/lounge/ - Lounge

>>324082
For me it's videos of driving at night and in the afternoon through the dangerous neighborhoods of America.

Used to binge watch anime in my youth and now I have to take a break thrice per episode because my eyes get tired.

>>324104
I clicked a magnet link and had the entire HD anime, OST, scans, and subtitles on my computer in 14 minutes.

>>324101
Dammit

Get a rice cooker, the "smart" variant. And some cheap tupperware.

Make it cook rice, pour some soy sauce in, yum yum tasty carbs

>>324199
Rice and soy sauce taste awful and are really poor for the health. At least corn chips and vodka root bees taste good.

>>323749
Haven't seen my fav energy drink ever for years, apparently it was discontinued in favor of meh artificial fruit flavored shit like Strawberry Kiwi. Looks like normalnigs have no taste as usual.

That regular-ass veggie juice goes well with caffeine, which works in part by increasing the body's metabolism rate of food energy/nutrition. The green tea extract they used gave excellent clean feeling energy.

>>323988
I like regular V8 and spicy V8 even more. Clamato or Bloody Mary Mix I will drink liters of.

I'm guessing it was marginally expensive and they want their stock to go up

I don't think I've ever had an energy drink, one of my science teachers used to say that it messes with the metabolism so I just avoided them

>>323753
Look, caffeine only gives you a short time boost continued by hours of being unable to sleep.
You should try blasting music before sleep (shower radio/mp3 device or anything similar) to keep showering yourself before going to sleep.

>>323932
I doubt they will suffer any consequences, or that we will get a sudden collapse or climax to this decline.
The slow rotting, disengagement of the masses with the system, population decline and so on will continue indefinitely.
It took a very long time after the fall of the Roman Empire before something on the same level of civilisation appeared again.
People can and will go back to a more miserable way of living, especially normies.

>>323051
It's very simple you live with your parents and you let your family abuse the shit out of you and taunt you every step of the way, 'tis the Thridie Way. In winters though things get a lot more bearable and you're able to get comfy inside a blanket, summers though are absolutely hellish.
>>323648
Well Prisons are also notorious for simulating human holes.

any thirdies living in firsties country,?

>>324202
Moved from "gritty town" setting to a "metropolis" setting, still have a clutch onto my gritty mindset.

Well, brother-in-magic for what it's worth and if it makes you any happy you have done very well for yourself at least you have managed to earn 200USD a month at some point in your life.

As for me brother, I have to be honest with you, I have no idea how life went down the way it did, I am pushing 24 now. I, back in my teenage days used to dream about family and all that, now of course females are not something that I can get, I realised that a long ago, and I have began my path to be at peace with that. Which is what brought me here in the first place.

I have to be honest with you, I can't let everything fully-go, every single time there is a family reunion, a party, or when I see the former school peers of mine on social media or somewhere, even if we don't account for their wives, they have done so well for themselves.

They have managed to get jobs, cars, etc. for them, they have become (most importantly) free, they have financial independence, they actually have a future, what is my future? I am trying and trying and trying to get jobs, but perhaps I have not been trying enough I don't have any notable skills, I got a Bachelor's Degree but it is of absolutely no use and people are just so far ahead of me in life it's crazy.

LIfe has become unsurvivable, while no one around me says anything like "Oh you're unemployed, you're loser", but there is this silence which is very loud where they just by their existence make me realise that I am a loser, even if they offer words of encouragement (which I am grateful for to be honest) but this is what the truth is. Just by being there I feel ashamed, I want to go out but I can't because I will be treated like crap.

I am not very good with English Language nor am I very good at elaborating things, I feel like my mental faculties are declining. But I will say this, it is a genuinely dystopian feeling for me, I break-down in tears randomly at this point anywhere, while eating breakfast, while just taking a stroll in the little balcony, I just sometimes can't keep it contained. I hate that I have no future. I hate that this is what it's going to be, I hate going out of the house and seeing people have stuff that I could never afford.

I understand that materialism and consumerism aren't very good, but to some extent they represent a certain degree of achievement in terms of being independent for me, My Birthday just went by recently, and I have to say, I hate it, ePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

I've been a NEET for 9 months now. I'm at that point where the boredom and lack of enjoyment of my hobbies is starting to hit. Yet the memories of how bad wageslaving was are also fresh enough to not want to go back to that so I'm kind of stuck in limbo.

My unemployment benefits are coming to an end. Looks like it's over for me.

>>323965
>Your definition is quite irrelevant because it's patently incorrect. NEET is an acronym standing for 'Not in Education, Employment, or Training'. It's not related to one's source of income at all.
self emplotment is also employment.

>>324032
Part-timing?

>>324196
will you working again?

>>324160
I just find le pop culture nigger annoying to find inserted into everything

>>324176
who cares? theres still white people in this world. don't be insecure

>>324165
>the n word
words can kill

>>324189
>words can kill
Not fast enough

there were lots of mistakes in how I thought and perceived this world
I should have avoided normie-thinking much more aggressively

>>323589
really strange how there are so little places which follow the 'say what you want within legal limits' format
I wonder if it's corporate pressure or glowies attacking everything.
everything is so locked down and overcontrolled

>>324182
I remember Masterchan

>>324182
>say what you want within legal limits
you can say whatever you want on internet even if mods don't ban you after you said something BUT if what you said gets under the law of your country then you're in trouble with the laws of your country that you —normally– must try to follow

>>324174
i should've said early to late 2010s, calm down lil bro

>>324181
Most tohnochans are wizards anyway, whether they use this site or not. I wonder what happened to the 30 year old animefags I used to see when I was a middle school brat in 2016.

>>323594
I remember this 8chan board too

i have schizophrenia according to my psychiatrist but she's just jealous im so cool and awesome. at least i get neetbux

>>321570
r u me?

>>321535
based

>>316606
Type I Diabetes since childhood.

I have scoliosis, not sure if that counts as disability or just a minor deformity. I don't get any government gibs for example, not even allowed in those sweet sweet blue parking spaces.

>>323845
He is not a nigger - some would say he's a waste of white skin though

>>323844
> and have lost all interest in politics

extremely silly and foolish.

>>323959
>extremely silly and foolish.
what is even the point. they all want to make everything locked down and unfun anyway

There's just something 'missing' from his work. It just doesn't draw the eye and I'm not enough of an artgroid to put my finger on why. I'm extending grace on the watercolors just being muddy from age and exposure but still.

>>324145
It's actually quite good.

>>323548
Not for the same reason as you, but I've been considering changing my name.
So if you can't delete it, that might be an option.
Change your name legally and just leave things to be forgotten.

Though with online stuff… >>323550 basically true. Even IRL, who cares. Even the most hated outcasts eventually only get mentioned in passing.
It's rare to get harassed for a long time.
Even prolific lolcows don't have it all that bad and easily muscle through it and they are public figures in some sense, I don't think you are.
You can always just stop having a public online presence for a year or two and be forgotten.

>>323548
Here's how you ought to try it.
You go to a library.
You make several profiles on social media under your name.
You post a lot of "everyday" life things - use random books in the library to make up random topics
Try quoting random fiction books, too.

The thing you may worry about is that wiki popping up on the 1st or 2nd Google page. By having random Instant Link Faced status Quo stuff posted on different sites, you may obfuscate that Foogle search result a little bit.


>>323629
I was in a situation opposite to OP's one.
I stupidily posted a very cringeworthy comment under my name once. Half a decade later, it turned out to be in the top-20 of the search results related to my name. Luckily, i was able to delete it manually, took me some days to remember the account password though.

What would you do if you saw a lolcow in public

>>324170
Nothing because I'm not a subhuman kiwifarmer

>>323994
Buying meth and raping children has nothing to do with people in Muscovy getting 15 years for posting online against invasion or for using cryptocurrencies under FSB surveillance. The whole system of tracking exists. What are you fucking blind?

>>324150
>>324150
Transparent Blockchain. Telegram issues are also well-documented. Needless to say, installing MAX, Telega fork, or VK Messenger is even worse, it's like having FSB on your phone. Any whataboutism about West is dumb, nobody's saying Western issues are to be ignored.

Arch Linux, make my own config and teach myself computers. Never use Tor, always I2P or some other alternative. Deploy mixnets and VLESS REALITY on my router. GrapheneOS and faraday bags on my phone. Qubes + Whonix on a throwaway computer. SimpleX chat for quantum cryptography.

Tor and VPNs lost relevance 10 years ago. Police are doing 'store it now, decrypt later' method. By 2029, quantum encryption breaking will be available. DPI and timing attacks, which used to be super expensive, is now used by mid range law enforcement.

The good news is, network-level encryption is very close to immunity against state actors. Only hardware and firmware remains vulnerable. Networks are the single biggest privacy threat and is number 1 at getting many criminals/outcasts/wizards exposed. This problem is very close to being permanently sloved, and already is if you employ deep network-level encryption. Your network is the single biggest factor capable of doxxing you.

Whatever the case, do not use Tor. Do not trust Tor. If you use Tor, take extensive measures against it on the network and OS level. Deploy Virtual Machines inside Qubes after hardening your connection. Treat Tor like an adversary, because it is. Everyone has moved to Telegram and encrypted, decentralized messaging apps.

>>324156
What makes I2P less secure than Tor to you? Because it feels that way, or have you actually used it to make that assessment?