No.294045
Imagine having abstinence from fap, from the screen, without social contact of any kind, just you and your thoughts. You can last an hour maybe a little more looking at the ceiling, you can bathe for another hour, read for a couple more hours, but what the hell do you do during the remaining hours, one can try to talk to a family member, but when they don't want to talk With you, there is not much that can be done, you can try to go for a walk, but when you realize that you have nowhere to go, what to do, or who to be with, when you realize that you have been wandering for 6 hours all over the city, without finding anything but desolation and hopelessness, there you realize the depth of the hole you are in, and how difficult it is to get out of it.
It's as if I had been blind for a long time, and suddenly I can see, at first there is unbearable pain, but as the days go by it stops, and there comes a moment when you realize how beautiful and terrifying it is. . what is life
No.294048
- study with perfect absorption something you find genuinely interesting. more than just reading, soothly set yourself into the learning of a difficult subject. there is a release that afterwards comes from intensive honest study. and reading imageboards at random is in nowise the equivalent of quiet focused study.
- write. invent worlds as god has probably invented us. or make a long-lived catalogue of your thoughts and place them all in perfect timed order, so that in looking back on them you might be able to discern logical motions of your thinking not otherwise obvious to you.
- prepare healthy meals, cook something tasty.
- take a nap in a cool dark room. allow your mind to rest from so much inquiry into life.
- if you have done well for yourself, if you are healthy, be appreciative of these things. if you can walk around your city without pain, you are already ahead of most of the population.
- or accept the quiet of the moment as sufficient in itself without needing anything else to be busied about in addition of it. you err in placing this nervous weight on yourself of there existing a something that must always be done. it is lawful to rest.
No.294049
>You can last an hour maybe a little more looking at the ceiling, you can bathe for another hour, read for a couple more hours, but what the hell do you do during the remaining hours
Cumbrainer projection. *You* might be crawling in your skin after a few hours of not tightening your lugnuts but such an affliction certainly isn't common.
Get a hobby.
No.294053
>>294045>read for a couple more hoursThis is the weird part of your post. You mean reading a paper book? But what if it was a manga or a light novel? What if it were literally printed imageboard posts?
No.294059
>>294053Reading is too tiring, I write more on the image boards than I read.
>>294049I bought a welding machine and a grinder, I watched many videos and guides. The welding machine came faulty, they didn't give me my money back, and in one situation I accidentally broke the mask.
It was actually a hard blow.
No.294067
>>294048OP is too low IQ to even care to seriously study.
No.294113
>>294067why are you so rude