/wiz/ - Wizardry

My only advice is for you to get into lifting or better boxing, martial arts, kick boxing, etc, it will help you to vent all the negative "energy" inside of you

I'm sorry you're in pain. I will say this though: you will recover to the exact extent you believe yourself capable of recovering, no more no less. Actually physically separating from the source of the abuse is the most important step, and you seem to have already achieved that. What's left for you now is how to psychologically manage things you've already been through. And this course is wholly within your own choosing. However maintaining the positive mentality that you can make a full recovery is one of the wisest things you can do. Also remembering that it is not your fault for having been born into a painful situation surrounded by cruel people will help you to remove any guilt or self-criticism you might feel for the things you have suffered. Lastly I wouldn't trouble myself with asking "will I ever not be angry" because anger is the correct healthy response to injustice, and you shouldn't necessarily be trying to get rid of it, but rather to handle it and engage with it in a way that doesn't overwhelm you.

>>220564
Why did you get bullied?
My problem with being bullied is that technically all the reasons I was bullied are still true. I'm still ugly, I still have no personality, etc.
I feel like when most people online talk about getting bullied it was for some noble reason because they were too special or awesome and everyone was jealous of them.

Hey yeah I was bullied, though only for a few months before I changed schools. Was angry too, and I had fantasies of revenge. What helped me move on was understanding the bullies' perspective. It was their way of unloading their own anger and hopelessness, and I just happened to be there, weak and vulnerable.

>>220564
I just turned 39. In my case it still gnaws away at me deep inside. I still experience rage and fury as opposed to mere anger at the flick of a switch and it's tiring as all hell.

>>220564
I hasn't gone away for me, though the fact that you at least have found some people who respect you, should make those scars heal, maybe I don't know for sure.
>>220568
you get bullied because you're weak and vulnerable that's it

>>220564
Get ripped and go after someone that still bullies whoever outside there. Your soul is calling.

Be sure you are not seen, nor surprised by occult gear of the enemy.

I know the feeling well.
I was a rage filled person for most of my childhood and early adulthood.
Part of this was due to abuse and bullying.
The process of healing that rages is something that you have to be proactive about.
I found zen writings and the stoic book called On Anger, both helped me a great deal in focusing more on the present instead of ruminating on the wrongs of the past.
Sometimes you just have to accept that shit sucks and life is unfair so you just have to deal with it and move on.

Every once in awhile anger still gets the better of me, but I am better at not feeding it until it becomes rage, and not holding onto that bitterness and resentment that linger after the heat of anger fades.

>>220564
Why is bullying so prominent in the West? Why can't teachers or parents there just smack the bullies across the face and keep going with their lives? I have legit never faced bullying in my country despite being the shortest, brownest, and ugliest kid in my class, its like everyone instinctively knew that you don't make fun of someone for no reason. And quiet kids were just left alone, that's all. But bullying, teenage pregnancies, hookup culture, short dresses, lack of manners are making inroads as slowly my country westernises.

>>221904
Bullying is a big problem in the East too, like Japan.

Take it out on cats or small animals

>>221906
Kill yourself, motherfucker. Killing innocent being out of revenge because someone, not those being itself, done something to you, you're cowards and should be hanged in public square.

>>220564
Source on pic, bro?

>>221905
It's pretty rare in India. I think people in the West try to reach bullies that bullying is bad but here we don't necessarily teach them that bullying is bad but we do teach them that if you're gonna do it you will be beaten by your parents, by your teachers, have a ruined character certificate, and will be expelled. Parents out of fear of getting their child expelled just beat the child to submission. So most kids don't bully not necessarily because bullying is bad and they are good humans but because consequences are so great. Although these days as parents relax kids have started bullying, doing drugs, having sex, teenage pregnancies and all the ailments of the other cultures.

>>221908
I have severe depression and was mistreated all my life and I love animals. That guy is just a low functioning sociopath.

>>221908
Life’s not fair, there’s no right or wrong, cats or small animals don’t deserve to be tortured but neither did this guy or any else who is suffering, so who cares, take the anger out on cats, life is trash those animals are better off dead just like us

>>221906
I really hope you are just baiting.

>>221916
You're just a coward retarded that thinking that killing small innocent animal is somehow justified because ANOTHER person fucked you over, it's either to after that person or just move on with your life, instead of going the cowards route and taking on person and people weaker than, you you should be torture and killed to get a taste of your own medicine.

>>221919
I wa already tortured an killed, why should cats be spared of this? It’s pathetic seeing people that were abused by society still trying to play the role of the good guy and still trying to fit in a world that hates them

>>221920
Hate humans who fucked you up. Not animals who would likely save your life if you were in trouble.

Animals have a much purer soul than most humans do. Hachiko was just the tip of the iceberg.

(If you don't know who it was)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hachik%C5%8D

>>221925
Animals are immoral and evil too, dogs eat their owners when they die at home, penguins kill and rape their own females, even the youngest ones. The only reason why you think animals are pure is because they can’t hurt you since you’re bigger than them. They show you their nice side because they can’t abuse you, but if they could you would realize they are as cruel as any other creature in this fallen creation

>>221926
No, with the right creation, and certain breeds, the dogs can be vary innocent and nice towards people and other things, you're a nigger that probably think all dogs are like pitbull dog nigger that attack everyone, neck yourself you subhuman nigger, the hallmark of a better being is compassion towards things beyond itself, you're a low IQ nigger that live like a feral animal and should be put down.

>>221927
Completely missed my point A2 English level Indian, you’re too fucking retarded to comprehend the fact dogs or small animals aren’t altruistic perfect beings, they simply don’t attack you or mistreat you because it’s in their best interest, but like I said, even the smallest breed of dogs will eat your Indian face and tiny pea brain if you passed away in your own mud hut, dogs don’t love, they don’t have values and they don’t feel empathy, those are all human constructs we apply to animals

>>221927
Agreed, people who mistreat and abuse animals are subhuman

>>221928
You're are a nigger, there's literally neuroscience studies show that animals do have some form of emotional comparable to humans, you're just a low IQ feral nigger that should be put down.

>>221928
Dude, get tested for ASPD, your thoughts are not normal. You are completely deranged.

Mammals and other social animals do have emotions like humans do, but >>221926 still has a point.
>The only reason why you think animals are pure is because they can’t hurt you since you’re bigger than them.
This is true. Animals aren't inherently pure, and the reason we tend to see them that way is because we are so many orders of magnitude more powerful than they are that we stop taking them seriously. We behave the same way with children. When two kids are fighting at the playground, we don't take the situation seriously and we de-escalate things easily, because even if the stakes are high in the children's eyes, we as adults know that the stakes are actually low and that the energy and passion the children pour into it isn't warranted. But if its two grown men fighting, then our monkey brain gets activated and suddenly everyone gets tense, because then the stakes are at our level.
You could imagine an advanced alien race looking at our full-grown adult squabbles and treating it the same way, because their higher level of mastery of reality would make them view our wars and tragedies the same way we view a kid stealing another kid's toy at the playground, or a dog barking and chasing after squirrels. We would probably find their response to our situation dismissive and condescending, some sort of galactic tap on the wrist.

Just look at chimpanzees, they are cruel sons of bitches. I've heard about this case of a guy who brought cake to one of them in a zoo, but didn't give cake to the others, and they jumped him and tore off his face, dick and fingers. They had enough intelligence and empathy to put themselves in that guy's shoes, understand that he's a primate like them, built similarly, and that he likely values his face, dick and fingers, like they do, so that's what they went after, not to kill him and eat him, just to teach him a lesson.

>>221933
My thoughts are very normal, why is it so outrageous to point out the fact human-animal relationships are the equivalent of paying your bullies or random people to be your friend and then saying “omg that person is so nice and pure hearted they are always kind to me” well no shit, you’re paying them, same with dogs or cats you’re giving them everything and in exchange some of them don’t attack you, how is that true love? you’re literally purchasing their kindness. It’s such a fake parasitic relationship. And again, try being an animal on their size bracket or smaller and see what dogs or cats will do to you, they would stop being so “nice”.

Human relationships are very similar, a boss who has a kiss ass employee will only see their nice and kind side but only because he has power over the employee, but that doesn’t mean anything. Same with animals, they are evil too and they won’t show you that side since you’re 10 times bigger.

>>221935
Lol jilted cuck takes out its frustrations on animals

>>221936
Yeah so?, it’s better than trying to take out the frustration by making snarky comments on the internet

>>221937
I hope a pitbull decides to take out its frustrations on you

I remember when I was a kid in school I once sat and burned ants with a magnifying glass, an older kid came up to me and shoved me and told me to stop, I thought he was just being an ass but I thought about it and decided that it may have been messed up after all to burn them

>>221934
Stop confusing ape species with other animals.
Sapient apes (which includes homo sapiens and chimps) are violent unpredictable predators who also enjoy torture.

>>221941
this, human and monkeys have the psychopath genome that make them violent creatures

yeah, but learning to let go of the past and push forward is a skill. Dont stress about it because people hold onto shit, its just what we do