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 No.217250[Reply]

I try not to think about them. I don't know what's inside of me, that keeps kicking me. Like I have to go out everyday, cause I can't be a NEET, so lot of my time is sadly spent out of my house, and I like nature and seeing things.

But all I see all the times are couples, get my blackpilled views vindicated, which sucks cause blackpill is killing me. It hurts knowing that you're trapped in a chain. But it hurts even more knowing that there is no prospect of losing it.

And I find it hard to hold back tears when my coworkers and trainees talk about succubi, I just feel so inferior. Years of being mogged as a child has destroyed my confidence. I want to live myself and I can't even do it.

All I do is spend most of my time in the imaginary world that I have concocted in my imagination and it's killing me. It's truly killing me. I see no meaning of life, perhaps no one.

But I see the purpose of life, which is to continue itself, every creature does it.

I hate the fact that I will never have a son, I saw a man with his son on the back of a scooter on a mountainous road. I will never be able to pass down the tenderness of the old and wise to the young and brave. I don't know why I live and what for and why seemingly everyone is out to punish me online and offline. My biology and longing for companionship is killing me. I wish I was born earlier or later when there will be Android Femoids.
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 No.217276

>>217253
My exact thoughts. I am sick of reading reddit/discord language here.

 No.217277

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>>217266
why dont you adopt one then, cumhead?

 No.217283

It goes away with age, but the ideology makes this worse. My way was to simply not regard "life" in the way the dominant ideas insist we must. Life came from the muck, and it doesn't matter whether my "genes" continue. I wouldn't want to curse a child to live in this world because the people around him would be too horrific to tolerate, and it will be much worse in the future than it was for us. The ruling ideas tell you to hate your "genes" if you are rejected, and all of it is an insane death cult. I can tell my genes are perfectly fine compared to the men who are apparently winners of this contest, but some assholes decided from age 3 I wasn't allowed to have anything in this life. It's fucking Satanic Nazi shit because their fag race insists we have to love them. Why, I don't know, because Krauts always lose and Krauts always lie. But, I really stopped caring about who rules this garbage heap or the pornographic fantasy they push in our faces to smear our faces in shit. It's sad. Humanity deserves better. The world deserves better. Most of the people doing this to the world can't even stop themselves, or really know what they have done. They know enough to make us suffer, and are certainly guilty, but it doesn't occur to them that this has a very terrible outcome, and not the outcome they expect and predict where they will rule by terror. This world will truly become ungovernable, and they did it for a cheap thrill. There's no "great plan" to fix this, or anywhere it goes except more elaborate versions of the same rot. If this ever does change, it will be in a future removed from anything reigning now, by things I cannot predict with any certainty, among people who are very different from us. We already see a few paths out, but it is not possible for them to happen. Humans aren't capable of it - too retarded, too insane. Humans forget that they really are just demonic apes who jabbered some words and figuring out how to make pointy sticks and boomsticks. Humans don't really "think", and that's not because they are inferior to computers or anything silly. Humans just flat out don't think and never really thought. Why would we assume a race that drinks and accepts every humiliation by instinct, that can only think of beating their children to "educate" them, would be at all intelligent, let alone that this dubious intelligence should be the ruling idea? We could easily not do this simply by comparing notes, but it has been the ruling idea to make that ilPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.217288

>>217283
a lot of good ideas here. but anti-natalism itself is satanic. the satanic gnostics who control the world are anti-humans who are attempting to do much of what you just wrote (in terms of wiping out humanity forever/regressing human nature to brutalism and illiteracy). I also agree that those in control have no idea what they are doing, and their insanity has possibly ruined the world forever.

 No.217293

>>217288
The post above you is a counterfeit “intellectual” appeal to ensure wizards and whoever else may be reading never has children (though why would we, we are virgins!). Attacking Germans as Krauts and claiming the Nazis were uniquely evil are obvious markers of the author's racial affiliation. You are right that anti-natalism is satanic and it is yet ANOTHER tool in the jew’s strategy to lower the population (alongside vaccines, goyslop, feminism, abortion, lgbt, wars). Anti-natalistic thinking is however the most subtle depopulationist strategy because it is “intellectually” enticing to those who rightly perceive just how evil the world has become.



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 No.216748[Reply]

why is so hard to connect with people?
everyday it seems like im different from other people, as if im in a different dimension from them. its almost like i was incompatible with them. the way they act, what they say and etc. i somehow feel close yet really distant from them.

why is that?
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 No.217163

>>217158
Your cowardice only has one way: fully consenting and reinforcing their malignancy. Carried by a blind passion, you are already part of the evil.
>so they don't attack you
Miserable until the end, of course. Allright then.

You do not deserve any pity.

 No.217169

>>217163
>doesn't connect and attacks me

thanks, i'm used to it :)

 No.217175

>>217169
Maybe. There's more where that one came from if you still starve for it.

 No.217181

society is atomized in an unprecedented way because of the rise of social media. Conventional fraternal networks beyond meme high school and occasional college organizations today don't exist. It's very unnatural

 No.217289

>>217158
>>217169
i, the OP, did not write this. just to made it clear.

>>217181
I agree with this, but i am part of this too: i'm just able to socialize by chans and some few times face to face

>about myself after creating this thread:


i started attending theater lessons and now i found a place where people like me. the majority of them are shy and didn't strongly belong to somewhere in society.
i'm also dedicating myself more to drawing, i think. i met /ic/ and i now am reading some books that are so far helping me. this added to the fact that i am trying to stay more offline are helping me.
this anon >>216829 was right, thank you so much mate. although i want to connect with people, i must feel good with myself first



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 No.211265[Reply]

Junior Wiz in training here. (Interned successfully since birth for Truecel Crab Corp. Ltd.) I find myself literally unable to go through life I am in a perpetual state of rage as a man.
It's just that I find myself incredibly bitter, not happy with my career, not happy with my life, not happy with my anything at all, I am trying to self improve but still, when I see succubi getting jobs like bartending, being a flight attendant, a hotel receptionist, etc. etc. it's a big deal in my turd world shithole, which sucks as well because the audience of this website is primarily from the first world so people here don't understand what life is truly like in a shithole.

Either ways, I want to give up the desires to be with a bitch, how can I do that? Whenever I see a couple I almost end up crying, knowing that its something that is never made for me, whenever I look up the profiles of my former classmates it depresses me to no end. I hate the fact that nobody talks about the financial impact of being a ugly man, I can never have a well paying job in the service sector in this turd world shithole that I live in.

And while I am struggling to literally have enough money to feed my stomach, succubi get jobs just by existing, because of diversity and yada yada. Now, I understand that I am not entitled to anything, but the least that normie world could do is let me have a job, that gives me a sense of purpose or something.

I hate it, I am angry all the time, I can't sleep, I rage walk all night, I have destroyed my hearing by listening to loud music, I have tinnitus now. Just because I am born with inferior genetics with regards to attractiveness doesn't mean that I have to suffer. I feel like I am literally going insane, I spend a good part of my day just seething. How do I stop this? I have started to bald, and watching a video related to crabs reminds me of the tale of a man, who was crazy and homeless, I made a lot of fun of him when I was in grade 3, I now fear that I might become like him, a crazy hobo, literally mentally ill. I am terrified, angry, and incredibly sad and lonely at the same time.
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 No.217070

>>211265
Strategy and authority, man.
https://www.thesimply.ca/blog/human-design-basics

>crying when seeing couples

Despise what you cannoy have. Such is the best revenge

Think about this all. Who is really to blame for your situation?

 No.217075

Only cure I've ever known is age. Young men should be hateful and disgusted at the present state of things. It has been our chief motivator throughout history, regardless of our station. It's not for all men - everyone is different, and there are those who make the pacifist and pleasant life work for them. In this society, men are made into the worst versions of themselves and the ugliest aspects of sex are glorified and shoved in your face. We're not giving the option of a constructive life in peace. There will never be peace again if the bastards ruling us continue this.

Oh and for the people who are part of "the club", life is easy for them. They have jobs handed to them. They laugh at those who have to suffer. Laugh at them. Those people get to parade around and throw in our face their "success" won entirely off of ritual sacrifice and torturing anyone in the world that would tell them no. Then they tell us to attack each other over lumps of horseflesh, kill each other for shitty Wal-Mart jobs. It's a death cult and they're laughing all the way to the sperm bank that they make us do it. Satanic race. Failed race. Never forget it.

If you know what the US today is, it's a "first world shithole". I saw guys come from the fucking Congo who saw New York City and the monstrosity on display, and they said that the US is worse than their home. Worse than a warzone where slavery is normal. That tells you how disgusting living under the eugenic creed has been to those who haven't been lied to all of their life and told this is normal.

 No.217187

Negative thoughts are essentially proven to also hurt your own brain. It's possible to get addicted to cortisol release and create a dark spiral, which I suspect is behind a lot of this. You'll want to raise inhibitory factors and lower neuroinflammation. This is identical to the depper supplement treatment post I just made…

raise serotonin, raise gaba, take anti-inflammatories

 No.217188

>>217075
no, that's bullshit. You shouldn't be trying to wait out an issue like this, it's a natural response to the shitty world we live in but ultimately chronic aggravation is only hurting your own brain while not achieving anything. Fight club was a great movie but you don't want to be those people. Anti-inflammatories and inhibitory factors are what the angry depper needs. You can be psychologically mad without setting your brain on fire 24/7 and priming cortisol release. This is a huge social problem and probably the root cause of most of the dep posts I see on this site

 No.217287

>>217188
It's bullshit we have to live like this, but you'll go mad trying to change a society that refuses to the bitter end to change, because the people who benefit see no reason to ever do anything else ever again. It's not something you can struggle against with any reason or intellectual trick. The people who engineered this have more information than you on the relevant matters, because you have a life to live and the people who did this make it their career and enjoy it. It's the only thing this sick race knows how to do with any sort of efficiency, and they're still lousy at it. They only need to be better at it than us, who would rather not participate in such a shitty and pointless world.

I never said "hate 24/7 and orient your life around the assholes". Nothing about life requires us to live like this for their sake. I do hate most of my life, but I'm an unusual case where I have to. I made railing against this beast my hobby, so I enjoy the hatred. Not everyone can do that or should, and I do take breaks and find pleasant things. Hatred puts all of the good in this world in a framework that makes the good that much more for me. If I didn't hate, could I have any passion for anything? That is my weakness, though. I think most of humanity hates this shit, and the people who think this society is a viable model for anything are sick fucks who should not have been allowed to hold this authority. Eventually, they won't. The people who really rule the world use "those people" as their weapon to cull the population while they sit in their castle and get to live in relative luxury, with slaves and shit. It really is that easy "up there" and they laugh at anyone who thinks this death cult they set up for us is normal or acceptable. They laugh at you so loud that it's a wonder anyone can go on with the farce without bursting out laughing at its absurdity. I would have thought Trump was the point Americans said "seriously" and wouldn't even entertain the farce they're doing. A good number of Americans did exactly that, will tell me politics is fake and gay, and it really is. But, the tea leaves have told us something about the next shit coming down the pike, and this is intrinsically interesting for paranoid me.

As for Fight Club, it was very obviously about the author being a homofascist at heart and thinking that this was a meme to spread foPost too long. Click here to view the full text.



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 No.213961[Reply]

Holy shit, got this really awful epiphany in the middle of the night, I'm a 30 years old man that never had sexual experience, by now, a man at my age has like maybe 14 years of sexual experience and relationship experience under the belt. I know, sex isn't everything, but still, it dawn on me that I never had some (in theory) fundamental aspect of human experience, or something. Honestly, I just don't know if I'm either sad, mad or just don't care. Feels like a door has closed to me.
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 No.215583

>>213973
He was just talking hypothetically, I don't see the big deal.

 No.215832

>>214115
You mean that it's a doggy-dog world?

 No.217239

>>214115
> being gaslit since childhood about the reality of darwinistic society.
you're supposed to learn the truth by yourself, wiz.

 No.217240

If you haven't woken up, now's the time!

 No.217285

>>213961
It's pretty clearly "don't care" but you haven't come to accept that so much of this shit was always a lie. For what it's worth, I've heard enough horror stories to see that "experience" isn't all that great. All of the "real sex" is in the secret societies and clubs anyway. The "normal experience" was to get the bad news that it was all a lie, and be a sucker - and then be told you were obligated to enter a fake marriage to be a wageslave, and no one was happy with any of it or got anything out of it. When there were no more jobs, because the rulers never wanted us to live, the outcome is obvious.

If you really want to "know", I can tell you - this is something I reverse engineered and a few men have told me - there is nothing you would learn at 16 that you couldn't learn at 30 or even 40. We were given this ideology which said our life had to pass by us, that we were "on rails". That "on rails" life only led to the slaughterhouse, and the people who insisted that is what we should be have laughed that they made us obey that. It's a joke to them.

The point being - I do not believe in encouraging men, but if you really want "the experience", you can go out and try to find it. You'll find "the experience" is regulation rejections, until someone takes pity on you and you get this paltry and sad thing, knowing the whole time that she's probably been to the orgies. The succubi who aren't part of that usually find a man early specifically to have an excuse to participate less / separate themselves from the entire affair. The remaining succubi are either committed to having nothing to do with men, or are retarded succubi who don't have any "experience" to give you. Most of those are afraid, and even if you did fuck them, they're retarded. You would feel icky afterwards, and she will be unhappy, and nothing good can come of that. She knows it, and if are yourself retarded, you'll know it too. It would be better to let her find happiness, and these days the "retarded" succubi are expected to fully sterilize themselves. They do a lot of hysterectomies, and birth control is straight up chemical castration and practically mandated. They push the injections which last years very aggressively, basically treating the succubi they threw away like sex offenders. That's the sort of "experience" you'd get. There's nothing good there.

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 No.217237[Reply]

I've reached a part in my meditation where I'm found having conversations with beings but everything is such a blur that it's difficult to get details on them or what happened. On one of my shifts at work I took a small nap on my desk having a conversation with a being in my half baked dream, it was the most I've felt connected to anyone, by the way it was going it was as if I was somewhat more well spoken but after I woke up, there were parts of that could be remembered but it was gibberish non sense/remember it differently Or I forget it entirely. I get god doesn't discriminate but is it possible our build keeps us away from being connected. I'm not smart, and have bad memories.

 No.217238

god doesn't exist…yet

 No.217241

This is a big warning sign and I recommend you stop whatever you are taking that agonizes the 5ht2a receptor. Dreams are just in your head, I've been completely lucid in them and proven it over and over. They're not real

 No.217242

>>217237
Do you wish to reach lucid dreaming to just to remember dreams? It's said that making efforts for the second ting is a step to the first

 No.217243

Take galantamine if you want to lucid dream

 No.217284

There is no "god" in the sense of an all-powerful oneness. Any such entity, even as a metaphor, would be inherently Satan, false, and a way to destroy the mind.

You might talk to a "god" of some sort, but such entities are not what any religion purports them to be. They don't exist as anything like us with a mind or will, and so they're not going to give you words to tell you what to think. Again, that sort of thing is Satanic. Such "gods" are stand-ins for human aristocracy.

I'm guessing you have invented entities to talk to in your meditations and time apart from the world because this substitutes for dialogue to understand the world, and refines your understanding in some way. I had to do this because I was locked out of any friendship for a long time. I could only have sporadic conversations with others, and I had to do something to practice how to talk/write since they were making me "autistic" and insisted I had to be ground down and destroyed. They don't want us to have anything. I was luckier than many, but not lucky enough to break free from the beast and become valid. No one survives that without being scarred forever.

You shouldn't see those "conversations" as something other than what they are. It's a way to integrate knowledge of a world that has been stripped away from us, where we know we need to communicate with other humans to survive but have been locked out. This is different from how earlier societies understood "god" to exist. For the most part, common people never had any reason to believe in "gods", and common people always rejected mass religion in their true thoughts. They were forced under threat of death to pray to the right god, and for most of history, fealty to the "gods" was an act of obedience to the state.



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 No.216283[Reply]

I'm a 18 year old KHV. Not having any social interaction and not being able to enjoy youth is weighing on me a lot. I'm past the stage of dreaming with finding a girlfriend and more into a state of apathy. I can't interact with other people, I'm socially anxious and etc etc.

I'm working on myself and (sucessfully) trying to lose weight. But still, it's pretty dark inside my room. The light coming from my window, showing people my age, dudes and gals having fun hurts my eyes.
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 No.217221

wizchan 2024. Holy shit

 No.217278

You're quite young so it's no big deal to be kissless at your age.
Are you good looking, OP? i mean, how do people rate you. You say you are socially anxious, maybe that is the result of your bad appearance? Where are you from, anyways. It all depends on your location.

 No.217281

>>217278
yep. You're not even a real apprentice till you hit 25 I think, just a junior padawan doing boyscouts. The big ticket for the marriage market is ages 18-22, if you miss that blip in today's world you're kind of screwed

 No.217282

>>217281
>The big ticket for the marriage market is ages 18-22, if you miss that blip in today's world you're kind of screwed
Horse shit. Which arranged marriage country do you come from where this is the case? Nobody in developed nations are getting married while they're still in high school and college. Take your
>If you're screwing hot chicks and driving a Ferrari by 19 then it is totally over for you, you abnormal fucking failure
trolling back to Stack Exchange

 No.217290

>>217221
I am genuinely surprise you haven't got banned for this post. The last time I was reminding people it's wizchan in this manner mods just smacked me with a ban. Don't remember the duration though. It's ridiculous. Here of all places we should despise and ruthlessly reject anyone obsessing over not fucking a succubus, but instead these people receive 100 replies and their thread lives for a months. And look at the responses. I wish they were all ironic.



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 No.216089[Reply]

Mine is a spell of archane fire. Sometimes I like teleportation spells, but I find those diffcult to cast.
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 No.216095

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Alteration spells.

 No.216096

>>216095
For real though, these spells would be the most useful and convenient in the real world and could save you in a bunch of different life threatening scenarios.

 No.217201

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>>216089
1)frost aura
2)subterfuge
3)ambush
>ghosting people or letting them speak their stupid stuff when lecturing me while I keep my intentions secret to ridicule them afterwards by pure demonstration or just pissing off what they said

 No.217279

>>216089
I think that in terms of the feeling when casting the spell, there's nothing that beats fireball. But busting out the bread & butter fabricate does the soul good. There's also other misc. conjuration rituals and illusion spells that are nice but those are my top two atm.

 No.217280

Dream travel. Definitely my favorite. I've also cast fly, psychic surgery, charm person, a couple of low level cantrips…



 No.217274[Reply]

What strikes me the most is those rats who gave up on female rats and take care of themselves only. this is clearly us, wizards.

 No.217275

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>>217274
While I appreciate your intent for us, still being demotivated myself by this data being ignored by so many people out even if it is a plain replica of what's happening to us.

>oh yeah muh welfare state

>why wanna live in the woods?
>you must still pay taxes
>you need to likable as a vendor or rather wagecucked to have the money required
>it's not that hard anon
>you do not work because you don't want



 No.217168[Reply]

Thread dedicated for those who are practicing abstinence. Share the changes you experience in your journey of self-control and celibacy as you reject porn and masturbation. What you’ve learnt so far about yourself. Your struggles with self-control, and what you expect to accomplish. The numbers of days you plan to go without it and why.

I plan to accomplish at least 5 months without wasting my seed this year and that time I’d squander watching porn I want to use it to improve at digital painting and become better at japanese which have always been goals of mine.

Disregard porn and destructive habits, acquire magic
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 No.217244

>>217168
Been trying this for years going many months at a time but I never experienced any difference.
Life was just more boring than usual and I didnt really feel more motivated to do things.
also has lots of annoying side effects like that constant feel of the balls being too full and when pissing it feels like not everything is getting out.
also had some problems like at night the dick oozes out some of the coom liquid and it also made it difficult to sleep at times.

 No.217245

>>217244
are you on any medication? Why did you start doing semen retention?

 No.217247

>>217168
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>>217210
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>>217227
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The glowie shills are in here already. Keep it up men.

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 No.217268

>>217267
I saw that stuff, but the issue is most of anaphrodisiacs target testosterone lowering your masculinity. Evidently if you totally kill estrogen you'll get the same thing without the soyim effect. High powered aromtase inhibitors will do this



 No.217263[Reply]

My mother bought an arcade machine with 80s games on there. Like the gift she's a good mother.

 No.217264

>>217263
She must be saving something inside the artifact.



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