/dep/ - Depression

sure, how much money do you need, friend?

Get a job as a pan handler then use the money from it to buy crypto. You can then use the crypto to bet on sports games. It's prety much an infinite money glitch.

I sometimes wish I was born before all of this and barter economy was a go. If someone tried scamming my goats or turnips I could gove them a sound thrashing.

>>304210
I know a fella who could use a 100$ purchase of a proper matress atop of his old foldable sofa. And a big pillow.

His sleep is shit, his mood is shit; I remeber how my sllep and mood were also shit X years ago over ruined sleep.

Money cannot buy health sorry

>>304211
nice bux

Money won't buy you self respect you'll just die after overdosing.

>>304210
>It can even buy true love.
Nah, it cant do this. Maybe it can buy safe of life and security and make some succubi feel safe and just abandon their job or university studies to become a mother or stand-bitch-wallet-bank user of your money.
But true love? She want and do it bacause of your money and security not bacause you.
In the moment you dont have more money or safe security, its all die. This why some succubi want self security to not become attached to other people and some believe in true love without attachment.
True love is a thing without attachment to material things like money.
>>304222
>Money cannot buy health sorry
I sure it can pay a lot of hospital, gym, fitness, healthy food, relaxation, house, education, life, social, hobbies things that just help with healthy behaviour and life of day to day as a human.
But if youre retard or waste money in shit things or shit people… or never do anything good for you or others with money, well.
Its not the money that make you happy, its the thing you can get with money that give you happy if you know how to use it in a good way for your life and people you love in this life.

>>304210
From normie English to wizard English, money won't convince a wizard to act like a basic chap.

In this sense, money can't buy "happiness" approved by normie buckos.

Money can buy wizard's happines, but then again, normies used to refer to that as "geek".

>>304314
true love literally doesnt exist. it's all aesthetics. money can fix your deformities hence it can buy love too. you're a fucking retard if you think otherwise

>>304319
>money can fix your deformities
>you're a retard if you think otherwise
you must be one of those retards who think everyone in the world can afford the luxury of getting plastic surgery and then take off work and obviously ignoring all the risks that come with those procedures
typical underage post

>>304323
what?
>luxury of getting plastic surgery
yes you need money. is this a bait?
>all the risks
there's no worse fate than living life as an ugly person

>>304323
I just read your post.. consider people who really have money. I mean they are top 0.01%, they don't work, they don't think about any topic or tangent you brought up. Their entire reality is different to 99.99% of people on the planet.

>>304325
I dont understand your point though

I don't care about love, but I've often dreamt about acquiring vast wealth and travelling. After a few years of that, I'd most likely become a mansion-dwelling recluse.

>>304326
He's saying the rich don't even worry about beauty or status because their financial prosperity fulfills every want and need. Rich people don't need plastic surgeries to attract succubi or friends, even if the succubi are gold-diggers or the friends sycophants, such concerns are frivolous to the wealthy.

>>304334
>He's saying the rich don't even worry about beauty or status because their financial prosperity fulfills every want and need.
source is a rich person I guess?

>>304335
Maybe one day.

>>304338
one day you will understand how aesthetic is the only thing matters because humans are primitive fucking animals and there's no escape from your primitive nature. all money humans spend for is to satisfy these urges. you're a disgusting social animal and you have to be attractive to get along with another animal just like you. first thing people do when they get rich is to get surgeries

>>304340
>one day you will understand how aesthetic is the only thing matters because humans are primitive fucking animals and there's no escape from your primitive nature.
Yeah, but there are enough examples against this lol
humans focus on more thing than just image, the most charismatic guy can be a succubi magnet and can be a ugly asshole face and i know this bacause i saw this a lot of times.
>all money humans spend for is to satisfy these urges.
>you're a disgusting social animal and you have to be attractive to get along with another animal just like you.
You sound too underage to me anon.
>first thing people do when they get rich is to get surgeries
you know that a lot of surgeries just fuck your face, right?
that why its more common going fit, healthy, skincare and other things now.
just a nose operation can fuck your emotional expression face like Michael Jackson lol
>Also
You born on south korea or some of these place with OCD perfection with aesthetics and image? lol

>>304344
Benjamin Franklin was a judeo-masonic satanist.

>>304344
>humans focus on more thing than just image
you're so naive
>i know this bacause i saw this a lot of times
I can say you didn't because you mix up being ugly with just not being conventionally attractive. the picrel just proves this as you probably posted it as an example. neither of these two people have any apperant physical deformities. they're just fat. it's "safe ugly".
>You sound too underage to me anon
you're too naive for a guy in your age
>you know that a lot of surgeries just fuck your face, right?
we are not talking about processes hollywood stars get to become bogged, no. those people were attractive to begin with and intentionally fucked up with their appearance. good orthodontic treatment and jaw surgery doesnt have that much risk to fuck you up. neither a nose job or other minor operations.
>like Michael Jackson lol
I dont know what happened to it, it sounds like a different problem
>You born on south korea or some of these place with OCD perfection with aesthetics and image?
no, but I born with the most brutal deformity you can ever have. I didnt have the luxury to stay as naive as you're. you really think the world is sunshine and rainbows.

>>304346
>neither of these two people have any apperant physical deformities. they're just fat. it's "safe ugly"
You dont know who is Chris right?
>neither a nose job or other minor operations.
>I dont know what happened to it, it sounds like a different problem
Michael Jackson fucked up his face bacause nose operations, back in time he cant express much emotion in his face bacause of that operation and its a common thing among a lot of actors and rich people that try rhinoplasty.
>but I born with the most brutal deformity you can ever have.
now i get why
>I didnt have the luxury to stay as naive as you're.
I not naive or rich, i poor and ugly in the same way. and the social anxiety and offuscation of isolation its just the worst part.
>you really think the world is sunshine and rainbows.
I born in a country that thing doest exist, maybe just for the kids.

>Also
My neck and face is deformed because I had acne treatments that ruined my face, destroyed my self-esteem and my image, and left me with anxiety problems as well as school bullying (the pills side-effect fucked me more in school) that still affects me at university.
Surgery or laser treatment would help me, I don't know. But I don't have the money for that now.
When you're in my condition, it doesn't matter how many surgeries you have, because you're still going to feel ugly because the feeling of deformity is still there.
One day I read a book by a surgeon who talked about beliefs, self-image, hypnosis, and surgery. He said that many people had surgery to stop being ugly or fix some mind-body problem, but they continued to have the attitudes and behaviors of people with low self-esteem and were hurt by being ugly because they couldn't change their mindset.
By the way, the surgeon no ironically recommended going to therapy and hypnotherapists to try to repair the self-image that had been damaged over the years first.
That's why I'm trying to change my mindset, and it's not going too badly.

>>304345
and that other guy has some dark ties as well

>>304340
Not always, but I believe sometimes they do. Some people don't even wait to get rich to waste money on surgeries–not that I'm against it. Status, wealth, fame, and even intellect are grounded in aesthetical observations of human understanding.

Beauty > Status > Wealth > Intellect

That's my hierarchy of social aesthetics.

>>304348
>You dont know who is Chris right?
your rhetoric question to say chris is ugly isnt really working. he's a fat dude. you dont know what a true ugly means. if he had been a truly ugly guy he would been invisible rather than a lolcow
>Michael Jackson
this is literally the only time I heard someone fucking up bad and permanently from a nose job. and it's probably the most common plastic surgery.
>i poor and ugly
>acne
lol I see why you're so naive
>destroyed my self-esteem and my image
actualy ugly people dont have these in the first place. please stop talking on behalf of ugly people in the future

>>304352
>yeah that just acne lol
>So naive
If you're curious to know how it was, with that medicine called something like rhizocutam, well
>Chronic fatigue to the point of being tired all the time
>dry eyes that couldn't even see in the sun or computer light
>dry lips and skin that were always sore and sometimes with blood holes or scars
>more pale skin, i my behaviour was like a vampire sometimes with the sun thing
>an even more severe acne breakout that formed a scab on my neck
>more than nine boils, including one inside my eye (an all of it hurt a fucking lot)
>bullying at school for low grades in physical education (the side effect of the medicine fucked me more, even the retard teach doesn get the thing of side effect and treated me like a shit ) and my monstrous appearance just added more bullying by succubi and others
>muscular problems, the cramps were a torture
>I went to take my final in exams in secord year looking like a deformed zombie from L4D, my neck look monstruous, my face looked like in leprosy
>I almost died of suffocation due to the flesh that formed on my neck (A doctor saved me at the last minute in an emergency. I was suffocating in the waiting room, which he noticed.)
>trauma from the smell of pus, blood, and the smell of hospitals and bandages (and the texture of the bandages) to the point that these were a trigger for anxiety that ended up making me cry or angry wanting to collect bandages and burn it or bait it and destroying with my bare hands.
>The smell of all of the above mixed with sweat was one of the worst tortures. You don't know what hell smells like.
It messed me up psychologically for the rest of high school (and there even at university) to the point that even though the wounds and the smell are no longer there, they are still there. All that remains are psychological scars and some physical ones that I will try to fix someday.
So no, it wasn't just acne. If I had had money and more family, I might have suffered less.

I also ended up with suicidal tendencies and never went to therapy for this shit, probably didn't need it, I don't know.
So, to put it simply, I don't know if you're just a troll or if you think I'm writing this because I'm a attention-seeking bitch, but no, it's not easy and i know it.
I really sorry for the shit that happens to you anon. I in another hell hole.

>>304353
I don't understand, none of these things you say has nothing to do with being ugly. why do non-ugly people like to LARP as ugly so much?

>>304354
>I don't understand, none of these things you say
I suppose you've already normalized the psychological damage, or maybe youre just trolling, there's no point.
>has nothing to do with being ugly. why do non-ugly people like to LARP as ugly so much?
I think you just want to start a circular conversation that it's not going anywhere.

>>304357
>psychological damage
you have no slightest idea what this is. you're larping as an ugly guy. your wall of text summarizes to
>yeah Im not ugly but what about…
>I think you just want to start a circular conversation that it's not going anywhere.
Im sorry to break your larp but you're not ugly and your problems are not as bad as you think they're.

im on neetbux i and i spend it on bullshit. i couldve saved to get a car but i just keep power electronics albums. fuck me

>>304444
what do you buy?

>>304447
CD's, cassette, vinyl, of harsh noise and power electronics albums

>>304449
based physical autism. one of the little joys of my life is buying doujin cds