No.228571
The consolidation of the internet and the degradation of wikipedia has really hurt sperging. Coupled this with the degradation of attention span, I now subconsciously refreshed twitter and youtube to get the occasional sweet schizo/orthodox/le science content. The lack of sperging outlet has observably contributed to me subconsciusly goon to use that energy. Life is hell now. My intellectual capacity degrades, and is only maintained by sperg commenting on instagram and twitter, with the occasional rabbit hole dip to verify my intuitions.
What the fuck should I do? On one hand I discovered a new interest in orthodox-esotericism, and has even cracked the basic workings of the magicks of satanist and how to effectively resist them.
However all this is sustained by prior knowledge, regarding actual historical facts, very little that I actually learned. One of my grievances for example, is how little I know of the current ukrainian war, despite being well informed and deeply invested in battlefields development 1-2 years ago. It felt as if I betrayed part of myself not following this unfolding story of mankind.
I am a hollowed out man, in some ways for the better; the Jesus prayer truly has shed the facade hiding the rot of my soul, and I find purpose in fighting the spiritual war whose temporal dimension Hitler and the Romans fought.
I need advice from wiz here, Orthodox's Theosis oversimplified is like those chinese cultivation stories, but actually real. However I am not sure how sperging comes into play without disturbing my current ascension. My sperging comes about in great part from a calvinist upbringing, and I now realized it is massive red herring in Theosis. Any advice on how to proceed for veteran wiz? If things go well, I will be joining as a catechumen in 1-2 month time. Currently I have no spiritual father to seek advice on.
No.228572
my wizbro jesus was a jew
No.228576
>>228572talmudist really established themselves as the supposed jewry after Christiantiy, and saturn cube worship has been called out in the OT and by Jesus Himself.
No.228577
>The consolidation of the internet and the degradation of wikipedia has really hurt sperging.
you know what it hasn't hurt? books. a book is like a dead person's 40 hour long youtube video but the pictures were lost so you have to read the transcript and produce the video about it in your mind, which also works i have learned recently. since i started to like books, i have not kept up with any youtube channel. i only use it for precise DIY solutions to thinks i am handcrafting basically. youtube stopped being a place i like to go to spend time to a library i go to when i am researching how to do something.
i do wish there was something like wikipedia but for actual people by actual people.
>Coupled this with the degradation of attention span, I now subconsciously refreshed twitter and youtube to get the occasional sweet schizo/orthodox/le science content.
i call this doomscrolling and i know how to get out. if you want to i can share my findings with you.
i have thought about this idea of the degrading attention span quite a bit and i don't believe this is true. what they describe as low attention span is extremely interface expectations which i believe come from having experienced the immediacy of videogames. the solution to having a low attentionspan is to upgrade all the systems of your life until they meet your attention-expectation.
>The lack of sperging outlet has observably contributed to me subconsciusly goon to use that energy.
i'm not sure i am up do date with what gooning means in that context.
>Life is hell now. My intellectual capacity degrades, and is only maintained by sperg commenting on instagram and twitter, with the occasional rabbit hole dip to verify my intuitions.
that's wonderful though. chase all the rabits, you should be learning new stuff all the time. i hope you are also manifesting some of those threads into actual fabric meaning turning them into projects. i'm currently tinkering on building a half-portable little computer that draws so little power that it can stay on always or at least during the day.
>What the fuck should I do? On one hand I discovered a new interest in orthodox-esotericism, and has even cracked the basic workings of the magicks of satanist and how to effectively resist them.
you could make a thread on lounge about it and share interesting things you have found.
>I am a hollowed out man, in some ways for the better; the Jesus prayer truly has shed the facade hiding the rot of my soul, and I find purpose in fighting the spiritual war whose temporal dimension Hitler and the Romans fought.
that doesn't sound optimistic.
>I need advice from wiz here, Orthodox's Theosis oversimplified is like those chinese cultivation stories, but actually real. However I am not sure how sperging comes into play without disturbing my current ascension. My sperging comes about in great part from a calvinist upbringing, and I now realized it is massive red herring in Theosis. Any advice on how to proceed for veteran wiz? If things go well, I will be joining as a catechumen in 1-2 month time. Currently I have no spiritual father to seek advice on.
i judge the spiritual endeavor based on whether it helped you in find the place of inner completion and connection. not knowing too much about it when i hear you use the word ascention, that reminds me of something perpetual, desire-based and unnecessarily complicated; as if something tries to get you to rotate so that you can be it's motor. those are just my hunches though.
No.228578
What do you even mean by sperging?
Do you think consuming this content makes you a normie?
I am Christian too.
No.228579
>Calvinist
Who's going to tell him?
No.228580
>>228571'Willpower alone will save you' types the wizard with a Youtube tab playing in the background.
No.228582
> What the fuck should I do?
Hammer break computer. Hammer break screen and any cpu relying device you own. Go embrace the total hermit schizosperg experience like Jesus does for 40 days alone in the desert. Then come back and enlighten us, please.
No.228589
>>228580giving me the
>oh yeah?! why would i be healthy, just to be a prettier corpse?!vibes