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 No.307023[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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 No.310717

>>310689
Couple of days or so. Again it sometimes come back but not as bad, I try to drown out shit with music all the time. I can never live without my phone and headset or i'll be dead already.

 No.310718

>>309999
Fujiwara no Mokou detected.

 No.310728

I want to leave this as a last testament.

I'll probably wake up, delirious and in pain. In case I don't, let these words be granted some ephemeral permanence so that they might be recorded unto less reckless records.

I HATE YOU.
There aren't the words to describe my desperate hatred of your initial respite.
You thought that bringing some half-hearted joint life in your union would birth love? I don't know if I should damn your ignorance or your naivete.
And that you would cajole and trick your way into such desperate methods.
I can't blame the one that was entered into such a union at the point of 00 buckshot.

AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN GRANT HIM THE BAREST OF MERITS!
Your mind remained transfixed unto the violent and the exciting. His deficiencies didn't even leave a dent. Illiterate or not. Hatefulness. Violence.
It didn't matter.

Reliability. Sustainability. The dependency of a steady pay-check stood no chance to the tingles in your cunt!

AND I CAN'T EVEN DIE!!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
STUBBORNESS IS BRED INTO ME!
TO GIVE IN IS POSION! TO ADMIT DEFEAT IS PURE ANATHEMA!
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 No.310729

>>310728
Is this AI

 No.310730

>>310729
No.
I'm a real person. Just a little incomprehensible from all the alcohol.
It helps me. At least, I think it does.


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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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 No.310697

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wrong tab again

 No.310723

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 No.310725

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>>310723
#stopracism

 No.310726

>>310723
ESL can't write the word 'like' properly


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 No.310565[Reply]

ITT you humor me as i play psychologist and i try to give legit helpful good-faithed answers, preferably based on phenomenon you have a chance of have seen play out in reality already. in case of failure and the absence of anything helpful at least i skillfully disrespect you.
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 No.310610

>>310609

yeah. i have been eating particularly less healthy in the last month, i'd probably want my pee to be more acidic because i am peeing out alkalic stuff that should have gone to balance my inner ph. i pee this good stuff out without having it counterbalance any acidity in me. i think if my ph was more like 6 it would be better. i just eat the last bit of shelf stable industrial strugglefood crap i bought before i eat that good good again.

 No.310664

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the more i read dep the more i consider mental health like an occupational theraphy. they way you would give a child a toy to keep it occupied, most of you have mental unhealth just to keep you busy so you can be too absent to live a life. the more i read, the more it just seems liek a weird habit of choosing to be unwell the way edgy teenagers used to crush aluminum drink cans on their forehead while laughing like retards. so when i wish you sweet babies mental wellbeeing, i mean i hope you stop harming yourself as a past time and choose health.

 No.310721

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what is the opposite of depression?
first thing that comes to mind for me is 'upliftedness'.

the word depression to me calls the image of terraforming a sim city game and i use the brush to make an indent into the landscape. the 'depression' is the hole left in the ground. i notice how completely detached this word is from circumstance.

the word stands without giving clues as to how the depression happened, how it effected the life of the person or who is responsible for the depression. i believe those are too important pieces of information to even humor the possibility of describing a situation without them.

the concept of rape makes more sense to me because it implies that someone did violence to that person. this violence others inflict on someone is completely different from the violence that is self-inflicted. self inflicted violence i simply refer to as stupidity. to me the attempt of putting these two different sources of damage into the same concept feels like trying to put a N64_cartridge into a play_station_1.

homeboy is wearing wooden shoes to his dank robes, i'd wear those but with modern shoes made for actual walking.

 No.310722

>>310610
>i just eat the last bit of shelf stable industrial strugglefood crap i bought before i eat that good good again.

Freeze!
Freezer it to reheat it when you're really short of time.

 No.310724

>>310722
>Freezer it to reheat it when you're really short of time.

i have a tiny refrigerator but most of the time i keep it off. i just buy 2-3 days worth of food at a time and for this short of a duration i don't bother cooling it.


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 No.308814[Reply]

How do you deal with extreme public humiliation and a destroyed reputation? Shits suicide fuel
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 No.309773

>>308814
>How do you deal with extreme public humiliation and a destroyed reputation? Shits suicide fuel

social status is an illusory game. you are somewhat pre-programmed to mind being considered of lower social status but the world in which this cultural system made sense has not been existing for hundreds/thousands of years. this is industrial mass consumerist cattle dystopia and you don't have to mind being unpopular or lonely because those states merely represent the opinions of fools and your only concern should be not to be one of the fools. if you ever felt being popular and in high demand, you'd hate it so much that you would not lament the absence of it. most people don't know how lucky they are never to have been popular because it would invalidate their entire social framework. they would hate it so much, they'd wonder why they ever cared about anyone if this is what results from it.

 No.310356

Being smug about it and accusing random idiots of probably having the same issue

 No.310366

Nobody has the answer fer my psycho badass enslaver over the chasm created by tampons. I want horned Donald and Barack and Beercock to go choose chairs and eat six sheet lose filanges but hey charades and wooty wetness checks and harem death for my pot medicine. Kill me for crawling in my skin for Ritalin already. Six julips later I still need disrespeccies death. I hate meth lol.

 No.310719

>>308814

You probably should ask modern AI to tell you a story using some fresh prompts.

I think Ive just invented a couple of prompts for such a dialogue.

1. "please be my personal PR manager for this thread"

with some attention for asking, "I suspect that I am dealing with the consequences of a failed publicity stunt. Given the ubiquitiousness of the Internet, help me to drown the unpleasant info about me with something boring day-to-day-ish"

 No.310720

OR
1. "please be my personal PR manager for this thread"
THEN
2. "I am looking for a complete rebranding of myself framing my stay-indoors, humble, cozy-gaming, non-competetive personality as chill. Avoid the feel of me being "keen" with staying indoors though,






And then, you ask AI how come the British have a problem with people who are "keen" given how British people tend to mask their true feelings under a mask of fake easygoingness. Bonus points for discussing the Japanese "wa" (harmony) as a social construct that forces the Japanese to "keep face".


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 No.309794[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

Previous: >>308343

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 No.310704

>>310703
Nuclear war is so uncommon and been blabed about for fucking years now, if countries want to nuke, they'll nuke, not make a billion of threats and never do anything.

 No.310705

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>>310704
True…
Damn, this sucks.

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>>310709
>>310710
You made me waste precious seconds reading this drivel. You owe me an apology.

 No.310714

>>310713
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 No.310716

>>310715
Yes, yes. We all think you're special, O enlightened one.


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 No.301262[Reply]

It's Saturday night and I started taking a new antidepressant called Mirtazapine (15mg) on Thursday night.

This is my 10th or so attempt at a psychiatric medication. I've tried lots of therapy too.

Wish me luck anonymages. I was about to quit my job but watched some motivational videos on autoplay on Youtube for hours and as cheesy as it was, they convinced me to give this a go.

I didn't even get these prescribed recently. It was way back last year and then I just didn't take them because this particular medicine has a reputation for making people really fatigued.

It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.

Maybe it'll even help me turnaround my fortunes at work where it looks like I'm sliding towards a firing or just being unable to come in. Barely stopped myself raging at my boss the other day and took 2 weeks sick leave from stress afterwards. I need to swallow some humble pie come Monday and hopefully these pills help. Being off work for 2 weeks showed me I'm just as miserable and actually more so depressed, anxious and stressed not working despite all the antiwork slogans I collect.
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 No.310339

>>309959
>>310174
Yes my head does know this well now!

If you want to get healthy you don't just patch up your symptom, you try and throw some supplements, vitamins or micro-elements at the suspected deficiencies! And quit sugary drinks and coconuts cheap sweets, the palm oil gives you sore skin, sore guns, sore everything.

I personally consume something many Scandinavians do because they're Scandinavians stuck on a fishy peninsula.

 No.310551

>>310339
>And quit sugary drinks and coconuts cheap sweets, the palm oil gives you sore skin, sore guns, sore everything.

Correct 100%.

>I personally consume something many Scandinavians do

Which is what? Fish oil?

 No.310688

>>309245
just flush them down the toilet. do they actually watch you ingest the poisons? simply flush them slowly.

 No.310706

>>310688
>do they actually watch you ingest the poisons?
yes. they watch me religiously.

 No.310708

>>310706
Replace them with non-psychoactive similarly-shaped pills and take those when before them instead. Eliminate the jewpills.


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 No.310367[Reply]

If you are hopelessly depressed and lonesome, you simply need a mu-opioid agonist to rectify this state of affairs and make you feel connected and whole.

Opioids are literally the chemical of social attachment, and this becomes evident shortly after you take one.

Obviously do not abuse them and take them at the lowest effective dose, and you can be like me and treat your depression for years without trouble.

Has anybody else here had experience with them?
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 No.310583

They've scientifically proven that taking these actually sensitizes you to pain, meaing you feel pain worse as a baseline after taking them for a while. If you actually have pain you are basically asking to be hooked for life. I can understand it though, it's all a judgement call on whether your pain is bad enough.

I don't think they do shit for mental health. People just get euphoric and disconnected from life. It's like being in a comfortable haze that shields you from the normal feelings of life, but it doesn't actually make anything better.

 No.310596

>>310367
I more favour to use LSD with therapies.
There's more ways to get the feeling of social connection without drugs.

 No.310687

>>310372
>I swear these people are demons.

Yes, they are. They do not care.

 No.310696

>>310687
No one can afford to care nowadays. Everyone's been priced out for the most part.

 No.310702

>>310687
They just do a job for the most part. People forgot what evil means. Very rarely doctors are actually evil. Not caring isn’t evil either it’s more like indifference.


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 No.310123[Reply]

seeking an escape edition

previous >>303736
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 No.310656

do you have a dead end job or a good job?

 No.310667

>>310647
I don't think I've ever had any job for more than 2 years. I've had about 20 jobs in my life. Currently, its wallyworld. its not so bad, or at least wouldn't be if i could just keep my head down and work, but since i'm a straight white guy, I get targeted and I'm on red strike 3 for absolute bullshit they made up now that can't be proven either way but it's the team lead's word vs mine.

>1st: not understanding the commands given when they made an ONLY-SPANISH-SPEAKING succubus my manager, instead of me who was runner up. I used to get praise at that store, but ever since her, no more.
Transferred to a new store.
>2nd: first got talked to for using too few bags, then written for using too many bags
>3rd: put ONE thing from the topstock in a neighboring "home" when I'm the only one actually doing the topstock instead of just leaving everything there like the nonwhites do, without getting in trouble. You shoulda seen that shelf I made it look beautiful and spacious, and it will remain that way long after I'm gone… and I GOT CANCELED FOR IT!

 No.310672

>>310645
Also have a week off and feel the same way. I might go to the doctor next week because i just cannot. I can't do it. Where are the nukes?

 No.310680

>>310648
check out no longer human, some good quotes in there

 No.310699

>>310648
Yes he is. I would recommend Alberto Caiero poems from Pessoa too


 No.301895[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.310172

>>309613
I've always wondered how – if Plato and Plotinus and Porphyry, etc. – were so smart, why didn't they succeed in defeating the demiurge? Perhaps they weren't as smart as they imagined themselves to be?

 No.310291

bump

 No.310295

in truth practically every single person who attempts and fails regrets having ever done it. Life can get better wizzies, the more you spend looking into that dark mirror the worse things will seem to you

 No.310505

>>310295
>Life can get better wizzies

I hope so wiz.

 No.310686

>>310295
any advice you'd be willing to offer?


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 No.310663[Reply]

I just played a dating sim for the first time. In hindsight the story was nothing special at all, but the innocent nature of the love story between the MC self insert and female lead left me afterwards feeling even worse than I usually do

It's been a few days since I finished the game and holy shit do I feel empty. I keep thinking; it's over, it's over. It's almost as though my cold dead heart became that much heavier and now i'm irritated

I suspected I would feel this way but ignored my better judgement. I've played similar games but they were more lustful which didn't hurt at all.

TLDR: Romantic dating sims are a cognitohazard

 No.310665

Felt that way after playing miiside or whatever it's called

It was definitely a traumatic experience like people said it would be, I didn't take it seriously

I deleted it after speedrunning the piece of shit as quickly as possible to get it over with but I felt a bit depressed after it, dunno exactly why, maybe because of the part where it makes life feel repetitive, like you're actually supposed to spend your time trying to win the approval of a psycho bitch

 No.310681

Why would you do that to yourself? I don't relate to those kinds of protagonists at all. At best, it's nice to see characters who were truly meant to be together end up together.

 No.310683

Name of the dating sim?

 No.310684

>>310683
EVA ayanami raising proj w/asuka. specifically getting to marriage ending. I got a lot of cute romantic events on the way there..

>>310681
i find it easy to immerse myself

>At best, it's nice to see characters who were truly meant to be together end up together

Hate to sound like a crab but i'm sick of that. People in general sicken me so seeing them happy makes me feel like i'm not understanding something that I should. At least I dont spoil the mood with my presence or unwanted opinions but that's 3DPD


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