>>227751>How are you dealing with the monster planet? Spiraling into depression every day between 1-3 AM pretty much.
My country Hungary has a history of… being on the wrong side of history.
Even our anthem is just a lamentation.
Now we are headed for destruction either way. If the EU kicks us out we are fucked economically to the point where I might end up homeless or shanked for a slice of bread.
If we stick around and somehow go along with the EU stuff who knows maybe we'll get dragged into the meat grinder war of Ukraine and Russia.
It really doesn't even matter which side.
The AI shit and other general economic decline isn't helping either. I know I'm worthless, but I just want to exist in peace.
I feel like there is no escaping the impending doom. I'll have to suffer one way or another, though I pray I'll be spared.
There is no situation in the future that favors the wizard I think. As you say OP there is no "tribe" to take us, even our own kin knows we are a burden and are openly hostile.
What of the rest?
If the shit hits the fan in some way, people default to tribalism and we are the babies that should have been dropped from a cliff or the weirdo living on the periphery.
I say we, but I'm mostly speaking of myself and projecting here I guess.
For what it's worth I'm trying to get my physical health in order and reduce my belongings to a state where I have mostly only what I need and can move if needed.
The physical health might sound counterproductive if I expect a war or a draft, but realistically I'm not well connected enough to get a doctors notice even though I have the ailments…
It will all pass eventually, I just hope I don't have to suffer for nothing.
I don't think, at least here that some right wing death squad will start hunting down the marginalized.
I really think that once the bread&circus shit is gone the tribes that form naturally with normies will just reject us and we won't make it.
I also don't think gibs programs will dry up because of this shift, but rather because there wont be a pot to hand out gibs from anymore.
Currently I'm blessed to have a simple easy comfy job that isn't that taxing, but I feel like it's not that secure due to the concerns above as well.
I wont make it if I lose it.