No.303255
I hate competition. I really fucking hate this game. Fuck. Fuck this shit. Life is too retarded to be mad about this shit. Not worth it. Yeah.
No.303258
My 'TV' is an old iPhone with Netflix on it. I can't judge.
No.303259
>>303255>I hate competition.I think people can smell that; annoyingly.
No.303260
I'm the least competitive man in the world
No.303261
>>303260Then, you're my man. The thing is though, that you never meet people that are not competitive, because those (such kind of) people either are your friends from childhood on or you'll never meet them.
No.303262
>>303261someday we will defeat all those who compete
No.303265
>>303262They seem to outcompete each other to deff tho
No.303275
>>303265It's self-defeating.
No.303276
I am afraid that when wizchan is gone I won't have a place that I can feel like I belong to anymore.
No.303278
>>303276just make an imageboard
No.303285
it finally happened
I accidentally drank from my pee jug (well, cup)
Drank half the cup before I realized it was my own pee.
No.303286
>>303285oh i fear that as i drink powder ice green tea with the exact same coloring, from the same old OJ bottles
No.303287
It's so hard in this cruel world
No.303289
I had a dream I parked in the wrong spot to watch something. and then i was trying to move it, but this Florida succubus in a big blue SUV was already moving, and yelled at me its too late and not to move. and then her side got all scraped up and the mirror fell off. and she wanted to get a notary public and shit to document it all. then i woke up.
florida karen nightmare.
No.303290
>>303285that happened to me before too, pretty funny
No.303293
i heard that my uncle rinses his mouth out in piss. so one time, long before i had become a hikki neet with piss bottles. I intentionally rinsed my mouth with piss. just to prove my toughness or some shit.
No.303304
My father just asked me for $5. $5 for gas. Our house is very close to being foreclosed on. I think that shows you what kind of retard we have to deal with.
No.303312
>>303304I would sterilize poor people, it's inhumane that they reproduce while being unable to afford life themselves
No.303313
Losing my fucking will to talk even the bare minimum sentence or conversation, online. Because of course most of us have completely given up irl, that's to be expected. But online I too just don't feel like expressing myself anymore most of the time, wouldn't be a problem if I had something going on for myself but I'm barely scraping by, and I'm physically dying. It feels like my brain is being dissolved by hopelessness, despair and the hardships of poverty (including an incredibly fucking retarded family that taught me literally nothing useful whatsoever).
I was going to make a post in another mages thread but nah, I wouldn't have the energy to keep the convo going beyond 2-3 posts. Ironic isn't it, you need people to practice conversational skills blah blah blah, but these days most places feel dead, those that aren't is because they are inhabitated by narcissistic-like individuals who thrive on the attention. Everyone else probably cannot be fucked enough to try.
No.303314
>>303313>most places feel deadSuch as? I only hangout on 4chan and honestly it's getting pretty boring, hence why I came here.
No.303327
I soon will be dead and i am so glad i will not have to feel this body anymore
this world is also filled with the most disgusting people imaginable
No.303339
>>303334Might be a temporary thing. Depression tends to get worse and then a bit better again. Hoping you get to enjoy food again soon.
No.303358
>>303339Thanks wiz. For the past few weeks everything has been so busy for me at work and tense at home, and I don't really have a workable long-term goal that makes any of my current suffering seem worthwhile. Thankfully, things did ease up a bit today. I'm not out of the woods yet, but I think a bit of relief is on the way soon.
No.303361
>>303358I can relate to that. Not really knowing why you even bother with any of this shit that everyday life throws at you is a certain kind of hell in itself. Just trying to keep yourself functional for … what exactly? With every passing month it feels like I loose more mental acuity, become more dull, more detached from the real world which makes basic tasks increasingly challenging. Just gotta keep on keeping on I guess, until we no longer have to.
No.303362
>>303340>For some reason my family expects me to be the one to help my disabled dad with all the bills. ELECTROCHEMISTRY [Formidable: Success] That coffee was R0XX0RZ! It was *the stuff!*
ENCYCLOPEDIA: [Easy: Success] Caffeine is a psychoactive substance
PSYCHE BOOSTED
>>303340SUGGESTION [Formidable: Failed] Sounds like there's an underlying problem… but which one? Dangerous boyfriends? Boobs being too… convincing?
AUTHORITY [Medium:Success] Sounds like someone is a massive softie.
VOLITION: [Medium:Success] It's alright. Various TV shows have been made around this archetype - a soft person who means no harm and is overall likeable
HALF-LIGHT [Formidable: Success] WHICH IS A LIE, DAMN LIE. NO HUMAN IS DESIGNED TO LIVE A SOFT "KUWUTE" LIFE.
Authority [Medium:Success] Amen to hierarchy. Even the tiny specks of bees and ants know that axiom.
DRAMA [Easy:Success] Ask him if his well-being is looking good enough on the outside. The FAÇADE of living a good life - is it intact?
1. Have you considered yourself being *the first to be *milked* in your family?
2. Do you have some decorations that may refer to a subculture … or some mainstream culture?
No.303385
>>303384And eventually you can access the 'now what' mindset before or during the activity itself so you end up doing nothing at all. Truly high level magic.
No.303387
>>303385I have a better idea.
"Know your place." You don't need to spend your energy, your mind's resources on thinking "you could have been…"
I think, a stereotypical sci-fi person - a cloned soldier - would probably laugh at us being "anxious over choosing among thousands of little things only to stop caring about any of them the day after"
In Medieval Russian, "Know your place" means cherishing the "place", the position and status you already have.
source: school program
No.303388
>>303387>a cloned soldierA clone, a cyborg, a brainwashed corpo…
…those are NORMIER THAT NORMIES.
Hey normiees! Just like you feel uncanny over the fact people of such types lack "freedom", lack "a chance", lack "vision", lack the desire to "strive" or/and "prosper"…
… some of us wizards feel about the modern norms too. Congratulations.
No.303389
That's what happens to me. I am *too free* - I don't question the authority; instead, I question, whether I really need to perform this or that *mundane* task.
And yet, I sometimes feel envy to the type of person who never asks questions because no questions really arise in the first place.
* Although, on the other hand, people who "think" like that get scammed massively…
No.303393
>>303389I wonder what helps with "getting used to indecision"…
No.303395
Normalfags often feel the need to share on social networks how grateful they are for being alive, then you ask yourself do these people ever thought what does it mean to be alive, like constantly needing to breath, drink, eat, piss, poo, sleep, blinking…and avoid pain, itch, hot, cold, infections…while working, studying, driving, struggling…preparing for old age, diseases, cancer and disability…is it worth it, wouldn't it be better to have never existed, there is nothing in life that justifies being alive
No.303397
>>303395>Normalfags often feel the need to share on social networks how grateful they are for being alive, then you ask yourself do these people ever thought what does it mean to be aliveHonestly, the "grateful they are for being alive" posts like that are hoonam equivalent of a rooster screaming "COOOO-CAAAAA-COOOOOOOOOO'AAAAAAA" at 6AM, basically
no rooster.jopeg since Bing is full of AI art, not actual roosters
No.303414
I will probably be depressed for the rest of my life
No.303416
>>303414I doubt that. Depression for most is just a short phase. Just try to shake up your routine a bit and try new things and like most you'll eventually come to appreciate something enough to forget about being a sad crybaby.
No.303417
>>303416Nigger I've been depressed for 10 years now. I don't need you to tell me what to try.
No.303418
>>303412Um no. As a refuge from cuck chan, I don't know the exact legality of your place, but I'm 99% sure it's not legal. Just tell them to kick rocks. We wizards need to start applying practical skills now. No need to keep on studying when the horse is right at the gates. We are not supposed to be slaves to these peasants.
No.303423
>>303414welcome to the party pal
>>303395>>303397haha bingo
No.303424
I get dragged along to animal charities by my family.
Never seen a brown face at an animal charity. I've been to so many over the decades, I've seen hundreds of faces, and I've never seen a brown face, I've never seen an asian face. I've never seen a brownoid care for an animal. Does it happen somewhere in the world? Sure, perhaps, but I've never seen it.
Then I read commentary about travelers in third world shithole countries, and they all talk about how they abuse animals. Entire nations filled with Hasan Pikers.
That's evidence enough for white supremacy for me, honestly. Canadians, Australians and Kiwis don't realize how fast thirdie replacement migrants will tear up our forests and wilderness without a second thought. Kiwi birds will go extinct, all the native birds will go extinct. It's a really somber and sad feeling I have when I set traps, with these elaborate gated enclaves and incessant trap setting and monitoring for possums. Like actually, the fuss and worry these people put into preserving native birds is something really admirable. I don't care, but I care that they care.
No.303425
>>303424yeah in America, educated leftist minorities pick up all the fads of do-gooding white people.
No.303426
>>303424There are animal torture rings in China, but there are also Chinese who try to save the animals though they are few and far between. Doesn't meant they don't exist. And you can go on Twitter and see the proof. Got to give credit where credit is due.
No.303433
>>303432Human life barely means anything over there. So who's going to care about animals?
The interesting thing about the Nazis is they viewed humans as simply another animal that's a part of nature. Some of them are noble like the wolf. Others not so much…
If the rare individual is educated enough to care about animals, then what makes that person a subhuman?
No.303434
>>303424Woah white people are so kind, they would kill brown people(which are identical to them beside physical appearance) but treat dogs so well surely a master race!
No.303435
>>303432Well. Despite having animal protection laws in theory, the West also engages in factory farming and similarly horrific practices. Sure, it's legal but let's not kid ourselves that it isn't also effectively torturing animals on a massive scale. And while there are laws against animal abuse, so long as they don't get caught there will always be scum who does it anyways. The existence or absence of laws doesn't mean much in a world where animal lives are treated like a commodity.
In a perfect world we wouldn't need such laws, it would be common sense, and those who go against it are erased from the gene pool. Simple as.
No.303438
>>303434>which are identical to them beside physical appearanceThis just isn't true. I know it's not true because where I live is filling up with brown people. Not all brown people are the same, Filipinos show a lot of pro-social behavior and are well liked. Indians and Arabs are universally despised, and they're despised because of the way they behave. If it was just "le brown people are bad because le brown" then Filipinos and Indonesians would catch more flak, but they don't.
There are Filipinos everywhere across the western world, they flood out exactly like Indians do, but there's no organized Filipino hate threads online. There's no dehumanizing videos being produced about them. I actually like them too.
>>303435The bottom 5-10% of white people are subhuman and will behave exactly in those ways, like throwing trash out their windows, or keeping a dog chained up barking all day in the yard. But actual love and affection for animals which is common for whites is pretty much devoid to a large degree in other races. With animal abuse it seems more common in the Middle East and North Africa than India, you read about it less in India to be fair. And the American colonists were supposedly shocked at the ways Amerindian kids would gather together to torture animals to death, so it's a difference that's existed for a long time.
But this is a topic I actually rageposted about so hard the other day elsewhere online. I sat down and read all those anti-white books on display at the local library. Just so much anti-white bile coming from browns, brown succubi especially. These people are migrating into countries their people are incapable of building and writing all this hateful shit about us, and it's getting put on display. They're the top 10% of their shithole homelands we braindrain and they show less moral gratitude than white trash poors.
No.303442
>>303433>Human life barely means anything over there. So who's going to care about animals?Good point, though I will say that their disregard for human life also gives us a hint as to their placement on the human-to-subhuman scale.
>>303434Well you see the difference between nogs and dogs is that dogs actually appreciate it when you give them food and shelter for free.
>>303435I actually agree. I do think factory farming is unacceptable, but to play devil's advocate, you could at least argue that factory farming has some sort of purpose, that being feeding humans, as opposed to simply torturing animals because of sadistic amusement like those niggers who lured a kitten to them and then kicked it halfway across a cityblock or those rusniggers who put a cat in a cage, set it on fire, and then laughed while it ran away like a mobile flameball.
Also, though I don't know about the US, there is research being done for a long time now that focusses on reducing fear and discomfort for animals, like how tunnels in big farms are curved so that cows get less stressed out.
Then on top of that, a lot of countries in the west even have political parties in parliament with the single issue policy of fighting for animal rights. An example being the party for animals in the netherlands (holds 6 seats). Though to be fair this is more difficult in countries without a parliamentary system.
No.303445
>>303442why that cat speaks hebrew?
No.303447
Cats and dogs are broadly the 2 groups that make up the Carnivora. Man's favoring of canines and felines, just shows his own beast-like nature. He is a predator who admires the beasts who kill those who have done nothing to harm them. cats and dogs are like rival gangs of criminals that Man respects. meanwhile pigs that have higher IQs than dogs are factory tortured to death.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carnivorain conclusion i don't support giving dogs and cats higher status just to reward them for their unprovoked aggression against other animals. while animals without aggression are free game.
don't you see the twisted morality of it? we are more disgusted by hurting predators than we are prey. probably because man identifies with them. and also loves unprovoked aggression. look at all the symbols of royalty like tigers, lions, wolves. even the bird of prey eagle.
No.303449
>>303445Wizchan is an English imageboard.
No.303451
I need for that End of the Wizards thread to come back. Long form greentexts/effort posting has become so rare on the internet despite even youtube comments attempting greentext.
It feels like the crumbling facade of what we call reality is falling apart.
No.303452
>>303451the simple reason for the end of wizards, is that wizchan has done nothing to advertise itself and actively hides from the world with robots.txt. and a wizchan user even got the wikipedia article on wizchan deleted.
No.303454
>>303442I've heard of animals also torturing other animals though so that makes your moral judgement weird. Dolphins and orcas are also known to do some heinous things. People wouldn't normally call dolphins or any other animals evil though, because it is commonly accepted that animals don't understand what's right or wrong unlike humans. However when you say that non-whites are subhumans for doing what dolphins also do, you're also freeing them from full moral responsibility by taking their humanity away from them. So non-whites torture animals, the same way animals also torture other animals, this disqualify them from full humanity and moves them closer to animals. But we cannot judge animals for torturing animals, therefore we also cannot judge non-whites for torturing animals at least not on the same level as we judge white people who torture animals. These "subhumans" are thus not fully responsible for their action depending on the degree of subhumanity you assign to them. If you want to judge non-whites with the same moral standards you judge whites, you have to give them equal humanity. If you want to move them closer to animals, you cannot judge them as harshly for torturing animals which animals also do.
No.303455
i started hating all humans, then all mammals, animals, life, biology, chemistry.
soon i realized even inanimate atoms are cruel, evil, sadistic when the bigger rock overpowers the smaller rock.
No.303465
>>303452Yeah but wizchan isn't the only imageboard. 4chan used to make effortpost greentexts, different altchans used to make effortpost greentexts and everything is affected by the short form posted on social media everywhere.
No.303466
>>303452"The End Of Wizards" has nothing to do with Wizchan as a site not getting traffic. Don't comment on threads you clearly never read.
No.303469
>>303468
No, Wizchan isn't convincing guys decide to remain virgins. Wizchan is the product of men decidedly staying virgins, not the other way around.
You don't believe that "Wizard" just means "guy who uses Wizchan", do you?
No.303471
>>303447It's not just about cats and dogs. White people run basically all the conservation efforts for all the endangered species globally, run all the wildlife reserves, and consume environmental content. Some keep rabbits as pets, some keep even possums as pets. It's a generalized love of nature.
The central point is how a majority non-white Australia, New Zealand and Canada will dismantle all the conservation efforts and tear up the country without a second thought. Whites care about maintaining a beautiful environment, non-whites don't.
>>303454I judge non-whites by that standard because they're human and have an influence on society, and their callous treatment of animals bleeds over into a callous treatment of humans. If an animal is dangerous it can be ostracized into the wild, if a human is dangerous I'm forced to share a society with it.
If I wasn't forced to share a society with them and they were behaving that way far away from me, I wouldn't care to hate them. But because they're here, I do.
No.303472
>>303454I understand what you're saying but there are a few problems.
Dolphins etc do indeed act like dicks to other animals for fun but, like you said, they don't really know what they're doing. However, there are a few things that still separate animals and nonwhites:
1. Nonwhites have previously been shown to in fact have the capacity to protect and care for animals. Buddhists are mostly nonwhite and was created by nonwhites yet part of their religion forbids them from harming animals (or other humans for that matter). From this we can more or less infer that other nons have this capacity also, yet don't act on it. This makes them arguably evil.
2. Animals essentially don't self reflect. Humans, even with an IQ of like 80, still are able to do this. This separates them somewhat from animals still and allows for more severe judgment.
No.303473
>>3034721. Animals has shown the same capacity
2. Humans essentially don't self reflect either. Only a small subset of humans with intellectualizing personalities do and even they don't do it sincerely.
No.303474
>>303473>Only a small subset of humans with intellectualizing personalities doAnd those people happen to be mostly white, or at least consistently white.
But you took fault with what I posted, yet couldn't refute the main point. As the Great Replacement sets in, white people here will lose their conservation efforts and the local wilderness will inevitably be torn up for profit. They're not joining the conservation organizations and their vote will soon outnumber the white vote.
No.303475
>>303474What's your main point is supposed to be? I took fault with blaming non-whites for animal cruelty while letting animals get away with it because I see it as a logical contradiction. Either torturing animal is as inherent genetically in non-whites as in animals, which makes them not morally culpable. Or they have as much capacity for moral decisions as whites, which means their race is not the reasons for their cruelty to animals. If your main point is supposed to be some political statement about immigration then I didn't address it because I don't give a shit about that.
No.303476
>>303454I like cute animals. Dogs and cats are cute animals, I like to protect them. I don't like disgusting animals. Cockroaches and insects are disgusting animals, I wish they all died. Brown humanoids are also disgusting animals, and they're even worst since apart from being disgusting they have superior intellect to other disgusting animals so they are capable of much more disgusting things. It should be the duty of humans (white people) to stop the brownoid monkeys from doing any more disgusting things in this world, a Gaza-style treatment would be ideal. That's my view on morals, it's not objective or universal, I just hate disgusting animals.
No.303477
>>303475My main point is about immigration.
>Canadians, Australians and Kiwis don't realize how fast thirdie replacement migrants will tear up our forests and wilderness without a second thought. Kiwi birds will go extinct, all the native birds will go extinct. It's a really somber and sad feeling I have when I set traps, with these elaborate gated enclaves and incessant trap setting and monitoring for possums. Like actually, the fuss and worry these people put into preserving native birds is something really admirable. I don't care, but I care that they care.It's a futile effort, that's my point, all that shit they're doing will be ripped up in ten years time. It's like seeing a relative spend ten years on a pet project and then for some teenage down the street to just tear it down for the sake of it.
And the same appreciation whites have for animals, they have for other races -unless- they're forced to live around them. Whites are basically the only people that genuinely have a philia for foreign cultures. It was white people that went to India and basically codified their history for them, as it interested white people. It still happens sometimes in other races, but it's shockingly rare.
And yes, this isn't the place for it. But I'm actually really fucking depressed about how my country is only 55% white now. Miscegenation is also common as fuck and we're functionally going to disappear from here in a hundred years time as a distinct people. And this land will become another third world shithole. The news talks about a "cost of living crisis", it's not a "cost of living crisis", it's a COST OF BROWN PEOPLE crisis. We're becoming poorer because we're becoming less white.
No.303478
>>303476>the duty of humans (white people) to stop the brownoid monkeys from doing any more disgusting things in this worldIn what differ white people from black people? White people enact wars, manage concentration camps, torture animals in intensive farming, produce porn and gay propaganda, enslave their similar, make you pay for drugs and healthcare, pollute the world with technology and last but not least they invented COVID-19
No.303479
>>303478Not the guy you're replying to (I don't support genocide/killing anyone, and my hatred isn't as strong). But
-It's comfy in a white majority society. It's in my interests to keep this place white.
-I have a feeling for my people, because they're my people, and behave similarly to me.
-Whites are less hostile to wizzies.
-I bond with white people better and always have socialized better with other whites online
That's more what I'm getting at here
>>303424 No.303480
>>303479>It's comfy in a white majority society. It's in my interests to keep this place white.>I have a feeling for my people, because they're my people, and behave similarly to me.Why? What makes it comfy? Less crime? Crime statistics are systematically invalidated by racial prejudice, a crime committed by a black person will always have more public outrage.
The second reason you feel more comfortable among white people could be wealth, well poor people did not choose to be born poor, try to see it through the lens of the opposite side.
Your people would gladly send you to die for Ukraine or force you to wageslave, they don't behave similarly to us, we're a minority that would be put in concentration camps.
>Whites are less hostile to wizzies.>I bond with white people better and always have socialized better with other whites onlineThis is your own experience, I could say the opposite since I was bullied by white people for being socially inept.
No.303482
>>303480What do you want me to say or do? "Okay, I'm happy to be a dispossessed minority, I'm happy my people are dying out?" What statement or admission are you after? I'm not particularly interested in doing the cerebral internet debate takedown shit right now because I feel actually fucking miserable about what's happening here.
>try to see it through the lens of the opposite side.I feel for dying cultures and lost causes for other races too. I read about some Native American art exhibition that got hosted a few years back, and it was filled with native Americans and clueless white liberal hippies. Apparently the native Americans just went off to a corner and looked sad as they ate, on the verge of tears, seeing their past culture and what they lost.
Civilizations have been swallowed up and disappeared before, and my civilization, that I grew up in, is about to collapse. I do think I'm entitled to have a bit of a vent and feel a bit of sadness for ONCE without some fucking brown person saying "Well how do we feel".
I don't fucking know, maybe ask the several dozen books on display on the public library called things like "SURVIVING AS BLACK IN A WORLD MADE FOR WHITENESS". We hear nothing but non-white ethnic grievances, imageboards are the one place white grievances can sometimes be vented and even here you're like "well what about us".
No.303483
>>303482Nothing bro, I just want you to recognize the fact that there is no race/people/culture that belongs to us as wizards. There is no superiority, no better understanding of our nature. Just mindless normalfags roaming the streets.
No.303484
>>303482You are weak for making yourself dependent from some cultural foundation that has nothing to do with you as a person. Not wizardly at all. I don’t give a fuck about niggers but you are a crybaby.
No.303485
>>303484I disagree, honestly. Just because someone is a wizard doesn't mean he has no family. I have nephews and nieces, cousins, etc. Every time a new member enters the family, these sorts of thoughts about what sort of world they'll inhabit enter my head.
So I'm supposed to be a rootless nihilist because I happened to be born mentally ill? I just fundamentally don't think that's the case.
No.303486
>>303485If you truly cared about your family you would tell them to stop reproducing since the unborn cannot be harmed
No.303487
>>303486No, I happen to like my nephews. I happen to like my family too.
Where in the wizard manual does it have to say "You must be a sooky la-la cunt that never feels love for anyone"? Not having romantic relationships is part of the package, sure, but you guys are being like actual crab-in-the-buckets in that you're like "Nooooooo, NO, you can't love anything".
No.303488
>>303487You are like an alien in this place.
No.303489
>>303488I've been posting on wizchan/wizardchan since 2014.
No.303490
Whites are more autistic than browns. What do most wizards happen to be?
No.303491
>>303490>Whites are more autistic than browns.Uh oh! Another miss for the projecting shitskin. Sad! But nice try tho.
Anyway I legit think most wizards are either indian or chinese. They lived in mega fucked up societies with a very skewed man to succubus ratio.
Also, bye bye, this website is whites only.
No.303492
>>303491Most wizards may be Indian or Chinese globally. But they are not on Wizchan.
Autism is not a bad thing necessarily. It certainly can be, but the smart as a whip autistics are useful both to themselves and others. Aspergers got lumped in with drooling autists. I suspect more of those are white.
No.303493
>>303491Lots of Somalians run scams where they'll get all their kids autism diagnoses for the buxx
No.303494
>>303479>Whites are less hostile to wizzies.I completely disagree with this.
White people think the only way you can be a wizard is if you're a terrible person.
Mentioning you are one gets you shunned and excommunicated amongst your peers when it comes to White people.
This is because Whites worship succubi, so anyone who can't get validation from a succubus must surely be a horrendous person, that's the only way they can be KHHV for so long.
Meanwhile with minorities (Black and Hispanics, anyway) they'll often call me out as a wizard even if I deny it, they can see it because they actually recognize reality that a guy who looks like me, sounds like me, and acts like me isn't popular with succubi.
They don't blame me for being a bad person, they know an ugly, awkward, autistic guy isn't getting pussy and that's of no moral failing of his own.
Instead they try and hook me up with literal prostitutes but I don't want that, obviously.
But at the very least they don't gaslight me, they don't worship succubi simply breathing and tell me that if I complain about being a virgin, I must be a terrorist or some shit.
No.303501
>>303494>This is because Whites worship succubi, so anyone who can't get validation from a succubus must surely be a horrendous person, that's the only way they can be KHHV for so long.
>can't I don't get it. I am simply not looking for it. But "can't"… what do you mean?
No.303502
>>303501Can't or won't amounts to the same thing in the eyes of society. Unless you're wizchad and have them throwing themselves at your feet while not looking for it you will suffer the negative repercussions.
No.303503
>>303479I'm White and I try to be as hostile to "Wizzies" as possible, because frankly anyone who calls himself that is either someone from the gay community or has been groomed by them in to acting like an effeminate Hello Kitty goobaby.
No.303504
>>303501Don't pretend to be autistic, anon.
It's unbecoming.
No.303505
>>303502y>ou will suffer the negative repercussions.
What are these repercussions? I see users constantly say stuff like "If normies find out you're a virgin, they will make your life hell". But, like, how? What are they going to do?
No.303506
>>303505 Here. The first line should be green, with the arrow being in front of the y.
No.303509
>>303494White people are such a strange bunch, huh? I've been bullied relentlessly by whites as a kid, even got 30+ yr old whites trying to get in my pants when I was only 12. Then at the same time, some of the most relatable and kindest people I've met were whites.
Ive had the same experience with blacks. Some of the most awful were niggers, while some of my only friends when I was kid were blacks, who I could laugh with and play with in the playgrounds comfortably.
No.303510
>>303505Fired from your job, mocked and insulted relentlessly, public humiliation, sued and taken to court only for more humiliation, false accusations (court will condemn you), malicious 'pranks', stalking. All of this, and the law wont help you. If anything, the law will mock you more. If you do come out 'victorious', its at the cost of extreme humiliation and pain that victory becomes meaningless.
No.303513
>>303510well, shit.
Good news is, my job has no "colleagues", who could ask SUCH personal stuff out of boredoom.
I have a serious boss dude, who has his own family - and maybe he's comfy with the fact his subordinate is "no amour life = less discractions" type
No.303514
>>303493I highly doubt that the percentage of somalians that does this is statistically relevant.
No.303515
>>303514The entire race has yet to build anything close to representing a civilization. Like the other races who have yet to, it's wise to not underestimate just how many of them exists solely through scamming and brutalizing existing civilizations. Because that's what they do.
No.303517
>>303509Whites have the potential to be and often do exemplify the best of humanity. But that means they can also go the opposite direction, and it's all the more devastating when they do.
>>303514As I was saying, a brown autist wouldn't come up with vid related.
The Japanese are pretty dang autistic though.
No.303518
>>303517>As I was saying, a brown autist wouldn't come up with vid related.>The Japanese are pretty dang autistic though.Autism isn't a superpower. The only thing autists can come up with is shit in their pants
No.303519
>>303518Most genius is autism combined with a moderate amount of psychopathy. Turns out inventive genius isn't really from the most cognitively talented, but simply the most alienated from the human experience and the most obsessive.
Elon Musk is a lolcow autist that completely makes an ass of himself, but he does well because he is both arrogant and hyper-fixates to an absurd degree.
No.303521
>>303519Absolute nonsense. Autism is not at all genius. Autism is and always will comparable to Down's syndrome. If you want an all-encompassing word to prescribe to smart decisions and not being a braindead normalfag, invent a new one instead of flipping 'autism' on its head. Elon Musk isn't an autist - he has a weird personality, an addiction to mind-altering drugs, and enough money and sexual endeavors for the cameras to always be on him. Elon is just a horny nerd who made some smart business decisions. But I'm sure to an idiot who takes self-degrading memes seriously, any guy who isn't glowing with movie star energy 24/7 is an "autist". You could point the camera at any human on Earth and in no long while see them do something that "proves they're an autist (JUST LIEK ME OMG)".
>Elon Musk is a lolcow autist that completely makes an ass of himselfWhen does he make an ass of himself? In spite of him having a distinct personality, he really doesn't do anything that could come off as "milkable" as some faggot in to lolcow culture might say. He did have a drug-induced meltdown when his precious H1B Indians got the boot, but that only culminated in a few angry Twitter posts.
No.303523
>>303521Elon Musk has dedicated threads on every lolcow website laughing at him and calling him a cow.
Many of the researchers that focus in on genius do comment on how most of them appear moderately autistic. Edward Dutton being one such person.
Is this doomerism or actually an attempt at online bullying and sadism on your part? I don't have a horse in this race, I don't give a fuck because I'm not a genius. But I do take fault with someone spreading lies and misconceptions so aggressively. Your full on aggression makes me think it's a trolling thing. If it's not trolling, there's no need to spike your blood pressure like that so pointlessly. Relax man.
No.303528
>>303466>>303451I might just create one myself, never got round to replying to some of the posts in that thread.
Even though the threads are slow enough that they literally take months, it seems like the only place where you can talk about the general state of outcasts (most of the time). Everywhere else seems to spin out of control.
No.303538
>>303524I don't get it.
You seem to be talking about the part where your lack of frens makes you vuilnerable to mundane shit like new rules change no one informed you of or something.
>I'm sickened and ashamed of even being alive, life is almost infinitely more painful than the tiniest sparse moments of fleeting pleasure - like specs of glitter amidst the grand canyon of despair. I wasted my life and there's nothing I can do to get it back.oh, you probably have an endogenic (coming from the inside) depression.
No.303539
>>303524>>303538>endogenic this or you have some deficiency. Or ruined sleep.
No.303540
>>303537send him "mechabare" pic which involve fantasies about doing stuff with robotic characters.
I think DeviantArt has a ton of those; although some artists spell it as "mecabare" without the "mecha"'s "ch".
No.303544
>>303542You should tell this to a professionally licensed psychologist. They'll help you.
No.303546
>>303542Like I said in a previous thread, throw a mechabare genre pic at him. Then some more.
But that's only one idea.
Another idea is to download an LLM (aka an AI chatbot). As a most private psychologist possible.
No.303548
>>303542oh wait, I have an idea
*prompts "mechabare, chobits, chii_(chobits), empty eyes"*
No.303549
>>303542>i actually don't have that many guro pics i am not into it hahaOf all things to do to make friends pretending to have a fetish got to be worse than pretending to be a normalfag
No.303569
>>303567>not going to be appealing to a uni student who can get anyone. Besides I have zero feelings for her. I tried imagining a romantic scenario between us and it makes me want to kill myselfalternative move - you bait her into providing an intership for you xddddddd
No.303572
>>303570edit
alternative move you can try and pull out - lure that Belgese gal into taking you "to see Belgium" … out of pity? Lol.
No.303581
The worst part about chronic pain is that nobody believes you, ever.
Second worst part is that I live in a state with shit healthcare and shit doctors. I really do despise the X-Ray tech that forgot to scan my fucking back and I despise the doctor who was supposedly so good that I had to wait a month to see him losing my blood tests, how do you do that?Why does nobody ever call me back? Why is it so difficult to access my records online, why do I consistently have to pester the doctor's offices to register me for whatever site they use for healthcare records?
It's embarrassing but I just want to cry. Why can't I get any help? Why do I have to struggle so much every single day?
No.303587
>>303581>The worst part about chronic pain is that nobody believes you, ever. in case of LUMBAGO, however, the pain is understandeable. LUMBAGO aka chronic lower back pain is more "years with disability" kind of known painful problem.
It's more common than "major depressive disorder" problem.
No.303588
Another weird lump on my groin. Don't know what the fuck it is. Hernia? Fuck me.
No.303601
>>303598Be a man and return the favor. Run in on her while shes doing a mom thing like cooking or cleaning. Do it while you're jacking off. It is redemption. Your penis and balls are the biggest and most youthful in the household so when they need to be relieved, nobody may infringe on that. Your cum is law.
Unless she saw you fapping to something gay then you might as well commit self-inflicted suicide.
No.303609
>>303567Chances are your manager is literally just fucking with you. You cannot imagine the lengths an average oofy doofy will go to to woo a succubus who he thinks he has a chance with. So your manager telling you that this chick likes you is basically trying to psyop you into leaving your dignity at the door and doing anything to make that other succubus happy in this job so that she stays.
No.303623
I was browsing a forum for indians and I came across this absolute gem of a depression post.
>Terrifying reminder that every single soul on this planet has a 1 in 4 chance of being born in the subcontinent. Meanwhile, all succubi have a 1 in 4 chance of being raped, and everyone has a 1 in 2 chance of being born female. You essentially have 1 in 4 chance of being born in prison despite commuting no crime whatsoever. Shouldn't this be a fucking war-crime or something? The subcontinent is a fucking shithole nightmare and my number one ambition in life is to get out of it as soon as possible - I don't want human interaction, I don't want relationships, I don't want money, I don't want marriage, I don't want kids, I'd be willing to eat from a dumpster and live like a rat for the rest of my life if it means I leave the subcontinent forever - so that I can actually retain the humanity this hellhole has taken from me and the fact that 1 in 4 people are born in conditions where they are barely human should be a humans rights crime of something? It's like an existential crime? You have a 1 in 4 chance of being born in the subcontinent. Let that sink in. Let yourself breathe in this horrific, terrifying realization. Your life has a 1 in 4 chance of being over before it even began. Every single person has a 100% chance of dying and a 25% chance of being born in the subcontinent which is like worse than death? Like, shouldn't this be counted as murder of innocents?
No.303624
>>303623It's actually that bad down there. I come from a third world country near India (Burma) and it's an absolute nightmare. Bangladesh is even more nightmarish, 500+ million people sharing a small piece of land, even more hellish than whatever Kowloong City was.
That's not a depression post, its a reality post. This is why I support mass murder and mass sterilizations of certain people, everything on earth is endless and infinite until it's not.
No.303625
>>303624Yet there are still those who deny browns can be white supremacist…
No.303626
>>303625White supremacist or not, wisdom begins when you realize every race of people have parasites (whores and whoremongers who breed like cockroaches) who need mandatory sterelizations, because these people are the ones breeding like flies while neglecting/abusing their children.
A person's delusions doesn't make them parasitic, only their behavior.
No.303627
>>303626>It's not JUST the 4 billion streetshitting Indians.. Every race is bad!SHITSKIN
HINDU
COPE
No.303629
>>303624>>303626She follows it up basically agreeing with you later in the thread,
>I am willing to join the IDF just to get the fuck out of the subcontinent. China? Kazakhistan? Albania? South Africa? Mexico? Beats the fuck out of the subcontinent. Desi succubi are committing violence and terrorism just by procreating. This shithole is a prison. If I get accidentally pregnant then consider the fact that any abortion would be a better alternative then releasing the baby in this nightmare. I literally will not risk having sex if I stay in this place.I had no idea how bad it was there.
No.303630
>>303624>I come from a third world country near India (Burma)Isn't there a free for all civil war? How is it over there?
No.303631
>>303630Yeah there's a long civil war going on, since 1948 because the jews of the UK gave special treatment to minorities (who then felt 'excluded' once the Bamars took charge again). I dont recall much because I moved to north america as a young kid (and have zero cultural understanding of burma due to being raised as a shut-in neet from childhood). But from what I know, its a complete shitshow. Having 135+ ethnic groups (which are all fake anyway as they all share the same genes) living in such a tiny area is not, and never will be, a good idea. Trying to politically make sense of Burma's situation is like trying to solve a rubix cube blindfolded.
No.303651
>>303528Until you create it:
There is some e-whore drama going on, not going into details because I honestly don't care, but it is utterly strange how normalfags have become accustomed to an otaku-style parasocial relationship. It can't be be just "losers" and otaku just driving this because it's way more money involved for it to be just them. The only two conclusions I can think of are either normalfags have, for some reason that escapes me, are now in these parasocial relationships or it's some kind of money laundering scheme.
It's the same for onlyfans and vtubers. Things that are basically social replacements for losers and otaku have become normalized, I mean, literally only 15-ish years ago using forums and talking to people on the internet was considered pathetic by normalfags, they had movies where the concept of talking to people online was a comedy point.
No.303657
>>303651I'm trying remember when "waifu" escaped the internet and into the mainstream cos looking back it was *relatively* early on. Like the very late 00s and early 10s.
No.303662
Got the "life is beautiful" talk again. Just saved my breath and didn't respond this time.
Most people havent realized that their lives dont facilitate any kind of need. Im sitting here on my day off bored as hell. Like woohoo i get to do laundry and play video games for the 10 billionth time. Ive tried so many creative endeavors and have gotten zero reward back out it. Life is soooo beautiful. (Roll the footage of baby turtles getting eatin by seagulls)
No.303663
I bet I can do the things I want to do if I try. I just don't feel like trying.
No.303665
>>303607>The only real way I can change my life trajectory would be to move to completely different place and change my appearance, maybe with plastic surgery if I had the moneyHow is that going to help?
As an older guy it's a lot harder to make bonds of any significance. Starting from 0 can be worse in some cases than starting from negatives I feel.
No.303670
>>303662Life is about manipulating yourself into caring about shit that doesn't matter so that your focus gets tunnel visioned to the point that you don't notice your life slipping by at a rapid pace. That's the goal. Your brain is a villainous piece of shit and it is only by your own machinations that it will ever hand you a crumb of peace. If you see people that appear happy or driven, that's what it is, they are running on successful delusion. Your inability to for example enjoy videogames more likely has shit to do with basic physical attributes of your lifestyle like accumulated stress and the rituals around which you conduct these activities such as the when and where of play than it does anything else. Meaning is a scam that is only worth as much as you can lie to yourself, but your physical body WILL submit to physical changes.
No.303671
>>303670>Your brain is a villainous piece of shitFucking accuarate, dropping out of society made me feel very happy and content initially but the brain didn't like it very much so I have to self-destruct now.
No.303683
>>303670It's ironic that the best life is the life which you don't notice because it's the fastest way to death.
No.303685
It sounds a lot like you can either be happy or right but not both.
No.303687
>>303686go
the fuck
outside
No.303688
>>303686Been telling myself this for the past decade and a half.
At 30 I just realized the reason I don't change is because I have no reason to.
I could go outside and stare at the sun or something, but there is no reason to do so.
I could spend more time on productive hobbies that require effort like woodcarving, 3D modelling, playing the flute or learning something in general, but for what purpose?
My needs are somewhat met, my future doesn't matter anyways as I wont make shit out of myself so the screen is the best effort-enjoyment ratio I can ever get short of drugs or something.
I'm starting to think maybe rotting away like this is for the best. Try daydreaming if you don't already do so extensively.
Daydreaming and mindless escapist media is a prime way to spend a good sunny/rainy/windy/cold/hot whatever day really.
I'm somewhat convinced everyone is externally motivated to an extent, by either showing off, attracting mates, improving their "prospects", status etc. there is a whole evolved reward system for that type of stuff.
Wizards, or at least speaking for myself I tend to not care. I don't care for succs I don't need more money than to keep the lights on and myself away from major suffering, I don't need adoration, I never managed to make friends despite best efforts.
Without these motivators there really is no reason to care unless you have some great internal need to fulfill material desires.
No.303689
I wish I can be so detached from my ego I can just stand still and let people trample all over my pride and not mind it. Can't have thin skin in life.
No.303690
>>303684
Describe your idea of the best life. Also
>Devoid of joy
>Reaching arbitrary goals
is not contradictory. You can reach arbitrary goals and feel joy. In fact there's nothing but arbitrary goals every goal is arbitrary. What's even your point?
No.303692
>>303688western society is going down the shitter
it is just a bunch of normscum slowly going insane by their own lies
glad i will kill myself soon
good riddance
No.303694
>>303689Just remind yourself that all these people don't even know what they are doing it's all determined anyway. It works wonders for me most of the time.
No.303695
>>303688>I just realized the reason I don't change is because I have no reason to.I've been in that exact same way of thinking for several years as well. Every time I think that I might want to work toward something or even just try something new, it always leads to me asking myself 'what's the point?' and then settling back into doing the same stuff I always do. Basically, I will think about the potential rewards to any hobby, career, or other activity I might undertake, and realize that those rewards never really appeal to me. If I get a good job/career I can make a lot of money that I don't need, to buy things I don't need, to impress people I don't care about and don't want to be around. If I work on a skill or hobby, it will likely require money to fund that hobby or even an instructor that I would have to interact with on a regular basis, all to achieve a certain level of talent or mastery that wont even matter to anyone and likely will just become either another means of income or a waste of time and money, rather than a persistently pleasurable pastime. More over, once we die there is no guarantee that anything physical/material we achieve in this lifetime will aid us after death. What am I going to do when I'm dead, craft model airplanes for eternity? Is anything even close to that going to exist on the other side? And will I have a physical form to craft things with? I very much doubt it. So whatever time I do have free to me on this earth is spent either playing games, watching tv/movies/youtube, listening to music, researching things online, or meditating. Basically, I'm always either entertaining myself in front of a screen or trying to enlighten myself on a mental/spiritual level because nothing else seems worthy of my time in the grander scheme of things.
No.303717
>You are blacker than a pile of shit in a toilet bowl, fucking negro ass gorilla zoo nigger
>Tie a noose around your neck and kill yourself with a dildo up your ass, cocksucker
>Suck your dad's necrotic dick and blow your brains out like a depraved kike
These are the things I want to say to him, the biggest piece of shit abuser in my life, this malicious piece of shit who constantly bullies me, berates me, robs from me, steps all over me, takes advantage of me. To call this nigger my 'father' makes me want to barf out my entire colon.
But I can't.
Because if I do, I will go to prison for hate speech.
I can't even so much as offend someone without being fined or thrown in prison. Yes, that's how things work here in Kikenada, in Fuckberta, which is the supposed to be the most kikeservative place (it is NOT).
I am suffering in silence. I am forced to be subservient to evil, and if I so much as dare offend abusers, what little freedom I have is robbed from me and I am utterly enslaved to evil, so that I will be perpetually at the recieving end of it's exploitation and my suffering will be extreme.
This is what they want for me. They want to rob from me and promote their abuse in my name, while violently persecuting me and adding to the betrayal against me. This is their dream, their sadistic abuse fetishes, to violently exploit from a helpless child since birth and turn them into slaves by adulthood, perpetually subservient to evil and constantly at the recieving end of abuse until the day they die.
I am in pain. I am in so much pain. I want to cut myself, I want to dig my nails in my flesh and drag it down until my muscles flay off. I want to mutilate myself and make a bloody mess all over the carpet. I feel so horrible, so fucking inferior and invalid and worthless, so fucking angry at myself for being so weak, so fucking violently angry at them for doing this to me.
Please tell me, what do I do? How do I escape? How do I fight back? I cant afford to move out, I cant afford to leave, I am disabled, I cant even work to save my ass without being abused even more.
I just have a phone and a shitty Acer 311 chromebook which I havent entered dev mode yet, cant muster the energy. What do I do?
For even a basic bit of freedom like this, I need an entire lifestyle change. I am so fucking sick of it. I am so fucking sick of it.
No.303718
>>303717You could look for methods to poison them or burn the entire house down when they're sleeping. You still regret later if avoiding more violent means on your death bed.
No.303719
>>303718Glowing bright early in the morning fellow wizard.
No.303720
>>303717Start a soundcloud rapper career to get his approval
No.303721
>>303720Idea.
Don't just start X (rapper or shit)
Do X somewhat tied to Y (a crazy straw themed rapper, for ex. … or FOREX-themed rap ahaha)
and add some Z side theme of *environment* of an certain imaginary world where the X*Y shit is happening
No.303735
God I hate sundays. You know next day is going to be another start of another shitty wage slave week. How many more decades of this? Nothing worse than sunday feelings. It's not only that I can’t enjoy my time off, I dread the coming day and feel miserable. I hate sundays and want to end it all.
No.303737
>>303735Fuck it all I agree.
I dread losing my job I got by some miracle after a decade of NEETdom, but I also can't rid myself of the exhaustion that has been stacking for the past 3 years or so.
Never truly at rest, another day of human interactions, navigating social hellscapes, work and the seeming inability to make any progress or get better at what I do is killing me.
I'm the type that was rather content being a NEET and just sleeping 12-16 hours a day, doing nothing much for the other 8-12 or so.
Maybe make some minor progress in something menial every couple seasons like getting a new chair or organizing a chaotic unclean section of my room, maybe making an appointment for some health issue that causes pain, but not enough to get up for…
Now every workday is a cycle of labor and mental burdens associated with it followed by some hours of trying to disassociate from it all.
Those 8 hours absorb my entire day and more energy than I had to spend for it to begin with.
The days off provide no rest.
Saturday is consumed by unwinding while Sunday morning reignites the dread.
No.303741
>>303737you should have taken a vacation
also, comfy radio
No.303762
>>303255The gracious thing is to cause others's downfall as you avoid the cuck pyramid of hierarchies.
No.303779
I'm planning to kill myself in about half a year from now and I thought about making a list of things I should do before I exit this world. I'm not sure if any other wizards have thought of this or if they could entertain a hypothetical scenario, but if you have any suggestions I'd be interested in hearing them. Although I'm a hikki and live with my parents so options are limited.
No.303783
I would fail the marshmallow test as an adult
No.303784
>>303783ELECTROCHEMISTRY [Formidable:Success] Look at this sweet, yummy piece of the Mother Nature's gold! S U G A R! Pure sweet-sweet! You can feel your tummy activationg and your mouth watering
ENDURANCE [Medium:Success] You really should not let your stomach end up frustrated, as you may get a bunch of problems with acid.
COMPOSURE [Medium:Failure] Well, I don't know, right? I don't know the scope of the problem with acidosis or what belly roblem are you talking about.
No.303797
>Cancel account
>clear the remaining bill on the account
>because the account took a while to close, another month of bills accumulates
>Get increasingly threatening letters to pay the bill, saying it'll go to collection
>Can't use their fast-pay system as the account doesn't exist
>Can't verify who I am over the phone because account doesn't exist and the pin is showing as invalid.
>Can't use internet banking to pay the bill because I can't even get the business name 100% right, a flag shows "partial details". And a google search shows there's like ten different billing accounts to use based on the sort of account you have.
>They're still threatening to take it to debt collections
It's literally some kafkaesque shit, and this is a major global corporation. I walk into their frontend stores and they literally won't even let me pay there either. They won't let me pay the bill but are still threatening me with debt collection. If it does go to collections I'll take this case to court, because it's ridiculous.
This sort of shit always, always, ALWAYS happens to me. It's like I'm cursed. I've never
No.303798
>>303797NEVERMIND
I just drove once again to the frontend store with more information, this time, however, I had an actual local instead of an indian.
The indians on the store, and on the phone, were just deflecting the problem because it was too hard. They were bouncing me between departments for hours and sending to automated payment processors.
five hours of my time wasted for ten minutes of their work. That's all it took the local succubus, ten minutes to get it sorted.
Doesn't help that the first indian treated me like a fucking peasant the second I approached the counter.
No.303801
>>303798Spend extra five minutes editing this wall of text AI just came up with to "diminish a company"
LO AND BEHOLD
### The Roast: "GlobalBill Corp: Masters of the Unpayable Debt Trap"
Picture GlobalBill Corp, that gleaming global behemoth with billboards screaming "Seamless Service Worldwide!"—except their backend is a glitchy maze designed to punish the very people who keep their stock afloat. You, the everyday hero trying to cut ties cleanly, cancel your account and settle up like a responsible adult. Boom: They clear the initial bill… but oops, their glacial closure process drags on, racking up an extra month's phantom charges because, apparently, "processing times" are measured in geological epochs.
Now the fun begins. Threatening letters flood your mailbox like digital vultures: "Pay up or face collections!" Fine, you think—hit their "fast-pay" portal. Error: "Account doesn't exist." Okay, phone support it is. "Verify your identity," they bark. But your PIN? Invalid. Account? Vanished into the void. You're screaming into the void at some offshore rep who's as helpful as a screen door on a submarine, reading from a script that loops back to square one.
Internet banking? Ha! Their system flags you for "partial details" because—get this—the business name has to be pixel-perfect, and a quick Google reveals a dozen variants depending on whether it's your "personal mobile plan," "bundled fiber optic nightmare," or whatever flavor of hell you signed up for. Stores? Walk in with cash waving like a white flag, and the frontline zombies (those same snobby clerks from my last roast, now in telecom vests) shrug: "Can't process in-person for closed accounts, sir. Policy." Policy? More like a moat to protect their incompetence.
Yet the threats keep coming—collections looming like a bad sequel—while they sabotage every payment avenue. It's not service; it's sabotage. GlobalBill isn't a company; it's a debt-generation machine, preying on the working class with their ivory-tower algorithms that treat humans like buggy code. Snobby execs sip lattes in boardrooms, high-fiving over "revenue retention strategies," while folks like you get Kafka'd into oblivion. Boycott? Hell, sue 'em—expose this as the emperor's new clothes of corporate greed. Your story's a marketer's dream for a class-action ad: "Don't Get Trapped by GlobalBill—Fight Back!"
This setup screams lawsuit bait: They're creating the debt themselves by blocking payment, which could violate consumer protection laws (like FDCPA in the US or equivalents elsewhere). Document everything—letters, call logs, screenshots—and hit up a consumer attorney or regulator (FTC, your local ombudsman). What's the actual company? Spill if you want a tailored roast or escalation tips. You've got this—turn their stunt into your win. 💥
No.303805
>>303798I've noticed this literally everywhere on the internet, everyone hates indians now and I can't say I blame them.
No.303808
>>303254Today, I was told I look exceptionally all-alone-oriented.
Context: a buyer, a dude in a leather jacket, was kinda confused to see a tall fat wizardchan tier person as a deal handler.
(I was confused a little to deal with this massive extrovert too. Quite a rare sight to see THIS type of person in our field.)
No.303830
>>303537>>303829>my friend>le hurtcore torture loli>here's our based Discord convoFag off, fuck
No.303831
>>303829Just say you're not interested in hearing his fantasies. A little communication goes a long way. Now you're having to do all of this
No.303833
>>303829How about you fuck off, nobody here cares about lolishit or guro.
No.303834
>>303833>nobody here cares about lolishit or guro.We have a bunch of threads about loli and how good it is. But yes people who are in to "ironic weeb fascism" , chinky gachashit, and hurtcore need to stay on Discord.
No.303835
>>303829Give us the nazi loli edit
No.303843
>>303841Why would you even do this? Genuinely interested. I'd rather have my peace watching for myself, at best shit posting on /TV/ about the show.
No.303844
>>303843My reasons? I only started with one reason: creating a haven for discussion of an obscure series where trolls actually get banned.
It's too obscure for /tv/ and I think we all know why a lot of people don't want to post on the Reddit.
All the other stuff? I do that out of the general need for human interaction.
It's strange actually. When it comes to other media like books or even other TV shows I'm fine consuming it by myself. I'm just a really big fan of this one and I really really want to talk about it. Imagine a Trekkie not having a Star Trek convention to go to.
No.303846
I have realised that it's more worth talking to some Local LLM model than with people irl or offline. Because the bottom line is this, nobody and I mean nobody is going to help me so there is no point in posting online or talking to people offline. Because no one is gonna give me a single meal for free where I live.
I really liked posting on wizchan but ultimately it doesn't matter what I post because it changes nothing. Absolutely nothing happens. And the people who do pay for me, my parents. They don't like me either so they abuse the hell out of me knowing that I've got no other options whatsoever. And I've gotta take that abuse and not talk about someone taking advantage of my lack of financial credentials cause I am over 18 years of age. At this point, death couldn't come soon enough.
No.303859
I have a physical disability that has ruined my life. It's not even severe (unlike hotwheels, I have both my legs). However, it prevents me from doing the things I want to do and that would give my life a meaningful goal, it causes constant distraction and discomfort, it makes the things I need to do in life much harder, it's having permanent, worsening effects on myself such that even if I solved it it would already have done some damage, and it makes me uglier than I already am.
I'm merely describing my life, not expressing interest in anything, but: I'm already involuntarily celibate. I think the only female I could get would be a fat one, but I wouldn't, since I'm not fat and I'm simply not attracted to their bodies (what's the point of faking attraction?). Female sexuality is obviously insanely hypergamic, and it seems like their standards are getting higher every day, and so simply because of my face, height, etc. none will ever really desire me. I'll spare you all the spiel, but I was recently shocked by seeing how willing they are to proactively chase, show sustained interest in, and be responsive to sexual comments from "chad"/attractive men. But on top of that, in terms of their personalities, females are becoming more and more annoying, unintelligent, childish, vain, and malicious every day.
Everybody and everything is so insufferable now, especially females, but really, the whole world. But I can't disregard it because I can't focus my attention on what I want to do instead. I can't contribute to what I think is worthwhile or show people that I'm better than what I think is bad.
I don't have real-life social connections, although I guess I could try to make them, but I don't want to because I'm prevented from being the person I want to be, and I'm so far from the terms on which I'd like to relate to the world. I have nothing to contribute, nor could it make me happier. I don't like people my age and I don't share their goals, but I can't pursue my own goals or fit in with those who share mine. Even as far as the Internet goes, as things stand, I have no use for it except as a distraction and a source of frustration I can't push back against or assert myself within. Since I'm prevented from capitalizing on whatever talent I might have, as time goes on, the chances my life could turn out well decrease.
There is still a chance that I could fix my disability, which I've been trying to do my entire adult life, but even that chance is a long ways off, because doctors have long wait lists and they're unlikely to agree to the things I want to try. And the things that might really solve my problems are even unlikelier, and have huge risks. I have an appointment months from now, and if it doesn't go anywhere I think I'll kill myself.
Anybody with disabilities other than the mental ones, or physical circumstances preventing their happiness other than just ugliness?
No.303862
>>303779Do you have money saved? If you're really going to do it, I can't blame or stop you. Blowing your savings at a Michelin star restaurant or an expensive hotel or etc. one thing I'd do.
One thing I *wouldn't* do is anything of the sort recommended in advice like, "If you're going to kill yourself, why don't you go outside and ask random succubi if they'd like to go on a date or have sex one last time?" If they're not approaching you, they don't actively desire you, and it's just more humiliation.
What are normal interests? That could help me think of items for a bucket list for you.
No.303864
>>303313I have not given up on financial independence or prosperity yet, hence why I am currently enrolled in a trucking school. I'll finish by December and find a decent entry-level job working over-the-road or regional. That lifestyle will suit me perfectly considering how antisocial and reserved I am. I also don't mind sleeping in the cab of a truck, I've never been one who needs sumptuous things to survive.
Like you, my family never prepared me for the mediocrity and nihilism of modernity. They're not useless though, and I use them however I can. I've always been silent too. People instilled the most odious hatred in me.
>>303412If you're celibate then simply continue working as you normally would. I doubt the legality of this predicament really matters considering you live in the third-world. I want to say something vicious, although I'm certain it would result in my banning.
>>303424 So true. Caucasians are the most industrious, ambitious, honorable and fortuitous race. Most races are incapable of engendering a stable and prosperous society which is why they leech off of Western countries.
>>303494You're right. Everyone is capable of vitriol and senseless disdain. I personally dislike people for what I believe are justifiable reasons.
No.303865
>>303859I have severe physical pain throughout my body that causes me to think of suicide every day.
No.303866
>>303859>it seems like their standards are getting higher every day, and so simply because of my face, height, etc. none will ever really desire me.After his hambeast "GF" trashed his apartment, Hotwheels came to conclude that while there are succubi who will want to hook up with, care for, and have sex with an ugly distorted male, for them to wish to do so is a sign that they are severely mentally unwell. If you truly are ferociously undesirable, then it's all the more reason to not fall for it if some succubus does eventually show interest.
No.303878
This sounds retarded but I've noticed now that I am almost completely numb and unable to cry until I listen to certain music.
No.303880
>>303878yeah i need to listen to this aggressive phonk music to really wake up in the morning
No.303881
Volunteering for charity helps as a NEET. Charity volunteers tend to be nicer people, and because they actually need you and it's for free, you're less likely to be treated like shit. Like how you get treated at a wagecuck job.
It's my secret for trying to be normal with NEETbux.
No.303882
I need to believe in something
No.303885
>>303881Seconding this.
Although the first time I volunteered at one they asked if it was because I was sentenced to community service and that was awkward.
No.303886
>>303881I'll try charity next week for the first time. I've never worked in my 26 years of life. I hope it's true and they won't be too hard on me.
No.303887
>>303882If you're white, look into National Socialism, lifting, and getting a job so you can make money and invest.
No.303888
Czech these trips
No.303892
Tried having a journal. Useless. I don't have much to write about, especially about my daily life. Nothing happens in a life of a waggie wiz: wake up, work, sleep, repeat. I don't have much interesting thoughts either. At least, I don't have those Whoa! thoughts that I just NEED to write down. My mood is stable too. Stable as in constantly low.
I don't know what journaling can help with, if you are emotionally stable and don't have racing thoughts to unload. My life and my inner world are nothing.
Maybe journaling is only for writers/philosophers etc.
Or maybe it's spiritually feminine hobby where you just NEED to put your oh-so-important """thoughts""" on paper and think they are worth being written down.
No.303893
i have schizophrenia from xanax withdrawal and nobody even cares enough to see it. absolutely retarded clueless people and thats your medical staff.
No.303896
I envy people whose "problems" are solvable and contribute to their personal growth or reservoir of soul. They are almost never,
>You need to be Superman to fly out of this ever deepening hole
Which is what I seem to be stuck with.
I sometimes like to browse through those subreddits where people post weird shit they found or weird things that happened to them, or chronicle annoying stories, and I get so envious and sad and full of "love" I guess for the grit of human experience. I want that… I want risks and opportunity and not this soul numbing dead-end, every single day life I've always lived. I'm just so blasted out and tired every day, I really am tired. I hate that I can only do what I must and I hate that I feel that way, why can't I be grateful for what I have and stop looking outward? It feels so cheap when I tell anyone else.
But I guess I want to reach a point in my life where I feel like I'm present, actively alive, and not just bearing it and waiting for shit to pass/going through the motions. Wish I could live in a nice, big city that doesn't need a car, and go see a movie every now and then. I wish I didn't live in the Southern US around a bunch of retarded hicks, or that I didn't have to confronted with the reality that maybe where I'm at is as high as I can go? That hurts the worst.
No.303898
>>303893>nobody even cares enough to see itNobody should care. You signed away your potential sympathy and help from people when you picked up your first prescription. You chose drugs over humans.
No.303900
>>303899>Who the fuck comes and writes walls of text as if anyone is actually going to read themI do, and you did.
>the organic trend was a natural decline in activity and posting quality. These two characteristics are in a constant state of ebb and flow. Sometimes slight changes in quality posting interest align with global post frequency interest. There's no single or even quantifiable reason for why post rates may be slow or why post quality may be high. "It's all robots" is definitely not a reason for any of it.
>guess my biggest fear has finally come true, well not in the exact way I expected to but it's pretty much the same. Everyone is gone (no clue where) and I never made any friends, acquaintances even. Literally nothing. And now it's too late.If you hoped to make friends on social media and imageboards, then you'd be doomed regardless of the circumstances relating to post frequency and quality. Friends are earned through experiences, be it through video games or spending time working towards a common goal. Dudes you meet on a 4chan spinoff Discord server can never be called a friend. There are no bots in team-based multiplayer video games, virtual social hangouts, or hobby forums. Have some self-respect and cut out this "it's so over for me" shit. Go make friends.
No.303901
>>303899As opposed to normalfags, culture war tools or low iq emotional retards taking over social media? Even if AI doesn't exist you'd still be complaining.
No.303907
We are only a couple years, at most, from digital ID being forcefully implemented around the world. Whether its going to stay or not we don't really know but just knowing that it will happen dissolves the motivation that I have to develop a career. I could try to get somewhere but if Im going to have to drop it all in a year to keep myself from being tracked and tagged then what is the point. It's probably worth it for the money before it happens but I don't feel ready to deal with this when I am still a meek retard in 2025
No.303909
>>303907I already don't have social media, but the current state of the internet makes me want to use it less and less. At this point, I don't even care about Digital ID, but the time it's implemented, I will probably go offline.
No.303927
Are there any other suicide forums than Sanctioned Suicide? I got banned for "fetish content" for discussing hanging yourself while watching porn and jerking off.
Also that entire site is so damned cucked. Got warnings for stupid stuff before.
No.303945
OD'd and gave my self brain damage
Severe back and leg pain
No GP will accept me in my area
Next to zero experience with any kind of non-familial relationships
Zero friends or avenues to make them also lacking the drive to want them
No job
<1 month of money before I have nothing left
My place is a fucking mess
Dad wont talk to me
Realising Mum has actually been an awful influence on my life
Grandparents mental decline is really noticeable now
Tell you what lads, that exit bag is looking real fucking sweet
No.303946
>>303945with your last strenght, say something nice to Jesus in a final prayer
like
Jesus Christ I want to be useful to you!
No.303957
>>303946I'd sooner wager my after life via undying loyalty to Cthulhu rather than any abrahamic religion.
No.303967
I hate how people have exploited my autism. I really regret giving effort in life at all, I was too stupid to realize that anger is an expression of dominance, not that I was doing things wrong.
I feel like family and others have just spat in my face with their anger my entire life, and what makes it so fucking disgusting is that the reason I suffered so much is that I tried. I got shamed into working, shamed into living above my means, shamed into doing certain tasks. If I wasn't pro-social I would've been fine living on welfare in a fucking piece of shit apartment in the countryside, and never would have experienced this misery.
I only felt misery after school, I was really happy until I left. At school people were indifferent to me and left me alone. Then just the constant anger I got from family and people at work after leaving school has broken me.
Autism isn't a fucking hard thing either. Just give us NEETbux and leave us the fuck alone. Why the fuck are social workers always trying to push me into work when it's obviously fucking me up, obviously has fucked me up, and clearly does people with this disorder no good.
No.303975
>>303898>you choose drugs over people Anon, you are a fucking asshole and I hope you will burn in hell for saying this to that poor wiz. You probably haven't even been bullied yet. Fuck off.
No.303987
>>303891…
I think you should try taking a day off and sleeping through the day
No.303990
Studied a business degree on a whim and two weeks before graduating I realized I don't want anything to do with business. Thought about a bit and I think I might like working at a library. But do I really want to go back to school *again* for a few years and spend another thousands for it? I wish I could just take a volunteer position to get a feel for it but the thing is, it's basically impossible to get one in my country unless someone can get your foot in the door for you. Of course, if I could just back in time I would, so I don't really know what I should do. I feel so stupid for wasting all that time and money on that stupid degree.
No.303992
>>303990>business degreeIt was a waste of time before but it's even more useless now that people just use LLM for it. It's useless outside of making connections or providing formal qualification to get a job where the employer already likes you anyway.
No.303996
>>303992>making connections>just use LLMHmmmmmm…
"How to use LLM as a substitute to having an MBA myself?" would be quite a prompt.
No.303998
>>303992I felt that I had to study something as I was only working dead end jobs, and nothing else at the time really interested me, so I applied for it 2 weeks before the semester started. If I gave myself more time I never would have went for it. My only grace is that since library work consists of a lot of administrative work maybe the business degree might give me some sort of leverage. Maybe not I really don't know
No.304005
>>303990Lmao i studied a bookkeeping certificate online. Even while i was doing it i could tell it was an utterly pointless scam. At least it didnt cost me much.