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To start with, I hate everyone, and I hate everything excluding fictional characters and fictional settings.
I used to have ambitions of creating my own fictional worlds, and it's hard to shake them away. I still sometimes have urges to write down my ideas and quotes I think sound fun.
But I stop myself because there is no reason to transcribe it. For what purpose should I materially manifest my artistic visions? So that Twitter freaks who clap their hands at babies being born blind and deaf, and 4chan manchildren who play Nintendo may pervert my ideas? People are pure evil retardation. I would derive zero enjoyment by amassing fame and acclaim from the seething retarded masses, or from having even one individual read any of my works. Their perceptions of my characters and concepts would be insulting and revolting. And, being that the ideas are already there in my own head, they have served me well and do not require any physicality beyond this. I see them fine, and the seething retarded masses are sustained by lesbian cartoons and video games for toddlers; they have no need for my additions to the media ecosystem.

When you look to fiction, we see layered and emotive personalities. Characters are articulate, passionate, sensitive creatures who go places and do amazing things.
Here in reality, even those who have the money to do anything they desire often lead lives not dissimilar to niggers living in squalor. Look towards the British Royal Family, Donald Trump, Bobby Kotick, Bill Gates. See how they do nothing but have sex and stare at the wall like a fucking retard, despite their wealth.
Regardless of class, place or race, the seething retarded masses have neither romance nor adventure in their lives. No glorious deaths or trials. No justice. No heroes. Just copes and lies. Many successful family men here in reality die and they've lived such an uneventful down's syndrome life that their own family members have nothing substantial to say about them during their funerals.

Any hope for a career for me is dead on arrival. My only interest in the material world is animals, and any work involving animals is befitting of a Satan imp. It has been this way, and will stay this way for eternity. Watch as everyone around you laughs at animal suffering. Watch the normalfag as he laughs himself to tears over "jokes" of hamsters being smashed with hammers. Detailed, morbid tales of mishaps during the butchering process at the farm are told through gasping laughter on podcasts that get millions of upvotes from the psychopaths I am forced to spend time with.

I am unable to leave the house in any capacity without being mentally tortured. Everywhere in all directions, the masses of seething retards are watching and waiting; hoping to either ambush you with down's syndrome humblebragging about the numerous ways they worship the black man, or to simply report you to the police for existing in their proximity. It is impossible to view any manmade place without being shoulder to shoulder with creepy ant people who vocally narrate to every stranger in the area about their latest bowel movement. I was lucky enough to visit Las Vegas at the peak of the COVID LARP when there were only maybe 20-40 people on the street in total, and the lack of down's syndrome has made it up to be one of the only happy memories in my lifetime.
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even if it were technically possible to pre-identify illness in utero, this would be used as an covert eugenics tool by the elite; see niggers and planned parent hood


whats wrong with that exactly


cementing control with the zog, what you want the nwo to occur quicker?


>what is self preservation instinct


Ummm, no, sweetie. The retard you're replying to doesn't think that's real because… well, because he says so, ok???


>then die
>b-but I actually don’t deep down muh instincts
You can keep making gay excuses and they won’t change the fact people suicide every day.


You can keep posting the same reply and it won't change the fact that you don't understand anything.


And you can keep posting the same reply and you’ll still be here trapped in your shitty life.


Like I said before, I am worth more than you. I have my own property and mostly everything that I desire. But where you're trying to lead the conversation doesn't matter. Here's an experiment: fellate a shotgun. Oh, you won't? Gee, what's the term for that reluctance in this specific scenario called again? Oh right, one doesn't exist because retard over here said so. Here's another one for you to try: go tell another grown man that you're going to cave his temples in with a ball-peen hammer and then proceed to try. Wonder what his reaction will be. Certainly not that thing that doesn't exist because little miss faggot said so!


>oh woe is me, life is suffering
>a-ackshually I'm a super chad who owns land and has lots of money hahaha
Oh boy do I feel BTFO now.


So in other words, you concede. Remember that I got banned for dabbing on you last time, poorfag, and that's exactly why you come here and shit on depressives. Because you're a miserable pile of lies and are embodying the essence of a crab to cope.


Yeah man you win. I am le epin poorfag and you are based and redpilled.


Exactly, and that's why you're crying about my wealth instead of admitting that self-preservation is a very real thing. Cope harder nigger.


So how come people can actually commit suicide then? Tell us. If self preservation was some omnipotent force then nobody would kill themselves.

People who want to die go hang themselves or jump before the train. Did you have a suicide attempt at least?


people overcoming self-preservation =/= self-preservation dont real
Again, go tell another man that you're about to kill him, preferably a muscular one, then actually attempt it. Why don't you prove how fake self-preservation is and stop eating or go stand on some tracks yourself, champ? You're quite literally preserving yourself and still pretend like it's not real merely to fool yourself into believing that you won an internet argument. You're gonna dig that hole all the way to China lol.


People who want to live cling to existence, what a shock. And people who hate existence….I'll let you finish this line of thought.

You have zero excuses while you are alive right now. Self-preservation isn't an omnipotent force. Continue to cope that you want to die while obv you don't want to die at all, wizkid.

>people overcoming self-preservation =/= self-preservation dont real

people overcoming self-preservation = it is perfectly within the realm of possibility to off yourself if you want to


Keep digging!


I think 6-8 years is enough and if the child is bad, you can ease his existence so that he doesn't even notice. Please be patient I have autism.

Oh btw the guy appeared to be just whining bitch who only can do as much as to whimper how bad it is but isn't actually going to do anything about that. True wizards either overcome or suicide. That's the way of strong.


I understand what u wizards tho thru. I am not a virgin I have had 5 girlfriends but being in A big city succubi are prestige I feel ur anger. But don't push away all hope.


Nice try, but not giving up the Art for a pussy.


And what happens before either one? It's like you think they are Schrodinger's wizards where they either conquer depression or off. There's no lengthy state of tolerated depression beforehand because you retards can't comprehend why self-preservation is a named concept in the first place. Wizards have to stop talking about suicide or just do it RIGHT NOW!!! to appease the stunted manchildren with semantic autism.


depression is something that happens to hormonal single men in their early 20s and neets. Just getting an income and growing older will phase out all of that shit altogether. At least that was my experience


People get sick of the stupid excuses and beating around the bush. I'm sure you've seen all the retarded posts about "I'm gonna kms with a crossbow" or "I'm gonna get drunk and just walk into the forest" or "I'm gonna overdose on advil" and other stupid shit that won't ever kill you. Self preservation is very real, I think everyone would agree, and that's why all the retards who come up with these convoluted methods and stupid reasons why they can't (muh family, muh pets, can't make people sad even though I'll be fucking dead) aren't actually suicidal. They will never over come self preservation so they might as well just get used to living until they die.


You never know which are just seeking attention and which are serious until it's done. It's not like they can come back and post to rub it in your face. I've seen some people tolerate a shitty life through charity work only to finally give up. I can't say there is a clear pattern to who actually commits suicide.


I can never know for sure, but the people coming up with the stupid reasons they can't clearly haven't gotten anywhere near the point.
>I've seen some people tolerate a shitty life through charity work only to finally give up
That right there is the exact "lengthy state of tolerated depression" you said doesn't exist. People have to take time to decide if life is worth living. I had a friend kill himself just a week ago. And he mused about it for a while too. But he didn't list all the reason he couldn't, he listed all the reasons he could. To kill yourself is to decide that you really can't take even one more single second of life. Everyone else is just deliberating until the decision is ultimately made for them.


I brought up the prior depression bit because I thought you were discounting it by saying that people expressing their contemplation here aren't going to kill themselves merely because they haven't done so yet.


Oh, I’m agreeing with you then. I posted >>268228


Though I should clarify that contemplating the method signifies to me that you aren't really suicidal. You should contemplate your life and the world, contemplate yourself, but the method is an afterthought. Most excuses I see on /dep/ are superficial and show a lack of contemplation, rather than evidence of it.


Someone who at least tried to kill himself I can take seriously. Someone who just posts on /dep/ 24 hours a day about how he will die? I can't take him seriously.
>Wizards have to stop talking about suicide or just do it RIGHT NOW!!!
Yep, pretty much. Either prove by your deeds that you desire death or shut up.

Stop coping already, wizkid. Now you don't do it because of muh family, tomorrow the weather will be rainy, after that you want to watch the next episode of your anime, after that blah blah blah…Excuses everywhere. In the small town where I live every year at least 10-20 people kill themselves. People who didn't whine about wanting to die but went and hanged themselves or jumped into a river or before a train. You just want attention and pity, probably you are a female coming here to attentionwhore.


You aren't very intelligent and that's alright. Nobody is going to kill themselves on the spot just to prove you wrong. What a ridiculous requisite. Also, thinking that everyone who has ever discussed suicide never got around to going through with it is unspeakably retarded. God, you're an unhinged faggot lol.


do you not understand threads like this are coping and containment strategies? If you want to help these guys don't fucking goad them into offing themselves. The site hardly has any posters anymore


I'm the >>268324 guy. You've made it to a wholesome discussion, but I just want to clarify I meant that constant whining and excuses isn't what a wizard would do. Wizard would consider, even if it takes a lot of time, whether his life is worth it, and then either overcome or suicide. I didn't mean anything else.
By considering I mean self-analysis and analysis of current and possible future life opportunities, their weight and worthiness.


How do you figure that it's constant whining, as in the same person or people always whining? And what the fuck is the point of dep if not to vent? Who is to say blowing off some steam can't help stabilize one's mood or why one has to commit to suicide just for openly contemplating it?
It's funny, I must be an underage suicidal succubus (called as much by who I am sure is the feminist champion here…) merely because I don't demand that people kill themselves to prove me wrong or stop whining on the designated whining board.


>How do you figure that it's constant whining, as in the same person or people always whining?
I don't know, I said that under impulse.
It just looked like a single guy first blabbers how he's going to kill himself and when told 'go do it' butthurts and copes really hard. If you're just blowing steam off, why butthurt and cope, just admit you had too much stress and needed to relieve it. Not gonna go deep into it tho, so you may safely ignore this post at all.


Well, I usually just ignore people talking about it. If anything, seeing someone egg them on gets on my nerves. I'm not gonna offer empty affirmations or sing praises of the world, but I don't see why harmless whining annoys you.


>seeing someone egg them on gets on my nerves.
Why? If they're gonna go and vent then people will respond in turn. I love goading the "suicidal" because they're so fucking attached to pessimism and depression they'll never admit that some part of them likes living. They will write themselves in circles trying to prove they really do want to die when they won't actually kill themselves.


Good for you.


> Nobody is going to kill themselves on the spot just to prove you wrong.
You aren't supposed to prove me wrong little guy, you are supposed to prove your own thesis that you want to die. Otherwise you are all talk and no action, shame. Have an orgasm about how you will man up one day and will have the balls to do something you won't ever do, babyface.

>Also, thinking that everyone who has ever discussed suicide never got around to going through with it is unspeakably retarded

You are right, there are probably some who talk about it and eventually end up doing it. But you aren't one of them. And most people who want to die just shoot themselves in the head or figure something out, at least they attempt it which is much more than we can say about you, kiddo.

I know he won't do it and he knows it too.


I'm gonna do it!


I'm not particularly suicidal, but you aren't intelligent so you have to assume that to feel like you have anything approaching a point. You clearly do this autistic whinging about people talking about suicide on dep because it makes you feel better about your own pathetic life. Your whore mother should've swallowed you after you and the other swimmers leaked out of her ass. Would've been a mercy more than you deserve.


>I'm not particularly suicidal
Then what the hell is your problem again? Why are we even having this discussion?

You are just upset because I pointed out your shitty cope isn't more than a shitty cope.
>You clearly do this autistic whinging about people talking about suicide on dep because it makes you feel better about your own pathetic life
No, I just don't understand how you and others like you can be so delusional that you don't see the inconsistency in your logic.
>waaah life is bad life is cruel life is evil
>suicide is the solution, guyzz!!
>oh what a day, better repeat it again tomorrow instead of actually killing myself

Wiz, nobody here ever does it. The dutch wiz was just a hoax and joke played by wizards. Don't believe everything you read on the net.


I'm gonna go online and believe everything and you can't stop me! But first I'm killing myself.


Because you look like a pathetic asshole and sound far more deserving of suicide than the people you've been crying about for months. Try cultivating some reading comprehension, you delirious ESL monkey.
>no one ever commits suicide here
>he actually expects wizards to post about successfully killing themselves after the fact
Holy shit! You are the biggest retard on this website.


The dutch wiz was a prank I made perfect for a screencap


He's just retarded, maybe trolling.
Report back when you're done.


WHEN this feminist , pro-natalist normalnigger will be banned? FUCK YOU mods for tolerating this piece of shit that shits on every thread. I would literally gouge your eyes and torture you to maximum normalnigger. You’re the worst poster in history of wizchan.


>When will [drooling retard] be banned
The answer is never, there are no such things as mods on this site. Just ignore the nigger instead of falling for every bait, he's so easy to notice anyway


You are the idiot who always calls his debate partner ESL? Lol You are so easy to spot, wizkid. Maybe learn some other words too that you can use as insults, little fella.

I knew it.

The real question is when you people will be banned because you basically derail every thread and make every discussion turn into a discussion about me, which is very flattering mind you, but still, there are other ways you could show your love, respect and attraction towards me. Good day, sirs.


uber based. Give this man moderation privledges


So what else explains your lack of reading comprehension besides that you're ESL? You're replying to two separate posters with that first point, by the by. Your neurosis is showing, Ms. "Optimist."
As for your last point:
>n-no everyone else derails every thread, not me
Except you are the most visible poster because of your few autistic obsessions that you find some retarded way (only in your mind) to shoehorn into every thread. Are you really devoid of self-awareness? Come the fuck on, you've been doing this same autistic routine for months now.

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