We've had a lot of people claim to be gangstalked, but Godstalked? That's new. Have you tried asking her to stop? Usually when well-meaning people and celestial entities suddenly take to bullying someone, it's because they actually like that person a lot but don't know how to express it normally. Ask her why she doesn't bully other people and wait till sundown. If the sun is projected towards the simulated horizon as a sort of reddish colour, that's God blushing, which means you're making her question her feelings about you. If not, then she's probably not the one picking on you. Consult your daily internet horoscopes to learn if your ill fate is actially the devil's doing - to turn you against kamisama. She (Satan is also a female, but like so muscular and handsome you wouldnt think so at first) picks on everyone. If that's the case, God will help you if you pray to her.
please stop trolling me you annoying faggot
Why do you post this trash?
"If you could be either God's worst enemy or nothing, which would you choose?
We are the middle children of history, with no purpose or place, and unless we get God's attention, we have no hope of damnation or redemption.
Which is worse, hell or nothing?"
>how does god torment you
Nightmares, every day.
didnt know there was an an old british tv show that came before the movie… huh
Lmao How? I'm literally a fucked up faggot on the road of crackheading.
>>274432>I'm literally a fucked up faggot on the road of crackheading
tell us something we don't know, mod
I guess you mean the christian god, who is a demon in essence. The creator god or devil is indeed a tough foe but with the help of the gods of Light he can be defeated.
Fight against him, like these posters said >>274230
1. Don't have sex ever, or even if you decide to norm it up then don't reproduce.
2. Resist sexual temptations and urges as much as you can.
3. Fight against creator-worship wherever you meet it.
4. Don't hurt your fellow men and other life forms.
5. Pray to the Father of Light, meditate and study philosophy and occultism.
6. Learn not to be attached to this world.
Any books you recommend?
The writings of Schopenhauer
Anything dealing with eastern philosophy and religions, currently reading the Vedas finally, I wanted to start reading them for a long time
The Gnostic Bible (a collection of gnostic texts)
Paul Carus - The History Of The Devil And The Idea Of Evil From The Earliest Times To The Present Day -> quite a good book for comparing how different religious traditions influenced each other
I usually look for things to read here: https://sacred-texts.com/>>274488
The Bible, you need to be careful with it. It is a honey-tongued tempter, a little siren wanting to trap you in Creator worship. The Gospels can be read in a gnostic interpretation though and they make much more sense that way.
Tell us moar, plz.
Point 6 goes against all other points.
Don't listen to this fag, he's just trying to get you to worship Lucifer the light bringer. His coded language is as clear as day if you know what to look for. Father of light my ass.https://youtu.be/gO4xe-EV_N4
If you follow the teachings of Jesus, you won't go wrong.
>>274833>the teachings of Jesus
like turn the other butt cheek and love thy nigger? that worked out well for everone
You know how many times I've heard that line? Both of us know there's more context to those phrases than that.
Your only weapon is mockery. You don't have the truth. Because you are of the father of lies you will never have the power of the truth and so all you do is bound to failure.
There is no god, nothing happens for a reason, everything you experience is the result of billions of years of pseudo-random events. No one or no thing torments me but myself. Life is an uphill battle, fight it or stay at the bottom, I've chosen the latter and I accept my fate.
God is just and doesn't harass anyone wizzie
bullshit, HE has always had
HIS grudges just like everybody else..
Have you ever considered as to why would he harass anyone?
he's bored and does it just for kicks
just read job
He doesnt do that. Christ Loves us
I think you would like to read about gnosticism. One particular gnostic movement is the Catharism who emerged in France between the 12th and 14th century. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catharism
>>277748>Cathars believed that the good God was the God of the New Testament, creator of the spiritual realm, whereas the evil God was the God of the Old Testament, creator of the physical world whom many Cathars identified as Satan.
This makes a lot of sense. Why isn't this just mainline Catholicism?
yes i agree.
i don't think it's personal though, that's where we differ.
i think God has hated all of mankind for a long time now and has decided to shit on everybody. i think it started showing up hardcore in 2013 and has only increased in severity since then.
the reason i don't think it's a personal attack or an attack against wizards in particular is because "happy" people who believe God is benevolent are actually leading terrible lives full of slavery and subjugation and surrounded by performing circus clowns, and they smile through it all because they're soulless. or perhaps these falsely "happy" soulless people are in fact agents of chaos sent here by the lord to make everything even more bizarre and uncomfortable for people like you and me who are awake.
it's one thing to live in literal hell. it's even more traumatizing when you look around and see people worshiping black celebrities throughout it all.
It was pretty funny and cute.
Don't religious people believe in free will? God can't do you harm, OP.
Yes same here OP. Ive went from Theism to Atheism to Gnosticism. I knew a Good God would not design a Darwinian universe. But its beyond the point of Darwinism now. Evil seems to prevail even with ridiculous odds against it. The universe is evil beyond the random roll of the device. It is designed to be evil.
But every bad thing that happens to me, I can silver line it, that it gives me more knowledge of the Gnostic Deity. And absolute assurance of the existence of God must have its value. Even if it is an evil god.
That image actually depresses me.
I refuse to believe it isn’t photoshop. Who would do such a thing?
I assume someone who needs light on that room but doesn't want to ruin the ceiling drilling it.
Still, is quite depressing.
At least it can always be uncovered later and restored.
>>274468>Pray to the "Father of Light"
I literally went with same path with you ,believe god is real and good>god is not real>God is real but evil.I agree with you that a God that creates darwinian cruel world can’t be good
Yes, I've come to realise it more and more in recent years. Every time I try to lift myself up, there is always something that pushes me back down again. Sometimes it's other people, fair enough, but most times it is something so far out of the ordinary that I can't help but question God, such as randomly getting a heart illness at a key moment in my life even though there's no family history of it.
Then there's more "evidence" in how it seems like everything I care about or believe in is constantly being challenged and changed for the worse. Again, a lot of it is done by humans, but it seems like an almost deliberate effort by someone or something just to spite me. Some things I can't point anywhere but God, for example I wait for the day my father dies and treasure every day I am with my mother. But somehow my mother has recently been struck down with horrible, painful illnesses and my father, who by all rights should be dead by now with the amount of abuse he has given his body, is fitter and healthier than he's ever been.
With shit like this and more, you can't help feel that not only is there a god, but for some reason he personally hates you. My other thoughts are this is either hell, where I am given just enough reason to not escape it through an heroing, or a simulation where you are deliberately tormented as some sort of test.
Why you are so sure its god?
In the end you will be always be fucking nothing, regardless of size of your ego and amount zeal.
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>>280372>randomly getting a heart illness at a key moment in my life even though there's no family history of it.
pfizer, or moderna?
not him but moderna lol
>>274501>Paul Carus - The History Of The Devil And The Idea Of Evil From The Earliest Times To The Present Day
Never heard of it, sounds up my alley. Thanks for the rec.
I used to think that god hated me, since everyone else but me was happy and having a blast there must be something wrong with me and I blamed god for that, I used to say things like "Fuck you god" out loud sometimes, and I had a deep hatred for all religious shit.
But then I understood that god (or at least the biblical god) doesn't exist, I used "God" as a way to blame someone else for all my problems, but then I understood that it was pointless and dumb, like blaming unicorns for my troubles.
Now I don't blame god, in fact I'm happier now knowing that there's no great conspiracy against me and that me and everyone else is going to die and spend an eternity in the void of nothingness, it's quite a relaxing thing when you think about it. Everyone reaches the same ending.
>>282545>I'm happier now knowing that there's no great conspiracy against me and that me and everyone else is going to die and spend an eternity in the void of nothingness, it's quite a relaxing thing when you think about it. Everyone reaches the same ending.
This. Couldn't have said it better.
Coming to this conclusion also lowered my stress levels a lot.
>how does god torment you
Took my mind away. I don't know what I'm doing.
how egocentric do you have to be to think the creator of the entire fucking universe personally has it out just for you? if god even is real, rest assured you are the least of his concerns
I mean if an all powerful singular creator god is real, he has plenty of focus to spare for everyone.
if that's what you want to believe, i hope you guys have fun, but to me it seems pathetic and childish to blame every problem you experience on a malevolent god
I don’t believe in a god at all, I’m just saying that were he real it’s not like he’d have to split his attention.
i wish god were real so there could be somebody to blame for how shitty reality is
I used to think like this, but I've come to realize that God is indifferent. I've found that most of what I blamed God on is actually the fault of other humans and their actions, but God neither loves nor hates me, s/he just does not care what happens to an individual in the vast scheme of things.