/wiz/ - Wizardry

idk wiz, probably is just mental illness

when I was put on Risperdal I developed the ability to talk to imaginary characters in my head and they would reply to me each one with its own personality and unique tips

they pointed out that I have something called Ra, a god within my head (nevertheless I'm an atheist), and an external entity named Quetzalcoatl from the sweedish freemasonry was manipulating reality around me for unknown purposes, perhaps because I stalked one of their members

it is very interesting to me because I never got to know any of these details before the psychiatric drug, so all this stuff popped out of my mind perhaps with various inputs from ancient documentaries, and once I realized it wasn't true I learned to use it for my own benefits

Do we all sound that stupid, huh?

>most people possess only ordinary, commonplace mindsets and behaviors; I, however, am unique and intriguing, possessing a mind deeply engaged with unconventional subjects
>unconventional subjects
>gore
Spammed on cuckchan daily.
>World War II
The most discussed war in human history.
>cosmic horror
Movies, books, games, youtube channels, and entire websites dedicated to this topic. Sounds pretty commonplace to me.
>dinosaurs
Yup, cause nobody ever studies dinosaurs, right?
>fiction
Fiction is more common than reality these days, what are you even talking about?
>urban legends
Same as 'cosmic horror'. Very common.
>forbidden rituals
This is the only unconventional thing you listed, even then it's a rather vague topic.

>"I'm not a normalfag! I'm unique and intriguing and rare!"
Okay, champ.

you get to think you're special until you're out of your early 20's and realize everyone has ideas and thoughts too

>>229768
>out of your early 20's and realize everyone has ideas and thoughts too
You'd be surprised how many adults fail to develop theory of mind.

>>229768
Often incredibly stupid ones, but yes

>>229764
What you do for a living ?

>>229768
there are worse things than thinking you're special, such as actually being stupid

>>229764
>Common people vs Unique personality thing
You need to know this, this is not my entire personality, there's no exist entire personality we're just us, even there's no us or me, we act in a specific way based in behaviour learned, routines, habits, beliefs, traumas or past experiences, social skill learned or not, genetics and expectancy of behaviour of other people and their beliefs on us and the way they put tags or ideas on us. There's no self or me, I found that some people say in my face "i know you dont like this so" and other people say i very talktive other very shy, other charismatic and all of that is just how they form their perspective of my personality based in their experiences and is not my true will or personality.
>how?
I like fringe things like Paranormal things, woo-woo, scientific topics around this, psychonautics, mind and etc.
I shy and in general quiet and internalize or hidden a lot of emotions against normies bacause i got builded like this, and i dont have a problem with this but maybe them yes, sometimes they annoy me when they start over react based in stupidity too much. I not a subhuman and i not against human emotions or sad, happy, trippy experiences.
I not that much interesting to them and i know bacause in the moment i start to speak about my topic of interest (and i focus more in the scientific around stream of consciousness or psychonaut things bacause i try to gatekeep the fringe powers) in normie groups i know in some way they see me like a weirdo freak or insane hippie or a cultist sectarian that live in a fantasy world like Narnia or Middle Earth.
Yes, i prone to fantasy but i very grounded in the material world, sometimes when i speak about specific people of these topics the things get good and i stop to have the belief i wrote up there of thar i not that much interesting. I know i interesting to a lot of people.
I not feel unique and i have no interest to be.
I have a obbsesive interest in things that common people or normies maybe will see as a escapism or unhealthy things, but i dont consume drugs and i try to be healthy.
So, in a sense maybe i kinda like a old school normie, normies these days take drugs, pills and meds like sweets and put on them tags like white, negroe, yellow, pink, rainbow, queer, taurus, virgo, aspie, feminist, crabdom and a lot of more tags like a fucking schizo tribe trying to dehumanize them and partially lives in the fantasy world of social media or money problems.
Some they have no more interest than the common idea of love, sex, consume, fast emotions and experiences and maybe a good future and that's it.
But this is a reduction to absurd of human life complexities. Learn to live is a chore.