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 No.230614[Last 50 Posts]

I can't, I just can't stop with this porn addiction, I don't even enjoy it anymore, I just do it because I have the hope of feeling something but in the end is always the same, I've tried everything to stop, my longest streak was 32 days but, the boredom I experienced was horrible, everyday I cut my internet access but since I have no job or go to school I was all the day bored, I could not enjoy my anime because of the flatline I think I may have neet anhedonia, I haven't go to school since 1 year ago when I dropped out of high school, I cannot get a job because I am a high school drop out, I cannot go back to to school because of corona virus, my brain is fried, I cannot stand this anymore.

 No.230658

Go back to school
Go to college

 No.230705

Longest no fap is over four months, would've gone longer just broke for the hell of it. balls hurt but for sure got nocturnal emissions out of it which is cool.

 No.230710

>>230614
LOL. I have not busted a nut except wet dreams for a few years.

 No.231111

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sexuality is demon possession
you are entering the line of intermittend evil
it is completely beyond belief how all this depravity can be considered normal
all had for free just one mouse click away
i am still seeking some spiritual revelation to break free of all those earthly desires
maybe self murder is the only way out
even thinking about those cursed succubi makes me wanna cut my wrist open
but there must be some purpose in this struggle
there must be some light at the end of the tunnel
there must be something much greater than all this temporary pleasure that can be had with little to no effort
we have to go beyond ourselves somehow
i want to know how aaaaaah

 No.231112

I'm a lust demon

 No.231140

>>231112
Is this a bannable offense?

 No.231171

basically the more conservative view on sexuality from the old days was correct, apart from repression/suppression

 No.231178

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>>231171
We truly live in the end times where this degeneracy is the norm.
When I went to hs there was no moment normalniggers didn't talk about sex. Since I live in one of the most depraved countries on earth, in elementary school they taught us already at the age of 10-12 about the most degenerated sexual acts. It's a crime against humanity. They are raping innocent child souls. There is no purity on this planet anymore. Everyone is a degenerated subhuman.

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 No.231183

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>>230710
Same here.
Why does no one remember the typical /sig/ rules for no-fap?

>cold showers

>fasting or eating once a day
>exhaustive sport
>restrain gaze from stimuli
>lowering "vata" and "pitta" doshas
>practice deep breathing
>get any other distractions, even if moderately bored about them

 No.231236

I now know why sexuality was repressed back in the olden days. The overwhelming lustful craze puts aside all rationality all so you can release your mana.

It's sick, irrational, anti-scientific, anti-knowledge, and anti-civilization in nature.

 No.231237


 No.231247

There is nothing wrong with porn.
There is nothing wrong with masturbation.

Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. The anti-porn and anti-fap posters in this thread or in general are failed normals. There isn't anything degenerate or bad about enjoying masturbation and embracing porn. Grow up, guys.

>>231178
I love to fap to black whores and mulattos. What is wrong with it? A sophisticated man derives the most pleasure from other races.

 No.231254

>>231247
Wizchan 2020

 No.231300

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>>231236
But they failed to control such energy, for it still had an undercover influence. Only two types of civilizations achieved the balance required: asians (taoists) and hindus (tantra)

>>231247
Be aware against *types* like this one, for they call you towards a painful, accelerated premature aging, losing your essence is considered a sin against the own body according to ancient medicine systems.

Learn more. Know what you are losing: https://www.netdoctor.co.uk/healthy-living/sex-life/a33655891/semen-retention/

https://www.thedaobums.com/topic/39140-real-taoist-semen-retention-practices/

Apart of the obvious losses that miscegenation brings…

 No.231302

Nofap is a normie cultish bullshit.
But cutting out porn from your is a good idea.

 No.231304

>>231254
>Wizchan 2020
Wizchan 2020

 No.231308

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>>231247
>There isn't anything degenerate or bad about enjoying masturbation and embracing porn. Grow up, guys.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MF0yEar8Akw&t=995s

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>>231308
Le epic 90 year old racist caricature

 No.231331

>>231330
>actually getting offended at the happy merchant
lmao

 No.231334

>>231183
I still have yet to see a point to NoFap though. What do you achieve by not masturbating, other than being able to say you aren't?

 No.231335

>>231300
thanks for the reccourses
how did you achieve this wizdom, wiz?

 No.231339

>>231334
There's no use case. It's just a trend that became popular

 No.231401

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>>231300
aaah help me bro. I'm so close to nutting rn. I can't get this shit out of my head

 No.231457

>>231247
not so much with masturbation. But porn is definitely bad. Some day you'll see that for yourself. Unfortunately if you masturbate you will always fall back into your porn habits.

 No.231496

>>231457
No, anti-porn shares its roots with anti-masturbation arguments in general. It is used by normals to try to shame us "weird" guys. "Lol, you masturbating to porn is bad! Just get a succubus you faggot xd" and the like is what is at the bottom of anti-porn feelings and ideologies. Or what, do you prefer masturbating to succubi you actually know irl than to masturbate to whores you don't know?

 No.231498

>>231496
if you watch porn and masturbate you are craving succubus and are not celibate at all

 No.231499

>>231496
by promoting and using porn, you declare yourself a slave to the femgroid and the jews/japs producing it

 No.231500

>>231498
Better to give in to your passions for 15 minutes a day than to roleplay like a monk while torturing yourself with all that sexual frustration.

 No.231501

>>231499
>slave
No, not really. I don't spend any money on porn and all that so it is all right.
>jews/japs
I wish the election was already over. Then tourists like you would fuck off back to /pol/.

 No.231509

I don’t really have a strong opinion on if porn is bad or not, but it sounds like your bigger problem is that you don’t have any hobbies to fill your time as a NEET so if you don’t watch porn you get bored. I suggest you get some kind of project to fill your time with, like writing, building models, drawing, playing an instrument, reading, teaching yourself a skill, gaming, etc.

 No.231518

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>>231509
I'm trying, Anon, I'm trying. It's just hard to build such habits if you have lived without any goals or passions for years just endlessly wasting away. That's the problem many one sites such as these have.

 No.231521

>>231518
Yes it's difficult, I have similar problems. One thing you can try to help improve is just doing nothing. Set a timer on your phone and sit still staring at the wall. When you want to move, don't, just wait for the timer. I used to do this as a technique to make any activity seem more interesting. Once you do nothing, doing something is easier. Another way is to have a set activity you want to learn, and have 1 hour per day where you can only do that thing and not allow yourself to go on the internet or anything.

 No.231528

>>231334
There is a fundamental force in the seed of the man, that makes him loive longer, stay healthier, think faster… everything.

If you read -Chapter 6- in "The Tao of Sex, health and longevity" you'll know how much important this is.

It is a spiritual battle, too, as the wizs here indicate >>231457 , >>231499

>>231500
It's called sublimation. Can work out quick if you develop your skills at it.

>>231521
Now that's the torture to me. x(

 No.231670

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succubi are straight from hell
there is no other way explaining this

 No.231671

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I went full blown degenerate again after 10 day nofap streak

 No.231887

>>231671
Did you use cold water? Strenous sport? Fasting? Alcaline diet? Deep breath techniques some time a day?

No-fap cannot be hold just like that. You need to build the barricades.

 No.231891

>>231670
No, venus

 No.231907

>>231887
cold showers is the only thing I did.

 No.234568

>>230614
Easypeasymethod(dot)org

Read it anon. You got this.

 No.234569

>>230614
Unless you're an NPC every temptation can be resisted.

 No.234592

>>231887
I don't do any of that and haven't fapped in 3 months. The moment I stopped watching porn I never got horny enough to do it. No porn is the real deal. With no porn you simply don't get tempted to masturbate, no fap follows automatically.

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>>231140
no. but some of the mods' ego may decide otherwise

 No.234906

>>234905
She basically admitted she's a succubus.

 No.234907

>>231334
porn has been linked to many mental illnesses such as depression, anxiety and OCD, simply cutting porn out of your life can help with these drastically.
I'm someone who suffers from OCD and porn addiction, I can tell you my OCD gets better even after a week off of it.
It just helps remove clutter from your head.
So yes, despite what the fapthreadfags will say to ya, porn and fapping can make your life unmanagable.

 No.234908

>>234906
no way do you know it's not a joke…

 No.234910

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 No.234913

>>234910
nice 3d

 No.234920

>>234913
Just listen the audio.

 No.234942

After I started taking kratom in fairly high doses I pretty much lost the urge to fap. Of course I'm probably addicted to it

 No.235642

>>230614
Have you tried pluckeye?

 No.235661

>32 days

Porn is as addictive as cocaine, going by brain scans. You really think 32 days is going to do it? A drug addict saying he doesn't feel better after a month would be met with "yeah no shit, it's only a month".

Realistically, it'll probably take 3-6 months before you seriously start feeling better and even then you'll, like other drug addicts, have residual effects and cravings that never really go away. Recovered meth addicts have told me that after work on shitty days, they still crave the pipe, and this is after years.

 No.235664

>>235661
I'm really tired of equating a natural bodily function with drugs.

 No.235679

>>235664
He explicitly said porn not masturbation. The latter is natural the former is not. Our brain is not adapted to the effortless and constant and virtually infinite access to pornographic material that we have today.

 No.235681

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>>230614
Just get into meditative sex.

 No.235689

>>235681
What did he mean by this?

 No.235690

>>235689
It's like you practice getting yourself into an imaginary body and then have sex from there. It's a skill, though, it takes effort to practice. Think a sort of dream like state.

Even if your problem isn't masturbation, this helps (it helped me at least), with that feeling of always having to look for more succubi, because to do this you kinda need to focus on one for a while so you can see and feel her properly. You have to basically "learn" the succubus, if that makes sense.

 No.235693

>>235690
I see, basically vivid daydreaming? The problem with that approach is that there is no climax like with masturbation. One could potentially spend hours each day fornicating in one's mind and never truly feel done and satisfied. If you go further and give this mental succubi a stable image, personality, a shared history together, you basically create an idealized relationship with an image that might further exacerbate negative emotions about reality and the misguided belief that another person will finally make you feel satisfied and complete.

Think of it like meditating about food, the end result is never a satisfaction of the craving but rather more and more craving.

 No.235695

>>235693
It's a way of experiencing sexuality in a more pleasurable way. As for "spending hours doing it", that isn't necessarily the case. Personally I find that to be much more satisfying than masturbation, not only are orgasms better, but at the end I feel like I actually enjoyed myself, instead of feeling like I've just wasted 1 hour rotting my brain with porn.

Something that is important to realize is that you need to learn how to control your sexual desires, and you need to learn how to say no. That's really the only way you can indulge in them in a healthy manner without being a slave to them. Truth is, if you fap and then keep staring at porn, the urge will come back again, no matter how many times you do it. Sure, at some point your dick will be too sore, but then you'll just me miserable.

>you basically create an idealized relationship with an image that might further exacerbate negative emotions about reality and the misguided belief that another person will finally make you feel satisfied and complete.

Bruh, it's just sex, relax. It's just a recreational thing, you don't have to make an imaginary girlfriend out of it. And we're in wizchan, what are you gonna do, get a real girlfriend? Also
>Needing other people to feel complete
That's a whole can of worms in and of itself.

But you probs don't believe me, it's one of those things you can only see for yourself.

 No.235708

>>235690
>>235695
Just get a gf, jeez.

 No.235709

>>235708
Literally why would I go back down when I've ascended?

 No.235721

>>235709
More like you found a convoluted way to cuck yourself with imagined pussy. But whatever works.

 No.235726

>>235721
Stay mad, bro.

 No.235873

wizchan 2021

 No.235951

porn fucked me up. i legit started looking at it when i was like 10 and didnt know any better. i am 18 now and i am consumed with urges i can never satisfy and crazy slippery slope fetishes with no basis in reality. im trying to quit porn because i know my mind is being made a slave to it but i am thinking about sex like most of the day and i cant concentrate on anything else

 No.235955

>>235951
>porn fucked me up
>i am 18
just shut the fuck up

 No.235957

>>235951
> i am 18
That's so cute.

 No.235958

>>230614
>I haven't go to school since 1 year ago when I dropped out of high school
>>235951
>i am 18 now
God I wish I could go back to being a teenager

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 No.235961

Damn, if I were 18 again I'd have done everything I could to escape neetdom. Enjoy those years of naivety while you still can.

 No.235962

>>235961
you can't escape your fate you silly, realistically speaking it's likely there was nothing you could have done at that time, at least not without the help of others o with a good upbringing and the right genes and favorable circumstances.

 No.235963

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>>235962
Why did God want me to be a fucking loser with PTSD and addiction problems?

 No.235964

>>235963
every movie needs faceless background people

 No.235965

>>235963
If there's a God and he's well-intentioned, it must be akin to when you're drawing something and you're trying really hard but keep making measurement mistakes that causes everything to looks progressively worse and the end result is one eye being a full eye size above the other and it looks like complete shit in the end even though you gave your best.

>>235964
Actually that wiz has two big problems that only main characters have in the movies.

 No.235966

>>235965
>>235964
Indeed, if anything my suffering is mostly entertainment to others - the more frustrated you become the more hilarious they become in their superiority. Keep watching movies and you'll end up just like them, trust me. Not everything is a joke or a competition, compassion is actually hard

 No.235967

>>235959
>>235957
>>235955
literally i dont see whats wrong. the rules say 18 and older is allowed

 No.235968

>>235967
many wold like to change that rule

and my point was that it's stupid to say someone is fucked for life at just 18, you edgy dumb bitch

and it's funny how they can just never mention their age to tell their story, but noooooo, look it's fucking everywhere here. why? are you fucking retarded?

 No.235969

>>235968
We've all been there, instead of being hostile try to use your experience to tell him something.

 No.235970

>>235969
Some of us had the sense to not mention our age.

 No.235982

I fell into a bad porn addiction as well over the last 3 months, I end up consuming porn several times a day alongside masturbating. I can really feel how it drains my energy and how my depression got worse. This started when I quit smoking and alcohol, I guess my brain had to come up with another addiction.

 No.235984

>>231178


>>231178
This used to bother me as well but as I grow more mature I can see through the bullshit.

You gotta understand the psychology behind sluts and guys who chase them. Men get horny and just want to cum while succubi are usually just acting like horny sluts with an alterior motive such as getting attention and validation from others since the easiest way for a succubus to be noticed is to act like a slut and talk about cunts and cocks all day.

The only time a succubus is truly horny is when she's cheating on her partner or when some really attractive dude is giving her enough attention for her bloated ego.

This whole over sexualized stuff is based on mental health problems such as borderline personality disorder and the young people who really get into it are usually succubi as they get fucked by mad dudes while guys engage in it way less and have way less sexual partners if any.

The conclusion of all this is no matter how some people try to display this as normal, it will eventually dissappear and some statistics already show that young people are actually having less sexual experiences than the generation before, there's a small amount of succubi and men who engage in sexual acts a lot but the majority is engaging in it way less.

The few guys who really have a lot of sex (without money or relationships involved) are just a very small fraction and its been proven that most guys have a hard time getting chosen by succubi for just sexual contact because of the succubi's crazy high standards and porn raised this bar even higher. Just look at the average penis size, how many guys are actually jacked and how many are actually looking over average, its not that many and all the other men only get to have sex when there's materialistic things involved so they don't even get the real deal, they could just masturbate in a fleshlight cause the succubi don't really want them sexually anyway.

I'm confident that society will fix this issue all by itself, it just takes some time and I don't think that we will fall into total perversion as more and more young people are getting overwhelmed by all this bullshit. I think sluts will eventually become less interesting in society and sex will lose its importance while porn only survives because its addicting like a drug.

 No.236017

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My porn addiction has gotten to a whole new level

I've been edging for 3 days straight, making porn compilations and all other degenerate kinds of stuff. I've joined multiple porn discords and shared my content, all while jerking off with my pre-cum and never cumming.

Yesterday for 15 hours straight, I was edging and making porn montages, not eating anything, and searching for the most degenerate porn imaginable to download and put into my montages. I haven't really ate anything since Monday and my stomach hurts.

I've accumulated over 100gb of porn in the last 3 days and made multiple social media accounts to promote my content and get recognition. The only reason I'm writing this right now instead of making and jerking off to porn is because I just came and now I feel absolutely disgusted with myself and my stomach feels sick to the point I want to kill myself out of pure devastation.

Is it over?

 No.236018

>>236017
>is it over?
Well, that depends, what did you watch?

 No.236022

>>236017
I do not understand it at all.

 No.236023

>>236017
Maybe try to finish as fast as possible, so you can avoid these giant time sinks by bringing out the self-disgust sooner. Even jerking 5-6 times a day for 15 minutes each isn't that bad compared to a 3 day porn binge.

Also, if you're making montages/compilations, please don't put stupid fucking music on top of it because it instantly kills my boner.

 No.236268

>>236023
>Also, if you're making montages/compilations, please don't put stupid fucking music on top of it because it instantly kills my boner.
Finally someone said it!

 No.236283

>>236023

>Also, if you're making montages/compilations, please don't put stupid fucking music on top of it because it instantly kills my boner.


Ok, I fucking lol'd.

 No.236362

>>230614
I was on the fucking shemale section on xvideos and scrolling through the videos I see a nigger. What the fuck? Why do they have to ruin everything?

 No.236364

>>236362
Oh yes that's the main problem, not the fact you fap to trannies like a degen homo, BUT A BLACK TRANNY THATS TOO FAR

 No.236377

>>236364
How can you complain about "degenerates" when in the eyes of the conservative boomers who came up with that term everyone on here is a degenerate as well. How can you be on this site and be bothered by something like that.

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>>236362
Fistbump trannybro. I've been jerking my wand to trannies for years now, natal wombyn simply can't compete. But yeah never to tranny nigger faggots. Fuckin' YUCK.

 No.236484

>>236380
imagine being this much of a faggot

 No.236485

>>236484
At least he's not a negrophiliac.

 No.236489

>>236485
Don't worry, wiz. I'm sure Tyrone will dump your mom/sister soon and you won't have to listen to their negrophilia anymore.

 No.236519

Stop listening to the opinions of retards like a slave. Porn is one of the best achievements of the modern world. Before internet porn people like us were in a really bad situation because they couldn't live out their sexual instincts like we can. If anything, we need more porn and a more porn-tolerant society.

Classical morality should die already, seriously. This platonic/christian idealistic craziness is responsible for the mental instability of many generations with its repression of natural urges.

 No.236520

>Porn people like us
you mean like people like this guy?

 No.236608

>>236520
Tried watching it, I swear, but these wacky/meme humor videos just don't appeal to me.

The fact still remains that loner virgins profited the most from the industry of porn.

 No.236609

>>236608
>loner virgins profited the most from the industry of porn.

And not the jewish producers and legal prostitutes?

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>>236608
>we the virgins profited the most from porn

I can't see my stacks of money anywhere.

 No.236634

>>236611
how can u know that jesus was virgin? for all we know, he might as well wasn't

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>>236608
>The fact still remains that loner virgins profited the most from the industry of porn.

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>>236608
>The fact still remains that loner virgins profited the most from the industry of porn.

>>236519

 No.236637

>>236636
>hurr porn prevents me from getting laid

 No.236638

>>236637
it sucks a wizards magic mana and destroys your ability to think properly among those acceptance towards jewish untermenschen subversion

 No.236639

>>236635
>>236636
try harder, fuckface

 No.236640

>>236609
>>236611

The jewish producers would have found other ways to make big amounts of money easily even in a world without porn. Same for the "legal prostitutes". But tell me, how would we satisfy our sexual desires without porn? We would be forced to stalk the females in our area and to take photos or videos of them and masturbate to that. Isn't it just much easier to watch or download videos freely?

>>236638
Because with all that pent-up sexual frustration that would pile up in you without porn you could think much more cleanly, right? Porn liberates us from our sexual desires by indulging in them for a short time instead of trying to resist them and suffer under them like you advocate for.
Here is a bit of truth: you won't man up suddenly by avoiding porn and masturbation. You won't become some kind of Buddha who will be freed from all impure passions. You will be just even more frustrated and retarded if you don't indulge your sexual desires. You can't fight Mother Nature.

 No.236649

>>231334
The time and mental attention that were wasted on porn can be redirected to something worthwhile.

 No.236650

>>236649
Oh boy, another "do something productive" post. Let me ask you what's worthwhile then?

 No.236651

>>236650
Securing financial independence, developing knowledge, creativity, critical thinking skills, strengthening your body, increasing vitality, endurance, peeling back layers of illusions in the world and the self, developing an intuition for Truth…

Surely there are more worthwhile things to do than collecting spunk in your keyboard.

 No.236654

>>235961
Why? I'm a wagie and wish I was a NEET again. You want to be a normie?

 No.236659

>>236640
>Porn liberates us from our sexual desires
point is that they further degenerate over time. Just look at all those discord trannies and shit.
>indulging in them for a short time
if you feel like you can't resist your desires, try fapping without any porn at all instead of "indulging" in habits you deem counterproductive.

 No.236879

>>230658
>become a normalshit
Yeah nice try


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