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 No.247948

I gave life a chance. Fell for it for a couple of months. Back to the same spot.

Got a fuckton of oxycodone and hard liquor right in front of me. There's a 50% chance I overdose and die.

I am depressed crying. I still cry no matter how peaceful I feel.

 No.247951

You lost your v-card?

 No.247953

>>247951
I am a wizard, why the fuck would I care about succubi.

When I said "gave life a chance" I meant trying to enjoy the things I love. It didn't work, people exist sadly.

 No.247956

>>247953
>I am a wizard, why the fuck would I care about succubi.
Well shit nigger, you said you "betrayed the wizard principles". Virginity is kinda the central pillar of wizardry.

 No.247958

>>247956
I meant I gave chance a life instead of just fucking offing myself. Can't stop crying. I can still type.

 No.247959

>>247958
It's okay man, as long as you're a virgin you're welcome here. Don't kick yourself down so much, we'll hear you out

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>>247959
I can't stop crying. I just scared my mom. I can't bear the pain fellow wizard. Suicide scares me too, I already attempted it before.

 No.247963

>>247953
>It didn't work, people exist sadly.
this sentence almost made me start crying too because its the exact same story for me.
you know what my biggest passion in life is? this might sound funny, but it's cows.

if you think about it for 5 seconds, you'll begin to understand my dilemma.
getting near those animals without having to deal with over 50 hyper social rural normalfags who not only want to talk your ear off about how funny torturing and killing them is, but are also scared of lawyers is a complete impossibility.

then you get into pastimes, don't get me started.
the biggest one is Tabletop RPG's. they're the best, most fun way you could pass the time.
good luck getting in a game that isn't filled with fucking faggot retards who make everything into a joke and turn it into a screaming match.

Trillions of things in this life have a line of normalfags a mile long you have to pass through first before you're allowed to partake.
By then, you don't even want to anymore.

i don't give a fuck.
i'm drinking 30 beers tonight. im with you in spirit. Fuck it.

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>>247963
>apu

But yes. People exist guise. *shudder*

I too fall into a spiral of drinking if I try to get a job or beat a game I failed at or concentrate on reading even while getting double vision or etc. Basically fail at everything. Burned self with a soldering iron trying to solder and it didn't work, oxidized it again, tried sawing wood, crooked cut too much to make a frame for a pi computer I was making, etc. Even Lua is too hard.

etc

And I'll do it all again of which is normalfaggot insanity. Expecting success in something when it didn't work before, such as getting a job, they try and try and that's not just foolhardy but beta male behavior rather than the omega that a wizard should be. Kings, alpha, wise men and wizards, omega hermits, betas, everyone else. These betas try to be kings of their lives and it's pathetic. I don't get Rocky.

>>"Yo ADRIAN!! I TRIED HARRRRD!!!!!"


In real life you're not on a stage and no one cares but you and there's no bitch you're screaming at but yourself.

 No.247967

>>247964
That's another wizard brethen not OP. Nothing wrong with apu wizards.

 No.248311

still around OP? what's up?

 No.248340

>>247958
Drink your own tears. Their psychic energy is still valuable.

>Alcohol is a generator of muci

>muh warp wanings bruh

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>>247963
>Trillions of things in this life have a line of normalfags a mile long you have to pass through first before you're allowed to partake

 No.248348

give death a chance



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