>>259014>not real depression
I mean, it is kind of related to my existential crisis and how I feel so tourmented by the absence of quintessential power or any metaphysical presence in this world. It feels like it is nothing but a mute stone than only replicates more grey souless stones>I brag
I said I had no intention to brag, I thought it might be a useful information to say I am not into metaphysical things, or at least I were not. I tried my best though not to make my readers feel so.>no shamans
that's exactly what i was searching for, I just needed to say it differently so that no one laughs at me>am I into philosphy
yes, I read a lot of epistemology.