/wiz/ - Wizardry

>>227246
you might as well just commit cyber crime then, scamming hacking, selling peoples card info etc. youve already resigned your future why not try and make some mooney

I turn 30 next year. As someone who's undoubtedly on a different life path as you (no two people are the same), I found this post fairly relatable.

>>227246
>I just realized recently that I'm kind of a borderline-schizoid nutcase with some antisocial and narcissistic characteristics. Yeah, I thought psychology was just some some jewish bullshit too for a long time but recently I started to think that maybe there's SOME truth to it.


afaik, it has evolved since those ga(iet)y times of Freud spewing stuff about repressed se eggs.



Modern psychology involves stuff like "Cognitive psychology"

There is nothing like fate. You seem to reason a lot with your emotions and not with actual logic. Your life may be very bad at the moment, but you still have lot of years to spend on this earth so the best attitude surely would be to find some way to improve your life as much as you can. Yeah its hard because bad mental health, bad experiences in the past, low energy due to depression etc. But if you can improve just a bit, to create one good little habit and keep it for a while, you will prove your brain that improvement is still possible and this will get you out of inertia for the best.

And by the way, you surely dont want to go to jail, as an introvert wizard this is probably the most hellish place on earth.

Hope it helps

>>227266
yes, jail is hell on earth and wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy especially people of wizard kind

>>227247
I'm not much of a tech guy, the most I could do is steal the picture of some attractive succubus and try to scam thirsty men for money on the net. Which sounds hilarious in a way, actually. Virgin men tricking other virgin men to give them money…

>>227266
You see, I don't even want to improve in the sense that most people use this word. Somehow a voice deep inside me says to me to crave some kind of excitement and challenge and the average life just doesn't appeal to me that much.

By fate I simply mean the course of life or how things end up happening. Obviously most things are out of our control…But I don't want to turn this thread into another free will vs determinism thread, we discussed that many times on this site. The point is, I enjoy living life as it comes at me, I don't plan ahead and I'm surprised lot of times at what decisions I ended up making.

>>227276
That's just luck mostly, like everything else in life is. It depends on what country you live in (for example swedish or norwegian prisons are almost like hotels or relaxation centers), what you did and what kind of people you end up living with/working with/sharing a cell or floor with, etc.

I'm not saying it's some ideal place at all, duh. Rape/homo stuff, stabbings, beatings, bullying, it's all there really but especially in the civilized world (Europe and US/Canada) you can luck out, even if you committed the worst kind of crimes like child molesting you can end up living a decent life if the staff at the prison separates you from the general population. You don't have to worry about paying bills or what will happen tomorrow, the state takes care of you. You don't have to worry about what you will eat or whether you can eat or not (well, stealing each other's food portions is a thing but still, you get my meaning). You don't have to worry about sleeping in the cold in minus degrees and freezing to death. You can occupy your time with working something the prison leaders think is suitable for you. If you get sick doctors will take a look at you. You can spend your time in the gym and watching TV or doing drugs/drinking alcohol that is smuggled in. You can visit the library. You can learn and get a degree or some skilled profession Etc.

Of course it is an extremely controlled environment with aggressive people yelling at you all the time, both guards and other inmates. You have to defend yourself and be on your guard all the time. But it's far from being "the hell on earth" some people think it is, from what I've read and watched. Yes it can be hellish but if you are lucky you can get by and even have fun.
Yeah, I'm an introverted schizo wiz but you adapt when you need to. The loss of privacy would bother me greatly, like using the toilet in the room where you live with 10 other men, smelling the shit odor all the time and whatnot. Stuff like that would be the hardest to endure, imo.

In a way you could say that society lies to you. They say bad people are punished for their crimes and that you should behave well and society will protect you. That's bullshit. It's all luck. You can still get raped, beaten, robbed, murdered etc outside of prison walls and no amount of police will stop that. Conflict is a part of life. Following the rules and laws all the time doesn't mean you will live a peaceful life necessarily, only that you handicap yourself because you put your trust in ""society"". My conclusion is that there isn't much point in behaving like a good boy. Because this world is pure chaos.

Everyone is a borderline, schizo narc. That is the essence of the human condition.

There is nothing wrong with you. You are accepting reality and becoming aware of the bio-socio forces which influence your life - genes, environment, dialectic-mind.

But you are slacking in the imagination department. Narcs usually have more grandiose intentions than the shallow criminality you've imagined for yourself.

That you have concluded your destiny is teleologically limited to a range of possibilities dictated by a diagnostic and, to a great degree, ideological narrative is your only failing.

Try to be what you want to be and remember, if you fail, Tyler will blow your fucking brains out.

>>227304
I can see what you mean by saying that basically everyone is a narcissist and yeah, I guess that's right but the borderline and schizo things don't apply to your average person. Normalfags are social creatures and that's the opposite of being a chronic loner (schizoid personality) and they are also rather well-balanced mentally and emotionally for them to have stable relationships and to have a comfy place in society, they have a fixed identity they don't shift from…opposed to the borderline personality type, which is characterized by a turbulent emotional life and always seeking new identities or "personalities" to try out. So I would say most people are too boring to be considered as borderline or schizoid.

>But you are slacking in the imagination department. Narcs usually have more grandiose intentions than the shallow criminality you've imagined for yourself.
Being a criminal sounds like fun, though. I mean I would rather be some master criminal or something like that than be successful in the normal sense of the word. There's something really exciting about breaking the laws and norms of the society you live in and getting away with it…

>>227310
The thing is, less than 1% of the population have a high enough IQ and high enough self restrait/self control to get away with not only pulling off crimes or lies that result in large financial gain, but also never getting caught as a result.

It's mind-boggling how many criminals are also so retarded they brag and boast online with their illicit property and authorities get interested. All they had to do for a perfect life was to shut up and be an anonymous rich ghost.

But no, you had to make 50 instagram and tiktok posts about your fucking Lamborghini as a jobless 22 year old from the suburbs. You wanted "clout". They unravel your past and present and now you're in prison for a decade.

>>227314
That's mostly brown people or niggers who feel the need to always brag about everything, they have a severe inferiority complex towards white people.

Though I guess living the nice, quiet life with just your riches can get boring too so you will just want to brag about it eventually to someone. Rub it in the face of society and all the wageslave-worshipping normalfags. "Look at me, never a worked a day in my life yet I can live like this.. Fuck you lmao"

>>227331
plenty of white "hustle culture" scammers and drug dealers got busted bragging with their porsche 911's and bmw m3's on tiktok, please let's not make clout culture into a race thing.

narcissistic scammers have a huge need to broadcast their superiority instead of enjoying an easy life in silence and that is their downfall regardless of race

>>227246
Reminder "schizotypical" is a calque from Russian (or, rather, Soviet) шизотипичный тип личности

The joke is, the Greek "schizo" literally means "to split/to fracture" all while in Russian, there is a funny word "otshchepenets" (отщепенец) which, basically, means being an outcast for this reason or other. And the funny part? The щеп root! Which means "to split/to detach"

So, that Soviet classification - is *probably, thouhgh* based on using Russian use of the root щеп and then happily slappin' that Greek schizo as a translation.

I am @work rn so I cannot just spend an hour lurking for proofs though. I can only say from memory that the idea behind "schizotypical" is no more severe that basic "introverted" personality type" from a certain 1964 types classification.

>>227341
> The term «schizotypal» introduced SH. Rado, as short for «schizophrenic phenotype»[2]. Some scientists from countries CIS consider schizotypal disorder as «sluggish schizophrenia» — a term never used in Western psychiatry and absent from the international version MKB-10, MKB-11 and in DSM-5. The term is mentioned only in adapted for use in Russian Federation versions of the ICD-10: «The heading F21 includes forms which in the domestic version MKB-9 qualified as low-progressive or low-grade schizophrenia». Psychiatrists in the CIS countries often consider it within the framework of schizotypal disorder borderline symptoms: for example, in a book A. B. Smulevich «Low-progressive schizophrenia and borderline states»a number of low-progressive schizophrenia (synonymous with low-grade schizophrenia) are classified neurotic, asthenic and psychopathic conditions[3].

Interesting. I thought you might be referring to "Sluggish schizophrenia", but it seems you are right and the Soviets really did invent schizotypical as well

>>227342
>sluggish schizophrenia
Вялотекущая шизофрения…

Heavily political "diagnosis" though.

>>227388
That's why I was surprised that schizotypical seems to be a related Russian concept, that is now completely accepted in the western DSM

>>227332
There are racial differences among criminals too, it's useless to deny this. Certain races are more prone to certain crimes or behave in a different way when committing X crime.

The "white hustle culture" you speak about became mainstream in the post-segregation culture where races get mixed together and so whites start to copy black or brown habits (or vice versa). Even FBI criminologists acknowledge race differences among criminals, like white sexual offenders showed more sophistication in their crimes than non-whites who just went around raping/killing their victims usually.

>>227392
I think the political background of "sluggish schizophrenia" still lingers here - as if Soviet psych-s wanted to cover their asses from their past (we dindu nuffin! they WERE something-something SCHizo) and keep that "ur mom g– schizo" card handy.

>>227397
On further inspection it seems schizotypal is a western concept, that "sluggish schizophrenia" was somewhat integrated into in Russia in the post-USSR