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 No.302164[Reply]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.307898

>>307897
mfw the beerrs are cold

 No.307899

Any alcoholic just wake up one day and get bored of drinking?

 No.307901

>>307899
yes, but then later that day I want to drink again

 No.307929

I've just been pounding Steel Reserve, Natty Daddys, and Jim Beam.

 No.307930

>>307899
Yes. I've found that beer just makes me fall asleep before I even get drunk. I start getting a little buzz and then boom, asleep. Like browsing here I just keep doing it in vain out of habit. It's really over now, isn't it?


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 No.307210[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.

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>>306157
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 No.307922

>>307921
nigga, just download unity and fuck around with tutorials. it doesn't take much to get stuff moving on the screen. gamedev as a hobby can be fun, but never turn it into your job. designing and building a cohesive product that will appeal to the average player is genuinely a difficult task, and everyone and their grandma is trying to make it as a indie gamedev so the market is oversaturated with trash.

 No.307923

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Came back from College after 3 weeks. I had some kimchi and kraut in jars and was eating them for probiotics. My mom tells me the garage fridge defrosted for some reason and just threw the shit including the fucking jars too in the trash because "she didn't want to smell it"

Are you fucking with me? Because of that shit? She offered to re buy them but it's so stupid I don't even want it. I'm not even mad about the veg being thrown out, you tossed an entire glass jar because of a bad smell??? Why must I be fucked in the mouth by every person in every way

 No.307925

>>307922
I can do the "Fuck around with tutorials" part fine. It's the actually building up a game where I quickly get overwhelmed and give up. To me, structuring that kind of project is too difficult. There are so many moving parts

 No.307927

>>307778
I'm reaching that sad conclusion. I'm 34 and very rarely meet anyone 30+ on here. Probably because most of us have accepted our fate and have nothing to say or have killed themselves. The other day I tried posting something and couldn't since "my post looked automated." Meanwhile bot post #23454 telling people their life problems stem from circumcision or troll posts pass through. This place is becoming another R9K with all of the 20 somethings going through a rough patch with otherwise normal lives. Not to mention the various third worlders who dogpile you for being a "firstie."

 No.307928

>>307925
try iterating. make the smallest version of your game, like a single level then just improve it over and over until you get something good. don't worry about structure and clean code, you can always just start over fresh and re-write it with everything you've figured out.


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 No.307519[Reply]

i'm 37 (soon to be 38). watching as your body degrades in real time is debilitating. earthly life is evil in every aspect.
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 No.307847

>>307845
this is true. since the brain is the center of your world when it gets damaged too much you basically can't help yourself anymore

 No.307856

>>307846
Noice. Agreed. Advil exists for a reason. Grab a hot/cold beverage of choice and do it to it.

 No.307876

>>307847
yeah you're also delusional if you don't think this can easily happen to you with one bad drug trip or brain infection, alcoholism takes more time
voices, mini-seizures, insomnia, visual hallucinations, you're just rekt for life and antipsychotics do nothing but turn you into a drooling retard

 No.307882

Just be healthy bro

 No.307926

>>307845

>If your serious I can only say that you are delusional how bad things can get.

unless i have seen dramatic regeneration while you have not.

>You are not going to walk off schizophrenia and epilepsy-like symptoms.

i disagree twice with this.
1)trying to walk something off as a general attempt to self-healing might usually be in the top 5 ideas on what to try to make it better so what are you teacher's pet even talking about. you using your walking ability is the river that the city of your body was built next to.
2)what if there are ways to easily improve things, how will you behave? will you cross your arms and make mean faces insisting that this can not be possible like you always do? or will you be humble and give each reasonable idea it's fair chance to make sense. because otherwise when you say YOU ARE NOT GOING TO, how could you even know that if you display such arrogance and stupidity. there could be something you don't know about.

>Once you reach a certain point of brain damage it really is over

again i disagree with your arrogant assumption that you understand what is or isn't possible. you are ruling out the possibility that there is amazing stuff you simply have not found.


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 No.307767[Reply]

>phone alarm wakes you up from blissful sleep
>you're in a warm comfy bed, under a warm blanket
>you bury your head under a blanket for 10 minutes but soon drag your ass out anyway
>drag your ass out to work, where everyone is very demanding and aggressive and hates you
>get back 10 hours later, having no energy to do anything
>do the same thing tomorrow again
I just want to sleep I'm tired of repeating the same morning torture ritual every day. If we weren't ruled by greedy subhumans we'd have 4 day work weeks by now.
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 No.307884

>>307832
I guess being able to work gives you a certain kind of freedom

 No.307887

>>307767
Temporarily unemployed, starting again in the fall. Had various IT gigs in the past, they were all terrible. The meetings, always feeling exposed because anyone can ping you at any time on Teams. Soulless open floor plan offices where you have to book a nondescript desk in advance. Commuting. Red tape. Social interaction with people who somehow seem really invested in the BS work we were doing. The absolute soullessness of it all really wore me down until there was almost nothing left. Now that I'm unemployed life finally is starting to be enjoyable again but I know it's only temporary

 No.307888

>If we weren't ruled by greedy subhumans we'd have 4 day work weeks by now.
Greedy subhumans is one thing, but another is normies on the rat race. As long as they keep competing for pussy, life will be shit for wageslaves. Maybe the crabs will collectively throw in the towel and give up on the hustle and grind. Life would be so much calmer and easier if normies stopped trying to outstatus one another. Life would be so much cheaper if we wageslaves didn't have to fund our employers and their succubi's luxuries. It's only a pipe dream though.

 No.307892

>>307769
I wish I could work for myself and be my own boss instead of making someone else richer.
>>307884
For many people, freedom is only found within walls.
>>307888
People overestimate the number of normies. There are just as many if not more failed normies. What you're asking for is for them to accept their loserdom which is just absurd.

 No.307924

Grow weed


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 No.307908[Reply]

It comes to my mind very often how evilness surrounds everything, from your own body being rotten and painful to the average politician being cruel and unhinged.
I can really assume we live in a hell realm, people are so used to suffering that atrocious and disgusting news such as murder or car accidents are deemed normal.
We're born without knowing why in a world we did not create and we must obey rules we did not decide, there is really no point in counsciousness when existence is like this unless it was conceived by evil forces for evil purposes.
So my conclusion is that we live inside a reality of pure evil, no chaotic, no orderly, just pure evil without any sense, like hitting your head until you die.
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 No.307911

Everything revolves around balance. Evil is just another useless concept that doesn't work without there being good. Maybe existence is just there because some bored Gods wanted to demonstrate each other what these formal concepts look like in full colour and how limited conscious beings behave when they are given the option between good and evil.

 No.307913

>>307910
And I' sure you define torture as minor inconvenience.

 No.307916

look into gnosticism. i'm increasingly convinced it's the truth.

 No.307917

>>307913
Here is a list of what I call torture that is commonly suffered on earth:

Hunger and thirst -> the most common form of torment in nature and the major cause of death among animals
Temperature -> from being burned alive to frozen to death I call this the seasonal torture
Violence -> millions of animals are slaughtered every day, among humans every 30 seconds a violent crime happens
Disease -> pain, suffocation, nausea, dizziness, itching, spasms, pressure, discomfort, cramps, paralysis, clots, dysfunction, infections, cancer, etc…
Psychological torment -> anxiety, depression, psychosis, existential dread, trauma, etc…
Fatigue and coercion -> being tired and exhausted, forced slavery, enduring prison or psychiatrization
Emotional trauma -> being scolded, abandoned, abused, bullied, etc…
Nature -> insects biting you, animals devouring you, losing your home from a disaster, storms, earthquake, eruptions
Threat from outer space -> asteroids, aliens, intergalactic events, etc…
Laws -> many laws may prevent you from getting relief such as a home for the homeless, or opioids for the suffering ones

 No.307920

>>307917
Drug addicts not being given free drugs is torture..? So I was right.


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 No.307023[Reply]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

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 No.307701

>>307697
Not the fella you're replying to but I don't think the brain can be boiled down to something as "simple" as a computer. I know this sounds woo-woo but my feeling is that the brain, like everything else in nature, has a lot of intuitive wisdom built into it. A computer is designed with a purpose within the limited mental constraints of its designers. There is a vastness, depth and interconnected-ness to things that emerge from natural evolutionary processes that simply do not map onto things made by humans. Perhaps the reason it is hard for us to pin down what "consciousness" is or "where that elusive I is located in the brain" is because we lack the language to even describe these sorts of things because we always get bogged down trying to dissect everything into atomic units.

 No.307702

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>>307698
>i just want to kill myself
That statement needs to be questioned because it's pretentious and presumptuous. Hence philosophy.

Now I'm with you as a pretentious and presumptuous person myself. I think it's obvious that nature and society are based on principles that guarantee suffering and I think it's obvious that any attempt to change yourself and others can never be more than marginal, temporary and superficial. Non-philosophically speaking: it was over before it began. Life sucks and will never get better unless you're a delusional npc.

Now if that's the case, it seems reasonable to assume that there is a force making it so. Do you believe you can defy that force by ending the body? Perhaps you can because that force selects those who are willing to put up it with it. That's the irony of the antinatalist desire: soon countless single men and countless single succubi are going to die without children and the world will go on with an ever increasing number of delusional npc's. Say rope-chan, do you like that thought?

 No.307717

>>307702
but this is the suicide thread, not the philosophy thread
idk about “defying” the force behind it by kms, but at the very least this life will end, so even if i have no absolute knowledge of whatever comes afterwards, i’m sure it won’t be a repetition
and yes, that final thought does bring me some comfort
we can’t leave this world without a smile, wiz

 No.307900

>>307702
while nature has some suffering built in, it's nothing like the sustained, ultra boring, slow boil which society, that is man, has chosen and imposed on itself by it's own free will.
If you kill yourself you indeed opt out of the system.
>>307717
yeah I don't like people denying the finality and reality of death. reincarnation is nonsense

 No.307905

>>307415
>picture
An infinite time of non conciousness doesn't feel like either infinite nor no time at all. It doesn't feel like anything because you do not exist whether it be from death or not being born. The non-existence from death is not the same as the non-existence from not yet being born. You were not "pulled out" of a death-state because you did not exist before birth. Your only plane of existence before birth is in the future, that you are "to be". But there's not yet a you. In order to say that we end up where we started you would need to say we started existing before we were born. I'm really not convinced that we exist in an infinite state of life OR death before birth.


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 No.307395[Reply]

Ok i gonna give you some advice around hypnosis and mind (the thread of magick tech have some info books and etc around this)
>how its works?
Just imagine a kid waking up by her mom/father/tutor in the morning yelling out him with insults while maybe hit the kid, this kid will have the day ruined maybe with bad humour and negative ideas (imagine this everyday, of the childhood) and it will feel like a total piece of shit, the other personal thing of this kid doesnt matter for now but get the outcome.
now compare this to a kid waking up by her mom/father/tutor with a warm -good day, today is a good day!- in a soft loving tone voice while try to maybe hurry the kid a little or help the kid to wake up (or even try to wake up the kid with more time to not hurry you too much)

These two kids in the waking up (even adults) are incredible suggestionable, just imagine who of the two will have a more good outcome in the day, and even in the next day if the first phrases they listen when wake up and enter in the mind are like
-Wake up little piece of useless meat-shit asshole fuc…! hit and yell the kid*-
and
-Good morning, honey, kiss in the forehead while some family touch* its a warm day, wake up you need to go to prepare for school!-
You get it?

>Mind Hygiene
Try to no listen to sad music, sad pop music etc (lana del rey, billie eilish and etc)
Try to no listen to sad music before bed/before sleep/when wake up
Try to no listen to music that trigger rumiation or bad sad ideas, even before bed
Try to no listen sad music when you just wake up (you still can listen happy energy music)
Try to no rumiate before sleep or have bad sad ideas bacause maybe you can wake up with that idea in mind in the wake up and this maybe can ruin your next day
Try to no watch sad or deppresive things in media, or get straight out of the media and ignore it
Try to listen to happy energy music in some activies to make a constant trigger for you when you need it (the same sad trigger of music can be made with a happy trigger of energy happy music)
Try to NO have negative ideas or rumiation when you just wake up (next tip explain it why and how to use this in a positive way around hypnosis) and if you got into it, try to use a reality check technique later i mention
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 No.307623

>>307610
>maybe you just had a psychotic breakdown?
Nope, i still using self-suggestions and hypnosis everyday, even before sleep and when wake up next day and even when i start to study or watch my phone or do things.
i just wake up and i know that before open my eyes and start to moving or see a sun or artificial light i just start to repeat coue phrases and i get a mood shift in my head, later i wake up and do the typical routine while still say the coue phrases.
This mood stay in me for the entire day, no, it not heal anything bacause i can still feel angry or sad or wathever, but its like a reality check to know that not everything is bad and you can still feel good. when i listen to a sad or a thing that make me angry just do again a reality check and return to my focus.
Its kinda hard to explain, its like more a feeling than anything. i did meditation and its similar but Hypnosis is more about Focus on a thing and turning the narrative in your head, Meditation its more about feeling the place you're and focus on it.
Religious people sometimes do this without knouw it (take it as placebo, but history of hypnosis have origin in old religions, beliefs, mysticism and etc)
You will start to see or feel your ideas and sentiments in mind like useful or not useful things and you will stop to think yes, let feel bad bacause i need it or want it and your mind will star to think like hey, this idea, belief or sensations its bullshit in reality i dont give a shit about this its not useful for me now that's it.
Buddhist have some phrases that sound in a lot of ways like Hypnosis and mind hygiene, after some experiences maybe you will just start to realize how your mind work and gain some mind hygiene.
For me the experience was very good for my health.
This video explain in a way the experience.

 No.307660

>>307609
thank you for explaining

 No.307673

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>>307623
This Canada study have some training techniques, theories of how suggestion work and explanation of expectancy of why the autosuggestion work or suddenly stop to work for some people (related to expectancy lol)
>Also
Adam Eason book about clynical self-hypnosis have the techniques for hypnosis just in the first pages, the latter pages are tips or more techniques or how to use it.

 No.307871

>>307673
From
>Carleton Skills Training Program to improve hypnotizability
Read it, very Useful.

 No.307881

>>307871
This read around Hypnosis maybe can be interesting
https://www.cosmic-pancakes.com/blog/pheno-control


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 No.306449[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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 No.307862

>>307860
Stop it you're talking way too much sense

 No.307869

>>307860
nta but Christianity really did serve jewish interests during the late roman period and early middle ages, because a pagan Europe absolutely wouldn't have tolerated the same level of subversion.

Christianity has tolerance of jews baked into it because they're prophesized to be in every country at the end of times in Revelation. In fact, Rabbis used this explicit argument in interfaith dialogue discussions when negotiating as to whether jews should be able to settle in the realm.

I actually do argue that christianity was the jews first ever psyop. During the first three centuries jews stepped in and out of the christian community whenever it suited them, and most of the anti-christian laws we associate with the roman empire were actually anti-jewish laws. Pagans have their faith tied to their ethnic identity and wouldn't at all be moved by claims of universalism, Christianity weakened host populations and made them more susceptible to Jewish influence.

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>>307869
Paul of tarsus modified the Jewish practices in the bibble to appeal more to pagans.
Remember that Paul never was a apostle of jesus or ever met him, just illusion in desert. He was a radical jewish schizo around nationalist ideas and write more like a jew than a Apostle of jesus.
A lot of scholar today say in low whisper voice that all apostled died in a siege of israel and the one powerful christian group survived are the pagan-gentiles of Tarsus, they altered more the bible to pagan non-jewish appeal and add a ton of shit bizarre to jewish lore like
>Holy baby make no sense in jewish lore

>Holy mother or Virgin pregnant was just young succubus (ignore the original term of young succubus and put virgin)

>Posible implication around that jesus was a bastard seing how society treated him and made up holy baby history to hidden this, even his mother is not aware as adult in some texts even after when was born he was chosen one (amnesia?) The damn zoroastrian mages told she about this in the holy born, this happened or is made up later?

>Deification of man make no sense

>Deification of man in life (influence of hellenism) make no sense in jewish lore

>Father or abba is a common thing used in jewish at this time, even lord in way as master. OG Jesus never told he was like zeus son

>Hardcore influence of hellenism in christianity, from start to end, jesus was like a man coming from the world of ideas or some greek bullshit than a jewish appeal thing.

>Deification of man around fake history of virgin (the original term was young succubus not virgin) but they need it to influence pagans bacause primitive christianism maybe is too human and jewish to appeal to pagans, and later they add more trinity bullshit

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 No.307875

Non-existent. If there is a god he is mocking me.

 No.307878

>>307869
There is nothing in Christianity which says you have to serve interests of the Jews. The group of people called "Jews" in the New Testament where all slaughtered by the Romans as is well documented. Many peoples today as well in history have chosen this label for themselves.
I'm pretty sure the pagan invasions destroyed the Western Roman Empire, and the region took centuries to recover the same level of civilisation, putting civilisation in the Eastern Roman Empire.
I don't consider these kind of pro-Jewish arguments Rabbis use as part of the Christian faith, and I don't understand why you do.
"It was all a psyop" just ignores how hard the group called Jews in the New Testament fought and killed people to stop this religion from spreading.


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 No.307706[Reply]

Why do us humans have to be so alone? I feel that despite having options to live and exist and do things we still are so very dependent on this biological programming to seek connection. I don't know how to say this but I honestly, often hate myself for seeking it from other people — trying to make friends who would listen, or talk, or at least stay. I know people are very busy and have no time to stay to listen and understand other people's loneliness but I typically wonder if I could just have one person, not a therapist, just one genuinely good person who would not be judgemental (although they could be if they have any good advice) and would just listen to me like I matter; my situation is not something I am making up, this is me, suffering from being an outlier who has tried so hard to be a part of normal people but just couldn't. I really tried, but the performance was too much (although calling it a performance would be hypocritical). I could not do it, everyday I felt I was lying to myself, there was a small part of whatever honesty left was leaving me everyday, slowly but I could feel it. I did't know if I am living or lying. How long can I continue with this? Even when alone one, doing his work, to push through shouldn't there be a part within him that calls for an alignment with his honest self? I feel I lack that, it feels so pretentious to be existing. I don't wanna leave everything and just run away because I am not strong enough but I wonder if I could continue like this, and even if I could, calling that just a part of being human and a lot of other (fellow wizards) are going through the same, I don't know how long I could go on without completely going insane.
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 No.307830

>>307829
fact check: false

 No.307831

>>307830
> Stop giving a fk about them and start focusing on yourself and what you want in life.

What he said is true. Also if you actually live like that good things come automatic.

 No.307837

>>307829
>not care about what others think
ill just get my shit kicked in if its around the wrong person

 No.307838

>>307837
Are you so small and weak that you believe people will not only attack you, but also beat you every time? If someone gets violent, get violent back.

 No.307873

>>307831
not true. Having a valid social environment that helps you grow is just as important. source: look at the mirror.


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 No.307723[Reply]

Very late 20s. Never been on a date, never been approached. Never had any friends, only acquaintances. Not even meme internet "friends". I always thought these things would naturally come to me at a later age, but they never did. With each passing year it gets worse. There is something profoundly wrong with me, it's like the part of my brain that's responsible for human contact was amputated at birth
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 No.307747

>>307723
I am nearing 30. I've been like that all my life. I have a friend but we share just the basic stuff, going to the same school, knowing same people, not that much in common.
When I was much younger I had several bouts of 'I can find myself friends and maybe even a cute girlfriend like in one of them animes'. It never went anywere. My attempts at finding friends get crushed by the fact most people i've encountered in my life are just plain retards with whom I can't discuss anything. We just don't share anything with them. I realized what's the point? I'd rather be in my own company that waste time and effort on fruitless relationships.

 No.307748

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>>307747
>When I was much younger I had several bouts of 'I can find myself friends and maybe even a cute girlfriend like in one of them animes'. It never went anywere.
My vampire wife will arrive any minute now.
A yukionna will do as well.

>with whom I can't discuss anything.
What would you like to discuss with friends?
I used to have stuff I cared about and stuff I wanted to talk about with people, but nowadays I just don't have any interests or things to share.
I have to wonder why I even desire such a thing anymore in that case.

 No.307752

>>307748
>What would you like to discuss with friends?
What first comes to mind, vidyagames. Discussing what we playan or ever playing them with a friend somehow. That seems so alien.

 No.307836

I can share some experience with this.

If you haven't reached any milestones by your late 20s, now is the very last chance. After that it's well and truly over. I wageslaved during my 20s, thinking that if I just work hard I'll naturally meet cool people and maybe get a gf. However I was an awkward sperg which is why I spent all my time working, not really understanding how to socialize.

In my 30s I can't form a connection with anyone now on pretty much any level. I have a career sure, so at least I'm not homeless, but that's it.

Your brain does indeed calcify and what skills you perfect in your 20s are what you're stuck with.

 No.307872

>>307723
we can be friend you know :3
except we cant because youre too retarded lul.


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