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 No.217360[Reply]

What job are wiz friendly? I need a to have good idea of jobs that are suitable for a 30 years old wiz.
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 No.217395

>>217393
I'd do it happily, but there seems to be quite the lineup for these mostly unskilled heavy labor jobs

 No.217396

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>>217393
>great view of the sea
>clean view of the stars at night

 No.217397

>>217394
all of these jobs are word of mouth or an impressive resume with credentials. The ones I'm familiar with have a cattle call where you're either lucky or you're not

 No.217398

>>217373
I don't know, I'm from South America and there are hardly any people who do these jobs, and those who do will rip your head off with the prices.

 No.217415

>>217370
Cause you're practically alone in an empty building and all you have to do is walk around every hour or so and wait until your shift is over. Bonus point if you get a comfy booth and can sit there watching movies or playing vidya. It doesn't get any more wizard friendly than that.



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 No.312692[Reply]

Why does every time I dare to go outside something happen that ends up giving me anxiety?

I was walking in the city when something hit my ear. It didn't hurt but, and I'm starting to forget it already, made a sound. At first I thought a pigeon grazed me but I heard no flapping and saw nothing. Then I thought as I was walking under trees maybe something fell on me but I didn't see or hear something falling down. I looked around and saw nothing. I'm thinking it might have been a fly as it was warm but I don't know if it would feel that way.

I can't check closely of course and had to use my phone but I can't see any wounds.

Now I can't stop thinking about what it was and assume the worst that I am going to get some kind of infection.

And shit like this happens like 50% of the time I go outside.
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 No.312712

The only cure for anxiety is accepting Jesus as your Lord and Saviour

 No.312721

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>>312692
Could he be truer than I thought him to be from a start? Huh…

 No.312739

>>312692
Well OP, at least you didn't get shit on by birds two times in the span of 3 months. The first time, I received the bird turd right on my face.

 No.312744

Whenever I go outside, I get harassed by the Walmart greeter asking for my receipt, like I look like a fucking thieving nigger

 No.312790

Yall Just need a routine. Once you get used to external envitoment, those things eventually stop happening. If you are neet, choose a time of the day to take a walk and then do I
it everyday



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 No.306682[Reply]

Do you think discovering imageboards early in life fucks you up?

I already had ADHD symptoms when I was young but I feel like imageboards made them worse with how fast they are, the ability to jump through boards each discussing different topics and the total lack of barriers for making new threads. I got used to making a thread for whatever question or thought I had instead of trying to think a bit for myself first. Also something I thought about is how my PC is full with images from years of imageboards and how that made me a very visual person. I just feel like imageboards molded my brain and behavior and every time I think I can quit them because I am tired of the shallow level of discussion that comes from the fast pace and lack of barriers I somehow end up back and spending my entire day on them even if it makes me regret it at the end of the day.
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 No.312668

Those are just are the first phases OP. Read more schizo stuff and you may end up adapting.

 No.312670

you eventually will learn media literacy and start questioning whether the answers are coming from, who the truth-tellers really are and which communities are stupid or fake.

Anyways, get into nootropics. They're surprisingly cheap and unleash your genetic potential for intelligence and concentration.

 No.312699

>>310792
you can reverse the effects of cocaine addiction is little over half a year of abstinence. And that's without interventions. There is no way computer brain is a premanent adaptation, just walk away from the screen and spam plasticity promoting supplements while doing something more healthy for a change

 No.312776

>>306687
by repeatedly scrolling through and half reading the same posts over and over

 No.312789

Yes, i do think.



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 No.309828[Reply]

>>>>
It is often said gifted individuals have powers either to help or to harm. Intelligence, creativity, and talent can steer toward both negative and positive ends of the moral/ethical continuum. Bright individuals can be either creatively malevolent or creatively benevolent depending on the interweaving of their values and behaviors. Gifted individuals are possibly at greater risk for adjustment difficulties, especially during adolescence and adulthood, due to their heightened sensitivity to interpersonal conflicts and higher levels of alienation and stress as a result of their intellectual and creative abilities. Some gifted students struggle in their school and community environments due to emotional intensity, motivation and achievement issues, lack of peers and isolation, identification problems, sensitivity to expectations and feelings, perfectionism, and other difficulties. These gifted students endure and survive in school rather than flourish.

what you think about it wiz? are you gifted?
i think there's 50/50 in wizard community, some just not able to get in to normie life or don't want to.
and some self isolate himself because his IQ creates huge gap in social harmony this basically alienates him and makes impossible to get into normie life because he sees normies as subhumans.
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 No.312784

>>312782
What exactly would you call them if not that?

 No.312785

>>312781
Poltards are among the the dumbest people i ever met. They are like a failed, worsened version of normalfags. They have NOTHING to do with wizards.

They are much more like boomers on facebook with a little bit more of tech literacy.

 No.312787

>>312786
you quoted my post first, and then i replied. im just sharing my opinions about the thread that op made. you are angry for nothing

 No.312788

>>312786
just ignore him. Anyone that hates white people is stupid by default.

 No.312791

>>312788
you're quite right, It's just irritating to see this kind of cancerous thought-policing spread to previously open spaces once quite receptive to alternative topics.



/games/

 No.60946[Reply]

What are some games to look forward to for some hopefuel?
I like watching these new MMO videos because it gives me hope we are closer to someone making a good new one.
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 No.61417

For this year:

Dragon's Dogma 2
Eiyuden Chronicle: Hundred Heroes
SaGa Emerald Beyond
Sand Land
Ghosts of Tsushima PC port
Selaco
Elin
Shin Megami Tensei V: Vengeance
Super Monkey Ball: Banana Rumble
Skald: Against the Black Priory
Visions of Mana
Metaphor: ReFantazio
Hades 2

Also various indies that might come out this year but seem like they're in development hell (Hollow Knight Silksong, Gestalt: Steam and Cinder, Isles of Sea and Sky)

 No.61421

>>61417
I want more SaGa remasters, where are Frontier 2 and Unlimited

 No.61609

Just found out Kingdom Come Deliverance II is coming out by the end of the year. This is such wonderful news. The first game was a masterpiece and criminally underrated. I have been waiting to hear about the sequel ever since. It looks amazing.

 No.61612

>>61609
I tried to play the first one on hardcore and it was so confusing that it was infuriating. Henry seemed annoying as shit too. In theory it looks like everything i would want but i couldnt get into it.

 No.61620

>>61612
maybe give it a shot without hardcore. That takes away the mini map, and fast travel right? That seems like it would be a pain to do. The fun of the game does not come from being lost in the woods without a map. I don't get the appeal of hardcore.



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/dep/

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 No.286861[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Suicide general, - Discuss everything suicide related here.
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 No.291808

>>291803
I dont want to experiment with further chemicals. Honestly I just want to go back to where I was before.
Yes I quit all the drugs, but I feel the damage is done. Supposedly these drugs can stay in cells. Suicidal ideation, regret and self-hate is all I can feel daily now.

 No.291809

>>291808
A peptide isn't really a drug in the conventional sense. I used Dihexa to effectively recover from psychosis damages and could feel very positive results in brain communication in two cycles. Anyways, suit yourself…

https://libgen.is/book/index.php?md5=31C438FD77D11758F3C7CF2386858D4C
One of the books I found helpful for this and has a good nutrient/supplement section near the end. HBOT is definitely the way to go. I was very aggressive in trying to use supplements to recover function and seem to have run into mild excitotoxicity problems using neurotransmitter-raising supplements, which was quite a stupid idea in retrospect I guess.

While the half life of many drugs, particularly injections, is quite long, they will eventually all excrete.

 No.291810

>>291809
another one I liked, which might be more acceptable to you if pharma associations are the issue, is semax. It raises dopamine levels which you do have to be careful with but will almost immediately give you a strong sense of drive. It also spikes BDNF significantly, which is a major compound involved in neuroplasticity and recovery. Used for stroke victims, quite safe.

Schizo seems to have all kinds of different causes. Autoimmune problems from disease, lyme, celiac are a prominent hypothesis. It seems like for me excitotoxicity could be caused by heavy metals, toxoplasmosis infections, or covid spike proteins. I don't know what your illness looks like, but many people in true schizo in the celiac camp report benefits from ketogenic diets. There's also the niacin supplementation theory, which I found to be quite useless but evidently helps a subset of cases

 No.291812

>>291801
No detox, no profit. No matter how nicely your nourish a filthy machine, it will still be filthy

 No.291816

>>291812
What detox do you suggest?


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/games/

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 No.61325[Reply]

French wizs might have heard of this.

Despite the english name, Slayers Online (SO) is a french-speaking amateur MMO that was created in 2002 by a certain "frostfall" using RPG Maker 2K assets.

It was the poor man's WoW for kids with slow internet or parents who didn't want to pay a sub.
Yes, the MMO was entirely free. NOT freemium, free. You couldn't interact financially with the game even with donations. Obviously because it ripped many assets from RM2K or other games like FF1-6.

The gameplay itself sucked. You had one key to attack, one key to defend, 3 classes that were not balanced at all, and thats about it.

But we liked it because it was an era when online games weren't as ubiquitous as they are now. They were mostly for introverted kids like me who didn't partake in IRL activities.

At its peak (2007-2008 id say) the server averaged 400 online players.

The game admins gave you the possibility to make your own skin (RM2K style). Doing one takes some training but it was accessible. At some point, "skinneurs" as we called them had the possibility to sell access to their skin. This led to the game economy being ruined as the richest people in the game were making too much gold.
I myself created skins and was shocked by how much gold normalfags were willing to put into them, but I didn't complain and exploited this lol.

I also learned HTML4 at 13 just to make a cool description for my character. Didn't have any programming knowledge before that.

The game slowly died out as f2p online games became mainstream, but also because it was hacked so much times as the game's infosec also stayed in the 2000s era (passwords hashed with MD5 etc).

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 No.61338

Never heard of it much lesd played it before unfortunately.

However I did play a lot of Dofus when I was a teenager.

 No.61615

>>61325
jamais entendu parler
>>61338
par contre, ça, ouii, j'y ai joué

 No.61616

rpgmaker seems to have given more to the world in creativity than any other platform

 No.61618

>>61325
>But we liked it because it was an era when online games weren't as ubiquitous as they are now. They were mostly for introverted kids like me who didn't partake in IRL activities.

the games were so much better when they weren't meant for normies. i was eagerly reading game magazines, trying to find out what new awesome games were out. my life was such shit, my life was done unto me and i was just a passive victim who couldn't do anything about it but watch how people around me were competing over who can hurt my the most. but in video games i could make decisions and experience things that my nightmare real life would conspire to exclude me from.

now i don't even care to look at new games because all i see is the games being an excuse to teach bullies to respect pronouns, be robbed of data, end user license agreements and microtransactions with slightly better graphics.

 No.61619

>>61616

flash games before apple killed them were quite the gold mine of great new creative ideas.



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 No.291261[Reply]

Post here when you don't have enough to say for a topic and it's too depressing for the general crawl thread.
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 No.291778

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I don't care if this is the wrong thread. I'm probably going to fail a class that writes off any grade you get in it below an 80 and the worst part is that I actually did all the work competently at 78s and 79s for a lot of assignments, and this hag ogre of a teacher decided to have this rule apply to other assignments not stated to have it in the syllabus. I fucking hate school, I don't want to fucking be in $50000 of debt to make less than that a year just so I can have a job that isn't nutless monkey peon bullshit, NEETs can't stop fucking winning.

 No.291813

I won't boast about it being OCD, I don't know, but what I am sure about is that it's gonna get me killed at best and ruined for the rest of my life at worst. It's the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Not only it interferes with thinking, it does not allow me to get a full control of what I do and what I do not do. I am sort of in autopilot mode most of the time.

>>291778
That's probably nothing to you, but I root for you.

 No.291814

Oh fuck it. Forgot the sage. Yeah awesome.

 No.291815

got a job and i’m very glad but my biggest fear is playing itself out, my mother is using me as a wallet again. this shameless retard doesn’t seem to understand that i’m spending upwards of 1500 on her per month. the initial agreement was 900 monthly. she completely disgusts me where money is concerned, i hope i can move soon. i thought it would be as easy as picking out a hotel room but the place i was looking at has boric acid everywhere which isn’t a good fucking sign. glad i went in to view it in person.

this is scattered but i’m just pissed off.

i mean she’s throwing a tantrum right now because i didn’t give up her more money from my paycheck. you’ve gotten $1000 usd so far, that’s 1/4th, fucking fuck off you old bitch. 1000 usd monthly for a rat infested hovel is fucking awful

 No.291817

I'm really starting to despise all the people in the world who will tell you you're wrong but never even attempt to explain why.



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 No.60554[Reply]

ITT: Post your videogame ideas that will never get made. or just vague things you wished existed or was different in VideoGames.
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>>60669
EVE online, seriously. Mine them asteroids and truck your minerals all over the galaxy.

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 No.60746

I want to make a platformer that combines the best attributes of mario and megaman.
Clearly indicated hit boxes. At this point every pixel of the sprite should be part of the hitbox. No weird nebulous hitboxes that extend far outside of the sprite's graphics.
Momentum. I think this was the most attractive thing about mario.
Squating. The playing should always have an opportunity to dodge attacks and never feel like they have to "eat" damage. If a player is having problems bullet speed should be slowed until they can improve.
Can shoot up or at angles. I may not be asking for a fully analogue control, but it was annoying in megaman how enemies could come in at weird angles and I couldn't shoot them by simply pointing up.
Death in any video game should be as entertaining and least repetitive as possible. You shouldn't rub death into the character's plot as much as you should make the player seek out new and spectacular ways to die.
I can understand the need for fall death in a platformer, but sometimes they make it needlessly complicated I prefer if falls are just a minor setback and I don't have to repeat a bunch of difficult acrobatics only to fall for the 10th time at the part I can't practice for.

 No.61614

I want to make a video game settle during samurai era in japan. like a sekiro/nioh game but more soulslike with lot of japanese yokai. it will have beautiful graphics and interaction. I was thinking about a ronin (you the player) wander and get payed buy locals to exterminate a oni for example.

 No.61617

I wish somebody would reboot the old psx mgs formula of fast paced stealth. It was very polished and those games never had enough areas to explore or encounter the enemy in. Both the ps1 and 2 games only game you little over half a dozen truly stealth screens in the entire game. I don't want the whacky bosses, the movie cutscenes, the pseudo intellectual depth involving long codec calls. I just want fast paced infiltration bit where you choke out guards and use a silenced pistol occasionally while going through interconnected and reoccurring, largely urban areas



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 No.58308[Reply]

I recently started playing Dark Souls 4 [Elden Ring] The problem is that I haven't played something like this in a while, is there a farming area where I can get enough points?
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 No.58484

>>58483
Faith sucks early game the easiest route is quality build(str/dex) with a bloodhound fang.

 No.58485

>>58484
that's exactly what I did but I switched to intel build asa I finished ranni's quest

 No.61061

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Ranged build
I did a horse archer build

 No.61067

>Find the mace that bleeds from the chest carried by the giants in the first area
>Find the 2x runes dropped consumable nearby
>run to Caelid to the giant White dragon
>Start bashing her stomach before her left leg
>you will do no dmg but make him bleed out
>eat 2xrune before she dies

then there's that across the canyon that you shoot once, he runs off and dies, gives 11k rune, then you rest at the grace 5 feet away and repeat. getting to the area can be done through Liurnia if you have a non-pirate copy (quest requires invasions)

then there's the sentient miniature ranni doll, the one described as being realistic to the touch. hard to get but worth it

 No.61613

>>58478
oh yes I found this farm spot without watching on internet, lol



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 No.51836[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Does anyone here do deadlifts? I'm thinking about working to get a god-tier deadlift. My first goal is to make it up to 405lbs deadlift and then see how far I can take it from there. Right now I can do 255 for 5x5. Any wizbros here with tips?

Right now I'm 80 lbs overweight and need to stop eating so much food. The problem is I'm addicted to food and since I'm a 28 year old virgin, it's not like I have much else to do so it's gonna be hard to cut back on the food. Does anyone also have tips on how to feel full and not feel the need to eat food?
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 No.67696

>>67393
>>67387
also dont listen to the idiot telling you not to squat or overhead press. though when doing the OHP you really need to be strict and make sure you're not bending the hell out of your spine. shrugs are probably unnecessary though since the other exercises you have listed already are effective for back and trap strength

 No.67697

>>67695
>get real fat
No way!

 No.67707

>>67697
…and strong yeah

 No.67738

my form when deadlifting was always bad. I never see anyone else in a gym doing them and it's a bit of a hassle to set up just to do a couple of sets. Nice numbers though op

 No.67739

>>67192
Facebook reels. Lots of techniques and posture tricks.


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/jp/

 No.41960[Reply]

everyone thinks japanese people aren't racists and will be alright with foreigners if they respect japan. but this video shows the contrary: japanese people are like the rest of human, they know what racism is and they are also racists
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 No.41975

I wouldn't want to come across travel vloggers and weeaboos in my day-to-day life let alone shitskins so I don't blame the Japanese for being racist. Even then their "racism" is only so relative to how the west treats and practices the concept now, a lot of it is just uncertainty, not wanting to deal with someone who can't speak their language or assholes who shove cameras in everyone's faces. If I ever visited Japan it'd just be part and parcel of how they are and the society they've built.

 No.41979

I'm mexican, white-ish but still latino, short, with a moustache, I was in japan last month for 3 weeks and everyone was nice to me, they asked me where I was from a lot and 5 people tried to speak a bit of spanish.
Maybe it was because I'm a tourist, but I feel that people there were nicer to me compared to the US.

 No.41985

>>41979
You were a curiosity just as much as you could've been shunned. They are not truly wacist bullies.

 No.41986

>>41960
>everyone thinks japanese people aren't racists
no you were pretty much the only thought that way also that's a good thing

 No.41987

>>41986
why is it a good thing?



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 No.211617[Reply]

Did your social anxiety ever get better?

The main reason we are wizards. As kids they thought we would grow out of it. But did it ever get better for you?

it is a legit curse that i thrash against every day. But it never leaves me. I did martial arts, sports, had jobs where i basically just was just barely able to act normal enough to not break down. Anyone could take advantage of me, ruin my week with an insult and i know it and it tortures me everyday. I often wonder what faculty actually controls it. But i never find answers. I am convinced i am oppressed by god or some other universal powers that be like nature. It's ruined my life.
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 No.217379

>>211617
I solved by backlashing it into those who caused it. Intentional or not.

Anxiety comes via fear. What do you fear? Visualize it, and know what your mind tells you you are unprotected before.

 No.217380

>>213321
>Tried masking
Of course it didnt work
>Schizo
It is not done that way at all. You need to expand, not to contract. Do you even know what an omicron male is? If you work according to rules that are against your nature, no wonder you end up feeling shit. We are so uneducated…

 No.217382

>>217380
anxiety is an easily, easily treated condition without resorting to benzos. I've already given you lot enough pointers to know where to look up the cures for this stuff. It's related to glutamate transmission, serotonin dominance. You can cut glutamate without amping gaba, and shifting away from sero is pretty easy.

Anyways early pass on this issue is just do SJ's wort. MAO inhibitor, if you take Ibuptrofen you can cut acute glutamate excess as well. I believe NAC helps with that issue as well?

 No.217401

>>217382
>anxiety is an easily, easily treated condition
I laughed

 No.217414

>>217401
He is just meaning for his specific example. Dont take it wholly



/wiz/

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 No.216748[Reply]

why is so hard to connect with people?
everyday it seems like im different from other people, as if im in a different dimension from them. its almost like i was incompatible with them. the way they act, what they say and etc. i somehow feel close yet really distant from them.

why is that?
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 No.217399

>the need for conversation is a basic human requirement for brain maintenance
I am pretty sure you can get by on talking to yourself. No idea how insane exactly that's gonna make, but I doubt it will be any worse than with imageboards

 No.217400

>>217384
There is no evidence of that. Maybe conversing is needed to maintain the ability to converse well, but it is not valid to say that the brain is objectively harmed by losing an unused ability

 No.217403

BY FAR THE BIGGEST PROBLEM IS THE FACT THAT NOT ONLY ARE GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE REPULSED BY UGGOS.

BUT UGGOS ARE REPULSED BY UGGOS.

IT'S LIKE THE MOVIE INGLORIOUS BASTERDS WHERE LANDA EXPLAINS WHY YOU'RE MORE REPULSED BY A RAT THAN A SQUIRREL.

JUST LIKE YOU'RE MORE REPULSED BY A COCKROACH THAN A BUTTERFLY.

EXCEPT COCKROACHES AREN'T REPULSED BY EACH OTHER.

IT'S TRULY BRUTAL HOW THE SENSE OF BEAUTY IS SO OBJECTIVE.

 No.217412

>>217403
Humanity is not eugenic on purpose, so the subconscious forces against undesirable genome do manifest cruelly I guess.

 No.217413

>>217384
I am here to support and instruct newbies. My head is actually funnier than whatever is often discussed here.



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 No.217025[Reply]

It wasn't until a year ago until I had a weird dream when half asleep. A lucid dream of some kind where my thoughts and each scene were separate from me and fighting them felt like I was being held down by a hand or something. As of I wasn't supposed to know or not ment to know. Other moments id have screeches in my mind talking about something I'm not sure what it was about but it id have a suspicion that it was trying to annoy me. Another one is where a clump of patterns would try to communicate with me it had some weird African pattern/aesthetic to it or maybe Mayan I'm not sure. But I get the feeling that some cultures, aesthetics, or whatever we make artistically expresses a spirit of some sort. I'm genuinely terrified of realizing this and I don't think I'm ready mentally for this.

 No.217027

I am largely a objectivist, so no I don't actually believe in spirit in the metaphysical sense.

 No.217408

Symbols are essential for the human mind to express itself, specially the things that arent easily communicable by words. Carl Jung talks a lot about the role of symbols in the human mind. This is true even in occultism, see for example the works of Austin Spare.

Symbols are a powerful tool and we can say they carry a life of its own. This is why some people play a lot for expensive luxury goods of brands like Louis Vuitton or Chanel just because of a symbol they carry. Don't understimate the power of symbols and the impact they have in the human psyche.

 No.217409

>>217025
I've had dreams where I realize some terrible and momentous truth only to forget upon awakening, this seems possibly related to me

 No.217410

Dreams aren't real. I have had many lucid dreams, and after a while was able to freely bend the reality of them and do all kinds of superhuman feats. You don't go anywhere when you dream, the people you talk to aren't real, the entire environment is simply a simulation of what your brain perceives normal situations to conventionally be like when the active thinking part of your brain is shut off. That's it really, do mental exercises in low consciousness states to create weird perceptions and maybe you'll have dreams where you fly around and shoot fireballs too.

 No.217411

>>217409
Maybe you are atheist



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Reflections on height
My mother is 4.9, my father is 5.5.
In my school years, because my mother worked as a cleaner in a factory for 12 grand (RUB*) a month and my father worked in the same factory as an electrician for 15 grand, I had a disgusting diet and a closed way of life - I was forbidden to leave the house. I grew very slowly while my boy classmates in 13-14 years old were 5.2-6.2, succubi were 4.9-5.7. I was 4.7 in 9th grade at 15 (since I went to school at 6 (while the whole class was 7-8). I was hated for my height and for the fact that I was not a calm tolerant I was a hyperactive child with the character of an alpha kid most of the bullying was psychological mostly I was bullied by classmates and teachers who were also female. The bullying could be expressed in the following teachers constantly put me as a bad example or as an example of a stupid child because I was the youngest and smallest, they looked down on me while my classmates allowed themselves to communicate with them as equals and challenge their decisions my attempts to build a constructive dialog ended with remarks and F's in the diary. I could be forced to do class work because it seemed to them that I was the easiest to force and so they reflexively emphasized me. To wring out a rag, to wipe the blackboard, to put me at the first desk in every lesson, to call me to the blackboard every lesson, to take away my backpack for not having time to put my textbooks away before the lesson started, constant teasing trying to shove me into some ugly role in some ugly play for example I played a rooster in the New Year's play because I was threatened to get a D for the quarter after which my classmates and teachers laughed at me almost immediately after that I was tricked into the role of an eagle on teacher's day where I was scripted to peck Hercules' liver while I was pecking the liver on stage. From the outside it looked like an act of sodomy and about 100 people were looking at me, including teachers and students, laughing loudly at me and shouting "peck, peck" I still do not understand how and why in their heads these people had such a desire to mock me. In addition to this I suffered from overweight, acne, stuttering and social maladjustment. No one was involved in my physical fitness, so I never knew how to do pull-ups and push-ups, which in turn caused ridicule from others. Classmates never paid attention to my advances they every day laughed at my height and my appearance Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.291732

we are currently experiencing dysgenics, OP. It shouldn't be like this but you're on the bad end of the spectrum due to it. Feminism ruins societies and harms males.

 No.291779

>my mother worked as a cleaner in a factory for 12 grand (RUB*) a month and my father worked in the same factory as an electrician for 15 grand, I had a disgusting diet and a closed way of life - I was forbidden to leave the house
And what do you feel towards the parents that damned you to certainly being so short.

 No.291783

There seem to be various methods for raising height by using growth hormone.

 No.291807

>>291783
An example of someone who took (too many) growth hormones to change his physique is Sam Hyde.
>be 5'10 and skinny
>take HGH in conjunction with lifting
>became 6'4 and invincible
>keep using it and trenbolone
>6'6-6'8, constantly out of breath due to organs having no room to expand, permanent bloated goat because of it
>wearing also made his skull grow around the frame, giving him a peanut-shaped head
>looks like he will explode
If OP is still under 5 feet it will help to a certain extent but becoming 6 feet will make him a beached whale. Lengthening your legs will fucking destroy you in a couple years as well. You can't really change your skeleton without substantial consequences.

 No.291811

>>291807
evidently their guts get distended with use as well. Roid gut.



/music/

 No.9786[Reply]

I like to sometimes listen to sad music and have a good cry. It feels cathartic. When I search for sad songs understandably a lot of the recommendations are songs about heartbreak which I can't relate with and I feel like there is too much focus on lyrics only and not the overall mood of the song.

For me this is my favorite because the overall mood is very melacholic and the vagueness of the lyrics, like the trick psychics use, lets you apply them to your personal situation For me for example:

Oh
1.Can't anybody see
2.We've got a war to fight
3.Never find our way
4.Regardless of what they say

1.I see myself in being isolated so no one sees what I am going through
2.being at "war" with myself, feeling like everything takes so much effort
3.not fitting in society, not finding a path in life
4.people saying "it gets better", "you will find your path eventually", "you will know once you get older" etc.

"I got nobody on my side
And surely that ain't right"

Again very relatable the feeling of being all alone and no one truly understand you.

Finding a song you can emotionally relate to is obviously something personal so I am not expecting someone to relate to my experience and I am not asking anyone to post an "objectively" sad song. You also don't have to analyze or relate to the lyrics. Just share songs that you personally connected with.
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 No.10177

Space Song - Beach House. Definetly a good one.

 No.10181

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgHftTgBsS4

I've never heard a song that encapsulates depression so simply yet accurately.

"When I'm truly happy, I wish that I was dead. Maybe I'm just sick in the head. When I feel like laughing, I dream about the end. Maybe I'm just sick in the head."

"Things are starting to work out, happy for a minute now, so it's about time that I took myself down."

"Feeling like the world is mine makes me want to change my mind. Comfortable when things are out of line."

 No.10183

Dinner Alone by Josh fudge I smoke to it alot though I wouldn't say the song makes me sad

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 No.287439[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

I hate wizards who got substantial inheritances, or lucked out otherwise while being unable to work. 99,9% of the problems related to being a wizard are related to a lack of money and the fact normies hate even employing a non-neurotypical, making life an infinite paywall torture simulator where you can only look but not touch anything.

My life would completely transform if I even had 10k dollars to my name. Yet there are wizards who inherited an expensive big house and hundreds of thousands of euros or dollars.

They cannot sympathize with someone who is in a perpetual cycle of shit tier labor->pay absolute necessities->have maybe $20 extra at the end of the month-> repeat infinitely…

Because they play life on heaven mode where everything is unlocked and stress levels go down by 99%.
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 No.291799

>>291798
>I'm trying to understand the world
>so i'll say "cope" and use silly adhoms

You need a certain level of intelligence to understand the world, sadly.

 No.291800

I don't hate them, I just envy them a little. 🎩

 No.291804

>>291793
It literally allows you to sleep at night KNOWING you can't go homeless. You can book any hotel you want, you can probably buy an apartment if you want to.

How is that "bottled cope" instead of endless possibilities and safety?
Do you realize plenty of homeless people post here on their old ass phones?

 No.291805

If I was rich I'd circumnavigate the globe at least once, just get plane tickets from one place to the next until I'm all the way around the planet, and mostly just get drunk on the plane and not even go see anything, just one plane to the next and just drink.

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 No.41911[Reply]

Honestly, what's wrong with depopulation?
It's good for the average jap. They will finally be able to buy a home at a good price. Same for us in the western world.
Why are the elite forcing that shitty propaganda? there's no such thing as infinite growth. All the ressources on earth are getting scarce, some will disappear this century.
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 No.41976

>Honestly, what's wrong with depopulation?
Nothing. Japan is overpopulated if anything and having the country shrink only worries people who know nothing of population trends and >>41954.

 No.41981

>>41911
>there's no such thing as infinite growth

It's such an obvious truth that no one wants to acknowledge. Complete insanity. I think Japan could be fairly reasonable about it if not for the influence of the great satan.

 No.41982

>Honestly, what's wrong with depopulation?
It shrinks the base of productive class while dependents who rely on the excess production of the productive class to be supported.

If social services and the like weren't structured like a ponzi scheme then it might still be a issue but it would be a purely social issue rather than a state/governmental issue.

With a shrinking working population there are less and less young people that are required to provide for more and more old retired people.

There was a hope that Japan, of all places, would inovate there way out of the problem with technology to boost the productivity of the the productive class and provide for the dependent class such as robotic care workers and the the like.
But that didn't happen. Japan's long slow stagnation has significantly slowed it's ability to invoate it's self out of the problem. Now it appears they are using the same (imo stupid) tactic of importing outsiders hoping for them to be a new underclass to prop up the system. So far this tactic hasn't worked for anyone who has tried it. And I suspect it will be detrimental to Japan if they go forward with it.

Still, depopulation is a complicated and compounding issue. One that there are no easy solutions to. At least none that anyone is willing to actually implement.

 No.41983

I agree it would be bad if Japan went completely extinct, but maybe the population is just regulating itself to a proper amount for the environment?

 No.41984

>>41983
It is. One of the reasons Japan invaded China was because the islands were getting overpopulated.



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