About to become a wizard

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About to become a wizard Anonymage 09/14/26 (Mon) 09:09:50 No.229868

I'm 29 years old. In a month, I'll be 30. My graduation to wizard is, admittedly, something causing me more distress than I thought it would.
There's so much to life that I never got to experience, and no I don't just mean sex or romantic relationships, though those are big.
I've been caring for my disabled grandmother while working since I was 17. I quit school to care for her because nobody else would.

I've had virtually no life since I was a teenager. This combined with being an introverted person is rough. I've never even had a friend outside of the Internet. Any friend.

But it's too late to turn back. This is what the cards had in store for me.

Anonymage 09/14/26 (Mon) 16:38:59 No.229870

30 is when you get your powers. Something tells me it's gonna be barbarian resilience. Caring for an elder takes a lot of effort, I have a similar situation with pops. About your education, I sense a little regret, but I know you can do something about it. Also, you can make a lot of friends feeding stray animals or caring for plants. Or maybe you get inspired and start lifting and become a battlemage. Know this, you have two hands and two feet, a heart and a head; when all is over, you get before Crom, and he'll ask "I give you those struggles in life. What did you do?" and you will respond "I ENDURED!". It's within yourself what kind of wizza you will become. Reflect and tell us, when you reach 30.

Anonymage 09/14/26 (Mon) 22:13:52 No.229871

I'm in the same boat. Done nothing since high school which was 10+ years ago, soon 15. It's all fun and games until you're a wiz for real. I thought I'd splurge and buy something nice for myself for the big 3-0 but am probably not even going to do that. Even if you "knew" you were going to spend the rest of life alone, it's a lot more real now. It's like knowing you'll die eventually versus actually being in the process of dying. Having made it to 30 I don't think there's anything left to prove. Even if one consciously decides to step away from the path at this point, it won't change the fact you're permanently different from the rest of humanity.

Anonymage 09/16/26 (Wed) 15:21:09 No.229875

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Yeah, 7 months for me. If I didn't have a part-time job I would have literally nothing and nobody - even that might just be Stockholm syndrome. I learnt some skills here and there but like Shinji and his Cello it all came to naught. Social isolation ruined my life and I should've done more to change. Hard to believe I've been here for a decade. I try to ruminate less and exist in the now but it's like swimming against the tide (And I don't even know how to swim).