/dep/ - Depression

I'm the same. I've been a neet for many years, the first years were amazing, I watched so many animu and it was so fun. Then slowly I became anhedonic and even starting to a new show started feeling like too much effort. This year I must've seen 8 shows even though I have all the free time in the world.

I also think I'll jump off a bridge someday, but I wanna try living for now.

>>304243

but what are u living for rn? or what do u plan to live for in the meantime?

>>304244
I'm just passing the time waiting for better days to come. Actually, I was watching Outlaw Star earlier and was surprised by how much I enjoyed some episode. You never know when good things are going to happen, besides I feel I have some things left to do before dying, hard to explain but I'm not satisfied with dying right now.

by the way, if anime gets boring try to focus on movies or vidya. or even better, on something productive. for me it's learning an instrument.

get off the internet and get a job

it's no wonder you have Ann Hedonia (she's a cruel bitch). if all you ate was ice cream, eventually it'll be disgusting. man was not meant to be comfortable 24/7.

>>304241
Study or do some new hobby.
Go to gym or do homemade gym and try cardio, take sunbaths before 9 on morning, drink more water.
Stop fap for somedays (doing intensive nofap is stupid, just stop fap for sometime like 15 days 50 days is a challenge) and dont use any type of porn.
Or put into some competitive mode into something.
I dont like the videogames and animes and mangas of this era. I have a shit computer to play this era games, i dont like actual consoles.
I dont enjoy mmo of today but i still like the old school.
I dont enjoy Hentai anymore, even animation or manga.
Ah, yep, i dont draw anymore. But sometimes i like the idea just to draw some lolis or paint art.
Get into music theory or get a musical instrument.
Get a dog for a walk.

Walk for a while out there, touch grass i dont like techology anymore. Join some IRC or Comunnity or Discord server of hobbies and just talk.
Learn about survival skills or how to cook things.
Learn how to code or make a short videogame like a rpg, try flash games or some nostalgia content, cut your hair.
Write fantasy.

>>304241
>The only remotely nice thing I experience is fantasizing or dreaming about cuddling a succubus but that's unobtainable cuz I'm a crab chud.
Try this game.
I play it sometimes, not to much you know bacause its not healthy.
Its help with my humor.
Why?
I dont know, just play with the loli or change the skin and download other clothes.