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Tulpas are just as volatile as real succubi. Being of the subconscious, your perception of them, as well as their behavior, is subject to change with outside influence regardless of your greater will. Recall the tale of the "screaming pony" tulpa, who, through mismanaged generation, became a ghastly haunt upon the virgin who conceived her. Incapable of changing her, he sleeps never soundly under the breath of her howls. Shall you summon for yourself a tulpa, you will live the rest of your days on the edge of disaster as every quality of the outside world, from the shapes of nature to the sounds of human creation, could corrupt the image of your imaginary beloved and shape her to be someone you wish you could free yourself from. But you can not.

The only solution to loneliness is accepting it as the ideal state. Relish in daydreams of your waifu and appreciate the peaceful emptiness when no succubi are around. Imbuing into your psyche the soul of a succubus could very well make you incapable of imaging your waifu in her purest form, and bar you forever from the silence of solitude.

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tulpas do work as advertised. they can talk to you like a person. But, they come from your head. so they innately completely comprehend your perspectives and opinions, even if they dont agree completely, which would be challenging because how can you disagree with yourself unless you're some self-loathing tranny?
whatever conversation i have with my tulpa is flawed from the start because there's nothing to argue about with so much bias. how can he disagree with my opinions that he comprehends 100% because he shares the same brain? what's even the point in articulating anything at all furthermore?
"i already knew that"
he can finish sentences for me before i even begin speaking, and i can do the same to him.
why even talk?

>>289672
this post is from a retard who read like 3 pictures from 4chan and has no idea what he's talking about.

>>289674
The first part of your post pretty much agrees with what I wrote…
>he
Fagger

>>289679
no it doesn't. i don't agree with any part of your post. your post is so retarded it's not worth replying to.
you fell for 2 shitposts in 1 go:: that tulpas are divine (no they aren't), and that tulpas are some horror movie shit that you have no control over whatsoever (no they aren't, and if you stop thinking about them for 1 second then they go away).

it's understandable that you'd fall for tulpa creepypastas from 4chan because 4chan is who made tulpas cool again in the first place, though.

>>289674
Some even prefer tulpas that are not sentient at all, you can just rely on suspension of disbelief like when watching a film.

>>289683
Yes it does. You do agree.

>>289688
yeah i said they're a succubus's soul and become everything you look at and scream all day

>>289683
Not him, but I have some interesting experiences for you.
A few years ago I succeeded in creating this sort of thoughtform out of boredom. 3 weeks and I got feelings that weren't from my ego. a rush of energy down my spine one morning at relief from some noise. It was mainly cerebration, but a few words were spoken via internal monologue. In the past year I've happened upon a great deal of resources concerning powers, the occult, et cetera. Throughout this I've experienced a similar phenomenon, being 'given' information that is beyond guessing, immediate clairvoyance, seeing through my eyelids on one occasion. Internal thoughtforms 'feel' way different than the later here. However succubi or any goetia/crowlean stuff I've never messed around with. Just invoking certain gods through mantra and hearing and feeling 'spirits' touch me while doing Om chants. Sometimes you feel like a room of people is watching you like it's something interesting.

I'll write more if you have something of interest, but usually as I'm sure you know this ends up as a spectacle.

My tulpa went silent on me after an argument on my mannerisms. She basically wanted to do all the talking for me but it ended up in me getting in trouble for the most part. Instead of being silent now I started responding more now and a lot of pressure from social interaction was relieved. This made her hate me and think I betrayed her. Oh well rest in rip it has been a fun few years.

Tulipas are sign that you could be a schizophrenic.

It takes me like 3 hours every night to fall asleep because my mind is so active and I can't stop daydreaming about my tulpa.

Definitely solves the loneliness issue, but has its own pitfalls. Mainly it takes mental energy to sustain and the periods when she's not there, you're sort of back to square one again. Still, better than nothing and worth exploring if you're an introvert with good visualization skills.

>is it wizardly to be so lonely and desperate for social interaction that i channel my mental illness into manifesting an imaginary friend/lover

no

>>289671
Don't fuck with your subconcious or you'll end up like all the retards who had to kill themselves after playing with a ouija.

Do not cum to her unless you want to be show unexpexted results.

>>289671
there is no solution to loneliness, loneliness is good, but your mind is used to human contact, just learn to be alone, you will get mental breakdowns before you get to "the" point of no return, but it'll be so worth it.

>>292829
It is not due to loneliness. But something else inside the mind that rejects it and needs to be confronted.

>>289674
Despite not being able to converse with your tulpa if you master tactile and visual imposition there is still one thing you can do

I think I'm back with the tulpa idea. I had a dream a while ago. Not really a dream but more like a sleep paralysis hallucination. But I cuddled with my sleep paralysis demon and it felt so real.