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 No.304577[Reply]

it hurts being someone tacky and not being smart. I was told I was tacky one day, it really hurts. truth is hard to accept, the hardest is being told things to hurt you (tacky in this case). I will achieve nothing and they'll get away with it (those who insulted me). I hope for justice one day that will ever come
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 No.304614

>>304605
really? how so?

 No.304616

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>>304609
>This sphere is made for predators where the stronger one beats the weaker person and claims social advantages but as humans evolved to be conscious and hierarchical animals we transmitted physical superiority to symbolical power relations
exacltly. I am weak physically and symbolicaly I can't gight back. people on internet who say bad things to you sounds so confident and feel unbreakable. me on the other hand, am weak and feel crushed whenever someone insluts me

 No.304617

Take it as a favor of sorts, they gave you intel the rest of the planet is thinking but not sharing.

 No.304620

>>304617
yeah if only I wasn't hurted easly. all I can do is cope with me, I and myself

 No.304624

>>304616
>me on the other hand, am weak and feel crushed whenever someone insluts me
Are you a female child?



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 No.304361[Reply]

The imposition edition. How many times have you done this? Previous https://wizchan.org/dep/res/303254+50.html
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 No.304600

>>304595
if you keep clicking "roast me more viciously" on Grok, it inevitably leads to some graphic suicide taunting.

 No.304602

I overheard two people talking today, a man and a succubus. I suppose they were on
a first date. The distance I felt from them was terrific. It is a wonder that I
could hear them at all, across such a distance.

 No.304606

>>304600
Why would anyone want to be roasted by a chink?

 No.304608

>>304602
How far did you stand away from them? I mostly am so busy with my own thoughts that I have trouble following the conversation even if someone standing right next to me is talking to me.

 No.304623

I can't seem to stop farting like hell. The smell is horrid. It's been like this for 2 hours straight. Is this some magic brewing inside of me



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 No.303736[Reply]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.304599

>>304596
True, the work system is completely fucked. People that don't like working work for people that don't like them whom the the working people don't like to earn enough money to buy things that are provided by working people who don't like working that work for other people that don't like them whom the the working people don't like.

 No.304611

This isn't about me, but it's about my mother.

I have zero sympathy for her. She chooses to do wageslave out of greed, she has repeatedly made it clear that she loves money more than anything. She wants to earn earn earn. She has no care or concern for anything else.

Im more terrified of the fact that she gleefully chooses to destroy her health like this. Its unthinkable to me. Thats absolutely abnormal. Normies are a slave race, but nobody ever tells you the horror of that reality. Imagine happily getting up after 4 hours of sleep everyday for years, with heart disease, with diabetes, anemia, and persistent nutritional deficiencies, dependent on 6 different medications, eating such horrible foods and even abusing your kids for not eating the same garbage as you to show how superior your lifestyle is, while working 12 hours a day in hot crowded environments which you can easily trade for better if you tried. And being completely happy doing it.

Its a fucking nightmare. I live in a horrifying nightmate.

And the worst part is that I will be blamed if she collapses, because she violently hates me and gave birth me solely to satisfy her abuse fetishes. Thats literally why im here, for prolonged grooming and abuse.

No way I am walking down the same path as these fucks. Never.

Wizards feel terrible living like this and always try to find a way out, but normies… jesus fucking christ. I refuse to think about it. They deserve 100% of everything they get and I pray that wizards can escape this purgatory.

 No.304612

>>304611
It's better to work and have money than to not work and not have money. Only someone who is being supported by a family member who is working or wealthy can have the luxury of not working.

 No.304621

There's going to be a reckoning at my place, the crew has taken to chatting. A lot. The warehouse aisles keeps clotting up because people keep stopping to chat: two people will stop working then it peels people walking by until we have 6 or 7 midwits yakking about video games or whatever. Don't get me wrong, underachieving is my life, but socializing is not. I've got a few of them that keep coming to me for their social needs too and it's absolutely draining. Get some friends off the clock and quit using me as your wife/brother/bestie/whatever. I'm going to see if the boss wants the boss wants the off-site unit cleaned today, these people are driving me nuts.

 No.304622

>>304612
>it's better to be a wage slave than not
ugh dude



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 No.301262[Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.
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 No.304430

I was on prozac for a while and I'm pretty confident it made my memory worse but most of all it killed my dick. I almost want to kill the doctors that prescribed it to me before I die

 No.304439

>>304430
I had the same experience (impotence) with antidepressants…what's up with that? Why do they kill your dick? Realized then and there that these pills come from the devil himself and that I should avoid them like the plague if I can. Also, never trust psychiatrists, psychologists and supposedly "mental health professionals", they don't know shit, it's all about conducting experiments on humans for some big jewish pharma company.

 No.304440

>>304439
You're right on everything. It's experiments, you should never ever trust these "people". I don't know why they kill your dick but it's truly devilish. They make you numb. You don't feel anything. For me, this started after I stopped taking them and it's been like that since a year, no libido, no orgasm. Once a week I'll go insane over this issue. right now I am tearing up, just can't think of something else. I don't want to be part of this world anymore. Nothing brings me true happiness lately. Avoid them like the plague wizs.

 No.304454

>>304440
Wow, that sounds horrible, my case was only temporary, I only took the pills for a few weeks and when I went impotent I stopped immediately and after a couple of days everything went back to normal…Your case actually sounds like something you could take legal steps to get some money out of it for compensation, if you have the time and money for a lawyer…That's fucking ruining your life-tier bullshit. If you live in the 1st world and have the means, sue them in court.

 No.304619

>>304454
Sue the doctors or the brand? I live in the 1st world, but what makes me think I shouldn't is that one of the two doctors is a friend of my mother's… I told her one night how much her actions had ruined my life, but she continued to deny that my side effects were real, claiming that they should have stopped by now. She never warned me about side effects or anything, and I wasn't even depressed to the point I would need medication. I agree that it's a life ruining problem. I'm even still kind of young compared to wizards here (19), I think it's fair to say that this is lawsuit material. It's not even like I took them much longer than you did, just a month or two (Honestly, I didn't know what I was doing, just took a pill here and there). Honestly I don't know if I even want money. I don't need it, it's dirty… I just want my life back.



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 No.304408[Reply]

new internet of over 10 yrs now… is it me or there is nothing left to talk about?
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 No.304568

>>304539
this looks like it was drawn around 2012, the year Wizchan was founded, this was the internet Wizchan was born into

 No.304574

>>304568
wasnt it funded way before?

 No.304575

>>304574
way before?

a wizchan of 2000, that would be cool

 No.304576

>>304575
yea '00 n somethin

 No.304615

meh im so booooored



 No.304604[Reply]

It's not a thread to talk about insomnia. It's a thread to live the insomnia.

Post your 3AM thoughts here

 No.304607

3AM thoughts would be just like an unmoderated depression crawl thread, so this thread is redundant. I am confident OP is a troll who isn't aware what self hatred is and how it manifests.

 No.304610

Moved to >>>/b/1030601.



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 No.302844[Reply]

And say something about it if you want. I'm scared of my dad so I'm drawing a monster (him?)
I didn't know we could draw. Why isn't this done more often?
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 No.304564

>>304553
This is what that "cyber psychosis" all the kids are talking about is.

 No.304570

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 No.304590

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that's me on daily basis

 No.304592

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Well one of my biggest fears is becoming a 50 yo man that deeple fell in love with a love live character like Watanabe You… "why?", you may ask, because online I met a guy like this and he has influenced other users, no by a concious will but, how to put it? Like a black hole of weabooism.

 No.304603

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I am afraid of the future; I only live in the present. Any disruption to my lifestyle causes me anxiety and strong suicidal thoughts.



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 No.304573[Reply]

Guys, I hate to admit but Ive tried to distract myself from the degradation of life using the breadcrumbs society calls "happiness" or "content" or some shit but I refuse, I can't be some bitch boy. I want to do horrid and terrible things to succubi specifically. I wanted to blow my fucking brains out but in a way that would be submitting to it. So im stuck in this sick fucking cycle like a fucking rat in a wheel. I can only cause pain and suffering, its yearning. There is no fucking god here. I wish I was a god, a god of the purest form of hatred and disgust for the human race. Boys, use your hatred… for hate.
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 No.304581

>>304580
Yeah, it was to vent. I had witnessed something dismal and humiliating. Clearly you've succumbed to humanities label or "your own definiton of success" or whatever the fuck. Cope more pussy, I hope you find the same hatred as me and do something beautiful.

 No.304584

>>304581
Out of curiosity, what did you witness?

 No.304589

Hatred is only useful as long as it doesn't destroy you or inconvenience you greatly in the process.

>>304580
You can't know what OP's going through and what he will end up doing. Plenty of image board posters delivered with their edgy power fantasies and made them into reality. Most of us jut vent or fantasize about things but there is always a chance some guy will really go nuts. Not everyone is the same as you.
>Grow up and get a job for starters…
lol How would that improve his situation? (That's if he is unemployed to begin with…)

 No.304591

>>304580
FWIW it doesn't fit the definition of power fantasy, because breaking someone else's skull is far from impossible.
>We've all had that phase when we were writing epic posts with badass Greek statues
That's definitely a projection, but yeah most people have been through the whining on the internet phase. For some it never ended. Not sure if it's good or bad.

 No.304594

>>304573
> Ive tried to distract myself from the degradation of life using the breadcrumbs society calls "happiness" or "content" or some shit
That's the wicked game of the modern world: wageslave for scraps > spend scraps to consume recreational distractions > lie to yourself about one day "getting ahead" > continue to wageslave > repeat until dead. It's all pointless repetition and stagnation. I can fully understand why people are violently lashing out more frequently than ever before, they're desperate to escape the waking nightmare of modern life (or they get duped and radicalized by political propaganda). Personally, I've been studying spiritualism and theology, as well as practicing forms of meditation in an attempt to elevate my consciousness, transcend humanity, and forever leave this doomed planet behind when I die. That's my intention, anyway.

>>304580
>get a job for starters…
I see this kind of post made a little more frequently these days, I assume it's just a weak attempt at trolling. I personally have a full-time job and it barely improves my quality of life, not nearly enough to recommend it to anyone ever. Having a job these days does practically nothing positive for a person, let alone a wizard. Wageslavery is referred to as such for good reason, so fuck off.



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 No.304582[Reply]

Don't lie to me, do you have a pet, a dog, a cat, a mother, a father, or a family member that you love?
A few days ago, I had a terrible experience involving anger and frustration, and I realized that a simple hug took away any cruel intrussive suicidal thoughts in my head, almost like a grounding technique. Now I try to hug my pillow or squeeze my chest, and I even started to think that those machine hugs for autistic people could be effective for wathever it do.
And yes in a way its relaxing.
>Also
One of my cats start to purr too much when i become too much anxious, strange behaviour but maybe she try to be helful in a way.
Another one of my cats died in a cruel way. To be honest, I spent a few weeks feeling detached, thinking about how stupid life is, full of suffering, and yet we seek to cause more suffering sometimes.

 No.304583

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>>304582
The life of a Wizard can end up being a life of solitude locked away in an ivory tower.
But honestly, I never liked this ivory tower.

 No.304585

nah, i have a tulpa and that satisfies all my love and affection needs.

 No.304586

I dont have any pets and never thought about getting any. I see this as animal cruelty to cage some animal and have it be depending on my worthless ass.
the animal wouldnt have a happy life so I never bothered.
also yes I have family members but hugs arent really a thing in my family and I never hug anyone, at most you can get a firm handshake out of me or a fistbump.
last time I was hugged by my mom must been like 20+ years ago.

also "to be desired" doesnt sound appealing to me at all, it sounds like another annoying chore and what I learned in life is that if you are on some other persons mind then it always means trouble one way or another.

 No.304588

>>304586
would you hug your mom and tell us what happened?



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 No.300844[Reply]

It's completely fucking evil. I hate living in a world where it even exists, much less one where it's celebrated. It's something 99% of men do, they don't even think twice about it. I feel completely alienated from humanity because of this. Every time I read or hear something about it I get this pit in my stomach and a sense of impending doom. It used to give me panic attacks, but now it only fills me with unbridled rage.
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 No.304404

>>304376
men falling out of society and stopping breaking their backs for them is their worst nightmare

 No.304407

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Not gonna lie to you
That site >>304356 and this >>304404 sound oddly like a feminist.

 No.304409

>>304407
we're all neets here, fuck off

 No.304411

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>>304407
>feminism is when men stop supporting a broken system that discriminates them and which is built to benefit and give preference to females wants and needs
what a retard.

 No.304571

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>>304407
Based witchGOD



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