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 No.268443

Im thinking about it, dont have much to look forward too in this life. I work for no future, no friends, will never be in a relationship because im fucked in the head and look like a bridge troll. Whats there to stop me from maiding myself honestly?

 No.268444

I watched someone get MAID and even held their hand while they passed out. I'm not dying like that, not in a million years

 No.268445

>>268444

If its not too insensitive, would you be willing to elaborate on your experience?

 No.268447

>>268445
Nurses and immediate friends/family crowd around all day hoping subject's mind will change
intravenous gets put in while nothing happens for nearly an hour
pajeet doc (who else would have approved this?) comes in with vials, showtime!
starts putting in the drugs, the process takes forever
subject passes out after about a minute falling asleep and saying something incoherent (Why was her son not in the room? I dunno, maybe because he spent years keeping your quality of life up and is now crying his eyes outside with the rest of the family while you off yourself because you didn't want to live past 80 you goddamn bitch)

All I could think of was how utterly senseless it all was and the tremendous waste. She was in pain recovering from a surgery for hemorrhoids, that was fucking it. If you're going to kill yourself use a gun, at least that way it's instant and nobody is coddling you for weeks

 No.268450

>>268447

Damn, I always thought it was quick and easy. Administer the drugs person dies bring in the next person sort of deal.

Hopefully the process will be refined because I imagine a lot people will be applying for it in March.

As for guns Id have to get one illegally somehow since Trudeau has been dropping the banhammer on all of them. I thought about tossing myself off a cliff but Im too much of a coward for that

 No.268451

>>268447
Not to dismiss your experience, but the documentary “a dignified death” has a depressed 38 year old euthanised in his home with his family comforting him - although they’re sad. Relatively peaceful. Non Canada but probably the most relatable euthanasia I’ve seen. Just a different view.

 No.268460

>>268447
The uselessness and waste you felt is something tied to sentience, not suicide. You just reflected on it for once.

 No.268525

Not next March, but I'm counting on it to still be there when my parents pass away and relieve me of my obligation to not let a parent outlive their child.

 No.268614

>>268451
is this doc available for free anywhere? can't find it.

 No.268616

>>268614
From the archived crawl thread :
>https://anonfiles.com/K9qfX606yf/A_Dignified_Death_small_zip
>password : wizchan

 No.268617

>>268451
Peaceful? Stop deluding yourself so much. You're being killed. If anyone in that room cared about you they would pull you out by force.

 No.268618

>>268617
Coup de grace. It can be peaceful to deliver a final blow.

 No.268636

>>268618
No it doesn't. You're giving your life for nothing.

 No.268637

>>268636
That implies that the value of a life is more than nothing, but I believe all people determine their own values.

 No.268685

>>268617
it's the most pathetic way someone could possibly die but people would rather watch a documentary where the details can be massaged to think otherwise.

 No.268702

>>268685
How is it pathetic compared to people who die as puppets for others, people die for others profits, people who die for lies, people who die chasing pleasures under the illusion it will make them happy.

You don’t like the idea of suicide, it makes you feel negative feelings. There’s no need to make up a story that it’s some unique travesty to deal with it.

 No.268704

>>268702
Glory, accident or old age are the only acceptable ways to die wizzie. Actively undercutting your happiness by fixating on sex or shame or death are a coward's way out

 No.268864

>Whats there to stop me from maiding myself honestly?
MAiD is regarded by the Canadian Government as a humanitarian service, something they provide through socialization for the greater good of their people, a gift for the peasants who are costing them tax dollars to sustain. If you're a young man who can pull a lever, you're not entitled to government benefits such as letting them kill you and using your corpse to test anti-personnel mines. Back to work, boy. Minimum wage with unpaid lunch at 35% income tax. There's a tent community 40 blocks over for you to sleep in, and take this methadone injection so you don't think the no-no thoughts until tomorrow.

>>268617
>If anyone in that room cared about you they would pull you out by force.
They would be arrested for reverse-murder and fined 80 trillion Canuckbux for wasting hospital resources.



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