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 No.318527[Reply]

Has weed changed or have I changed?
Weed used to make me feel great, now it just makes me feel sad and quite uncomfortable with myself.
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 No.325527

I wish i could properly enjoy weed. I'm highly anxious and i overthink basically everything.
It's shouldn't be impossible, i had one pleasant experience with it. Problem's just the other 2-3 awful experiences.
Set and setting seems to be extremely important to me. I also need to basically take a dose intended for a baby or a toddler, which is difficult when weed becoming stronger and stronger.

 No.325532

>you obviously aren't familiar with this phenomenon of hearing voices which aren't your thoughts, which you can't turn off or control what they say, or realise what this is like, this will easily wreck your life

can you (or one of your personalities who is currently driving you while you sit co-pilot) explain how does this differ from just being unconscious? i say it doesn't. unconscious people refuse to question things so they don't question themselves. they don't question their behavior or even pay much attention to it, so they will never catch themselves doing things they didn't plan to do.

you don't happen to NOT be in control of your life by some mysterious phenomenon, this is the plight of the educated consumer, of the fooled member, of the jealous admirer.

 No.325535

>>325527
>Set and setting seems to be extremely important to me. I also need to basically take a dose intended for a baby or a toddler, which is difficult when weed becoming stronger and stronger.

i am looking forward to do it in the winter again. for the longest time i didn't do it around people because people get very strange when you are in tune with your unconditioned self while they are not. they unleash all the evil on you that was done to them, act like they are friendly while making fun of you and purposefully violate all your boundaries. if you don't have a lot of life experience in dispelling evil it will be awful so i'd do it alone as a beginner.

and to get the dose right don't smoke it, smoking is unhealthy anyways. buy a small jar of coconut oil and turn the weed into oil:

i do it by first baking the weed at low temperature for 40 minutes and then put the baked, ground weed into the oil where i keep it at a low temperature for 3 hours, then after letting it cool a bit i pour it through a tiny strainer into a glass jar where it can remain while i discard the remaining plantmatter.

i make a very weak oil from it and then take a teaspoon and it will be consistently weak, perfect to do creative stuff or enjoy music or take it easy after a while or walk through nature. i am so glad i chose weed and not alcohol now that i am a bit older and have seen plenty of people who went with alcohol.

 No.325536

>>325535
>people get very strange when you are in tune with your unconditioned self while they are not.
The fucking copes these potheads come up with to deflect responsibility from
themselves when acting like twitchy paranoid creeps when stoned.

 No.325538

>>325527
I remember back when I had rookie tolerance. It was something magical. I just ended up diving in and enjoying the ride and have been hooked ever since. I kind of miss when weed was illegal and I had built in T breaks when I couldn't get any.

I think I always just thought of weed as harmless. It's not like acid which can cause bad trips depending on the quality which makes it kind of a crap shoot. Bad trips are actually really disturbing sometimes because your concepts of what reality is get affected by the drugs and that can stick with you, but weed isn't like that. At most you will see some patterns with your eyes closed when listening to music or something, you don't actually trip. Your experience of reality remains unchanged, but your own thoughts may change in ways that are pleasurable and beneficial. Weed helps me feel emotions more strongly, and when I was first starting out I found it to be really thought accelerating and causing creativity. You might have bad experience because of anxiety, but honestly, most of my life has been bad experiences, I'm used to that, IDK about you but I'd be willing to chance it knowing in the end you will come out safe.



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 No.319696[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

this thread is for Hikikomori and N.E.E.Ts.
use this thread as an exchange between hiki and neet and share what you think is worth sharing.
here's a website that sell hikikomori themed magazine in japan. the website has some interviews of hiki around the world. if you'd like to check it, here's the link: https://www.hikipos.info/
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 No.324201

>>324196
will you working again?

 No.324228

>>324201
It's almost impossible for me to work. Looks like hanging myself is my only option.

 No.324235

>>324228
can't you do something you like before?

 No.324242

>>324235
no, I don't like anything about living and don't really have this drive to gather resources to stay alive, it's more by coincidence I stayed alive for so long
if there is an afterlife I hope it is better than this

 No.325537

Let the employim deal in the real world


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 No.325225[Reply]

>>/dep/309323
>>>/dep/309323
i originally wrote this as a reply to the (image attached) but it ended up being way too long. im also wasn't writing it specifically in response to that anon.it was meant as a broader response to materialist-nihilist arguments in general. since it's not really suitable for /dep/ i figured itd be better to open a separate thread and argue it here.

the fact that something has no "meaning" when you don't even know what "meaning" actually is, and can't even consider that the very idea that something has to be meaningful could itself just be an evolutionary behavioral pattern translated into thought (not wanting to waste energy on pointless effort, the evolutionary energy conservation mechanism) completely flies over your head. you don't even stop to consider whether your very search for "meaning" is itself meaningful.

the reality of the fact that you're existing and experiencing something right now isn't erased just because it's "meaningless" the reality of your current experience has absolutely nothing to do with the fact that it'll eventually end or it's "meaningless".

you latch onto nihilist bullshit and with zero logic, go "we came from nothing and when we die we'll become nothing again" (we are material bodies) yet you don't even have the cognitive capacity to question the "we came from nothing" part.

you know you exist right now. you're here. you exist. if you believe that after death you'll become "nothing" again, while completely ignoring the fact that you're a being that supposedly came from "non-existence" and you can accept nothingness as the foundation of everything while failing to realize that you're literally a being capable of conceiving, contemplating and interpreting the very idea of nothingness, then you've already failed the most basic test of logic.
the first thing you should be questioning is the fact that you "exist" right now.

in other words, your materialist nihilism contradicts itself by its very own existence. being a being that claims everything is "nothing" throws materialism / nihilism straight into the trash.
because, under your own framework, everything must ultimately reduce to processes occurring in the brain.

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 No.325434

>>325431
consciousness and existence itself. if something exists, it exists. absolute singularity is only possible in nothingness. since there is no nothingness, existence already carries distinction within it. consciousness is the directly known face of that distinction.

 No.325435

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infinite composition is impossible, no matter how far down you go, at the end there must be a structure that cannot be broken apart, cannot be divided, that is one within itself.
you can call it a monolith, the absolute, the fabric of the unlverse, or the most fundamental law. the name changes but the necessity does not.
evverything that is composite rests on something more basic than itself. this chain cannot go on forever. in the end there must be monolith/foundation/structure/rule.

we keep searching for this monolith outside, further down. we go beneath the atom, we look into quantum fields, we chase more fvndamental particles, more fundamental structures. as if that monolith were hidden somewhere in a depth we have not yet reached. yet the only real oneness we have ever directly and immediately touched is the nonduality of experience, consciousness.

consciousness can appear fragmented, it can feel scattered, it can even seem divided in certain states. but there is still a oneness that lives that fragmentation, that scatteredness. without that oneness, there would be no such thing as a "part". so the apparent division does not cancel the underlying oneness. on the contrary, it presupposes it.

the point that goes unnoticed is this. we are not separate beings who have stepped outside the monolith and are examining it from a distance.
we are inside the monolith. we are the monolith itself. consciousness is the monolith, and we are that consciousness.while we chase the indivisible structure out there, we fail to see that we are already inside it, that we are identical with it.
trying to break the physical world down into more fundamental parts is a pursuit of oneness/foundation. but oneness is not something that will be found at the end of the process of division. unity / foundation / oneness is what must already be there for any kind of division to be possible in the first place. and the place where we know that unity most directly is our own experience.

the indivisible structure we keep searching for out there is already present in the very nature of our own experience. we just don’t realize it.

even if we were completely separate, individual consciousnesses with no connection to any higher single consciousness, that would change nothing.
each one of them would still be a monolith in itself.

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 No.325526

This reminds me of Universal line by John paolucci

 No.325529

Does philosophy have an answer to existential numbness?

I give zero fucks to meaningthingness.
To most other things too.

Is there a thought school on "why should I care"? Probably none of the modern ones.

And yet the state of existential numbness certainly is not to be considered desirable for, well, at least "aesthetic" reasons. It just doesn't look good to be a no one.

However, well, the world actually gives zero fucks about aesthetics (the way I understand it, and the way Exupery understood it in Citadelle).

tl;dr: the thread itself is meaningless for me and you can do nothing with it.

 No.325534

>>325435
>….at the end there must be a structure that cannot be broken apart, cannot be divided
Says fucking who?



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 No.323901[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

No politics or religion in the crawl thread, please.

>Ambient sounds to wash away distraction

https://asoftmurmur.com/
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 No.325522

I'm hankerin' for a hunk a' cheese…
Any solutions?

 No.325523

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Neighbors got a dog. He's chained, but they also take him for a walk. He barks whenever there's "noises". Once he reacted at least 4 seconds before an explosion. I saw special earplugs for dogs in the news, but who knows the neighbors adequacy and knowledge, quality of earplugs, etc.

 No.325524

>>325523
That explains why I hear less of their teen son's motorbike. Motherfucker with his friends was going back and forth driving me nuts. Perhaps he was not allowed to drive far from home. Maybe the vehicle was relocated somewhere.

 No.325531

Magic eraser in Google Photos app worked fine on a picture of paper folder. Just not when there's small text with a blemish to erase. Then the text would be changed. I'll try Photopea on a few areas where it failed. Pixlr failed to open images altogether, so I couldn't use spot healing.

 No.325533

>>325531
Gemini changed the circle with text, so that it had different text. Image had vertical lines, cropping/pasting to align wasn't an option for me with my level in photo editing.


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 No.322725[Reply]

i've seen a few wizards who don't seem healthy.

is too bad because being healthy is easy once you know what matters.
the practice of being healthy i have reduced to managing of habits:

you constantly manage your habits. you find out what they are by doing the opposite of being in autopilot. manual flight. then you imagine the long term consequences of each habit. then you decide if you want those, the development of a desired state. keep the desirable habits, reduce all those you don't want through constant attention on your habits.

as you do this you might stumble upon ways to improve upon the desirable habits. this is almost already doing the next thing, which is finding good new habits to practice and slowly wondering when you have time to do them.

it is up to you to be healthy, it is an option, you can make this happen if you so choose. health is one choice away.
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 No.325464

>>325450
>last week i have only been eating watermelon
>this week i am only eating grapes
is this sustainable without losing weight and muscles? where do you get all the nutrients, proteins, calcium, omega fats, b12 vitamin, etc…?

 No.325465

>>325464
>is this sustainable

-depends what you are looking at
–eating only fruit: yes without a doubt, the longest streak where i have not eaten a single thing that wasn't a fruit was around 3 months. the body gets used to it, cravings subside as the loud microbiome in the gut gets starved of other food. requires eating big portions which might be unusual but not difficult, it is easy when bowel-transit time is high.
–not even eating fruit but just drinking fresh fruit juice: yes but it requires quite a lot of juice. possible but more difficult. when 4-8 liters (which is not necessarily pure juice, i like to do 40% water + 60 % juice) are drunk every day, then the body gets enough calories as to not lose weight or muscles, legend tells.

>without losing weight and muscles?


i have always had a bad way of organizing it and and then getting busy and letting it slack a little and then not consuming enough for a few days, so i have always done with losing muscles and weight but i don't worry about muscle loss in the slightest because i am not vain. my muscles function all day, i am active, i haul stuff, i build stuff, i skate, i dance, i run, i do study, i do research, i travel so i don't mind my body and muscles getting thin in the summer. it is annoying in the winter when living in a cold region because i don't like to put on as many layers of clothing as i should, fruit cools the body a lot, which is why i believe humans originate from very warm climates and have no business living in the cold.

>where do you get all the nutrients, proteins, calcium, omega fats, b12 vitamin, etc…?


-when it gets colder i do eat raw vegetables, nuts, seeds, herbs and spices and if you saw me irl or saw me skate, you would not consider me malnourished even though i have been doing this for almost 10 years.
–proteins are a beliefsystem and i don't believe in it, the stuff i eat has plenty of amino acids, which is the stuff that the body has to extract all complicatedly from proteins. proteins are just zip files for amino acids and i eat those directly. if i want to shut up someone who believes in protein a little too much, i ask him how much protein is in mothers milk. because if protein was important, mothers milk wouPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.325483

in a few hours my second week (well 6.5 days to be precise) of a loose juice fast is over. i only drank fresh grape juice with a small amount of lemons, oranges and grapefruit. i ate nothing with the exception of maybe 500g of grapes once every other day because i wasn't near my juicer at all times, ideally i wouldn't have even eaten that but i did it perfectly so many times, i don't sweat small imperfections like that anymore. the juice is precise manual fueling and then when the juice doesn't come, my body gets tired so i rather just eat a few then feel too tired to do much of anything.

>>325464
>is this sustainable

i still have my doubts about it because this time i did feel tiredness throughout the day that i normally don't have, because i tried to have more of a normal life and have the fasting just happen in the background. i guess when i say this is sustainable when i have the freedom to devote most of my day to making sure i am staying on top of the fast but if i had a fast-paced life where i had to respond to shit immedeatly, this might be different. or maybe i should just incrase my efforts of manifesting a mobile juicer already, like i have been wanting for a while. juicers are tricky though. i am on my third juicer and i like it but it was a cheap one and i wish it was more quiet… because i use it so much.

anyways it was exactly 19kg of grapes and about 18 grapefruits, 12 oranges and 12 lemons. i did not have cravings for food but i could smell what the neighbors were cooking very intensely. when someone would fry something i could smell that when usually i never do.

 No.325528

>>322725
I don't know if it's related to anything in the thread, but I have literally never owned a smartphone in my life. Hopefully I'll never have to.

 No.325530

>>325528
>I don't know if it's related to anything in the thread, but I have literally never owned a smartphone in my life. Hopefully I'll never have to.

the only thing that is standing in the way of me enjoying this superior way of life is some way to listen to music on the go. something like a walkman or mp3-player that i can put in the pocket while running.

occasionally i use the stopwatch feature or the alarmclock
i do use the flashlight,
occasionally i use it to use a language translator websites.

i do use it to watch online video but i could easily live without. video on a laptop is much better.



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 No.324954[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What new nations will materialize, which ones will re-materialize?
What countries will unite, which ones will disintegrate?
Will the EU fully federalize?
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>>325499
Lack of cohesion's a nuisance

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 No.325190[Reply]

nobody told me The walking dead was so lame
let's start why is lame
-white male unkillable "badass" lead protagonist hooks up with the most african negress imaginable
-beta male chink has a relationship with the country side white chick who looks like a model
-irish ginger chad hooks up with a mexican latina
-white dudes who are lovers aka gays
-white men who are shown as evil bigoted and racist
-niggers shown as emotionally vulnerable despite being 6 feet gorillas
-subplots that don't matter and add nothing to the story
-overacting
-gay drama
-overacting
-senseless gorefest
-overacting
-dumb cannibalism for no fucking logical reason
-characters whose death mean nothing
-overacting
-senseless gore
that's the loop and mix it with gay nigger shit and meaningless tropes and subplots and characters
also that's just the top off my head from what I remember
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 No.325516

>>325512
So does he act like merle in real life

 No.325517

>>325516
what do I know. These days you never know. Actors are fake people either way.

 No.325518

i absolutely loved the Walking Dead telltale series, it's better than the comics. Masterpiece,

 No.325519

>>325518
I mean it's not bad, I definitely liked playing it especially the first two seasons, but that game is definitely not a masterpiece. It's just okay. Still better than detroit become human obviously because that's just pure trash

 No.325520

The Walking Dead just felt tedious and hard to get into for me. None of the characters were likeable and the show last way too long imo.



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 No.325406[Reply]

advertisement is repetitious. most people don't understand or make use of repetition themselves for their own benefit. they do live in a world where others repeat things in their face without their consent though. it annoys them but they think nothingn of it… consciously. whatever gets repeated the most to someone, automatically wins the attention of the subconsciousness.

i look at people who don't use adblock like they are an inferior species to me. like they are the dying last few survivors of a species unfit for survival.
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 No.325463

I haven't had access to my main PC (almost made homeless and it is now in a storage unit lol) and I miss having adblock, even had that extension on Firefox that skips ad-reads too.

Ads really do just shit all in your mind. At least before, ad breaks were considered in television, now it constantly breaks the emotional immersion. If I am doomed to only feel while watching shit, it'd be really nice if that was still sacred.

 No.325466

>>325463
Adblock is available for Samsung Internet in the app store I think. It might use some firewall / DNS lookup to block ads on any browser you use

 No.325468

>>325463
If you have an Android device, you can install F-droid then whatever flavour of Firefox Android strikes your fancy. I'm currently using Fennec, but I have no idea if it's the best one, all I care about is that I can install desktop version extensions.

 No.325470

>>325468
i use iron fox, i think this is also in the fdroid. then a few days later i learned i also can get brave browser via f-droid, just requires to add their repo.

 No.325506

>>325463
What the hell is going on in your life?



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 No.320472[Reply]

Post your wallpapers.
After seeing the desktop thread I thought it would be good to share what wallpapers wizards are using.
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 No.323856

>>323830
I use Linux on a laptop and I actually like the desktop environments, so no text-based distros for me. I don't think using GUI's to do certain stuff like distro installation is necessarily a bad thing, but you really need to know how to use the terminal if you want to experience the freedom and flexibility of Linux.
You can't use Debian-based distros on a lot of ancient laptops anymore with them having dropped i686, this was really bad for retro tech. Well atleast you can still use the Thinkpad T60.

 No.323863

>>323856
>I use Linux on a laptop and I actually like the desktop environments, so no text-based distros for me.

i'm not saying switch to a text-based distro, i'm saying once you stepped into the arena (on a virtual machine or on a spare laptop for example) you will be glad you did it. because once you felt how nice text-based is you can cherry pick situations on which to choose text over graphics. i wish i did this sooner, don't repeat my mistake is what i am trying to say. text-based is awesome i regret staying so long on graphical. graphics are bloat!

 No.323917

>>323863
>because once you felt how nice text-based is you can cherry pick situations on which to choose text over graphics
thank you for informing me

 No.323919

Wallpaper? First thing I do on a new install is disable wallpapers and screensavers and such. I'm boring I'll admit. It mostly stems from being a Windows refugee and the carnival of widgets and icons and popups and such… I need the silence.

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>>320472
I recently took a nice screenshot in my Minecraft world and now every time I look at my desktop I feel at peace.



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 No.322476[Reply]

Use this thread to post something you find interesting and worth sharing.
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A Jeff Hardy Swanton Table someone made…

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Looks similar to my favorite plushie and a friend. His state was deteriorating, my mother promised to put him to our cellar under the apartment building for storage. She throwed him to the garbage without telling me instead. Like a lot of things she did or tried to do.

I found this one online but the mug of mine was slightly different and cuter, I think. Colors, design, shale is about 98% identical. I found it through Google reverse image search after putting an image of a physical photo. Who knew in 2000 that such technologies would exist!

 No.325448

Max Headroom but it's just Max Headroom
This shit was like '80s youtube poop, supposedly it was part of a show back then that had characters/other elements that weren't him but who cares lmao?

 No.325449

>>325125
there was a lain-themed window manager (based on blackbox) like 20-something years ago, older than me, I remember fixing it to work with modern linux during covid but I threw away the code because… I don't remember, but it was an in-between the copland aesthetic and the DE that her father is seen using in one of the episodes

lately I have been having this feeling of nostalgia (laziness maybe?) I have been reading computer science papers from the 80s and 90s and things back then seem easier than they're now. like, you find phd theses that would be considered sophomoric these days

https://explore.marginalia.nu/
here is a site that shows you random indie websites

 No.325493

>>325379
cool you got your dog back. theres a children book about nature of mine I can't find anymore. I hope my family members didn't throw it and it is just somewhere in the house



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