down on the tracks you also cant sit down while suffocating.

 No.231298

>>231296
Just light it up inside a tent you can avoid silly things like your neighborur's alarm, also who the hell has carbon monoxide alarms where I live nobody has one. Now you're gonna say you're too socially inept or poor to buy a grill and a tent.
As for your other "point" you obviously don't understand how the nitrogen method works or else you wouldn't be saying stupid things like that. The whole point of it is to not feel like suffocating and you won't because of it's mechanism of action, you will also pass out after 2-3 breaths, a quick google search before you decided to have an opinion would've avoided this situation.
As for your question that's just straight up silly, more people die by train because that's a more accessible method, the exit bag method requires preparation and waiting and people who commit suicide usually don't plan it beforehand they do it under the impulse of strong emotions. This doesn't mean death has to be violent, that's just straight up wrong, a fentanyl overdose for example feels like absolutely nothing, you just inject the drug and it's lights out in a matter of seconds and you're gone, theoretically an exit bag should feel similar.

 No.231305

>>231293
>>231298
You sound real sweaty. I still have property of my own with me that I could use if I were going to(and I'm not saying I will). You know 90% of people here aren't even going to bother killing themselves, and if they do then they do and it's none of your concern. Why waste your time arguing with people that are more than likely looking for attention?

 No.231352

How many of you are struggling between the idea of suicide or becoming a drug addict to see if the ultimate cope will bring back your will to stay alive?

 No.231353

Has anyone else here benn banned from Sanctioned Suicide?

 No.231354

>>231353
No, wiz, I only occasionally lurk there. What did they ban you for?

 No.231355

>>231352
I am, but in order to become a proper junkie you need normgroid connections and also there's the risk of going to prison.
I think I'll just abuse alcohol and maybe try to get some benzos from a shrink, but I'm not sure I'll manage that.

 No.231357

>>231354
Making a really retarded post/thread where I said things I didn't mean when I was extremely drunk, I don't remember my motivation behind doing it other than I was drunk, I had a couple of back and forth emails with an admin trying to get myself unbanned, needless to say it didn't work, lol, they were cordial though.

 No.231358

>>231355
They're very strict with benzos over here, you basically can't get them from a doctor, I don't know, I'd certainly prefer being dead than being a junkie on the street, seems like hell, I just want a comfy life free of anxiety and I don't know how I'd do that without some sort of substance, I've been drinking for so long that it's not really as good as it used to be.

 No.231360

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Thinking about getting some fentanyl in the mail. Always wondered if my package got intercepted and i got busted. Would I get let off if I admitted I was going to kill myself with it?
I suppose they might put be in the sperghouse instead of prison.

 No.231361

>>230162
i really hate actual autistic posts like these. i don't know what cartoon world you guys live in where normalfag retail workers want to investigate every single customer that walks through the door.
"omg what if the guy at mcdonald's asks me why i bought chicken nuggets instead of fish sandwich" THIS NEVER FUCKING HAPPENS.
i've bought two guns and both times they didn't ask me a single question. jesus christ. you aren't as fascinating to wage slaves as you think you are.

 No.231390

>>231360
just claim you werent the one that ordered it. how dumb can you be? they can never prove it unless you leave evidence on your computer or something

 No.231394

>>231390
I wouldn't worry about it, DN markets are scams anyway, he's going to lose his bitcoin or monero

 No.231413

>>231361
If you already bought 2 guns, why aren't you dead?

 No.231423

>>230275
>20g a month
that's it? I smoke 10 grams in 2 days. You don't even know what addiction is. I'm guessing you're a teenager.

 No.231424

>>231423
>I smoke 10 grams of weed in 2 days
>I'm guessing you're a teenager.

Is this a joke?

 No.231425

>>231424
>is this a joke?
you are a complete fucking lightweight if you don't smoke this much. Try being a stoner who blazes every day past the age of 22. You'll build up a tolerance you previously thought was impossible. You baiscally become immune to weed. You start to need harder drugs to get your fix.

 No.231427

>>231425
I was referring to you accusing someone of being immature because they don't smoke as much weed as you. Now you've sold me and I'm sure everyone else here on the idea that you're the underage one for acting elitist over how many fags you suck on a daily basis. If you want to stink up your parents' house with your smelly mold smoke, go ahead, but don't stink up this board by talking like some wannabe gangster. "blaze up" lmao. There's an entire imageboard for people like you, it moves faster than this one and you'll find plenty of other teenagers there to one-up with your amazing drug doing skills.

 No.231428

>>231427
People who actually feel sad and have felt sad for a very long time end up developing drug addictions to cope. I guess your normalfag ass wouldn't know a thing about that though. Why don't you just post on facebook instead? You're clearly an edgy teenager trying to seem cool.

 No.231430

>>231413
im not suicidal. i made a tulpa that cured my depression. i'm just looking at every thread.

 No.231431

>>231428
Just stop it, its not working.

 No.231453

>>231353
No but I deleted my account there, what a mistake I did since now you cant use a vpn/tor while signing up :C

 No.231454

>>229281
Does anyone here not want to "quit" because of all these suicides done by normal/average people due to their "depwession" from quarantine? I dont want people thinking I died all because of quarantine

 No.231455

>>231454
>I dont want people thinking I died all because of quarantine

Don't worry, people will probably assume you did it because you were a shut-in loser with no gf. Many such cases.

 No.231465

>>231455
That's basically the same as quarantine, and I am not some shut-in loser, I am CTB because of reason's that are complicated and personal

 No.231466

>>231291
it's easy for those that dont want to die, but hard for those that do.
Also it only killed one person, the rest survived so it's probably a case of bad luck [for them].

 No.231469

>>231466
>it's easy for those that dont want to die, but hard for those that do.
Come the fk on.

 No.231470

>>231291
>The thing is wizzies here don't actually want to die just indulge in escapism with suicidal ideation.

And what's wrong with that?

 No.231482

>>231469
it's true, there are people who die accidentally via a specific way (not going to say what) and when I try replicating it, I fail, all the time.

 No.231486

>>231298
the thing is, a lot of people want to die painlessly, obviously anyone can kill themselves with a knife but because of our shitty nervous system and brain, we get the urge not to do it. With carbon monoxide, you need to set it up in a specific way in order not to let the carbon monoxide to escape the tent (as CO is lighter than air and so will rise), also if you do it wrong, the CO will burn your lungs, killing you painfully. It isnt that easy

 No.231493

>>231486
Why are you so focused on the carbon monoxide method? There's a reason I mentioned it last in my original post and only because wizzies were claiming they were broke.
You should really only try that if you can't aquire heroin/fentanyl, an inert gas that isn't helium (because normgroids) or sodium nitrite (in that order).

 No.231511

>>231493
>not helium
Is it because it's usually diluted? You can easily sieve the helium and get a >95% helium gas yourself with a few cheap tools.

 No.231514

>>231470
I don't really care, but as with pol they leak out all the time because no one takes these suicide generals seriously anymore.

 No.231517

>>229281
What music are you all going to listen to right before you die?

 No.231527

>>229281
Anyone know how to make poison by household items ?

The painless method is fentanyl but without money it cant be achieved. So i need to try something else. If i had fentanyl i would have done it already but there is no one donating it to us.

So i have to make poison in home. Someone help me

 No.231530

i will kill myself with a gun but i will take some people with me first wish me luck

 No.231531


 No.231532

Once you fall nobody picks you back up.

 No.231535

>>231530
Dont . Look at the consequences.

If you take people with you then more anti gun law will come and you would make it difficult for future suicidal people that wanna die by guns.

 No.231536

>>231530
Burn down something that will be funny to burn down

 No.231538

>>231530
Maybe we could have a suicide general meetup and you could make it easy for all of us.

 No.231539

>>231527
Well, there's the detergent method (hydrogen sulphide) that can be done with household chemicals, but it's risky, unreliable, and you could kill the people who will find your body.

 No.231566

https://exitunit.org/

this is a scam right? looks too easy

 No.231571

>>231566
What kind of sick, twisted normalfag made that site?

 No.231572

>>231566
Oh yeah, totally legit. I got the go ahead from a pharmacy in town. Costs a little more than getting it off the black market, but it's totally worth it.

 No.231578


 No.231579

>>231527
Even with money most people don't have the right connections go get fentanyl because our normgroid overlords made it illegal, even if you do find a plug you still run the risk of getting butt fucked in prison, even more so if you try the DM meme. This is so fucking absurd it's ridiculous, they really don't want you to have an easy way out of their hellhole.

 No.231604

Is a bottle of Valium and alcohol enough to kill me?

 No.231627

>>231604
You could never be too sure with pills, in theory it should kill you but maybe you get unlucky and end up brain damaged, now your family or some groid institution is gonna be legally required to keep you alive for as long as possible.

 No.231662

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>>231604
go back to rfch

 No.231669

Just gonna cope with drugs until i do it or someone else does.

 No.231676

>>231566
if it's too good to be true…

 No.231679

Convert to Wizlam. Blow yourself up with a suicide bomb to kill the crabs. Enjoy anime succubi in the afterlife.

 No.231680

>>231679
I'm terrified of the idea of an afterlife. I hope only peaceful non-existence awaits me.

 No.231683

>>231680
>peaceful non-existence awaits me.
Non existence can't be peaceful by definition. It can't be anything.

 No.231692

>>231683
It's like eternal sleep
Of course it's peaceful

 No.231693

>>231692
It's nothing like sleep. You don't cease existing when you sleep.

 No.231698

>>231692
>death is like sleep
There is no way to actually cognize the abstract concept of non existence if that is even what awaits us after death.
Why do people say death is like sleep anyway when the time before you were born is more "similar".
Afterlife could be real it is valid to consider it as a potential and a true pessimist can only think the next stage if there is one at all is actually much worse than this.

For all we know, after we die our consciousness may leave this universe to start as a universe on its own and suffer for a much longer period of time.

We can not be certain of a single thing. We cannot look past the representation and this is why empiricism fails to explain any of the big questions we have.

The only certainty is we can be uncertain and it appears better never to have been unless a blissful life awaits us.

 No.231704

>>231679
Saturn worship is normalfaggotry

 No.231705

>>231693
when you don't see dreams, you are non-concious at this period of time.

 No.231729


 No.231731

>>231729
My mum once asked me if I wanted to die with her in a suicide pact and I said she is so fat the rope would snap.
Suicide with your mum is literally the most cringe way to die.
Dying while fapping to tranny hypo would be probably be worse lol

 No.231790

>>231579
Is there really no easy alternative like fentanyl?

Its very agony to live everyday.

 No.231791

>>231790
I have sodium nitite and anti emetics ready to use.
Consider researching this route of exit.

 No.231793

I'm killing myself the day after tomorrow by overdosing on benzos and alcohol. I have a prescription for two months. So I'll have A LOT of pills.
I can't wait to cease to exist.

 No.231794

>>231790
Sodium nitrite + exit bag at the same time. From what I've read online SN by itself can be rather scary, there's a high chance you pussy out. Exit bag will knock you out and kill you, but if it somehow doesn't kill you the SN will while you are unconscious. In my opinion the best, painless legal method.
You could also try benzos + alcohol, but I wouldn't recommend.

 No.231798

>>231793
What benzo? That might not work. I was a fiend for years and just benzo and liquor at the same time was baby shit for me. Once took 60mg clonazepam at the same time with a bottle of gin and I just got amnesia.

 No.231799

>>231798
Valium.

 No.231811

Jealous of all you Americans who can just walk into Walmart and buy a gun to off yourselves with. Even just having the option of being able to go out into the middle of the woods and cap myself would make me sleep better at night.

Even getting hold of helium/nitrogen in a European nanny state is hard work, you gotta fill out forms and shit.

 No.231822

>>231799
Valium may work but seriously I used to take suicide attempt doses for fun many times and somehow never died.

 No.231924

What happens after you die?

 No.231953

>>231811
It takes more work to get a gun than my brain dead poor ass can put in

 No.231956

>>231924
Norms keep the farm going don't worry chief

 No.232000

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 No.232001


 No.232027

>>231924
Your body goes into the ground and becomes one with the earth. Or your ashes sit in an urn if you were cremated.

A lot goes on after you die, you just aren’t around to see it.

 No.232074

It's great how when I wake up I immediately start at a deficit, then I need to snort, drink, and consume drugs until I reach a neutral balance. Even hitting a positive return on each day is a herculean effort. I try to hold on to each positive feeling, even if it lasts just 5 minutes.

 No.232076

>>232027
sure but the awareness that looks through your body is not your body

 No.232079

>>231924
You will get your promised 72 virgins and you can NEET it up without any worries finally.

 No.232095

>>232074
Yeah, then you say to yourself I'll cut one of the substances out which tips the scale too far in one direction, or you say I'll stop everything at once and then you can't get out of bed in the morning. I've realised drugs are a temporary solution to a permanent problem for me so suicide seems more logical.

 No.232096

All I do now is watch YouTube videos, think about suicide and get agitated by every little noise I hear people I live with making.

 No.232108

>>231731
the rope i got only breaks at 600kg/1322lbs

 No.232116

>>232095
I've been trying to think of some way to make life livable for the past decade. Diet, exercise, drugs, music. I juggle different kinds of escapism all trying to find any combination which makes going through another 24 hours not just a hike through a plane of hell.

I just fail over and over again. Life cannot be made good. Something as simple as feeling ok is so unimaginably difficult.

 No.232124

>>232096
>and get agitated by every little noise I hear people I live with making.
This has been happening to me a lot lately too, which is weird because I’m not usually this jumpy or timid. Even doors closing too loudly or heavy footsteps coming up the stairs sets me off.

 No.232183


 No.232335

Am I missing something in relation to Sodium Nitrite? At least where I live, I can get one with 99.5% purity for cheap from a reputable vendor. It can't be that easy, right?

 No.232343

>>232335
Yes, from all the posts I've read about it I believe it is that easy. But I've heard some countries are thinking about restricting it, so you should decide soon.

 No.232345

>>232343
>But I've heard some countries are thinking about restricting it
I hate groids so fucking much.

 No.232353

>>232343
How much would one need to consume?

 No.232354

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 No.232390

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I assume it's Sodium Nitrite. Article goes on to mention they've successfully lobbied some online shops to stop selling it (UK), while others still sell it but now with a disclaimer.
>'I found my 23-year-old son dead after he killed himself with £8 substance'
EXCLUSIVE: Joe Nihill had dozens of online messages showing how to kill himself in the four days before his death - including where to buy the £8 substance he used.

A mother of a young man who killed himself after strangers on a pro-suicide website told him how to take his life is leading a campaign for a UK ban.

Fish and chip shop worker Joe Nihill, 23, exchanged dozens of messages with suicide advocates in the four days before his death.

Members shockingly suggested where to buy - and take - the readily available £8 substance he used to end his life.
https://www.mirror.co.uk/news/uk-news/i-found-23-year-old-23046681

 No.232394

>>232390
Whoever wrote this article was so lazy that they used the same photo just two images apart.

Also, this'll probably lead to another thing being banned for private purchase in this over-protective nanny state. Better stock up on sodium nitrite while I still can.

 No.232419

>>232354
>>232390
I'm unironically devastated, i can't seem to find anywhere that sells this shit online in my country.

 No.232440

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What do you guys think about black powder gun? Would a civil war gun kill you?

 No.232443

>>231680
>>231683
>>231692
The idea that death is eternal nothingness sounds too damn good to be true. I doubt I'll get out of existence this easily. Human religions don't seem trustworthy though, so if there is an afterlife, I assume I'll be reincarnated into something that's currently incomprehensible to us.

 No.232448

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>>232440
A wiz bought a black powder pistol in a previous thread IIRC. Just don't buy one made in the north. Don't give those bluebellies the pleasure!

 No.232449

>>232440
Assuming you are not a troll, why don't you just do a partial hanging??

 No.232480

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Any guides about how to make exit bag properly? I failed once and puked myself like dog. Dont wanna make same mistake again.

 No.232483

>>232480
>Any guides about how to make exit bag properly?
Five Last Acts – The Exit Path (2015 edition): The arts and science of rational suicide in the face of unbearable, unrelievable suffering

 No.232485

>>232480
What gas did you use? Did you use an inert gas like helium, nitrogen, argon, etc., or did you use something else?

 No.232494

How should I pull a Nitrite without access to metoclopramide or tagamet? My country is very strict when it comes to drugs (you can't even buy a morning after pill without prescription, I shit you not). I may have to consider doing it without any anti-vomit drugs if push comes to shove. No friendly doctors either.

 No.232498

>>232497
Why would it be on etsy? isn't that for arts and crafts shit?

 No.232499

>>232498
i can't find it now, it says unavailable but they were selling it a month ago when i checked the webpage.

 No.232502

>>229856
Why do you consider leaping from large heights to be slow? What if I jump from an 8 or more stories and make sure there's no trees in the way and a solid hard floor at the end?

Also, if anyone can link to a partial suspension hanging in depth guide that'll be great simce I can't seem to find one.

 No.232507

>>232449
because it doesn't work

 No.232561

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>>229281
What's the maximum barrel length a shotgun can have while being able to put it in your mouth and still be able to pull the trigger with your fingers? I'd rather not have to deal with the trouble of pulling the trigger with my toes, sawing down the barrel, or using a stick or something to pull the trigger. Would a 26 inch shotgun work or should I go shorter?

 No.232562

>>232561
Can't you measure your arm?

 No.232563

>>232562
My arm is a bit over 23 inches

 No.232565

>>232561
a string. you can just tie a string around the trigger.

 No.232568

>>232561
You can always do it the Hemmingway and pull the trigger with your toes.

 No.232574

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Today is the fiftieth anniversary of Mishima's suicide.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yukio_Mishima

 No.232584

>Too Young to Die: These Young People See Euthanasia as Their Only Option

>In Too Young To Die, VICE investigates how the Netherlands and Belgium deal with psychologically suffering young people who desire a self-chosen death.


>In 2017, host Gwen Pol followed several patients, their relatives and care providers for a year. She meets 27-year-old Nadia - who is in the final phase of her euthanasia process - and Maud's next of kin. Maud's euthanasia request was rejected, but at the age of 20 she took her own life. We also spoke to emeritus professor Frank Koerselman, who strongly opposes euthanasia on the grounds of psychological suffering.


Enable captions, and it seems they blocked the youtube in my country so I uploaded it to mega. You need to download for embedded subtitles.

http://mega.nz/file/Oj4ygSiQ#9yoKhiXQp_pNFnJ5Gn-lbkgK-ZUnSKBHDJCNsFtfSxs

 No.232585

>>232584
I think people like me should be able to kill themselves but letting those people suicide is just irresponsible and inhumane.

 No.232591

>>232565
If you use a string, you would have to wrap it around the handle of the gun so that it would be able to pull the trigger. If the gun is facing towards you, you are pushing the trigger instead of pulling it.

 No.232653

>>232585
What's the diffrenece between you and them? Why do you think you should be granted to ultimate freedom while they continue to suffer mental torture?
I for one would love to sign up for a euthanasia program instead of thinking of painful and unsure ways to die (I don't have access to guns in my country, and even with a shotgun things can go wrong).

 No.232655

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After getting very depressed and starting thinking about suicide seriously, things got worse. So despite things never improving, I found my mental state was far better when not thinking about suicide, or thinking at all, i.e., be distracted.
So ~2-4y later, I have some savings and wondered if can't get a gun or a ton of coke safely, with certain death as a goal. I have a contact who's had dealings with weeds, but he's unlikely to be able to get me any goods. Kinda sad, really.

 No.232680

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>>229281
I'm nervous as fuck to go to the gun store and buy my first gun. How the fuck do I make myself less nervous?

 No.232689

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If you were given one million dollars, right now, would you still want to suicide?

For me, the desire would be totally gone. I could accomplish anything with that money and fix most if not all of my problems with ease.

 No.232691

>>232689
Nope. I'd be a life affirming dipshit instantly.

 No.232692

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>>229281
How effective are .410 bore shotguns for suicides? Are they much more effective than high caliber handguns, like 45 Colt/ACP?

 No.232693

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>>232689
>If you were given one million dollars, right now, would you still want to suicide?
Yes.

 No.232695

>>232692
A standard/high velocity .410 bird, buck, or slug round out of a 12" barrel will produce enough expanding gas to pop your skull open like a watermelon, and enough lead to scramble your brain. Aimed at the brainstem through the mouth would likely completely sever your nerve center and render you dead and painless

 No.232698

>>232695
How does that compare to a .45?

 No.232708

>>232585
>is just irresponsible and inhumane.
Because?
You sound like some concerned "think of the children" type succubus or their male version.

 No.232711

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 No.232713

>>232689
Money removes some anxiety about living and provides some material comforts, but most people here are suicidal because they just despise themselves.

 No.232714

>>232698
The only advantage a .45 pistol round will have over the .410 slug is accuracy, debatable if the slug is rifled or is fired through a rifled barrel. The .45 can still kill, but the gases produced will be fewer and if you're firing from a handgun the muzzle velocity will take a toll.

Pistol cartrige suicides are definately easier to 'salvage', as in life cultists have an easier time making a vegetable husk of a human out of your corpse if the hole in the head is clean and the bullet still in one piece. Not so easy when a bunch of little pellets entered at a higher velocity through a hole that can't be plugged with just a finger. Of course, when left alone, a pistol shot to the brain will kill, but you have to make sure nobody is around to throw your meat in the freezer before it spoils.

 No.232716

>>232713
But with enough money, you could rectify self-hatred, you could get:
>therapy
>meds
>a gym to get fit
>good and healthy foods
>a nice place to live
>spoil your parents after years of living as a neet
The list honestly goes on.

 No.232718

>>232716
>therapy
>meds
>a gym to get fit
>good and healthy foods

All of these things are pretty affordable and I doubt that gym membership fee is what's stopping all these wizzies from being fit.

>a nice place to live


Like with all material comforts, after the initial high wears off, you get used to it. The thing about a big house is that it also amplifies loneliness and maintenance responsibilities.

>spoil your parents after years of living as a neet


This one will probably work, at least for a little while. If it will help with guilt about being a burden to others, but if you have a terrible relationship with your parents, you'll quickly realize they only care about your money.

Money doesn't magically make things better. If your daily anxieties and low mood are financially related then yeah, a million bucks is going to put a smile on your face. But a lot of reasons for why people suffer is because of unfixable character defects, past trauma and terrible or simply non-existent relationships, things that don't really get better by throwing money at it.

 No.232722

>>232721
Write a will. I'm pretty sure it's like any other asset that you own, assuming the money's legal.

 No.232732

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>>232714
What if the .45 is a hollow point?

 No.232733

>>232714
what do you think about .44 black powder guns ?

 No.232746

how can I buy hemp rope in home depot (or any other store) without looking suspicious?

 No.232747

>>232732
I guess that would help to mulch you up a bit more, but be weary some hollow point is sold with a lower velocity charge to maintain accurate trajectory.
>>232733
I can't say I'm familiar with the ballistics of black powder ball ammo, but if you have the ability to obtain and reload black power firearms, you probably have easy access to black or smokeless power, of which an exit helmet or good old IED would be easy to make and use against yourself. Black powder produces a lower velocity, and revolvers, especially those of antiquated design, tend to waste much of the gas out of the cylinder gap. They can kill for sure, but there are better options out there.

Not going to lie, I've never actually shot myself in the head before, but just know that something able to kill a human or medium game from a shot to the chest at a distance will also be able to kill a human with a direct .0 shot to the brain stem. The important thing for all calibers is that you take the shot in a place where nobody can come to your rescue. There are several videos of big guys taking their life with a 9mm to the head. They shoot, bleed for a few seconds, and then their heart stops while their blood pressure drops to irrecoverable levels. There are even more videos of guys lightly holding a 12 gauge up to their head, and then, well, their head goes away. A video exists where a young guy shoots himself in the chest with a 9mm at a range and despite immediate response from trained personnel, he died.

If you're truly committed to death by gunshot, a hyperdose of blood thinners (such as headache medicine) and muscle relaxants could go a long way to easing your passing. Alcohol also helps, but they say you're not supposed to operate firearms while under the influence as you could hurt yourself.


>>232746
Does it need to be hemp exactly?

Buy a $3 wood hole boring drill bit in the diameter as the rope you're using. If they ask say you're making a rope ladder for your hunting blind / tree fort / boat out of reclaimed wood. Toss the bit in to some boomer's driveway on the way home, give him something to tell his family about at dinner.

 No.232748

>>232689
I'd hire a hitman to shoot me dead and make it clean then make sure the paramedics find me first before my parents. I'd give the hitman 300,000 and my parents the rest.

 No.232749

>>232748
yeah nice plan

>Hitman is an undercover cop

>he arrests you
>you're fined $2,000,000
>parents sell their house to pay the rest
>placed into suicide watch
>solitary straightjacket for 20 years
>virginity stolen everyday by doctors and other inmates
>Finally get out
>Medical science has advanced in 20 years
>Any death can be recovered from now
>try to kill self but get revived
>medical bills through the roof
>go to prison if you can't pay
>live forever as a sex toy for inmates

 No.232750

>>232749
Better than your plan of becoming a succubus.

 No.232754

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>>232747
>of which an exit helmet or good old IED would be easy to make and use against yourself
An exit helmet like pic related? Tell me more about how to make an exit helmet.

 No.232755

>>232746
Just order rope off Amazon. No human interaction required.

 No.232761

>>232754
If you're going the shotgun shell route, the best place to start would be obtaining steel tubing to house the shells. There are a few 3D printed shotgun designs on Youtube and elsewhere that include details about what type of standardized tubing is feasible. If obtaining steel isn't convenient, you could go the route like in your picture where you place the shells in little holes drilled in the helmet and then build up epoxy around them. Resin used in laying fiberglass also works well with cotton instead of the fiberglass material itself, so you could build up a strong structure quickly out of old rags or t-shirts. You'll want a helmet with a chin strap for sure, but nothing designed to crack under pressure such as a bicycle or motorcycle helmet. a hard hat with a cotton belt weaved through the inner frame should do. The shells should be mounted at least 1/4" away from the surface of your head, ideally about 1" to allow enough headspace for the wadding to bounce out of the way so the pellets can do their thing. The electrical side is beyond me. I'll try to draw something up later

If you're just using black or smokeless power, no helmet is actually necessary. An unpressurized 1lb canister of either, when ignited, will burn quick and hot enough to blow a body to pieces. You could tape a can or two to your skull and drop a match in to either one. Even better if you do contain the blast somewhat in say an emptied propane cylinder

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>>232749
>Any death can be recovered from now
Good morning, wizzie, looks like you accidentally jumped off a bridge again. But don't you worry, I promise we'll have you patched up in time to work your next shift!

 No.232777

>>232747
I've checked many options. Exit helmet seems unavailable and i've looked for quite some time. IED is really not an option, way too complicated and hazardous. While i have easy access to black powder replicas (they are legal here), guns aren't an option in my country.

Finding a place is easy for me. I'm just wondering if i would just end up agonizing for minutes or even hours, or if i'll be out quickly. It'll be a Pietta Cal .44 handgun. And explaining my ownership of such a handgun is quite easy in my case (way more than an exit helmet lol).

But again, those were used in war so i suppose that shooting it from a direct shot is pretty successful. Do you have any advice to aim the brain step properly?

 No.232786

>>232761
The suicide helmet in the pic above had a backup mechanism that used a slingshot-like mechanism that caused a nail to strike the primer. Maybe you could make something similar for detonating a shotgun shell in steel tubing.

 No.232806

>>232777
I think singleshot would be better choice

 No.232853

>>232806
very hard to procure


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