I feel like I have a big black hole instead of my heart. it happens when I'm sad. It 100% comes from my depression for sure. it hurts because it's like someone stabbed you and you can feel the hole and it hurts even more and I get more depressed and I feel

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Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 22:08:49 No.303847

I feel like I have a big black hole instead of my heart. it happens when I'm sad. It 100% comes from my depression for sure. it hurts because it's like someone stabbed you and you can feel the hole and it hurts even more and I get more depressed and I feel like the hole is growing bigger and heavier. it hurts so much when it happens. no hobby can satisfy me to fill the hole. the hole acts like a black hole and absorbs every positive thinking or things.
anyone felt/feels that and how did you overcome it?

Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 22:18:53 No.303848

What are you sad about?

Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 22:23:00 No.303849

>>303848
I'm sad because I don't have a job or a degree, I'm a NEET, I can't read because of my depression, same when I want to play games or do something else. nothing solace me

Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 22:26:43 No.303851

>>303850
well, I like what nerd, otaku, weebs, geeks like. anime manga video games and the alike (card games, etc…), like everyone like nowdays. and I like orher things too but main is what I said first

Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 22:28:15 No.303852

>>303851
Accidentally deleted my other post. Your hobby seems all consumerist, and consuming media tend to stop being satisfying after a while. What are some active hobbies that you like? Something that requires making and sharing perhaps?

Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 22:30:31 No.303853

>>303852
I don't have any 'making' hobby. I have no talent

Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 22:32:19 No.303854

>>303853
That's okay. When I feel that dull, aching, empty feeling, I just embrace it. Maybe romanticize it, because i cant escape it and its not my fault. I find that sleeping, riding the bus and distracting myself helps. There's alot of options out there, it doesnt have to stop at consumerism.

Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 22:35:16 No.303855

>>303854
am not a smartass so I can't create, all I do is consum. I'm just those low life people in a society that are not smart and consum lot of media

Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 22:54:09 No.303856

Sounds like another case of "I'm terminally depressed for the reasons that a Discord Depression server's users told me I should be depressed about".

OP you have all the free time in the world, a roof above your head, and the internet at your fingertips. If there's something you want to do, just do it. Avoid depressing places like this. Misery loves company because that's how misery grows. Quit surrounding yourself with depressing people and thoughts, and begin changing up your routine and trying new things until you find something that relieves whatever anguish you feel. You're not too "low iq" to start doing creative things and you're not undeserving of studying and experimenting because you're not some eccentric outgoing normalfag.

Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 23:18:46 No.303858

>>303856
You need money to do any worthwhile hobby. Even drawing when you really get into the hobby costs too much.

Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 23:33:59 No.303860

>>303856
I appreciate you taking the time to write me a message and care for my situation
>>303858
I wish I started earlier. all I do nowdays is daydreaming

Anonymage 11/02/25 (Sun) 00:19:36 No.303863

>>303858
>Even drawing when you really get into the hobby costs too much
Pencil. Paper. Fuck you.