No.312098
i think im going insane, i understand why picasso drew faces in geometrical shapes
No.312100
It's not too bad of a feeling.
Knowing I was never required to be fixated on one thing forever..
No.312101
I think that I accidentally applied for jobs working in AI fields or something.
Maybe I’ll get paid?
No.312142
>>312062this is top notch pixel art
awesome
No.312167
>>312166jung isn't based on reality and his reputation is completely undeserved
No.312177
>>312167Good thing this is from Haruki Murakami, then (unless he stole it from Jung, in which case meh).:D
No.312181
Here is even another song titled "Hikikomori"!
>>312142Artist is
https://waneella.tumblr.com/ No.312188
Jojo is wholesome masculinity X3.
No.312202
>>312188The cartoon monkey, the child star, or the weird meme manga/anime?
No.312204
>>312202The anime… Though it sure af varies with each episode o_o
No.312205
Me a decade ago: ;_; I will one day kick the bucket ;_;
Me now: …I have kicked the bucket on every other godfucking level, so time to get back to work =_=.
No.312206
34 today.
Feels pretty meh. Just another day. Honistly feel slightly depressed. Will treat myself to buffet tonight. Maybe I will feel less shit then.
No.312219
>>312205All you shitters stay out of Oklahoma. Tell your gay ass people not to come here too.
No.312221
>>312206Happy birthday, Wiz. Remember that the dessert section's cubed Jell-O is the same as can be bought at Dollar General so better to get your fill of something else, such as cheesecake of Belgian waffle.
No.312227
I could never be a rich person. I've spent the day watching YT docs about rich hotels, cruises and whatever and none of it really appeals to me. What's the point in spending $9000 a night for some tropical island resort where your cabin is one of 30 on a street? You might as well stay in suburbia. And why do their 5-star hotels all look the same, that same modernist minimalism where you can barely tell if you are in New York or Tokyo? And then there's the food, Sea urchin fried in chilli-infused truffle oil and topped with caviar, Jesus, just give me a burger or lasagna.
No.312231
>>312227Actually wealthy people have their own culture and generally don't go in for nonsense like that.
For wealthy people even their luxury spending and hobbies are calculated to be assets that add to their overall wealth.
They would almost never waste large amounts of money on consumables as such behavior is irrational and wasteful to them.
The stuff you saw are traps for the young/dumb money who doesn't understand wealth and just have more dollars than sense. The wealthy don't like to associate with such people.
(Used to work for generational wealthy people as a seasonal job)
No.312258
>>312231>(Used to work for generational wealthy people as a seasonal job)Does their greed ever subside?
No.312261
>>312258I am talking about a class of people who were born into wealth and trained since childhood to understand how money actually works.
They don't come off as greedy in any traditional sense of the word.
Greed is fundementally doing anything for the sake of getting more money.
They already have money and just very good at managing it to not squander the generational wealth since to them being the one to drop the ball and drop the family into a lower class would be shameful.
It's a very aristocratic type of world view.
No.312264
>>312261Don't speak as if you know something you don't
No.312266
>>312264What's your problem?
No.312281
Damn. Little fuckers are still doing their faggy bullshit several hours later. What could the big fellas possibly be up to?
No.312295
Heard Wild Child by Enya for the first time since the cusp of the millenium yesterday.
Always felt like I was looking at things from years ago again with binoculars.
Still a calming song.
No.312308
>>312296Take your meds you weird nut case.
No.312310
>>312308i wish mods would just automatically ban people who are posting crazy unintelligible nonsense.
No.312355
You know for all the users that now populate the internet, it's really hard to get a conversation going. Even places like reddit and discord it's hard. I wanted to talk about a particular comic I finished reading yesterday (not at all obscure, capeshit, fairly well known title) but you either get drowned out because there's just too many people posting but not responding to each other or the subject matter you bring up gets ignored. One would think with thousands of people reading a comment one would get some replies but it's not usually the case. The internet really is a shouting match and if you don't write your message in a way to cause a knee-jerk reaction you get ignored. On the other hand, I don't want those idiots' low effort garbage anyway, so I don't write the message as a provocation.
I get better feedback talking to my mother who knows nothing about comics but at least she listens to what I have to say. It's funny. I think I should try to make online friends, I don't know how hard that is.
No.312362
>>312355Private messages do exist.
>I think I should try to make online friends, I don't know how hard that is.¬¬
No.312374
On one hand I'm tempted to return to certain things I was a part of..
And then it hit me: I was a part of it.
I did my part already.
They can coach themselves on however a job they're doing now, apparently.
Especially since we BOTH have our hands full now, biznatch! ;DD
No.312428
Watched The void.
It reminded me why I hate "cosmic horror" and lovecraftian inspired bullshit.
It was so badly written and the only punch of it was the visual effects but I have seen better elsewhere in better films with better scripts that had better context behind them.
I tried reading some lovecraft and stuff inspired by his stuff and always wonder why the fuck such shit got popular. It quite honestly is shit story telling and not well written. I always come away from such stories annoyed. Also people who don't know fuck from shit really shouldn't write sci-fi because he doesn't know dick about science, the occult, other cultures, or really much of anything and consistently gets most of the details painfully wrong.
This isn't a "it was back in the day so cut him some slack" thing because writers of the exact same time didn't consistently have the same issue. I have read low grade pulp adventure stories with more care about getting shit right and crafting a well structured narrative then any of his shit I have come across.
No.312429
My AG album got here today…
Better late than not at all! :D
No.312432
How many wiz have in real life friends? How many wiz go out during the weekends? How many wiz have a semi norman life but only it's a virgin?
No.312433
>>312432we're not allowed to ask such questions…
and they're not allowed to answer!!
No.312435
>>3124343.Do not post about voluntary real life social activities (e.g. going to a bar or party).
>breaking rule 3 No.312436
>>312432I don't see how you could possibly live that life and be a virgin by age 30. Unless you are actively saving yourself for marriage.
No.312437
>>312436It's possible, world is big and people are different.
No.312438
>>312435But why there rule?
No.312440
>>312438if you dont understand then this isnt the place for you
No.312441
>>312437>it's possible to have a big social life go to parties and meet succubi and be a wizardyou don't qualify as a wizard at that point.
No.312442
>>312441What's qualify as a wizard then?
No.312453
>>312442Schizo mindset. Or at least way too introverted
No.312456
>>312432I work during the weekend.
I work at my other job when I am off from my main job.
These are things I do to not be homeless or starve since the rent keeps going up and food keeps getting more expensive.
Go out, spend money to be with "friends"?
Ha, what luxuries. Why would I waste money on such things not needed for survival.
No.312460
How do you get yourself to be productive as a NEET shut in? I have nothing going on in my life so I should have all the time in the world to work on my hobbies. But every day I find myself just doing nothing.
No.312494
>>312470Talk for yourself. For many of us is enough to merely be introverted.
No.312508
>>312494K. It was mostly just a bad joke, though
No.312512
>>312460Do you have actual concrete actionable goals. Make a personal sqedural related to said goals and stick to it so that it becomes habit.
Right now your habit is just sitting around rotting rather than doing stuff. You need to force yourself to be in the habit of doing stuff.
No.312515
>>312514What classroom are you talking about?
Are you underage or something?
Or a teacher?
No.312518
>>312517Ok, I am going to assume you are a 12 year old school teacher of special needs children.
No.312526
I had a real vivid dream where I could move things with my mind, big things such as buildings. Not only do that, but I could also travel without moving from my seat or leaving my house, so I did some space traveling and I was admired by this universe. My body never left my house but I could experience the rest of the world, that was my power, and guess what else… My grandpa was still alive and we talked and I decided to show him my powers, projected in real time what the earth looks like from space and galaxies, all right into our living room. He could see through my eyes. I lifted my entire house as well a good 3-4 inches above ground just to show him that my powers were real. This use of my powers proved to be problematic because not so long passed where I got a vision of an angry functionary, not from this world, but a parallel world, that got increasingly angry every time I did so much as move one small object, for his world, me moving things, meant earthquakes. I felt sorry so I stopped then, but he was already upset and seemed to know about people with powers like me and there was a system in place to stop me and he was going to voice his concern along many other public servants.
I was just happy to be able to see my grandpa who died 20 years ago. And it's funny because it seems I willed this dream into existence since I've been thinking lately about him and how we are so similar.
No.312528
>>312460When you don't waste your jizz the productivity will come on its own, I keep going for walks when it's a week +, can't stay still
No.312549
>>312460Productivity means living for yourself. You're probably dealing with needs you're not meeting and to maintain yourself you rely on "doing nothing" (which probably refers to a complicated host of behaviors that you are devaluing) to cover for the gaps as best you can.
Imagine a person that is fasting. While fasting, your life begins to revolve around this deprivation. Everything is about keeping up the fasting or experiencing the struggle. It's like a giant filter over the breadth of life. Having unaddressed discomforts can be very similar, it is difficult to take spontaneous action when you are already preoccupied with yourself. You need to leave some empty space in life. Motivation follows on its own.
No.312551
>>312549Motivation is a unreliable bitch whore to be trusted less than a succubus without external accountability.
No.312562
>>312551Motivation needn't be trusted does it? Just acted on. The unreliability is in accordance with the amount of actual empty space in your life in either case.
No.312569
>>312562>The unreliability is in accordance with the amount of actual empty space in your life in either case.Bullshit.
The point is don't rely on motivation to get things done. It will consistently fail you.
No.312571
I had a idea for a wiz village or apartment complex but only allowing wiz to be resident, like a old folks home, but for wiz, a place for oddballs can leave together and help one another.
No.312573
>>312572Why? Imagine a real life wizardchan meeting
No.312574
>>312573One community enters
One man leaves
No.312578
>>312576One harem enters.
One keeper leaves.
No.312579
>>312573Imagine a meet up of asocial and antisocial people who don't really get along even when online.
Now imagine that some of them are violently mentally ill.
Now imagine that there is no way to screen bad faith actors, trolls, and crab in a bucket people who just want to watch whatever you build burn, possibly literally.
Shit would be a disaster.
No.312585
>>312579Yeah, true, probably a good screening system to let trolls, violently crazy and unhinged out would be need it.
No.312621
>>312579most people are easier going in real life. But there's no underlying connection between most of the people on here aside from the fact it's an imageboard. Also crab memes will never win commiecel
No.312622
>>312620are you that poor?
No.312626
>>312622I'm a NEET with bills to pay and who just helped with first+last on an overpriced townhouse.
No.312627
I don't know if any of you dumb spergs or flaggots noticed, but Gogle is using AI sentiment analysis tools to pre-screen every single comment posted to YouTube in order to block anything remotely controversial or "dangerous" from ever appearing on the site. Every comment goes into quarantine and it takes ~15-60 seconds for the AI to either pass it or reject it. You realize that if Google can afford to run every single YT comment through an LLM based AI gestapo, we are at the point where they can use this technology on literally every single form of communication. SMS, voice calls, messenger apps, DMs, you name it. They can monitor everything you say for wrong-think and either censor you, establish a hidden social credit score, or just arrest you. How long before your smart TV, amazon echo, or phone are conducting sentiment analysis on the AI transcribed audio it picks up 24/7? Do you honestly think that it's not happening right now or is at the very least less than 5 years away? People joke about their "personal agent" who is monitoring everything they say, but with AI that is literally possible now. The "community guidelines" of a handful of corporations are going to become de facto law in western countries and you will have no method by which to discuss it or complain about it.
No.312628
>>312627Completely agree. We are clearly hurtling toward a reality even more dystopian and horrific than any of the popular dystopian novels
No.312629
>>312627Youtube has comments?
No.312632
>>312626I get slightly annoyed when people call rowhomes townhouses.
No.312646
>>312635
Do you usually just make shit up to sling at people?
Does it make you feel better?
Do you know you just make yourself look like a clown when you behave that way?
No.312647
>>312646npc's don't have higher order, self reflective thought. Leave that one, tis a clay man hylic
No.312707
Gonna take a break from chans for a good portion, if the majority, of next month. Tricky times are imminent, yet not only have I at least contributed to something greater than me but there are also things that are helping me move forward. Not gonna let them be in vain. 諦めない
No.312708
>>312707Good luck and hope the best for you, dude.