/dep/ - Depression

>>305279
Oh yeah.

truly, 2020 was a great divide. All and all, I was on the lucky side in 2020 so got to experience the "haha normies getting rekt", "haha antivaxxers be mad", "haha oxford vaccine project rekt" haha fun and next to none of the "when will this eeeeeeend???" woe.

>>305295
I took a lot of pleasure watching the moronic cattle freak out. It was kind of scary to realize how easily they can actually be manipulated en masse though. Several reports of succubi ending their lives after 2 days of not being able to socialize. How weak, and these people vote? These people have says in our day to day lives in the workforce? Disgusting. I sadly did have to work during those lockdowns and I was pissed off about my country saying how kind and smart we all are for following the rules, and how our people know how to behave. Meanwhile everyone was acting like an animal with rabies. I am grateful for this event further entrenching me in my wizard life beliefs, I feel no shame in being an outcasted hermit who only operates in society when I have to. Not looking forward to the next mass hysteria event, I have a feeling it will be a lot more serious whether in terms of the actual threat, or the restrictions imposed on us.

>>305400
try keeping some canned food around + cycling it (think of ⅛ of you supply per season, that gives 24 months to cycle your stash of your canned food supply)

>>305279
>Seeing a doctor in 2005 was easy, took 1 hour. In 2035 it'll take all day and cost all you have. Same with ALL services, unless you can pay your way to shortcut it

I'm pretty sure they're going to make euthanasia laws lax in a few years time. MAID in Canada is already serving as a harbinger, and that's basically only killing off the elderly, despite what conservatives are fearmongering about.

I don't even think normie millennials know what's coming. The west's welfare state is completely unsustainable, the US is already sitting at 120% Debt/GDP, countries like the UK and France at 100%. The Greece styled welfare system collapse will come exactly around the time whites are a minority, and third world populations are a majority. If nothing changes, this is as deterministic as a marble rolling down a hill. You think they're going to want to pay pensions that are 80% of minimum wage to the already rich elderly of another race?

When Greece collapsed, the government agreed to a 40% reduction in pension payments as part of the austerity package. And this was a country with the rest of the EU helping them out. When western countries go, there won't be that stop-gap. That's the entire retirement village business model done for, they'll have no choice but to start euthanising as so many of the people in there will be childless.

This isn't even getting into the "Day of the pillow" rhetoric you're already seeing with the boomers. Boomers, for all their faults, are psychologically healthy, have a healthy work ethic, are in good physical shape for their age generally, and didn't get one shotted by tech addiction until old age. Most seem to delay retirement and try to keep working after 65, NEETdom was rare to the point of non-existent with their generation at the start. What do you think younger generations are going to think of the 10-20% giga-NEETs in the millennial generation? Who feel entitled to cling onto the lifestyle they grew up with, all the while there are no NEETbux for the youth. Already people are resentful that we won't get pensions like boomers, but the next generation will see millennials as living a likewise spoiled lifestyle.



I think the millennials with children will be fine, but the childless ones will be almost as fucked as we are. They'll be a hostile, despisPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>305084
Normalfags are retards, they deserve to be lobotomized and robbed by the big pharma. I don't know why you would care what zombies think about you, of all people.
>>305190
2020 felt like a vacation to me, since I didn't even have to pretend to be social or go outside and I got to witness just how fragile and retarded normalfags really are when they are forced to sit at home. Not that I didn't actually go outside either since I have to work out, but I did switch to cardio ie jogging around that time, but even the gymrat normalfags had trouble adjusting when the workout centers closed. Now even the zoomies that have kids raised them so poorly that they can't even read books without trying to swipe them like a tablet
https://archive.is/dLxhb
When the next lockdown like event happens, the next generation is going to be even more hopeless, especially if an EMP wipes out all electronics. I like to think people here will survive without them as we can still remember a time before smartphones/tablets, these kids? No chance.

>>304429
>looking for a warehouse worker job
I also trying to find a job right now, after being only at home for 5 years. My plan is to find a warehouse job because they dont require much knowledge and, as a social phobe, Im unable to work as a cashier or in similar roles. The main problem is that after 5 years nearly every day at home my stamina is basically zero and there are literally no muscles left in my arms. I dont know if Im even capable of working in a warehouse, but since Im a social phobe who is incredibly bad at maths, I dont really have many alternatives.

>>304722
Become a construction worker chad.

>>304725
this


you basically need to learn how stuff's done on-site, not how stuff's lined out by some soy-decaf-slurper let alone a special kind of person you "wouldn't seem to understand"

>>304722
Sociophobia? Knowledge?

If you're a responsible adult, you can be trusted with laying bricks and mixing the cement mix. Such a job is requiring you to not be a funny small-time-criminal that would steal random shit to sell for pennies and… that's where many foxes, weasels and rascals flub it up XD

>investing
You meaning demo trading where the brokers let you win?

Tried food delivery? No one cares who you are as long as you can bring the food from point a to point b.

I work in a clothing/household items store, god I hope they put me on deliveries on my next shift, working on the store floor is so fucking boring, not only that, I also have to tidy up after the fucking slothful, messy and inept customers

Anyone else here just fucking loathe tidying up after customers?

They can't take anything from me. I'm already dead.

>>305095
>tidy up after the fucking slothful, messy and inept customers
I've moved on from retail but I've put in my time there. Anything food court related was terrible, but facing product on shelves didn't bother me so much. Also they're kind of oblivious to the fact that the pay is terrible and you're up on a Saturday morning dealing with their BS instead of doing something fun like the rest of society and their weekends.

>>305095
>working on the store floor is so fucking boring, not only that, I also have to tidy up after the fucking slothful, messy and inept customers


demand background music (random idea)


>>305103
why not trying to switch up that attitude to

>They can't take anything from me. I'm already lain

?

also, see /jp/

Got kicked out of the team I had been working with for the past 2 years. My team leader just can't be bothered to put up with my shit anymore. According to him I bring "negative vibes" to the workplace and that's why he is no longer interested in working with me. But I know he just hates my guts and got tired of pretending he doesn't. I made a small goodbye speech on our last meeting. A foid cried. Which is funny since I always made a point to avoid her like the plague. Once I even called in sick so I didn't have to work a shift with her. She must have liked the treatment since she was inconsolable. Nobody else cared.

I'm starting on a new team next month. Hopefully this one will last another 2 years. I will do my best to keep interactions short and strictly work related and never ever attend any social gatherings.

>>305087
next stop - test your iron levels and check if your body handles iron well.

or, just get some iron supplements as well…

>>305090
to steel my nuts, lol? anyway what does iron do? will it help me not feel like somebody's trying to crush my neck when anxiety hits? i'm fucked up enough that anxiety feels like a very physical thing

>>303176
Friendly reminder you body might not be able to absorb it from food or it might not be able to produce it by means of sunlight… both cases happened to me. After a study on vitamin D my doctor prescribed me pills of 5000 iu of vitamin D per day for four months. In the very first week those pills solved a problem that for almost two decades I thought it was normal: perpetual exhaustion. Nowadays I have more energy and don't even feel tired after working out. The downside of this is that I cannot blame fatigue for my lack of interest in developing my skills… that's a psychological issue no ammount of money will solve.

>>305097
Thank you for being with me.
See, I used to hear on how the lack of vitamin D ruins the mood for the Finnish people. I understand when a Saint-Petersburg guy lacks the money to buy some cod liver, but the Finns??? Thank you for explaining the need for proper meds-like vitamins D

Regards, OP




>>305097
>The downside of this is that I cannot blame fatigue for my lack of interest in developing my skills…

ugh? uh? Your job, mate? Your title?
Coulda help you a li'l bit at that I guess

If you work at some gov't job, you will feel empty a bit from the very nature of strict gov't jobs, "by the book" and stuff… If not, please tell so I could some looking up.

>that's a psychological issue no ammount of money will solve.
Ah, sometimes you just need some *edutaiment* videos that explain your things in fun manner rather than bold manner. Coulda ask a chatty for some fun channels to larn something *adjacent* to the skills you already have

>>305093
>to steel my nuts, lol?
:D

>anyway what does iron do?
hmmmmm… blood cells use Fe+ ion to contain, to "grab"/"hold" oxygen.

Less ferrum in your body means less Fe+ atoms are ready to parttake in your fresh blood generation.

Thing is, one's blood cells can only be used for mere weeks and then it gets recycled by your own body. The efficency is around 40%, if I remember it right.

Therefore, your body needs iron to make new blood as your body keeps destroying old blood cells with Fe atoms going down the drain.


>will it help me not feel like somebody's trying to crush my neck when anxiety hits? i'm fucked up enough that anxiety feels like a very physical thing

Hmmmmmm… Iron deficency and anxiety can be interlinked.

Some random words on top of that:
"inflatable neck collar", the thing's under 5$
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Ignore this. It was crazy.

The aggressive ads are just coincidences and it's impossible anyway.

I'm being gang stalked by rogue uncreated algorithms.

I live in an emotional world that hates me and no one believes me.

>>303197
>>303198
>>303212
The thing is, 2010s Internet was "dead" compared to 2000s Internet already.

1. Many bots
2. Little to no cool stuff to surf
3. Algorithms of Youtube trying to pick more and more addictive slop for me - not the stuff that would educate me.
4. I swear, 2000s Internet was more welcoming.
5. I still frequent the websites they would tell me about somewhere else, but in 2000s, they would recommend me stuff. Yet… I would never find a new comfy site to lurk at via Internet in 2010s.



To mess with the algorthim, try AdNauseam extension.

Also, try looking up some chicken coups, buckwheat, 75% chocolate bars, Au shares, Miami balconies, silly paper fingertraps etc.

>>303197
you shouldn't be on social media anyways. It's nothing but propaganda.

>>303197
bump
>use a local llm chatbot then, blin!

download LLaMa on your decently new puter if you have one
get a Telegram messenger and then try finding some tg channels that provide you access to chatbots like GigaChatDeepSeek @perplx for free
get AdNauseamUOriginAdBlockky
get a separate "typewriter laptop" e.g. somewhat old laptop. Doyour home office on it. Shuffle your music on it as well… and get an external hard drive to backup your realme stuff.

Try hitting Archive.org's "cratediggers" section some day also.

>>305398
Really rough anon
Reminds me of my experience
I just want to be free from responsibility
If my life is gonna be sad and pathetic atleast leave me be in my small bubble of relative happiness
Nothing good has ever come for me from interacting with the world and I wish to cease

>>305403
Can I ask what job you're doing now? I think the best we can do is try to find something that isn't so bad and lower our standards of living so we can have more free time. I had 1 year of working nightshift at my job, it was bliss but under new management I'm now forced to interact with customers during peak hours and drive in horrible traffic. I thought I appreciated what I had, I didn't appreciate it enough. Sadly good jobs are disappearing these days with the advent of these eager slaves willing to break backs for peanuts. When I first entered the work force they would joke about how half of my day I was free to "look busy" and do my own thing. Now you can't even take a 5 second break after pulling a 2 ton pallet with a broken trolley without being yelled at and written up. We are worked like those slave egypt had

>>305366
working out is pathetic, and for 50 IQ imbeciles, OP is moaning about not having free time and you suggest to waste even more time in a shallow retarded meaningless hobby that only gets you body dysmorphia

>>305362
I'm 36 and been NEET all my life and to me its a mystery how people even manage to get jobs to begin with.
back in highschool all my classmates somehow had university and apprenticeship and jobs lined up for them but I had nothing, then people told me I have to send my CV to places which I did but everytime I got a rejection or an interview where they already decided to reject me because there are apparently 5 billion other people lined up for the job.
I been signed up to countless job programs at the local job center and none of this shit has ever yielded me a proper job so all I did was sit around listening to some twat explaining how to write a CV or doing a warehouse wagecuck job while getting paid less than half what a real warehouse wagecuck gets.
I even volunteered for the Military and they told me to get lost.

>>305408
well, this is sad to hear you was never allowed to get a normie job.

Tough question is: would you ever consider this job to be your dream job? Or would it be your 9 to 5 drudge?

Have you considered a career in tough industries like heavy machinery or naval oil rigs as a mean to say the world "BRING IT ON!!! Let's settle this!" and hopefully go away unscathed? Not to mention mining. Miners these days are supposed to be responsible, not some pickaxe-swinging country guys, after all…

>>305418
>I see stories of betrayal every day on the internet

I have sames. My silly idea is, get a bunch of acqua– you know. Quantify your friendship XD

>>305418
I have "thingy" suggestions too!

1. Locks for glass cases cost 3$ a piece. Locks like this keep 2 thin pieces off glass shut together. They used locks like these A LOT back in the day here.

2. Try collecting plushies XD

3. Try installing a nice lock-able crate under your bed, I dunno…

4. Attach some toy-like objects to your wooden cheap furniture so your dad could spin some spinners / perss some buttons without really grabbing stuff XD (asuggestion that came up to my mind randomly)

I've got a mentally ill family member that won't stop taking my clothes: they either steal them and put them somewhere else in the house, throw them away or give them to other people. I had to buy a shelf with a lock, stopped it from happening and now I do my own laundry to make sure nothing gets stolen. Mental illness is involved since this happens with other things, but my clothes are what is most often stolen, for whatever reason. Not much else you can do, if you can't get a lock on your door or containers then at least start working towards some shitty apartment you can move into.

unrelated, but op suddenly made me think that i've never owned anything of my own lol

>>305424
locks for wardrobes look cool, IMO. Homemade gun cabinets that could hold an armoryful of 12ga/20ga/3006/nines :) but that don't have to, which hold cute and adorable stuff instead

I have pain every day in my abdomen and chest, no clue why, I usually get scared and ask my parents to bring me to the hospital but they don't do so and I'm not comfortable at the ER due to my disabilities, there is no way to remain sane when in pain I would like to receive palliative care but apparently if you don't have cancer they treat you as an addict and only prescribe placebo meds such as paracetamol and gabapentin

>>305426
i have chronic pain in every single part of my body and other symptoms 24/7, broken teeth, brain, stomach, throat, chest, back, skin issues, urological issues, i dont know what illness causes them cause i can't afford to know, im broke and my family is trash. hope i die since i have to kill myself immediately anyway.

>>305427
thats the case for most countries. if u want relief from pain u need opioids, and u have to buy them illegally from dark web or locally or through other methods depending on your country. your family is trash too.

>>305427
Sooooooo…

You say you feel pain *somewhere* in your abdomen plus *somewhere in your chest*. One can assume your body generates pain in some natural crevices of your food processing system.

Doctors and tests… can only assume: most common toxins and bio-hazards. You probably should try switching rooms within your house or try spending a day in an inn.

My another guess is - one of many - you may have a bad reaction for some common or semi-common food. Do you drink milk? Eat cheese? Mix whey? Some weird bacteria in it from your local food supplies may trigger your *super-sensitive* receptors no one else in the area has.

Another guess is, you have a "mild" allergy for some food that you eat weekly or bi-weekly yet which lasts. I am not experienced in battling food allergies so I can only assume.

Another food-related issue may happen if, for some reason, it hurts to process meat due to some kind of infestation transmitted by ticks. If you ever try going full vegan, though, make sure to get some supplements that have B12 vitamin and digestible iron.

Another random guess is, it's a manifestation of auto-brewery syndrome, but that's a wishful thinking of mine and nothing more :)

If you eat "slightly spicy" food, your gut may feel the burn even if your tongue does not. No doctor understood my issue until I abandoned the spices for an unrelated reason (the 'rona made me reconsider getting my fav spicy sauce and it stays that way since)

>>305160
I've thought the same thing as you, my guy. Lately though, I feel like I came far too early. The technological singularity feels like something that'll be close to happening by the end of my lifetime if I were to keep living.

I envy those who'll be born within at least 2030, because I believe the children born in that time will get to experience it fairly young.

Unfortunately, a lot of us are gonna be stuck here, waiting in a shithole that seemingly moves at a snail's pace when it comes to the technological singularity's arrival.

Is it actually allowed to say goodbye ITT? There's a chance I do it one day, it'd be nice to be able to post my farewell here without the post getting b&

>>305293
>technological singularity
I feel like tech indeed advanced hard 2000-2015, now there is literally nothing significantly new compared to 2015 unless you count the copy-paste of llms as progress. nothing in everyday life has changed. the fake religion of singularity is based on the fake notion of exponential technological progress. Also if it wasn't for a handful of people at one Dutch company computer hardware would have stalled a decade ago

>>305381
If anything technology has become more hellish because it's optimized to be addictive. World of Warcraft was called World of Warcrack, but that has nothing compared to the cynical gacha-slop lootcrate goombling industry. Around 2012-2016 I just noticed everyone getting addicted to smartphones, by the time you arrived in 2017 everyone was living online. I used to think of myself as being special in the 2000s for being terminally online, because it was still rare at that time.

Boomers are all literally living in an artificial world, take a look at facebook some time and you'll see they're all just watching AI slop. You see them comment under the videos enraged as if it's real.

I feel that the digital world will stop being as relevant in the future. I think there's serious diminishing returns for user data. Anyone who is addicted to the internet, after a few years, falls into the same habits. And material constraints (oil, copper, etc) will mean that the real bottleneck will be in the ability to buy shit, not in the ability to advertise.

I keep wondering how the internet is free for third worlders. I get how it's valuable to advertise to a first worlder, but an indian living week to week, what's the value of him or his user data?

my drugs are running out, last time they did i had stroke like symptoms and ambulanced myself to insanity ward after 16 hours or so cause i couldnt bear it
so i have 2 days to kill myself
guess we will have an answer if train suicide works or not this time

>>305379
hes just a need relax you buttocks mr wagefreeman

>>305382
neet*

>>305382
Mental illnesses don't exist, it's a judean psyop.

>>305384
never seen a drooling retard? anyway go work out a but youre fat

>>305385
Judean PSY-op!