No.211265[Reply]
Junior Wiz in training here. (Interned successfully since birth for Truecel Crab Corp. Ltd.) I find myself literally unable to go through life I am in a perpetual state of rage as a man.
It's just that I find myself incredibly bitter, not happy with my career, not happy with my life, not happy with my anything at all, I am trying to self improve but still, when I see succubi getting jobs like bartending, being a flight attendant, a hotel receptionist, etc. etc. it's a big deal in my turd world shithole, which sucks as well because the audience of this website is primarily from the first world so people here don't understand what life is truly like in a shithole.
Either ways, I want to give up the desires to be with a bitch, how can I do that? Whenever I see a couple I almost end up crying, knowing that its something that is never made for me, whenever I look up the profiles of my former classmates it depresses me to no end. I hate the fact that nobody talks about the financial impact of being a ugly man, I can never have a well paying job in the service sector in this turd world shithole that I live in.
And while I am struggling to literally have enough money to feed my stomach, succubi get jobs just by existing, because of diversity and yada yada. Now, I understand that I am not entitled to anything, but the least that normie world could do is let me have a job, that gives me a sense of purpose or something.
I hate it, I am angry all the time, I can't sleep, I rage walk all night, I have destroyed my hearing by listening to loud music, I have tinnitus now. Just because I am born with inferior genetics with regards to attractiveness doesn't mean that I have to suffer. I feel like I am literally going insane, I spend a good part of my day just seething. How do I stop this? I have started to bald, and watching a video related to crabs reminds me of the tale of a man, who was crazy and homeless, I made a lot of fun of him when I was in grade 3, I now fear that I might become like him, a crazy hobo, literally mentally ill. I am terrified, angry, and incredibly sad and lonely at the same time.
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>>211265Strategy and authority, man.
https://www.thesimply.ca/blog/human-design-basics
>crying when seeing couplesDespise what you cannoy have. Such is the best revenge
Think about this all. Who is really to blame for your situation?
No.217075
Only cure I've ever known is age. Young men should be hateful and disgusted at the present state of things. It has been our chief motivator throughout history, regardless of our station. It's not for all men - everyone is different, and there are those who make the pacifist and pleasant life work for them. In this society, men are made into the worst versions of themselves and the ugliest aspects of sex are glorified and shoved in your face. We're not giving the option of a constructive life in peace. There will never be peace again if the bastards ruling us continue this.
Oh and for the people who are part of "the club", life is easy for them. They have jobs handed to them. They laugh at those who have to suffer. Laugh at them. Those people get to parade around and throw in our face their "success" won entirely off of ritual sacrifice and torturing anyone in the world that would tell them no. Then they tell us to attack each other over lumps of horseflesh, kill each other for shitty Wal-Mart jobs. It's a death cult and they're laughing all the way to the sperm bank that they make us do it. Satanic race. Failed race. Never forget it.
If you know what the US today is, it's a "first world shithole". I saw guys come from the fucking Congo who saw New York City and the monstrosity on display, and they said that the US is worse than their home. Worse than a warzone where slavery is normal. That tells you how disgusting living under the eugenic creed has been to those who haven't been lied to all of their life and told this is normal.
No.217187
Negative thoughts are essentially proven to also hurt your own brain. It's possible to get addicted to cortisol release and create a dark spiral, which I suspect is behind a lot of this. You'll want to raise inhibitory factors and lower neuroinflammation. This is identical to the depper supplement treatment post I just made…
raise serotonin, raise gaba, take anti-inflammatories
No.217188
>>217075no, that's bullshit. You shouldn't be trying to wait out an issue like this, it's a natural response to the shitty world we live in but ultimately chronic aggravation is only hurting your own brain while not achieving anything. Fight club was a great movie but you don't want to be those people. Anti-inflammatories and inhibitory factors are what the angry depper needs. You can be psychologically mad without setting your brain on fire 24/7 and priming cortisol release. This is a huge social problem and probably the root cause of most of the dep posts I see on this site
No.217287
>>217188It's bullshit we have to live like this, but you'll go mad trying to change a society that refuses to the bitter end to change, because the people who benefit see no reason to ever do anything else ever again. It's not something you can struggle against with any reason or intellectual trick. The people who engineered this have more information than you on the relevant matters, because you have a life to live and the people who did this make it their career and enjoy it. It's the only thing this sick race knows how to do with any sort of efficiency, and they're still lousy at it. They only need to be better at it than us, who would rather not participate in such a shitty and pointless world.
I never said "hate 24/7 and orient your life around the assholes". Nothing about life requires us to live like this for their sake. I do hate most of my life, but I'm an unusual case where I have to. I made railing against this beast my hobby, so I enjoy the hatred. Not everyone can do that or should, and I do take breaks and find pleasant things. Hatred puts all of the good in this world in a framework that makes the good that much more for me. If I didn't hate, could I have any passion for anything? That is my weakness, though. I think most of humanity hates this shit, and the people who think this society is a viable model for anything are sick fucks who should not have been allowed to hold this authority. Eventually, they won't. The people who really rule the world use "those people" as their weapon to cull the population while they sit in their castle and get to live in relative luxury, with slaves and shit. It really is that easy "up there" and they laugh at anyone who thinks this death cult they set up for us is normal or acceptable. They laugh at you so loud that it's a wonder anyone can go on with the farce without bursting out laughing at its absurdity. I would have thought Trump was the point Americans said "seriously" and wouldn't even entertain the farce they're doing. A good number of Americans did exactly that, will tell me politics is fake and gay, and it really is. But, the tea leaves have told us something about the next shit coming down the pike, and this is intrinsically interesting for paranoid me.
As for Fight Club, it was very obviously about the author being a homofascist at heart and thinking that this was a meme to spread fo
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