how this neet fags prevent hemorrhoids?
Today I felt like my family was more distant towards me, maybe they're starting to accept I'm not gonna "get my shit together"
I thought it couldn't get worse but the site's quality has declined even further lately. Congratulations to the mods, I guess.
I asked my mom to water my garden for 3 fucking days and what does she do? SHE FUCKING HALF DIGS UP EVERY SINGLE PLANT. Now half of my plants are falling over. She says she was digging a little area around each plant so that water could collect there better. Its just so fucking retarded. I spent so much time setting up a garden for the first time and now its just a disaster. Next storm that blows through will probably rip ever single plant out. I am so damn pissed right now.
On second thought I am just going to make do with a external keyboard.
Can't get it tonight but I will ether try this morning to see if the local shop has one. If not then I will have to go into town in the afternoon or the next day when I go into work.
I can not be assed to completely (and I do mean completely) tear apart the laptop and deal with plastic welds both breaking and making. Odds are if I sent it in to the repair shop it would cost a insane amount and take months to get back.
It isn't fair, this thing is only 2 years old. I have had keyboards last for 10 years before.
Happened to me with the G, H and apostrophe keys. I don't know what happened, just turned it on and they didn't work. I just got an usb keyboard
After messing around with it I got the key to stop spazzing out for now but next time I am at the store I will grab a keyboard just in case. This might be the first warning that major problems with the keyboard are one the way. And there is no telling when that particular key will act up again.
copy and paste "d". I've been doing that for the space key for about half a year
Smart temporary solution for if a key acts up again. Will remember it.
I just had a nightmare about a really strong earthquake, tearing open the ground and crashing my house. I hope it wasn't a precognitive nightmare this time.
this time? you have already had such dreams? this is intriguing, do you actually live in an area prone to earthquakes?
What do you attribute this ability to? Have you ever stopped to think about it, how it works? Do you believe the future is written in a cosmos book somewhere and you get footnotes of it through your dreams? Just tell me your thoughts about it, like >>221703
I find the notion quite intriguing.
every single faggot I met in high school became a normgroid. How did this happen? How can I be the only one left?
well….were they cute?
>check fb profiles of 100 peopel i studied with to confirm if my fear of an antiwizard programming is in effect and real
>gfs, friends, work, career, parties, motivational quotes, fb chain mails, activist crap, and so on
Zuckerberg, Jobs, mass media, religion, education, social conditioning.
I'm gonna defeat you scum, killingp otential wizcitizens with the promise of happiness and having them act out of fear. It's not af air game.
You created monsters, not human beings, and nothing can be done to reverse a situation like this. FUCK IT!!!!!!!!
Wizards are rare occurrences, having more than one in a classroom of, say, 30 people would be strange.
>power tripping non-virgin admins deleting posts meanwhile they post depraved gay shit on /b/ and laugh at us on discord
fuck this place tbh
>>221748>>check fb profiles of 100 peopel i studied
you'll be glad to know we're phasing out the gayposting for furry posting
homos and dogfuckers in harmony as it should /b/
what, don't you wanna have a doggone good time?
anybody else remember the world before jewphones?
virgin internet and no kikebook addicts driving into you at every street crossing
Back to shitchan's /pol/
yeah, the cold war and fucking worldwide bubble bursting years were awesome
Yes. Really strange times with live in now.
'fraid of getting nuked there son?
Got the wireless keyboard and it works fine, though the key switches feel like dog shit.
Works for games, and I cam type just fine on it.
Plus now I can type laying down, which is comfy.
I think I will still use the build in keyboard for everything but gaming for now until more keys give up the ghost.
I like his powerslam.
bionicles were better
Same. Although I havent checked in a while.
My anonymous graffiti rival has just returned to the streets after 4 years, and I'm responding to the challenge. The thing is though, I really don't care anymore….but I also can't stand to lose.
What should I do?
Death stranding will probably get praised by every gaming site as one of the best games of this gen. I hate it when things like this happen, they don't even give the game a chance to fail. It's in a league of its own since the beginning, having those norm popular actors playing as models.
This thread is a 18+ website.
Shouldn't you be resting up for school or something?
>>221908>This thread is a 18+ website.
oh man that was my age when I searched for a site where no succ could post and found about wizchan.
I looked at my bill for my internet. I have 1gbps and I pay $80/mo. I have a ton of discounts to get this price such as a $45 discount (!) on the base fee. There is no expiration date on most of my discounts but I have anxiety for the day that my price will eventually go up and I will have to call customer support to keep my discount.
I hate that internet is so expensive here in the USA. I really hope SpaceX succeeds with their low latency satellite network because prices here are ridiculous.
That's pretty good internet though. I am in Australia and mine only gets to 20mbps on a good day but will often drop drastically to being almost unusable around midnight(it will take a minute to load one page if it doesn't just give up), it frequently cuts out and restarts during the day and is limited to 1000gb a month which is fine but whatever measures this use will often arbitrary mess up and say I have gone over the limit and make the internet unusable.
>go to sleep for 12 hours
>wake up, let's check wizchan
>there's so few new posts it takes only a couple of minutes to catch up
Oh well, I guess it was bound to happen eventually. On the bright side I finally managed to start a dream journal today, I've been waiting to remember a dream this whole week. It was a boring dream at the end of it but it's a start. Let's see if I an keep up longer than a month this time.
I wish you luck in your dream journaling.
While I was never able to stick with it myself, I did see a lot of progress with dream work while I was doing it, which stuck with me for months after I stopped.
somebody copy and paste'd my deleted grape post on 4ch r9k…. cmon… really?
my life is a tragic comedy
Thanks. I've kept a dream journal a couple of times before and the reason I quit both times is because of how effective it is. Second week in and I could remember 3 or 4 dreams clearly with lots of details and it would take me 40 minutes to a hour to put it all to paper, I really felt exhausted after a while and since I have this impulse to either write everything down or nothing at all I end up quitting it. I'll try my very best to keep at it this time. I just spend 4 bucks on a notebook just for this, Let's see how it turns out.
There was a serious "heat wave" in my city for the past month as a result of dense wildfire smoke. People were screaming bloody murder about muh global warming while I was just like "watch this you dumb motherfuckers"…the temperature will plummet as soon as the smoke clears. Which it did. Now the smoke just returned yesterday and the heat shot back up by 30 degrees, but everyone's blaming oil and cars and shit again. It's so pathetic. The general population is so dumbed down they don't even know that smoke insulates heat, especially under direct sunlight.
They don't even know basic science anymore.
dude, ive been listening to ray kurzveil's 2005 book "the singularity is near" today and yesterday, its available on audiobook on jewtube for free
this motherfucker predicted that in 2019 and 2020 we will hit the end of silicone cpu's and expand to the next paradigm, which is 3 dimentional cpu's. he CASUALLY predicted this in 2005, and when i heard that shit, i literally paused the audio, paused my diablo 2 lower kurast grinding, and just walked up to the wall, and leaned on it for a good 20 secondshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QuWKbil_35c
im current 4 hours and 49 minutes in this, ill watch it later tomorrow, i seem to go through about 2 hours a day on it
fucking elon must just recently unveiled the first prototype of a human brain interface 2 days ago, we are LITERALLY stepping closer and closer to having the matrix. and ray kurzveil was casually talking about this shit 5 years agohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lA77zsJ31nA
heres ray from 2014 casually talking about thishttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVXQUItNEDQ
like, the next decade is the most exiting time to be alive by huge a huge margin. LITERALLY god is going to be born. like thats why i went vegan and thats why i try not to be a hypocrite, amongst other self-mutilating shenanigans
this shit is FOR REAL. prepare for god being born soon enough, these are truly the end times
>>221926>3 dimentional cpu's
HOLY MOTHERFUCK, DUDE
i hope that shit would be capable of detecting muh cutie Kukuri face and making a fun memepainting of it
what a fucking awesome time to live
you're so naive, no wonder you're a vegan cultist
i cant tell if you're being an ironic cunt or not, but it actually is literally the most mind blowing insane time to be alive, if you think about it for more than 2 seconds
like imagine showing a person 100 years ago stuff like the internet, a smartphone, a computer, videogames, movies, artificial intelligence, porn, our wide musical selection, the breathtaking horrors of factory farms, vr, etc etc
like we literally live in the most unbelievable time in the history of humanity. like what the fuck is an anonymous imageboard? like all of this shit never happened before in the history of humanity. ALL of this is so surreal and incredible
your cunt waifu didnt even exist 100 years ago, all of this is so fucking incredible. dont take it for granted either, like this is truly such an incredible time to be alive in history
i am a virgin, after all
>>221923>experimental project designed for portraits of actual human faces can't detect a face on your moeshit pedo toon>"lol AI owned"
You're a fool. I hope no jehova witnesses or mlm scammers ever knock on your door because you sound like the perfect sucker.
do you even sarcasm
dude, not everyone has a good ability to discern what is right from wrong, and discern the truth from a sea of fiction
i well admit i made a fair amount of mistakes in my life, even with my beliefs, especially with religion
its unreasonable to expect everyone to be use critical thinking and remove their beliefs about something, doing that is difficult. like honestly, do you have any idea how hard that is? there are people who are much more educated than either of us, and are more intelligent than either of us, and they still make such mistakes, such as having insane cognitive bias, joining weird cults, etc etc
im just a silly virgin who enjoys memes and videogames, all i know in my life is depression and escapism from the real world, what do you want from me
you know some of us never click jewtube videos? try talking instead of zoomerposting for once in your miserable life
Well he's not gonna get bullied anymore
This isn't /b/, knock it off guys.
Been constipated as fuck this week and experiencing sharp pain under my left rib.
I don't want to go to the doctor but I think I might have to.
Are you keeping yourself hydrated and eating vegetables?
I recommend greens while also drinking a bit of the pot liquor/greens juice.
Works pretty good for me when I need to get things moving. And yeah, it works for canned greens so you don't have to really cook anything if you don't want to.
>>221966> drinking a bit of the pot liquor/greens juice
I feel like taking a dump just reading that. Another thing I do, but it's not very healthy is drinking a bottle of wine, works like a charm.
Yup, I'm definitely going bald, it's going pretty fast now.
Hair is just an extra thing to take care of. I wish I didn't have massive amounts of hair
Be careful what you wish for, it might just happen. I don't care much about hair but having the option is certainly nice.
Eating vegetables and hydrating but probably not enough greens, I'll try that.
It's not actually AI.
Anyway, that's clearly a monster.
>you're already an adult i'm not supposed to provide for you anymore
>go to work and gimme some of your money or else you're a bad son
>you just say that because you're a neet who doesn't work
wish my parents posted here. I'd report them.
God this reminds me of my 18-th birthday.
Back when I both lived with my mom and was on neetbux my check went directly to her so it was rare she ever bothered me about money. She actually didn't like whenever I looked for a good over the table job because it would mean she wouldn't get my check anymore.
Eventually I just cut ties, moved several states away, and started from nothing as a noone until I built a life of solitude for myself.
Now my current goal is to get ownership of some property of my own rather then rent.
I'm having a nightmare in which the ultimately stupid post has been written, and it signals the coming of the apocalypse.
Coffee and sugar still cost mostly the same. Maybe it is time to make the switch.
Yes, they are what made me and I only hate one of them, actually I don't even think I hate him so much any more.
I will try, but since I now live almost a thousand miles away the logistics might be tricky.
If I don't die first, I will.
Boetius, consolation of philosophy
>>222048>I don't know the reason to this
The reason is you don't use that verbal expression for those occasions.
If a guy tells me he wishes to win the lottery I won't start with 'be careful', it makes little sense, that's not how one uses it. I would probably say 'me too' or 'good luck' and then again, wishing good luck has no bearing on the result, it's just another verbal expression. I figure the actual effect of both those sayings are aimed to transmit an emotion rather than a magic spell to make you likely to go bald or win the lottery. Language is expansive and covers lots of areas, as you might imagine.
You always have superstitious people who believe in the power of the mind and I've seen plenty of them here and I'm sure they use phrases like this because of fear that it might really come true.
Day of the Rope for animal abusers on Wizchan when?
you know what you need? you need a demonwolf with monstrous breasts
made 2 threads on 4ch /pol/ about veganism today, and 1 thread in 8ch pol and 1 thread in 4ch r9k about it
its funny because those cesspools actually can handle intelectual discord without locking and shutting down my threads, but aparently wizchan and 8ch r9k arent so inclined on allowing free speech and disagreeing thoughts and tHoUgHtCrImInAls
probably going to do this every day tbh. the 4ch pol threads in particular hit the bump limit so fast i need 2 make to. literally the bump limit is 300 posts and one of the threads reached 430 posts before i left page 10
fuuuuuuuckk my room is so dirty and messy i need to clean it. fuck im so lazy. whatever. time to play diablo 2 because i have no life
dude make a philosophical vegan thread on lounge, try it dude. id make it but the power tripping turbo-normie nigger admins lock my threads
vegan wizards stand up, my dude
A slave to dopamine as well, typical.
bro i grew up on videogames. ive been addicted to them since i was like 5 years old. literally my dad had to move the computer out of my room when i was still living in israel because i refused to leave my room because i was so addicted to playing diablo 1, back in 1997. LITERALLY i remember all day long dreaming about playing diablo 1, lost eden, mario, full throttle, and watching the original power rangers when i was in school, and i didnt even speak english at the time, only hebrew
and i forgot how to even speak hebrew, but i still remember how vividly i wanted to play those videogames. literally my entire life i know nothing besides videogames, i tried to quit them so many times in my life, but i am only a man, maybe not the most masculine man, but still im only human
I was referring to your numerous threads for attention. Good to know that you are a Jew as well though.
i'd be more inclined towards protesting in real life and asking people questions and debating them in real life, but im balding and im a reclusive virgin who rarely showers. literally my room is so fucking dirty i cant walk in it, im genuinely mentally ill
and most of the vegan movement is females. literally if you go out to protest in real life its virtually all females, i dont think i could stand that shit
i might go protesting solo and just ask people questions by myself and upload that shit to youtube or something, but thats really hard and its a lot of work. its easier to just make threads about it and accomplish the same thing basically
tldr im lazy
Bollocks and you know it, you would not be calling people animal rapists if you were actually trying to get them to become vegans and not just trying to inflame them for attention. You would not make several thread of hundreds of sh*tposts in one day if you were trying to make more vegans, in fact all you do is fight against your own cause. Half of me still thinks this is all just a giant troll.
nah my dude, a lot of people are ignorant and offer the same dumb fallacious shit reasons why they eat meat. my threads simply expose them to their own unethical behavior and it causes a huge amount of cognitive dissonance, which is good. im out to allow people to understand their contradicting thoughts and remove ignorance, even if they choose against veganism
you know, you cant fix a problem you arent aware of. im just showing people the truth and what's happening as a result of their decisions
so much of /pol/ especially is dedicated to ethics. literally the reason why so many people are interested in political discussion is because they fundamentally care for other people and they care for themselves
>Half of me still thinks this is all just a giant troll
lol, i have to admit, i thoroughly enjoy when people just say the dumbest shit and do nothing but call me names and insult me like this. it makes me laugh quite a lot. but the truth is i really do think about veganism all day every day and it really eats up so much of my thoughts and mind. like, i can easily understand those crazy vegan activists who go in to mcdonalds and start autistically screeching like animals, i understand their mindstate, i just disagree with their mode of expressing their ideas
why so rude? jus b nice. why cant we just have a nice thread with nice people who are nice to eachother?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ql_dEdMEjl4
no. its cool and i intend to use it until i depart from this worldhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Qx2lMaMsl8
i have alcohol sitting in my room but i hate alcohol so i dont know what to do with it. im hesitant to give my flatmate some because then he will be drunk and loud, and i hate drunk and loud people
i might just give him like 1 beer thingy of alcohol a week and slowly over several months give it away. its technically cider alcohol which is sweet
i forget the actual numbers, but i remember something along the lines of 'negative experiences impacting someone's decisions more heavily than positive experiences.' i feel like this is generally true, but for things that are of interest to you, there is an almost superhuman ability to completely ignore bad experiences, based anecdotally on my own experiences for various things. this made me think optimism/pessimism isn't as broad as we think, we can be completely pessimistic towards stuff that doesn't interest us (politics, working, 'human nature', etc) and very optimistic towards activities and stuff that we are interested in (punishing or difficult videogames, computer skills, gambling and other risks, i dont know). most of the time i feel like people are simply label someone a pessimist solely based on their thoughts regarding other people, society, government, that sort of thing. maybe there are general optimists who are positive abut everything, but i get the feeling it's mostly because of their thoughts on human nature, for example they might distrust and be very negative towards scientific and technological progress, but because they largely trust in other people, they are an optimist
just something i was thinking about when i woke up today
So early and my day is already ruined
>>222096>lions tho>plants feel pain tho
the retorts of this guy are just typical braindead normie horseshit
>waa waaaa dont remind me of consequences of my unethical actions i dont like it huee ='((((
these types of meat eaters are truly the epitome of what a mature adult is like. here, here's the most mature meat eating adult in the world, amazing athiest
he enjoys buying extra meat and throwing it in the garbage just to spite vegans because hes that mature. truly a man to aspire to be like. his anus is also no stranger to the company of bananans
Just hide the retard, if you keep replying he'll keep spamming
It seems to me that most of the times people object to vegans, it's nearly always all emotional and irrational as if their core identity was struct or something. Even through there are numerous other arguments that could be made out against veganism, it just seems that people don't really want to treat it seriously as they don't want to deal with it.
/b/ is apart from the rest wizchan so you can't really say his posts fucked up the entire imageboard including the important parts of it. Vegan posts are far more of an improvement compared to what's in /b/ these days like "wizcord" drama and gay ERP.
Honestly, I've tried to but they don't listen. The moment you back them into a corner they spam gore and call you an animal rapist. They don't listen to reason, only emotions.
dude, start a thread that specifically deals with veganism PLEASE. my last one was locked by the power tripping admins, but it obviously seems to me like you still have something to say. lets see if they'll silence your thread about it too, or someone else's
ill deal with every one of your points in explicit detail. i dont know if these admins will even allow anyone to speak about it, considering they just get angry and silence all conversations of it. i hate derailing threads into veganism but there is no containment thread, and the topic comes up again and again
I'm not going to because I have already argued with you about it and you have already resorted to just that, I stand to achieve nothing but waste my own time. We have already done this.
lol dodge harder. you're talented at putting your head in the sand and dodging the conversation. you dodge like a fat person dodges salad. here, ill try doing so, and we'll see what happens. fucking power tripping admins curtail discussion people are interested in because it triggers them
it doesnt matter who is right or wrong. even if vegans are in the wrong, stopping discussion does no good. stopping thought crime on such a innocuous subject like eating vegetables is such abusive admin power tripping its actually insane
like i cant even speak about this subject without getting my thread locks LOL this website is honestly such an intellectual joke
Honestly I don't trust people say those things without more information. What was your argument against veganism that backed the veganwiz into the corner?
Well I don't want to start it again as it really is pointless, so I won't bother mentioning more or it will start it again. Such arguments are not going to alter the opinions of either site, less so when they dissolve to what they always do.
Visit a doctor if you are feeling that unwell
>>222144>urine color green
see a doc for that kidney it could be causing other problems
doghurt strikes again
I like stuff like this where I can imagine things. https://www.reddit.com/r/actuallesbians/comments/3mrev3/my_husband_and_i_are_getting_divorced/
>Last post says she's getting divorced. Top comment says she died.>Can't help but imagine she commited suicide because of divorce.
some of those redditors have lives that are better than fiction in a sense they're more entertaining.
its been more than a year since I castrated myself, I thought I'd be like a kid and stop growing up I guess, puberty stopped but I still feel bad, actually worse than before, without testosterone I feel emotional and vulnerable, like I cling to my parents like a small child. I think more recently is the first time I felt completely asexual since a very long time, it took so long for my sex drive to wane like this but it's finally really not even there anymore, it makes things sort of boring. anyway, I guess I stopped growing into a man, now instead I reversed a couple years and I'm stuck at half-grown teen appearance, it's ok but hormonal imbalance doesn't feel good, and I thought I felt bad before, I was real wrong. also I lost like all muscle mass that I had, not that I really had any, I didn't think I had any to lose but I guess I did, now I feel a bit weaker, also I gained 20 pounds even though I didn't change my eating habits. all around I'm probably worse than before but what can I do
How old were you when you did it?
I thinks you would have went through puberty by then.
I mean second puberty where the teen starts to change to an adult and grows body hair and changes size and shape
That still pretty much ends by 21.
it depends on genetics I guess, I didn’t grow body or facial hair yet so for me I cut puberty short at teen tier, I don’t know if it’s natural though cause I screwed with my hormones as a teen and had earlier castration attempts that idk how successful they were, maybe partially, but still wish I could go back to 12 and do it but expecting a 12 year old to be that crazy is too much to ask probably
Hmmm. What was your relationship like with your mother?
There are some accounts on the internet about him trying to flirt with succubi so no, best case scenario a failed normie.
I've thought that too.
It was never clear to me, I constantly see threads being moved between the two boards
/wiz/ was meant to be serious longpost topics that were worth keeping around so people could add posts and weren't crowded out. Meaningful, useful, containing content and expecting others to treat the topics seriously.
/lounge/ was meant to be just general chatting with short posts, general entertainment, brainfarts etc but following all the rules about spamming, aggression, and shitposting - it was made to replace /b/ when it went to shit if I remember correctly.
Then /b/ was considered a hidden shitpost spam board with mods only enforcing certain clear cut rule breaks
It's hard to see really because a lot of wizzes aren't feeling too well so there's not too much original content for /wiz/, but, I think the theme is still there. A wiz in the study, a wiz on the beach, and a wiz high on potion fumes - wiz, lounge, and b.
I see. Well, clearly, a lot of people don't know that /wiz is for serious biznasty.
I always thought /wiz/ was meant to be the board for wizard "lifestyle" discussion with /lounge/ being more of a free-for-all (hence stuff like the politics thread.) The mods are unecesarily anal about it regardless and i'm not even sure they're actually acting in good faith when they move topics from one board to another
Whenever I use public transportation I'm scared I will either puke, piss or even shit myself. Today I was coming home, looked down and saw a puddle of water. Almost had a panic attack, but it was just water that somehow got there because it was raining outside.
If I did have a facebook profile, it would be to "keep up appearances", so I would probably try my best to fill it with the same kind of crap.
Were you hoping to see anti-natalist rants and suicide pacts on Facebook?
He had an autistic obsession with manliness and warriors. While he himself was a very, very, very weak person who didn't live dangerously at all and didn't achieve anything remarkable he was in fact a sad, wanna-be warrior.
That's probably because he lived with his mum and his mum wouldn't let him.
thats from your wisdom teeth right
i was told to get mine remobed when they started erupting but i said fuck you and let them be. it took forever but all 4 dont have flaps and i can brush them normally
The weirdest thing happened…or is still happening…..I think my eyes are healing. Something seemed strange lately, I just realized tonight that all of my eye "floaters" disappeared except one (what's left of it) and my 13-year old astigmatism is basically gone. There's almost no blurriness left of things at long distance.
No idea what could be causing this. All I did this month that was different from the usual shit is making my sexual energy run extremely high all month.
Hmmm. Are you sure you are not eating differently?
I have astigmatism but I have not noticed such a thing, I might try it though. By letting your sexual energy run high all month do you mean you have not done 'that' in a month?
No, I was reprogramming my balls to be that much more active and I was reaching arousal levels that were practically orgasmic from nothing more than thoughts. It was really high energy.
I wonder if something metaphysical happened.
I bet you regret asking that question now.
>>222376>public transportation I'm scared I will either puke
ive actually done that before. when i was a teenager and in my early twenties i was always on public transportation for all kinds of reasons (jobs, school, homeless, etc etc)
but after like 21 i became a neet and basically stopped leaving my room except for food. anyways, turns out if you stay away from being on the bus for long enough, your brain forgets how it operates
i had to go on the bus for an hour so i can go take some security guard exam so i can get my license, i had to get off and vomit, because i was literally vomiting over my-self and my backpack while i was in the bus. it was motion sickness and my body literally forgot how to ride the bus. but it was okay because i only had to walk 10 minutes after that
still a neet tho
>>222255>without testosterone I feel emotional and vulnerable
yeah, i think it affects people different. in my case, whereas i used to really enjoy cold weather, now with no testosterone i much rather prefer hot weather, and wear sweaters during summer and stuff. men in general prefer cold weather but succubi prefer hot weather, this has been documented with babies as well. its probably related to their nervous system and how hormones interact with it
>, it's ok but hormonal imbalance doesn't feel good, and I thought I felt bad before, I was real wrong
for sure. testosterone is a potent anti-depressant, and suicide and depression is much more prevalent with people with low testosterone. and you have virtually none without any testicles. for me i def did notice a increase in depression, but if i eat clean its manageable and im okay. but if i eat junk food it becomes unbearable, where as before i could eat junk food all day and felt fine
> also I gained 20 pounds even though I didn't change my eating habits
yes, testosterone also increases your metabolism and burns fat. eunuchs tend to be fatter because of this. this is also why old people are fatter than young people, because they have much less hormones. a change in diet would easily help, also it makes losing weight a challenge. what's your diet like?
>all around I'm probably worse than before but what can I do
if you dont like it, you can just inject test. ive literally had a doctor offer me medical grade test if i want it, and you can also easily buy steroids online. its always an option, if you want it back. you cant have kids though, but fuck reproducing
even myself i constantly think if i made the right decision or why i even did it. its all so surreal, clown world on steroids. for me i will probably keep it, but if you dont feel the same way, all you have to go is inject test and you'll be back to normal
i dont think you're pretending, because people dont tend to pretend for that long, and i remember you. can i ask you, why did you do it?
taking the plebwagon is the fate of all poor wizzies.
dude i hate my fucking diet so much its driving me insane. its a "whole foods plant based" diet. its great for my mental health, when im on this diet i dont have depression and i feel okay. basically the diet has no processed foods, its pretty bland
problem is its so fucking bland. im fucking CRAVING junk food, like how much i would crave water if i havent drank for a couple hours and did a intense workout. i just want junkfood, but i know if i eat it, i will be suicidal and depressed the whole day. i want hashbrowns, ketchup, apple juice, vegan chocolate waffers
i want TASTY SNACKS. fuck i hate this stupid diet, i swear to god i think i have bean cancer in my brain. and every time i eat beans it grows larger and larger, i swear soon i will have beans coming out of my eyeballs. dont get me misunderstood, i like beans, but im so sick of them because i eat them everyday
im DYING for some junkfood. fuck i hate people who can eat junkfood everyday and be perfectly healthy, those cunts dont know how good they got it. fuck i miss noodles as well. pic related my fantasy food. i might bite the bullet and just binge on junkfood. then i will experience huge suicidal crippling depression, then my brain will associate those foods with pain
why am i such a primitive ape who needs to be conditioned with negative experiences to understand things. suffering truly is inescapable
wizzie, I'm wondering why you don't just inject your testosterone? Do you not want to be a man?
she sounds like she's having a tough time, why not talk with her
because we still have no fucking idea where she went and I don't care about her problems, only how they affect me
whats she on pain killers for
A multitude of issues including ulcers, pancreas issues, liver issues and wilsons disease. She has been on tylenol for years (which has definitely ruined her liver) but recently the pain has gotten worse and she now has a script for oxy… even though she's still downing tylenol like candy, like 20 a day. She's been in and out of the hospital so many times (multiple times a year, every few months) that I'm honestly just sick of dealing with it and wish she'd die already. I have no idea how she's still alive
i think i wanted to remove my testicles because i was sick of my sex drive, and i wanted to remove it, and because i believed in the bible and interpreted it as jesus telling me to cut my balls off (lol), but i dont remember at this point. i do however remember i felt like i didnt have a choice, like i had to do it
in terms of why dont i inject test? partially because i gave up. partially because i halfheartedly believe in the bible, partially because i figured whats the point anyways if nothing's going to come from it. maybe its because im too shy and conditioned myself to delude myself? i honestly dont know
what test will do for me is give me my sex drive back, make me lose weight, and make me enjoy competitive videogames again. do i want that? not really
i honestly dont know why im doing any of the things im doing. i feel like im some statistically anomaly in some simulated environment and that im designed to be fucking retarded and do dumb shit, simply because there are too many normal people already and according to statistics and probability i have to exist and be weird and suffer
>Do you not want to be a man?
im a virgin at 28 years old, i wouldnt really consider myself a man even if i did had properly functioning genitalia. however im not a mtf or anything of the sort, ive never identified as a female
i want vegan chocolate wafers and i want to sleep, ideally never waking up
>>222520>I have no idea how she's still alive
yeah my mom is like that too. she was a massive cunt to me growing up, similarly to how most adult virgin's moms are bad to them
and she survived brain cancer. they literally did surgery on her brain and she lived through it, and shes still alive today. she may be a massive unloving cunt, but she's like rocky balboa when facing death, she just refuses to give up
you know wizzie I'm not being trolly or anything sorry if it comes that way but you tried injecting estrogen? it would make you feel better and also wouldn't make you a dumb T rager groid or anything, just saying, talk to your doctor, we are in similar situations
my mom is very emotionally cold to me growing up, but you know sometimes I take a little of my own effort and I make progress discussing emotions and feelings with her and then I feel a bit closer, we understand each other and all, idk, try it maybe
Gross. Whatever happened to the Hippocratic oath?
ahh.. you are a tranny…. nah im not injecting estrogen im not a succubus nor do i see myself as one>>222524
maybe, but shes still a massive cunt and nothing will change that
Alright, maybe I gave too much information. I wasn't lying about the thing with my eyes though. Weird stuff is going on.
Are you another eunuch. The people here really are insane.
I wish I could feel the pain of all wizards so that no one else should suffer.
The streets of Paris are starting to remind me of Philly.
They really let themselves go. Not a good look for a tourist city. https://www.bitchute.com/video/YcHHBuLGOR1L/
Rule ten. Also, wrong topic.
frogs deserve it tbh.
glad to see the whole world become a shithole, just like my country.
1. It was in the new feed of bitchute, so of course it has low views
2. I was just commenting that it was so dirty that it reminded me of the shitwhole I grew up in
3. I am not spamming or advertising a damn thing>>222605
See, this guy gets it.
>8ch /r9k/, which is suppose to be a haven for virgins with free speech allowed, bans me for a month for insulting the faggot mods there and bump locks my vegan thread
>8ch /pol/ and 4ch /pol/, which is suppose to be a cesspool of facist nazi's are very intellectually tolerant of my vegan posts and inflammatory insults
>i can literally be as vulgar and inflammatory as i want in /pol/ and its perfectly acceptable, and they allow vegan threads
i never knew nazis were more tolerant then abused virgins. but then again board with the absolute worst free speech violations is 8ch /christian/
8ch /christian/ will literally ban you for just about anything. its like 100 times worse than the worst power tripping in any other board imaginable, truly the worst cesspool. like its so bad if you even remotely deviate from the allowed beliefs there you get banned. holy FUCK i hate that board, also i hate catholics
you should remain there
Well Gitler was a vegetarian.
Are you the infamous eunuch vegan
fuck its pretty hot outside today. ive been avoiding letting the sun hit my skin so i dont get a tan. ive thought about it extensively and ive decided against tanning. i dont care about vitamin d, ill just take my stupid vitamin d supplements and hope they work. i think pale skin looks so much better than tanned skin tbh
fuck i need to go to home hardware and use the free hand-saw they have to cut some plastic. im literally so poor that i have to use the public handsaw to cut things, lel>>222616
im pretty sure theres been a lot of science showing that meditation is great for stuff like depression and building willpower, etc. self control, not getting angry, lots of scientifically shown benefits
problem is so undisciplined and lazy and lethargic, i could never keep up meditation past 1 or 2 weeks. i tried, but i honestly cant do it. same as exercise. i fucking HATE people who can regularly meditate and exercise, because honestly dont have the self-discipline to do either, otherwise i would
just google or youtube the scientific evidence for the benefits on meditation and exercise on the brain
How can it help people like us if we don’t have the willpower to do it? Cures depression, but depression prevents us from doing it?
it''s all a bunch of crap, helped a little when I was a teen and didn't know myself well but if you are like mid twenties or older then you probably know yourself pretty well, therapy doesn't help at that point
Meditation doesn't do shit unless you're one of the people posting "I would, but I'm too tired" with the le reddit depression meme thing.
I meditated for hours every day for several years and it didn't do shit. I almost killed myself after going on a long exercise session then meditating for two hours, walking outside, and watching my douchebag young college frag drunkard neighbor pick up two succubi to have a threeway with effortlessly.
Even the Buddha himself said life is suffering. People pretend that meditation will make you transcend the physical realm. Maybe if all you ever do is meditate, but so will sleeping in that situation.
It’s like yoga where what is advertised in the west is some secular psycho-physiological feel-good training bullshit for bored middle aged ladies, an utter travesty of the genuine thing.
People who meditate in the truest sense of the word should by definition be perfectly balanced and not suffer from stress, anxiety or debilitating psychological disorders.
But according to whom? Buddha said life was suffering. If anything, the new age spin is that meditation fixes what ultimately are external problems, i.e. problems of the body and time, however they manifest, possibly socially.
If it really worked then it wouldn't be this magical mountain you have to aspire to but no one actually does except if you're young and attractive and full of shit, or old and accepted it but even then I don't believe you because, see the Buddha's take on the topic of suffering.
>I meditated for hours every day for several years and it didn't do shit. I almost killed myself after going on a long exercise session then meditating for two hours, walking outside, and watching my douchebag young college frag drunkard neighbor pick up two succubi to have a threeway with effortlessly.
Why the fuck do you care? Fucking unifaggots.
Because you're not talking to a disembodied soul. You're talking to a human body.
What are you getting at?
Don't you see some irony in getting anrgy at someone sharing their experience, while telling them they shouldn't experience some emotions?
I remember a little after my grandma died I was wondering about her faith and the faith of my great grandma and great great grandma, Catholicism. I hadn't been raised Catholic and only knew about generic black people Christianity. You know, you get all the stores and the singing but none of the deeper meaning of anything. So I figured I would ask them on /christan/ what makes Catholicism different from other denominations.
They just insulted me, my grandma, and Catholics in general then banned me when I pointed out they weren't acting like proper Christians.
Only time I used that board. My impression is that they are just dicks that made the board to circle jerk.
Catholic mysticism is fascinating. One of the first few threads on this website that interested me concerned that topic. Wish I could find it now and show it to you. Was maybe four years ago? Five? Time flies.
You're probably being a bitch and being standoffish>>222612
You're right. Glad you're banned.
It took 40 police with guns drawn and yelling for half an hour to get one wigger out of its SUV outside the store tonight. It was so pathetic.
That's actually great. It's better than killing civilians for glory moments.
At least the cops didn't shoot him
all wiggers should die
>plan on doing basic stuff like cleaning my room
>literally plan my whole day around doing just that
>spend the entire day posting on various imageboards like 4chan and 8chan
what do you guys even do all day? i feel like time is liek sand, always slipping through my fingers. i feel like i could never get anything productive done, im just a waste of space
didn't watch, didn't click
use your owns words shithead
all alaskans should die
Write down on a small piece of paper "I will clean my room tomorrow beginning at x oclock" then eat the paper
Proof (Eminem's hypeman in the video) was shot in 2006.
guys, i just want the world to burn already. im sick and tired of being alive and i just want to watch it all burn, jesus fucking h christ
when can an apocalypse, or the technological singularity, or ai take over the world and kill everyone already?
man, so i really have to wait a decade, until 2029, for ai to start recursively self-improving?
kitten torture videos are weird af
Quit your whining, I’m lactose intolerant.
If you want to die, die. What other people do with their lives is up to them.
i dont exactly want to die, i want all of humanity to end and for the human race to be extinct
simply put, i want all your family members, all of your friends, all of your city, all of your country, every single human being on the planet to die
i want a worldwide apocalypse to happen, its my wet dream. its why im still alive, because i want to witness the singularity, which IMO is the only chance of such a thing happening
my purpose for staying alive is to potentially witness the apocalypse. in the same way that others enjoy'd bullying me and laughing at me and shitting on me, i will enjoy watching the world burn. in a way im no better than anyone else, im just a loser and other people are winners. life is cruel like that
this is the song that will play in my head if an apocalypse ever happens. when mothers are watching thier baby children die from starvation in front of them, when families are murdered in violent war, this is when i will feel the most comfortable
also i forgot to link this. did you know just last week elon musk's company unveiled that they are putting a 1000 sensor brain implant into people's brains, and that over time this brain implant is going to be comparable to the thingy they used in the matrix to put in their spine?
did you know that recently microsoft invested a billion dollars into openai? the amount of technological advancements in artificial intelligence in the last 5 years (2014-2019) is INSANE. it dwarfs the technological advancements in the 2004-2014 decade. the rate of progress itself is dramatically increasing. we are truly living in the end time, kali yuga
we literally have ai that can take any picture of anyone, and use ai to give you high definition nudes in seconds. too bad they shut down the service because succubi were triggeredhttps://www.theregister.co.uk/2019/06/27/deepfake_nudes_app_pulled/
truly the most unique time in history to be alive
If we don't end up dying around 2021 from political shit that ends up into a nuclear war then A.I dev is going to explode by 2022-30 and by 2050 everything will be run by A.I maybe not singular probably some sort of cluster node composed of different kinds.
b-but climate change gonna burn half of the world, yathink they'll continue making AI?
do you guys remember those old choose your adventure books, modern digital interactive fiction is basically the same. the problem i think is having to make a decision and inputting the decision. it wuld be cool if you could just wear a headset so it can read your brain. that way it automatically knows what you want next. you wouldn't even know it was something that has branching paths in the story. and i mean once you're at that point, why not just have ai and computers procedurally write for us as we read them. you read one page, it got all the feedback for all the parts and knows which you liked, didn't like, and then adjusts the enxt page to meet that expecation… and shit while we are at this point, why just books? movies, games, even music. man it sucks knowing it's going to be like decades before cool non-gimmicky bullshit will let ai do this stuff.
>>222824> can i have a minute of your time
No you may not.
Have you seen what happens when you try to get a AI to "creative write"?
The results are non-sense and usually unreadable. >>222828
Climate change will be easily survivable so it will not halt technological development. In fact it may "inspire" a acceleration of tech in certain applications.
we did that "AI creative writing" stuff on b
>>222844>Have you seen what happens when you try to get a AI to "creative write"?>The results are non-sense and usually unreadable.
of course. that's why i said it sucks knowing it's going to be decades before ai will do anything besides gimmicky bullshit
It was 107°F with very high humidex today. Jungle conditions. Weeds have grown to 8 feet tall and large insects that shouldn't be found outside of a desert are everywhere. This is in Canada. Despite this in late May I was still scraping frost off of vehicles. Homeless were dying of cold 5 months ago where homeless are dying of heat today. Our dumb wageslave standards still have people working in the daytime, unlike in Mexico and south Europe where construction and other outdoor jobs are done at night when it isn't fatal to move about in gear of sorts.https://www.cnn.com/2019/07/24/world/wildfires-arctic-climate-sci-intl/index.html
>More than 100 intense wildfires have ravaged the Arctic since June, with scientists describing the blazes as "unprecedented.">New satellite images show huge clouds of smoke billowing across uninhabited land in Greenland, Siberia and parts of Alaska.>The wildfires come after the planet experienced the hottest June on record and is on track to experience the hottest July on record, as heatwaves sweep across Europe and the United States.>unprecedented
It's so hot that methane from decomposing plants is just igniting. The permafrost is on fire.
There aren't even any sunspots. This is just how it is now.
>>222866>Our dumb wageslave standards still have people working in the daytime,
They even do that in Australia for some bizarre reason.
I tried that, they are awful.
Anyone here into meditation?
Because people have rectangular vision as we have two eyes that are side by side.
Because it's cheaper. Economies of scale means those aren't coming back.
That makes no sense. Smartphones are a thing.>>222882
I've seen many new square monitors for sale but it's not good enough to have one when everything these days, from websites to games, are wide screen. Well fuck it.
Smartphones are not large enough to warrant that. Even so they can be tilted and the screen will shift.
why did films start to use widescreen, photos use wide angle lenses, and games etc? there was not much content, media, programs, etc specifically for widescreen in the 80s or 90s. the majority of people would be watching 4:3 content stretched to fill their 16:9 monitors/tvs anyway until like 2000. it was also expensive, and i think it was difficult to implement for crt displays
Because of movies. And movies were originally made wide screen to give people a reason to go to the movies.
They are rebooting Blade apparently. Talk about being out of ideas.
Worse yet they are already rumors that there are plans to make Blade Muslim for extra woke points.
They didn't even cast a martial artist as the lead so I will probably not watch it at all. The martial arts was my favorite part of the movies so them not having a actual martial artist in the movie means the fights and action will probably be shit.
I just threw down my last $26 on a made in japan pocket telescope. I hope this one isn't a piece of shit.
Good optical instruments are very expensive to manufacture wiz. I went through dozens of hours doing reasearch for this back when I was looking to buy a decent pair of binoculars.
Can you still cancel your order? For 26 bucks it's not even going to be a telescope, more like a shitty toy instead. I'm sorry.
"What kind of life do you want?"
"One where I remembered this one!"
-Albert Camus, The Stranger.
Well No Wesley Snipes= no watch for me either.
Everytime I think I just about fully understand the Jews they go and surprise me like this.
What I mean is I thought they liked to make money?
I guess trolling us/pushing an SJW agenda is simply more "kosher" than getting the greenbacks/sheckels these days…
>>222896>a shitty toy
That's really harsh anon. It won't be a toy. Scopes/telescopes aren't binoculars, they aren't based on gimmicky roof prisms so it's difficult to fuck them up. Plus it's made in japan.
It's the lens, they are expensive if you're going to make them of a decent quality. The main problem is warping and distortion towards the edges. At that price range there will be lots of both. The second major concern when shopping for that stuff is how big the lens is. The bigger the better, because you want A LOT of light to come in, otherwise you won't see shit, and again, at that price range I don't think they can make it big enough.
Was it harsh? I hope anon gets an amazing product and I'm completely wrong but as someone who was into that stuff for a good while, I don't think it's possible. Hopefully I'm wrong, it has been 10 years since I last cared about that stuff or anything else for that matter, so maybe the production cost went down for some reason.
share yours then, we'll see how of normalfag you are
jokes aside, would be cool to see other wizards computer places/workstations
Make a dedicated thread. Mine's pretty autistic.
Here's mine. Chair not shown, I'm sitting in it, but it's a common, 4 legged one made out of wood. Shown is a 70+ years old table that I refinished a long time ago. My 8 or so years old computer and about as old mouse and mouse pad. And my glasses.>>222938>completely empty desk, obviously cleaned right before the picture
Some people are like that. The way you see in the picture is how my table is at all times, I despise clutter. I would get rid of the mouse pad but I found out the mouse scratches the table. Now I can't have that.>>222940
We're not a crab site and yet w omen are succubus. That's not very smart.
why not plug the monitor/keyboard/mouse into your laptop and just shove the laptop itself somewhere else and use it through the peripherals instead, do you like laptop keyboards and stuff?
I use laptop also while laying. For occasional use on the laptop I have additional mouse (packed in the yellow box).
I didn't know chickens post here.
we get all types on wizchan>>222953
it's lying not laying
There's always some sort of mental dissociation whenever I look at my old posts, the disbelieve that they are mine and the embarrassment
Anyone knows what that phenomenon is called?
i've fucking HAD IT with fruit flies, fuck these little bastards. every 10 minutes i'm smashing one on my monitor. i read they are probably coming from kitchen/bathroom sinks. not sure how to fix that, but i read you can make fruit fly bait with vinegar and dish soap. going to try planting these traps all in my room hopefully they die
When I had them I poured bleach down sink, put plug in, and left it overnight - maybe 24 hours. Blocking it off is apparently important. Worked for me.
yeah…. i notice if you leave something as innocent as a banana peel on your bed or something without an hour or 2 theres like a million of those flies. basically just be clean
>Durability of the cord
if you mean the wires breaking right above the jack from all the sharp flexing, slip a short piece of drinking straw over that section
that was a chronic problem for me, I kept my current earphones from breaking there for the past 5 years with a piece of straw, you might need to slice it vertically to get it on though
I'm a virgin.
my parents think I'm bisexual
my parents think im gay
Succubus actually refers to the gender the monster targets not the gender of the monster. So if a man was going around sucking people's p*nises, he would be a succubus. This is what was written in King James's book(not the bible, another one).
do you guys get nose balls? i dont know what else to call it. it's like mucus that is perfectly white that forms a ball in your nose, and if you breathe out fairly hard through your nose it will plop out kind of like an egg.
t.sticks cans in his ass
I like that one as well.
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>>223325>I don't know how they got away with the shit in the last season.
It's South Park. Everyone got used to it. I think they also tried to get themselves cancelled because Matt and Trey got bored.