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 No.285599[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

I've been on finasteride for 2 years and I just lost my job and had to move back with my parents and I noticed that my hairline is receding it looks bad, my hair is thinning too, even the back and sides are thinning so I will never be able to get a hair transplant. I've always been anxious about going bald because I have a really bad head shape and I just don't look good without hair, or well, i look worse than with full head of hair.
Balding young is fucking brutal and I don't feel like wearing a fedora or beanies it will make it all more obvious, i feel a pain in my chest and all this stress is causing me to lose more and more hair im in my early 20s but i look now like my male relatives who are full in their 50s.
I can't hide it and I don't want to be that bald guy everyone mocks.
Why it had to be me, wizards? I'm short and now balding, fucking life sucks and did nothing to deserve this.
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 No.291415

>>285599
Malasezzia fungus is what makes the roots get scarred and closed. You need something to kill fungi.

Usually the hair starts getting filthy as oily when this baldness happens which makes me think that the natural defensive pH of the hair fat glandules is not enough to kill the fungi finely, so it starts overproducing akwardly. But no, it's just the same.

Some stories around the internet claim to have vinegar, alcohol, tomato or lemon working on it. This is: killing the fungi as your skin cannot do it so naturally.

 No.291416

>>291373
Wouldn't you break their car lights?

 No.291458

>>291416
are you mentally ill?

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 No.291716

>>291416
>and go to jail

go away crazyfag, not gonna let normies put me in prison for something that can be easily avoided.


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 No.291261[Reply]

Post here when you don't have enough to say for a topic and it's too depressing for the general crawl thread.
Previous: >>290006
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 No.291708

>>291698
there's a specific antidepressant that makes people really confident as a byproduct. I'm having trouble finding it, but there are much better options than booze for this

 No.291709

>>291705
Thank you for your words.
I replied to a dish washing job vacancy, maybe they will reply in the morning.
>>291708
I avoid pharma products, but such specific stuff requires prescriptions most likely.

 No.291712

>>291701
Why bother? I am suicidal anyway.

 No.291713

>>291712
"Escaping" in the Europe is not going to help anyway. Europe is the same shithole, just looks prettier, basically glorified slavery, because the only difference is that you are not whipped to force you to work. It is just brutally over for us.

 No.291718

Fucking leave me be! Take away that bullshit of you, stupid normalfag monkeys! Damn, how is that possible that someone be so unbelievably stupid? They are not just braindead, they have no fucking brain cells at all. And their retardation has this funny way of living rent free in your head. Normalfags were a huge mistake.



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 No.288210[Reply]

Maybe they're right all along.
Whenever im forced to interact with normalfags, it feels like theyre finding me repulsive and looking at me in a sense of disgust or hate. that they sense that there has to be something truly wrong with me that i cannot sense or fully comprehend my self, it feels all the faults about my self that i already can see is confirmed by others, but there is something they sense more about me than my self. it feels all these people who mentally tormented me all these years were right, because they are all living their lives now surrounded by family and friends while im here left to rot in my own prison. theyve won and ive lost, but whenever i try to join their normalfag world just to stop taking so many L's in life, copy their mannerism and speak like them, it comes out as unnatural or forced and i end up feeling exhausted then isolating my self from society even more, because that would never work, they would still be able to see through me no matter what and they can all sense of how much of a loser I am. Whenever i share any of my interests or thoughts it feels like i am humilating my self.
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 No.291700

>>291684
Use the emergency gate, bruh: https://www.holotropic.com/holotropic-breathwork/about-holotropic-breathwork/

I do not dare to pay such a big sum but I wonder, will it be too dangerous if I try this just by myself under untrained supervision?

 No.291702

>>291687
I don't agree with your assessment, but I do agree with 291686.

Most wizards I've talked to are almost absolutists, i.e. they don't use any kind of intoxicants. If they do it's the rare beer or glass of whiskey or something not intended to get you drunk.

I've also noticed many if not most neurodivergents are really against intoxication.
Normies are the ones fueling drug and alcohol consumption.

 No.291703

>>291700
>breathing
Sorry, but I am very skeptical about claims such as
>Holotropic Breathwork® is a powerful approach to self-exploration and personal empowerment that relies on our innate inner wisdom and its capacity to move us toward positive transformation and wholeness.
and as much as I'd like to, I can't perceive them as anything but shameless scam. I have no idea what will happen to you if you try to breathe, nor do I care. You can try breathing and then report to us if that helped. On a glance, it seems like it might be dangerous, because air contains many viruses and bacteria, and if you breathe, you let them in.

>>291702
I have never been able to make any such estimates, but it might make sense that wizards are more sided with spiritual search, while unwizards are more sided with sensory seeking. I indeed consider sensory seeking to be inferior and I am indeed never did so much as hold hands with the demons. The only pitfall here is that I can not coherently explain my point of view and it seems to exist on somewhat implicit level. I remember a lainon saying that a typical depressed lainon is a male otaku crazed on the basis of having waifu and addicted to using a buttplug. Then I come here and watch people obsessed with hating particular demographics, obsessing over succubi, social statuses, lookism, who call themselves wizards and fight for their lives to defend this title. Aye, sorry, but I can't help, but feeling sorry for these guys. A soul-crushed man with his face in tears, who nonetheless does not lower himself to that is understandable and forgivable. Turning yourself into an animal isn't.

 No.291710

>>291703
You used all those to say that breathing is unhygienic?

I am having a boring day, too

 No.291711

>>291703
you can use it to hallucinate. It's a real thing



 No.291664[Reply]

If you suffer from depression you probably experienced people calling you lazy or trying to gotcha you by psychoanalyzing that you subconsciously enjoy being miserable and that's why you don't do anything. If you disagree then you will be called in denial or making excuses.

What do you think?

I think someone who is lazy evades responsibilities but will put in effort into the things they enjoy like going out with friends. But if you don't do anything, even let yourself go and can't even be bothered to do stuff others do for fun then to me that's clearly depression.

I feel a lot of regret and hate myself for letting myself go but then when I do think of trying to start doing something like cooking or exercise or reading it feels so difficult because I have almost no energy and don't feel satisfaction from achieving something. I thought I could find a way to bypass feelings and function on logic alone but I don't think it's possible because in the end we are biological beings and need to feel pleasure for motivation.
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 No.291699

>>291688
Did anon say he is depressed due to homelessness? Depression can come out of nowhere if sunlight is scarce.

Also "bleeding" was figurative there. I'll let you guess what I really meant.

>>291691
You should address each comment before answering their lines. But yes, depression sometimes comes from not following basic brain regulations, not saying that this be the almighty panacea

>>291695
>I don't need constant sunlight, I don't need to work myself to exhaustion at the gym, I don't need to eat a perfect diet.
Nobody spoke about perfections here. Such quick way to escalate!

>let's just say that salt makes a dish of fish a bit more tasteful

UUUUAAAAAOOOOOGGGGHH SALT IS NOT A MIRACLE HEALING FOR YOUR PROBLEMS STOP SAYING US ALL TO FILL OUR MOUTHS EVERYDAY WITH DAMN CRYSTALS

>>291695
>it's that all those bullshit advice givers fear paying taxes so others might actually have a life worth living
Dubiously, since those would then suffer a subsequent tax increase. It's middle class who pays for this scam of a society.

 No.291704

>>291699
>Depression can come out of nowhere if sunlight is scarce.

bruh is just not sunbathing enough

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 No.291707

>>291704
>my case is worse so this cannot be real for others
>not giving a damn if it is, stay feeling like shit cos I can't get it through

Crab

 No.291717

>>291706
Please learn how to cite posts properly.

>>>/b/982168



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 No.289564[Reply]

When I was younger, around 20-25 years old, I was highly driven, motivated, outgoing, hopeful and physically fit. I had even graduated college. Then, the year I turned 26, I destroyed my right shoulder, left leg, totaled my car, dropped out of the trade school I was in, lost my job, became an alcoholic, and was THIS close to killing myself. Obviously I didn't since I'm posting here now at 29. I even went back to school and graduated for the trade and got the "dream job." Also stopped drinking 3 months ago.

However. since that year I haven't felt that happiness I once had. All of the things I had built up for myself were taken away all at once. I used to enjoy doing multiple martial arts, running, swimming, gaming, and learning new things. I just don't get the same enjoyment or excitement out of any of that stuff anymore. I don't know what to do any more. Do I just keep living even though I hate it? Just so I don't make my mother upset that I killed myself? It's just not good any more. Hasn't been for years.
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 No.291661

>>291644
I am all in for you Wiz. May you be blessed with magic for thy efforts to save Wizardry

 No.291672

You're gone. There is no fixing this. Your life will never have value again.

 No.291673

^ whom does he talk to?

 No.291690

>>291672
This. I've also lost everything I had due to external circumstances, then painstakingly rebuilt it all back over years and years of sweat, tears and hard work.

It doesn't feel the same the second or third time around. All emotions and feelings of joy are very muted, it's like you're a dead zombie roaming the Earth in a living body.

 No.291697

>>291690
This. This. And once again this.



 No.291646[Reply]

>Dopamine deficiency has been linked to neurodegenerative conditions in the body. If you have symptoms of low dopamine levels, you might feel:
Anxious or moody
Depressed or hopeless
Forgetful
Indifferent about the things you used to enjoy
Unable to concentrate
Unable to sleep
Unmotivated
Uninterested in sex
Withdrawn
https://www.verywellmind.com/common-symptoms-of-low-dopamine-5120239
https://drjockers.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/08/SEROTONIN_SerotoninDopamine-min-1.png
>Dopamine and serotonin compete for expression in the brain, one tends to dominate over the other
>see also https://wizchan.org/wiz/res/211617.html#217192, high serotonin causes shyness and anxiety
>a high carb diet, IE typical western one for poorwizs, favors serotonin production
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 No.291659

>>291658
that's damage to neurons in a specific area of the body

 No.291660

This is like googling symptoms of cancer when you have pain the area of kidneys. Whoever did that knows what I mean. OP is scam, fuck you.

 No.291663

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>>291646
Aye sir, but this only serves for causing us more anxiety about our health.

What coconut oil helping against those issues?
>parkinson alzheimer and others
Ever read anything? Just saying, in case anyone has time to google it.

 No.291678

>>291660
computer time, porn addiction, and depression will directly lower your dopa levels. I don't see your complaint as being valid, this is very entry level neurochemistry

>>291663
Only think I know about coconut oil is oil pulling and ketones. Parkinson is the extreme end in old age when some guy's striatal neurons are damaged by pesticide exposure and other toxins IIRC

 No.291689

The only thing i have is high leves cope.



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 No.290817[Reply]

I'm locked in my room trying to figure out what the point of all this is? Why I was born if I wasn't given social gifts? Even asocial people hang out with other asocial people but I don't have anyone except for three old friends.

I jerk off frequently to relieve the sadness in my soul but that only feeds the emptiness more, I feel so helpless and misunderstood in this world, I would rather die but I dread the thought of pain so I pray to die in my sleep.

In the end this confession will remain here and no one will know who is the owner of these ideas.
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 No.291598

>important, necessary, healthy fun outlet
>important
No difference between fap and nofap.
>necessary
Absolutely wrong. Can live without that.
>fun
Makes you feel better when you're good, but makes you feel much worse when you're but. Lots of fun. So fun actually, that some people have it as an excuse for suicidal ideations.

 No.291601

>>291597
Mastery. This the actual longevity exercise, the hormones produced are said to be quite valuable when not lost

 No.291614

>>290817
I wish if you can find happiness my friends

 No.291679

>>290817
>Even asocial people hang out with other asocial people but I don't have anyone
this hurts the most

 No.291682

>>291679
As long as you keep yourself starving and wanting for that, it will remain.

Rejection is to be done inwardly and outwardly, to delete this inner drain of mental health



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 No.283944[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

In this thread, we shall discuss everything SSRi-related.

I've tried the following:

Fluvoxamine, Sertraline, and Fluoxteine are SSRIs.

SNRI's:

Desvenlafaxine Venlafaxine

I'm going to talk about each of them and how I feel about them.

Fluvoxamine:

The first two weeks on Fluvoxamine are complete torture; I'm anxious, tired, and have terrible focus due to anxiety and panic episodes.

Sertraline:

When I first started on Sertraline, I had no side effects, it was OK till it pooped out, but it truly works but it can screw with your motivation, plus the weight loss is fantastic on this medicine, I was 78 before taking it, and three months later I was 69-70.

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 No.291557

>>291556
This entire thread is full of mentally ill people and junkies who swear some drug "saved" their lives. You should just hide it.

 No.291630

Serotonin agonism is a very bad fix. It's a dope neurotransmitter, makes you passive and sedate but not necessarily any better. The way these pills are distributed to the public as if they were actually anti-depression is actually criminal.

BDNF agonism
Dopa sensitization
Serotonin sensitization
anti-inflammatory
That's the sort of formula that would help with the dep. Simply flooding some guy's brain with serotonin is like the normie equivalent of what an AP does to a schizo, zombifying them

 No.291631

>>291630
so in other words
omega-3
agmatine
noopept
st john's wort
l-tryptophan
uridine

take those together and you'll probably get results

 No.291655

those dumb fucks talk shit on meds. Not even 50 years ago they would be FORCED by their family to do a lobotomy. Thats how things worked back then, and if you go back in time it was even worse due to ignorance

my god i hate dumb, ignorant people so much. you are lucky to live this day and age and have the privilege of people treating you normal when you are clearly an idiot

 No.291656

>>291655
you're a moron, leave


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 No.291067[Reply]

I'm doing it sort of to enjoy life in the moment outside of my ADHD vices but now what, what to think about, what to fill the empty void with do I force myself to think and be creative or do I let my thoughts flow until I find something I can do but sometimes I find myself dozing off or have some sporadic serges in my thoughts that scare me or make me feel anxious or dreadful almost makes me think there are entities trapped in my thoughts trying to scare me or something. I'm trying to break free from my ADHD not just control it I want to reshape my entire personality to the desired outcome.
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 No.291192

>>291067
I have a really similar experience. I have times of intense anxiety, fear, and confusion. And also most of the time I'm suffering because of the transient nature of life and the lack of any real meaning or purpose. All I have found to really do about it is immerse yourself in art. I read and listen to music. Even if that's ultimately meaningless also its the only way to escape reality somewhat.

 No.291216

>>291142
Thoughts that bait me into feeding the ego and I end up in stupid situations where I make a fool of myself. Sometimes it's personality issues in general I want to change like my anger and hedonism. Over all personality change.
>>291192
I've tried art it just makes me realize how dull I am as a human it's always stuck on anatomy I dont broaden my horizon it's always stale. Even a 2D picture is better than a well done 3D drawing of poses. Idk

 No.291283

>>291095
For me the thoughts are the worst when I get up and walk around. The second I stop interacting with stuff on the computer screen and go to pee or something, they come flooding in and torture me. Of course, things on the computer screen that I see can trigger them too at any moment. There really is no escape.

 No.291423

>>291067
Yup. Your are not the first nor the last who will come here in need of the obvious, retardedly forgotten reducers of brain stagnation:

This is only a brief guide about what I gathered. To deeper knowledge of why I am saying this all, you'll'ave to research on your own. This practices are designed to outcast most defficiencies known by wizkids away (muh brainfog, restlessness, etc), exceptuating only those given by genome:

>leave all diaries, inmediately

>leave grains: no wheat, corn or rice at all
>eat your foods within a reduced schedule, rather than through all the day long
>avoid starchy foods and red meats
>if not vegetarian, eat meats briefly: like once a week or two weeks
>the softest and wealthiest meats are white fish
>do you like nuts? They are still acidifiers…
>learn your ayurveda body type (dosha) and how to regulate it

If you want quick results, these are the shock therapies:
>fasting regularly (the body must slowly develop its ability to detox or adversities a.k.a "detox crisis" are to be faced. The same on mucusless diet.) using honey if dismay prone.
>colon enema
>HIIT exercise
>do not use domestic cooling/heating unless your body strictly requires so, due to some sickness or whatever else
>drink hot water, as much as it can be without harming your mouth, specially useful for early morning detox
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 No.291640

>>291067
adhd is low dopamine in the pfc. You want stimulants for the short term, try phenylpiracetam. Take CDP-choline, subultiamine, and inositol for months on end to increase receptor density and sensitize them. L-tyrosine might also help if you're somehow not able to synthesize dopa naturally



 No.291226[Reply]

I have a very bad prose and poor way of writing so I will write simple sentences, "bullet points" to convey what I mean to say.
I have discovered that the 2 Cups Method truly does work. I believe in dimensional jumping, but not in reality shifting. I have calculated and meditated than under ANY religion, -even materialistic atheism- the best for me is to live 2 ,3 years at full intensity and then die.
I would be treated like a king, my rich relatives would gift me a lot of travels and stuff, my parents would give me early inheritance money. the future is super super grim, better to die happy. I want to choose a religion to devote the last of life to. If Im a great and ardent devotee + expiatory suffering and burning bad sins trough cancer\etc, I'll go to heaven and not h*.
I think my current religion (catholicism) is right, but maybe tibetan vajrayana, or Krsna Vedic path, are true.
please, give me valuable insight or advice.
>tl;dr I can give myself cancer trough magickal means. What do I do to burn family's cash on my fun + go to true religion's heaven after 2,3 years

 No.291638

Ever read about Kali Yuga?



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