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 No.220671[Reply]

I have to disagree on the loser concept as voiced here so often.
i have 70+ years as single white boy and man…
i have never married; i have had numerous jobs; and I have lived in several cities and states.
i have never considered myself to be a loser despite many setbacks and unfortunate experiences…
i know what i can do; if i don't I educate myself to be able to do whats required…
i am now mostly blind in one eye; my hearing was damaged by bad medications i can't write due to doctors bungling my right hand in treatment from a fall…
unless you are completely non functional braindead you can learn something useful that will lift you out of your self-hate…
Don't give up; information is free for the taking.
i never married, my friends who did are dead/dying slowly from their BAD choices…
i just say F*** it and keep on keeping on.
i have suffered setbacks many times but always struggled thru…
i am watching friends expiring slowly day by day who were very successful normies with houses cars planes toys that most men would kill for…
Try 27 variant's of dodge super cars as his toys; 3 houses; so much crap he had to buy an extra house with outbuildings just to store his cars and toys…
it was all for nothing; the greedy bitch he married (#3) murdered him for his money homes cars boats etc…
give thanks for what you have, however small and lacking; it could be far worse…
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 No.221656

>>221086
amen and amen…

 No.221657

>>221063
the very few inter-gendered relationships however minor; were enough to cause me to say F*** it completely and totally…

 No.221719

>>220671
Have our best desires, elder

 No.221945

>>220787 i took up shooting and gun-smithing if it goes bang i can fix or salvage it…

 No.221946

I want to know what the F*** was in that apple ?



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 No.220564[Reply]

My whole life I was treated like shit both at home and anywhere else. I coped to the extent I could with a mix of denial and dissociation. Only recently, after going no contact with my family and finding some people that seem to respect me to some extent, I have started to be honest with myself and process how much I've been bullied. Any small event or thought will trigger anger which can last from a few hours up to the the whole day. It makes me wonder how much I can truly recover and if I will ever not be angry. If you have any insights or similar experiences please share them in this thread.
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 No.221938

>>221937
I hope a pitbull decides to take out its frustrations on you

 No.221939

I remember when I was a kid in school I once sat and burned ants with a magnifying glass, an older kid came up to me and shoved me and told me to stop, I thought he was just being an ass but I thought about it and decided that it may have been messed up after all to burn them

 No.221941

>>221934
Stop confusing ape species with other animals.
Sapient apes (which includes homo sapiens and chimps) are violent unpredictable predators who also enjoy torture.

 No.221942

>>221941
this, human and monkeys have the psychopath genome that make them violent creatures

 No.221944

yeah, but learning to let go of the past and push forward is a skill. Dont stress about it because people hold onto shit, its just what we do



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 No.221899[Reply]

who here just a lazy nigger who wish they were proactive and wish they weren't so shy because you were always mocked by what youve done in your former years and hope to have the will to say whats wrong with others?

 No.221940

I'm a scary ugly cuckold so idk



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 No.220551[Reply]

Being skinnyfat is /wiz/ manifest on your body. It's through no fault of your own that it happens: you didn't overeat, nor were you particularly lazy. Rather, being socially and mentally deficient forced you inside, where you moved less and less vigorously than the average normalfaggot child would.

The normalfaggot child, through no skill, hard work, or determination of their own, built a genetically normal amount of muscle over a long period of time just by being outside and moving with their other normalfaggot friends. They ate more than you, they enjoyed the fruits of life more than you, and they worked so much less harder than you— and they were rewarded for it with physical desirability.

The normalfaggot, then grown up, grows arrogant, and thinks themselves special, even though they put no effort into the good things that life and their sociability gave them. With this attitude set, they spit venom at the lazy, ugly, disgusting skinnyfat people.

Fuck this condition.
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 No.221890

>>221889
The goal for wizards isn't "losing weight" but as you said, losing body fat %.

 No.221894

I lost over 35 kg last year with intermittent fasting and a ketogenic diet (=high protein, high fat, little-to-zero carbs, absolutely no sugar or processed crap.)

I started with the standard 8-16 schedule (you eat within an 8-hour window, then fast for 16 hours, which can be easily done by just skipping breakfast). Once I got used to it, I switched to a 24-hour schedule (one meal per day). The fat melted off my body like wax off a candle—about 200-300 grams per day. I was so excited about it that I even fasted for a month in December to lose the last bit of stubborn fat. This really dried me up, and people started to comment on how skinny I looked. For the first time in my life I could see my cheekbones, at that point I decided to stop and switch back to a 24h schedule because I was starting to look like Skinny Pete from Breaking Bad, lmao.

I don't necessarily recommend my somewhat extreme approach, but it certainly worked for me. I have the kind of personality that finds it easier to eat a lot once and then fast for a while, rather than eating a little several times. Now, I just have to gain some muscle by lifting weights, but the obesity issue is pretty much solved for me.

If any wizzie is interested, I highly recommend Dr. Fung's lectures and videos. They explain the why and the how behind the whole process.

 No.221900

>>221894
I lost 30kg on keto in my mid 20s.

Now that I'm in my 30s and my dopamine levels crashed to zero, I can't do keto.
Carbs and chocolate are some of the only things I get brief joy from within any given 24 hour period.

 No.221921

>>221894
I read your posts on wizchan at a few places and wanted to say I found your experiences interesting. Did you find after you lost that much weight it left saggy skin every where?

I remembered recently your posts and was considering if I'd have to do this too. Because I'm trying to reduce my body fat %. I am doing an insane amount of exercise, literally as much as I can stand. Going to see if there's any changes after the next month and decide whether or not to start it.

I'd just be worried about losing too much weight too quickly.

 No.221931

>>221921
>Did you find after you lost that much weight it left saggy skin every where?
Luckily no, I was very overweight but not morbidly obese like, say, Francis (boogie2988), so my skin retained its elasticity. But I do have some faint stretch marks on my sides.

>I am doing an insane amount of exercise, literally as much as I can stand. Going to see if there's any changes after the next month and decide whether or not to start it.

80% of the job is done in the kitchen. Exercise doesn't burn as many calories as you'd think, unless it's some very intense, sustained whole-body exercise like running a marathon or rock climbing or Nordic walking or whatever. A one-hour strenuous weightlifting session will burn maybe 300 kcal, which is good (bigger muscles = more calories burned at rest) but ultimately ineffective for weight loss if you don't adjust your diet accordingly.

>I'd just be worried about losing too much weight too quickly.

You're going to lose a lot of weight at the beginning, that's normal. Most of it will be water weight as your body depletes glycogen stores. Eventually the weight loss will slow down and you'll start losing visceral fat (the stuff wrapped around your organs), which is more metabolically active. The last few kilos of subcutaneous fat will be the most stubborn, and that's where a stricter fasting regime might help you the most.



 No.221909[Reply]

I realized something about myself, I am actually afraid of work. Not like work, but just afraid of getting a job. In the small town where I live (I'm from Eastern Europe by the way). I can't get hired anywhere and I have developed interview anxiety and feel useless knowing that the next time I go to interview I'm going to be sent to hell. I'm just a fucking NEET at 28 and I can't do anything and I don't want anything else in life. I'm so desperate that I don't even go to the store, which I used to do successfully. Normies are the ugliest creatures i hate my life but most of all i hate fucking people

 No.221911

same, 27 NEET, fear of working and getttig scolded on or doing mistakes or being bullied at work

 No.221915

Mods!

 No.221918

Ok, but what does any of that have to do with the image you choose with the very weird looking succubus?

 No.221922

>>221918
I put it there for fun. she is dressed in work clothes, the kind worn in my country by people working in heavy industries or other. physically demanding jobs. People like her will never work for such jobs.

 No.221923

>>221918
Plus this is a photo of a man who changed his face with the help of AI and he is male



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 No.219633[Reply]

My mother got sick. Now I can't find a place for myself, I was NEET for several years, worked a couple of times in my life in a big city. But I live in a small one, where there is no work, and now I don't know what to do, they don't really hire me. And the work that is available won't suit me because of my poor health. I hate myself for not having achieved anything by the age of 26, and now I can lose a loved one who made sense in my meaningless life. I hate society, I hate people. But most of all I hate that I suffer because of all this, that now I need money, and I don't even know how to earn it. That I am such a worthless person with poor health and I am afraid of everything in life. You know, the worst thing is not to have no money, but to have no health to earn it. God, life is torture for autistics and losers, why didn't they strangle me with a half-penny as a child?
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 No.220444

>>220443
Nope, it's not nearly all. And labeling all unpleasant events with the same word does not make them all equally bad nor does it constitute a valuable insight.

 No.220503

>>220418
>They have every feature of life unlocked as an unlimited sandbox game while you rot away no matter how hard you try to work
This. So fucking much. People really have no clue what having caring AND rich parents can do for someone's life trajectory. I had neither like most people on here. My parents wouldn't even let me play sports as a kid so that entire life path ended up locked off from the start.

>>220444
dont even fucking start with that "hurrr at least youre not starving in africa" glib bullshit. Suffering from starvation, ailments or a lackluster numb existence are all various forms.

As for OP, start living at a local library, do odd jobs like housepainting/moving. buy a van to live in. Shit is fucked in most cities now. Once my job goes fully automated in a few years, I'll be up shit's creek too.

 No.220513

I have good health and I am financially okay, but my mom died and my dad left the house. Now I am worried I actually have to maintain and understand how to fix this house before I end up like Chris Chan.

 No.221730

>>219633
Do you even have a mental image of what you can achieve? YOu probly not, you just want to have something to subsist. But the current world punishes that unless you suck their slavery in.

So, I would not blame myself that hard.

 No.221907

>>221730
Yes, thanks anon, in truth, I tried to get somewhere to get somewhere in or get out of shit, but I just can’t really be tired.



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 No.221736[Reply]

are you trying to follow up some religion or some dogmas? like for example, do you read the sacred book of hinduism/budhism or maybe you read about philosophers like marcis aurelius and his book about himself. or maybe you're more of an hermetisim guy so you follow up alchemist dogmas or a free masson and try to figure out what symbols means?
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 No.221797

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 No.221798

I have read a lot of books but most of it hasn't been helpful for me. Buddhism has been to some extent but something seems off about it, especially that it has a strong positivity bias and rejects suicide for reasons that are not convincing to me.
I remain lost and craving some sort of direction or intellectual stimulation.

 No.221799

>>221797
thank you best wizzie 👍

 No.221800

>>221797
But, does this have a deeper meaning or is it just a bunch of stories=?

 No.221901

I'm agnostic, pretty much atheist because I don't believe in a "divine person" God and pantheism seems like a cop-out. All religions are dumb in their own way and are mostly just collections of ancient memes that evolved into elaborate societal control structures.

Esotericism and the occult has more value, because it can show you the power of the mind, but it is simply that. Stripped from any metaphysical baggage, occult techniques are means to systematically manipulate the mind, especially the senses. The theology and symbolism is there to prime the consciously affected senses to manifest in a specific way, in the way that reinforces belief in the theology. So really mysticism is the perfect way to get people to believe in religion because it attacks the empirical senses directly. This is why Evangelical Christianity and Buddhism (especially Tibetan Buddhism) are so convincing to people; Evangelical prayer is literally creating a tulpa of God that talks to you, and Buddhist mediation you cut off the senses and the very sense of self. If you are uncritical then it would be convincing that you are speaking with God or you don't have a self.

Reading secular philosophy is a waste of time I think. Most people's "philosophies" seem more like their personality, informed by their life experience. I think philosophy readers need others more intelligent or eloquent than they are to agree and reinforce what they already believe. People who radically change their worldview because of a book; idk I kind of look down on that like you are a crab falling for the written down equivalent of social media self-help grindset gurus.

My path is what is obvious to me as a asocial loser with no use to the world: sustain myself, avoid normalfags as much as possible, don't fall for anti-escapist pro-"productivity" rhetoric that watching anime and playing video games is less worthy than slaving for people who hate me. Settle the mind to be somewhat content, have nice dreams, and "magically" control the senses to have a pleasant waking experience. If there is an ultimate goal for myself it would be for the body to be on autopilot while I have immersive vivid daydreams on what I have taken good from the outside world as inspiration.



 No.221827[Reply]

Fellow wizards, as a 30 yr old virgin myself I sometimes wonder - If you somehow managed to stop being a wizard. What would your life be like? I have talked to ex wizards and they basically say they can't keep a gf for long because they get insecure that they are being cheated on and have no real experience to tell if they are being gaslighted or just from their own thoughts.
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 No.221891

>>221887
This. Your brain will be COOKED after 40 years of isolation. Even if a fat bald hairy ogre succubus raped you for half a minute making you lose your virginity, nothing would change.

 No.221895

>>221887
Well, I mean, you are not wrong, I too highly doubt that a person that reaches the 40s without experiencing intimacy will from one day to another have intimacy, but at the same time it's no impossible, it could happen, but it's very unlikely.

 No.221896

>>221895
Then you get the cucks that have been married 20+ years that complain about not getting sex or intimacy lmao

A guy who's been independent for a long time has better chances than some subservient pussywhipped cuck

 No.221897

>>221891
"Even if a fat bald hairy ogre succubus raped you for half a minute making you lose your virginity,"

It would appear that this, too, is altogether impossible just as the fantasies mentioned above. Sorry anon. The chastity of a wizard appears impossibly well guarded.

 No.221898

>>221897
succubi have such low standards nowadays, if you can stand upright for an hour you probably have a chance

Except if you're brown or chinkoid maybe



 No.221020[Reply]

Do you think psychotherapy can help NEETs to become something better? It's such a common advice out there: go to therapy, it's the best you can do to help yourself, it's your responsibility etc etc. What's your experience with therapy? Do you think it genuinely might help?
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 No.221767

Therapy is a waste of money and time, at best they will give you normalfag advices like "eat healthy" or "exercise more", at worst they call the police and you become a psychiatric patient for life.

 No.221768

>>221764
It's a distraction, but it's not a lie. Even old beautiful furniture from the 1800s has shapes and curves found only in nature. No ugly bulky boxes and MDF.

What you see daily, directly affects your mind no matter how much you try to visualize a better reality.

 No.221782

I tried therapy once, and went in and saw my doctor was a strong, black succubus. I just left immediately. How can such a person possibly help me?

 No.221856

>>221020
probably not, if you speak about anything serious youre going to get medshilling

 No.221879

Honestly, it depends, if you have just a mild form of maldaptive thinking process, then probably with some good therapy you can change your behavior, or more accurate, you can change your thought process. Now, if you have a genuine mental -organic- disorder, a illness that is born -because- your brain doesn't work well from the get go, then no, no amount of therapy will cure you, may help you cope better with the illness, but only medication can actually change your brain biological process in a way that fundamentally effect how you brains works.



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 No.221306[Reply]

I am officially a Wizard.

What a strange feeling, I found this site when I was still just a teenager. I remember v9k, the cripple, the chon, when gamergate happened and we caught a ton of shit. Back then wizardhood felt so far away. Hell, I wondered if the site itself would still be around by the time I reached this stage, but here it is and here I am.

Overall I'd say it's been 3.6, not great not terrible like most things in life I suppose. If I had one one piece of advice for apprentices, pick up a sport and stick to it. Not everything requires a group or merely going to the gym and being around a bunch of grunting groids and obnoxious succubi. It's how I've managed to prevent my body from rotting despite bouts of alcohol and drug abuse. Ideally you should avoid those things too.

Oh and, exercise your mind too but this tends to naturally follow.
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 No.221376

>>221349
I want to hold up this wiz cat with chop stick like I will eat him. He is a good wiz cat.

 No.221427

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I haven't used this place in nearly 10 years but I recently became a wizard so I decided to visit

 No.221823

>>221364
i was bullied by this one kid who i really wanted to befriend by the age of 4 or 5. one of the things he told me in a rude tone is how i would never marry. i dreaded the thought of being an adult anyway.

one thing that i was pondering and i dont think it deserves its own thread is whether our level begins at 0 or 1. once a man is 30, is this a level 1 wizard?

 No.221861

>>221823
I say wizard is a prestige class.

Technically level one but you have levels in other classes before getting here.

 No.221862

>>221861
I would agreed. Others on here would often call themselves "lv 27 apprentice" or some such. It makes sense to me that you only get to be a lv1 wiz after leveling up your apprentice class to 30.



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