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25 years old haven't done anything Anonymage 09/29/26 (Tue) 19:57:46 No.310771 [Reply]

No girlfriend ever no sex not even a best friend just 25 years of existence with nothing to show for it. Watching younger people on social media doing everything I missed out on is excruciating. Life is hell when you're unattractive. Praying that I die tonight from internal bleeding in my sleep

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Anonymage 10/01/26 (Thu) 02:13:54 No.310803

>>310785
Joining the army would be cool if they would just let me artistically play with the guns and uniforms.

In reality you're forced to pair bond with a bunch of ultra normies. Play sportsball. Sing and dance (yes literally I live in a country where we must pay respects to the "natives" and singing/dancing is damn near daily at the army). Eat shit food. Work shitty jobs as shooting live rounds is an occasion as we are piss poor. What a horrible time it would be in the army. Let's say you are there for 1 entire year. MAYBE 10 hours of that entire year are doing cool things, and that's if you're lucky. Would be cheaper for me to fly out to LA to a gun range, or even better yet I think Vietnam or similar counties offer the same thing and I assume for WAAAAAY cheaper.

Anonymage 10/02/26 (Fri) 16:14:53 No.310886

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>No girlfriend ever no sex not even a best friend just 25 years of existence with nothing to show for it.

what would be something to show for it to you, tell me and i see what i can do for you. i swear to not disappoint!

>Watching younger people on social media doing everything I missed out on is excruciating.

don't watch younger people on social media have it better and easier then you. instead find out how to make good use of your limited time so that you don't feel the same way in 5 or in 10 years!

>Life is hell when you're unattractive.

it is also hell when you are attractive, which is well within your means of becoming btw. your body will make you attractive or unattractive based on your surroundings and your choices, these people who tell you that they are nothing but the result of their genes are missing the point of being human and having the ability to make choices, learn to not repeat mistakes and grow.

Anonymage 10/02/26 (Fri) 16:15:44 No.310887

>>310785
>Join the Army

ban her

Anonymage 10/02/26 (Fri) 17:10:08 No.310890

op when you have not completely turned your life around by tomorrow, i swear i will flip over the table your computer is on! now i don't intend to ruin any furniture of yours but you leave me no choice in case of disappoint.

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 23:30:03 No.310933

>>310771
I'm telling you this right now bro, 25 years old is nothing. I'm 32 years old and have literally done nothing of note.

You will age faster than you think, time flies by. I've got less than a decade before I turn 40 years old. I don't expect to accomplish anything at that age either. Also, don't look at younger people, envy is a poisonous thing. You're at a young age yourself, actually. I thought I was young then, but now I'm 32 and genuinely can't get rid of the feeling that I'm a psuedo-senior. You just feel older when you haven't done shit, weirdly enough.

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Evil Oekaki Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 20:05:15 No.310925 [Reply]

Whenever you feel depressed, crazy, angry, and stressful, come here and draw something using Evil Oekaki. You can draw anything here before chaos. do not draw pornography is prohibited!!.

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 20:33:00 No.310927

hi, it's the OP of 'sad oekaki'. looks like you're my nemesis

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 20:47:32 No.310929

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Anonymage 09/30/26 (Wed) 13:59:45 No.310788 [Reply]

At what age did you become blackpilled about your life?
Around 12-14 I knew exactly where I would end up, and sadly was completely right even back then, nothing changed
Everything went about as poorly as expected
Being relatively intelligent as an autistic sperg is worst.
Not even having the bliss of ignorance

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Anonymage 10/02/26 (Fri) 09:54:30 No.310867

>>310852
>>310853
>I'm in tune with NATURE
>*has a panic attack and falls in to a deep baby rage when he doesn't get to suckle on his daily poopy smelling little niggy doobie woobie*

Anonymage 10/02/26 (Fri) 10:11:38 No.310868

>>310867
nice projection, but I hope you find peace and come to terms that it don't matter, i'm gonna enjoy the fuck out of this life before i go

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 01:33:17 No.310899

I remember being a kid and actually thinking I was going to make something out of life, have good health, etcetera.
Then during my high school years (14-15) I had a reality check that isn't wrong up until this day.

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 20:29:43 No.310926

>>310788
By 16-17 I panicked when I realized that I had absolutely no fucking clue what I wanted to be, and it spiraled from there.

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 20:33:17 No.310928

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In a sense, for as long as I can remember. I've always been a nihilist.
But I became severely depressed around 10-12.

Mentally Ill parents will destroy you Anonymage 10/01/26 (Thu) 04:34:59 No.310806 [Reply]

I'm already in a bad position. I'm a 29 year old Zoomer. My parents are mid range boomers. Even if they were somewhat normal there would be so much of a divide that it would make any common ground unreasonable to expect. However they are mentally ill. That was the excecution shout after I was already on the ground cowering and blown to pieces.

My father: Total naive nimrod. He could be in the middle of a South American prison yard with everyone giving him death stares and sharpening their blades. He'd be smiling like an idiot and ask "Do you mexican fellas like tacos?" "I have a lot of money back at home, I like to buy nachos!". He leaves his car RUNNING and unlocked as he spends hours in the shopping centre. His car has been stolen atleast 10+ times. He's no longer able to be insured, yet he still does this. He's dropped an easy 150k+ in stolen cars that could have been idk, not wasted? I swear his awareness IQ is easily like 10~25. He gives everyone money but his own family.

MY mother: She's even worse, she has all the same qualities as my dad but she's also mumbling to herself non stop. She talks 24/7 and that isn't a joke. She will have an hour long rannt at me about checking the mail box "I checked the mail, or did i? I didn/t wait no i did but i dont remember or did i did i? there was no mail or was there? there is mail? when is mail?" Literally just that on repeat, if she isn't talking she is grumbling to herself NON FUCKING STOP!!!!!!!!! why cant she shut the fuck up

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Anonymage 10/02/26 (Fri) 17:20:14 No.310893

>>310806
1998 or 1997? if the former, yes you're a zoomer, if the later, no you're a millenial

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 11:21:24 No.310909

>>310809
The GPS tracking stuff is barely worth it unless it's for insurance. You could hand all the hard evidence to the police on a silver platter, and they wont do shit 99% of the time. My mother can't read or write anymore ever since "the breakdown" she's not really functional. If she does write it's just swirlies and doodles.

>>310810
Yes, do you think those people I described are able to be reasonable? Lmao.

>>310811
Sadly they've been like this all their lives.

>>310859
Sounds like a nightmare. I don't know why so many of them are demented psychopaths who like to hurt others. I have a few like that in my family. As good as the perks of a family are, I'd rather stay away from that drama and bullshit. I'm happy to be left out, hell they've probably even forgotten about me.

>>310892
Aunt/Uncle are hoarders, it's so bad they have stuff stored on the grass verge and footpath lol. Also weird how the family gatherings were always held at their place, so we all had to just eat and drink on the footpath essentially as there was only room for 6 ppl inside.

>>310893
1997, im a zoomer

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 17:40:12 No.310920

>>310909
no, 1997 is the last year of millenialism

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 18:45:43 No.310923

>>310892
I'm a hoarder.

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 19:44:53 No.310924

get a low paying job in the other side of the town and live in a box in someone's trash yard.

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Severe burnout Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 13:50:42 No.310911 [Reply]

dont enjoy doing anything anymore and no desire to self rehabilitate either.
How do I fix this?

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 14:01:35 No.310912

lie down and develop an immaterial dimension in your mind

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 16:35:27 No.310919

>>310911
>dont enjoy doing anything anymore and no desire to self rehabilitate either.
>How do I fix this?

when enjoyment is your goal there is a way to get it that few people are talking about.

you operate from the perspective that you do things and then you enjoy these things because you did them as if the things made you feel enjoyment. you might believe that doing things you enjoyed before were making you happy:

>do thing->feel enjoyment

whether that is true or not, it seems to be your expectation of how enjoyment functions.

after having learned how to do it consciously in meditation my perspective on this is different. i decide whether i enjoy something or not. to me joy is not something that you get as an reward or as a byproduct, to me it is something like the lights in my car. i flip a switch and they go on.

to me the enjoyment is not related to the act. this is my constelation. all of these are possible for me.

>do thing-> not feel enjoyment
>do thing-> feel enjoyment
>not do thing-> not feel enjoyment
>not do thing-> feel enjoyment
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Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 15:23:57 No.310914 [Reply]

I try to be better but I always fail and get underestimated I have tried but always get ignored and fail, bad luck has always followed me since the beginning since the beginning this world has never been fair to anyone except those who are lucky damn I don't understand

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Wageslave General Anonymage 08/30/26 (Sun) 20:21:36 No.310123 [Reply]

seeking an escape edition

previous >>303736

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Anonymage 09/29/26 (Tue) 22:44:03 No.310779

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Anonymage 10/01/26 (Thu) 04:38:05 No.310807

>>310645
It's hard to play games, or rather invoke new copes that don't already exist in your current roster.

Anonymage 10/01/26 (Thu) 19:07:51 No.310834

>>310123
Can someone redpill me on "networking"? What is it really?
I know some people who work jobs. OK. How is that going to land me a job?

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 06:47:47 No.310902

>>310834
>what is it
getting someone to like you so they'll give you a job

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 11:24:06 No.310910

>>310752
Yep succubi are usually the worst. It's rare to find those old granny types who treat everyone like their grandson lol. I had one like that but wasn't for long..

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Anonymage 07/01/26 (Wed) 18:20:00 No.308855 [Reply]

Does anyone else envy those people who say "I have 12\6\4 (etc) month to live"?
Imagine KNOWING for sure -more or less- how many time you have left; all the impunity, courage, quickness and nimbleness, resolution and firmness, with which you would do anything and everything.
I envy such people!

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Anonymage 07/02/26 (Thu) 19:36:04 No.308887

>>308886
burials, cremation, it's all the same to me, I just don't want my remains to stay in Eur*pe.

Anonymage 07/02/26 (Thu) 20:13:17 No.308888

yeah would be really good to know how much i have left.

Anonymage 07/06/26 (Mon) 14:23:52 No.308957

Not really, it's a slow death. You should envy those guys who suddenly die from heart attacks or ODs

Anonymage 07/27/26 (Mon) 13:34:35 No.309374

even when I was more content during the early stages of NEEThood (when I wasn't harrassed daily to find work) I would have liked knowing I had 6 months left. I could have wrapped things up rather nicely. I hate how I could be living shit for decades and then once I find a bit of peace I end up dying. Not so much dying I guess, but the painful process of it, as it usually is.

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 09:09:05 No.310908

>>308855
Even then I wouldn't know what to do with the time left, probably. Hell even then my dumb me likely would delay buying a new computer like I've been doing for years because I would think I could still need that money. Like in a video game where you save the best rarest single use items for the very end or the most difficult section and you don't realize it while playing through the game when the right moment is and suddenly the game is over and you've never used that item but made the game harder than it had to be.

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Depression Crawl Thread LXXVII Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 07:21:00 No.310904 [Reply]

Hesitation is defeat edition. There is no running away.

Previous >>309794

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 07:37:55 No.310905

Looks like my hesitation to write my magnum opus has been eradicated. Thanks.

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 07:45:25 No.310906

I def hesitated many times in my life when it mattered like getting a job when i was much younger, asking for help for mental state. Shit just pilles up and eventually you have to face it. It's hard. I don't blame anyone for running. I did.

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 08:57:05 No.310907

>>310904
i grew up spoiled so i never developed any sense of urgency to do anything. even after i graduated college, i just did "nothing." Now im halfway to 36 and i rot at a desk as an overnight security guard.

this job is too comfortable to leave

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Why can't I be like everyone else Anonymage 10/01/26 (Thu) 15:29:57 No.310826 [Reply]

I want to be like people on tiktok can have fun can be famous can be any character persona they want, but me, want to be anything on tiktok and want to be famous, I'm not allowed by my parents, this is annoying this is not fair, so I make tiktok videos as is and not as good as other people and the character is not as good as other people on tiktok, my persona character is cheap just a blue blanket as a cape and a yellow crown that I made from cardboard and maybe my tiktok and youtube videos are just for fun and archived so they don't get lost and to show my tiktok to my friends so they are cool and not inferior to their own tiktok and my friends also have tiktok and they always say where is your tiktok I have a cool tiktok where is your tiktok?, and I don't care about income I just want to be able to be a persona character as good as other people on tiktok and be free but my parents forbid me to make tiktok content like other people can be free and have good persona characters, I'm so jealous

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Anonymage 10/01/26 (Thu) 20:32:10 No.310847

>>310832
and dark anonymage

Anonymage 10/01/26 (Thu) 22:39:49 No.310849

>>310826
>I want to be like people

what a mistake, you have been seduced by normality to reject your individuality. being yourself is better then being normal, you just don't know how to make yourself feel good yet.

if you believed in yourself you'd want to be nobody but yourself! you could see a documentary about an amazing person and you would conclude that you would rather be yourself and you don't for simply having neglected to believe in yourself.

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>>310827

Anonymage 10/01/26 (Thu) 22:43:49 No.310851

>>310826
sucks that you parents forbid you stuff but tik tok is owned by bad people and if you knew better, you wouldn't want to use it.

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 06:48:30 No.310903

>>310826
> and want to be famous
Doubt. The competition is insane.

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