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>>305804
I Study Western Esoterism as hobby and Christianity is in all places in same way with Judaism, and Islam sometimes.
I dont read the bible but sometimes i like to read the no-faith academics of the bible and atheists.
I like the critical theory method scholars and the orange-german school of the bible.
>So you're a atheist
No, maybe a agnostic.
I dont believe the modern church of the pope or the modern protestant churchs are the true and original ideas of jesus, if that dude existed as the book portray him (or various jesuses, ignoring that people have genuine belief that the guy existed like its a historical perfectly portrayed guy or just have faith)
To me jesus was a human that supersticious humans divinized and make a too magical history to turn his life more epic, later in life of the cult the romans turned this into a memetic weapon.
To me the modern Christianity its a invention of Paul of Tarsus group, the trinity dont make sense to me, a lot of things in modern Christianity to me are superfluous and dont make sense for the original jewish ethos of the jesus to me, too much greek and pagan to me.
All of the Jesus followers died in a city siege in a war, the people that existed after this war are the pagans and non-jewish related to traditions of tarsus.
>So what church…
i like the non-trinitarian sometimes and the universalist, i find oddly that these guys sometimes make contact with secular humanist and deists and go away with dogmas.
I dont believe in the tribalistic jewish hero king-priest and son of god history.
To me the logic of son of god is a error of the jewish ethos based on the pagan gentile ethos of the hellenized people, all are sons of god in the jewish mystical logic.
>But you re too much jew
I dont remember that jesus destroyed the old jew laws in any way, even his brother (let say it existed as his portrayed) still keep praying to the temple and do a lot of jewish things after he died.
The separation of judaizant practices are a later thing, thing that at times make me dude if primitive christianity its not just a died thing and the modernity its juts a political mask of a old dead religion.
Sometimes in the bible history are neoplatonic and symbolics thing thatPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>322856
I liked message of the stars by max heindel

>>305804
Friendly reminder that the ONLY actual evidence for resurrection of Jesus is that the bible said so. There is no evidence from his time of that happening outside of the bible. And if Jesus didn't resurrect, then it's all just a scam and placebo effect.

>>322870
they dont need evidence, lad. They conveniently have this idea that just having faith is all you need. its like a mind virus that lets them resist any challenge.

>>322856
>To me jesus was a human that supersticious humans divinized and make a too magical history to turn his life more epic
Ironic. To me the biggest reason why I can't be Christian despite wanting to be religious all my life is the opposite.
It's not fantastical enough for me.
Jesus and all bible stories read like down to earth tribal history mixed with some slight fantasy.
At best it's some tall tale told by a village elder in a way to pass on some wisdom to the masses, at worst it's just some story about a handful of villagers/tribesmen doing mundane crap slightly exaggerated.


Too many real things in it that can be mapped onto things we experience in real life so you know by instinct what parts might or might not be bullshit.
Too many historical claims or truth/fact claims that can be proven false or at least attacked.
To me something like tao/daoism depicted in Chinese fantasy novels is a more believable/acceptable religion because they are so far removed from our own realm and reality.

I really don't understand why or how it spread so far and wide and how people can willingly subject themselves. Perhaps surface level aesthetics and a lack of curiosity to dwell deeper. Idk.
Most Christians don't know much aside from what was fed to them by curators of their denomination it seems. Not that I blame them, to most normies it's just another thing to do with the group like painting eggs for the easter bunny.
It's still crazy to me that so many people venerate those that aren't even remotely their kin.
My country was converted to get a dude crowned 1000 years ago and now it's a great part of "our" identity somehow. Crazy stuff.

To be fair I'd buy into it based on aesthetics alone if it was more fantastical/philosophical without the history part so I can't really blame anyone else.

>>323092
If there was a chan with a /pol/ I'd debate you on this

>>323092
I wonder why more cannot see that it is a controlled conflict?

>>323092
I love taking money from schizos like this on kalshi

It is kinda insane where the entire world is at, at this point, in regards to the chosen. I keep going to back the samson option that they "don't have".

>>323109
schizos are gods
also try not to die in the (possibly) coming war with iran when jews carry out another false flag attack (just as they have done prior to the start of every major war for the last 100 years or longer).

>>322320
>Their own people are meaningless to them
In what world would their own people not be meaningless to them?

>>322107
YELLOW PERIL

>>322387
China is under jewish control.

The only "peril" attaching to China is whether the jews in control of that country choose to pivot it against any one of their western puppet states (US, UK, etc.).

WAKE UP WIZARDS!

https://big-lies.org/jews/how-jews-took-over-china-josh-2021.html


Jews trigger wars based on 30-year saturnian revolution cycles. WW1 (1910s), WW2 (1940s), Vietnam (1970s), Iraq (2000s)…We are fast approaching another goyish sacrifice party aka war.

>>322389
Meanwhile I feed my family of retired people

>>322117
Fucking kikes..
Good observation. I was just watching the movie the other day.

https://www.reddit.com/r/shittymoviedetails/comments/l02tzx/in_the_departed_2006queenan_says_that_the_united/


USA is under a jewish dictatorship
Russia has been under total jewish control since 1918
Ukraine is obviously the Jewkraine
China fell many decades ago (as above proved)
Iran fell to (((CIA))) in 1979.

Jews need to be stopped. They are playing the goyish nations against each other like mindless drones.

>>316708
>Conscientiousness
>5
Based, but I can do you one better

>>317097
>open mindedness 2
Actually incredible.

>>321498
>スクリーンショット
Are you japanese or just a weeaboo

>>321499
I am PROUD weaboo otaku, アニメis LIFE, JP > ENG.

>>312958
Maybe i need to learn breathing more deep or something.

This is what happens when things run on debt/usury which our currency is rooted in at a basic level.

When people say there's 3-10% "inflation" the thing to remember as a company that means you need to grow your income 3-10% a year to tread water. Companies can't change their prices that quickly. So instead they cut corners and find ways to just lower costs so they can tread water.
Over a long period of time this leads to everything just degrading.
As things get owned by larger and large corporations, who use debt to buy smaller companies to try to boost their own growth (why big companies invest in smaller ones is if you have say a billion dollars to invest you need to extract as high a return as possible from that, investing it in your own company may not net that 3-10% baseline increase you need. Instead the idea of buying a smaller company/injecting a bunch of money can get you far more growth, or that there may be some synergistic effect with your own company that can accomplish that 3-10% growth)

Obviously that doesn't work and it means every small company that gets bought ends up just getting gutted to try to integrate with the larger one or reach those growth targets.

This started getting really bad after the 70s and went critical after 08 but has gone on for longer before that.

It also applies to cities/towns. Most local governments are insolvent and trapped in a ton of debt. Debt is not optional to pay back, if a city has a flat level of income, and their debt is growing faster then their income, that means they have to stop providing services or provide lower quality services to make sure they can keep paying their debts.

In a similar way it just drowns everything overtime. In medieval times they had stuff like Debt jubilees to loosen this somewhat but our entire economy is basically fake apart from debt, as I said our currency itself is debt. If everyone paid off all their debts there would be 0 us dollars in existence because it is an instrument of debt itself.

This will continue until the foundations of society are hollowed out to the point the debt can no longer be serviced and we will have a forced jubillee, hyper inflation or a debt default.

>>323099
>This will continue until the foundations of society are hollowed out to the point the debt can no longer be serviced and we will have a forced jubillee, hyper inflation or a debt default.
There wont be a forced jubilee because 5-10% of people are obsessed with non-consensual bullshit. You assume too good of people.

>>323099
Poverty isn't enough… You have to do whatever you're told to do because you are in debt.

The way forward is global acceptance of MAiD. The people here have to want to be here. There is no other way.

>>323099
>This is what happens when things run on debt/usury which our currency is rooted in at a basic level.
This robs everyone of meaning. What does it mean to serve a hobo?

The worst thing to do to a human isn't to hurt them, it's to make them meaningless. Even the spam poster gets meaning from the hatred they get.

i have worked with the judenschwien most of my life more treacherous and deceitful group of hairless apes is impossible to find…
i hv never met a more corrupt subspecies of" human (liberals are damed close with their corruption and insanity)…

Tanks a lot

They live.

>>320982
thots selling nudes never hurt anyone lmao

The whole premise of this law is ridiculous. Which children have been harmed by the internet? How would age verification have saved them?

The internet is just shit on a screen, it categorically cannot hurt you. It can be used by criminals to hurt people, but then why the fuck would you be implementing age verification to ban children from porn sites instead of implementing some sort of internet ID so you can catch the predators? Porn sites are not where they get groomed. They get groomed on facebook and instagram and shit. Shit they can still use with age verification.

This whole thing is nonsense and I can't tell if true stupidity is motivating it or if there are ulterior motives but usually when it appears to be the former it turns out to be the latter. Maybe they want to make it appear they're doing something while retaining the status quo that allows the wealthy to rape kids with impunity.

It's social media like discord. They've turned into massive walled gardens and deep webs and affect normie opinions so the politicians have come after the internet. Corruption is now trying to take down free speech but honestly, no one is in control of this world. Certainly not any gov or Nerv or Seele.

They're going to get rid of online anonymity, free speech and then freedom, and then… something bad is going to happen.

Something awful is coming and it will be terrible.

>>323018
There should be terror charges for possession for some kinds of content.

>>323018
>This whole thing is nonsense and I can't tell if true stupidity is motivating it or if there are ulterior motives but usually when it appears to be the former it turns out to be the latter. Maybe they want to make it appear they're doing something while retaining the status quo that allows the wealthy to rape kids with impunity.
There are ulterior motives and everyone knows it. If it's a (generational?) pedo war then invent names for the belligerents like adrenochromers vs 'corders or something. If it's not true then it's funny but if it's true then we're fucked.

Post everywhere

>>322854
>Stealth camping is just a ploy for clicks on the internet.
I think it's more just something guys do for fun and for the chance to experience something new, with new challenges and lessons to be learned in peaceful solitude away from our day-to-day lives. So you know, they do it for the same reason they do most other things. How do you not know this? Are you a female?

I did this is a class B RV. It had two major issues. First was, shit would break and I couldn't fix it myself so I had to pay for a tow then for a shop to fix it at captive prices. Second was fuel was expensive. I bought an electric hatchback to give it another go. There will be less space, but there are free level 2 chargers still around and you can sleep at level 2 chargers overnight because people think nothing of a car being hooked up to one overnight. This I'm hoping will solve my parking issue when I'm not on public land. Plus I have all the power to use for cooking and stuff.

I do this just because sometimes I need a break from living with my parents but I'm too mentally ill to afford a place to rent. It's not bad, gives me some time to be truly unpressured and away from the negativity of my parents.

>>321031
>>321032
Would/10, I'd save so much money by doing so. Sadly it's practically illegal where I live.

>Of course you don't have a bathroom you will have to rely on gyms to wash yourself

This is not necessarily true. Only if you are planning on doing the stealth urban camping thing do you need to rely on public toilets. If you are in the woods you can either just shit right in the woods or bring a little bucket toilet with a liner and shit in that then you just throw your shit in the garbage like it is dog shit. I got a privacy tent that pops up plus a little collapsible toilet.

I also got a bucket shower. They are just a pump on the end of a hose with a shower head attached to it. Quite cheap. You heat up some water put it in a bucket then put the pump in there and it works like a shower. Can also be used with the privacy tent I have. Might not be fully legal because they want everyone to collect all their grey water, but if you're not using soap you're not actually hurting anything. When you do need to actually use soap to wash your hair or something you can actually collect the water into a basin.

I got 4 5 gallon water jugs. One of them I am planning to use for grey water, the rest for fresh water. I figure I should be able to go 1-2 weeks and get one shower out of that. 1 shower per week is about right when living in a car.

>>321031
I'm not trying to put down wizards that are FORCED into this situation.
This entire van-life or living out of your car meme spread across the internet in recent years and it is for privileged normies that havent had to face a real challenge in their life.
Basically well off retards dream of this so they can have their own struggle.
That or autists that like to think of how to utilize small spaces.

Even then I'd much rather live in a tiny apartment. My back just hurts thinking of having to live like this.
Are you young and healthy? Well not for long if you do this and if you aren't you are just setting yourself up for suffering.

There is this guy dbdr/hatflying on youtube that talks about his experiences.
Just listening to it second hand sounds miserable.
Imagine getting a UTI and having to piss every 5 minutes for a week during a cold winter. Terry Davis killed himself after living in his car for a while too.

It beats roughing it outdoors if you are homeless I'm sure, but not something to yearn for.

I am just like OP, I used to hit the Gym but I stopped due to worsening health, hopefully I get better sooon.

>>322722
Your worsening health is sickness arising from your debt to God. Repent sinner

>>322723
Christcuck

Pretty much like you O.P, it's soul crushing, the boredom, the monotony, the emptiness, even most online N.E.E.Ts seem to have active lives full of fun compared to me, the thought of having to like that for the rest of my life makes me want to die, I wish I could sleep all day and night just to avoid the boredom and monotony

>>319910
When I was a NEET for almost a decade I didn't do anything, just like you, some games, youtube, scrolling manga/manhwa/hua mindlessly.
Once every few weeks I'd get the spark of motivation to try stuff, had some fun, but often whatever I started ended up gathering dust.
Now I have worked for 3-4 years (I'm 30) and when I'm off the clock it feels like I travel through time to the next shift.
When I have a week vacation or something it passes by in the blink of an eye.
I no longer game because it takes too much effort, learning new stuff is too much of a barrier for me. I got pathfinder 2 and stuff sitting there downloaded, but too much effort.

I just scroll manga now. Even anime is too much focus for me. Scroll and daydream. Kinda feeling like a kid in highschool again. I'd always daydream the hours away.
I had things I thought I wanted to do, but clearly since I'm not doing those things I didn't really want them to begin with maybe.

I feel you on the NPC thing OP. It feels like some fundamental humanity, the divine spark is missing. I can rotate the apple in my head and have inner monologues if we are talking meme shit like that, but in reality I do nothing.
I pursue nothing. I am nothing.

A doctor, randomly unpromted went on a long advice/rant to me about needing long term goals and how to pursue them.
I guess he simply diagnosed me with shit-life-syndrome and decided to throw me a bone.

The problem is I have zero goals or real desires that would serve as a purpose. Without a purpose there is no reason to strive, you can just focus on mitigating pain and suffering while maximizing pleasure.
Basically working a dead end low responsibility job, surviving, getting home jerking off until my foreskin tears or scrolling until my fingers develop RSI or tendonitis is all that is left.
Hell putting effort into your own health becomes something you subconsciously classify as an unworthy pursuit if you really have nothing to go on for.
Unfortunately the next sadpanda upload isn't enough of a reason to keep living.
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>>323050
You will never be as desirable as a loli. Cope and seethe. Go back to crystal cafe and hate on how much men dont want a fat ugly troglodyte like you.

Damn just as I got the urge for a skyrim oneeshota mod too

Why should I care if some loli shota porn site and its forum gets shut down. Nigger, get a fucking life and do something good for yourself instead of masturbating all day to cartoons.

>>323063
it’s a direct attack on free speech by normal groids, if you don’t care about this you gay porn forums may be next, that’s how genocides start

>>323014
Maybe it's just me, but at 30 I've started to lose interest in jerking off as much.
Kinda no longer see the point of hoarding stuff like that since I just can't see myself looking back at my stash in my late 30s or 40s.
Feels like I was hoarding and safekeeping this stuff like pictures of my non-existent family memories or something.
Not sure if anyone else relates to this conclusion.