>>302852>He said stuff that made me feel terrible about myselfThey're words you dumbass
>also scared because he was too fucking aggressive.Fight back, or laugh at him for acting like a chimp. You're giving off the impression that you're someone who truly would cause his father to lash out at his failure of raising a son who wasn't a shaky little freak who draws MSPaints about the dark hole where his heart should be.
>>302853There's nothing to avoid. Being scared of words and other guys getting all loud is abnormal. A lot of the time it's learned behaviour. Cartoons probably convinced OP that it's OK to be scared and sensitive to conflict so he made that a pillar of his personality.