No.216887
It really does go away with age. It goes away faster if you don't get the porn stimulus, see orgasm as an inconvenience that you get out of the way. If you jerk off less, you actually control this attraction and dull it more. Jerking off every day will wreck your body, your mind, and make you addicted and dependent, and before long you will always hate yourself when you do it and see less and less in it. This is intended.
If we had a world where we could do things without being humiliated - if the siege against us weren't omnipresent - I doubt we'd do any of this. The old way was to get porn magazines or videos once a week or two weeks and do the thing to get it out of the way. Now it's bizarro land.
It would be better to never go down porn at all, construct a consistent fantasy scenario that works (don't pick succubi you know, always build a construct and make it clear that this is a fictitious relationship in your mind, to make sexuality alien to your every day existence and refuse to play society's game regarding it). That's what I did for a long time. Eventually it broke down because I was subjected to humiliation far worse than anything a normal man experiences, things that most people would kill themselves before living through, and it all happened before I was 18. By that time I was completely broken and have lived in chronic pain ever since, so the addiction was really masking that pain, and then I turned to drugs. It will never go away, and I've accrued further damage over the years. I've only managed to salvage some good in spite of it, because for the first time, no one is bothering me and I have some modicum of independence from society, and found others who want the same thing. That's really the way - to find people who want out of this abomination, see the lockouts and shaming rituals for what they are, and expect little from other people even if they get it. We don't ever "win". We just endure. The things I live for are of a very different nature, and really have little to do with this world. There are things I want to do in this world still, things I believe I am here to do on this world, but not many people are motivated in the way I am, for the cause I have in mind, and many who are do not have the means to act more or less freely as I have.
No.216889
I started out volcel as a kid and early teen (about ages 7-16) then had an depressive phase that lead to turning into an insel from 18-23. After getting rejected by 3 succubi I talked to over 5 years I just lost all hope and became volcel again (around 25). Since then I have been truecel wizard since I don't want relationships and can't get any anyway.
No.216893
Try NoFap OP, maybe that will help you focus.
I am insanely furious about womeme and the fucking shit they are. I seriously wish we could just be some other kind of organisms that doesn't need another individual to reproduce. Sadly it is what it is so hold the sexual energy to yourself and maybe you'll figure out what you want in a week or two.
No.216894
>>216889What exactly differentiates a voicel from truecel?