/dep/ - Depression

could be the smell

I hate going anywhere. It's the autism and they can sense my sperginess. They all glare and laugh at me. I'm as subhuman as they come.

>>236557
>>236548
Same. I try to dissociate and only do necessary social interaction but I know how fucked I am. Then I try to dissociate from that knowledge. It works to a certain degree. The worst part is when I make stupid comments that show my autism straight forward. I can't avoid this because my brain is a mess among people.

I hate my life

>>236560
>>236557
i feel you

>>236548
lol i went to the barber again yesterday and it was a disaster as usual people look at me like i'm a freak,
not to mention i tried small talk with the hairdresser and it was autistic af they're either repulsed or scared i can sense it, i just sit still barely look into the mirror etc
I swear going to the barber is a fuckin nightmare

>>236563
Why do people go to the barber? I've wondered about this for a while. Also, what is the point of regular haircuts? Are people trying to trick eachother into thinking we're not monkeys by assuring that each hair is in the right place?

>>236564
I mean i prefer manageable hair, growing it out in between is always awkward.
I would go buzzcut if my head wasn't deformed, what do you do you still need to get your hair cut no ?

>>236565
I simply alternate between buzzcut and grown-out hair, and all I use is hair clippers from the store

>>236563
I haven't paid for a haircut in over a decade, simply because I'm scared of trying to make small talk with the hairdresser. I just cut it myself every six months or so.

>>236563
Get one of these, never go to the barber again

>>236563
If they don't engage you in small talk they don't care if you talk to them or not. Make sure you have showered/bathed before you leave the house and hair cuts are simple. Tell them what you want, sit down and have it done. Thank them, pay and leave.

>>236564
Hair makes a big difference in how people react to you and how you look. A good hair cut can put a slightly below average guy to slightly above average by framing his face better. Your outer appearance influences how people around you respond to you. A haircut every few months and wearing some clean clothing will make it easier to ghost instead of being the homeless guy everyone stares at. You don't need to dress expensive, as long as you're not morbidly obese you can get fitting clothing cheap off of ebay and be fine. A $15 outfit (excluding shoes) is enough to blend in as a normalfag and be left alone.

>>236597
>Hair makes a big difference in how people react to you and how you look. A good hair cut can put a slightly below average guy to slightly above average by framing his face better. Your outer appearance influences how people around you respond to you.

It's annoying how true this is. Still, I don't give a fuck, I cut my own hair when it gets in my eyes because I don't like that not because I care how I look. Fuck other people and their opinion of me or anything else for that matter, people are dumb and I don't respect them.

>>236598
Then don't bitch when they stare at you like a crack whore.

>>236604
The secret to the normalfags game is obvious - they're all about numbers; there's a lot more of them than there are of you. Self-awareness and intellectual tactics are your friend around them. Do not, and I repeat DO NOT betray any hint of negative emotion around the normalfaggots, they will quickly reverse this on you. You can look any way you want. And if people stare at you, use a tactic that isolates one of them and use the group against one of their own. One of my ideas, I guess, maybe I'm a delusional faggot but emotional hurdles are to be jumped over

>>236604
fuck off you normie bug

>>236593
this holy shit. The fucking benefit of having a hair cutter and how much dread it will spare you

>>236593
Good model is Moser Primat 1320.

Have lasted me almost two decades with the original blade.