No.229722
I kinda curious about your life experiences around life, succubi, and anything, the good and the bad. I need to learn about your shit to not fuck this.
I start to slowly feel less dissapointed of me (like a loser bad-genetic-personality-logical-human-philoshical entity) and more dissapointed by the idea of "Love" around another entity like a succubi. But not, i dont have dissapointed with the idea of love in favor of animals, personal causes, another human, children or family ideas, but oddly specific its more about succubi behaviour than succubi entity. I dont hate succubi, i hate the behaviours they take.
Its not like i was a crab before or a succubi simp but i just tired of that innocent-rigid mentality of my young age.
I have 24 years old, i tired of this shit. The stupid rejection or expectancy play of love-sex-relationships of family and friends, the stupid romantization of love and sex and relationship in any media, the stupid competitive-mode with other retards simps between succubi when i want just to get friends, the stupid money seeking and stupid social-logical-survival-image-appareance-sex-effective approach that young succubus in general i saw they take. I dont even believe in any tenants of crabdom or retardom culture, i feel its like a psyop plan to destroy humanity made up by some people like some redfem succubi radical same with pills and maxxing shit ideals equally like a ton of religious dogmatic bullshit.
Sometimes i even know that maybe i can have the opportunity to fuck with old succubi or protitutes but its not about sex, that take you to any place than just sensations and experiences, and i dont do it even if i horny, i still virgin and alone, little to no friends, i dont even fuck care of the idea of sex.
>Also
There's exist a book of Wizardry humanistic philosophy like a Monk-Wizard in the ivory tower or temple guide book for life?
The idea of adoption, sons or daughters, have a family or getting love from somewhere is worth to you? Family or community, Its all about the playing of the modern spectacle of life? All feels empty if its just this. I gonna die alone and that all? Normies take all about image, money and behaviours and happy-trippy-positive sensations seeking? That's all?
No.229723
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No.229726
I can't tell if anything is AI barf or stream of consciousness anymore on these things so in case it helps anyone, my story:
I made 3 serious attempts at dating, roughly 5 years apart and roughly 20, 25 and 30 year ages. I wasn't particularly mad at them, but the agenda was pretty obvious from their side - nobody was actually interested in me for being me, it was always what they could juice me for. I got into the man-o-sphere and redpill stuff and the world began to make some sense. Hitting 30 and wizard status was a good hit of reality I needed, I don't resent that part.
I'm introvert so my social meter is pegged just having to go to work in the first hour… people don't do it for me. I visit family a few times a year and it's enough.
No.229727
>>229726now the mod can probably ban you for saying this. Or he will just delete your post and issue a warning. Which would be hypocritical if he does.
Nothing new/
No.229728
>>229727>Rule 2: Do not state or suggest that you had, will have or want to have sexual or romantic experiences."Did want to have" isn't on there. It's not against the rules to admit that you have believed romance to be the path for you at some point in the past, especially if that time was in your youth. If those attempts at dating resulted in sex, he would be permabanned for rule 1. If he was still making attempts at dating, it would be a long ban for rule 2. If he admitted that he regrets that the attempts didn't pull through, it would be a warning.
No.229731
>>229726>IA or stream of consciousnessI not a IA, i writed with the - semantics logic bacause i the guy of the Psychonautics things and this one of the way to relate things in a schema. And yes maybe my engrish is bad bacause i not a English speaker sorry about that.
Thanks you for share your experiences.
>>229728Thanks mod, i read the rules actually before post the thread bacause of fear of annoy the wiz lol
No.229747
>>229722i didn't read this beyond the 1st paragraph. if you're here, you're already fucked
No.229781
>I kinda curious about your life experiences around life, succubi, and anything, the good and the bad. I need to learn about your shit to not fuck this.
there are things you just have to figure out on your own, no amount of hearing to others will help you. it will bias your judgement, though, so take care.
>you were a crab before?
idk what's a crab in your opinion. as in, have i ever been bitterly lusting after a succubus and getting nothing? nope, except fear and anxiety i never really felt any strong emotions.
No.229839
>>229722>24 years oldcan we start fucking banning these faggots?
No.229851
>>229849come next year when you'll be officialy an apprentice