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 No.271167

Yes, another suicide thread.
You think that putting my head in the rail it will kill me? like beheading, is the only solution that is painless and fast and reliable. When i am thinking in suicide my tummy hurts, feels like vomiting but not vomiting. I live in Spain, and these are the type of trains, if the guards/police will stop me, i dont know what to do.

 No.271171

>>271167
Dont scar the poor railway workers please jump from a building

 No.271176

>>271167
I might be able to research it for you. What station were you thinking about going to? What's the nearest one?

 No.271177

>>271167
Death will come to us all sooner or later, it is not worth trying and taking our lives just for having some problems. You really lost the course of your life, you lost all sensation of happiness, and of hope, being only a deep and bitter sadness. But I'm going to tell you something my friend, your problems have a solution, you can fix your life, you still have a lot of time, you can still get out of that well and discover new horizons, so you give up, get up like the man you are and move on , you don't have to die like this.

 No.271179

This fucking site. Take the supp pill gooddamnit

 No.271189

It's a horribly selfish way to do it the train driver the rail workers all will be affected also I personally know a driver who has killed 8 people it does affect them

All because you too much of a wuss to go through a short period of pain to do it youself and need someone else to do it for you
You're a fucking disgrace

 No.271190

>bro just continue with constant mental anguish, malaise and despair which you've known won't get better for awhile now infact it only continues to get worst because think of the new horizons man! get up like a man my friend your problems have a solution have you tried watching anime DUDE!? and dude dude DUDE you just HAVE to try these meds!

Wizchan 2023

 No.271191

>>271190
Study and work can help a lot, especially when you study and work on something you studied. For example, you study carpentry, and you dedicate yourself to selling wooden furniture that you make, or things like that. It really is something progressive and little by little it grows. The problem is that these depressed people have their will destroyed, but if they don't want to take drugs, they have no choice but to put their will to the matter and do things.

 No.271195

>>271167
OP, you still there? Do you want to tell us why you want to hurt yourself?

 No.271197

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Redpill me on mixing shit like this with chlorine tablets and bleach I heard death in 6 minutes possible death in an hour certain if enough is used best of all there's no antidote and it keeps first responders at bay.
So what about detergent suicide?

 No.271237

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What about suicide by drowning?

 No.271238

>>271237
apparently one of the most painful ways to die

 No.271239

>>271238
The most painful way to die is by being boiled.

 No.271240

>>271238
How is it painful?

 No.271242

>>271240
It hurts a lot

 No.271259

gallego puto

 No.271267

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I cant get on neetbux i hate my life

 No.271277

>>271197
>>271238
I got some amonium chloride and chlorine tablets but my concentrated acetic acid and amonium sulphate hasn't arrived yet.

Mixed up a small sample in some regular vinegar and got a rotten egg smell I assume that's the chloramine?

Have some thick bleach but worried the sodium hydroxide inside might compete against the sodium hypochlorite.

 No.271307

>>271238
someone told me its least painful way to die..? someones lying

 No.271314

>>271307
Water in the lungs burns horribly, and the lungs tear and swell when trying to push water out. You lose consciousness as a shock response and continue to painfully cycle the water, waking up in agony with every breath. You can float there for minutes with what feels like your insides are on fire.

 No.271316

>>271307
least painful is aspyxhiation on anything but CO2 e.g. exit bag on helium

 No.271326

>>271307
just get a shotgun. These threads are full of terrible ideas

 No.271349

>>271326
Is it hard to get them in Spain?
I can't imagine them being easy get considering its location and the sort of politics that is pervasive there

 No.271350

>>271167
>>271267
>>271349
Spainboy you just need a huggie. Want a hug?

 No.271352

>>271167
this wizza going to war

 No.271354

>>271352
Train to Ukraine, a viable option but it's not guaranteed they will let you go to the place with the deadly fire and mines.

They might get suspicious and possibly detain and or deport.

How 'bout dat chlorine/chloramine gas apperently there's no antidote and can stave off first responders if you do it right.

 No.271373

>>271349
all you europoors living in this beautiful exotic countries with the eurozone migration option and you're fixated on suicide. A house in shetland, home of countless viking legends? Spain, where the bulk of urbanex abandoned houses seem to be located? REEEEEEEE give me your deeds normie

 No.271376

>>271373
Are you Hispanic or black?
If your white our governments probably won't let you in

 No.271398

Does anyone have the list of suicide methods that has how lethal and painful each method is?

 No.271401

>>271398
https://web.archive.org/web/20190312172115/http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/statistics-most-lethal-methods

check the agony table. i think most methods are horrific if you don't go quickly. burning, jumping from too low a structure, hanging done improperly, etc. but gunshot, drugs + wrist cutting etc are probably as good as it gets. barbiturates used to be the go to drug for peaceful death but they are hard to come by now.

 No.271404

>>271401
Thank you. I can never remember the name of the website for the way back machine.

 No.271406

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>>271167
I have a weird question for anyone who has attempted suicide in the past. Do you ever feel embrassed by the way you choose to do it? I tried once before by taking a bunch of advil and asprin and was found completely out of it on the bathroom floor. Now, when I think about it I feel like I was some stupid teenage succubus or something.

 No.271409

>>271401
>barbiturates used to be the go to drug for peaceful death but they are hard to come by now.

I fucking hate current year
>>271406
Feel bad about how I didn't try hard enough last time
Took caffeine powder, tastes fucking vile oxalic acid gas a delicious lemony taste and apparently antifreeze if you get it without the bittering agent can't confirm thought.

Those do a ton of damage that you can survive so I'm a bit scared to use 'em so I feel like I should combine methods if I do.

 No.271416

>>271409
>Feel bad about how I didn't try hard enough last time

I also feel this way, but seeing as how I'm still kicking I hate the way I tried before.

Maybe it's me being self conscious because this has always been a problem for me.

 No.271459

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>>271406
>Now, when I think about it I feel like I was some stupid teenage succubus or something.
I do too. I had to go to a closed psychiatric hospital afterwards and I wish I had enough strength to go through it completely and end me once and for all. Now my parents and the people I knew at the hospital are embarassed of me. I just want to be gone.

 No.271461

>>271459
You should go to Shetland and help that other guy who wants to attack the hospital out of pure spite.

 No.271562

>>271459
This is me in a nutshell

 No.271702

>>271406
I did this as well and the past part is I was only conscious for about 5 minutes after I started to throw up and just woke up in the icu every thing would have been gravy if they just left me to die.

 No.271712

>>271562
Don't get me wrong, I do not feel good because of your suffering, but it feels good to know that you are only one going through tough times I guess.

 No.271722

>>271171
>dont scar the poor railway workers, scar random people in the city instead

 No.271723

>>271722
Jumping from a business building after work and the only people you scar are homeless vagrants.

 No.271724

I'm not encouraging suicide to anybody, however I do not understand this fear that someone will discover you and prevent it or call the ambulance.
Why not go far into the woods such that nobody will find you, and even if someone does, the trip to a hospital would take too long and you'd die on the way.

My plan when my day comes is to go deep into the woods, I don't even want anybody to find my corpse, by the time someone does I will be a bundle of bones.

 No.271736

>>271723
And that's better than scarring a train driver how

 No.271737

>>271736
Fuck homeless vagrants

 No.271738

>>271737
Fuck train drivers

 No.271769

>>271738
Perhaps if you kill yourself on a railway you can inflict some harm on a few train workers. My life style causes much more harm to homeless vagrants, so your anger amuses me

 No.271770

>>271724
Leave a note and send people on a wild goose chase
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DCDOYDNZUMI

 No.271771

Look closely at the train you posted, it has guards in front of its wheels for these situations. So it'd be like being hit by a solid wall 50km/hr.

My suggestion is, research how to build a guillotine, set a timer/arduino and pass out with cheap booze before the final nap. But you should try to keep living if you're healthy, I am vaccine injured and I think it's end of the road for me.

 No.271824

i know that i'm gonna kill myself eventually. nothing brings me joy anymore. and the suffering that awaits me in my future is intolerable. working in a routine that turns life into a stale monotony, forced to interact with people i hate, getting treated like trash by scumciety, having to cope with constant envy because my life is so shit. who would want to live this life? i cant cope with this unbearable suffering.

i'm wondering why i shouldnt just get it over with and take my own life now. i know its not gonna get better, i've known for a long time. i guess i feel like it would be unfair to die because it feels like i havent even really lived. i dont want to believe that a life could be this empty and short. but the rational part of me knows that people die all the time after living short miserable lives. its all so tiresome. i wish things could be different. i hate this world. i hate living in it

 No.271829

>>271824
> i guess i feel like it would be unfair to die because it feels like i havent even really lived.

I know I'm going to get shit for this, but the wizzie life style seems so empty and pointless now. I wish I was the average joe who could make friends and maybe a girlfriend or two. I know that's never going to happen and in the end the only person who is going to even care that I'm gone is my mother.(user was warned for this post)

 No.271831

How's jumping by bridge? Shouldn't it be an ideal way to die? I read you lose consciousness on the way down and once you hit the water its over. Even if you do manage to survive (hopefully not) you'll probably just drown which isn't optimal but it does the job in the end.

 No.271834

>>271829
>I know I'm going to get shit for this, but the wizzie life style seems so empty and pointless now. I wish I was the average joe who could make friends and maybe a girlfriend or two. I know that's never going to happen and in the end the only person who is going to even care that I'm gone is my mother.
to me, this doesn't seem any better or worse than my own situation. i don't aspire to achieve mediocrity, i want greatness in my life.

 No.271835

>>271831
Jump head first off a really tall building. Also, this: >>271770

 No.271856

>You seppuku.
>Wake up in afterlife.
>"Wow, I'm surprised it took you that long."

 No.271862

>>271834
>i want greatness in my life.

Me too, but how many people get there even after decades of trying?

 No.271867

>>271862
Yeah that’s the thing. Basically I don’t see how people can keep on living. Their lives just seem so mediocre and full of unbearable suffering. They spend their lives wageslaving some shit job for shit pay, they get some mediocre roastoid to betabux and maybe she will create some spawn who will ultimately become social media addicted zoomers who hate him. If they have a daughter she will ultimately end up becoming a whore and will be getting pounded while her dad slaves away to pay for her meaningless degree. It slightly annoys me to think about this.

I’ve noticed normgroids like to differentiate themselves in devious little ways. Maybe one will have a slightly better job than most, or one will wife up a succ with slightly less mediocre tits than most. Or maybe one will go on vacation a bit more frequently. It makes them feel better within the confines of the rat race. But when you look at the totality of their lives it’s nothing and they are still miserable

 No.271876

>>271867
They're on lots of drugs, at least in the US. Psychiatry has people on amphetamine and other numbing drugs to put up with their low position in the hierarchy. Even so, when I go into retail places, the people are so obviously depressed. They don't try to hide it any more, no fake tone of voice and smiles. Just monotone "I want to kill myself but I'll make the pizza because I'm a trapped rat". What a wonderful world!

 No.271879

>>271867
When I was a kid I loved the harry potter books and cirque du freak series I was sure my life was going to be just as special as the characters in the those stupid books. So I waited for something to come along and make my life intersting and exciting, and I waited and waited but nothing ever changed. I thought life owed it to me but in the end I turned into some semi-hikki who lives with his parents. Real life is the epitome of torture I know now I'm not special and worst of all I'm expected to just get over it and scrub toliets or work at mcdonalds until I die. So I get you, may as well just call it quits sooner that later and save myself some pain.

 No.271881

>>271190
let’s be honest. this all a troll thread.



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