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 No.309031[Reply]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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>>309272
i am getting really good on and off


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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.309261

>>309258
They've only had office printers for 40 years or whatever, they still can't get them right.

 No.309288

>>309258
I don't think I've had an entire month in my entire life without some sort of PC/electronics issue. ALWAYS something going wrong and the fact there is like a thousand potential fixes drives me insane. I remember when my internet used to just die sometime between 1~3am EVERY NIGHT and no one had answers for it.

>>309259
Too embarrassed, I've spun a lie about having a somewhat normal life to him so he will stfu about me becoming a normie.

>>309260
That is rough and I'm afraid of that happening. I think I'll just tell them from the get go that I don't have anyone in my life, I was a hermit and I'm now getting out there! I honestly would prefer if that cancels my extra responsibilities, but in my country it's very informal so I bet they will most likely just ignore that requirement or just pretend they called someone and say I am good..

 No.309312

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After NEETing for almost a decade, I finally had to get a job to avoid homelessness. After about a month of applying and lying through my teeth, I managed to get a one at supermarket. I've been working there for 6 months at this point, and I think I am at my breaking point. I went from a relatively comfy position where I could just sit down all day and only have to deal with the occasional customer, to one where I am at the front of the store dealing with the worst people imaginable. I almost walked out after being cussed out by two thieves in their ugly-sounding native tongue while I was performing a mandatory check on their items.

If I cannot find a way to live off the government and go back to constantly distracting myself from this awful existence, I am going to have to end it. I don't see the point in living like this, I can't even find enjoyment out of the little time I have to myself, because the thought of work is always looming over me. I've been looking for other jobs, but I have had no luck. How do you cope with these retail Hell jobs?

 No.309317

>>309312
Some ideas for you:
1) Ask your supervisor to change your position
2) Find an online job
3) Use fake medical papers to ask for disability
4) Pretend to be ill and live off charity
5) Go live in your car

 No.309329

>>309312
Most human beings aren't prepared for dealing with customers service,try to talk to your sup about going to the warehouse or stocking shelves.


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 No.309319[Reply]

I wasted 12 years of my life being stuck in shitty apartment with my in a third world country
This includes all of my teen hood as well as a bit of my adulthood
After realizing this, I got depressed. I just wish I could have done more things that were more important to me, such as starting out drawing earlier and moving out of that shitty apartment. It just hurt how much time I wasted being terminally ill online while being stuck in hell.
I am not sure how to get over this. I have time. I am 23, but still knowing that my life could have been better in the 2010s and the early 2020s hurts me deeply. I wish I was smarter. I wish my mom was not a lazy whore who constantly smokes and eats, and she sold that fucking apartment earlier so we could find somewhere better for life.

 No.309320

In the end it doesn't even matter, we're here just to suffer, think in this way: you could have been homeless and your mom could have disowned you.

 No.309321

>>309320
>In the end it doesn't even matter
Nihilist Slop Thinking
>think in this way: you could have been homeless and your mom could have disowned you.
Being homeless at least forces you to move around rather than be stuck in one shitty location.

 No.309322

>>309321
Wizbro I gave you my wizdom, if you think you're born to enjoy life and you live in regret because of your past then there is nothing that can help you, because you don't recognize our painful condition as mere human beings, so you will forever be deceived.

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>>309321
>Nihilist Slop Thinking
Pray do tell, oh enlightened one, how it is that you have come to believe this primate hallucination to have any real fundamental anchoring in transcendental meaning. Oh right! You cannot!

>but muh seat of subjectivity
>but muh immediate sensory experience

"You" and "Me" are nothing but the material bodies software. We exist in order to better orient our physical bodies towards items and places that are likely to lead to mating, and away from pain and danger. Nothing that we perceive or experience is consequential in any sense whatsoever. One day the human race will simply go extinct. And matter will continue on without us. Utterly indifferent to out absence.

 No.309328

you're 100 percent right, the only logical thing to do in these situations is to completely despise your life
>>309323
not true, there's an immaterial ghost controlling the bodies of humans and animals


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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

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>>296511
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 No.308721

I really regret postponing my attempt in april, now it's june and I'm still here

 No.308726

>>308564
They don't need to. They can give you enough proteins, fats and vitamins through IV injection indefinitely.

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Any ideas on how to commit suicide by hanging? I wonder what sort of rope, knot, techique and place would be the best. I heard that with a good arrangement you can snap your neck and die painlessly, but honestly since it seems to involve so much technique I tend to think that just regular hanging could be better. I'm only afraid of fucking that up too and ending up as a veggie or suffocating for two hours before passing out.

 No.308808

>>308806
I have experience in this. I've successfully killed myself several times via hanging. You need to read "The Peaceful Blackpill Handbook", "The Art of Not Living", and "Fun With A Razorblade by Big Gay Andrew Loomis". Once you do that you can ask ChatGPT for the best rope and height configuration for your IQ. Then you'll need to apply for a suicide license and pray to g*d that your therapist hasn't told your psychiatrist anything that would suggest you're only suicidal for a reason that SSRIs could instead cure. There is 0% chance the Demiurge will let you die if you don't hang yourself exactly as prescribed. You'll end up as a vegetable, or worse, a fruit.

 No.309327

How do you set up a timed message to emergency services to collect your body? The hotline doesn't take text messages. I don't want a family member to find me. I really have no idea here; this is the only major hole in my plan.


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 No.308343[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The Time God does not forget nor forgive edition. You will do this again.

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>>309302
the cool thing about the game is that there are no fixed objectives. you can just go to a cave and level up random auxiliary skills and chit chat with other cave dwellers.

 No.309318

>>309302
this is what happens when you turn society into something lethargic. unstimulating and inactive. I'm genuinely surprised we aren't seeing double-digit suicide percentages

 No.309324

>>309302
Its always been like this. The difference is back in the past failure meant a rapid death so the suffering wasn't drawn out. Take a look at 16th century inheritance records and you'll find the lower classes dying off and being replaced by the least successful members of the higher classes.

Now we are here to suffer for 50 years of adult failure instead of 10 to 20

 No.309325

>>309303
You have to pay for things, if you're not rich or have neetbux you lose the game.

 No.309326

Got shadowbanned on xitter got permabanned on 4cucks, all I have is this shithole


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 No.306449[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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>>309304
Yes, I do tend to reduce satanic religions to their least dignified form. the lego movie? A little more seductive. the matrix? Hooboy. Hall lectures? You're playing with fire at that point. Its called faith for a reason. Why would I just arbitrarily decide to believe the most beautiful personal encounter I have ever had is evil and blatantly evil stuff is good? Make it make sense. I trust Christ more than I trust my desperately wicked heart. I hope you will humble yourself as well.

 No.309309

>>309308
*spits*

 No.309311

>>309309
Okay have fun thinking yourself into a state of utter despair like I did before Christ threw me a line. Maybe that's what it will take.

 No.309313

>>309311
Christ is what made me feel despair

 No.309316

>>309313
>t. average active septic tank dweller


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 No.309084[Reply]

Anyone experienced getting fired from almost all jobs they ever had? I’ve failed at almost everything I ever had and got insulted before. Has anyone expirienced something similar
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 No.309139

>>309122
>I was fired a couple times because I "couldn't figure out obvious things". Basically anything that required my subjective judgement I fucked up too.
People complain about instruction manuals and guidebooks that are too verbose and treat you like an idiot, but a lot of those came about because the alternative was boomers with 40 years experience doing one thing and one thing only assuming what's obvious to them is just as obvious to the newbies that they've put zero effort into teaching.

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I think of myself as a stupid intellectual. No, not a pseud, that's some normie who wants to appear smart to others. I have a genuine passion for intellectual topics, I am just too stupid for most of it.

 No.309289

my mom is dying. im so retarded i dont know how to do anything besides pay the electric bill. they will want to foreclose the house cause i dont know how to pay the HOA. i dont know who im supposed to call. i asked her to show me this stuff a couple times but shes rertarded too. when i visited her at the hospital i just stood there and stared like a paralyzed retard. i prayed to jesus

 No.309292

>>309289
I'm sorry to hear you're going through this my fellow wizzie in Christ.

 No.309300

I can't tell if I am actually retarded or if I am just constantly too depressed and tired to function properly most of the time. Either way, too many things all pile on top of each other (diet, environment, health issues, aging, etc.) make it way too exhausting to care about anything.

>>309289
This is probably going to be me soon. I don't know how to do anything. I don't even know how I'd get a job, and I don't even have the right papers to anyways. I ask my family for help and guidance and they don't even seem to want to bother. I cannot even tie my shoes. I hope that you get through things alright as you can wiz. I don't think we should be too harsh on ourselves when nobody has ever showed us how to function in this world.


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 No.309207[Reply]

"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me." - Hunter S. Thompson

erowid.org
psychonautwiki.org
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>>309226
It's just a cope at the end of the day, what goes up must come down after all…

 No.309267

>>309225
aww he cant find a drug dealer

 No.309269

>>309207
I took psilocybin a few times because of all the anecdotes about it being effective on treatment-resistant depression but it didn't do anything for me
I got really high and squirmed around laughing like a retard for a couple hours but there was no insight or any relief lasting more than a day

 No.309278

>>309269
Low dose or not enough trips. Trip enough times and it will rape the false you out of existence and reveal your true nature.

 No.309281

>>309217
>>309225
>>309246
You certainly do not need social connections in order to obtain drugs. You have the internet at your disposal. How is it the current year and people still complain about not knowing where / how to obtain drugs. For example, if you want cannabis with minimal human interaction, I simply find a dealer on leafedout, message them on telegram, and they will deliver it to me. Not a single word needs to be uttered in person.


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 No.308999[Reply]

Are there people here who don't have a job or don't get NEETbux and have to live with parents who are abusive and stupid as fuck but you just can't beat the crap out of them because you're dependent upon them?
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 No.309168

>>309011
>You're absolutely right but what do you do if you're born in a shithole where there is absolutely no way to survive if you don't have parents

Most practical way would be to find a bunch of other neets and pool your bux to rent a house. With enough people the individual rent would be low. If you really live in some third world country there won't be as many regulations prohibiting stuff like this.

 No.309169

>>309168
>trusting other people
Are you serious right now, my nigger?

 No.309209

>>309168
sounds too ideal and you could just get a single studio apartment for similar prices depends where you live. much rather just have a 1 bedroom apartment, its actually my dream. just wouldnt like seeing others in the halls

 No.309271

I have neetbux but am struggling to find a room to rent in socal. Never moved out

 No.309273

>>309271
Why not just live on public land? If you have bux you can buy a car and solar panels and tents and stuff. I would need about 1k per month to sustain that lifestyle, but only because I spend $400 a month on weed. Most of the costs are start up costs.


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 No.301262[Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.
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 No.309237

I'm fucking mandated to take jewpills for the rest of my life, and have been on them since I was 6.

 No.309238

>>309237
Just stop taking them.

 No.309245

>>309238
I need to wait until I live by myself. My parents will snitch to my doctor if they know I don't take them anymore. And I suck at lying.

 No.309247

>>309245
>My parents will snitch to my doctor
SO
FUCKING
WHAT?!?

 No.309268

>>301262
just take oxy and u will thank me


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