What keeps you going aside from it "not being bad enough"?
I'm slowly losing my ability to do anything aswell due to several health issues getting worse as time goes on. Doctors have zero intention of helping. I'm happy that my eyes are somewhat fine aside from glasses.
>Groin area, penis hurts randomly from some bullshit called CPPS, no solution just mitigation with the efficiency of a prayer>Frequent sharp pains from breathing even though lungs are fine, no solution>Jaws are completely fucked (TMJ) and in constant state of inflammation of some kind, can barely eat at times, getting worse>Random pains all over my body inhibiting motion, gets pretty bad at times, almost like burning>Arthritis in hands got so bad my hands are starting to shake from doing basic stuff>Allegedly I have internal hemorrhoids, but I feel it's something worse
Worst of it all>Tinnitus
At this point I got a second sound in one side driving me mad slowly but surely. You'd think you get used to it over time, but in reality it just chips away at your sanity day after day, headache filled night after headache filled night.
I never really set up a "life" for myself, never really started, never really gotten good at anything worthwhile so at least I'm not losing out on a hobby like you. I never began.
Regardless, our futures have been equally erased. How do you deal with the despair of the situation? The hopelessness of our reality?
There is no future anymore, no magical tomorrow where we wake up healthy, where we wake up happy…