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 No.243093

>Be a wizard
>Eyes aren't as good as they used to be
>Can't read for extended periods or watch screens without getting bad eye strain that lasts days
>Have life long illness that causes moving to be painful some times
>Try to paint warhammer figure
>Have to stop after ten minutes because of pain
>Can't do any movement based activities for very long
>Can't watch screens for very long
>Handheld gaming consoles used to be fine on the eyes
>Are slowly causing eye strain too
>Old style light bulbs are banned
>New style light bulbs make eye strain happen faster
>Losing the ability to do anything but sit and exist

 No.243094

Welcome to the club. Even waking up is a struggle now. My record is 3 straight days in bed just waiting for night to come around again.

Sometimes I have energy to read posts here for 1-2 hours, eat, then wait for night again and close my eyes & do nothing.

 No.243096

>>Can't read for extended periods or watch screens without getting bad eye strain that lasts days
I don't know if this will help you, but I tried out using red-shifted screens and red-toned lights and it's helped me out quite a bit.

 No.243097

I'm losing bodily coordination and have episodes where I lose consciousness for a fraction of a second. Maybe it's a brain tumor.

 No.243098

>>243097
Aren't you sleep deprived?

 No.243101

>>243098
My sleep quality might not be so good. Also, I am somewhat sedated and probably have low blood pressure and hypoglycemia. Also, healthy people can just faint for no medically identifiable reason so it's probably nothing.

 No.243128

>>243093
Sounds like garbage.

 No.243424

>>243093
drink carrot juice and take vitamins

 No.243721

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>>243093
What keeps you going aside from it "not being bad enough"?
I'm slowly losing my ability to do anything aswell due to several health issues getting worse as time goes on. Doctors have zero intention of helping. I'm happy that my eyes are somewhat fine aside from glasses.

>Groin area, penis hurts randomly from some bullshit called CPPS, no solution just mitigation with the efficiency of a prayer

>Frequent sharp pains from breathing even though lungs are fine, no solution
>Jaws are completely fucked (TMJ) and in constant state of inflammation of some kind, can barely eat at times, getting worse
>Random pains all over my body inhibiting motion, gets pretty bad at times, almost like burning
>Arthritis in hands got so bad my hands are starting to shake from doing basic stuff
>Allegedly I have internal hemorrhoids, but I feel it's something worse
Worst of it all
>Tinnitus
At this point I got a second sound in one side driving me mad slowly but surely. You'd think you get used to it over time, but in reality it just chips away at your sanity day after day, headache filled night after headache filled night.

I never really set up a "life" for myself, never really started, never really gotten good at anything worthwhile so at least I'm not losing out on a hobby like you. I never began.

Regardless, our futures have been equally erased. How do you deal with the despair of the situation? The hopelessness of our reality?
There is no future anymore, no magical tomorrow where we wake up healthy, where we wake up happy…

 No.243735

>>243721
Get tested for lyme disease.

 No.243772

>>243735
Last time they took blood from me a few weeks ago they hit a nerve in my right arm and it's been getting only worse since.
Not sure if I have the guts to risk more nerve damage with these incompetent 3rd world medical staff.
Good suggestion though, thanks for that, even the facial numbness and tingles check out from the symptom list.

 No.244310

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>>243093
Aging sucks. It's retarded how normgroids are more concerned with curing things like cancer instead of curing aging.

 No.244316

>>244310
Old sick people are a great source of income.

 No.244317

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>>244316
>what is Medicare

 No.244318

>>244317
It's a loss for taxpayers but a profit for the hospitals and medical companies that get paid through publicly funded healthcare programs.

 No.244320

Everyone should have the choice of free assisted suicide when they turn 18.



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