/lounge/ - Lounge

>>323174
Did you try to pretend like you weren't surprised by the price?
Sometimes I get myself into stupid situations like this and I try to play it cool. But it's probably obvious to the onlookers that I have no idea what I'm doing.

>>323215
I gave myself the biggest real life facepalm I've ever done in my life when the order came out but I don't think anybody saw.

Determinism vs free will arguments here are really just arguments about how much control you have over life. The actual metaphysical idea of predetermined vs spontaneous events doesn't really contradict human decision-making or effort. People here just call failing to align reality with their desire determinism and succeeding free will. It's a veil for the class struggles between wizlosers and wizchads.

b*tch…

>>323109
schizos are gods
also try not to die in the (possibly) coming war with iran when jews carry out another false flag attack (just as they have done prior to the start of every major war for the last 100 years or longer).

>>323092
So I here just wanted to say I got done reading a book written in a foreign language dated from about 700 years ago which caused me to feel like I had been submerged backwards in time so that now when I am returned to the affairs of the modern day through contact with this website I am reborn in my mind at imagining what men from the late 1300s-1400s being restored to this earth would have thought at witnessing the current corrupted state of information and knowledge and politics and wars and species of belligerent tricks like fake pandemics and fiat money and false flag attacks and all the other lesser kindred classes of deception under which humanity has suffered owing to the fact that we have since become enslaved by venetian jews. It was quite the feeling I had; just imagine telling someone from 1350 that judeomasonic occultists will have by the year 1969 convinced the greater generality of mankind that they are moving around the sun on the surface of a sphere in outer space!! Who could have imagined this; not even the original mystical-oriented Pythagoreans could have been led into the trust of such a dreamworld attaining reality. Or that (((Venetians))) will have successfully captured all the earth and after having realized shared rule over all nations are now busied in the marketing of ghost plagues because in virtue of this stratagem they have learned they are able to get depopulating drugs into the bodies of the dumb goyim whose numbers they've nominated as an excessive slave class meriting only of suppression. Who would have believed that one group (judeo-venetian finance) would have risen to such a tier of rulership that they could orchestrate whole wars and fake pandemics between multiple nations mutually under their power and that they could do this repetitively one time after the other with total impunity for centuries on end! To view the condition of our current day (wherein all monarchies have fallen, all kingship has fallen, all true nationalism has fallen, all mercantilism has fallen, all financial legitimacy has fallen) from the imagined vantage of a man living in the early 1400s is to invite a state of total disbelief into one’s mind.

But again to resume the above argument: what has happened over the course of all these years? How did we deign the world to degenerate to this? A greek verse broke into my mind when thinkingPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>323110
nukes are fake but jews controlling governments and playing the goyish nations against each other in eternal war games is not.

>>323124

where is the subscribe button, i can't find the subscribe button to this post, i can't believe i wasted this day when i could have instead contemplated this post for hours (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻

what a strange time is ours that the pro-monarchists will have become the revolutionaries now.

>>319536
Yes.


I have no socweb accounts.


>The only downside is that I am missing out on multiplayer games that require team coordination but I just can't stomach having to speak on a mic.


trust me, you dont miss much
if you wont ruin the game, someone else will

I don't have any friends online nor in real life.

>>323244
Death to all friendhaver normalfags

I don't have friends anymore. and I don't have friends online

i did this when i was younger a bit but in general people are not worth being around. in a world under such inferior hostile management everyone is just looking to profit off everyone around so realistically all you are missing is people trying to gain more from you then they give you. everything genuine human social interaction is perverted and everyone is just trampling each other trying to get others to agree to bad deals.

who knows if this ever get better and there might be a renaissance of humanity because the guilty can no longer avert their bad karma but clearly this isn't it.

This is more of a /dep/ post hence I apologize in advance for that: I have been a Hiki/N.E.E.T for nearly 15 years by now and it in the past few years it has been getting unbearable, the boredom and monotony are agonizing, does not help that i have nothing to do and I don't have any money for hobbies at all, I might be dumb but I don't believe wageslaving would be worse than this, I feel like I am getting crazier by each day, sometimes I start punching walls just from the sheer unbearable borodom that I am facing, it makes every atom of my body boil, I am envious of all comfy and happy N.E.E.Ts out there, I have all the free time anyone could dream of, but totally nothing to do with it, I hope you all have it much better than me, thank you for reading and sorry again if it comes off as a whinny or negative post.

>>323175
Have you tried to make up imaginary characters in your head and let them debate over something? It takes a lot of effort to sustain those mind animations, it's really satisfying.

>>322679
I wonder what kind of people calls NEET/hiki 'parasite'? are they jealous of NEET and hiki or it's something else?

>>323175
>it has been getting unbearable, the boredom and monotony are agonizing
funny that you say this because wagecucking for a couple years has the same result.
shitty work becomes monotone, unbearable and agonizing and you are counting the seconds until you can go home. by the time you are indeed back home you notice you are too tired to do anything that requires effort so you doomscrool jewtube and play videogames for an hour and then its off to bed so you can wake up and spend another day counting down the minutes and seconds until you can go home.
yeah and money? forget about money, as a lowly wagecuck you are just as poor as a neet.

PocketBook:

if kobo didn't exist i'd probably pick one of these. some of those have android, others use their own operating system. i like that they have a file explorer so i can navigate my files by their names and not by how good their meta-information has been completed in the epub file. they too ask for wifi and demand some kind of account being made but never giving it wifi is an option to use it as an offline device.

those apparently have headphone to listen to audiobooks, some even have speaker, on a device where i can install my own operating system i would like a speaker, on a device where i can not, i don't want it to have a speaker, because i once heard all speakers are also microphones, dunno how true that is.

remarkable:

those seem like the worst after amazon to me. they wanna force cloud on people hard, they can't even simply connect via usb, they use a web interface instead of just regular tried and tested usb mass storage. i just read it can be used without account and internet account which was a surprise since they expect you to be using companion apps and sheit. they seem annoying and data-collecty. apparently they act like they are free open source but don't make everything available. so i don't even respect them enough to look at their hardware specs.

Viwoods: "A newer Android-based brand offering AI-integrated devices"

big brother type shit, sounds so disgusting to me i wouldn't even want to see a picture of such a device.

Supernote:

they have 2 models which use some kind of old android without play store. too expensive. they are designed to be used with pens. i dunno, i'd never seriously consider a device at that price where i can't even put my own linux on.

pine: this is the only silver lighting on the e-ink horizon. for some reason costs 600€ in the europe store currently while 400$ in the us. the company has wronged me already and did not give a fuck, which is too bad, otherwise i might have waited for this one and gave it a try. what bothers me is they have microphone built in but i am sure i would be able to remove them, the pine stuff is built to be accessed by the user, i assume it would be as easy as removing cables from the connector to get rid of it.

>>323211
how come you didn't visit my book thread, you even know authors! rude.

>>323194
>I remember being in primary school as a little kid and being uninterested in playing with anyone. I just wanted to wander in my own thoughts and wander in the playground aimlessly. I sometimes observed the other students. Boys playing football. succubi huddled in groups talking. Not wishing to take part myself I just analysed.

i am currently reading Memories, Dreams, Reflections by Carl Jung and your description very much reminds me of him.


>Live for pleasure?
i think it is important to know how to be happy and experience plenty of it because if you don't know how to be happy then other people can make you happy to get you to become what they want you to be. they then drip-feed you happiness to control you. in this world the desire to be happy, to be loved, to receive attention are all things that are used to trap weak people, which is horrific and demoralizing and you can't save these people from being cannonfodder but you can save yourself by realizing what they don't: all the good stuff is already inside you, you just have to look for it, it is not hard to find and then you become inaccessible to the corruption and immorality and soullessness that is used to turn most people into fuel for evil.

>Live for power?
the only power is over yourself. power over others is a burden but fools who desire it get so blind from chasing it, that they never understand that it is not what they hoped it would be even if they do end up reaching it; most don't though.

>Live for meaning?
that's the only thing you can do isn't it. hard thing to do, even if you do it, there is a good chance you just don't succeed. find a way to help carry what you believe is in the interest of humanity and do it i guess. leave the place better then you have found it.

>What do you do?
improving myself to the point that when i find a way to spend my energy, i am ready to do it without delay.

>Life is so short.
yeah, time increases but i think you can slow it down a bit by resisting the draw of comfort and always remain on the lookout for new things and constantly change yourself.
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>>323234
>yeah, time increases but i think you can slow it down a bit by resisting the draw of comfort and always remain on the lookout for new things and constantly change yourself.

didn't come out good. what i meant was time keeps flying by faster and faster but when you remain open to learn new stuff, you can slow it down. time is way more rubbery then people seem to have grasped. when i skate and i am about to fall, then time slows down to one frame per second and i have like an eternity to come up with a way how to fall down elegantly without breaking anything. true story.

I'm going to change things, or at least get close enough that it melts my wings.

>>323237
Omg it's like Icarus! And the cat's name was Icarus! I'm going completely insane!!!1!

>>323217
It's nice during the summer when it's hot, and there's relatively more privacy compared to having a room upstairs with the rest of the family. But you're closer to the water in-line and appliances so the humidity is higher that elsewhere in the house. This is a problem if glowniggers are contaminating your household water supply with microbes, because the basement basically turns into a gas chamber. In such a situation, you are breathing in contaminated humidity like a Jew in a gas chamber

Listen, OP
You need to get some sunlight preferably during the first hours of the morning so your cicardian system can work properly
that way you get better sleep quality
dont live in hiding like a roach
you're not meant to prefer dark and humid environments

im reading a book about sunlight in human health currently, im only in the second chapter of 12, maybe i paste some highlites in a few days or weeks.

do bother to look into what an earthsip is op. it is like a basement in the sense that it is mostly underneath the earth (for temperature reasons) but it is built to be flooded by sunlight. also it has a greenhouse builtin as a zone of insulation with the result that you almost don't have to heat in the winter. completely offgrid, it produces its own electricity via solar, collects rainwater, treats its own sewage using plants, produces food in the greenhouse.

it is way better then a house.

you might also enjoy dome homes and underground tunnel houses. if i don't forget i link my favorite videos later.

>>323239
Sounds like an ill-advised hippie fantasy. The sewage especially. Plants can't desalinate urine and human fecal enzymes will eat through most greenery. Sewage needs to be treated before it can be "treated" by plants.

>>322759
one more thing i do is i make sure to go grocery shopping on foot and carry it home without wheels. and then i carry it up into the 4th floor without using the elevator.

typical car user steps into the vehicle, drives to get food without walking, uses a cart inside the supermarket without carrying, drives the food home into the car without doing more then a few hundred steps at most.

one other similar habit i have discovered is that i often go places on foot and then just run where i am going. just as a mode of transporting myself. i'm like the only one who is doing it as far as i can tell. people go running but only for exercise, never for transportation. feels nice and adventurous.

i may have posted this once before, this i believe to be the best information on health i have ever stumbled upon.
6min25sec long track from an audiobook about an audiobook about the ancient dao or tao. if i remember this correct dao means 'the way'

i am currently being busy reading Carl Jung and one thing young Carl understood is that people sometimes get sick because that way they have an excuse not to participate in dumb torturous civilizational shit like school.

he called this a neurosis.

young Carl injured his head as a child and for a short while genuinely fainted. he realized this helped him get out of school he unconsciously got into the habit of fainting to get out of shit.

then later when this had already become a convenient habit when he heard his father talk about him being a bitch always fainting and being a retard never being able to earn a living he snapped out of it using his willpower. his body would start to faint but young Carl wasn't gonna have it and he just said nope and refused to faint. dude couldn't handle his father considering him a tard so woke up at 3am to study latin grammer until he got good at it.

amazing story because i encountered subconscious sabotage like that many times in life. imagine trying to be healthy when you have all these neurotic habits. imagine trying to eat healthy but then your body literally cringes you out of eating broccoli because you are addicted to grain-noodles.

reminds me of this meme of a fat middleaged succubi who tried brussel sprouts for the first time and she would dry-heave from smelling vegetables and started crying. i thought of this as psychosomatic behavior but i think neurosis is much clearer of a concept because it includes the knowledge of consciousness.

made a spectacular deal and bought a used e-ink ebook reader for 35€. it was made ~2011 and it is a joy to use! i've wanted one of those ever since the first kindle came out.

i use it to display .txt files, which works flawlessly. i can adjust the text size to my liking and i was even able to change the font to open-dyslexic, which i very much like. i have not even looked at the other fonts, there are probably other nice ones available.

there is this other file format that i don't hate called .epub and besides working similar to a .txt file it can also have pictures in it, which i was surprised to learn that the little device can display. when the epub file has a cover, the cover of what i am currently reading is displayed on the sleep screen; that was a pleasant surprise for me. it may be black and white but it is still plenty detailled!

the display is just pleasant to look at no matter the time of day. at night i can turn on the backlite with the press of one button next to the standby slider. i wish the minimum brightness was just the tiniest bitter lower but it is still ok.

what amazed me the most is using it in the sun. i had no idea how much i was craving a way to use technology in the sun. try using an old laptop in direct warm sunlight, or even just a phone with it's modern display. it sucks! not only will the sun help it to overheat, it requires also for the display to be turned bright all the way to see anything which makes it even hotter and uses more battery.

to sit in direct sunlight with an ebook reader, soaking up the rare few sunrays finding their way through the artificial aluminum-clouds is the answer i have been looking for … for over a decade. for the longest time i had no answer to the question of how i even like to read. it was always uncomfortable. how to read comfortable? with a cheap ebook reader using an e-ink display in the sun. solves 2 problems at once. the problem of how to get more sun and how to even read; i think that's cool.

in other news i've had my last unhealthy food a few days ago and now all i eat is good food no matter how strong the temptation; i've done this before but never with the intend of doing it permanently. after so many temporary experiments i thought it was time. now just a few days later i remembered that my poop no longer stinks and instead spreads the pleasant aroma of fresh vegetable soup. i laughed when i remembered.

i've been eating exceptionally well the last week. basically all i eat is banana, grape, orange, grapefruit, cucumber, bell pepper, raw nuts, fresh herbs and spices. the worst thing i am eating is peanut butter but it is organic and 100% peanut, besides that nothing else but tea and coffee.

when i experienced this clean of a diet for the first time, i was so awe-struck by the amont of energy i suddenly had that it basically just paralysed me into feeling stupid for now knowing how to use it. now i still feel somewhat dumb and unable to wield this much energy but i am getting better at it and i invented something like a timeplanner that helps me use it more but i still feel like a novice.

the hard part is people can tell something is up with me and they feel incredible attracted and want to meet me and act out all the theater and disgraceful non-mutual meeting rituals. i am constantly being entrapped by ugly people who just refuse to care that they don't make me feel like i make them feel. i am a wizzard hermit so i don't like attention and when people give it to me, drop everything they do to stare at me or take video of me like i was a zoo animal, it annoys me so i have to be extra mindful of not displaying any sign of health or strentgh around people and basically pretend i am just a weird looking frail old man even though i feel like a god. the stronger i get, the more of my energy i have to spend in pretending like am weird or i literally can not walk down the street without someone blocking my path hoping i can be their missing puzzle piece.

>>323017
I have to use Photoshop for work and it is abyssmal. Pajeets with bought diplomas just wreck everything they touch.

>>323102
what is MAiD?

>>323225
Medical Assistance in Dying. It's a program designed to kill people instead of curing their ailments so their organs can be given to eldritch Jews.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjSyAJcdyjM

this is a nice video about how the mercedes benz became shitty, it is narrated by german ai-voice but surely you can just mute it and have subtitles of your language displayed

>>323226
Then I'd rather have some kind of Assistance in Living, but realistically MAiD is more likely to come around.

Okay, it's getting easier to do and I throw some actual squats after it. Today I'll do a hundred squats after holding the asian squat position for at least 5-7 min in sets of 5-7

Feeling proud of my progress.

I can do this now and it's not uncomfortable at all
can hold it easily for 10 minutes even 15 minutes

Thought those were slav squats

heh i didn't know too much about the squat but i do tend to squad often when i lift banana crates or other bulky stuff and i just squat and instantly stand back up for exercise. i guess i could remain in squat position and see how i like it a few times.