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>As my life is now I could probably rot away years upon years away miserably in the blink of an eye.
but why would you want to do that when you can build yourself a nice life. has anyone told you that you are a man and that you can just make your life nice if you so choose? you are not a succubus sitting on a couch hoping to catch a man who will rescue her from depression, you are your own savior and the creator of your personal paradise. suffering is optional.
when i was your age i listened to a lot of self-help (audio)books AND NOW I AM HELPING MYSELF! THIS WORKS. may nobody talk shit about self-help books, they work. they did help. promises made, promises kept!