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 No.309621[Reply]

Does anyone else hate his own body? I hate mine so much, I feel uncomfortable in my own body the whole time, it doesn't matter what I'm doing, I feel dirty, sick, detqched from my body. I want to get out of my body.
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 No.310053

>>310050
>I don't want to join or be identified with any particular group.
Well, don't take it like that, just wear anything that makes you feel comfortable. Now about groups of people, you don't necessarily need to go around there looking for one and joining the one where you feel comfortable.

 No.310070

>>309987
it's just hearing voices
people seem to have a hard time comprehending this condition exists
it's something like amnesia or insomnia, will completely destroy your life

 No.310306

I wish I could be a floating cube. Six sides, perfect and even and smooth. Instead I'm a fucking sack of wet bones, poop, and a defective cystic brain.

 No.310307

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>>310306
Sounds boring, I'd want to be a hyper intelligent being that can take over people's minds instead

 No.310310

>>310307

May I watch your mind-control plots as an impartial observer?
I'd want to eventually work toward ascending to something just short of immortal and mostly indestructible to act as a promethean but mostly hands-off guide for any species evolving intelligence, to see if they could amount to something better than us. Maybe I could get the 4D makeover.



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 No.309794[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

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 No.310267

>>310265
You have no idea. Pick any part of your life, from employment to dating to education to laws. succubi get gibs and special attention the whole damn way. They don't get this because they're weaker, they get this because they're attractive to men and disproportionately cliquey to their own gender. Stop being bluepilled and wake the fuck up wizzie

 No.310269

>>310264
There's a faggot cult in my country called Gloriavale and the boomer elders literally expelled the young men and replaced them with compliant tamil indians on work visas. They then married of the young succubi to the jeets in arranged marriages so they could relocate the cult to india. They did all this for more control.

I dont think you've ever seen such disregard and sheer hatred of their own children and blood in any society, ever.

 No.310271

>>310264
>I have a theory that the more a man has had to work (and I mean actually fucking work with sweat tears and blood not just nepobaby crap) for their wealth, skill , recognition or quite literally for their life, the more they hate succubi.

So you're saying long term NEETs unable to work that maybe never worked a day in their life's love succubi while men who have worked hard to sustain themselves and their wife and children hate succubi? Doesn't make much sense to me.

 No.310285

>>310176
maybe i'm not overworrying at all because my antibiotics have run their course and i'm still having fucking ringing in my left ear and i don't want to go outside again because it was stressful enough the first time and the doctor seemed pissed at me and wanted me out as fast as possible and i don't know if i can deal with that again but i'm scared of potentially going deaf or the ringing getting louder. sorry for whining again about this, but it is hellish and isolating, especially with the doctor visit seemingly doing nothing. i am fucking retarded

 No.310309

When do the health problems start? Im mentally ill, ive been on and off several psyche meds, i have mental breakdowns once a year, i drink heavily.

Clean bill of health every time at 32. I keep on expecting to finally have problems but I dont.


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 No.310238[Reply]

how do some people make it so long.

i dont get it. im always so close to killing myself .

i hate myself .
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 No.310244

>i hate myself

well, there you go. they don't hate themselves, they actually LOVE themselves and think they deserve good things in life and that they are never wrong. if you're a good person, the weight of life will crush you. it's hard not to feel constant guilt and shame if you're actually looking at everything in a true way. only those that can compartmentalize and suppress reality can survive. unfortunately, if you are here, you do not have this "talent" and you will suffer until you die.

 No.310262

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I live in an apartment building with a spiral staircase with a big-ish open center.
In my alcoholism i have thought and gotten out there just to debate it. jumping down.
At the bottom of the staircase is a basement that belongs to a family restaurant that has the bottom floor of the building.
I don't want to put that on them, but i was thinking of this and things about assulting to kill strangers still up to just recently.

i feel better now which i thank to making a friend and reconnecting with another friend both on steam.
i failed to do my end of the mingling job as a friend with the ladder.
i talk with them almost everyday even if limited messages, i have shown them images of my job and life, they are real friends to me.
i got into pc mouse drawing thanks to the new friend who is an artist in the mlp space. Knowing i had decent ability for it, i tried. i really enjoy it now.

I'm still drinking and i sit at my pc all day after work with nothing going on but i have something now that i dont want to go without, if i lost these friends one day, that would really fuck me up.
i have not had friends like this since i was 11. i am 25

 No.310263

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>>310262
It's been 3 months with these 2 people. Making the new friend got me to reach out for the older one pretty quickly. this was one of my first draws

 No.310266

Main reason for me is not hurting my family. Apart from that I would have probably planned it already.

 No.310308

same, I think I will be really gone soon



 No.310113[Reply]

Just got fired from my dead end job and i noticed i have nothing going for my life. No real skills or anything that could make me enough money to go retire early to some third world shithole and live the pseudo neet life. Would military service be a good idea? i have no delusions about striking gold or doing some call of duty shenanigans. it's a recognizeable organization and people often hire vets just cause theyre vets from my experience
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 No.310273

You will die if you don't drug and become a cyborg. You always get shot up on the missions and it causes health issues and social problems among soldiers are always severe. GI dicks is all they think and fodder to be left to the system forever and the make a wish foundation fucks your life up period. I have God undamned retards with a leper that make me cry from them myself and they surgery them all including me. I "deserve death" in sentence anyway. Fuck my life

 No.310281

>>310259
big ups on the irony in this post, i appreciated it

 No.310286

>>310281
Big ups to the reddit in your post, I appreciated it

 No.310296

do it, super based. They yell at you a lot in the army especially in basic, but your body will build a callus to the tough life and you will become a stronger man. Don't waste a moment, sign up as a reservist if you don't want to go full time. All the doom and gloom and demoralization cannot change the fact that you as a man are going back to your natural home and habitat, the body of legion in many

 No.310305

>>310296
You should do it, maybe I'll see you on drone cam soon



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 No.303176[Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3



they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke
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 No.310256

>>310253
>I purposely route my traffic through a tangled web of VPNs and proxies located in the third world, prevent all cookies, obscure my browser agent, block all backend connections, and encrypt my monitor. Now the website thinks I'm a spambot up to no good. How could this be happening to me?

 No.310297

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take two-a-day by life extension as a multivitamin.

Then you vill take my concoctions from pic related, the uber stack for mana power

 No.310298

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>>310297
this is the advanced magic for wizards

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 No.310304

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>>310297
>>310298
Boomer placebos



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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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 No.310279

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they feel hard to draw

 No.310282

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The weather is getting colder, i'm happy to be wearing a beanie again.

 No.310283

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 No.310303

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 No.307023[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511
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 No.310292

>>310290
let's give that retard a chance

 No.310293

>>310288
Do whatever you want but do not post cute succubus pics!

 No.310294

>>310288
oh wow, blast from the past. So many dead people…not all of us made it to this day.
And life goes on…

 No.310300

Such a weird feeling; I don't care, but at the same time it also kind of saddens me. Or rather, it leaves a lasting impression on you mentally, so to speak. I remember I sometimes stumbled upon this guy's youtube
https://steamcommunity.com/id/Kunio_Kun

And now I see that he is dead, died last year or two years ago now.
I did not know the guy personally. But it's still sad. It is hard for me to digest that the person is no more; there's nothing.
Everything is impermanent, I guess; such is life.
Well, at least they're free of all the suffering.

 No.310301

>>310293
>succubus
>cute


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 No.310299[Reply]

>be me, living life
>leftist roons come at me in swarms to try and cancel my style
>the system won't help me, it helps them attack me
>truth be tol', if I wanted to 100% my speedrun I would have to KO the roon and then go Han Solo to Anakin skywalker in tattoonie.
>…
>shit, these fuckers get to win


 No.301895[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Starting a new anti-suicide general as the original has been bump-locked.

Helping wizards to understand that persuasive feelings of suicide can be bested.

Further the discursive spirit of this thread will remain the same as the first: to counter the general luring tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads through sharing positive practical advice purposed to reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care (many have already done this, to no worthwhile avail)
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain. Delimiting ingestion of both is wise.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open whichever windows punctuate your room and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.309410

>>309233
Do you have any good recipes you want to share?

 No.309613

>>304109
demiurge made it too difficult to leave this world

 No.310172

>>309613
I've always wondered how – if Plato and Plotinus and Porphyry, etc. – were so smart, why didn't they succeed in defeating the demiurge? Perhaps they weren't as smart as they imagined themselves to be?

 No.310291

bump

 No.310295

in truth practically every single person who attempts and fails regrets having ever done it. Life can get better wizzies, the more you spend looking into that dark mirror the worse things will seem to you


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 No.310116[Reply]

Why there no reason to exist but if you point to it and ask society(any people) why you shouldn't kill yourself, they just ignore you, make fun of you, and exclude you from society ?
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 No.310160

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>>310159
>You can't even logically prove that life is necessary you just bully someone who doubts it
Naturally they can't because it's impossible to prove.
This aversion to suicide seems to predicate from some assumption that dying is bad, which is entirely unsubstituted. Either consciousness continues in some form, in which case we cannot know which form that will be, or it ceases to exist. And in the second case there can be no person for whom suicide is a problem. Contrariwise, there can also be no person who benefits from suicide, which is why suicide is a completely neutral act.
Or to put it another way, we can't apply the worlds logic to the concept of nonexistence, which exists outside it's limits.

 No.310171

Because we all have that in our superior intelligence that is above the logic and words. If anyone cannot catch them it's cuz he/she is dumb human being. And we all will make fun of you.

 No.310235

>>310171
You can literally apply that "reasoning" to any opinion or view imaginable and thus so can those who disagree with you. Thus it's contradictory and makes no sense.

 No.310272

They want to prey on you instead of trying to be good. Money rules the world they take and break. Pussies are everywhere, every thing they do try is so they can have sex and smoke PCP with succubi for the big score of booty and loot. Everyone is sex obsessed, period. succubus crazy and real drug addled and a lobe altering bum obsessed faggot. Mag is needed recently here. The sagging tits on leppard are imposed even. Trying to work on me in my sleep is now nightly and their genius is using their peen so "rightly". Teens need to focus on gaming and schoolwork IMO.

 No.310287

>>310235
Just keep working and do not ask dumb questions, like everyone does.



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