No.304822[Reply]
The way one sees his friends going in different directions while he remains behind, trying to figure out his life, can be one hell of a painful experience. When everyone you believed would join you and share a laugh leaves, giving you their best wishes, it makes you feel so lonely. You could have gone to the movies together, attended classes together, and celebrated small wins during difficult times, but now you are just alone. They are busy with their new lives, and you have nothing to be busy with except for the left, abandoned experience. It's like everyone graduated, and you are behind, repeating something you hate, yet you cannot escape this spiral. This makes you feel unwanted, sacrificed, and an outcast, as you do not have the ability to make friends anymore. The ones you made were one in a hundred; compatibility doesn't come easy to you. Loneliness is one hell of a burden; it leaves you almost alone with your crazy thoughts. To move forward, you need strength. You begin to question if you have it, if you can join others, or if you are already out of the race. You begin to question your worth, your situation, your position, and your capacity. These questions paralyze you, render you inert and helpless, leaving you just thinking about which step to take, or if there is any step that would actually be helpful to make a declaration out of this state. It's one of those situations where you would just wish for one push, one small help, one person saying, "Do this, and you'll be moving." It's better than this solitary sorrow state. And that one thing never comes. So you waste time on everything. You spread yourself out hoping to hear something, but it just accumulates noise. These noises end up making you go deaf.
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>>304822>35 instances of (you)OP, this is a very feminine and gay way to make a thread about how you feel. No, *we* are not sad that our school chums are actually growing up and fulfilling a normal life. *We* don't begin to question our worth because of some imaginary bullshit we made up. *We* don't lose sleep over not having some big bear normiedaddy sweep us off our feet and set us on the right direction towards having a hecking normal one. This is because *we*, the users of a forum for adult men who don't care for relationships, have either never felt bad over this highschool crap or we've long since outgrown it.
OP, express how you feel by talking about your own personal feelings without trying to prop them up as if they're universal ailments that afflict everyone. Say "I feel sad and weak" instead of "YOU feel sad and weak", because we don't. It gives the impression that you're so ashamed of your own feelings (in this case you should be) so you try to pretend that you don't actually feel that way, and are instead propping up a strawman who feels the way you truly do for all of us to laugh at or (yuck) hug instead. Please just try to express yourself normally instead of painting frowns on to all of our faces so you don't feel so bad about your own.
Happy Hanukkha and / or Kwanzaa.
No.304850
>>304843>attacking animeugh it's not 2007 anymore dude
No.304854
>>304841>>304843Just one word "partner" shows the level of frustration that these virgin by other people's choices are. Man, that pent of frustration must be hurting your balls right? Practice bestiality of something to relieve that. Or, kill yourself.
>>304848>*we*, the users of a forum for adult men who don't care for relationshipsYeah.. I can see how much you "don't care" in the frustrated replies.
Happy Whatever Festival you're celebrating.
(USER (OP) WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST) No.304862
>>304854It's natural for people to react negatively when you use faggy judeomarxist nuspeak