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 No.245005

My mother caught me about to overdose last night. She cried and hugged me. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to upset her despite the shit she's put me through, but I can't take existence. Nothing is going right. The only thing keeping me sane is h, and I'm so deep in debt that I can't afford more. I want to close my eyes and have the world disappear. I want to surf through my own ideal, surrounded by joy. I've lost so much.
>ready to die
>stop eating
>spend the day high and drinking
>finally end it
>my mother undoes all of my progress
Every time I try anything, I fuck it up. I can't die properly. I can't bleed beautifully. I can't do fucking anything.

 No.245007

>>245005
Why you will do it? To be another number in the stadistic? One more that is not important? You need to keep going.

And stop using that crap. You know is hurting you.

 No.245009

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 No.245014

This is pathetic

 No.245015

Truly pathetic. You wanted to be caught or else you would have done it properly

 No.245016

>>245015
I didn't think she was home, she's usually shitfaced out of the house

 No.245017

>>245005
Why? What did she do (in the past) ?
I have mommy issues too, fortunately I have no debt.
If you can, move out from the family home. It'll help on your mental health.

 No.245045

>>245005
Just wait for your close family to die before you kill yourself. Time flies and another few decades will come and go no matter what you do.

 No.245047

l>>245007
>You need to keep going.
Because…?

 No.245083

>>245005
How were you caught? I call bullshit. Either this is your first time trying and failing misserable, or you're crying for help which is better than offing yourself.

I've accidentally ODed multiple times and I'm never caught. I can't comprehend how someone would randomly walk into my nest of despair as I'm lying barely alive on the floor.

 No.245967

>>245005
I'm so envious of someone like you who has access to opiates. Would kill go get some?
How do you think OD'ing on it would be like? Do you think it will be peaceful? Ever been close to it?

 No.245970

>>245967
I don't think it was a overdose but I took a bunch of opiates once and I was pretty sure I was about to die and I didn't care at all, I remember slightly laughing about how awkward people will feel when they realize I just died next to them then I passed out briefly

 No.245991

>>245967
I came close to overdosing once on opiates. It is the most peaceful way to go out

 No.245993

>>245991
Really? I've heard nembutal but that's probably harder to get.

 No.245996

>>245993
Try to get pure fentanyl

 No.245998

>>245993
Didnt you read the peaceful pill handbook? Nembutal is only used instead of opiates because old people are biased against heroin and illegal drugs etc
>>245967
what? they are everywhere and easy to get. just order online to your mailbox

 No.246000

>>245998
Is it possible? I've seen most markets restricting fent.

 No.246001

>>246000
Only a moron uses that, even a slight OD kills you.

 No.246011

>>246001
Do you want to die or not? Y'all just wanna LARP on /dep/ your whole life. If you want to die, do fent.

 No.246029

You don't actually want to die

 No.246030

>>246001
That's the point? I'd gladly do some but it seems like they're cracking down on it pretty hard.



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