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find someone old with a business who isn't an asshole, you do computer stuff 10 times faster. in the time it takes an old person to write an email you can write 10 emails.

>>326220
I'll try this, thanks, but how do I manage the "find" part?

pretend to be a gurl online, tell guys you'll give them a pic/video of your pussy if the give you 50 bucks, send them a fake pic from the internet and block them and move on to the next sucker.

scamming ppl online is the only viable way to make money without skills or social connections.

>>326226
I don't think that I can do this, I am not built to scam people, not even because of moral reasons, I just know that it'll end in a catastrophe, I'll be exposed or find myself being scammed instead, 100%. But I will keep this option as a very last resort, thanks anon.

How is life after you get NEETbux?

>>326166
It's pretty much the same as life before NEETbux, but with more Hot Pockets and beer.

>>326172
Is your NEETbux generous?

>>326131
I like using linux on old laptops and I hate they took away soldered CPUs on the thinkpad line after the W541.

I'm thinking of creating a /welfare/ thread, but I don't know which board is better suited for this.

>>325452
There's a significant amount of discussion about that topic, hard to miss or discount.

It was harsher than I thought. When I went to this center for homeless people, I thought I was save for the night. Outside was cold and windy; inside was —could I say warm?— at least better than outside.

I went to the queue and waited my turn to register. The succubus behind the counter told me what was my name and what were my belongings. She said sharp objects and other dangerous objects must be taken away if I want to stay in the shelter for tonight. They had this security guy, a big guy, and I couldn't say no.

After the check, she gave me a blanket and told me where was my dorm bed; among other homeless people.

I was naive, thinking I was on a good term with other homeless people because we all share the same life situation and thought we could help each other. I was wrong.

One homeless guy got closer to me and sat on my bed. He looked at me and wanted to chat with me but he was really close to my face and I could scent his unbearable smelly breath. Another homeless guy told him to leave me alone. The homeless guy talking to me stopped, looked at the other guy and leave. This was the moment I started to get scared for myself.

The other homeless guy told me to call him if I happen to be in trouble with the other people. He told me everyone here is fucked up from the day they were born to this day. Anyway, dinner's here.

The volunteers ave us a good dinner and after that we were lucky because there's showers in this center. After showering, I saw some homeless guys looking inside my bag. I got angry, shout at them and took back my bag from them.

I told this incident to the volunteers and they said it was my fault for leaving belongings in the room. Frankly, I wanted to leave the place but sleeping another night outside wasn't a good idea. I wanted to sleep on a bed; it's been so long…months since I didn't sleep on a bed.

During the night, I felt a hand touching me. I screamed and put the hand away and fell off the bed. The other homeless people in the bedroom woke up and started to insult me for not letting them to sleep.

It was enough for me. took my bag and my belongings and leave the place. No one saw me, fortunately.

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It was still morning twilight when I awoke in the homeless shelter, all was quiet apart from the rustling of sleeping unfortunates. Walking to the sink for a splash of water, the aide motioned me over to come into to their glass walled office. Turns out some bastard had claimed I'd been stealing from them, and that I wouldn't be allowed to remain there another day. After emptying my pack to display the sparse contents, no reprieve was to be found. Typical, I thought. I farted in disgust contemplating the monkey gibberish assaulting my senses from her mouth.

Outside the morning was pleasant enough if you ignored the hellish undercurrent hiding itself behind the sunrise. I made my way past several groups huddling on the sidewalk and went into a coffee shop, plopping the change on the counter for a small regular coffee. I used the bathroom and washed up, returning to pick up my order. There was no illusion about my station in life and the employees simply ignored the obvious as in so many other cases. The writing on the wall was omnipresent there from the atmosphere to the leaflets tacked above the counter. I decided to simply ignore it and walk to the park for an afternoon of reading a tattered copy of Shonen Jump I'd found discarded behind a thrift store several nights before. Sipping my coffee, I observed the life, or rather thereof around me. Idiotic dogs and their owners, old folks out wandering aimlessly, formulating their next move before their inevitable end. I couldn't engross myself in the reading and left it on the bench.

The tracks weren't far away, and the news in the city had been advertising that they had come back in use on the route. Which gave me the only good idea occurring to me in months if not years.

Without thought or consequence, I laid my head on the cold metal railing. It would be here soon enough. The only image in my mind as it began to vibrate was that sneering succubus cementing another victory over this broken and fragmented Wizworld.

I left the shelter in the middle of the night. It was winter in Oregon, with rare light snow, and I was walking down the block past the Safeway, and one of the homebums, a methhead, I can’t remember her name now, was sitting on the step of the side entrance, not shouting Tourrettically like she did, just drinking a 211. She could tolerate me because I was passive where a run-of-the-mill citizen would make an earnest face of talk in counterfeit community and draw her hostility. Years later I let her stay the night with another homeless guy who always wore black after I had started using meth. Then I was just addicted to weed, crabbing money out of my check from my payee mother to get a gram and some cigarettes everyday, washing my clothes and taking a shower in her house at 7AM every morning after a night in the shelter, getting my cash, and bumming around the rest of the day. One guy, John, I think his name was, used to try to reel me in, chinting harassment, trying to get in my head to balance the display of my interaction with my psychic sphere, as chaotic and semibroken as it was and is, trying to pacify it into the darkness of the still. I would, at least to my ear, be mimicking his voice, word for word, in his voice, as he hurled a string of insults countering my image in his mind, I presume, “ … , FAGGOT!!”, as I timed his words like tokens, verbatim, as they emerged. I wonder if I was, to a normal’s ear, mumbling something I could not here, incohering to the modex of a cameral eye. It’s like I was operating on a level where that drive to fulfill autopsynosis was counter to society, when, in fact, it is what spawned it, from the pharoahs to Tesla, from the field of God to Sumer, and all the life on Earth before it, but I do not know that. Eventually, after moving to the midwest, I had another 2-3-year long episode of addiction, destroyed a cheap condo trying to remodel it as a studio while under heavy debilitating IV use, lying about it, and, since I looked crazy, was put under a probate case, and now I am ward of the state. My mind is an internet, the so-called norm truncating any spiritual holness as, as my fentanyl dealer once saw a cartoon of me, if I won the lottery, but instead of transitioning to that holonic membrane, everything iust blacks out for that character. I have had a schizophrenia diagnosis since 2006, but I have been sober for 15 months, and my diagnosis will likely be downgraded to Substance Use Disorder, as I am tapered off my mPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

looks like my short story >>326198 inspired some wizards

>>326209
> you have nothing to worry about but madeup nonsense

This is actually so pea-brained. This is why i dont engage in ontological discussion over message boards. You had a chance to fool everyone into believing that you're anything other than a brainlet and you failed. If this were a physical conversation, you would probably appear so physically stunted and mentally infirm that i would just nod my head up and down and humour you trying to get through the conversation without actually engaging with you.

Point being that feeding yourself isn't made up nonsense. You very much need to eat to survive and a farmer is very much a master of the cattle and the wheat.

>>326217

good for you for finding another imaginary conflict, that's probably very exciting for you to find the thing you are trained and bred for to look for in everything.

like you insist to carry an umbrella "because of the rain" but since it isn't really raining, you also wear a little water tank-backpack with battery powered sprinkler that flings water droplets above and around you from behind the backpack; as to create the pretense for wearing an umbrella because it is tradition to wear an umbrella.

i question the umbrella, you would never dare to question the umbrella and when you are asked about the sprinkler-backpack, you just play dumb.

>>326207
this wasn't my point, the trick to keeping pets is to always keep in mind they are unthinking animals
There are delusional people who keep tigers or chimps and are convinced their pet can understand them and has feelings like those of a human, this sometimes ends really badly
you keep insisting this is some kind of mental illness to think or speculate about the consciousness of animals, zoologists have studied it, farmers use it, you're the one who keeps bringing up this supposed point of superiority, meanwhile I say you can't really compare humans and animals in a meaningful way
maybe you can say something like 'lions are better at hunting than tigers' as they are both feline carnivores, but you can't really compare it with humans, as humans use thinking for every little action.

>>326208
>Would he be exhibiting some profound level of arrogance if he took a moment to revelation at his own mastery of nature in the moments following a clean kill? Certainly not.
This isn't what I'm saying either, there is no real meaningful comparison between animals and humans, it's like saying you are superior to stones or minerals but I guess animals still have non-intelligent consciousness which sometimes gives the illusion there is something in common with them.
Your pet cat will be the most happy if you treat him as such, providing a decent stream of food, play and shelter while avoiding retarded stuff like talking to it as it can understand speech or interacting with it as if it's a cartoon animal.

I don't want to stop being NEET but I know it will end one day

>>326153
sleep apnea is a fixed issue. You just use one of those machines that shoots air into your face when you sleep. Then you don't get the whole spasming thing that gives you shitty sleep. What is up with your sleep apnea that that doesn't work?

>>326162
>sleep apnea is a fixed issue.
if only people knew how many issues they could fix… shaking my head all the way into the produce aisle…

>>326141
Everyone does until you simply stop caring. It becomes as normal a reality to you as waking up in the morning, eating, or defecating.

There's probably swathes of Wizdom that can't even recall how long it's been since they asked themselves the question.

>>326153
Same here, not sure if it's sleep apnea or something else which happens while I'm sleeping.

>>326124
Azathoth, a blind idiot god who was unaware of having created all life and the universe and its contents just by sleeping and dreaming, i read too.

>>326126
>respect
respect is how people who are not in the habit of earning their attention demand it.

corrupted female mindset of entitlement. carry your weight fatty.

antipsychotics just fuck up your life no lessening of symptoms or even halting of the hallucinations most of the time
they were introduced to make people in the looney bin go to sleep as they would otherwise thrash around or be unmanageble otherwise
they aren't a cure or even a treatment really
might as well kill yourself if you don't like hallucinating

Unfortunately, we don't know the nature of OP's delusions. Many mentally ill people aren't reliable narrators of their own experience. This is true if you're mentally ill or not. For example: how many times have you met someone that thinks they're in the right when they caused an issue? Or someone who has been proven wrong but won't change their mind?

There are complex mental states that make it hard for us to be objective. If I get into an argument with someone I might get emotional, advocate for my position, and if I'm personally a stubborn egotistical person, I might be unwilling to change my mind because of insecurity. This is an example of poor objectivity for being a human.

In the case of the OP: he reported religious delusions in quotes but we don't really know the extent of this behaviour. He might have told a doctor that he was hearing voices from god believing it part of a spiritual practice. The issue here is if he really has a psychotic disorder than as far as I know this condition already comes with brain damage over time. Like gray matter loss…

Using anti-psychotics has terrible side effects but usually the idea is that if you're psychotic, being untreated leads to even worse outcomes. It's also possible that the doctors messed up but we don't have the full context here.

>>326215
2/2

In closing: my biggest advice if you're mentally ill is not to stop taking your meds. It's to find a combination of meds where you're taking the least number of meds at the lowest possible dosages to treat your condition.

Over-prescribing and mega-dosing is a huge issue. But meds aren't so bad when you get them right.

What would you do if you saw a lolcow in public

>>324170
Nothing because I'm not a subhuman kiwifarmer

If it's a hobby website (imageboards, forums, matrix servers) you just mail the admin and ask for the data associated with your IP or account to be removed. You'd be surprised at how many admins actually reply and do this.
If it's a website under a corporation take a look at your existing privacy laws. If you're in the EU you can find some GDPR mail copypasta that you can send to the website data retention address to pressure them to immediately remove your data. I did this and almost every time they complied because they are required by law. The only company that didn't is wizards of the coast, probably because they are american and (mistakenly) think they have to apply american laws to european user data.

>>324384
op if you're still here please read this

>>324788
>zoomies are a politically useful class with competency
Wrong, wrong. They are actually very stupid. Many have ADHD or behavioral problems and all are poorly read in intellectual depth that I've met, and are educated by streamers or documentaries which is a terrible format. Quite recently I came across an article by Keith Woods talking about his impressions and experiences of younger digital generations, and he is quite right to say that they are fops with low comprehension and intellectual grounding being directed by multimedia presentations. This is contrasted with the decline of literacy and other forms of intellectual expression, and if you consider the problem of AI dependence these children will never produce anything of Value. Keith points out a vanguard is actually impossible amongst such poorly defined people and I agree

Zoomers are simply going to repeat whatever their last stream told them to think and thereby change nothing of any significance. It is simply over. We already see IQ declining and future generations will reflect that

>>326181
While undoubtedly truth, there will be outliers just as we saw amongst ourselves. Doomerpilled observations are a normal byproduct of this cyclical dynamic and an inescapable crutch that won't be jettisoned in any foreseeable future.

>>326183
It's quite prudent to be doomer right now, because that's where the larger macro trends point. Intelligence is declining, the internet is clearly very bad for children's brains, and the overall pool of talent will diminish. This is in addition to the demographic transformation between ethnicities, and the burden of the progressive intellectual cult deforming life in an entirely negative way The zoomers are just going to be measurably dumber even if it isn't necessarily a catastrophe. We will look back and see a three, five, seven point decline in populations overall as time goes on and people will be less capable. Society will cost on technological innovations existing and wealth and status already acquired, but it will not begin producing high talent at the level as before. Really the only question is how bad the losses will be

>>326184
We already know the losses are catastrophic. The scrambling behind the curtains can't hide this fact, as is becoming ever more obvious. I'm left pondering the simplicity of the equation there.

Just like it was before, it will continue. Rather, the question of recovery, if it is even possible, will dominate for generations until a measurable positive is seen. Since we're still waiting - as the false messiahs proved themselves to be in this case, it looks like the old switcheroo that was expected from the beginning. The luxury of our supposed confirmation bias is something reserved for a different class, though we're left with the stinging welt we knew would be there.

When we're finally presented with a different option than 'get on the boat or get left behind' thinking that dominates this current cycle, we can know that something of permanence has changed rather than another cloakroom foible and shadowplay.

The Wiz that contemplates the metaphysical nature of the question will die out in the near future. This we can know, and observe in the trend. Prudence doesn't enter into our tale at any point.

>>326185
I suppose it would would be a simplification to say that what I'm getting at, if we look at the trajectory, is that the marxist dialectic is dominating despite all the squirming. It's hard to even have a conversation these days outside the bounds of it. With a norman or otherwise.

>>325538
>I remember back when I had rookie tolerance.

you don't have to remember, just use small quantities and take lots of breaks from it. i consider it a rare luxury no matter how available, affordable or legal it becomes.

>>321692

i hope you find access 🙏

Pretty sure the stuff damages the brain or everyone I've met who used it regularly was semi braindead

>>325532
you really don't understand people who hear voices, (schizophrenics)
it's like a radio you can't turn off and only you can hear inside your head, it's distinct from your own thoughts
the voices might influence your own thoughts or might not
they can trick, command, pleasure, say gibberish, there's no set pattern in schizophrenia
it's not surprising the suicide rate for voice-hearers is sky high

>>320226
This is generally my experience with hallucinogens, et al although I've had to stop using due to external factors.

Having to rely purely on alcohol is the pits. I really couldn't advise it to anyone that isn't forced to limit their dabbling.