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 No.304361[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.304984

Is there ever going to be more to life than video games and porn? I guess I'll never know.

 No.304985

>>304984
Since pornhub took down anon amateur videos, the entire porn industry became worthless piece of shit. Maybe there's still some fun left on paid sites, but I sure as hell am not paying a succubus.

Also jerking off only makes it worse. The more you jerk off the more you want to jerk off and it just never ends. Waking up in the morning with intense desire to rub is far worse than regular depression.

 No.304986

>>304985
>giving a shit about 3DPD porn and ugly disgusting meatbag roasties with stretchmarks and uneven tits.
for me its selfmade AI 2D succubi.
>Also jerking off only makes it worse.
I accepted this as part of life, its like eating or shitting or having to sleep. also not jerking off isnt really an option anyway, spending the whole day with blue balls is much worse than jerking off for an hour a day or so.

 No.304987

>>304986
>this nigger needs porn to jerk off
It is not needed. In fact, it makes things so much worse. I jerked off yesterday in the shower and I feel calm and yet pure. My dopamine is not fully burned out and I can do shit while also having no intrusive thoughts of sexual nature.

 No.304988

I live my life with the assumption that I will kill myself when the consequences of my actions catch up to me. But what if I don't have the guts to pull through when the time comes? It's a dangerous game to choose between a few extra years of life and having a backup plan if my suicide attempt fails. I've been trying to ease into the idea more and more so as to be prepared for when the time comes.


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 No.296511[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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 No.304773

>>304330
From my research it takes up to 20 minutes maybe even more, an awfully long time for one to panic and call the ambulance, one really need benzos to keep calm.

 No.304949

does drinking vodka help build the courage to do it?

 No.304950

>>304949
yeah when your liver fails

 No.304976

>>303508
That was Dante and Augustine's fanfiction. Samson and Saul kill themselves in the OT and they're still saved.


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 No.293203[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

I'm going broke, and I really don't know how to deal with this fact. I went to 4 doctors to treat it, but none of them worked, and no matter how many medications I took, I was never able to overcome this problem. But these only caused me terrible side effects, such as fatigue, weight gain, apathy, a lot of disinterest in everything, and alopecia, but they were never able to attack the impulses. Violence never stops.
Sometimes I blame my family for raising me in such a violent environment, but then I think it's better to bury the past and look forward. But sometimes it is difficult, since it is not about the violence of 10 or 15 years ago, it is about things sometimes from less than a week ago.

I feel like an alcoholic, where instead of keeping a place free of that poison, it is offered to me in all shapes, sizes, colors and flavors.
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 No.304837

>started to feel the wind on part of my scalp I normally don't feel the wind on

 No.304839

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>>303728
Every time I leave my house to go anywhere now, it’s like 3 or 4 dudes out of 10 have their heads shaved. It’s starting to look like some secret cult. It’s funny. It truly is the combover of this generation. The way I see it, it’s just another way of hiding the receding hair. It’s not “owning it” in any way. Owning it would be to just not care and let the male pattern baldness follow its course, without a care in the world, not obsessively shaving your head every other day to hide it.
There is this weird idea that if you’re showing your scalp, you’re owning your baldness, but that’s just false. The problem was never the scalp itself, but the receding hair pattern, and shaving your head hides exactly that, pretty much.

Not throwing shade at you, wiz, just something I noticed for some time, and your post really brought it up out of me. I am balding myself, but shaving is just an extra chore. Better to have a regular haircut every six months or so and let the crown show. It’s fine. If there’s a style that I feel like is “owning it,” one’s baldness would be like pic related. No hiding the pattern, no obsessive shaving, just what it is.

I mean, if you want to shave it and you like the look, that’s all that matters, really. I’m just throwing my two cents in on this shaved head trend it's been going on for a while now.

 No.304969

>>304839
give this man a kimono and a katana and suddenly he's stylish

 No.304972

>>304839
that guy is my dad's fav show

 No.304973

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I got the double curse of thin/sparse hair on top of a Norwood 5 hairline - I look like a warthog if I don't shave it.


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 No.302319[Reply]

Let's discuss strategies for getting rid of pessimistic thoughts. No negativity allowed in this thread.

I know this is a meme, but taking a shower can completely turn my mood around and make my worries go away, even if it's just for a couple of hours. Listening to uplifting and happy music is also very effective for me. Sometimes I have to force myself at first, but generally it changes my mood.

What are some things you wizs do to minimize depression?
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 No.304802

Go fuck yourself.

 No.304805

>>303536
Don’t waste your brain on that unverified junk>>302319

 No.304809

>>302332
Everyone's perspective is biased and distorted anyway. We inevitably minimize reality no matter what we do. People here who don't actively try to make themselves optimistic still minimize reality by distracting and detaching.
It's not like anyone here just sits with their thoughts about how horrible every aspect of the world and their life is and does nothing else. They might have that as a background all of the time but they are still engaging in various activities to make it more bearable than just say lying in their bed with their eyes shut or staring at the ceiling the entire time.

I've been at points where attempting to make myself feel better just backfires because it felt too disgusting and incongruous to buy into anything that felt like delusion.
But in general I prefer being able to feel happy and optimistic for brief periods if it's at all possible.

 No.304836

>>304805
You need fact checked and peer reviewed studies or what?

 No.304968

I've made baby steps in feeling better by accepting reality I can't control. It used to burden my mind constantly about the collapse of my country, all of our countries. Now I just put more effort into my personal problems instead. Helps a little bit, it's no magic cure though



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 No.300442[Reply]

The top 5 regrets of the dying according to an Australian palliative care nurse Bonnie Ware are:

-I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.
-I wish I hadn't worked so much.
-I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.
-I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
-I wish that I had let myself be happier.
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 No.304958

>>304957
From Gibbon:
>The people of Rome, viewing, with a secret pleasure, the humiliation of the
>aristocracy, demanded only bread and public shows; and were supplied with both
>by the liberal hand of Augustus. The rich and polite Italians, who had almost
>universally embraced the philosophy of Epicurus, enjoyed the present blessings
>of ease and tranquillity, and suffered not the pleasing dream to be interrupted
>by the memory of their old tumultuous freedom. With its power, the senate
>had lost its dignity; many of the most noble families were extinct. The
>republicans of spirit and ability had perished in the field of battle, or in
>the proscription. The door of the assembly had been designedly left open, for
>a mixed multitude of more than a thousand persons, who reflected disgrace upon
>their rank, instead of deriving honor from it.

 No.304959

deathbed regrets are the dumbest fucking thing ever, and normgroids are retarded for living their life trying to avoid them

 No.304965

>>304959
how do you avoid regret, other than making every move perfectly?

 No.304966

>>304965
You don't need to make the best choice. You need to be happy with what you ended up with.

 No.304967

>>304965
Probably better to focus on trying to avoid major regret. Smaller regrets don't occupy the mind as much



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 No.302164[Reply]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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>>303153
same situation
i just drink anyway lmao
and sometimes it goes away
it depends on how severe your GERD is

 No.303691

>>303344
It's gotten worse with age, will probably fuck up my esophagus if I'm not careful. at its worst it feels like there's molten lava in my chest. so i've been cutting back.

i've tried anti-acid tablets but it makes it worse in the long term i noticed, better to just drink a lot of water - and never imbibe on an empty stomach.

 No.303722

>>303691
I had a GERD-like booshi back in 2019


in 2020, I realised it was the "not so spicy" spicy food from work that was doing the inflaming stuff to me

 No.304933

>>303691



ok, just in case


try to eat 1 source of carbs only per month or, at least, week:

switch between:
rice/pasta+bread+buns/buckwheat "kasha"

to rule out undiagnosed GLUTEN stuff

 No.304961

literally bro…
who needs buy alcohol?



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 No.304408[Reply]

new internet of over 10 yrs now… is it me or there is nothing left to talk about?
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 No.304615

meh im so booooored

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 No.304757

so bored

 No.304955

bored as f

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 No.304887[Reply]

any wizards choose to take psychiatric meds?
and also what's the deal with assisted/medically induced suicide these days?

i hate crawling back to antidepressants but when my thoughts start getting too dark that i can't metabolize them on my own with meditation, and i can't concentrate on anything, i just need something to take the edge off, and if i'm not abusing substances, it's really hard to think of anything that will work better than prozac. but i hate that i need them. my old doctors would say something like, "well what if you needed glasses would you hate them and refuse to wear them? Or just get glasses and live your life?"

Seems switzerland actually lets non-citizens have assisted suicide? my mental health is not really severe enough probably… i don't have a terminal illness or anything… just a tootheache and dysthimia that makes me want to escape dealing with it head on… i had a fleeting relief by researching it and seeing it exists, but the thought has since passed (for now)
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 No.304946

We shouldn't let murdering scumbags get to live on the taxpayer dime waiting 30 years to be executed.

If a murderer confesses and pleads guilty he should face the firing squad the next day. That'll scare them straight. Then you'd see crime go down.

 No.304947

>>304946
>Then you'd see crime go down.
We'd see less people admitting to murder, and more people murdering those who got their criminal friend executed either through vague legislative involvement or by directly pulling the trigger.

 No.304948

>>304947
> more people murdering those who got their criminal friend executed

I don't think speeding up the process would lead to that.

> "Oh it'll be 20 years till my murdering buddy is executed, so I don't care as much"

 No.304952

>>304932
>basic human right
Shut the fuck up you judeomarxistic worm. Biomass like you shouldn't have access to the Internet

 No.304953

>>304945
>>304952
This is not pol



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 No.302379[Reply]

Every morning I'm nauseous, really nauseous, sometime I puke and when I'm not nauseous I get random abdominal pain.
When I'm not nauseous or in pain I may have shortness of breath and tachycardia, often I'm also constipated.
Despite the vomit and constipation I try to eat and drink as much as I can, I'm losing weight and I fear to end up bedbound if I don't do so.
I've done some medical tests like blood tests, endoscopy, ecography, with no evidence of disease…still I'm really sick.
And my problem is I'm monitored by my parents, despite being an adult I have no freedom and they don't want to help me with suicide but I can't live like this.
I'm being tortured with no end in sight.
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 No.304012

>>302379
shortness of breath and tachycardia can come from reduced monoamine oxidase activity, very rare to have this.

try a tyramine free diet, since unmetabolized tyramine can lead to tachycardia and shortness of breath since it raises blood pressure.>>302379

 No.304025

>>304012
sounds somewhat relateable… i burp after cheese

 No.304936

>>304935
My diet for December has been:
more fish (good?)
more soda (bad?)
more beans, lentils cabbage (?????)
no meat
(inb4 soyboy) no soy also
no diary (seems to help?)
no spicy food also

 No.304942

>>304012
Ahahaha! Thanks for a hint, fren! Because I've been avoiding dairy products altogether for a month AND my burp problems have gone - even though my fizzy soda cola intake was awfully high yesterday. Havent it been for your hint, I wouldnt have noticed how smooth my last month was


regards, this very guy who've been complaining of being forced to lent - IT SEEMS TO DO TANGIBLE GOOD


i take i need to only eat dairy in moderation or… well,abstain from it,going full soiboi (im wizard-aged already anyway)

 No.304944

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i have same sympthoms two years ago. punking, panic attacks, nauseous, shortness of breath, sinus tachycardia, feel like someone holding my throat. urine and blood test were normal and doc said so healty.

then i realized my throat get irritated especially in the morning. its due to silent reflux. im in diet for 3 months. i have eliminated cigarettes, coffee, and chocolate from my life.



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 No.303176[Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3



they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke
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 No.303659

>>303658
Of course, I grabbed a random german one (doppel herz) it has:

L-Valin, L-Leucin, L-Isoleucin, L-Threonin, L-Methionin, L-Phenylalanin, L-Trytophan, L-Lysin, L-Histidin and non essentials are L-Arginin, L-Tytosin, L-Cystein.

You can put this into an llm to get explanations..

I've been doing this for 13 days and there is a slight difference… but also my eating habits are very bad and one sided, so it surprises absolutely nobody

 No.303660

>>303659
Thanks. I might find something similar in a DM store or something.

>but also my eating habits are very bad and one sided

Same reason I'm thinking basic vitamins worked a bit for me initially. I guess I was so deprived that anything, even low quality stuff helped.
I'm trying an iron pill now, it has 14mg iron 10mg zinc, 1mg copper(?) 1,4mg B6 some B12 and a bit of folic acid.

Doctor wasn't worried, but my blood iron is constantly on the low end so I decided to take this anyways.
Hope for something notable and that they don't mess with my BP meds.
Was drinking 2-3 energy drinks a day for a decade before and was forced to quit… That had B6 B12 too. Maybe this is the key to salvation.

 No.303661

>>303632
Depending on what you mean by "libido problems" pelvic floor exercises could go a long a way.
That was my issue. Now I can jerk it to doujins all day again if I wanted to.
The desire is lower now that I'm past 30 though. Probably natural + dopamine fatigue.

 No.303941

>>303180
what if i'll buy one too…

>>303659
>Of course, I grabbed a random german one (doppel herz) it has:
>L-Valin, L-Leucin, L-Isoleucin, L-Threonin, L-Methionin, L-Phenylalanin, L-Trytophan, L-Lysin, L-Histidin and non essentials are L-Arginin, L-Tytosin, L-Cystein.
bump

 No.304934

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one - vitamin D


it's winter, so youre most likely in need for a source of vitamin D


The lack of vitamin D has been linked to both depression and ruined immune system



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