Such a weird feeling; I don't care, but at the same time it also kind of saddens me. Or rather, it leaves a lasting impression on you mentally, so to speak. I remember I sometimes stumbled upon this guy's youtube
https://steamcommunity.com/id/Kunio_KunAnd now I see that he is dead, died last year or two years ago now.
I did not know the guy personally. But it's still sad. It is hard for me to digest that the person is no more; there's nothing.
Everything is impermanent, I guess; such is life.
Well, at least they're free of all the suffering.