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 No.232813[Last 50 Posts]

The last suicide general has hit the bump limit.
Previous thread here >>229281

 No.232815

How hard would it be to pull it off with Sodium Nitrite without anti-vomit drugs? I can buy SN just fine but things like metoclopramide or tagamet can't be bought without prescription where I'm from.

 No.232817

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>A different version of you exists in the minds of all the people you've ever met. And the person you think you are doesn't even exist outside of your mind.
It's interesting to think about. When you die those in your life may be mourning different people, in a sense.

 No.232837

When it comes to charcoal suicide, why isn't it more reliable? We're not retarded. We can improve the method somehow. I know if you pass CO2 on glowing charcoal, it creates CO. The problem is passing too much with push out all the oxygen and the coals will go out. The sweet spot seems to be putting in just enough CO2 so that the coals stay lit. I wish I had money, I could experiment with this method and find out how to do it optimally then share it with everybody.

 No.232841

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I want to go the gun store to buy a shotgun, but I'm nervous as fuck. I went to the gun store parking lot the other day, but pussied out and went back home. How do I stop being a nervous pussy?

 No.232842

>>232841
You ask this question every thread. Are you an 怪しい人?

 No.232843

>>232842
>Are you a suspicious person?
I don't know, but the people at the gun store will at least be able to tell that I'm an awkward sperg.

 No.232844

>>232843
They don't care if you're sketchy as long as your paperwork checks out.
They just want to make money selling guns.
Can't you just get guns online though? You can easily do so in Ontario (Canada).

 No.232845

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For shotguns, how much does the gauge matter? Obviously 12 gauge is the best, but I assume that 20 gauge and .410 bore will work just fine, and that I will be dead in an instant regardless.

 No.232846

>>232844
Here in the US, you have to get guns sent to an FFL if you order them online. You can't just get guns shipped to your house.

 No.232848

>>232845
The larger it is, the more lethal. Go big or go home.

 No.232850

>>232848
You can always pack a little bit more gunpowder

 No.232851

I've tried constricting a rope around my neck to practice before the real deal but all I feel is my head swelling with blood rather than dizziness. What am I doing wrong?

 No.232854

I'll ask here again. What do you guys think about black powder replicas guns. How reliable are they?
They are easily available where i live, i can have own within a single day if needed so it's above any other option for me.

 No.232858

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>>232837
The Peaceful Pill Handbook has an article on the COGen. You just need some formic acid and sulfuric acid.

https://anonfiles.com/z9a4x9kao5/peaceful_pill_ehandbook_2020

 No.232859

>>232854
why not just try get SN or attempt to buy N??

I see people make threads or post seriously about using blackpowder guns and from what I read seems it would work but replicas? I have no clue.

Do not fuck up killing yourself wiz

 No.232892

>>232837
You can build an updraft charcoal gasifier pretty easily that would do exactly what you're looking for. There are many plans out there.

 No.232917

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Long article on a happiness expert who committed suicide at 38. He's the guy who did the famous (and flawed) study about the happiness levels of newly disabled people and lottery winners.
https://bdnews24.com/the-long-read/2020/11/25/happiness-wont-save-you

 No.232919

if the rope doesn't break your neck, how long before you go unconscious from oxygen loss? because i've seen some videos where it looks like the person is struggling for awhile (over a minute) but i'm not sure if they can feel it. very scary.

 No.232921

>>232841
If you're too nervous to buy it you'll never have the balls to blow your brains out.

 No.232922

>>232851
Your problem is being a retard that wants to use a shitty method for his one serious attempt at suicide
>>232854
They work, they've been used to kill people for hundreds of years. Even if not instantaneous nobody will save you from bleeding out in the middle of a forest. See you next thread with the same shitty question.

 No.232924

>>232815
Apparently you can use antipsychotics, because they are dopamine blockers. I'm thinking of using risperidone. Try going to a shrink and making stuff up to get it.
https://suicide.wiki/w/Sodium_Nitrite
Read the antiemetics section.

 No.232926

>>232924
I got my antiemetic from pharmacy and it is an antipsychotic.
Just say the right symptoms or mention you have had a drug before that worked

 No.232927

>>232922
What about replicas?

 No.232936

>>232927
Why don't you just pick a new method?

 No.232992

I made a thread about chemical poisons and after 3 hours It got locked , i don't understand, this is the 3rd time it happens , anyway this is the thread
>>232971
Help me with more ideas

 No.233001

>>232936
I've checked many options and this seems much better than the only 2 available for me: jumping and hanging. and more chance to die too

 No.233014

>>233001
Why o you not aquire SN to use???

 No.233045

how to off self with handgun? where do you aim?

 No.233047

>>233014
because i will throw off for health reasons

 No.233119

My plan to commit suicide is essentially ready.
I'm going to get beheaded by a train while sleeping. I can't remember where the tracks are unfortunately, and I've gone on walks outside a few times to search for them. They're definitely close by because I can hear the horns every day, I just can't find where. I've looked on google maps for the rail-ways and that isn't working either. Is there a way I can find maps of railways on the internet? If I can't get its location in time I'll have to get hit by a truck or bus which I will do but it is definitely not preferable. The only way I can be certain of not fucking up is the train method, any other way and I could get questioned for standing by the highway(and then arrested for not having an ID), or the bus/truck could avert quickly enough, anything. I don't want any margin of error because this has to be it.
I need to know where the railway is. Thanks wizards.

 No.233120

>233119
Sorry that wasn't very clear, I mean to ask if there is a way to search for rail lines in the U.S. by map

 No.233131

>>233119
I was watching a documentary on bipolar disorder to kill time and one of the people interviewed ran in front of a bus or something and just got his legs all mangled up.

 No.233135

>>233131
Yeah that's why I've been apprehensive of buses or trucks. It has a high rate of success but not high enough, there's too much that can go wrong. I will not fail and I will not end up in psychiatrics. With a train as long as my torso or neck is on one of the sides then there's no chance of survival, and I can be asleep/unconscious for it. Luckily I found the tracks about 50 minutes ago on google maps, so barring Deus ex Machina I'll be dead in no more than a couple of weeks. Thanks for everything wizchads.

 No.233139

>>233119
>I'll have to get hit by a truck or bus
Please don't, wiz. You could kill, injure, or traumatize someone.

 No.233141

>>233139
Seriously?

 No.233182

>>232815
How can you buy SN ? , i can have metclopramide easily , but cant have SN

 No.233190

>>233182
Good luck because they are limiting its sale now because they are blaming it for suicides which is laughable considering it is just a better method in fact I bet nearly all people who die from SN would die anyway as it is hardly impulsive to research and look for SN and antiemetics.

Depends on your area you will have no luck now on ebay though.
You can STILL buy pink curing salts and just take way way more but will be gross.

I would try buy it from a chem supply company if I were you after writing a letter about needing it for curing meats or something.

 No.233209

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>>232813
If you shoot yourself in the head/mouth with a 9mm handgun, what are the odds that you will die instantly? Is it more likely that you will be killed instantly and not feel a thing, or will you be alive for a few minutes before bleeding out?

 No.233210

>>233209
I would imagine you'd be more likely to bleed out for several minutes in agony than instantly die. Especially if you're talking about image related. Most people survive handgun wounds. I couldn't imagine a worse fate than surviving a gunshot wound to the head, only to live out the rest of your life as a dribbling retard because some doctor forced you to.

 No.233228

>>233182
Who the fuck is shilling SN? IS this some mass social experiment or something. Everyone knows the miracle suicide drug and it's fentanyl. Kills thousands without even trying. It kills most people accidentally, even. I have no idea who's pushing this SN thing but I hope he's run over by a train

 No.233229

>>233228
The problem with fentanyl is that it's a controlled substance and getting busted trying to get something to kill youself is bad. Imagine being locked in prison for 2 whole years while whishing you were dead, possibly getting your wizbussy tapped, all because you wanted to kill yourself.
That said I wouldn't use SN or any drug for that matter.

 No.233259

>>233135
Good luck wiz! May I ask how do u intend to fall asleep on the tracks? Wouldn't it be too uncomfortable to lay down your neck on that cold steel? How do you plan on knocking yourself out in the exact right place?

I have a plan of my own, I have access to a jumpable roof, 20 stories high, the landing is a hard floor with no balconies/trees in the way, now I just need a way to overcome my fear of heights, will a benzo help? Maybe I need to push myself mentally like go some time without sleep or publicly humiliate myself? Any advice would be appreciated.

 No.233263

>nowhere in the UK sells sodium nitrite
>no guns
>any other method is terrifying/painful/prone to failure
Truly hellish

 No.233265

I should probably start making a semi tolerable life for myself in case I can't go through with it when the time comes

 No.233280

>>233209
if you shoot yourself in the right spot (around the ear area I belive, where the brainstem is located) it would be quick and painless, shotgun is more better because there's no way you'd be alive with a massive hole where your brain used to be

 No.233285

>>233229
SN would not be treated the same as fentanyl.
It is not to my knowledge against the law here in UK to have SN at all unless you had criminal intent.
Why would you not use SN?

 No.233291

>>233285
I wouldn't use SN because I'd rather something more certain. I just wouldn't overdose on anything unless it was just to go unconscious for something else. SN is definitely sounds good as long as you don't vomit.

 No.233331

>>233228
Can't wait to get raped in prison on a daily basis for trying to kill myself. Yay!

 No.233389

>>233331
Enjoy injecting curing salts into your veins and then waking up in the mental hospital lol

 No.233406

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Take one of these from a construction site, bind yourself to it with padlocks and a steel chain, and throw yourself into a deep river.

GUARANTEED death. All of you fuckers worrying about surviving and the rest won't have to worry with this method.

Even if somebody comes across you, they're not going to be able to pull you up. If it's done at 2 in the morning in the countryside or the ocean who will see?

 No.233407

>>233406
But that's scary and probably very uncomfortable. And what if my mom asks where I'm going with a cinder block and rope at 2 in the morning? It's just too impractical. Now tell me what angle should my crossbow be for maximum chance of death? I only got one arrow, so this better count.

 No.233461

>>233407
>crossbow

Good to see the LARP thread is alive and kickin… I'm gonna shill my preferred method. Jist do a partial hanging and be done with it already

 No.233471

>>233406
I thought drowning was one of the most painful ways to die?

 No.233473

>>233407
Just put the cinder block and rope in a backpack. Also who the fuck has parents who are awake at 2 AM?

 No.233574

Tonight I ascend to a higher dimension, wizards. It'll probably rain hard soon, hopefully the stuff I want my family to have won't be damaged by the rain. Well seeya wizards.

 No.233575

>>233574
Good luck, wiz.

 No.233576

>>233471
remembering a childhood debate i had on whether freddy or jason was more badass based on the painfulness of their deaths. burning alive is probably worse, but your lungs filling up with water probably sucks too

 No.233588

Are there any over-the-counter antiemetics that can be used for a SN suicide? Metoclopramide is only available via prescription in my country.

 No.233590

>>233574
It was actually raining when I woke up today. Hope you're in a better place now, wiz.

 No.233599

This video discusses the idea that there is no self. He cites a lot of the usual evidence from neuroscience as well as some philosophical arguments that most wizards are already familiar with.

I wish fully understanding and internalizing that there is no self would make suicide easier, but it doesn't seem to help all that much.

 No.233607

Are there any other methods that have a similar level of painlessness and relatively few risks like SN that are easily doable in the UK? It's essentially impossible to get SN here now

 No.233610

>>233599
When dealing with abstract concepts like that the more you broaden your knowledge the more complicated and uncertain it becomes, not other way around.
And this idea doesn't make suicide easier, but harder because in a sense it ties in with rebirth (which I assume no one here wants)

 No.233615

>>232813
One of the reasons I'd go with hyptothermia is because that's how my grandpa's dad's adoptive mother died. I remember when I were a kid and he told me about it. Times were hard and the government had reverse auctions where the one who took in a kid for the least ammount of money got the kid. The first round (there are 2) she got him for a small ammount, the 2nd a rich farm owner wanted him to work for him as child labor so she took him in for free. She then cared about him for years until he was old enough to sustain himself. Then one night when she was walking trough the woods to his house a blizzard came in and they found her dead sitting on a rock still glutching the basket with the only food she had left she was intending on giving him. Someone was willing to make that sacrifice so that he, and then further down me, could live and what have I done with that chance at life. To kill myself, making it painless would be the ultimate insult to her sacrifice.

 No.233616

>>232837
>could experiment with this method and find out how to do it optimally then share it with everybody.
well, if you do hit the sweet spot communicating it would not really work would it

 No.233619

>>233263
this
i'm not british and if I was to kill myself (planning, but not yet), I think I would go to forest, wait till sunset, drink vodka to prepare myself and around when it gets darker, anchor rope, tie a noose, test it, swing on it for a while to make sure, wait till it gets dark, put pillow case or just simple shopping bag over my head and then…
i think i'll go with just suspension, slip myself into endless night.
right now collecting all the info and data i can get on the subject, i'm almost certain i won't fuck up and some part of me whispers there's no return. probably too much of a pussy, but right after new year should be right time i guess

 No.233626

>>233471
It's two minutes, 120 seconds, literally not long at all. And besides, once the jump is made there's no turning back, so even if it is painful, you won't be able to back out.

It's literally the ideal method.

 No.233668

>>233615
>caring about insulting people who are dead and will never know or care you insulted them because of muh principles
Whatever floats your boat m8

 No.233703

Someone tell me how some of you are so determined to die ? I wanna go full 100 percent death but i panic. Any advice ? I want to try jumping from tall tower but the thing worry is me that i would be crippled.

I want to take poison and then jump. Any way to make poison by household item?

 No.233704

>>233610
>And this idea doesn't make suicide easier, but harder because in a sense it ties in with rebirth
I don't understand what this means, wiz.

 No.233707

I wonder what or how G-d feels, if he exists, when his beloved creation, who he created belovedly as an innocent baby, giving it the gift of life, only to watch it kill itself, saying fuck you to the gift that was given. How many humans kill themselves. G-d must feel awesome whenever someone kills themselves.

When they commit suicide G-d laughs … Or does he cry?

 No.233724

>>233707
Well it's a gift nobody asked for so he can shove it

 No.233729

>>233707
Gods have the luxury of not having to endure our trials.

 No.233731

>>233703
>Someone tell me how some of you are so determined to die ?
Drugs help. Also not overthinking it. Helps even more if you don't have relatives or anyone that will care if you off yourself

 No.233734

>>233707
the true horror is that god is too far away and doesnt care. We are but specks of dust. You would not meditate on every little microbe that lives or dies. you barely even care microbes as a concept even exist at all.

 No.233736

>>233615
Jesus, that's one of the more depressing things i've read during the year. Can you give any more info? Can you elaborate on the story?

 No.233759

In December 2017, Jonghyun rented an apartment in Cheongdam-dong, Gangnam District in southeastern Seoul for two days.[80] He checked in at 12:00 PM KST on December 18, 2017.[81] Later that day, at 4:42 PM, Jonghyun's older sister, Kim So-dam, made an initial call to emergency responders, reporting that she believed he intended to commit suicide, because he had sent her a number of messages on KakaoTalk with words such as "last goodbye" and "say I did well".[81][82][83] He was last seen at a convenience store next to the apartment.[84][85][86]

Jonghyun was found unconscious by the police and rescue workers at around 6:10 PM in the apartment he rented.[81] He was immediately brought to Konkuk University Hospital in a state of cardiac arrest. He received emergency CPR treatment.[82] However, he failed to regain consciousness and was pronounced dead at the hospital at around 6:32 PM, aged 27.[83][87][88][89][81][90][91] Investigators believe he died from inhaling either toxic fumes or smoke, as they discovered coal briquettes burnt on a frying pan upon arriving at the apartment.[87] The police stated that, at the request of Jonghyun's family, a post-mortem would not be carried out,[92] and they declared his death a possible suicide.[93]
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kim_Jong-hyun_(singer)

 No.233760

>>233759
did you like his music too?

 No.233761

>>233760
I only know about him because of his suicide, but I liked that song quite a bit. Thanks.

 No.233763

>>233704
If there is no self then the one experiencing has to do it for everyone
It's also common in Buddhism which was brought up in same video
Just some basic normalfag hippy shit.

 No.233771

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>>233759
>Kim So-dam, made an initial call to emergency responders, reporting that she believed he intended to commit suicide, because he had sent her a number of messages on KakaoTalk with words such as "last goodbye" and "say I did well".

>Jonghyun was found unconscious by the police and rescue workers at around 6:10 PM in the apartment he rented. He was immediately brought to Konkuk University Hospital in a state of cardiac arrest. He received emergency CPR treatment. However, he failed to regain consciousness and was pronounced dead at the hospital at around 6:32 PM

In a lot of cases they text someone with either cryptic or explicit references to their impending suicide. Oh In Hye was another one who did that. They apparently were able to keep her alive for almost a day. She could've ended up a semi-conscious vegetable like that English guy we all know about.

 No.233816

Does SN have an expiration date?

 No.233848

Thinking about that Shakespeare quote "What dreams may come" and how something worse than life may be waiting for us on the other side.

 No.233890

>>233389
That's not how you use SN you mong. Learn to do a google search before making yourself look dumb. And even if you do manage to get fentanyl it's better to combine it with SN to have some redundancy at your one shot as suicide, smoothbrain.

 No.234055

So, this sudium nitrite method, how does it work? How much does one need to consume and how?
Also, is this the same material used to clean silver? Because if it is one could get it from amazon right?

 No.234062

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 No.234075

Please someone tell me where i can find SN in the Uk, it is unobtainium and i've had enough

 No.234088

What should I say to mum and dad!

Love them so much

 No.234090

>Succubus’s suicide note posts days after she jumped to her death in Hudson Yards
A 24-year-old Brooklyn succubus who jumped to her death from the Vessel in Hudson Yards had written a gut-wrenching farewell on Instagram — and it has now appeared online after her suicide.

“If you’re reading this, I’m gone,” Yocheved Gourarie wrote in the post, which she had scheduled to run one day after her tragic leap.

“I hope you can find some comfort in knowing I am no longer in pain.”
https://nypost.com/2020/12/26/womans-instagram-suicide-note-posts-days-after-she-jumped-to-her-death/

 No.234092

>>234090
Honestly imagine leaving a suicide note on instaface or snap book.Do you guys think you will leave a note and if you do have you considered doing something a little fun like leaving a fake puzzle mote or just making it a shitpost?

>>234075
You better hurry it is getting harder and harder to buy anywhere day by day because moralfags are trying to "prevent" suicide. You could Buy N using the peaceful pill handbook and maybe look around for a certain website that faccalitates suciide discussion because they will be able to help more than on this trhead. Good luck.

 No.234096

Burn your possessions and turn yourself to ashes or some such. I.e., leave nothing behind.

If you do or want to, you don't really want to die.

 No.234097

>>234096
My plan does not involve burning all my things and may people wont.
how does this make you verified suicdidee?

 No.234100

>>234096
>If you wont or don't want to, you don't really want to die.
Fixed.

>>234097
If you only want to cease to exist, you should not leave anything behind.
If you want someone to notice your death, you are a drama queen and you don't really want to die.

And if you want to torture the living with your suicide, you are even bigger asshole than them.

 No.234102

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>>234092
I like the idea of leaving a note that cites a fake reason for your suicide–the more eccentric and absurd, the better. The note shouldn't even hint that it's a joke, though. Leave the normans forever confused. The headlines in the town paper would be amusing.
>Local 33-year-old autistic man found hanged in room, cites admin of obscure imageboard as reason for death
"All I wanted was a Nana board, but you wouldn't listen to me. I clearly explained why it's not a violation of Rules 2 and 7, but you heartlessly refused to see reason. My blood is on your hands, wizard."

 No.234104

>>234092
I scratched out some half baked /dep/ shitpost on the back of a cocktail napkin and left it in my bedroom drawer. My suicide note

 No.234125

>>234062
Thanks a lot anon, i'll try to find a seller for this shit and i might have some metoclopramide around here somewhere, if i don't i guess i could get it at the drugstore down the street.

>>234092
>Do you guys think you will leave a note and if you do have you considered doing something a little fun like leaving a fake puzzle mote or just making it a shitpost?
I've been thinking about it, i could make a soup letter with angelic script or enochian letters

 No.234134

>>234125
Better hurry as they are trying to make it harder to buy by the day.
Also you can just get antiemetic from drug store fairly easily I just told them what would lead them to suggest an antiemetic.
You can do it without one also but obviously may just puke before ingest enough to die…

Anyone else have access to a peaceful emthod but want to kill self with violent method as protest against your own body?

 No.234144

can lighting a bunch of candles in your bedroom kill you? I got about 4 candles I think I'll light them before bed, if this works I'll see you guys on the other side…

 No.234146

>>234144
you better hurry up they are trying to make candle suicide harder by the day…

 No.234149

>>234144
Not guaranteed with only 4. Better buy a bunch of plants that will absorb the oxygen, put them in your room and wait. Remember to water them every day lest they will wither before you die.

 No.234216

I found a suicide bereavement sub-reddit. Pretty sad stuff.
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideBereavement/comments/kktnpv/guilt_is_overwhelming/

I'm 29 and lost my boyfriend, my soulmate, on November 19 this year. He always told me he was going to do it. That his life was worthless. That he was never going to be good enough. These things especially were said when we were fighting. That awful night, we were fighting. He never once said those things. Not once. I went outside for about 20 minutes. I lost him for forever in those 20 minutes. I will never understand why that fight was different. I don't know why I assumed that he would be waiting in the house for me just like every other time.

I'm terrified of living the rest of my life alone, but I also know that I could never love again. He was my everything. My world. My best friend.

 No.234219

>>234216
Around 11:13am, Christmas Day I found my brother in my family bathroom. They said the time of death was around 1am. During this time I couldn’t sleep at my own apartment and briefly thought about going to my family home. My mom said around this time she heard a thud and thought he must have been gaming. It’s hard not to be angry, it’s hard not thinking about what could have been had I decided to drive over. When I think of this day all I can hear are the screams from my parents along with my own. I don’t want to close my eyes because I keep seeing flashes of when I found him and didn’t want to believe he was dead. I screamed for 911 and tried CPR on him but just lost it when I tried to open his mouth and realized he had been dead for so long. I couldn’t even open his mouth, I just held him. He was cold, he was stiff. He was dead. I don’t want him to be and I really wish my little brother wasn’t. He was only 21.
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideBereavement/comments/kkgg6y/christmas_morning_2020/

 No.234220

>>234216
>>234219
Damn I wish I didn't have family.

 No.234221

>>234216
The last line of my baby brother’s suicide note. He drove his car to his special spot, deep in nature. Watched what I like to imagine was the most beautiful sunrise to ever grace this earth. And shot himself in the head. Three days ago. And he wasn’t scared, just tired.

He was truly too good for this earth. We were so close, though I was the big sister. I remember helping my mom paint his nursery (Winnie the Pooh). At his baby shower I daydreamed about dressing him in the cutest outfits and playing with a silver tinkling rattle someone bought him. Once he was here, I adored caring for him. He was my baby- same as he was my mom’s. I’d think he was asleep and tiptoe away from his little Moses basket. Only to rush over a minute later because I missed him and worried over him and would find him just laying there with a sweet baby smile on his face, never crying. I remember sitting on the floor and rolling backwards with laughter when he did his little Johnny Jump Up moves. One time when he was a little older my mom made him eat a bite of (canned!!) spinach and he stubbornly held it in his mouth until she looked away and I gave him a big sip of chocolate milk and he puked it all up over the table.

He loved animals, LOVED them. He was like.. the nature whisperer. Some people are just like that, you know? The rare ones who can soothe the most anxious dog and cradle a huge tarantula and teach rats tricks and call his fish with a ring of a bell. He always seemed to know where the anoles were hiding and one time he saved a butterfly from being eaten by a creeping Texas horny toad. He’d eat the nectar from honeysuckles and collect cicada shells and watch tadpoles and minnows dart around in the creek behind our house.

When I was just barely old enough I got the hell out of that horrible, toxic house and all of its disgusting horrors and buried secrets and I left him. I left him.

I found out later what the consequences were, and how he suffered them. I found out too late. When I got stable and came back, I moved him in with me. The damage was already done. I spent so many nights running my fingers through his hair while he cried and cried. We’d drink orange soda with vanilla and play board games and he’d talk about comics and how much we both cherished the fact that we shared the same irreverent sense of humor.

I had babies; he never dated.

He worked with animals and saved up and bought a cool new car and surprised us all by saying he had a job lined up and was buying a house across the country to get a fresh start. He carefully and thoughtfully found homes for his animals. A fellow bibliophile, he gave me his book collection. I took him at face value when he said he was downsizing to make the long drive to his new life without being burdened by a bunch of stuff.

I went to visit a month after he moved. He showed me the pie place he liked to eat at late at night, I met a few friends he had already made, and walked a scenic nature trail with him that he had already come to love. Gave him the biggest bear hug and boarded my flight home.

One week later. He drove to his nature spot, watched what I imagine was the most beautiful sunrise to ever grace this earth, and shot himself in the head. And he wasn’t scared, just tired.
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideBereavement/comments/keo7xa/not_scared_just_tired/

 No.234224

>>234221
This just sounds like someone writing a fan fiction from the perspective of their sister about what they'd like their suicide aftermath to be like.

 No.234225

>>234221
I hate this not scared just tired shit.

This guy was too scared to make his life into one where he wouldn't be tired. He honestly died a liar and a coward. There is conventional wisdom that suicide is the coward's way out - own it. I am a coward. Why do you find this sad? Is it because you self insert into his situation and imagine your family crying? If you really cared about yourself, you would reward yourself by freedom from pain. You won't be around to witness your family's reaction anyway. It's not your task to react to your own death - it's others. And the way you are this way is in part because of the people around you anyway, let them feel bad.

 No.234228

>>233707
>God
>Entity
Wizards are supposed to be anything, but this stupid.

 No.234230

>>234216
I second what this anon >>234225 said. It's not your job to react to your death, and if you start entertaining these scenarios, you are opening yourself up to normie guiltripping. Normies will always be sad and devastated after the fact, but this means nothing. No one was sad or wanted to intervene when it mattered, and there's no point in crying over spilt milk. Don't let these stories get to you, most of them are nothing but narcissistic self-victimization anyway. Grow cold, look at the hard facts, and decide what YOU want. It's YOU that will have to deal with the consequences of your inaction, not them.

 No.234240

>>234225
If it's the cowards way out why am I so afraid to do it?

 No.234248

>>234216
>My wife survived self-inflicted gunshot in the head, but she's probably gone forever…
My wife (29 year old beautiful, caring and supportive succubus) made a mistake while doing her business, there was filed criminal complaint (no charges yet and most probably no charges ever) regarding it. I think she suffered from anxiety and panic disorder… and slowly falling into the psychotic depression while psychiatrist indicated only adaptation syndrome despite my articulated concerns.

In less than 3 months after she found out about criminal complaint she shot herself with father's pistol in the head in parent's house. She survived, but she's in minimally concious state… not talking or recognising speech… moving with left part of her body and brain activity of 2 months old toddler. Doctors say this is the final state, but we should believe in miracles that's what family has to do. After being released from ICU (cause she's breathing alone) she would die in regular hospital room quickly due to malnutrition or suffocating, cause hospitals are not prepared (lacking staff) for longterm intensive care of immobile patients feeded through tube and having tracheostomy.

So we took her to their parent's house to take care of her, I'm doing everything I can. Exercising with her, neurostimulating her, paying 24 hour nurses and helping them… she's my lover, soulmate and only best friend and also only parent's child, but this is not her anymore and she never will be… I literally live with her parents, trying to meet their expectations, bearing most of the financial costs + my business is slowly going bust cause I spend most of the time with her… I feel trapped in this situation and don't know what to do. I don't know if I can handle living like this for years and I don't know whether I can handle living without her…
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideBereavement/comments/jjkn70/my_wife_survived_selfinflicted_gunshot_in_the/

 No.234249

>>234248
Which caliber did she used? It's kind of rare to hear about surviving to a shot in the head.

 No.234250

>>234248
I really want to know what the criminal complaint was.

 No.234257

>>234248
This guy is such a simp, instead of ruining his life he should just let her die like she wanted to. What a delusional piece of shit. Nothing makes me seethe like failed suicides forced to live artificially.

 No.234271

>>234134
No problem, the nitrite actually arrived 2 days ago. Now i just need the metoclopramide and find a nice peaceful place to die on, i should check some national parks, caves or something like that

 No.234275

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How do i ensure that a metro decapitates me? I've got a fairly solid plan for sneaking into the tunnel between stations, hiding in one of the access gates in the tunnel and then suddenly put my neck onto the track when i hear the metro coming. Is this a good plan?

 No.234276

Is there a special way you have to shoot yourself with a shotgun to get your head to explode? Sometimes I see people who's heads/faces are mostly intact, and sometimes I see their head completely open

 No.234277

>>234276
Shooting up from under the chin is how people lose just their faces or jaws. The blast force pushes the operator's head and gun's muzzle away from each other to the point where the barrel is no longer pointed at the brain by the time the pellets all leave the barrel. If you prevent the muzzle from climbing at fire time by resting it against the roof of your mouth, and also take caution to prevent the whole gun from recoiling back by bracing the butt against something sturdy, then shooting upwards at the brain from inside will evict it as happened to that Russian school shooter. Pressing the barrel against the front of your forehead also works, even in the events of an unbraced lighter gun that goes flying from the recoil after the shot, as was the case in Shauiby's suicide. The important thing is that there's as little meat between the barrel and your brain, so going through the additional flesh, muscle, and bone that makes up the jaw does a great deal to wasting energy.

 No.234278

>>234275
If it's an electric train, take care not to shock yourself on the tracks. That's a death too but a much more painful and drawn-out one. You're likely to convulse your neck away from the track and risk bleeding out, or worse, rescued.

Is that your cat friend, wiz? Please make sure they have a home before taking the last train outta town.

 No.234279

>>234278
Yeah, the yellow rail is on the other side of the tracks from where i plan to lay. Do you think speed matters? I figure the subway will be travelling at about 50km/h at the point where i'll be laying, do you think that's enough? I just don't want to suffer anymore.

No, he's not mine. I do have a cat though. He lives with my mother, i cannot take care of him myself. I hope he forgives me. I hope everyone who has ever bothered to show me kindness will remember me fondly. I hope i'll have the strength not to pussy out.

 No.234280

>>234279
I'm no expert on train suicides but unlike with firearms, hanging, or jumping, I've never seen a failed one either. I imagine 50km/h is fast enough to prevent your head from being pushed aside before it gets stuck under the wheel. Consider frequent videos coming from India where people fall off overcrowded trains and get caught under the tracks. Those trains might be going 10km/h but still they sheer through whole bodies like a knife. Ensure the train in particular doesn't have a bumper though. 50km/h may be enough for the wheel to work its magic but getting hit with a flat deflective face at that speed could put you in a wheelchair

 No.234281

>>234280
No, the subway trains where i'm at don't have bumpers thankfully. Thanks for the help.

 No.234287

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Another year and we're still here.

 No.234288

>>234287
May this be the last

 No.234292

do you think if I do enough ketamine my body will stop itself from fighting drowning ?

 No.234332

Talk of forcing me to get a job is becoming more common. This may be the catalyst I've been waiting for. This may be my final year.

 No.234338

>>234332
Life is over once wage slaving becomes unavoidable.

 No.234356

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Another British call to restrict sodium nitrate, this one from January 2.
>Warning as 'suicide drug' linked to six deaths is sold on eBay for £3.49
EXCLUSIVE: Relatives of one of the tragic people who took their own life say the drug - which the Sunday People has chosen not to identify - needs to taken off general sale.

https://www.mirror.co.uk/news/uk-news/warning-suicide-drug-linked-six-23253050

 No.234377

>>234288
Amen brother

 No.234409

I was testing out hanging myself with a belt tied to a chair and while I was sitting on the floor I felt like a lot of pressure was mounting in my head, everything was feeling lighter, and maybe my vision was darkening. I have no idea if this is dying or if I'm only causing myself a lot of discomfort. Anyone help me out?

 No.234410

>>234409
It sounds like you compressed the veins taking blood away from your brain but did not fully compress the carotids that bring blood to your brain. If you close the carotids you can pass out in just a few seconds. You can still die by only compressing the veins but it takes longer and is very uncomfortable.

When I do it for practice my vision gets very blurry and there is a very loud sound in my ears, and then I begin to lose consciousness. Total time all this takes for me is 3 to 5 seconds.

 No.234420

>>234281
I pussied out. Twice. Fuck, i just wish i was determined one way or the other.

 No.234436

Going to post a few more of these.

>My older brother hung himself on Dec 10th. My mother found him. He was epileptic and epilepsy had wrecked his memory and left an otherwise brilliant man unable to live an independent life. Many of his favorite artists had died by suicide and he had told me more than once he believed that is how he would go. I can understand what motivated him. I do not feel any shame. But I am struggling to come to terms with the deep emptiness I feel in his absence. I just miss him. I wish he didn’t feel hurt so deeply. I wish the world was kinder to him. I wish he knew what an incredible impact he had on those who loved him. The new year was very weird as it brought the realization that time does not wait for my grief - I guess I thought I’d be allowed to sit in the years he existed in until I was comfortable going on without him. I don’t know. I’ve also been working through the idea that I’ll ultimately live more of my life without him than I did with him and that is very hard to swallow. I’m more so just speaking into the void because I know getting it out is healthier than holding it in. It’s weird to think this emptiness and this emotional aching will never stop.

https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideBereavement/comments/kqgkwy/thoughts_on_my_brother/

>I am just so sorry that you lost him. December 10 wasn’t that long ago at all. Your heart must be broken. I am so, so sorry and totally understand everything you wrote. My brother was brilliant too, just off the charts, but he suffered from mental illness. Simply put, he was just too kind for this world. I went through every possible emotion after he died. They call it waves of grief and they weren’t kidding. The waves used to knock me out and I would be physically and emotionally drained and taken over. Now after almost 17 months I’ve learned to just accept these waves and completely let myself feel the way that I am supposed to feel regardless of how excruciating and exhausting it is.

 No.234563

How good of a suicide method is skin cancer (melanoma)? Assuming I never receive treatment it shouldn't be all too long or agro. I'm too pussy to push myself to a hanging suicide so I'd like to try what I dub a "passive suicide." I'm extremely pale so it might not be too hard considering people get it without trying even though they've been in the sun their whole life. Sadly it's been raining recently so the sun is too weak.

 No.234570

>>234563
Sounds like a great idea wiz, but make sure not to overdo the sun or your body will adapt to it. Get about 1-2 hours of direct sunlight a day and you will have a 100% chance of dying over time.

 No.234594

Are the people claiming to sell SN on alibaba legit or is it a scam?

 No.234612

How do you order Sodium Nitrite without it being suspicious? Also how do you get it delivered to your house without it getting intercepted by family if you don't leave alone?

 No.234613

>>234563
This has to be a joke, this whole thread is 98% LARPers and creative writing, and I wonder why? WHY? Why everytime i come to this thread I find someone suggesting another stupid way to die, dehydration,stop eating, burning yourself, drinking water until you die, smoking until you die among other extremely retarded ways.

Do you find this funny? Is this a joke to you?

 No.234615

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>Another suicide rocks the Hudson Yards Vessel
A 21-year-old man died after jumping from the Vessel in Hudson Yards Monday morning, police said — marking the third suicide at New York City’s newest landmark.
Authorities received multiple 911 calls after the man leaped from the Manhattan structure around 11:45 a.m., the source added.
A spokeswoman for the Vessel said the site was temporarily closed early Monday afternoon.
“Our deepest sympathies are with the family of the person who lost his life,” the spokeswoman said.
The man is the second person to jump from the tourist attraction over the last few weeks.
On Dec. 22, a 24-year-old Brooklyn succubus leaped to her death from the Vessel and scheduled an emotional Instagram post to go live a day after her suicide.
A 19-year-old former rugby star from New Jersey committed suicide there last February.

 No.234616

>>234563
That's genius wizzie wizzozzle keep us wizupdated on the wizzoochann

 No.234621

>>234615
What an evil looking eyesore. I wonder if the intention behind it is to cause people to off themselves.

 No.234629

https://boards.4chan.org/b/thread/844625831
Some 25 yr old /b/tard is an heroing, and everyone is calling him a selfish asshole instead of encouraging him. Thoughts?

 No.234630

>>234629
I was saying before I was permabanned on there that 4chan, or at least /r9k/, should institute Wizchan's rules so it could a loner haven. But it's now overrun with normals who berate the native robot population.

 No.234631

>>234630
/r9k/ was great when it was a place for introverts and artists that did oekaki doodles there every day. And to prevent it from being a /b/ clone, you were forced to be original; all spamemes and repeat posts were filtered by the robot.

 No.234635

>>234629
>/b/
ugh

 No.234640

>>234621
>people offing themselves is evil
Shut the fuck up life cultist

 No.234644

what container do you put charcoal into, that won't get hot and burn down the car?

 No.234645

>>234644
you could get a cooler, and line with styrofoam and then some bricks. That should be plenty of insulation.

 No.234739

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Suicide note of a French programmer who sent his BTC fortune to various dissident right people and organizations. He killed himself due to chronic health problems.

 No.234740

>>234739
>muh traditions
Good riddance

 No.234743

>>234739
This is pure fed.

 No.234745

>>234739
>Muh western civilization
>Muh virus less dangerous than flow

I'm happy he killed himself, he seemed like a /pol/tard.

 No.234754

Why people are scared of dying? life is shit anyways dont understand the point of living many years if you dont enjoy life

 No.234756

>>234754
Because no one knows what happens when you do.

 No.234758

>>234756
and why that is a problem? you dont enjoy life and dont want to wake up

 No.234759

>>234758
Because the person is not the person that is not.
The person who is can still not want to not be.
The person who is not may not care to be, but the person who is not is not, so it is not whether he wants to be or not, but whether the person who is wants to be.

 No.234760

>>234216
Why are you posting normgroid shit? Who cares about the reaction of other people?

 No.234761

>>234240
He's a retarded life cultist, people like him would never have the balls to do it yet they're the courageous ones lol. Suicide takes insane bravery.

 No.234768

>>234739
I feel him when he says he's a prisoner of his own body. My anxiety and brain fog has fucked me over more than anything. I hope the world ends soon.

 No.234778

How thick does a nylon rope have to be? Is 5mm fine?

 No.234779

>>234778
Thinner rope will be more painful. Try something flat like a belt. If you have a lot of cord you could braid it.

 No.234781

>>234778

>The width of the ligature matters. Contrary to popular belief, wider isn’t more comfortable. Yes, it may be more comfortable on the skin initially, but the inability to close the arteries quickly makes it uncomfortable with the extreme head bloating. The preferred thickness is finger size or smaller.

 No.234782

>>234781
Thank you

 No.234788

Maybe we should find people to berate and bully us into suicide.
>State set to prosecute BC student in connection to boyfriend’s suicide
BOSTON — Suffolk County District Attorney Rachael Rollins said her office will continue to prepare for trial against the Boston College student charged in connection with the suicide death of her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend Alexander Urtula’s died by suicide on the day he was set to graduate from Boston College. She is accused of being physically, verbally, and psychologically abusive toward Urtula during their 18-month relationship.

Authorities say the abuse became more frequent, more powerful, and more demeaning in the days and hours leading up to Urtula’s death.
https://www.boston25news.com/news/local/state-set-try-bc-student-connection-boyfriends-suicide/D2LPKWWETBHBTHKG5EGT5SG6SY/

 No.234811

Since I acquired sn, I had thoughts flooding my brain concerning the people that would be affected by my suicide. Mostly my parents and my brother and some acquaintances. It makes this so hard. I envision my funeral and all of them crying and feeling like shit. Anyone else having thoughts like these?

 No.234813

Thinking about the stabbing of chest/throat methods. What's the best place to aim about the two?

 No.234816

>>234813
You wont die, thats a shit method. You'll feel too much pain and pussy out, dont use sharp objects for suiciding

 No.234854

>>234788
im pretty sure this thread is already doing that

 No.234856

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>>234854
I want fifty texts a day telling me I'm worthless and to kill myself. Sort of like William James' bullying treatment plan where he harangued his patients to get better. But for suicide, in this case.

 No.234862

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>Chinese American Socialite 'Jumps' to Death While Holding 5-Month-Old Daughter
A Chinese American socialite who mingled with celebrities such as Hillary Clinton reportedly jumped to her death in Hong Kong on Jan. 6. Luo Lili, 34, plunged naked from her 5,000-foot penthouse while carrying her 5-month-old daughter Aier. Both of them died upon impact.

The only daughter of a real estate tycoon in China, Luo appeared to have lived an abundant life, as seen in her lavish social media posts. Luo met personalities such as former Secretary of State Hillary Clinton, former California Gov. Jerry Brown and singer Rita Ora, to name a few.

Luo reportedly worked for her mother as an English translator until she founded her own company in 2014. Luo was a single mother, and one of her final Instagram posts celebrated her baby's 100th day. "It is Aier's 100th day for being in our World. She is God's way to give me perspective on life. Thank you for showing up in my life my beloved daughter," Luo wrote.
https://news.yahoo.com/chinese-american-socialite-jumps-death-161753119.html

 No.234868

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>>234862
She posted this picture one year ago on her Instagram.
>Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. Trust yourself, trust your allies, and trust your intuitions. #bebrave #behonest #bebold

 No.234876

>>234862
poor baby. could've gone with an easier method to not spook the kid. or just don't have one in the first place

 No.234889

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>>234813
Why not just use a chainsaw or a circular saw to saw open your throat?

 No.234902

>>234856
My OCD does this for me it is exhausting the self loathing script rus all day I cannot handle not listening to music or posting to distract myself but still I am a coward as all are here.

>>234868
Cab we have a discussion if it was truly morally wwrong for her to jump with her baby or not from a philosophical perspective?
The child was spared the pain of existing any longer than it needed but its personal freedom was infringed but does a infant have freedom and would respecting its freedom andn ot forcing it to do anything also mean not forcing the child to exist by feeding it?

>>234889

>Why not just use a chainsaw or a circular saw to saw open your throat?

Can you go back to edgychan and shitpost there instead of shitting up the thread with your retarded methods.

 No.234923

>>234902
>My OCD does this for me it is exhausting the self loathing script rus all day
I hate this! The other big OCD thing I have right now is compulsively checking my e-mails and wizchan posts. I have to keep re-reading them to ensure nothing's "wrong" with them.

 No.235177

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>>234923
>>234923
Do you ever doubt you have OCD despite diagnosis? I was asked how my OCD was by my psychologist recently and I do not have as many rituals but do other things out of habit I am unaware of.
Even as I type this i realize I get no peace and quiet and I cannot tell what thoughts are my own and what are my "mental illness" it also does not help that sometimes I get messages from what I think are anime succubi in my mind telling me things or talking to me.
I think I am quite normal but I am meant to be disabled to some extent because mental issues but I swear I am normal.
>images for this thread

 No.235203

>>235177
>Do you ever doubt you have OCD despite diagnosis?
Yes, this is really common. I live a very isolated life, which for some reason makes me feel normal. I guess this is because I'm not interacting with other people, which would immediately remind me I'm an autistic- and OCD-ridden alien. A few times a month the full force of my disorders will hit me like a ton of bricks, though.

 No.235205

>>235203
I was unaware this was common due to being isolated. I remmeber sitting in the doctors office with a social worker helping to support me and this man was trying to get the doctor to sign off on all the ways I am basically dysfunctional to help with some disability stuff and I am sitting there hearing all the ways I am truly not normal and weird/dysfunctional and I nearly realized I am actually beyond fucked yet still at the same time felt completely normal.
I honestly feel very normal and then I go and do something stupid or weird and realize maybe I am not normal. It is not that I even want to be normal I just straight cannot tell and this is because I am isolated but when I am near others it is very obvious I am not like them.

I think this may be a protective defence mechanism because I have had reality hit me a few times in the past and it gave me a full on panic attack… I am also told I am autistic by professionals and doubt this maybe I am really autistic also.

 No.235259


 No.235290

>>235205
Reminds me of the expression I heard once.

Interacting with other people is like a mirror so we can see ourselves. Or something like that.

Basically interaction helps reveal who you are especially the deeper stuff. Without people you cant see yourself like how u cant see your back without a mirror.

 No.235291

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>>232813
How painful is it to get shot in the head? I know you won't feel a thing if you blow your brains out with a shotgun, but what if you shoot yourself with a smaller caliber bullet and don't die instantly? The brain doesn't have nociceptors, so any pain you would feel would probably be in the skull/scalp, unless you bleed out and drown from your own blood. Or will you be knocked out, and be unconscious even if it takes a few minutes to die?

 No.235292

>>235291
The sudden drop in blood pressure should result in an instant knockout, especially if you block off the outgoing arteries to increase the pressure in your skull prior. That's how people die from autoerotic asphyxiation

 No.235295

>>235292
How do you block off the outgoing arteries prior?

 No.235307

>>235295
Maybe by pulling the trigger while partially hanging

 No.235318

Just a public service announcement to my /dep/ suicidal frens regarding AN AKA Sodium nitrite.
It is best to get this poison/cure before it becomes too much harder.
It provides a peaceful death aside from a potential vomit or two which can be fixed by aquiring easy to get antiemetics.

I have SN but really get a lot of urges to kill myself by cutting my artery.
I think that would be a nice protest against life and if livestreamed more fun. (only way to give back to you fags)

 No.235331

>>235307
I might do this. What I might do is shoot myself in the shower, and also tie a noose to the shower head. If the gunshot doesn't kill me, the hanging will. I will also lock or even barricade the door shit, so that people will have to bust down a door if anyone tries to "save" me.

 No.235350


 No.235351

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>Devastated mother blames cannabis addiction for her daughter's suicide after 'paranoid' 23-year-old jumped to her death from multi-storey car park
Derby Coroner's Court was told by Emily's parents that towards the end of her life she became convinced she could hear other people's thoughts and believed she was Mary Magdalene.

The inquest heard she had a history of mental health issues, including anxiety and depression, with her mental health deteriorating in the two years leading up to her death.
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9187467/Devastated-mother-blames-cannabis-addiction-daughters-suicide.html

 No.235352

They're not releasing her cause of death, but a lot of people seem to assume it was suicide.
>South Korean TV actress Song Yoo-jung, 26, is found dead amid rash of suicides among the country's young showbiz stars
She made her acting debut six years ago and had found recent success starring in the hugely popular romantic drama, Dear My Name.

Yoo-jung played an architecture student searching for her soulmate.

She is the latest young Korean actress to die at the height of her fame.

Suicide is a chronic social problem in the highly competitive society and is the leading cause of death for people aged between 10 and 39, according to government data.

More than 13,700 people took their own lives last year.
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-9187237/Song-Yoo-jung-South-Korean-actress-Dear-Golden-Rainbow-passes-away-26.html

 No.235353

>>235352
I swear these korean celebrity suicides are staged, the entertainment industry there is so jewish it's probably the best way to milk a bit more money out of their stars before they get old and no one cares about them anymore

 No.235358

>>235350
please someone respond to my question.

 No.235377

>>235358
Sorry wiz I did not see.
I suggest you use the suicide wiki they have a page about SN as I said you want to get some antiemetic also but you can do it without however may puke it up and not ingest enough to die just get really sick.

>that link

Yes should work <3 sad that it came to this but I am in the same boat.

Do your research also if you have any questions that you cannot seem to find an answer to consider using sanctioned suiicde but that website is mainly normalfaggots and is owned by a crab tard they hate weird people like us.>>235358

 No.235382

>>235350
That'll work fellow indianwiz. Make sure to google up a few SN science experiments in case someone asks you why you want to buy it. Goodspeed.

 No.235404

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Interesting find from 2005, about a Samsung heiress. She hanged herself with an electrical cord attached to a door.
>The high life and lonely death of Lee Yoon-hyung
She was the young heiress to a billion-dollar fortune. She loved fast cars and fine art. And then she was found hanged in her Manhattan apartment. Kathy Marks reports on a tragedy that has cast a shadow over one of the world's wealthiest families.

But the story of her demise is not quite so straightforward, and its gradual unravelling in recent days has cast a harsh light on the secretive family that controls huge swathes of South Korea's business interests. Best known in the West for its electronics arm, Samsung is the world's largest manufacturer of computer memory chips and is South Korea's biggest and most powerful conglomerate. Lee Kun-hee is one of the richest men in a country that is often dubbed the Republic of Samsung.
https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/asia/high-life-and-lonely-death-lee-yoon-hyung-517563.html

 No.235423

There are facts in this world and the truth is that these facts are real for us and we cannot deny them. Birth and death are such facts. Facts don't have meaning just like digestion has no meaning. I will bring another fact into the world. The fact of death. This action needs no reasoning because it's result is a simple fact. Not different from the biological creation of baby and taking a shit. Completely meaningless and only real when it surpasses meaning and becomes fact. Meaning never helps, it's all delusion.

 No.235424

>>235290
Why would you ever want to find out who you truly are (pro tip such entity does not exist, what you really find out is how you don't fit in with others) when you feel fine otherwise? Being isolated is the way to go.

 No.235427

Do you have a simple tutorial on how to hang yourself properly?

 No.235435

Is Sanctioned Suicide down for anyone else?

 No.235436


 No.235438

>>235435
another failed mother blamed it for her sons suicide and now everyone else has to suffer the consequences. it's a fucking shame that shitty "journalists" like vice need to ruin communities like this with moral outrage and a hoard of facebook mommies who want something to blame their sons death on. imagine being so selfish that you try to take down a whole community of support because you were such an abominable parent that your son killed himself. I'm just angry that I didn't make an account before and the one ive just made is waiting for approval and probably looks like one of those do gooder whores

 No.235440

>>235438
That's ugly. I had an account but never made a post over there. I can't believe they actually took it down. Another reason to kill myself I guess. It would be awesome if I could somehow kill myself while also blaming the mothers and retards that toook it down of pulling the trigger. That's never going to happen though. The cruel life affirmers in this world will always come away unharmed by society. That's just how it goes.

 No.235441

>>235435
I was going to post this I was looking for it also and presumed my chithole country banned it because some EU rubbish.

How did it get taken down the crab owner said that they were protected and servers were safe.

Any alternative suicide site at all?

It actually could be a good thing SS is gone because the peopel who ran it were crabs and the userbase was full of normalfaggots somehow.
I hope a SS clone pops up that is less reddit like.

 No.235448

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i want to shoot myself in the breast

 No.235454

>>235448
Kinky. But that ain't going to m get you anywhere.

 No.235458

>>235454
peace. at least I hope so.
shot in the heart should kill in an instant

 No.235463

>>235441
>>235435
>>235438
>>235440
They are back up at sanctioned-suicide.org on a new server, but you need to be a member to see the relevant boards .

I know know because I found them on telegram t.me/sanctionedsuicidecom

 No.235465

I have a rope made into a slipknot and ready for the day. Found a nice spot to do it, too. I would like to use Pentobarbital but it's so fucking hard to get. I'll most likely just drink half a bottle of whiskey with a bunch of sleeping pills and hang myself.

 No.235466

>>235465
When do you plan to do it, wiz?

 No.235467

>>235465
explain me how what you are supposed to use for an anchor i don't get it it always fails

 No.235469

>>235466

Once I've sorted out all my affairs. There's all this stuff which needs to go to the right people and matters to be sorted. I'm guessing anywhere from 1 to 2 years left, but it could be much sooner. Whatever the case, there's no turning back now.

>>235467

I was just going to secure the rope to a metal beam. A good example of an anchor point might be a hook screwed into the floor, and then the rope can be thrown over a beam. In my case there is a fixed ladder leading up to a platform, so a lower rung on the ladder could be used as the anchor. It's probably not necessary to have one anyway. I doubt most full suspension suicides use an anchor.

 No.235470

>>235469
>there's no turning back now.
Why do you say that?

 No.235471

>>235470

Because I've come to understand that continuing to live this life for decades to come is ultimately of no value. Why extend ones suffering?

 No.235472

>>235471
>matters to be sorted
Why would you care when you're dead? Are you sure you're not just looking for excuses not to do it?

 No.235473

>>235472

My OCD demands it. I really don't want to stay in this world.

 No.235474

I wish I had the balls to go with it but I'm to scared to kill myself and too scared to fix my problems. I hate this

 No.235475

>>235474
Yeah that's like 99% of people on this thread, don't worry. Just live your life until its gets so bad you have to actually kill yourself.

 No.235476

>>235474
If you can try fix your problems why not try that instead of killl yourself seriously I wish I could fix mine.

 No.235478

>>235476
I don't know to be honest I feel like a huge dread and I can't focus on them, only on how I could kill myself despite the low chance to actually do it

 No.235488

Any germans here? Germany introduces a draft proposal that allows state assisted suicide for everyone.

https://www.deutschlandfunkkultur.de/regelungen-fuer-die-sterbehilfe-das-recht-dem-eigenen-leben.2950.de.html?dram:article_id=491719

 No.235489

>>235488
Portugal just made a big step toward euthanasia, though it might get vetoed by their president.
>Portugal Parliament Votes To Legalise Euthanasia
https://www.ibtimes.com/portugal-parliament-votes-legalise-euthanasia-3133565

 No.235490

it ll ruin you when yer happy
so whybbother?

 No.235502

>>232922
>>232936
why do you say that hanging is a bad method?

 No.235503

>>235488
>>235489
The plot of Mitchell's Suicide Note is getting real.

 No.235505

SARCO X - New Suicide Machine from Philip Nitschke

 No.235507

sorry if this has already been answered, is there any solid proof/articles about NS working (peaceful death)?

 No.235509

>>235507
no idea, but someone killed themselves here recently with it and they did not make any posts on how they were feeling so I assume they died quickly and painlessly or it was so agonizing that they couldn't make any posts and then quickly died, either way it must have been pretty quick

 No.235510

>>232851

You're not constricting the right vein. Try with the knot under the right ear and above your adams apple. The desired effect is dizziness, sounds becoming dulled and your vision going dark.

 No.235512

Blog by a medical doctor who also writes detective novels. There's lots of interesting stuff here. He gets angry messages by people whose loved ones used the site to research suicide.
>Q and A: How Long Does It Take For Someone To Die From Carotid Artery Compression?
Q: How long does it take for someone to die if their carotid artery is compressed?

A: The two carotid arteries lie in the front of the neck on either side of the trachea (windpipe) and carry blood from the heart to the brain. They supply 90% or so of the brain’s blood, with the rest coming from the two small vertebral arteries that travel along the spine and over the back-most portion of the brain. The carotids are interconnected in the brain so that in a normal individual compressing a single carotid artery will have little effect. Compressing both can cause a loss of consciousness in 15 to 20 seconds and death in 2 to 4 minutes.

One general rule in medicine is that if the heart stops, the victim will lose consciousness in about 4 seconds if standing, 8 if sitting, and 12 if lying down. This simply reflects the effects of gravity on blood flow. These numbers would also mostly hold true if both carotids were suddenly pressed shut—not easy to do—see below. But, to the brain, the complete interruption of blood flow through carotids would look the same as it would if the heart had stopped.

Either way, the brain would receive no blood supply, and the brain needs a continuous supply of blood to function and survive.
Another medical truism is that dizziness, loss of consciousness, and sudden death are simply gradations along the same scale. That is, what makes you dizzy can make you lose consciousness, and what makes you lose consciousness can cause death. One of the things that can do this is compression of the carotid arteries. Brief compression, can cause dizziness, longer compression can cause loss of consciousness, and even a longer period of compression can cause death.

A major variable in play here is how severely the arteries are compressed. If only partially collapsed, the victim might have no problems. Severe and almost complete compression can cause loss of consciousness and death in short order. And anywhere in between. Significant and potentially deadly compression can result from strangulation–either manual or ligature–hanging, or an aggressively applied choke hold.
So, depending upon the nature, force, and duration of the compression, your victim could have no symptoms, become dizzy, lose consciousness, or die. Or could progressively move from one of these to the next. The time required for death could be a couple of minutes or many minutes if the compression is less severe or intermittent. As the victim struggled, he could intermittently release the strangle or choke hold and this would prolong the ordeal.
https://writersforensicsblog.wordpress.com/2011/07/09/q-and-a-how-long-does-it-take-for-someone-to-die-from-carotid-artery-compression/

 No.235513

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>>235505
That's wonderful.

 No.235514

>>235507
SOmeone I knew on SS watched a stream of an SS member and he claimed that they just puked a little because no antiemetic and it looked peaceful but who knows what it was like for the person also there are people who did SN and got revived with MB that did not report a horrible experience.

From what I read on the suicide wiki it seems it is only awful if you do not take enough.

 No.235521


 No.235525

>>235505
is this similar method to the helium bag method?

 No.235542

Man why is so hard to get a gun?
i wish i was an american

 No.235543

>>235502
do you have a proper tutorial on how to hang yourself? can't get myself around it i just feel uncomfortable but i don't even pass out what the fuck?

 No.235558

>>235542
Same here, Americans have it so easy, incredible that there are people trying to remove that right from them.

 No.235577

>>233707
good post anon

 No.235608

Chest pain getting more and more frequent. Maybe it will save me trouble of having to do it myself.

 No.235615


 No.235622

>>235615
Still at late twenties. Used to have a not too serious heart condition so maybe it slightly adds up to that.

 No.235623

>>233707

I think He understands that cirumstances and experience can cause someone to end their own life. There is nothing in the bible that prohibits suicide. Additionally, it's not a gift if it was forced onto us. Maybe if our lives were perfect and we decided to kill ourselves for fun, then one could argue that life was a 'gift' that we threw away.

 No.235635

>>232813
Anyone know about herbs? I grew some nice heirloom Papaver somniferum this year (Hungarian Purple). Data from some papers on lethality suggest I have enough heads easily to kill, say, a grizzly bear. I have no tolerance. My only apprehension lies with potential emetic properties—certainly at low doses P. somniferum is NOT emetic; but I worry that at higher doses purging might come into play. I have also grown foxgloves, hemlock, and datura. About the lattermost I have my reservations; on the former two I haven’t done much research, though foxgloves, with their effect cardiac arrest, entices me. If I can’t reach some kind of certainty, and if you guys can’t give me any advice, I guess I’ll just use a tried-and-true method, probably train or jumping.

 No.235636

>>235635

Why not make an extract of hemlock?

 No.235654

>>235636
Honestly, I never considered that. But I’ll look into, wiz

 No.235655


 No.235656

>>235655
>Walker Crispin Maceijewski told Oxford Coroner's Court he did not read the pages on the floor before peered inside the tent, which smelled of 'rotton eggs'.
Hydrogen sulphide, probably. "It's a colourless, flammable, explosive gas with characteristic odour of rotten eggs." This method is too risky. Too many variables and you risk hurting others.

 No.235657

>>235655
Honestly why not just do SN or CO as a method? The other anon is right you know!

 No.235658

so whats the deal with sanctionedsuicide.com? simply taken down by cops?

 No.235659

>>235658
Scroll up there is another URL I personally cannot make an account they will not accept it for osme reason but others I know are actively using it.
Some 17 yo killed himself and the parents are mad at the website LOL

 No.235675

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Thoughts on this method? I have done a mock hanging like this but the thought of getting "saved" and being retarded is scary.

 No.235676

>>235659
It was eventually going to happen, too many succubi and kids browse the site, so they were trying so hard to shut the site down.

 No.235707

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is this the whole website or is there more after you get accepted?

 No.235714

>>235675
Nearly every article I've seen about people being saved describes how they made a bad decision that ended up getting them caught before they could complete their suicide.

Don't text or call anyone, don't leave cryptic remarks on any social media you may have, don't act odd all day around your mom (or roommates) and then slip out of your house at midnight to go hang yourself just fifty meters away from your parents' bedroom window, etc.

 No.235722

>>232817
Interesting post. The older I get, the more I realise that the only sincere struggle is within each man and his conscience.

 No.235723

>>235707
There is a partner thread I am surprised you can see all that do let me know if you get accepted they are not accepting me.

 No.235724

>>235723
>There is a partner thread
what do you mean, whats that?

 No.235727

I don't have anything insightful to say other than consider postponing your suicide. Whatever painful thing you are experiencing now will likely pass or you will adjust to your situation if you just wait. The hedonic treadmill works both ways.

 No.235728

>>235724
It's for people looking to commit suicide with someone else. Every time I looked at it it seemed shady. A mix of unserious people and predators.

 No.235729

>>235728
full of crabs trying to an hero with a succubus except they never do want to die just want to "save" a witchie.

 No.235731

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Are all our problems money related?

I know I would be comfy as hell being rich, doing whatever I want. Living in remote areas of the world, visiting piss poor 3rd world nations like Vietnam and the Philippines, eating the most delicious food, drinking the most delicious drinks. That would be so fucking epic and awesome, it's almost like a dream to me, always unattainable because I'm a loser.

That would be so fucking awesome. I fantasize about it daily. I also dream about the singularity and how we could all possibly live in a dream world simulation.

 No.235732

>>235731
>Are all our problems money related?
No, not really. I have autismbux and my crypto holdings are way up at the moment and I still want to die. I did travel a few years ago and rented a room in a foreign country and spent my days walking, reading, and eating. It was a nice change of pace, but it too got old.

 No.235733

>>235732
The government can cut your autismbux at any time.

I know you have a mental block going on, which you may not even notice, which subtlety makes you fear for the future.

 No.235734

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>>235731
To some extent, I don't think I'd become a super happy indivdual if I had enough money to travel the world as I saw fit, but I do know I'd be happy if I had enough money so I wouldn't have to worry about rent and food.

A comfy middle class.

 No.235735

>>235734
You can never have enough money trust me it does not work like that but can make life easier.the only reason to have ore money than you need is drugs

 No.235763

>>235731
Most of them are for me, money would be the safety net I need. I wouldn't even buy luxury and shit like that but just knowing I can do whatever without ending in the street would dissipate a lot of my worries

 No.235776

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Please give me a proper tutorial on how to hang myself? or should i use another method? i spent weeks looking for the right, good way to do it but every method seems full of crap / doesn't work and makes you end up in a vegetable state

 No.235778

Its ok to say i want to kill people before i kill myself?

 No.235780

>>235776
You exaggerate how dangerous a hanging is with possible failure because from what I understand you can only really fail if you do not have noose around your neck correctly or you get found before you die for long enough.

You could hang yourself on a door knob but why not get SN?
>>235778
warlock mode activated.
I think the mods would get angry with you if you did it and it was linked back to wizchan but other than that I personally do not care either way however why would you want to kill others when life is worse than death.

 No.235781

>>235780
some people are bad like criminals i want to clean the world before i go

 No.235782

>>235776

Ideally you fall far enough and the rope will catch you and snap your neck.

 No.235790

>>235781
What are yyou a zoomer? who gives a shit when you die you kill the world itself.
>>235782
why risk fucking this up though?

 No.235800

>>235778
you risk going to jail, be careful
>>235776
theres a lot of info on SS, also found this video there

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHRchAjxUMA&bpctr=1612542577

 No.235801

what happens with Diphenhydramine(benadryl?), there is some stuff i can get OTC here in my country thats 50mg of it
it says the LD is 500mg but all the erowid stories are written by people who were found and obviously lived
how long do i have until im found if i go this route

 No.235809

>>235801

Mix with alcohol.

 No.235818

>>235801
I overdosed on benedryl to try to suicide and it was terrifying and awful don't do it, I took 750mg or something, I felt like I was in a nightmare, hallucinations, every little sound sounded like the loudest sound ever and made me scream in terror while my heart was beating maybe 200 beats a minute

 No.235822

>>235801
Why not get SN or something else? listen to the warning of the other poster

 No.235832

How do you NOT commit suicide? There are no good options other than that as far as I can see.

 No.235834

>>235833
I get it we are on wizchan witchies bad blah blah but it is unwizardly and downright stupid to want to harm an innocent person for your own gain and is likely why you yourself feel so depressed as others do this to you.

Misery should breed compassion.

 No.235837

>>235834
>I get it we are on wizchan witchies bad blah blah
Thing is, there shouldn't be any of that shit either, but crabs can't stfu about it.
>Disregard Females, Acquire Magic
>Disregard

 No.235838

>>235837
He is clearly a crab or a non wizard if he wants to kidnap a witchie and rape her I do not care what others do if it does not affect myself but I dislike seeing non wizards posting here openly expressing a desire for a romantic or sexual experience.

I agree with you that there is no reason to just spew silly hate at succubus it makes no sense as wizards we have let go of that attachment.

 No.235850

>>235834
>>235838
I didn't mean to hate on succubi. I don't even remember what exactly I wrote. But it was relating to something I read about a guy who used to post on the ASH newsgroups and used to bait succubi into 'ending it together' and then do the things to them that I described.

 No.235854

>>235850
I do not care if you want to do horrible things to other people but I advise against declaring that on the board and I do not think anyone who wants to actually put their wand into a witchies cauldron should be posting here.

Just kill yourself if you want there is no point killing some succubi because some resentment of them that is plain stupid.

 No.235870

>>235780
I can't get SN because my stomach won't be able to handle it for health issues (that's the main reason you see).

 No.235882

>>235854
not him but if i kill someone i will kill both man and succubus i hate humanity

 No.235972

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>>232813
I'm thinking about buying a gun so I can blown my brains out. Problem is, I don't have a car. I'm an autistic loser with no friends so I can't borrow a car from them, and Ubers don't allow you to carry firearms in their vehicles. Hypothetically, if I were to walk to a gun store or FFL, buy a gun, and physically carry it home, would I be breaking any laws or raising any red flags? If I'm on the street and people notice me carrying this big ass box with a gun in it, there's a good chance it might raise some red flags and people might ask questions. If I buy a handgun and stick it in a backpack, I would be committing a felony since I don't have a concealed carry permit. What do?

 No.235988

>>235972
blow your brains out right in the store

 No.235989

>>235882
You want to be left alone, right? Have at least the courtesy to leave others alone.

 No.235990

>>235989
Humanity refuses to leave us alone thus we have no obligation to leave them alone.
It's very empowering, knowing that you have the will and the ability to mercilessly slaughter any normalfaggot who crosses the line.

 No.235991

>>235990
Take care of YOURSELF in any way you see fit, fuck others
You owe them nothing and they owe you nothing
You are your own Alpha and Omega
Any revenge fantasies or murder fantasies is a sick equivalent of a childlish tantrum

 No.235992

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>>235991
An eye for an eye. If a third party inflicts a negative on you you do owe them something, you owe them pain and death. If you're planning on offing yourself anyway might as well balance the books.

 No.235994

>>235992
glowing

 No.235996


 No.236025

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Found a hard-drinking, suicidal BPD succubus on Twitter. I like her tweets. Very intense. Looks like it's only a matter of time for her unfortunately.
>i hate myself so much that i want to tear my own skin off

>if i ever lose my battle to my mental illnesses know that i fought know that i tried and please know i did my best to overcome


>i give up there is no hope left in me no chance at a better life my life is always going to be this way and i can’t fight it any longer because i know i am fighting for nothing mental illness you win i am completely 100% defeated, you got me

https://twitter.com/bpd_and

 No.236026

No one wants to read your twitter roastie. Fuck off.

 No.236028

>>235972
I would put the gun in a case for an instrument.

 No.236033

>>236025
>Looks like it's only a matter of time for her unfortunately
>unfortunately

 No.236034

>>236025
Looks just like any other histrionic succubus on social media.

 No.236035

>>236025
>Looks just like any other histrionic succubus on social media.
You're absolutely right
>TW ⚠️ not a real person just a collection of what people want me to be and various mental disorders

 No.236038

>>233668
It's not that I wouldnt want to insult them, they are dead and I don't really beleive in the afterlife. Rather it's just another barrier that makes pulling the trigger hard as my heart is overwhelmed with guilt.
>>233736
This was during the old times in sweden before both world wars. Because of widespread famine as a result of bad harvests a sizeable chunk of our population emmigrated to america. Only 1/5 people ever came back, you can still find abandoned houses from the 1800s in the woods if you know where to look. After that our economical situation was screwed for a long time as anyone with valuable skills had left the country just like whats happening in eastern europe today. He was born by a maid (not like the fine dress kind but basically a female farmhand) and no one knew who the father was because she wouldnt tell and no man would step fourth. The man of the farm she worked at rejected her and fired her so she could no longer take care of him and he was put up for those reverse auctions I told you about.
From there on out you know what happened to his adoptive mother. His real mother no one knows what happened to and his real father my grandpa was told the man of the farm though it was never verified and only word of mouth. He went on to work in that village pretty much for the rest of his life as a handyman eventually finding a succubus and having my grandpa. Grandpa did a lot of ancestry stuff before he passed which is how he found out the man of the farm probably was the father. Also found out I'm related to the french royal house by very very far, which is kind of fun to know. Anyhow, I've almost died drunk in snow a time before where I almost lost my toes and were unconxious but "saved" by cops that found me in the small park. So I know it's pretty painless if done right, I can remember very little about it but laying down and the sensation that the soft snow made it very very comfortable.
I think the trick to death by cold is to not try to rush it. You don't want to just take a few shots and go outside and lay in the snow; that will be painful. You want to put on some decently warm clothes (might sound stupid but hear me out), get progressivly drunker as you walk trough the woods just growing more and more tired until you can go to sleep as soon as you lay down. You should feel decently warm once you lay down. If you've ever laid down in snow you will know that initially it will be very comfortable but because of the increased surface area the ground will zap heat out of you way faster than if you stand up and your core temperature will fall very very fast. The balance is to get sleepy enough both trough alcohol and walking that you will pass out while it still feels comfortable.
Completely unrelated to the story I think cold is one of the best ways if you have snow because as long as youre insulated enough you won't experience a drop in temperature until you lay down (and if done right go to sleep) and is therefore painless. And unlike hanging or jumping in front of trains on the off chance you fail because youre "saved" the consequenses are usually not as horrible. Wear thick boots and gloves that warm your fingers and toes to minimize the risk of losing them if youre saved. You won't get paralyzed from the neck down, have your legs mangled, become a vegetable e.t.c. like with some of the other method.

 No.236044

>>236038
Thanks for sharing, very interesting.

 No.236047

>>235992
>i <3 negative interactions with normalfags
stop

 No.236052

>>235972
shoot yourself in the breast.
It will be more painful, but it's worth it.
Nothing worse than living as a vegtable for the rest of your life.
Also you won't derange your body too much if you care about that stuff.
I don't get why not more have come up with this brilliant idea. just look at those retard faggots blowing their face off with birdshot

 No.236053

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i want to die a warriors death

 No.236055

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>>235988
>>236052
this.
shoot yourself in the breast while you're in the store

 No.236062

>>236044
Grandpa left an old photo book behind when he passed, know there is a picture of her in there somewhere if I can find it in the storage the next time im up north in which case I might be able to share some old photos. I wont kill myself until I find it and see her

 No.236064

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>>236052
>>236055
Or you could just not be a retard and shoot yourself with a slug or buckshot instead of fucking birdshot.

 No.236073

>>236064
I used to idolize these. Man, slugs. I held them in my hands. Then I grew up a bit and gained some experience. Now I'm grown up but I still don't fear death

 No.236088

>>236064
Yea. It still looks disguisting blowing your whole head up.
There gotta be something more tasteful

 No.236099

>>236098
I'd tell you to kill yourself but you'd probably ask how in retard-speak

 No.236108

>>236100
Snyend me all your monya! *does that cap pow thing anime succubi do* X3 X3 X3

 No.236110

>>235992
An eye for an eye, and soon the whole world will be blind

 No.236117

>>234613
People here are genuinely trying to find a way to painlessly die, since society prohibits people from trying to kill themselves, people have to find some creative ways to suicide.

 No.236122

>>234615
wtf this thing isn't tall enough to make it guaranteed

 No.236124

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HELLO GENTLEMEN
where can i learn to make a knot for my rope? can't find any good tutorial and i always struggle with the length and the anchor
what can i use in a hotel room for instance?
explain to an autistic wiz how he is supposed to do it

 No.236134

>>236090
I never had a problem talking to them as as young child, puberty is the destroyer of innocence. My problem was not knowing HOW to and I eventually stopped trying and I see now reason why I would want to learn now that wizzardhood is only a few years away. If I thought sticking my cock in a female would releive me of all my problems I would have gotten an escort years ago.
>>236117
some are a bit ridiculus however don't you think? The I dont have the means to is bullshit. Robin williams made do with a belt.
>>236124
The knot you want to use depends on the way in which you will be hanging yourself. For suspension you don't want the hangman noose, that's normgroid tier. Just a normal slip-knot will work just fine, might want to put a cloth between though to make it a bit more comfortable. If you're going for a full hanging get a fixed knot or it will hurt

 No.236142

>>236134
It's not full hanging and thank you a slip-knot is easy to tie up. I also thought about the cloth between it. Now what would you suggest for an anchor? Hotels rooms i checked don't seem to have much room for that kind of need. I wonder if they are designed to avoid suicides.

 No.236219

is there any site where i can buy guns online with export to all parts of the world? or i need the deep web for that?

 No.236281

>>236219

Darknet would be the way to go. Otherwise if you know any drug dealers who have access to such things/ contacts, you can get one that way.

 No.236286


>>235988
>>236055
they never load it up in the store you stupid fuck. you think you're the first one who tried that? you think you're so smart? you're obviously a fuckin normie tourist who just comes here to make your pathetic life feel less pathetic.

 No.236288

zopiclone(sleeping pill) + lots of vodka????

what are the chances of survival?

fuckin normie slave owners google censoring relevant info.

 No.236292

>>236288

No idea if that will definitely work on it's own, but it has the potential to be lethal. I'm going to be doing that + hanging. Basically, once I start to pass out from the cocktail, I'll fall and hang. This avoids any potential panic/ second thoughts.

 No.236295

>>236292
gonna need more than a guess, failure is not an option.

 No.236299

>>236295

I'll be taking about 60 pills with a whole bottle of vodka.

 No.236301

>>236299
whoa! my doc only prescribes me 15 a month. how? did you accumulate them over time or darknet?
hanging is also a fuckin shitty method, high chance of pain and psychological preservation instincts fucking you up for life.

 No.236304

>>236301

I haven't got them yet. But as I won't need to use them until the day, I'll just stockpile.

 No.236305

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>>236304
guess the pain hasn't reached the threshold yet eh?
try baking edible weed, it will regrow your pain receptors in the brain and spine, that'll wake you up to reality. you'll be ready then.

 No.236310

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>>236305

Soon enough, friend. I'm still looking at other methods.

 No.236312

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>>236108
You mean this?

 No.236315


>>236299

QUOTE from some forum, it's not me!:
"Got in my car, and drove about 7 or 8 Kilometres to my now Ex girlfriends restaurant… Got in a fight with her boss… Backed out of the parking lot into a dumpster… Then I drove down the street and hit two parked cars. That's when the police found me… I blew into the breathalyser, and of course failed… My car got towed, I lost my license… I woke up late the next afternoon in a jail cell, and the last thing I remembered was popping a Zopiclone. We went to check how many were left, apparently I ate 6 of them after I blacked out. The strange thing is, I only had a small bottle of wine. I DON'T REMEMBER A SINGLE THING!!! From the fight with my ex's boss, to the police arresting me… Not a single hint of a memory..

Total… blackout…

I have about $3000 worth of fines and impound lot fees when it's all said and done.

This was two years ago, I'm still paying, and I'm still without a license.

Zopiclone can be fun, but please, PLEASE don't mix it with alcohol, and if you do make sure someone is watching you.

BE WARNED when people are in black-out mode from alcohol and Zopiclone, they can act shockingly normal, and sober seeming. They will usually seem sort of apathetic and detatched.. sort of robotic. It's creepy, its like there not there. So if your being baby sat by someone who's making sure you don't black out.. Make sure they understand this, and make sure THEY make sure you're absolutely awake and conscious before they let you do anything that could be dangerous. I learned my lesson the very hard way.

I could have killed someone, I'm just thankful I didn't make it onto the freeway. I was basically sleepwalking and driving… I don't know, I think I was anyway, I don't remember, remember? So to sum it up, Zopiclone and alcohol, not a good idea. And believe me, I can handle my drugs and booze… Zopiclone and MDMA on the other hand, is a very wild and fun trip (in my experience anyway)

Here's my trip report if anyone is interested, it talks about my wild MDMA + Zopiclone experience as well as my very negative alcohol + Zopiclone experience… Fucked up stuff, lemme tell ya… Never again.

https://drugs-forum.com/threads/174562?highlight=Zopiclone+MDMA

This is a very, VERY bizarre and interesting trip report that shows you how absolutely fucked up, yet undeniably fascinating Zopiclone can be…"

 No.236327

is sanctionedsuicide down?

 No.236345

>>236327

sanctioned-suicide.org is the new address.

 No.236357

what's the chance of failure if you drive into the woods and drink vodka lots of it + freezing canadian - 20 c cold?

how fuckin painless is it?
% of failure and survival mechanism kicking in?

failure is not an option.

please advise.

 No.236408

>>236357
you will wake up in a miserable state but won't die

 No.236414

>>236142
anything rigid with a height difference. If theres a wardrobe there tends to be a bar perfect for it.
>>236219
get a blackpowder shotgun. Cheap, legal in most of the world without licence and you only need one shot regardless.

 No.236487

>>234862
> Hillary Clinton
Probably wasn't a suicide.

 No.236509

I don't hate myself, I don't want to die. I'm afraid. I'm an egoist, I'm a coward.
I don't want to lose my identity, my ego. I am ego.
But my life sucks and I have no future, only more challenges and suffering. This is hell.

 No.236510

>>236509
You don't hate yourself, you hate your life. What your life is right now. You're not a coward for one. Maybe try to find a way to solve this challenge or skip it and find another challenge entirely.

 No.236578

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I plan to ctb by cerbera odollam poisoning and I already know how to make the method painless.
However, I pose a question. What I’ve read on cerbera odollam poisoning is that death occurs 3-6 hours or more after ingestion and in all the reports I’ve read, those who’ve committed suicide have all done so by consuming the seeds raw. Considering what I know about plants and biochemicals, they contain indigestible fiber which impede the absorption of cerberin.
What I have is an extract of 5 seeds made into an alcoholic tincture. If I were to ingest it in that form, my death should come much quicker, as in less than an hour, right?

Thank you in advance!

 No.236631

How does one obtain sulfuric acid and formic acid in Canada, from a quick google search it's seems to be regulated. Is a portable BBQ my best bet?

 No.236647

>>236631
You can look into drain cleaners. Some of them are made with sulphuric acid.

For formic acid, I’m not sure. But I trust that auction sites like eBay would have it, you might want to set it to worldwide and see if you can get it.

If you can’t get either, then you’ll likely have to go with using the Hibachi…

 No.236652

What are some interesting ways to broadcast your suicide?
Not just ideas, but maybe examples you've seen in your time, or maybe ways you catch yourself thinking about?

Some notable examples I remember, the guy that suffocated himself with plastic bags on a stream, the guy that set his room on fire and livestreamed it from under his bed. Both of these events I saw live, but now seem lost to time. Though, both cases felt like pointless displays. To me the idea of seeing value in the broadcast shows you still value real world input in some way, meaning you're not fully committed to and reconciled with your suicide, making it not the right choice for you at that moment.
But I still find myself drawn to the idea, and so I ask.

 No.236685

>>236652
Where do you even watch/find the broadcasts?

 No.236717

>>236685
Both were years ago before streaming became mostly centralised with content rules enforced. The fire one I've found records of and apparently that was on a site called chateen. The plastic bag one however I can find nothing for, though I think it might have been justin.tv, a kind of proto-twitch. Earlier in this thread someone mentioned a sanctionedsuicide livestream, so looks like there's still a place for it.

 No.236772

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>>232813
Has anyone here read Mitchell Heisman's suicide note? Here's a condensed version of it I found if anyone's interested.

 No.236886

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Is this gamepad suitable for killing myself?


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