No.226392
I don't even know what I want to learn now.
No.226393
Thanks for the blog
No.226396
>>226393Sorry it wasn't something more interesting, like a race war thread or a blog detailing some random college sexcapade
No.226397
yeah, i don't know what the point of these threads even is tbh. you suck at your hobbies? so try harder or give up, it's really not that complicated. anything worthwhile in life takes effort and perseverance, crying about not having everything handed to you is useless and a waste of time.
also, there's a million hobbies that are available to you and i doubt that the two random things you attached yourself to when you were a teenager are all that you can possibly be interested in. cast a wide net and explore outside your comfort zone. maybe try a hobby that isn't skill-based.
No.226401
Turning a hobby into aspirational work instead of a way to simply pass the time in a somewhat active manner is a recipe for instant depression.
My hobby is pirating video games. Do you think I ever feel jealous of those Russians with massive seedboxes? No, because it's not a competition.
No.226403
>>226391Life just sucks if you don't see the novelty in any activity that you do, it's hard to deal with if you're not a zombie normie drone but there isn't much you can do about it. Motivation is much more important to succeed in something than intelligence, I used to be very very good at competing at a certain game but a few months ago I came to the realization that videogames are a waste of time and it's all about repetition and muscle memory so there's no merit in doing something anybody can do by just grinding. After this epiphany I couldn't be good at the game anymore, not that I give a shit now.
>>226401How is that a hobby? I pirate games all day and I wouldn't call that a hobby, just a distraction to deal with boredom.
No.226406
>>226403when i was a teen that was sorta my hobby. i would collect 1980s-90s abandonware games from The Underdogs covering every war and historical period. But I wouldn't play much, as complex strategy games are more fun to think about than to do. so i guess me too collecting in itself was the hobby.
No.226410
Some people are just wired differently and can't be helped. Sometimes the only solution is escaping this world
No.226412
>>226403If gooning to pornography is a hobby complete with its own community and OC then literally anything can be called a hobby.
No.226422
>>226391
>As a guy with a fucked up back/arms from years of neanderthal autism posture + stupid job giving me arthritis, I'll never be able to play the piano at a master level. Random shitty advice: grab a synth, not a piano
put it near your bed
play it! Or, if you still can't, just sequence a silly beat to play on loop, and use it as your background music of "u tried" vibe.
No.226426
>>226412gooning to pornography is not a hobby lol, drawing pornography might be since it requires a creative effort but masturbation is just a normal activity in humans and monkeys.
No.226435
>>226427
you forgor dietary supplements (to 600N mo4r, not just for health in general)
No.226468
>>226427
>improving your fap technique
Wait..what?
Do men actually put time and effort into how to properly fuck their hand?
No.226492
I spent 7 years of suicidal depression realizing I'd never be Vladimir Horowitz
It's better to be the best player you can be if you care about the music in and of itself. Otherwise if you want the fame, respect, etc., just do something else because even among people trained from 2 years old with pianists as parents don't become great, legendary players OR EVEN CONCERT PIANISTS AT ALL.
Do what you're good at, improv or composition or whatever your strength is, play that and focus on other skills as well, but capitalize on your unique talents
Godspeed. Vlad rots nonetheless, even as a legend.
No.226528
>>226391I don't know why you want to reach master level rather than just learning to play your favorite anime songs. Are you this motivated to reach master level in other areas? Maybe you could become a master stock trader and all of a sudden be looked at as an endearing quirky guy, I mean if you made 50 million dollars from stocks your autism would be perceived as eccentric genius.
No.226546
>>226468Wha? Without proper technique you may accidentally end up fingering yourself, not fapping
No.226568
>>226546that’s not supposed to ever happen
you’re just projecting on other wizards that you accidentally did that when fapping and that it was perfectly normal
No.226582
>>226392Maybe try cheesemaking. Starting with something like a cheddar then moving onto brie or whatever you like.
Or making cider/wine/beer.
No.226587
I’m identical to op this feels weird I don’t have much to add other than I relate