>>227026Your problem is not adapting to the fact we live in a violent predator ape species, who simply evolved the capacity to speak and use tools better than chimps or gorillas.
Humans are machiavellian game theory, zero sum operators, who will do whatever necessary to advance their resources and gene pool at the expense of everyone else.
They also gain psychological joy from ruining or degrading other peoples' access to resources or survival, because the primitive ape brain feels sadistic joy when others fail or feel pain.
In other words, you're a non-neurotypical human in a world of neurotypicals.
The world isn't made for people like you or me. You are not supposed to break away from the animalistic, darwinian aspect of life because it goes against millions of years of evolution.
Betrayal, casual sex, torture, abuse, intentionally impoverishing or ruining others, attempting to status shame others, enslavement, cruelty, are all native to the neurotypical human.
By not accepting these unwritten rules (and them being even passively allowed the higher your hierarchical status is, like Jimmy Savile) you basically resign from society and exist as a ghost, a pariah.