>>232961>>232961>I don't even put effort into avoiding bad situations. If something bad is going to happen to me I just accelerate it or "add fuel to the fire".
I do this as well thinking it will push me to kill myself making everything a Win Win but it does not work when fully apathetic.
I do not have back up plan it is actual plan to die soon I am just priming myself currently.
I wish I could do it impulsively, I think I will just wake up and take my SN when I have to do it and pretend I am not killing myself.
I want to be with waifu.>What do you mean?
Nothing feels real to me most of the time and I am unsure of everything as if I am dreaming.
I have a disconnection with myself if that makes sense, sometimes it is enjoyable.
>Why do you want to die?
Many reasons we all share and some even the biggest stoic wiz would concede invalidates the point of existing
Nice image what manga I cannot read runes