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 No.228142

im 18 and the sex is a idea that make me feel disgusting. I don´t have relation with succubus. I think that the sex is a form of engage with the word.
And while more i think i can see that my life is a fucking disaster for be thinking about have sex and be with a succubus all day.
But i dont want humilieate me and be some desesperated. also im ugly shitskin and low iq and social skills (coomer to)
in deep of my heart i believe that lose my virginity will make me happy, that a succubus listen my problems, and scare me the idea that while more times goes on the succubi have more experience and i stuck in back.
I know a contradiction. My point is that i wanna be alone and be happy alone.i dont wanna be part of that twisted system and circle what life is, but my wish chase me.
What recomendation give me? above all the wizard more olders. I think go to a psychiathrist to give me pills and practice some sport, but i dont wanna go to gym because i hate thats machines touch by all world and are many sucubus dresses like whore.

 No.228143

Create a little pony tulpa. Fap only to magical furry cartoon quadrupeds. Lift weights in your bedroom while blasting anime OSTs. Go for walks at nigh and kick over trashcans. This has worked for many men before.

 No.228144

>>228143
how i do it? every itme when i have sexual desires or wish of jerk off i see 2D and i only forced me think in 2d.
Make me audios to hypnotized me saying that 3D is shit and i dont need sex.
How???

 No.228146

>>228142
>deep of my heart i believe that lose my virginity will make me happy, that a succubus listen my problems

Go back to /r9k/

 No.228147

>im 18 and the sex is
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 No.228148

sex is how society keeps you tethered. some young men dream of being independent from society and not participating in the "sick system" but alas, your biology has different ideas. you're doomed to live in this conflicted miserable state until you either kill yourself or integrate into society.

sexual urges are one thing, but there is also the built in mechanism that keeps the "score" and every humiliation, every putdown, every loss gets recorded and adjusts your mood, health, it determines how much your brain produces serotonin. you're tied to the "dominance hierarchy" whether you want to or not. opting out just means continual loss until your brain forces you to do some drastically violent or self-destruct in suicide.

there is no way, no solution, we're doomed as individuals with higher awareness. you could try going off into the mountains completely alone, maybe the physical distance from the sickness of society could be the answer but idk, never tried it.

 No.228150

i saw this pic in lainchan

 No.228156

>>228148
>but there is also the built in mechanism that keeps the "score" and every humiliation, every putdown, every loss gets recorded and adjusts your mood

so it self-esteem?

 No.228164

Personally, I think it's an ego thing. Every person wants to leave a legacy, and for most people that's going to be their progeny. While men are living, they constantly show off their wife and kids and to a lesser extent their mantoys e.g. cars to each other. If you had other things going for you, it wouldn't be as painful. You're 18. Chances are you will not remain virgin at 30.
>>228150
There is a lot of overlap.

 No.228173

>>228142
Anons. Do you remember the pdf that posted in here called *how to be alone" by a middle age? repost please

 No.228174

>>228173
*middle age wizard

 No.228183

Have zero expectations

 No.228199

>>228148
>maybe the physical distance from the sickness of society could be the answer but idk, never tried it.
I have, it's a temporary solution in some ways and just creates new problems in others. In a human body there's no escape from dependencies, it's part of the soul-trap; the only change out innawoods is it's not other people/society entrapping you, it's your body and brain. Maybe for some equatorial australopithecus it's doable, feel free to try if you really want, though. Basically my point is the entire realm we're in has inherent issues that we have no clear solution to, and even if we did, the rest of the population would just be conditioned to reject it and anyone suggesting it.

Anyways, lucid dream sex is an option for separating fantasy from bodily limitations. I just wish it were easier to do, more consistent. Keeping sexual desire channeled into a mental space I think has potential, especially if you avoid touching your dick and choose visualization over the typical visual media.

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>>228212
Good one! Any more books from the author? He mentioned that writing is his passion.

 No.228220

Anon, please proofread your posts before posting. I understand having a typo or two but this is unreadable.

 No.228224

>>228220
Sorry i wrote it at 4:00 am and i was drunked also



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