[ Home ] [ wiz / dep / hob / lounge / jp / meta / games / music ] [ all ] [  Rules ] [  FAQ ] [  Search /  History ] [  Textboard ] [  Wiki ]

/dep/ - Depression

Depression
Email
Comment
File
Embed
Password (For file deletion.)

  [Go to bottom]   [Catalog]   [Return]   [Archive]

File: 1625874441697.jpg (792.6 KB, 2852x2937, 2852:2937, uw55wjw6xj551.jpg) ImgOps iqdb

 No.243550

My 33rd birthday in a month, but im deciding to check out early.
I've got Vicodin, whisky, and a noose.
im going to no fap for the next 2 weeks then have dinner with my mom and kill myself.
i'd like to live stream it if possible.

anyone else want some free shit. ive got an alien ware p.c like 2k dollars worth of pellet guns. about 2k worth of books. dragonlance novels philosophy books, Schopenhauer and ligotti. ive got a bunch of stuff thats going to either be burned or thrown away. the p.c is decent, its only about 2 years old, barely been used. alien ware desktop with a gtx1060.
you can pick it from my house today. ill give you my info.

anyways. i love you virgins. im sorry life is this way. happy gaming. happy purple epics on world of warcraft.

 No.243551

If you want the p.c im in washington state close to the boarder of canaduh. Heres my email Warcraftsucks777@gmail.com

free alienware p.c for my gaming brothers, please. take it.


https://youtu.be/klUQVKkxysY

 No.243552

See you next time, space wizard.

 No.243553

>>243552
thanks, man. Hey ummm, can you help me with it?
im going to be doing it by myself. ill be back on august 21fst if you will be here and comfort me through it.
i know that sounds unmanly, but think of it like a fallen brother dying in war.

ill post the same picture. my grandpa was a marine in the korean war. Thanks for replaying.

 No.243555

Not to be THAT faggot but can’t you hold out for a little longer? You’ve made it this far, you could always still check out at a later date. The reason why I’m saying this is I believe the next few years are gonna be “good” as in watching the decay of society and (hopefully) the literal end-times, it’d be a shame if you missed out on the bang that ends it all. And if I’m wrong you could still toss yourself off a building if the need calls for it. Hope you will do good and re-consider because it’s a shame to see wizards go.

To be clear I don’t hold any hope for the future and am a fuck up loser retard who’s (partially) planning to see how long I last in this shitshow before I end myself (probs when my parents die)

If you’re gonna do it anyways best of luck to you

 No.243556

>>243555
Absolutely not. i hate this world and want to watch baby jesus get his little asshole ripped open and laugh

are you fucking serious bro? are you a real wizard?
come on nigger, get your shi mnind right. you know this world isnt fair and mental crabs have no chance of ever being succsefull unless we can RAP!

but no, im ending it for sure in a month. i hate this godamn fat nigger world lol.
im not racist.
i dont think races should mix though. but i love all my minority bots the same. as long as you know your culture is where you belong. I dont know. Im insane and killing myself.


i love you guys though, and real loner mentally ill gamers with no fathers and shity famlies, i love you all.
august 21st ill be back for the final fappening. Hold my hand as i pass through the sand.

 No.243557

>>243553
Maybe. Not sure what I will have going on then. I don't usually plan ahead. Don't wanna feel like I'm egging you on either. Just supporting whatever choice you want to make. Your life, so you get to choose how to spend it.

 No.243565

>>243556
what will be the last thing you fap to?

 No.243577

>>243550
Don't kill yourself until your blood family is dead or long out of contact.

Schopenhauer disapproves.

 No.243578

Hey wiz don't die, your life can't be worse than mine and here I am.

Also you have your mom, I don't even have that anymore, don't do it, play more games and forget about this fuckinh world that way.

 No.243579

>>243550
Maximum confliction. On the one hand:
>Don't want to loot a dead guy's stuff right after he's dead before his mother has even processed what's happened.
On the other hand:
>I'm really fucking greedy.

 No.243582

File: 1625896972860.png (947.35 KB, 640x633, 640:633, bateman.png) ImgOps iqdb

Yes, but before you go you must impart some wizard wisdom upon us and tell some tales.
I wish I had the balls to an hero.

 No.243585

>>243578
>your life can't be worse than mine
so you're saying it can get much worse? I bet someone has a worse life than yours too. he already wants to an hero with his everyday suffering and you're basically saying "now's your chance, do it before things go even further downhill, cuz when that happens you might not even have a way to kill yourself and be totally trapped."

normalshit advice.

 No.243591

book list?

 No.243620

File: 1625934628441.jpg (411.03 KB, 1024x1536, 2:3, d33at4p-18bd7db7-7b17-4a40….jpg) ImgOps iqdb

>>243550
If you really are dead set on going through with it then good luck and see you on the other side.

 No.243625

I would rather abandon society and live innawoods before I decide to kill myself.

 No.243638

>>243550
You won't escape by killing yourself, The Demiurge will bring you back into this shithole world. You'll probably reincarnate into a worse life than the one you have now.

 No.243642

>>243550
Can I have your Arthur Schopenhauer books? I'm reading him right now and would love physical copies of his books. Also any philosophy books in general I love, maybe you have Atkinson books? I'm in Canada so not sure how you'd get them sent to me.

 No.243644

>>243553
I'd help you but I can't cross the border. Also I'd want you to use a different method.

 No.243645

>>243556
What if all the normies die from the vaccine starting this winter and concluding in three years which is my sincere belief about what is going on around? Imagine exploring dead normie homes that are abandoned and how fun that will be going through their stuff.

 No.243646

i'll take your money. thanks

 No.243647

>>243578
>Hey wiz don't die, your life can't be worse than mine and here I am.

There there's always someone suffering worse than you argument is not a valid argument at all. n$D!zT8L

 No.243648

>>243638
This. Here is the only valid method of suicide and the one I want OP to use: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Samadhi#Mah%C4%81sam%C4%81dhi

 No.243649

>>243638
not real

 No.243653

>>243649
You literally got pulled out of the void once into this world and many others it's the same.

All things are in eternity and have the eternal as their foundation.

Outward forms change, essence never does.

It's an observable fact of life that you somehow ended up here and that everything always gets recycled.

It's thermodynamics; conservation of energy.

You're going to just end up back here as anon was saying.

 No.243670

>>243653
delusional

 No.243672

I had brought Sodium Nitrite, is it important to take antimetics since i don;t have access to any . I can keep 2 doses ready if first one is vomitted. Gonna do it in forest since home will be too risky with noises from my death. Is my plan good?

 No.243673

>>243653
Well, then considering I was born middle class into a somewhat wealthy country, I should not commit suicide no matter how horrible my life gets.

Since chances are if I have to come back it will be much worse. Better enjoy this round of suffering while I still can for a few decades.

 No.243674

>>243670
that guy has made himself believe that reincarnation is real through his mental gymnastics, it's really odd

 No.243675

>>243674
That poster has valid points, as we all appeared here out of nothingness, there is nothing to stop it from happening again.

 No.243677

>>243675
Isn't there a contradiction in what you are saying? If you are born "out of nothingness" then how do you get to reincarnate? Wouldn't that imply there has always been "something" from which you are born again? And when and how did it begin? Who or what was the first being?
The """metaphysics""" of reincarnation makes zero sense whatsoever. It's a childish thought akin to time travel.

 No.243680

>>243677
>And when and how did it begin? Who or what was the first being?

Your question is more in the sphere of the big bang or where energy was created from.

Current theoretical physics doesn't rule out energy being first born out of nothingness.
https://www.forbes.com/sites/startswithabang/2020/11/27/ask-ethan-how-did-the-entire-universe-come-from-nothing/

The Standard Model posits this energy has either always been here or appeared out of nothingness. Thus all matter, organisms, atoms, humans just keep recycling in this universe over and over.

You can't "escape" it by killing yourself.
There is nothing 'childish' about it. What's more childish is thinking if you end your life you can completely evade existence in some other form. You can't. It will happen again sooner or later.

 No.243684

>>243683
God that tripe irritates the shit out of me too. Been a decade now. Took me a while to realize that it's not getting better.

 No.243694

can i have your cs go skins

 No.243695

>>243684
If you choose to make it better you can make it better. Unless you have an incurable illness you can find a better life.

If you kill yourself your mother is going to be destroyed. She will ask herself every minute of every day what she could have said at that meal to stop you. She will ask herself if she caused it by something she said while you were eating. Either make yourself infamous so it's "why did he do that?" or disappear by walking into the middle of no where like you were kidnapped or vanished and are still alive out there. One final meal then sudoku will torment whoever you have it with forever and you will ruin their mental health if not kill them.

 No.243698

>>243695
It's part of being a mother.

 No.243704

>>243677
>Wouldn't that imply there has always been "something" from which you are born again?
yes
>And when and how did it begin?
there was no beginning since there was no point when it didnt exist
>The """metaphysics""" of reincarnation makes zero sense whatsoever
something always being around may be beyond my comprehension and yours, but it certainly isnt as nonsensical as saying that something came out of nothing

 No.243705

I cant imagine anything More pathetic than suicide. At least go er because of how society treated you

 No.243906

>>243705
Slow work day, eh?

 No.243928

>>243705
Get yourself gone CIA, go and convince some retards at 4chan to commit another mass killing instead of here, you disgusting satanic snake.

 No.243946

>>243648
i can't meditate. wizards should concentrate on achieving moksha, but if you can't better luck next time in another body. my body is not functional.

 No.244246

hey guys its me i think my thread got pruned but im going to live stream my suicide tomorro
ill post a thread and show my picture.

the thread theme will be loser commiting suicide. see you guys tomorrow

 No.244247

HEy its op here. tomorrow is going to be a go at around 3 am or so. im goin to try and have my mom stay with me so the a.i robots take her and know she loved me…
or something. maybe not…
but either way the aliens are forcing me.

 No.244250

>>244247
For what Timezone?
have you thought this through and come to peace with your possible outcomes?

 No.244251

>>244247
Thought you said August 21

 No.244274

today is the day

 No.244275

today is the fucking day

 No.244277

>>244275
hey uim here guys. my mom should be here in a bit. gonna have some breakfast and explain you guys and the government are forcing me to do this. so we'll be filimg it together wshile you guys watch and no it happend. i love you

 No.244278

>>244275
>>244274
hey guys just getting things ready. gonna let my grandma and aunt know and have my mom be ready to film it

 No.244279

>>244277
How is the government forcing you

 No.244280


 No.244294

any last thoughts before your exit? it's too bad we couldn't hang out and talk about azeroth.

 No.244306

>>244250
Sounds like OP is US Pacific

 No.244314

>>243677
For my mental well-being I try to ignore this stuff but the solid gold Truth is that reincarnation is real. We came from the Void randomly into Life, and again it will return.

 No.244324

>>244314
Sounds like a fucking nightmare.

 No.244331

File: 1627000037026.png (181.04 KB, 1108x1009, 1108:1009, no_death.png) ImgOps iqdb

>>244314
Pic related
>inb4 he posted it again

>>244324
Immortality sounds appealing until you realize how much suffering you will endure in your infinite lifespan.

 No.244332

>>244331
homunculus fallacy

 No.244333

>>244331
>he posted it again

 No.244335

>>244331
Thoughts on quantum suicide? This makes antinatalism and efilism seem futile.

 No.244701

>>244331
this is a pretty retarded stretch
consciousness is just a byproduct of having an advanced humanoid brain, when that dies along with the body its wiped

 No.244702

>>244278
what happened? was the stream/pics removed?

 No.244719

>>244702
I don't think anything was ever posted to begin with

 No.244751

>>244750
word up

 No.244957

>>244702
nothing was posted, i dont believe twas op. i think hes long dead/ hasnt posted here and hasnt been replying to my emails. god bless.

 No.244967

>>243550
OP if you are still here. You have one reason not to do this and thats your mother, you can't do this to her. Please get off this place and seek actual help, call a suicide hotline, get yourself to the hospital, tell your mother whats going on, anything

 No.244971

>>244967
Fuck off normie.



[Go to top] [Catalog] [Return][Post a Reply]
Delete Post [ ]
[ Home ] [ wiz / dep / hob / lounge / jp / meta / games / music ] [ all ] [  Rules ] [  FAQ ] [  Search /  History ] [  Textboard ] [  Wiki ]