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It pisses me off that 6 hours of sleep recharges my energy reserves to 25% capacity instead of 75% like you would logically expect. I know I am going to feel like shit and have ADHD all day. A day with even a modest amount of sleep loss is a lost day.

>>322690
The post was written to erase all responsibility for someone not taking measures against butt plugs at high settings. If you hide your butt plug defence under the guise of AI hate, that's not the problem of the said post. Clever to use plausible deniability manipulation by saying you're against butt plugs, so you can defend them by scrubbing the whole issue under the rug. (/s) Avoiding unnecessary suffering matters.
>contribution to the discussion at hand
It's lounge. There's no set topic. Only politics and religion is banned. Not possible health discoveries.

You want regular Japanese wrestlers to die in the ring from sudden heart rate decrease or what? That would be lesser people to create content

It might be time to jump on the "analog room" bandwagon. I'm going to remove everything digital from my room except for a graphing calculator, a flip phone with no internet and my Commodore 64. No more easy porn or dopamine.

Filming in book mode in CamScanner app is beyond insane. It shows way better results than Adobe Scan (filming in book mode and uploading images). In case of CamScanner, I did multiple shots and at least one is so sharp and more readable from the badly printed letters. Highly recommend so far.

>>322718
CamScanner leaves a lot of unnecessary remnants like dots, and color near text. So I use Adobe Scan filter "autocolor", then Microsoft Paint eraser after CamScanner.

My grandmother is dying, she paid her visit here after an operation on cholechyst. Mother relocated to the living room to hear her despite us hearing her well. Her immense snoring, my earplugs give me pain after +8-12 in them and in the regular headphones. Asking to at least decrease the sleep time slightly won't work. In the past somehow it worked if I'm not mistaken, but previous success is not a guarantee of a victory (my experience with piss jug being allowed and years later denied comes to my mind). Plus now it's literal days, they say. But who knows. Usually the noise is strong, now it's worse as she's closer.

I thought about going outside to sit in a hallway at the steps in the apartment building despite possibly being accused of making a show. And then I remembered one thing. I went to a radio site, opened the next stream that I had left at, and downloaded it through 1DM Lite app. Now 2 hours of jazz is on my tablet. 1 episode has two parts. Music in the headphones somehow decreases the noise, although not completely. Just like earplugs don't eliminate it completely. Regular videos don't work that way, but if the background music there is non-stop, then it works too. Not completely though. The charge is enough for the next blackout 2-4 hour segment. Hopefully, jazz won't be ruined, as well as my psyche. Tommie Dreamer almost killed Paul Heyman at WrestleMania but he paid him or something happened and Dreamer snapped out of it. He wasn't in the right state of mind.

Initially, my grandmother would be here till recovery for 1 month. But her relatives says she's on the verge, so they've been preparing for her funeral, discussing guests, and local traditions of giving away candies which they had bought. There's so much dead people now that the morgues are full. Someone said that today.

At most I can sleep 1 hour in the earplugs, although it's multiple times. So I sleep more in the afternoon without them when there's an opportunity. They say the smell is already there, but I visited her today and didn't notice.

you willingly want to look indian?

>>322727
ISKCON accepts any and all races of converts.

You don't need to join a religion that aligns vaguely with who you want to be in order to be that person. If you want to practice peaceful indifference, celibacy, and recite mantras, just do those things without trying to justify it as part of some archaic streetshitter ritual. The only thing you have to gain by fulfilling the duties of this religion is the respect from a bunch of world-polluting people who drink cow piss and worship feces.

get off this board jeet

I went there as a teenager for a free meal. They seemed like really nice people honestly.

The veganism seems very unhealthy though. That's the only thing I'd be hesitant about.

>>322634
>Appreciate the reply, but my body is way too beat up at 36 to skate or do any kind of sports except maybe jogging and walking.

36 is very young still. be kind to your body, eat healthy, don't let yourself be seduced by the food industrial medical complex and it will recover and then you have healthy 50+ years ahead of yourself where you don't constantly have to hope that the doctor will keep you alive.

>Tried to pick up gym again. Now even a 40lbs dumbbell feels painful to pick up.

i couldn't do gym. it is too social. too many succubi who are trying to meet. also gym isn't fun. gym feels like work, skating feels like play, it is expressive like a dance but less faggy.

why is it painful to pick up? maybe a dumbbell broke your heart once i dunno.

>>322637
>Timeless fun tbqh

when someone is provocative i never believe that it is really fun. you just say that to seem less crazy. the reality is your life is war and you have a complicated way of not acknowledging it by playing this theater that you like it.

>>319912
Almost the same for me. I browse imageboards, listen to music, sleep, and, eat. Porn got boring for me, I only do it once a few weeks.
I also study for a GED for ten minutes and practice Chinese on Anki, but that's almost nothing. I'm tired of music now tbqh, I want to quit listening to it. I wish I had more things to do.
>>322636
Yeah it sucks. I wish I was able to get into tabletop games but it's too expensive. I've begun practicing shorthand because of how sterile the internet has become but I'll probably quit later on. I'm also looking into getting into more films.

I am just like OP, I used to hit the Gym but I stopped due to worsening health, hopefully I get better sooon.

>>322722
Your worsening health is sickness arising from your debt to God. Repent sinner

>>321031
A 300lbs wizard + a regular car to live in = ERROR COULD NOT COMPUTE



T_T

I plan on living in a van as hatchback cars sound uncomfortable mostly. I am doing my best to save up and get a cool spacious retreat to cope until i say goodbye to the world.

>>321031
I can't drive vehicles but for a homeless fren it isn't a bad idea live in a car

>>321031
i do this. not in the winter though but throughout the warmer part of the year. i bought an old delivery boxtruck and this has opened up travel for me. it has too many advantages to count.

>no need for nightmarish overcrowded public transport like train or bus
>go travel on a whim, whenever you want, no need to plan ahead many months in advance
>no need to book stupid hotels which would force me to use credit cards
>travel at your own speed, no need to rush, when something looks interesting i can just pull over and stay a while
>it is cheaper. the economy of scale is broken. i wrongly assumed bus and train are the cheapest way but they are not, they exist to enrich the owners, the train and the bus cost more then the diesel to go someplace when i ignore the yearly upkeek of tax and insurance but i am paying that anyway because i want to use a car for hauling, shopping and getting around.
>i can stand up inside the truck, i build a simple bed and a shelf that can hold free banana crates from the supermarket. also i build a table/workbench that i use to lurk on the laptop or make food
>is super nice for physical activities. i go skating and it is nice to have enough storage capacity to keep all my gear and some extra clothing

this car was like the best thing that ever happened in my life and my only regret is not getting it sooner. if i knew how nice this would have been i would have done this when i was younger.

sleeping in it is difficult though. just going in a random city or town and finding a place to sleep is a learning process, requires some getting used to.

>>321148
>i insist on being 300lbs, it is way better, you plebs don't know what is good, i don't care about digestion, taste is the only thing that matters, how does it feel in the mouth

they make cars in all sizes. in a boxtruck it could work. see how nice the driver seat is in a boxtruck? it is not crammed into a narrow cockpit, you can just get up and walk into the back, no squeezing or awkwardly hoisting yourself out, it is way better then a car. i live in a big city with very little parking space where my car doesn't make sense but everywhere else boxtruck is better, there is no comparison, regular cars are just inferior.

>>322632
>next time i see parsley in the store

brought some home and now i am making parsley sesame sauce to eat with roasted pumpkin.

~80g sesame paste
loads of parsley.
i'm not adding the lemon because i drank 2 liter of fresh juice today.
the garlic i am not adding either because i have an entire garlic paste i made that i will add. so 75% parsley and then 25% tahin.

>>322647
tastes interesting. i added a few drops of water to help it blend and then i threw a cucumber and some honey in and now i have a tasty green sauce 😎👍

happy new year 🥳

hny 2026

sesame paste haul today
4 jars, 600g each

i had the good fortune of having 4 organic ripe bananas available. before i eat i let them lay around for somewhere between 4 to 8 days. banana is the only fruit that keeps ripening nutritively, not as in 'merely getting softer' as in other fruits. i wait for the day in which the banana has dark spots all over, i prefer the taste and the consistency. unripe banana is so rubbery. depending on the prior management i usually don't have enough banana or i have way too much. ideal banana management requires going shopping often and having a clue how many bananas i want to have next week.

i threw in the blender
4 ripe organic bananas
400g red seedless grapes
1 small juiced orange
+small amount of orange and grapefruit pulp from an juicing session a few hours ago
and maybe 80g sesame paste

this digests well, nobody ever talks about digestion, all the fools are busy discussing taste. i laugh at that condescendingly, full of disdain. something with such a high fat content typically does not digest well but the magical sesame paste with all it's fiber is not that impossible to digest.

i subscribe to the opinion that red grapes are the number one food for the human organism. nothing can reach it's height. i try to eat it as much as i can but when i only eat it, i get tired of it after a while. if they gave the monkeys grapes in the zoo instead of cucumber, they would king kong the entire zoo, maybe even bend their prison bars out of shape.

>>322685
>The lazy alternative is prison you don't get to work and pray


[he doesn't know they use prisoners as cheap labor force to make car plates or stuff. They refer to this prison slavery as "labor therapy" or "reintegration"]

No. There’s no shared values and modern internet culture is very normie and feminised; there isn’t even a potential for uniting outcasts and losers because of the modern internet culture.

>>322701
There can be, but you need one hell of a website owner who can stay consistent with their values. Its a one-in-a-million guy among a sea of human trash.

>>322701
>No. There’s no shared values and modern internet culture is very normie and feminised; there isn’t even a potential for uniting outcasts and losers because of the modern internet culture.

if some kind of unity were to occur, i'm sure cloudflare or google captcha would have a sudden malfunction preventing people from posting at this point or some ai algorithm would take over, pretend to be site admin and shadowban people.

>>322385
We may hope. The world wasn't supposed to have turned out like this (ruled supranationally by jewish banks that are batshit obsessed with deception and murder).

>>317720
That is a good post. Yes, the night is filled with horrors. The thing will get even worse. But it can't go on forever neither the moment can be orchestrated at a whim. But it will come. The future is going to be great at some point. The jews will get whats coming to them, it is unavoidable.

>>322571
(((They))) have been making questionable decisions for decades now. 9/11 in particular is exampled as the greatest tactical failure in the history of jewish world conquest. COVID was a jewish depopulation campaign guised as a pandemic which carried on for far far too long. They have not been in any clear mind for many years. Their control will not last.

>>322707
Do they even know who's jewing who at this point? I get the feeling jews have multiple different factions, all harmful, who are constantly at odds for power. If I've learned anything from the media they make, I know they're fucking idiots.

>>322707
>COVID was a jewish depopulation
Call me crazy, but I think that was not the case. It was merely a compliance test to see how many goyim are actually willing to obey them in this retardation and how many of them are unreliable, plus a plethora of other goals to achieve. But not the culling. Not yet.
They roll out a mysterius substance, 'leak' videos with people fainting and even dying from injecting the substance, thus saying to the masses 'It's a bunch of crap that is likely to kill or harm you'. Those who injected it despite the risks are reliable, good goyim cattle, those who reject it despite the immense pressure, are unreliable. The goal was statistics, setting a precedent for future control, preparing for a next pandemic that will actually kill people en masse.
Since those who didn't buy propaganda and didn't inject it will not inject anything in the future as well, they will die should 'the elites' roll out something drastic and dangreous. Those who are trusting the jews will happily inject themselves and survive, those who don't - won't do it and die. Artificial eugenics, selecting for the ultimate serfs.
At least that's what I see in it. Maybe I am wrong. Hopefully. I didn't inject this shit and won't do it no matter what. Either way, this world awaits mass death. Buuuut it's Hitler who was a baddie!!!!11111111111 Good goys won WW2!111111 REEEEE

It’s striking how often public outrage seems selective. Donald Trump, with a history of inflammatory remarks, controversial policies, and legal entanglements, embodies behavior that would spark condemnation anywhere. Yet, when an average American does something reckless, greedy, or morally questionable, the response sometimes flips into disbelief that “this could happen here,” with people jokingly invoking Russia as shorthand for corruption, chaos, or authoritarianism. It’s almost as if Americans have normalized extremes at the top while still being shocked when similar behavior appears among ordinary citizens. The irony is sharp. The “most American thing ever” often reflects the very traits that are supposedly shocking or foreign.

This dynamic reveals a deeper cultural blind spot. The joke about “being like Russians” masks an unwillingness to confront uncomfortable truths about one’s own society. The behaviors that elicit the comparison, selfishness, disregard for rules, or flaunting privilege, aren’t imported from abroad; they are homegrown. By externalizing blame onto another country, people distance themselves from the reality that the same traits are present in their own culture, normalized over decades. It’s both a critique and a defense mechanism. Humor and astonishment shield people from admitting that the problems they see elsewhere have always existed in plain sight at home.

>>322704
Russia has been ruled by jews since 1918 (and still is to this day). So to speak of "Russian behavior" in any suggested darkened meaning, is to actually speak of jewish behavior.

And Trump is a talking human mask worn by hidden jewish bankers (as everyone knows).

>>322704
The difference is Trump is a senile lolcow that just repeats the last thing someone said to him. People pick up on his true intentions and his true mentality. He's a narcissist, sure, but he's also just a drama queen and likes the dynamics of elections. He doesn't seriously want to be an autocratic leader.

The big untold thing about Trump is he WANTED to lose in 2016. The whole thing was a marketing stunt that got out of hand, and he would've been happy to lose to Hillary and go back to his golf course. He seemed content to just go into retirement around 2021 as well, before the lawfare forced him back out.

A lot of leaders put up a harmless facade to disguise their cynical machivallianism. Boris Johnson and George W Bush being two. But with Trump you just get Trump.

>>322708
People want an autocrat. That's the most surprising thing I learned from all three elections involving Trump. I thought autocrats were hated by everyone, but it seems like those sentiments have changed at some point and most people all over the globe admire autocrats. Fucking chinese made trump buddha sculpture, the japanese had a parada with trump balloon.

>>322691
I miss the good old honest nerdy days before the fake aesthetic and the spectacle.

neets and hikis, these are my people. all my homies refuse to sacrifice themselves.

blessed be those who don't want to contribute to the corruption with their life force, while society has the audacity to call them parasites. but it is big parasites calling small parasites parasites because they don't parasite harder.

>>320591

to have a better life:

closely pay attention to your habits.
closely pay attention to your habits.
closely pay attention to your habits.
closely pay attention to your habits.

first of all discover your habits. you can live your life on autopilot but you can also be mindful of everything you are doing. when you are mindful, you will soon know how you spend your time so good, that you can't help but want to manage it. the biggest obstacle in this is your desire not to be here, i suspect most people are in opposition to their own existence, which kind of makes mindfulness impossible because you are too busy being in resistance.

then question your habits. what is the actual result each habit has on your life. soon you will find your best and worst habits. replace your worst habits with better habits because once you are mindful of them, you know how to improve upon them.

then wonder which habits you don't have but should have. i don't believe most people don't know what is good for them, they simply don't do it but in theory they know.

here are some things that make your life better in case you don't know:

>exercise
working out is not just beneficial, it is essential. every bit of exercise pumps the lymph but once per week you should exhaust yourself to the point where you sweat. running, swimming, biking, throwing punches and kicks in the air,…

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>>322675
I feel like shit if I lie to people so I just tell them "nothing".

>>322678
>>322681
Well, I helped my mother deliver secondhand and other random objects she sells online to the post office. I guess I am "helping with family business" lol.

>>322682
Nah on second thought that won't work if they start asking what are we selling that is good enough for a full time job. I guess I'll just do as >>322681 and just give them a death stare after saying I am unemployed.