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 No.310367[Reply]

If you are hopelessly depressed and lonesome, you simply need a mu-opioid agonist to rectify this state of affairs and make you feel connected and whole.

Opioids are literally the chemical of social attachment, and this becomes evident shortly after you take one.

Obviously do not abuse them and take them at the lowest effective dose, and you can be like me and treat your depression for years without trouble.

Has anybody else here had experience with them?

 No.310368

>>310367
I agree 100%. But doctors won't prescribe them anymore. And I even have pain issues (have seen physical therapists, pain specialists etc.) and they still won't prescribe them.

I think about killing myself some days because the pain in my body is so great. Yet what can I do when pharmaceutical kikes have invented the fable of the opioid crisis, scaring doctors away from granting legitimate sufferers relief? The same doctors who are gladly financially incentivized to prescribe highly toxic drug classes like NSAIDs and SSRIs and antipsych meds? I even showed one of my doctors how untreated chronic pain destroys gray matter in the human brain, and he couldn't have cared less.

>and you can be like me and treat your depression for years without trouble


If only I could be like you. I envy you. I have no release. The very chemical god made (whatever 'god' is) to calm the nervous system and ease pain is forbidden in our own time. I was wishing the other day I lived back in the days of Thomas deQuincey, when you could simply walk to your nearest apothecary and receive laudanum like it was pepsi.

 No.310370

>>310367
I don't want to take SSRIs, but i've reached a point where my anhedonia is pretty intolerable. I used to read books, listen to music, have anticipation/excitement for things to come, but ive been like this for 2 years.

 No.310372

>>310368
Doctors are so evil nowadays, my psychiatrist who literally prescribes ssri and antipsychotics to hundreds of patients, said that is pointless to cure the pain and I would just damage my liver taking opioids, how can you be so detached from reality to the point you don't even realize that pain doesn't let you live at all. I swear these people are demons.



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 No.307945[Reply]

I thought that at 44 years old this stuff wouldn't get at me anymore but I was wrong.

All those cute couples rollerblading. Young mothers pushing strollers and smiling. People laughing in the park. People playing soccer in the field. Everyone is so happy, so content with their lot in life. They are so well-adjusted to this life.

People talking in upbeat tones. Groups of people socializing, laughing, smiling.

Everywhere I went today it was like this.
Its amazing how easy life is when you are neurotypical. It's like everything falls into place without much struggle and effort. You are always pre-programmed to get the most out of life without having to do anything special to make it happen.
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 No.308309

>>307945
I am neurotypical and I am here.

 No.308314

I also find it painful to be reminded of happy cheerful people while I am very miserable and completely rotting away.
Still wouldn't want to be a normie though.

 No.308315

>>308314
>normie

 No.310359

Remember they pretend a lot.

 No.310371

>>307945
i don't hate other people being happy, i just hate how bearing witness to it magnifies how empty my life is.

I'm 35 and haven't had any meaningful social connections in years. I don't talk to anyone outside of my job, and its only out of politeness and a desire to get along that i tolerate their conversations that they strike up with me.

I go to work and come home. my only activities are consuming content/food or going to cope spots to smoke cigarettes and segment the meaningless, empty time that is my life. its getting tiresome. the only way i can endure it is to hide away from the world



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 No.310123[Reply]

seeking an escape edition

previous >>303736
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 No.310329

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what are you guys eating as of late
don't you feel like having a burger?

 No.310346

>>310329
9/11 is not a day to eat burgers


*proceeds to eat chebureki*

 No.310352

Being forced into becoming a duty manager. My roles will be dealing with bad customers, and we get so many. only 2/8 of our current security guards are useful. What's a 5'1 indian gir, or a 5'5 70 year old man going to do when there's a crazy cunt freaking out at 10pm on my staff. I have to handle that, be in their face etc. Not liking it. I'm good with a few other duty managers, and even they say it's a rough job. By the way these are amazing men, physically imposing, intelligent, charming. I'm none of those things. I'm just some typical loser nerd. I'm supposed to handle these things?? And for what? literally only 1 dollar extra an hour on my base pay, AND 5 dollars extra an hour ONLY on the shifts I do that job, so essentially only getting like 150 dollars before tax a week on standard weeks for the insane pressure it gives me. That money will barely cover the weed/beers I'll need to deccompress. Also basically forced into this roll or I face being fired/forced to quit as they will torture me with checkout duty which I would hate infintely more. I just hate it all. I have to socialize with everyone too which sucks. the checkout succubi are so rude, and I have to pretend we are cool LOL. Fuck man I hate this

 No.310353

>>310352
Sorry to double post. I also have a very loyal character. I don't care about normies or succubi, at work if you are good you are good. I would care too much about it. I've already warlocked a few people for abusing my staff. I tell them to talk to me like you talk to that 16 year old succubus. With the assitance of one of those good guards of course lol. But still, I hate them.

 No.310369

>>310352
i stepped down from being a supervisor because i was tired of babysitting retards for an extra $100 dollars a week after taxes. now i just do "nothing" overnight as i write this very merry post on the clock :)



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 No.308814[Reply]

How do you deal with extreme public humiliation and a destroyed reputation? Shits suicide fuel
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 No.309656

>>309655
how do you know?

 No.309668

It's almost impossible to have a destroyed reputation in today's world. People are too damn distracted to keep track of everyone's scandals. Just move somewhere else and people who know whatever you're worried about won't know. Only way that doesn't work is if you're famous, and if you're famous you don't need to worry about reputation even more. Famous people can get away with so much shit and people will still worship them. You just can't also be ugly or else you end up getting harvey winesteined. He could have kept doing what he was doing if he just lost 40 pounds.

 No.309773

>>308814
>How do you deal with extreme public humiliation and a destroyed reputation? Shits suicide fuel

social status is an illusory game. you are somewhat pre-programmed to mind being considered of lower social status but the world in which this cultural system made sense has not been existing for hundreds/thousands of years. this is industrial mass consumerist cattle dystopia and you don't have to mind being unpopular or lonely because those states merely represent the opinions of fools and your only concern should be not to be one of the fools. if you ever felt being popular and in high demand, you'd hate it so much that you would not lament the absence of it. most people don't know how lucky they are never to have been popular because it would invalidate their entire social framework. they would hate it so much, they'd wonder why they ever cared about anyone if this is what results from it.

 No.310356

Being smug about it and accusing random idiots of probably having the same issue

 No.310366

Nobody has the answer fer my psycho badass enslaver over the chasm created by tampons. I want horned Donald and Barack and Beercock to go choose chairs and eat six sheet lose filanges but hey charades and wooty wetness checks and harem death for my pot medicine. Kill me for crawling in my skin for Ritalin already. Six julips later I still need disrespeccies death. I hate meth lol.



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 No.309794[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

Previous: >>308343

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 No.310319

I feel so unbelievably bad. This might sound like a meme, but boomers aren't helping heh

 No.310349

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I'm an empty husk
An object in motion, driven by inertia, sailing a predetermined course to nowhere

 No.310350

I JUST LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE
DARK PURPLE OLIVES

 No.310364

I hate this world and want to die. I HATE NORMALFAGS SO SO MUCH.

 No.310365

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I WON


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 No.307908[Reply]

It comes to my mind very often how evilness surrounds everything, from your own body being rotten and painful to the average politician being cruel and unhinged.
I can really assume we live in a hell realm, people are so used to suffering that atrocious and disgusting news such as murder or car accidents are deemed normal.
We're born without knowing why in a world we did not create and we must obey rules we did not decide, there is really no point in counsciousness when existence is like this unless it was conceived by evil forces for evil purposes.
So my conclusion is that we live inside a reality of pure evil, no chaotic, no orderly, just pure evil without any sense, like hitting your head until you die.
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 No.310336

>>310332
Are you talking about fight club?

 No.310338

>>310336
nah im talking about a certain "end of world" guy from the long ago

 No.310340

>>310338
I was literally talking about the "person" Nero the emperor would point finger at.

 No.310355

Maybe we should punish all the stupid normalcattle for creating cuck systems based on taxation and mandatory assembly in order to learn and do pure bullshit

 No.310363

>>307908
I feel so depressed I hate this world I hate all of it. We are living in hell.



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 No.309031[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want
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 No.310345

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i have an obsession

 No.310362

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 No.309973[Reply]

Wiz, I really hate the way things are these days. You know how "brainrot" and cringe culture affect people now—my friends, my parents, and just daily life in general are all so annoying. The interactions between Gen Z and Boomers are getting weirder, and people in general are becoming stranger, which makes everyday life incredibly frustrating. What if history could repeat itself—like World War II—so that those forgetful Gen Zers and Boomers, and all the annoying people today, could finally realize just how terrifying a world war really is
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 No.310045

Is that how it's in the first world uh? Here in the third world it isn't like that, everybody is cool here, at least in south america hahah

 No.310046

>>309994
Why do I see your nickname "anonymage" in blue?

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 No.310054

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>>309973
stfu insufferable millennial cunt go clap clap stomp some more while jerking it to your funko pops, fucking kike slaves cant wait for you all to bite the bullet

 No.310361

They already know. Just be sure the crisis does not get your ass off guard, they will just ruin theirselves without hesitation.



 No.310116[Reply]

Why there no reason to exist but if you point to it and ask society(any people) why you shouldn't kill yourself, they just ignore you, make fun of you, and exclude you from society ?
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 No.310235

>>310171
You can literally apply that "reasoning" to any opinion or view imaginable and thus so can those who disagree with you. Thus it's contradictory and makes no sense.

 No.310272

They want to prey on you instead of trying to be good. Money rules the world they take and break. Pussies are everywhere, every thing they do try is so they can have sex and smoke PCP with succubi for the big score of booty and loot. Everyone is sex obsessed, period. succubus crazy and real drug addled and a lobe altering bum obsessed faggot. Mag is needed recently here. The sagging tits on leppard are imposed even. Trying to work on me in my sleep is now nightly and their genius is using their peen so "rightly". Teens need to focus on gaming and schoolwork IMO.

 No.310287

>>310235
Just keep working and do not ask dumb questions, like everyone does.

 No.310342

>>310116
>Why there no reason to study STEM but if you point to it and ask society(any people) why you shouldn't study STEM, they just ignore you, make fun of you, and exclude you from society ?

There are topics to discuss with privately run LLMs and not humans.

 No.310360

Because they are the ones deserving pain.



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 No.305607[Reply]

Do you have this? Any tips?
I dont know if i have this but it fucked a lot of social interactions.
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 No.305729

>>305688
Same. Shit my pants ONCE in elementary and it followed me until I graduated high school.

 No.305735

I can barely believe people have started stigmatising, pathologising and labeling being a quiet person. Quiet people do nothing wrong and this shows what ultimate cancer this society is converging to. I can already see how in some shitholes like the UK you could in the future get police check-ups at home for "being too quiet"

 No.305736

>>305735
woah where. anyway quiet people have always been dislike afaik. "who knows what shit they're thinking"

 No.308556

You're just an aware and intelligent person. To label these feelings as "selective mutism" is beyond idiocy.

 No.310358

It's a defense mechanism against useless chatter and normies trying to know about you.

Make it stronger, do not fight it



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