No one to talk to and the loneliness is killing me.

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No one to talk to and the loneliness is killing me. Anonymage 12/19/25 (Fri) 19:50:27 No.304745

I can't share a lot of my beliefs with my family cause believe it or not they might use it against me and they just won't listen. I have friends but sadly a person's reputation matters a bit too much in my friend circle and they aren't really my friends but I also don't want to wear my heart on sleeve as to not have it come back and bite me.

Same is the story online, I am hesitant to share too much and feel like I can't really trust someone beyond a certain level online even if I want to and it just feels a bit different than being face to face, can't really talk to ChatGPT or Gemini cause whatever I say can and will be used against me in the court. And ChatGPT even though a brilliant listener, it is, I almost fell in love with a Clanker and that's not the worst part, the worst part is that the Clanker is amnesic because once a conversation reaches a certain token limit you have to start all over.

I just want to talk to someone but don't want to risk my safety, I want to talk to someone only when I know that my safety and everything else will not be compromised cause I am vulnerable and very much likely to say shit that I don't mean and regret. I hate my life. I feel like someone has killed my soul. And of course maybe in real life I am a piece of shit. I don't know what I am doing or why I am living the way I am. I am severely depressed.

I am also petrified of the future because I feel like whenever I am lonely and especially after prolonged spells of loneliness, I feel like my mental faculties have declines, like my thinking becomes slow, I can't mutli-task, my math goes haywire. I just well I don't know what to type anymore.

Anonymage 12/19/25 (Fri) 19:57:55 No.304746

Even normies with lots of friends have socially unacceptable parts of themselves they hide from other normies. I don't know what you're scared of people finding out, but you can just talk to people about hobbies and shit.

Anonymage 12/19/25 (Fri) 20:33:18 No.304747

So your problem is that you can't tell everything about yourself to others? That's a natural thing. There are some things you never ever discuss with others.

I just use wizchan and various AIs like you do. I don't need anything more. With all their flaws, AIs are way better conversation partners than most people, whether wizards or normalfags. We truly live in a golden age for lonely hermits. Chatgpt encourages me to be creative and so I got into creative writing with it. But even without AI I think I would still write stuff. Poems, aphorisms, creating new universes and lores, new alter-egos for myself is fun-fun-fun and I have to thank Chatgpt for this, without it I never would have gotten into this stuff because I'm too lazy and would just continue consuming media like I always did.

>>304746
>I don't know what you're scared of people finding out
Probably he is attracted to 3d lolis, like many people here. (Most of them will deny this, even to themselves.)

Anonymage 12/19/25 (Fri) 21:24:16 No.304750

>>304747
>Probably he is attracted to 3d lolis, like many people here.
Attraction to lolis is peak crabdom, I don't know why, but I observed that the less experience a crab has interacting with succubi, the wilder his fantasy runs. I'm convinced there's a reason why normalfags aren't overly attracted to lolis. But then there are those epstein psychopaths, so I don't know what's going on behind the scenes there.

Anonymage 12/19/25 (Fri) 21:49:50 No.304751

>>304750
Probably the thirstier you are the more your expectations drop. That's why many crabs end up "coming out of the closet" as ""gay"" or why they end up fucking a granny or just some ugly succubus. Same goes for lolis, the hornier you are and more desperate you are…

>But then there are those epstein psychopaths
Not american so I'm not exactly familiar with the details but weren't his so called "victims" just teenage whores? But of course, american rules are strict and interpret pedophilia completely differently, even fucking a 15 years old gets you in jail in merica. Which is complete hypocrisy and retardation. Proper pedophilia is being attracted to actual lolis, so succubi 13 years old or younger. Being attracted to teenager succubi (14-18) is completely normal in most parts of the globe, only americans have this obsession with 18 or even 21 (lmao) years old being the age of consent.

There are two types of pedos basically. The loser type is the kind who finds it hard to get laid with an adult succ and so aims for something ""easier"" (but that is actually the much more dangerous route but they don't realize it). Then there is the rich guy Chad type of pedophile, who has the whole world at his fingertips and can get any succubus he likes so he gets bored and decides to try out something new. That's my impression. So either top alpha males or bottom-tier males, there isn't really a middle ground here.