No.229722
I kinda curious about your life experiences around life, succubi, and anything, the good and the bad. I need to learn about your shit to not fuck this.
I start to slowly feel less dissapointed of me (like a loser bad-genetic-personality-logical-human-philoshical entity) and more dissapointed by the idea of "Love" around another entity like a succubi. But not, i dont have dissapointed with the idea of love in favor of animals, personal causes, another human, children or family ideas, but oddly specific its more about succubi behaviour than succubi entity. I dont hate succubi, i hate the behaviours they take.
Its not like i was a crab before or a succubi simp but i just tired of that innocent-rigid mentality of my young age.
I have 24 years old, i tired of this shit. The stupid rejection or expectancy play of love-sex-relationships of family and friends, the stupid romantization of love and sex and relationship in any media, the stupid competitive-mode with other retards simps between succubi when i want just to get friends, the stupid money seeking and stupid social-logical-survival-image-appareance-sex-effective approach that young succubus in general i saw they take. I dont even believe in any tenants of crabdom or retardom culture, i feel its like a psyop plan to destroy humanity made up by some people like some redfem succubi radical same with pills and maxxing shit ideals equally like a ton of religious dogmatic bullshit.
Sometimes i even know that maybe i can have the opportunity to fuck with old succubi or protitutes but its not about sex, that take you to any place than just sensations and experiences, and i dont do it even if i horny, i still virgin and alone, little to no friends, i dont even fuck care of the idea of sex.
>Also
There's exist a book of Wizardry humanistic philosophy like a Monk-Wizard in the ivory tower or temple guide book for life?
The idea of adoption, sons or daughters, have a family or getting love from somewhere is worth to you? Family or community, Its all about the playing of the modern spectacle of life? All feels empty if its just this. I gonna die alone and that all? Normies take all about image, money and behaviours and happy-trippy-positive sensations seeking? That's all?