/wiz/ - Wizardry

That everyone is a machiavellian psychopath and life is awful except for forests and landscapes. Even animals are shitty, except for poor domesticated ones.

Everything is a competition and people who think otherwise are losers who lose/lost.

Consequently, everyone and everything has a rank order of value and determining what that is, is the most important life skill.

I'm still trying to learn that last bit, and tying it to motivation.

>>226733
>Everything is a competition and people who think otherwise are losers who lose/lost.
shit

this

>Consequently, everyone and everything has a rank order of value and determining what that is, is the most important life skill.

ouch

true

>I'm still trying to learn that last bit, and tying it to motivation.

Yesterday, I accidentally learned habits can be *crammed* and negative thoughts are often habits also.

I learned we live in a world where consciousness is constantly tortured

>>226731
That you can never know where you stand with normals. Maybe you are actually decent at passing as a normal human or maybe they are actually just laughing at you behind your back and treat you like some strange circus attraction as a joke.
Also, most people have no really coherent life perspective or world view because they lack the willingness or ability to introspect to any useful degree. They can walk around with the craziest cognitive dissonances in their heads without being worried or thinking about it at all. That is how they can preach kindness and tolerance while being the most cruel sociopaths you'll ever meet. How they can proclaim to wish for one thing but act the complete opposite.
Humans are a strange and fickle bunch and they care about the strangest things.

>>226742
This. I was always considered the clown with my peers and my friends throughout my life. Parents thought i was smart but year by year i fare worse academically not to mention my younger siblings berating me and underestimating me because i act silly sometimes. To get to the former point i wanted to do all kinds of dumb shit to get approval by normalfags which eventually made me a thing to make fun of. I was in such a low place of self esteem that i craved any sort of human connection and tolerated the bad things because i told myself i was atleast significant enough to be noticed and hated/clowned on. My life has been downhill for years and me leaving all of my hobbies back in covid really put the nail in the coffin for me. Not to mention my porn/alcohol/drugs/"social" media addiction which i can't seem to get rid of. All i wanted was to pursue different artistic mediums through which to express my fantasy world anon. Ive been alone for most of my life because i grew up alone which made me very socially inept in the eyes of mundanes which as a kid at the time made me really frustrated because i wanted to be a part of the community. But alas i was too different so now i am subjected to a life of solitude and quiet sorrow. That's why i retreated to virtual/imaginary worlds to quench the thirst of human interaction. Why risk getting humiliated by a succubi when you can solve a murder mystery in a vampire's manor, or get tasked with hunting a rebel ship on the far western coasts of the continent? Or be a citizen in the precipice of a civil war and torn between serving the state or saving your family? Are one a few scenarios that ive come up on a whim. Maladaptive daydreaming is a bitch too but fun nonetheless. Im learning to cope with trauma too. Believe it or not it takes time and you need to be separated from your environment and leaves as few clues for your mind to remember about the event as possible, get a few friends (don't drink) and youre sailing through. Ive learned to abandon idealism towards a more grounded view on life. Things as they are now are bleak yet there is always an oppurtunity to start anew.

>>226731
Every time I was deceived, they were always people who spoke kindly, friendly, who praised me a lot, so when someone praises me or treats me well, I immediately think about what that person is trying to take from me, so even today, getting into a relationship is difficult, because if someone is treating you well = They will take something from you.

>>226776
As you say, life goes on. You learn to deal with your situation and if you're lucky you have enough self reflection to see your own patterns and break out of them or change them if they no longer suit you. Making a life for yourself outside of the well trodden normie path is difficult but can be done, but you will be walking on our own for most of it unless you are lucky. Such is life when you're not quite neurotypical. One foot in front of the other, step by step.

>>226731
>What have you learned from your life as a wizard?
In hindsight, "treat other people how you want to be treated" only works when people don't dislike who you are on a fundamental level.
So I've learned to just be "immature" or "rude" or however normies decide to insult me after not letting them walk all over me.

Hotness is not a benefit and is actually a detriment. Most hot people are miserable and this includes those who leverage their hotness to find fame or fortune. The majority of couples who go on to breed and start families are mid to hideous. Hot people don't fuck each other because of a dangerous combination of high standards and body dysmorphia. If you're a young guy and are told how handsome you are by everyone, that's them setting you up for complete and total failure later in life. Same for attractive succubi, those compliments are almost always used for deceit by conniving harpies.

Normalfags rely on magnetism to give the illusion that they're all at least decently attractive when really none of them are. To see this in action, just look at any frat or sorority and actually analyze the members' faces. They literally, unironically all look like demons.

>>226815
>Most hot people are miserable
> Hot people don't fuck each other because of a dangerous combination of high standards and body dysmorphia
>Hotness is not a benefit and is actually a detriment
>They literally, unironically all look like demons.
I don't come to wizchan to read retarded schizo shit, so please take your pills.

This world is as superficial as it gets and you think the good looking will have a harder time or are ruined. Even the algorithm on social media benefits them.

>TikTok algorithm may favor conventionally good-looking people, according to leaked documents and expert analysis, though TikTok has not officially confirmed this. The algorithm may use AI to score facial attractiveness based on symmetry, skin texture, and alignment with beauty standards, and this score can influence video visibility.

That inner peace and imaginary companions can fill the void quite well, and that I'm often better off than people who get entangled in bad relationships and end up with bastard children, high cost of living that they have to work 2 jobs to pay for a house they shouldn't have bought and could never afford. It's like they bite off more than they can chew in life.
And think about it… it all happened because they got horny. They couldn't control their libido an then whoops, your life is permanently over.
The ascetic monk lifestyle has its perks
Free of interpersonal chaos

>>226776
>i wanted to do all kinds of dumb shit to get approval by normalfags which eventually made me a thing to make fun of
I used to do this as well when I was in elementary/middle school. I'm not sure why but I feel as if I have an inherent tendency to seek attention which eventually leads me to act like an idiot. I can recall behaviors of mine which were caused by this conditioned from ever since I was little but after I became an adult I've managed to neglect the impulse likely due to my following of Zen Buddhism. I still get the impulses but I can easily recognize them and discard them now.

>>226816
You can't even engage with anything I wrote, you're just lashing out because you read a worldview that conflicts with yours. It doesn't matter anyway, you probably won't read this and if you do you'll dismiss that as well.

Not sure if anyone has that Hotwheels post about his succubi, and how anyone who likes him is inherently a bad person because they like a retard cripple. But I think that's a valuable lesson.

>>226874
You mean the one where he said that the succubus he fucked was going against the evolutionary biology of all succubi or something along those lines?

>>226837
There's nothing to engage with. It's all pure nonsense from the first to the last character. Does this ridiculousness comfort you? If I can tell you one thing, it's that with my looks improving, my life overall became noticeably better.

>>226875
Yeah that's the one (I didn't mean to say plural succubi).
I think it applies broadly, not just to retard cripples. If you're a disgusting loser and someone goes beyond just tolerating you, that means they're likely defective themselves, so you need to be careful.

>>226733
This is an incredibly norman way of seeing things. If you've been in higher education you'll met tons of people who are like this, especially in certain fields.
I can't really relate, just like how I can't relate to being an alien from another world. But from my one-sided vantage point I'd rather be a Meursault than a Patrick Bateman.

Never keep resisting what threatens you, it will cause fatigue. Such things must be dealt with extreme reactions and put down to rest with audacity from the very first moment.

Fasting itself is better than any purging diet, for autophagy is what renews tissue.

Real soothing breathwork has no pauses nor retentions, it is more like ujjayi pranayama from Yoga, it can be felt the way it profits the body when practiced long term.

Neet as hard as you can, boomers are cattle and will sacrifice you away

>>226816
May you get drowned to death in schizo stuff.